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The only doll from the reboot I want so far is budget Ruby! I feel like I'm dying!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#rainbow high#suffering#rainbow high reboot#should split the tags so we can prosper as far as we can#fuck them#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#mga#I don't think this is the way Anikin
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Not my usual Fandom BUT...
You know what would be and always is fascinating/interesting/hilarious? For want of a nail type, "tiny change or little action spiral into great and sweeping change" type fics! ESPECIALLY when combined with my dearly beloved Self Insert troupe!
Because? I DO so love the Self Insert! Not so much for the "I can fix it" or power fantasy, as the ability to wander... a stranger in a strange land. Both familiar yet removed. Known to us yet... not. The major actors, major events, certainly. But the lives of the average person?
The noodle shop owner? The ship salesman? A janitor?
We know nothing about this strange new world from their point of view. What secrets can be found in this or that little shop, well off the common path. And it is FASCINATING! Especially if the Insert wasn't particularly FAMILIAR with the source material. Knew enough to get by, perhaps, too know they are in danger... but not enough to twist events to their favor. Assuming they even had the type of personality to TRY such things.
No, no...
What I? Want to see?
What I think would be FASCINATING?
Is a TRUE carry over. Adult mind to adult mind. Someone settled in their ways. Not bold and terribly adventurous, not willing to recklessly seek out danger and pain. No. They know they are going to die. They know they HAVE died. They are now a Jedi. And can feel the Force... and?
It just... helps.
They let go. Yes, perhaps some plans to protect the younglings. If they can. But their ultimately IS no death, only the Force. It is scary, they acknowledge, frightening even. But they... find calm. Acceptance.
They meditate. Open themselves up to the Force and give up their worry and fears, their regrets. All the terrible burdens they brought with them from their past life. It's honestly a bittersweet sort of relief. Ironic, that such a troubled age should be their most peaceful.
Of course... opening yourself up like that? Reaching out so deeply and with such conviction? It's like painting a "hey! I'm right here! I'm definitely going to listen if you say something to me!" Sign on your forehead, where the Force can see it.
So? It DOES.
But unlike Anikin? The Insert isn't a Fighter. So the Force doesn't tell them to fight. After all, every part has its place in the grand machine of Life. Every actor their place on the stage. Sometimes? To change the galaxy? All you need is someone to be on the right planet, at the right time, ready to hold a door open for the right person.
And that's it.
Not everything needs be grand sweeping actions. It can, instead, be the quiet drip drip drip of medicine applied behind a Sith Lord's back. To undo the damage he has wrought. So when comes the time for his plans to unfold? He does NOT find the support he was counting on to succeed. Instead he finds resistance.
But HOW? How would such a thing be DONE? By a YOUNGLING no less?
A youth with no power? Be it social, political, or physical? AND beneath the Sith Lord's very nose? Without being STOPPED? With said youngling being KILLED? Quite simply! Easily, in fact! By embracing the purest of the Light!
Fun.
Who among us, does NOT know of the parasocial relationship? The feeling of knowing someone, considering them "good" and "something like a friend" dispite never once having spoken to them? Being FOND of them? Wouldn't YOU not defend them? If someone sought to HURT them? KILL them? You KNOW them so very WELL don't you? This person speaks LIES about them!
And what of the Adorable Youngling? Small and Cute? Look at their little cheeks and tiny hands! How precious! Why, we have watched them GROW! They are practically family!
But where does the FUN I speak of come into this? Simple. The Holonet. Crechemaster's trying to corral an adult in the body of a child. The Insert is BORED. At peace, yes. But you can really only meditate so many hours of the day. Lessons only take up so much and class work the same. They aren't at an age where the SERIOUS lessons begin yet.
So they have too much free time.
..........have you heard about "Video Game #55? It's apparently got more Video AND Game then ever!" Intriguing~ But, oh. Playing it ALONE it BORING. And playing with... well, INFANTS, is... an exercise in patience. Plus it's probably not appropriate for them. Hmmmmm..... you KNOW.... Insert really DOES miss? Watching Let's Plays over breakfast/lunch...
They've never MADE one... but they know they general script and idea? And for Some Reason? It feels like a GREAT way to pass the time! Yeah! Let's do THAT! And so the Force nudges. Tiny. Seemingly inconsequential. The Master's try to shut it down, Insert is stubborn and refuses, they talk it out. Because they are Jedi and authoritarian force is not their way. Is it frustrating? Perhaps. But the only cure for ignorance is knowledge.
They ultimately compromise. Insert get to keep their little game thing, THEY make sure Insert is compromising Temple security, putting themselves in danger, talking to dubious strangers, or other such perils. It is? A FASCINATING view into the secretive world of the Mysterious Jedi for most of the galaxy. All lead by an adorable Youngling playing games.
Of course, such a silly, ridiculous thing is BENEATH Palpatine's concern. Fun and games? Not even formal or official ones? The child doesn't even represent the jedi. They represent no one. Clearly not a threat, right?
WRONG.
Because one game? Leads to another. Leads to being recommended another. Leads to "hey check out this music". Leads to "how was your day?" Leads to chatting about Jedi philosophy... as simplified for small children. Easy to understand and then complained over like it's maths homework. And... huh.
You guys really liked when I talked about X? Well, I don't know much about it... buuut? I could probably FIND someone or go to the archives? Make a video? I'll make a poll. Vote down below?
Untouchable and distant? Nah. Jedi play "Crafting Game 73" and whine about their Crechemates being JERKS for eating the last dessert. Jedi, in their head's, are small adorable younglings and the amused adults meditating the back ground who watch over them. EVERYONE knows the Jedi. The Jedi are on our datapads. Are our friends. We've totally met them.
Parasocial relationships.
Or maybe that's just me? I just... God I REALLY want to see how they'd react to a initiate who just? Won't stop fuckin making Let's Plays of all things. Just? WHY. HOW? WHY AND HOW?! No, NO don't you shrug at me and run of, youngling! Get back here! What "skill issue"? Which skill? Initiate!!!
@hdgnj @hypewinter @babbling-babull @the-witchhunter @mutable-manifestation @lolottes @leftnotright @legitimatesatanspawn @nerdpoe @spidori
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🤍"Hello there."🤍
💚"I'm sorry, lady. I don't understand frog."💚
KEY: 🧡Fluff 💔Angst🍼Platonic
❤️🔥Suggestive
Poe Dameron
Till the End of time 💔
Request: poe x reader where the two of them are very flirty but never actually got together that is until the reader got into some sort of accident and ended up injured (you can decide what) and poe thinks that he lost her
Fear is Only a Obstacle 💔🧡
Summary: Poe is finally able to see you and he’s not wasting anymore time (Part 2 to Till the End of Time)
Big Baby🧡
Request: Poe Dameron with a reader who just had to get incredibly painful shots and he goes to the appointment with them and just comforts and takes care of them during and after
Din Djarin
Anakin Skywalker
Things Aren’t Always What They Seem and Sometimes They Are🧡💔🍼
Summary: You’re Anakin’s padawan and after your master having a close call you develop nightmares of his death. Every time you close your eyes you see it, so you decided staying awake is the best way to keep your mind at ease and keep your master safe.
