#I don't want to be here anymore
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this singlehandedly broke me love simply wasn't enough they loved each other so much but it wasn't enough
#i don't want to be here anymore#rinezha#fang runin#yin nezha#the burning god#the poppy war#the dragon republic
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I'd like to go home now. Adulting is too hard
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The worst part.. is knowing they didn't actually care enough and I cared too much.
#flag me assholes#im depressed#depression#depressed#I don't want to be here anymore#why me#what did i do to deserve this ๐ญ
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i'm so tired of waking up
i just want to sleep forever
#tw#tw depressing stuff#sh#tw s3lf harm#tw self destructive behavior#im not doing well#tw self destructive thoughts#self h@rm#self mutalition#i'm tired#i'm so tired#i don't want to be here anymore
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help me i am barely hanging on
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When you get to that level of depression and you start wishing the Futurama suicide booths were real again
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I just push everyone away.. I should've died a long time ago.
#push everyone away#personal#better off dead#depressed#i don't want to be here anymore#kill me#i wanna die#i don't wanna live anymore#i hate this#i wish everyone away#i'm worthless
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Gotta love when you accidentally see something that ruins your entire fucking day
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I am an academic weapon...until assessment season starts...then I suddenly undergo multiple stages of metamorphosis and turn into a beautiful academic victim
#i don't want to be here anymore#please just pass me#i'm a star get me out of here#assessment season#university#essay#analysis#english lit student#english literature#metamorphosis
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every single cell in my body is screaming at me to run, to disappear
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Going from being perfectly fine to wanting to commit violence while sobbing hysterically because I'm tired and said something kinda stupid in front of my friends is... something.
#BPD#It wasn't even that stupid#Like#It was just a joke with misinformation about how Tattoos work#But#like#The one friend who's opinion my brain treats like god and the friend I've been having some minor issues with made comments on it saying#That's not how it works#And oh no#Suddenly I feel like ripping something apart#I no longer want to interact with anyone#just#Christ I need to be sedated idk#I don't want to be here anymore#And I bet my left arm I'll be perfectly fine in 30min to an hour cause that's how it always is#But I just feel so upset and stupid and I just#FFS
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Hey @staff so like. Can you REALLY do something about these porn bots. Like actually. Please I am on my knees and BEGGING.
YOUR WEBSITE IS OFFICIALLY IN THE CATEGORY OF ACTUALLY DANGEROUS TO MINORS BECAUSE OF THESE PORN BOTS.
I'M PRETTY SURE I JUST SAW CSEM/CSAM.
GRANTED IT COULD HAVE BEEN A SMALL BREASTED ADULT WOMAN BUT. HEY. HEY TUMBLR. TUMBLR CAN YOU LIKE. DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. YOUR FUCKING WEBSITE IS DANGEROUS TO REAL LIFE KIDS.
I AM PRAYING THAT I JUST SAW THE PORN WRONG BUT FOR FUCKS SAKE, THE FACT THAT I'M QUESTIONING IT SHOULD SAY ENOUGH.
#csem tw#csam tw#nsft#I'm horrified right now#I. I think I need to get off this hellsite.#I don't want to be here anymore
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will try and finish up requests for y'all <3 bare with me getting to your asks today cause i am having the worst day of my fucking life and am Barely holding it together ! it's not even 10 am how fun is that ๐
#like i am sooo serious i've never been so [redacted] in my entire life#i don't want to be here anymore#like i can't do it guys i just can't!!!!!!#but im trying !!!!!
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I live in Japan.
Recently, my manager pissed me off so bad that I decided to quit and go back to the US when my lease is up in October.
The cheapest airfare I could find was half a month's salary.
After bills, food, and transportation costs, I have 1/5th the amount that I need.
I literally can't afford to quit.
โno job is worth your physical & mental healthโ i hauve. Bills.
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#theyre high and their sister is over and im in the room but i feel alone#they dont have any space for me for good reason#and i keep asking#im just awful#horrible and self centered and like my mother#i tried to hide in my room but they heard me crying#i asked her to stay with me for a minute and she said she didnt want to leave her sister#she said shed spent too much time up there already#i feel ashamed and embarrassed#im so fucking selfish#i dont deserve to have a partner#who cares that im going to the hospital#her mom being missing is so much worse than me crying over being hospitalized#im so awful#i want to punish myself for being so self centered#i don't want to be here anymore#i cant do it i cant keep making their lives worse#i cant keep guilt tripping and pressuring and manipulating people#im just like my mom#i feel alone and i deserve it#i deserve to feel pain#i deserve it
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