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#I don't wanna go back to sleep but I'm so tired
shirayuricky 2 days
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sinful relief | zhang hao
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(dividers by @cafekitsune) (requested by anon)
- apart of shirayuricky's 100 followers event -
pairing: zhang hao x fem! reader
genre: smut
warnings: fingering, dirty talk, pet names (baby, darling)
prompts used: 25 - "open up." , 27 - "already? do i really have that much of an effect on you?"
word count: 0.6k
a/n: tried so hard not to scream while writing this. anyways, hope you like it, 馃 anon :)
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hao got back home from dance practice, feeling slightly tired. he sat on the sofa beside you, head leaning on your shoulder. "tough day?" you asked. "not tough, just a little tiring." he said. "then let's go to sleep." you suggested. "i'm not sleepy, darling. i just needed something to regain my energy." he responded. "what do you need? fruits? your favourite drama?" you asked.
"i don't need any of those, y/n. i want something else." hao said, staring at your lips. you got the signal a few moments after. he wants you, right now. you looked at his lips for a brief moment before leaning closer. "so you need me right now?" you asked him for confirmation. "yes, darling...want you so bad." he said, pulling you to his lap.
you nodded, signalling him that you want it as much as he wants it. he slowly closed the distance between your lips, kissing you softly and gently. the kiss felt like sweeter than a lollipop or any sweet candy you'd usually find in convenience stores.
slowly, the kiss starts to get intense, his hands start to roam all over your back, occasionally caressing against your hips. you held onto him, encouraging him to continue with the touches.
then, you felt his finger tapping your cheek as he breaks the kiss. "open up." he said. you opened up and hao slid two of his fingers into your mouth. "suck on it, baby." he whispered into your ear.
you started sucking on his fingers, his other hand caressing your covered entrance through your leggings. that itself made you softly moan against his fingers. your cheeks are slightly flushed in red, your moans muffled by his fingers. "already? do i really have that much of an effect on you?" he asked. you nodded shyly as a response.
after he rubbed your covered core, he slipped his hand into the waistband of your leggings and caressed your wet folds, before slipping two fingers into your soaking pussy. your moans became slightly louder as he thrusted his fingers in and out of you.
your cheeks became redder and your sounds became louder. you couldn't deny it. his fingers are fucking you too good. "you like that, baby? you like me fucking your wet pussy with my fingers?" he said. you let out a muffled "yes" to respond to his question. your mind was clouded with pleasure and how he keeps on rubbing that sensitive spot inside of you.
"such a good girl, taking my fingers like this. you wanna cum for me, hm? cum for me, baby." he whispered into your ear. and those words itself sent you over the edge, your walls throbbing around his fingers. he then pulls his fingers out of your pussy and licks them clean.
"taste so sweet. couldn't get enough, baby." he said, kissing you deeply as he makes you taste yourself on his mouth.
slowly, the blush on your cheeks fade and your breathing is stable. "you've been a good girl, darling. i'll reward you something big, tomorrow morning." he said.
"mhm. let's go to sleep." you said, standing up from the sofa. "alright, let's go." hao replied, standing up as well. the both of you went upstairs to your shared room, cleaned yourselves up in the shower and finally slept.
you wonder on what kind of reward will he give you the next morning the both of you wake up. but that's for the next morning.
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zuzusexytiems 2 years
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hello good morning it's 3:35am and I just survived my first ever sleep paralysis experience 馃珷
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hailtothebubble 5 months
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hiii i'm awake
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agnesandhilda 6 months
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they should invent a day with enough hours in it for me to get all my tasks done without having to turn into a joyless husk
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monty-glasses-roxy 5 months
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Oh yeah uh. No I didn't get the Chica design stuff done yesterday I got absorbed in the maths of horses on car parks. Uhhh sorry?
If things go well, I may start offering doodle requests for good reference pictures of Mazercise though so we have that to look forward to I guess lmao
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running-in-the-dark 10 months
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woke up with a headache, and just generally feeling very bleh 馃様
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mythicalcoolkid 2 years
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After too many years here I've final what hornets' nests I am not brave enough to kick
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sensitivegoblin 10 months
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Unsafe vent
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fridayyy-13th 1 year
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siiiiiigh.
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kittlyns 1 year
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I can't sleep cuz my back and hips and knees are aching for unknown reasons and I gotta be up @ like 6 something so I can shower and drive over an hour away for a goddamn pap smear
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supercantaloupe 1 year
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went to bed later than i wanted. woke up way earlier than i expected (i didn't have a clock in my room tho so i just got up i didn't realize it was 7:30...)
also i had an unpleasant dream and when i tried to put my contacts in this morning they Burned Like Hell. i have no idea why that's never happened before?? i just put on my glasses instead but like. waste of a pair of contacts...what the hell
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chrisbangs 1 year
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zzz
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kindacreepy-kindaugly 2 years
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Maybe I just miss havin someone else to blame
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edgydadster 2 years
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Short story - Hadda wake up at 3am today, go on an hour busride and stay until 11am. Just passed the fuck out for like, 5 hours? Just woke up and holy fucking shit I am terrified I just started hallucinating...
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