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Request: Could you do an Anikin x Padawan!Reader where she fights like Eula, has the personality of Hu Tao and she could honestly fall asleep anytime and so during meetings/Briefings(and in some cases in the middle of battle) she'd like use any of the 501st or Anikin as a pillow?
Ezra Bridger
The Last Moments of Solace🧡💔❤️🔥
Summary: You and Ezra have to retrieve the hyperdrive, but run into some issues. Later, you both were able to find a moment to yourselves before you were interrupted. But little did you both know, those were some of the last moments of solace before everything really changed.
Contribution🧡💔
Summary: When you, Sabine, and Kanan followed Maul and Ezra to Dathomir, the witches somehow took away your powers. Which should've been impossible, but ever since that incident you've felt like you brought nothing to the team. You felt like you were in the way. Seeing this Ezra quickly took these thoughts from your mind reminding you of who you are.
Shadows🧡💔🍼
Request: Could you possible do Kanan X reader where Ezra and reader get into a fight and reader goes to Kanan for advice since they see him as a big brother?
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Rewatched episode one... it's honestly over all pretty good
Yes, there's 100% stuff that I just skipped, it really falls off during the second half of the movie, but I got through the first hour and it was mostly pretty solid
Yes, there's also stuff where it's like... yeah... we don't really need this so much (then there's stuff like midiclorians that fucking no one likes, but whatever, I just ignore it)
It's just... I really do feel like people over tune their hatred of it because it was the first prequel and no, it's nowhere near as good as the originals and that's not even nostalgia or something, I managed to find a copy of the vhs for New Hope and I skimmed it cause I'm tired, but like... it's actually pretty dang good, episode 1 isn't as good but still has a lot of good points
(Really wish when Obi Wan was like "Well Qui Gon wanted me to train Anikin", Yoda had said "Well and fucking dead, isn't he?". Not like... plotwise, not like he shouldn't have let him train Anikin, I just think that would have been a funny thing to say)
Also the kid who played Anikin got way too much hate. Like... fucking hell, absolutely insane how people treated him, he could have done horrible and it still wouldn't be cool but like... he did fine. Wasn't the best actor every, but he was alright, and the problem was the script for him sucked
Anyway... Jedi stuff is all cool, like you just look at the Jedi stuff you have a pretty solid movie, always have said that
The gungans... need revision. Fine idea but like... it's too much goofy all the damn time
Anikin, I actually like the Anikin stuff, just not how it's executed (and not the starship bit at the end)
It's like a... solid 7 out of 10 movie. It's mostly good, if it wasn't star wars it wouldn't be such a problem. It's far from a masterpiece, but people also are hyperbolic about how bad it is. I still say it's the best of the prequels... we'll see if I still feel that way if I... make myself... watch the next two
Like I really didn't like them much, Clone Wars kept making me feel like I should rewatch them, but then I always realized that it contextualized them into seeming good... but that's all added later, they're actually pretty bad
Anyway... that's my stance on it... it's ok
Qui Gon, Obi Wan, and Palpatine are all great... the rest of it is pretty ok, but the comedic shit gets played up too much and rarely lands. It's pretty much only stuff like the "You were right about one thing, the negotiations were short" that end up being funny
Oh... and Anikin being like "Sorry I couldn't finish you, but piece out bitch, I'll tell mom not to sell you for scrap", that was accidentally funny in how... the direction and writing for that scene... not great, which makes it funny. "Sorry I built you but then abandoned you... have fun figuring it out, see you never C3PO"
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Hi!! could you please write a ahsoka x fem reader who is a padawan of obi-wan and they share longing stares during meetings and always seek out eachother and one day it all falls apart on one mission, and all of the feelings come out? pls that would be so cool! btw I love your writing <333
•°○♡𝐴𝐿𝑂𝑁𝐸 𝐴𝐺𝐴𝐼𝑁 ♡○°•
Pairing: Ahsoka Tano x fem!reader
Warnings: injury, gunshots, passing out.
Notes: [e/c] = your eye colour.
Tysm for the request and the compliment!! It means a lot and I greatly appreciate it. As usually my requests are open and any feedback is welcome! Ty for reading and enjoy!
-Cc♡
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"Your thoughts are so loud I could hear them from across the yard" master Obi-Wans voice breaks my train of thought. I was supposed to be meditating in the courtyard, focusing on how to better myself in anyway possible. But I just can't help it, my mind always thinks of her. Obi-wan thinks that with a little time and effort I can get over my little crush, that it's just a natural response to being a teenager.
But what he doesn't know is that both you and Ahsoka have been feeling like this for God knows how long. Anakin knows it, of course he does. But he doesn't say anything. He wants the two of you to be able to feel what your feeling rather than get shut down and ridiculed. And Ahsoka- Ahsoka just pushes it down and pretends its not there so she doesn't give herself a mental breakdown.
"I'm sorry master." I say with a sigh. I mean it's not like I try to think about her, I just can't help it. "Don't be sorry padawan, just try again." He finds a seat next to you on the grass and starts his own meditation. Obi-wan is too patient, and yet he knows that forcing you to ignore it will just make the emotions stronger, like someone blowing on a campfire.
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The next day your walking into the mess hall trying everything you can to just stay calm and focused and- "HEY [NAME]!" Baris shouts from a table, she's sitting with Ahsoka and waving you over to her. Just sit and eat with her, that's what friends do.
"Hey Baris...Ahsoka" jeez I can't even say her name without turning into a blushing mess. You attempt to make conversation with Baris but every time you steal a quick glance at Ahsoka she's staring right back, it's almost unbearable.
Later in the day you shuffle your way into you and your masters shared room, feeling like your emotions are about to explode. Your exhaustion hangs on you like a thick fog. When you enter the room Obi-wan is pacing and has his "I'm about to tell you something important so you better listen" face.
"Master?" You call out, breaking him from his moment of concentration.
"Oh there you are, sit down please."
You nervously sit down on your bed, dreading what news Obi-Wan was about to give you.
"Listen [name], I just received word from the council that you and I, as well as Anikin and Ahsoka will be sent on a mission -" I tense up and he gives out a knowing sigh before continuing. "to Felucia. I know how you have been struggling lately, but you mustn't let these emotions distract you. This is a important mission and I will do anything I can to make sure this- this- infatuation doesn't get the better of you." Taken aback by his choice of words your suddenly hit with the realization that maybe what you feel for Ahsoka is more than just hormones. Your exited you get to go on a mission with Ahsoka but nervous, what if something goes wrong? You don't want to disappoint your master either and don't want to make a fool of yourself in front of Ahsoka.
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Sitting next to ahsoka during the briefing was like waiting for a bomb to go off. You just had to keep your mouth shut and your eyes on the two jedi masters, Rex and Cody. You could feel Ahsoka looking at you, and it took everything in you not to look back.
On the ship you had gotten bored and decided to go for a walk. You turned of your mind and just let your feet take you somewhere. And of course your feet just happened to take you to Ahsoka.
She was in a small room on the ship, meant to be a sort of living room I suppose. A couple small couches and a music player. There was no one else in the room but her. She was standing in front of the large window that showed the scene of stars all around us. Her face seemed to glow in the reflection of the millions of little lights. I was in awe, not just from her but from the view. On corosaunt it's rare to see stars, (air pollution things amirite?) so to see them this close was a dream come true.
"Aren't they beautiful?" She said and traced some of the stars with her finger on the window pane.
"Yeah...it is" I softly say and turn to look at her. "Yeah" she hums back and looks at me with a little smile. It was such a sweet moment before it was rudley interrupted with the announcement that we were landing shortly. We both went our separate ways to find our masters. "See you soon!" She waved goodbye and I did too.
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Running through the jungle with Ahsoka would have been fun if not for the terrorists trying to kill us. We were supposed to scout around and report back to Anakin and Obi-Wan but did not expect to stumble into a camp full of separatist terrorists with guns. Lots of guns. We jump through the thick muggy leaves and avoid the blaster shots. Ahsoka jumps up onto a rock ledge above us and I stay runing on the dirt ground. We try our best to deflect the shots with our sabers but there's so many shots it's really very hard to. We're almost back at the camp I can see the familiar structures just a ways away. Ahsoka turns her head to check on the enemies, when did she manage to get that far ahead of me? As she turns she doesn't see the ledge coming to a end infront of her. "Ahsoka!" I yell but instead of drawing her attention to the upcoming cliff she turns all her focus to me, slowing down to a lighter jog.
BAM
A blaster shot to the abdomen. She falls and stumbles off the cliff falling to the hard ground.
No no no no no no please, no.
"AHSOKA" I run, I run farther than I could ever dream of, my legs burn and so do my eyes. By now the camp has heard my scream and blaster shots, clones coming to help us and shoot out the terrorists.
I can't focus on that though, can't even register someone calling my name as I drag Ahsoka into a bushy area to get cover from the shots. She's bleeding, a lot and her eyes open and close slowly. She's going to die part of me thinks.
"No" I whisper as tears start falling down my face. "Stay awake Ahsoka please". My grip on her is tight and I tear a peice of cloth to wrap around her waist. "[Name]...what's happening?" She looks weak and dejected, it's not a look that suits her. "Your going to be fine" I say with firmness. "Why are your crying?" She asks and brings her hand to hold my face and wipe the tears away. I haven't even registered Obi-Wan standing above me and crouching down to assess Ahsokas injuries. Anakin is screaming his head off at everyone and everything to get help. "[Name], you have to let her go. She'll be ok but we have to get her to the cruiser" Obi-Wan speaks softly to not upset me but I can barley register what he's saying. I do register him trying to peel my arms off of ahsoka which does upset me. I pull ahsoka tighter to me and cradle her shoulder under my chin."[Name]. Let her go, she will die if you do not let us help." I look down and notice she's fallen unconscious and I realize the fatal seriousness of the situation. I nod and kiss her head before handing her off to Obi-Wan so he can help put her on a stretcher.
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When Ahsoka wakes up she is blinded by the white lights above her, she blinks slowly. There's machines beeping and iv's in her arm. She turns her head and sees you, asleep in the chair next to the hospital bed, your still wearing the clothes from the battle.
The battle. She remembers. She fell. And you were there.
"Yknow she hasn't left your side since you fell" Anakin speaks from her side. "It took me and Obi-Wan eons to convince her to get some sleep." He softly chuckles. Ahsoka admires your sleeping face, lips parted and brows furrowed. "How long was I asleep?" She asks, eyes still focused on you. "5 days." Her master replies with a sorrowful tone, she can tell he hasn't gotten any sleep either. "FIVE DAYS????!!@" She nearly yells and immediately covers her mouth remember that your sleeping right next to her. She sees you stir and blink slightly. You looks up and it takes you a few seconds to realize she's looking back and you, awake.
You jump up from your seat and carefully grab her hands and look at her with awe. "Ahsoka! You're- you're awake!!" You smile and feel your eyes tear up a bit, and breathe out a sigh of relief. You both just stair at eachother with lovesick little faces. Anakin clears his throat and begins to shuffle out the door.
"Right well, good to see you snips but I think I hear Obi-Wan calling my name." He quickly shuts the door and leaves the two of you alone.
"I'm sorry." You both speak at the same time. Small giggles fall from your lips and she laughs with you. "Wait what are you sorry for?" She asks worridley.
"Well um I mean the whole reason you fell is because I distracted you and then you fell and I didn't stop you from falling and then when you did fall all I did was-mmph" your words are cut off from her leaning up and kissing you with as much grandure as she can muster. Your cheeks are on fire and she pulls away just enough to look into your eyes looking for something in their [e/c] haze.
Both your heads whip to the door at the sound of someone speaking. Eyes wide with embarrassment.
"I'm going to pretend I didn't see that. See you at supper [name]" Obi-Wan playfully chides from the doorway and once again the two of you are alone.
♡THE END♡
#ahsoka x reader#clone wars ahsoka#anakin and ahsoka#ahsoka tano x reader#star wars x y/n#star wars#clone wars#clone wars x reader
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A Glimpse of Us PT.2
Summary: After some time apart Anakin finds you again with only one intention.
Pairings: Anakin Skywalker x Y/n reader
Warnings: sadness, a bit of Padme mentions, Jealous Anikin.
Word count: 3,537
A/n: Hello everyone this is pt.2 to ‘A glimpse of us’ to finish it off, I hope you all enjoy! Also I didn't know if to tag my other Anakin series taglist to this so I didn't but I will be creating an official taglist so if you would like to be added pease let me know!xx
Masterlist
PT.1
For two years it was the same, you woke up, got ready and went into your lab to study the progress of the clones, assess their fight strategies, and report back to Master Shaak Ti.
Along the way you did make friends with the clones you spent time with but as usual they all left eventually to go serve.
“Hey doc, how are you this morning.?” fives said, You’d forgotten you had a couple check ups to do before assessment.
“Oh, is it morning? I can never seem to tell on this damn planet.” you said as you rummaged through paperwork.
“Did you spend all night here again?” he asked, looking at you with concern.
“Well yes but I just couldn't sleep and I thought I might as well get some work done.” you said finally looking up at him.
“ I thought eventually I ‘d grow tired and go to bed but I guess not.” you said, making him laugh.
“Well let's get this over with so you can catch a break.” he said taking a seat.
“Thank you fives.” you said pulling up his lab reports.
“So what was it that kept you up all night if you didn't mind me asking?” fives said as he watched you work.
You stopped in your tracks not sure how to answer that question, “It’s been two years since I came to Kamino to work under Master Shaak Ti.” you said smiling.
In reality your mind was running circles with Anakin in the center of it all.
“You think you’ll ever go back to Coruscant doc?” he asked out of curiosity.
That's when you finally looked away from fives results and at him, “That is up in the air I guess.” you said, smiling at him softly.
Suddenly your monitor beeped.
“Here we are, as expected you are ready to serve trooper.” you said, smiling at him.
You’d be sad to see another friend of yours go but happy to see him do what he loves, after all it was his role and he’d serve it well.
“ I hope you are all packed up soldier you’re coming with me.” you both heard a voice come from the door.
Confused by the face you saw and a bit surprised, “Rex? What are you doing here?”
“Master Skywalker needed more troops to serve in the 501st so we came to hand pick them ourselves, hope you don't mind.” he said smiling
“Not at all, when you say we?” you asked curiously.
“Master Skywalker and I .” he finished.
He earned his title of master, you thought to yourself smiling.
Looking away you closed out fives file and smiled once again, “Well, he's all yours congratulations Fives.” you said, smiling at them both.
“Thanks doc I‘ll keep in touch.” he said smiling as he hugged you goodbye.
“Call Gregor for me please he’s next.” you said turning you back to them and looking for the next report.
Not hearing a response you assumed he sent you a silent nod.
Leaning your weight on the table you closed your eyes and took a deep breath.
Anakin was here, but not for you.
All along you’d been so sure he’d come back but now after all this time you began to think maybe he did move on and love Padme.
Suddenly you heard the door slide open again and regained your composure.
Without turning around you began giving your usual speech, “Alright Gregor, we just need to run some diagnostics, see the results and you will be free to go.” you said trying to sound normal and not like your world was falling apart slowly.
Because it was so dreadfully falling apart and you couldn't help it.
“ I had Gregor wait in the hall. I hope you don't mind.” he said, his voice deeper than you remembered.
Frozen in place you didnt turn around.
“Is there something wrong with Fives?” you asked not wanting to turn around just yet the feeling of it all being too good to be true.
His footsteps got closer, “Nothing you take part in could ever go wrong.” he said coming closer.
That's when you decided to finally gain some confidence, “Well then I really need to- oh” you said as you practically collided with his chest.
As if it was a natural instinct your hands rested on his chest while he went to grab your hips.
“Don't tell me you forgot about your promise so soon.” he whispered, taking in all your features once again.
Taking in his face you realized he grew out his hair and he had a scar by his eye now, you could have cured that perfectly.
Quickly you realized how this might look if someone walked in and pushed yourself off of him.
“You aren't here for me Anakin, you came because you needed more troops.” you said as you looked at multiple files.
“The only thing I need is you,” he insisted.
As much as you wanted to go back into his arms and feel his warmth once again you looked away.
“How long have you known I was here?” you said looking up at him once again.
Sighing he looked away ignoring your question.
“Anakin.” you said softly a pit in your stomach beginning to form.
“Since the day after you left.” he said, still avoiding your gaze.
Shaking your head you knew you were right.
“God Anakin, did you even keep your promise and give her a chance?” you exclaimed not knowing if to feel happy or guilty.
“ I wanted to make sure you were safe.” he said looking at you in surprise he was tired of you trying to push him away.
“And I wanted you to let me go.” you said, raising your voice slightly glancing at the door hoping nobody had heard you.
Sighing you looked down at the endless papers again. “You did once before, what’s stopping you now.” you said just above a whisper.
The truth was, you’d love to be with Anakin but you didn't know if you could live with the constant fear of not being enough for him again.
Feeling anger but mostly toward himself Anakin snapped, “Don’t ever say that again.” he said as he came closer.
“Anaki-” you began but he cut you off, “No listen to me, walking away from you was a mistake.” he began.
“Letting you leave that night was a mistake. I could never give a chance to something that was never there.” he said, taking the papers out of your hands and replacing them with his own.
“For two years I‘ve thought about the moment I ‘d get to see you again, to hold you, kiss you and just hear your voice say my name.” he said, making tears brim your eyes.
“ I was an idiot and I should have never let you leave, I ‘ll spend the rest of my life trying to get you back if I have to.” he said as he began to lean in.
Just as you were about to give in and fall for him again there was a knock at your door.
Pulling away fully you wiped your eyes and regained your composure.
Sighing Anakin stood there helpless with no response from you.
“As much as I want to go back to you Anakin, our lives are too different now, I ‘m sorry I wish things were different I really do but I can't ask to be reassigned again .” you said just above a whisper as you looked into his hopeful eyes.
Caressing your face once more he smiled softly, “That's all I needed to know.” was all he said before he kissed your forehead and walked out of your lab.
Confused and heartbroken by what just happened you took a second to regain yourself and form somewhat of a happy face for Gregory.
“Sorry for making you wait G, come in.” you said hoping the day would go by sooner.
[....]
Eventually you made it through the list of troops and prepared your report for Shaak Ti.
As you walked to the simulation room you heard the blaster going off and guessed the final five were in the final test.
Taking a deep breath you energized yourself hoping it would last through this final stretch and then you’d finally go home and sleep.
Walking in you were met with Master Shaak Ti, Rex and Anakin.
Greeting everyone with a smile you walked toward Shaak ti.
“Evening, these are the files of the troops I saw today. They have all been closed out and are ready when you are.” you said softly.
“Wonderful work Y/n,” she said, accepting the chips and taking a minute to look at your face.
“Have you gotten any rest at all Y/n?” she said, worried by your tired eyes.
Suddenly you could feel everyone's eyes on you, “ I‘ve just had a lot on my mind lately but I‘ll be alright.” you said smiling.
“You know we could use your help back on Coruscant, no doctor has ever been able to help us the way you did.” Rex said, smiling at you.
Shaak Ti turned to look at you again as well, “I agree, your work here has been amazing but I don't doubt the work has taken a toll on you.” she said, coming to a realization.
“ I assure you it has been an honor to have been trusted with the responsibility of its Master.” you said quickly your heart began to speed up.
“ I think continuing your work in Coruscant would be a much better fit, don't you agree master Skywalker?” she asked as she looked at Anakin.
Still not being able to look at him you shifted your gaze to the clones in the simulation.
“ I couldn't agree more actually, we need her more now than ever. It was a shame she had to leave in the first place.” he said gently, making you meet his gaze.
Smiling Shaak Ti looked at you once again, “Then it is settled, I will have you transferred effective immediately y/n you will be called upon if necessary.” she said as she gave one last glance at the clones before leaving.
Still in disbelief of what just happened you turned to walk out of the room as well.
“Happy to have you back Doctor.” You heard Rex say behind you.
“Thanks.” you said finding it hard to find anymore words at all.
As soon as you left Rex turned to Anakin.
“Your welcome boss.” he said grinning.
“What for?” he said, confused.
“ Getting your girl back, you can lie all you want to the council I know the real reason we came here two years exactly after the Jedi ball.” he said smirking at his general.
Laughing to himself Anakin really felt too lucky to have a friend like Rex.
“You really are the best of the best.” he said, patting his shoulder.
“You know it Skywalker, now get your girl on the ship and lets get out of here.” he said as he went to go find his brothers.
[...]
After that conversation in the simulation room you hardly felt tired at all.
Sitting on your bed you didn't know if to pack or if to find Shaak Ti and ask for your job back.
Holding your head in your hands you took a deep breath for the millionth time and decided it was time for you to go home.
Just as you finished bringing all of your bags out to the landing bay you were met with Fives.
“Hey doc, it looks like you won't be missing me too much after all.” he said smiling while helping you with your bags.
Chuckling at him you accepted his help as you walked to the ship together.
“ I guess so Fives just don't get injured every time you leave my office.” you said playfully, smiling back.
Just as you were approaching the ship you noticed Anakin was watching with a look you knew all too well.
Sighing you looked away and instead went to say your goodbyes to the staff.
Just as Fives finished loading the last of your things Anakin stopped him, “Fives right?” he said looking him up and down.
“Yes General, happy to serve.” he said standing straight.
“How long have you known doctor y/n?” Anakin asked curiously.
“Since the first day she arrived, she was very quiet, I made it a personal task of mine to bring her out of that shell of hers.” he said smiling.
“And did she?” Anakin asked jealousy beginning to form.
“Sometimes when I could get her to talk about Coruscant. There's a fella there that's waiting for her.” he said looking at you in the distance.
Anakin froze at the sudden intel, “She tell you his name?” he said making it sound like an interrogation.
Looking back at Anakin, Fives shrugged his shoulders, “Nope, I just hope she finds him again so she can truly be happy, she’s a great friend general.” he said before nodding his head and going back to loading the cargo.
Feeling a sense of guilt for misjudging the both of you, Anakin got back on the ship and began to prepare for take off.
The trip back to Coruscant was quiet other than Fives whispered comments and Anakin's glances at you when he’d walk by.
You couldn't help but wonder what he meant with ‘that's all I needed to know,’ did that mean he had given up?
You hoped you were wrong but in the end if he did you knew its what you deserved for pushing so hard.
Sighing and finally looking away from your hands you hadn't even realized you entered the atmosphere.
Relieved to be getting off the ship as soon as the doors opened you were the first to get off.
Feeling less claustrophobic you looked at the city you once admired and suddenly felt more at ease.
“Doctor, it’s wonderful to see you again. We were all happy when news broke that you’d be returning.” Obi-wan said as he approached you.
Smiling at the familiar face Coruscant began to feel like home once again.
“Thank you Obi-wan it’s nice seeing a face other than the clones for once.” you joked earning a chuckle from him.
“Let’s hope you can fix Anakin's he’s been quite the grouch since you left practically.” he said as his former Padawan approached him.
“Not to worry, she already has,” he said, smiling down at you.
Feeling your cheeks begin to redden you excused yourself, “ I should get my things.” you said turning to fine Fives.
“Nonsense, I can do it, I'll take you home as well.” Anakin said, beginning to put your luggage in his private ship.
“It seems you really did fix him.” Obi-wan said while watching Anakin.
“Y/n!” you heard from a distance almost making you freeze where you stood. Anakin surely did.
Turning around you came face to face with Padme.
“Padme how have you been?” you said as you hugged her.
“Wonderful, I couldn't believe it when I heard Ani was bringing you home.” she said smiling.
There it was ‘Ani’ and your heart felt like it was being squeezed slowly and painfully.
“ I ‘d say it was more Rex than Master Skywalker.” you said keeping the formalities.
“We must get together soon and catch up. There's so much to tell!” she said hugging you once more.
“Soon, when I ‘m finished getting settled in, I ‘ll call you.” you said trying to find the easiest way out.
“Yes! I can't wait.” she said as she began walking away.
Just as she left you felt that feeling in your stomach again this time because now you had to be in a ship alone with ‘Ani’.
Looking around for an escape plan you realized you had none and began walking towards his ship.
When suddenly you had an idea.
Stopping in your tracks he looked at you questioningly.
“ I need to see my lab.” you said turning back around quickly and beginning to walk away.
“Y/n you need rest.” Anakin yelled behind you.
“Just a second!” you said as you turned the hallway and headed to your lab.
Sighing, Anakin turned off his ship and hoped to the stars he’d have you in his arms by the end of tonight.
“She’s not making it easy is she?” he heard Padme say.
Looking at her he turned back to the hall you entered. “Not one bit,” he said, frowning.
“Well let’s hope she comes around before my baby is born, Pablo and I want you too as the god parents.” she said, shoving Anakin.
“What makes you think it’ll take me that long?” Anakin asked insulted.
Padme Chuckled, “For one, she is in a lab and not here and secondly she's just too smart.” she laughed teasing her friend.
Beginning to walk to her husband, Padme looked back once more, “Oh and Anakin?” she said, “Yes?” he replied, looking at her.
“It’s nice to see you both smiling again, I‘m sorry I ever got in the way of that.” she said feeling the guilt of ruining her friends happiness.
Not letting Anakin reply she took her husband's arm and walked away.
Now it was Anakin's turn to take a deep breath and walk towards your lab.
It was all or nothing, and now he wanted it all.
Just as he had gotten to your lab it began to rain outside the temple.
Boosting himself with as much confidence as he could he walked in and watched as you looked around.
“They upgraded many things but I‘m sure you know your way around.” he said as he studied your face.
“There was a picture here.” you said as your hand passed by the place where it once was.
“ I took it.” Anakin said, causing you to look up.
“ I was upset you’d left and I came here. I saw it and I held onto it until I got to my room. It’s been there since.” he said taking a shaky breath.
Looking at your face but not receiving any reaction he tried to continue. “ I can bring it back if-” but he stopped once you shook your head.
“Keep it.” you said softly.
“Why?” he asked.
The rain picked up and suddenly you had deja vu. It was then that you realized you were exactly where you needed to be.
“ I‘d like to start fresh.” you said, crossing your arms and looking out the window.
“With Fives?” he said, clenching his jaw.
“What?” Now it was your turn to be confused.
“ I see the way he looks at you, the way you smile and laugh at his jokes. I should be the one you look at the way yet here we are and you can't even look at me.” he said looking out the window as you did.
“ I can't look at you the way that I look at Fives.” you said bluntly. “Because I see him as a friend and you should know I see you as way more than that.”
Suddenly he looked up at you with those puppy eyes you’d loved so much.
“Anakin you are my sadness, my hope but mostly you are my love.” you said as you took his face in your hands.
“And that is why I will never look at you the same way I look at anyone else.” you said barely above a whisper.
Tears began to brim Anakin's eyes as he finally heard the words he dreamt of, only now they sounded much more beautiful coming from you.
“Forgive me for making that stupid mistake.” he said his voice cracking at the end.
“ I ‘ve always forgiven you for my love, always.” you said as he finally embraced you and held you tightly never wanting to let go.
Suddenly Anakin got an idea, turning to look at the cd player he turned it on and the music began to play.
Smiling to yourself you knew this moment felt all too familiar.
“ I guess Obi-wan really was right, Only you could fix me.” he said as he looked down at you smiling.
“ I have many ways of fixing you.” you said, chuckling.
“Then it seems I must come back everyday to try them out.” he said looking at your lips.
“ I think that can be arranged.” you said as he closed the gap and finally felt the sweet bliss of your soft lips on his.
Along last after two years of torture Anakin had all the fixing he needed.
“Dance with me.” he said as he pulled away using the force to turn up the music.
“Such a romantic.” you said grinning at him, “ I love it.” you said.
Giggling you took his hand and put the other around his neck as you danced slowly to the music and the sound of the rain.
“And I love you.” he said as he kissed the top of your head and pulled you closer.
“ I love you too Anakin.” you whispered as a happy tear rolled down your face as you danced with the man you loved now and forever.
#Anakin Skywalker#clone wars anakin#obi wan and anakin#anakinedit#anakin skywalker x reader#anakin needs a hug#anakin x reader#sith anakin#Revenge of the Sith#attack of the clones#clone wars
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Not Slaves - Imaria
Imaria has a few things to say about the mission, more truthfully, the people going on the mission, to free Torgrutan slaves.
⚠️ Warning ⚠️ - excessive talk of slavery, angst turned fluff, some many grammatical errors
"You're kidding?"
"No?"
"You have to be,"
"Mari-"
"Stop." Imaria snapped, stopping Cody's warning. She looked at Obi-wan, eyes full of questions, worry, and concern.
And incredulousness.
"On a mission to free Torgrutan slaves, you plan to bring," She turned to the odd cast of characters in front of her, counting on her fingers as she listed them.
"A Togruta," one finger.
"A jedi do-gooder thinking he can save everyone," two fingers up.
"A couple of former slaves," two extra fingers. She took her time with the fifth finger, looking at Obi-wan, then looking Rex up and down.
She put it up with an exhale that led her eyes to Kenobi's, she spoke slowly making sure he got her point, "And a current slave."
Her words held power.
The few clones with them gasped, Ahsoka took a step back, and Anakin put a hand on her shoulder. Rex peered at her in terror, while Cody looked away, sheilding his eyes in embarassment,
"I have a bad feeling about this,'' he heard Anikin say.
"They aren't slaves, Imaria master Králei told her exasperated ly, as if they have had this conversation before.
Which they have. "Aren't they? Are they allowed to leave?"
"Ma'am, you don't-"
"My apologies, Captain but I'm not speaking To you at the moment, Rex knew better than to continue talking while Imaria was upset, the ship had sailed no use trying to stop it.
"I ask you again, Kra'Lei Ventra, are they allowed to leave?" "He signed defeatedly, "well no but."
"The 'but' doesn't matter, they are not allowed to leave by choice. Can they take a sick day?"
"Not really, however."
"Doesn't matter. It's still a form of no. No choice, no peaceful leave, no sick days, no retirement until they go to rest." Imaria was sickofi this conversation every other meeting, it was always the same
"If you don't have a choice weather or not towork, to leave, it is slavery. I should know." lody grabbed her hand to keep her from looking at Kra'lei, "I thought that when I left Lemin, I'd have left this."
"I know, I know."
"If you have nothing more to say, Imaria," Kenobi prompted. Everyone stared at her, waiting in bated breath for a response, she nodded, "Good, let's head to the ship. Ansoka, Anakin, Obi-wan, and Rex made their way out and the rest made an escape deeper into the building, leaving Imaria and Cody alone,
When they were sure of this, he pulled her into a tight hug,
"I'll miss you."
"Don't" She sounded so assured," I will not be away for long. Back before you can truly worry. I can assure you I would not go on a mission I could Die on. Not without you of course,"
She smiled up at him and they both fell to laughs. He was still laughing when he said, "You better not. No slavery speeches while you're out, understand"
Imaria turned back to face him,"Really?"
"Really. Now go, get out of here, Mari."
Mari blew a kiss at him before jogging down the hall.
"No promises, Nalth!"
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So I've been slowly rewatching all the star wars movies with my kids...
Man those prequels...
I was maybe 10 or 12 when Phantom Menace came out. And I remember being like "Why does everyone hate these movies? They aren't like the original 3 but they aren't terrible." Whooo boy, I was wrong. I'm not sure everyone else was right though. Because my biggest issue with them is the absolute assassination of Padme as a character.
I don't remember people talking about that as much though. I've seen it mentioned in recent years but I mostly remember complaints about over done special effects and dragging story and of course Jarjar. But watching attack of the clones and return of the sith... God they murdered her.
But not even literally! Because she died of a broken heart? Over some creepy aggressive, angsty dude 10 years younger than her who constantly disrespected her boundaries. But it's okay because clearly she was in love with him all along? Folks... why were we surprised by the r3yl0 kiss after that? (For the record, I actually like r3yl0 as a ship I just don't think it should have been canon, especially the way it was done.)
But back to Padme, because she was the God damn leader of a country when she was barely an adult, she was devoted to causes she believed in, and she was clearly capable of handling herself in a fight... she's /General/ Organa's mother! But she falls for Angsty McAngry face gets secretly married and knocked up by him while ignoring his constant bad takes. He goes from talking about tyranny and saying horrible angry things to making intense puppy eyes at her and Padme just... falls for it? I call BS. She was passionate about democracy and peace and his whole "someone should make them listen" thing? Im trying to remember their ages but literally no woman mid twenties or higher ever would hear his bs and go... "I love him cuz he was a sweet kid" and not "wow that sweet kid found the wrong side of reddit huh?" I know there's a whole meme about it but... watching it was almost literally painful. She had so much potential as a character and... thats what they did with her????
And I really can't leave out complaining more about what is possibly the worst part. She just gives up on life, all her convictions about freedom and justice, and her premie baby twins... because her shitty husband was even shittier than she originally thought? WTF? Leia basically refuses to move on after death until her son is redeemed but Padme just fucks off and abandons her children because she realized her husband is Space Hitler? I know she had to die to set things up for the original trilogy but... damn they couldn't figure out something else? (And did she really even need to die? Maybe after Anikin's death Leia finds out thr sweet aunt who always seemed to have tears in her and doted on her whenever she could was actually her birth mom?) God damn... tell me a movie was written by a cis-het man without telling me it was written by a cis-het man.
And for the record I am not blaming the actors. I love Natelie Portman and Hayden Christensen did the best he could with a God awful script.
Anyway... I don't know a lot of people really into star wars and this rant has been bugging me for a bit now 🤣
Tl;dr - Padme deserved better.
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(This is aimed to those who aren't familiar with the terminology, not op or Vaspider.)
I think the issue is that redemption arc keeps getting slapped onto scenarios where it doesn't apply. An arc indicates movement, a path from one point to an other. Face/Heel turning is a term adopted from professional wrestling, when a "face" (a good guy) or a "heel" (bad guy) would switch sides or allegiances, usually in the most dramatic way possible in the middle of a match.
As an example most people will get, Vader's face turn wasn't a redemption arc because there was very little redemption and basically no arc. He did a big betrayal to his old side to selfishly save his son, but that doesn't make up for all the atrocities he committed before that moment. I'm not sure he's ever shown being particularly sorry for being a murderous genocidal fascist for most of his life.
In comparison we saw Anikin's corruption arc and heel turn into becoming Vader during the movies.
We don't see the heel turn into Kylo but we see his corruption arc progressing through his actions. I haven't seen the rest of the new Star Wars but I doubt he has any sort of real progression along an actual redemption arc aside from a dramatic heel to face turn before kicking the bucket.
All this to say, yes I totally agree that "face turn" makes a ton more sense than calling a momentary change of heart a "redemption arc".
Tbh I feel like we'd be better served by abandoning the term "redemption arc" and replacing it with "face turn"
#this is relevant to writing#face turn#redemption arc#pendragyn writes#heel turn#corruption arc#tropes
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Can I ask with obi wan with 27, 18, or 21 please? Thank you bunches 🌟💞
OH HERE WE GO!!!! My inner obi wan fucker has been waiting so long for space Jesus of my heart to come home 😭 sorry this took so long! Also note: anon corrected for 27 to be obi wan receiving in another ask so that's what I write here! Also there's like... plot here and I didn't know how to end it so here you go anyway 🧎🏻♂️
Day 27: Hair pulling
(This work includes gender neutral!reader)
(NSFW under the cut as always)
"(Name)!" He calls out as he swiftly follows your trail, a deep ache swelling at his forehead in frustration. "(Name), we really should be heading back where Senator Amidala-"
The jedi drifts off his thought the moment a certain flash of his former padawan crosses his mind and how, even before you had drug him out on his venture, he had been tip toeing around the Senator for the entirety of this exsort mission to get her to a very important meeting on this planet you currently find yourself on.
"-before Anakin does anything further foolish... which left to his own devices is a guaranteed to happen if we don't get back! (Name)!"
With a pinch the the bridge of his nose, actually thinking about it further, he didn't know exactly what was with the lingering glances with the awkward 'flirting' or the eye rolling gentle smiles tangled in between that Padme gives him, and both thinking they're being 100% discreet about it. Whatever, Obi wan sighs to himself, if you pretend not to notice then you're not obligated to do anything about it. Besides, seeing his brother-in-arm's act like a love sick puppy can be entertaining at times - even if it can and has plenty of times clouded his judgment and led to... not the best of decisions. Anyway, he shakes himself out of his head to refocus on searching for where the possible hell you could of gotten yourself into; closing his eyes for the briefest of moments to reach through the Force to search for any sort of response from you in return.
He gets nothing. Odd, you couldn't have possibly gotten yourself in that much trouble have you? While the council did suggest Anikain and himself to go see the Senator to her meeting but they suggested taking you and your padawan as well given the planet you were on being fairly new to the Republic with agreements and settlements not being as strong yet from what he could tell from the time the ship arrived here to the way to the capital city, at least from the readings and feelings he could get a grip on the people here were very civil. Of course most civilizations can seem that way at first, there's a criminal underbelly to every planet no matter how much said planet's fundings go to cover it up - it'll always be there with a certain hunger. The jedi shakes his head of his thoughts. Possibly he's just thinking way too much into it, even so if you got into trouble you are a jedi just as him and he knows your capabilities to take care of yourself... but still... he needs to make sure you're alright and you two need to return to Anikin and Padme.
He ducks and hovers around each marble corner he finds himself shuffling around the further he forges his way deeper into the capital, undoubtedly he's in restricted areas now but something in his gut tells him you most likely would've made your made through here somewhere if that were the fact. He curses under his breath, watching as guards walk pass seemingly not even bother to notice him from behind the pillars a foot behind them. The jedi takes a look at his limited options;
A. Shoot straight ahead across the foyer to the hall ahead with the very high threat of the armed guards catching him.
B. Dip around the nearby corner into what he peaked to be the guard barracks and risk stealing a uniform with also the very high threat of armed guards catching him.
C. Quote he recalls from Ahsoka: "'Yolo' it."
All these options weren't exactly 'good' if he gets in an unnecessary fight here it could be potentially put not just himself but you, Anikin, and the Senator in unnecessary danger but if he's wrong and these are just innocents just defending their capital building... why couldn't you both just stayed with the Senator as planned? Let her attend her meeting then you could've been back home at the Temple safe and sound and he could actually get his work done early for once.
With a deep sigh and closing of his eyes, Obi wan braces himself for his next sudden movements - either quickly dash to the other side of the foyer or quickly sneak into the barracks room... however he doesn't get that chance as immediately and unexpectedly he sudden finds himself jolted forward and rapidly yanked backwards.
When the jedi can finally feel himself breath again he's staring at the pale marble ceiling, however, his surroundings are very much less extravagant as the rest of the capital has been such far. A quick snap of a door thundering shut claps his ears before he winces his eyes open to see you peering down at him.
"I didn't break your back or anything, did I?"
"No," He grogs. "-but I think you at least might've sprained something." He means it in a teasing way but is quick to correct himself when he sees your expression morph into a worried one.
"I'm fine, honestly. Though you could've at least give a man a warning before you toss him back first into a room with the Force first. I am rather quite delicate." You roll your eyes with a; "Sure you are." before standing to your feet with a loud knee cracking pop before holding out your hand to help the man up and letting him finally get a better look of the small room you found yourselves in.
It was a security room with a large desk at the furthest back wall of the room accompanied by many projector screen monitors that showed every room of the capital, including one at the center that showed the large meeting room where Obi wan could easily spot where Padme was at the large center table and with Anikin only a few feet from behind the large chair she sat. At least they were okay while he was gone, that takes some ease off his shoulders. The jedi turns back over to you where your eyes didn't meet the screens but at the desk below it, pressing buttons and looking through the countertops built in screens.
"So, are you going to explain what in the blazes you're doing here?"
"I got bored and decided to look around." Look around? Look around?!
"(Name)! We're here to see Senator Amidala on a diplomatic mission not some snooping sightseeing tour!"
"Annnnd we did, she's right there doing her Senator thing." You point off to the direction of the meeting room monitor. "Besides Anikin's with her, she's fine."
"This isn't about - what are you doing?"
"Looking for footage from when we landed in the bay."
"Why?" You pause for a brief moment before turning your head to give him a sincere look.
"I thought I felt something... odd when we landed and I wanted to check if I could see anything that could've been responsible for that." Felt something? Obi wan thinks back from only a few hours ago when the Senator's ship landed, he didn't feel anything out of the sort with the Force? Could you have felt something he didn't? He frowns at the thought but shakes his head.
"You could've at least told me this before just running off."
"Well I didn't know if I was imagining it or not and I didn't want to drag you into anything if it didn't mean anything. But I just had to see if it did..."
"So you sneak off into a capital's security room all by yourself just to prove yourself that?"
"I didn't-" An amused chuckle cuts you off before your surprised by the sudden clasp to your face. "Honestly, between you and Anikin I'm not sure what I'll do with you... however, you're a lot more tolerable at times with your shenanigans than he is."
You stand there for a few moments leaning into his touch before he even has realised he's done so for so long - pulling back and clearing his throat. "You should - go on and check it." He utters out. You give a nod before turning back and fiddling around with the small computer scrolling through records of past recordings throughout the last few hours from location to location until finally you settle on the exact one when you first arrived on the Senator's ship in the loading bay at front of the capital walls.
With a few buttons presses the recording flickers as the largest projection on screen as you both examine the footage for more details. Over and over the clip repeats: the ship lands, the Senator is escorted off followed by you, Obi wan, and Anikin, the Senator is greeted by the planet's royal advisor, and then your group is seen into the capital's gate. Nothing out of the ordinary.
"When did you feel it?" Obi wan asks.
"The moment we got off the ship." You watch as the man subconsciously reaches to twirl at his ginger mustache in thought. "It couldn't be the advisor, not if she were that close for you to feel it and neither me or Anikin didn't."
"There's nothing else here. Damn, maybe it wasn't near the capital at all? A disturbance somewhere else but why did only I pick up on it?"
"Maybe it was only so brief it ended before it could?"
"That doesn't exactly make me feel better."
"Neither for me either, but there are no leads here to be found or else we would've seen them by now."
A defeatful look merges across your face, a look that hurts Obi wan as you vert from his gaze and continue staring blanky at the screen before you - still playing that repeating clip. His eyes catch the door only a few feet away then back to you, an idea while probably not the... most appropriate in mind especially given circumstances, however, he can't help the fact that deep down in his gut that tells and orders him order to do at least something.
...
Alright, when he meant something he didn't exactly intend... this.
What he meant was nothing more but a simple kiss - brushing your hair back and letting his lips melt into yours to ease at your sweltering woes and to comfort you so that you two could sneak back off to the main hall to wait for Padme and Anikin to come back from the meeting and possibly settle this whole disturbance in the Force matter for when you head back to the Temple to talk it over with the council.
...not humping at each other like dogs.
Your legs hoop over his hips as he has you pinned down onto the desk below, encouraging each and every one of his rough uneven thrusts he pounds into you with the steady rocking of your calves and ankles into his lower back and only inches above his ass. Bite marks tattoo your entire neck and collar bone as his ravishes you, the tickling bristle of his facial hair leaving a constant tickling trail with every path his takes of your body with his mouth.
Your head rolls back as far as it can with you lying back on the desk - if you weren't neck deep in pleasure you would've actually give a damn about the poor bastard whose going to have to work in this space next after your done with it - his name comes out in strained breathy whimpers followed with each and every movement he roughly make into you.
Your hands travel up from his shoulders up into now messy, soaked in sweat, ginger locks as he pulls up from your chest to look down at you. He doesn't say anything but with the glazed over stare and the heavy weight you see between his lips it tells you all it needs to as you take in his handsome face for just a few moments before suddenly your grip that is intertwined with his gorgeous hair suddenly tightly a great fold as you yank his head harshly back that snaps out the most music to your ears higher pitched whine that if you hadn't known has been his kink ever since he was way younger with longer hair (ep2) that you could've sworn he had just to have begging be pulled, you wouldn't have ever suspected such a sound from General Kenobi. It actually makes you a bit giddy.
Of course it's a lot shorter now, so a bit less to have work with but it'll have to do what you can make do work as you tug and pull on medium hair length to have his head exactly where you want it and so you can milk the slight hisses sounds of pleasured pain as you drag him to the edge mixed in with his still continued pounding to your hole.
"D-Darling," He utters out, without a doubt closing in on his end but so were you. With a sudden tug you pull him forward so his lips can meet your own, your grip still secure on his hand but every once and awhile you let your palms mess around bout in it taking in all of its softness as well.
"-close, very close." Through gritted teeth he hisses out. Your chest heaves as you watch as bit by bit he breaks closer and closer towards his end in front of you, a smile finds a way to your face as you nod along telling him of your closure too.
When he does come it's as with every last bit of strength you have left to keep your body somewhat upright its to pull his hand back as hard as you can only increasing the volume of his climax further as his pleasure leaks hot onto the skin of your thighs before immediately he finds himself thrown over you, barely able to keep himself lifted as his hands pin at the sides of your body - meanwhile your body just completely jellos back onto the desk as your bones just melt.
From his place above you it takes Obi wan a good long several moments to recollect himself, his whole body layered it a visible coat of sweat and ginger hair in an absolute mess as you 'evidence' of your treatings of him, with a deep sigh and clearance of his throat he finally speaks.
"You know, this isn't exactly what I had planned for today but frankly... I'm fine with it. Better than hearing council meetings drivel on for a hour on end." You can't help but stiffle a chuckle.
"Don't let Anikin hear you say that."
"Oh I'm sure he'd agree with me, even with Padme or not he's the one that's stuck in there."
"Well lucky for us then."
"Lucky for us then." The jedi repeats, scooping a hand through his sweaty hair back to further refined himself back more as pushing himself off the desk. "Let's get cleaned up and head back out to the entrance hall, the meeting should be done momentarily."
It's when you watch him get redressed your mind wonders a bit... deep in your heart you desire to soak yourself in this moment you have together with him just a bit everso more but then of course you remember, this isn't... this isn't as deep even though your heart deeply wants it to be. You both live by the code and you both knew it. Even if your heart screams and demands for it, you push it away. This is nothing but. Besides with both being jedi it wasn't like you didn't 'see' each other, you were trained up together and worked together often it just wasn't what you deeply wanted it to be. And you keep telling yourself that's for the best.
"(Name)?" He calls out to you by the door after your cleaned off and redressed, you shake your thoughts out of your own head.
"You alright? If it's because the disturbance matter we'll-"
"Nope, everything's fine. Let's go, sneaking back should be... tricky with all the guards." His eyes flicker about your face but he lets it go. "It should be fine as long as we're not careless." He cracks open the door.
"Together?" You offer him a smile.
"Together."
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