#I don't really know about MCR but I wouldn't be that surprised

[canisalbus]

helloo whag if machete was emo as a teen and listened to linkin park or evanscene or mcr??

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[tealrootsgerardwayreal]

Can I just say that I lost, regained, lost again but now regained my hope in MCR5??

This last week was really something.

I feel like with the whole L.S. Dunes album, MCR wouldn't release new music because obviously Frank is going to be busy with that. Like that is what made me not believe in it instead of Frank verbally saying that he doesn't think that MCR will ever work on any new music again.

But also, the day after night one of WWWYF I just started thinking to myself, they look like they're really enjoying this and that made me think why wouldn't they want to release new music, or at least tour again??

For the whole year, I had told myself that if MCR5 wasn't announced at When We Were Young, it's not happening. But this morning after watching that livestream, I couldn't even bring myself to be sad about it because I was on such a high from seeing them perform for two nights in a row. It was only until I was in period 3 Spanish which was so fucking boring might I add I don't like my teacher I want my other one back, that I realised that this probably meant no MCR5. Like they seriously looked like they had no intention of doing anything else after this festival from that performance.

But then I just thought to myself again. That whole "gift of music" shit made me think that maybe, just maybe we'll get MCR5. Obviously Gerard was referring to them performing live, but guys I am so fucking delusional and I do genuinely believe it's real. I don't think that Danger Days will be their last ever work, because it just doesn't sit right with me. After what we saw at When We Were Young Festival, the black funeral-looking outfits, the stuff being displayed behind them, I don't think they would want their last work to be something fun and colourful like Danger Days but something more mature and dark. I guess you could argue that's what Foundations is, but I don't think Foundations is enough to sum up this era of MCR.

As well as that, we know they like playing live. Gerard literally said it during the Return tour and Frank mentioned how he thought of MCR headlining Reading & Leeds (oh my god please do, this one I can actually go to) in a kerrang interview in January this year.

Do I think that it's happening any time soon? No. Do I think that it will happen? Yes. Maybe late 2025, 2026.

As for Frank saying that he doesn't think that MCR will make any new music, I quite simply don't believe him, especially after what he said about MCR's return like DO NOT TRUST THIS MAN GUYS

I'm not trying to be pessimistic, and in all honesty, I am praying that MCR's instagram is gonna make a surprise post and tell us that a fifth album is real the next morning, but I really wanted to post this somewhere and I made this blog to yap about my special interest so I'm sorry if this has upset anyone

If anyone has read this far, please leave your opinion in the comments I wanna hear what other people are thinking

[aztralsea]

Gloom Division Hype

(copied over from neocities)

So, one thing about me is that I have an unhealthy obsession with i DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME. This morning, we finally got a bunch of news about the next album, GLOOM DIVISION. In a week or so we'll be getting the first single, WHAT LOVE? which is gonna release sometime around 1am in my timezone so I'm not sleeping :3.

Here's my thoughts on the tracklist why not

DOWNSIDE honestly no clue what this is gonna be like, it's the opening track so it's surely a banger. I'm intrigued

GLOOMTOWN BRATS I get the feeling I'm gonna be forcing my friends to listen to this one. Dallon can't deny he's emo now.

INFATUATION Supposedly Dallon's favourite, considering how obsessed I've been with Kiss Goodnight and Clusterhug this is definitely exciting.

WHAT LOVE? So, while the title initially implies it's a song about a loveless relationship or something like that (and it might be) we also had a teaser with the caption "What love could get this violent?" which makes me think it's either about an abusive realtionship, or similar to Mx. Sinister, and about obssession and stalking etc.

SPKOTHDVL obviously a play on "Speak of the Devil" I am very intrigued, I have no clue what the song's gonna be about but I'm definitely gonna be paying attention to it.

SIXFT Six feet, so a grave. The MCR fanatic inside me is excited, I like songs about death.

FIND ME I'm a bit lost here, my guess is it's another love song, but I wouldn't be surprised if I was wrong about that o one.

KISS AND TELL Ironically I don't think this one's a love song. Based solely on the name, my guess it's gonna be kinda like Second Boys Will Be First Choice in that it's framed as a story being told, probably involving some secrets. I'm inspired to draw something.

A LETTER HERE WE GO THIS IS AN OLD BROBECKS SONG. You can actually go download it from here (that's my page, it's not mobile friendly at time of writing) but yeah, that's beautifull, and I can't stop thinking about it.

SATANIC PANIC Oh ho ho here we go. Anyone who plays D&D or is really into pokemon is all to familiar with the Satanic Panic. I doubt this song is that vague, it's probably about something related to satanism or being accused of satanism or something like that, but it does make me excited.

SUNNYSIDE This is either going to be the happiest, or the darkest track on the album, calling it now.

iDIOTS OF Oz So, first thing I notice is the capitalisation. The lower case "i" at the start is obviously similar to the name iDKHOW. But there's a lower case "z" as well, I'm not sure what that means, I'm more confused than anything but I like the mystery.

[babygirlphil]

Oh you're really lost. Fine. I'll explain it.

On September 11th 2001, 24 year old Gerard Arthur Way was working as an animator at the Cartoon Network headquarters in New York City, when a plane struck the twin towers. After witnessing this event, Gerard decided that he wanted to do something that mattered instead of slogging away at a corporate job. So he decided to start a band. That band was My Chemical Romance.

Fast forward to 2014. The phandom (Dan and Phil fandom) is thriving on tumblr and so is their ship (phan). There was a lot of crossover with fans of MCR, Fall Out Boy and Panic at the Disco, aka The Emo Trinity. This led to one fan unknowingly changing the course of history by posting the following imagine:

"No but seriously imagine it:

You’re seeing fall out boy on a concert. Everyone is having a great time. Fall out boy seem a little excited. “We have a surprise for you guys.” Partick says. All of a sudden P!ATD come out and start singing “this is gospel.” When Brendon gets to the chorus, someone else starts singing… “When I was a young boy my father took me into the city to see a marching band.” Lights flash everywhere, and you see FOB singing “this is gospel” along with P!ATD, while MCR is singing “Black parade”. Everyone in the crowd is going wild and crying. Then if things couldn’t get any better, Dan and Phil walk onto stage and kiss, holding the gay flag."

Pretty harmless, if not a bit cringe.

Years later, however, the post got reblogged by popular tumblr user @/heritageposts. After that, it became a meme that spread outside of tumblr to the rest of the internet.

Fast forward AGAIN to October 2023. Dan and Phil are back to making videos together on their joint gaming channel after 5 years of being solo creators. They are both out and proud and their romantic relationship is an open secret amongst fans.

On October 11th, MCR and FoB are announced as the headliners of the When We Were Young festival in Las Vegas, Nevada. Ok, that alone isn't TOO much of a coincidence. They were the kings of the emo scene after all. However...the festival also happens to fall on the 15th anniversary of Dan and Phil meeting for the first time.

The internet goes WILD. How could the stars have aligned THIS perfectly?! Adding fuel to the flames, Phil Lester then quote retweets the announcement with "no seriously imagine it". Now the internet is ABLAZE. He knows about the meme?! Does that mean they might do something for the bit??? No way...unless?

Fast forward yet AGAIN to June 2024. Dan and Phil announce the dates for their new tour and they just so happen to have October 19th off. Not only that...but it's between their LA and Salt Lake City, Utah shows. If you don't know anything about US geography, the fastest route from LA to Salt Lake City is through Nevada.

The internet is SCREAMING. They MUST have planned their tour this way because they're going to the festival, right??? Will the prophecy (or phrophecy) actually be fulfilled???

Then Dan and Phil stoke the flames even MORE when they take a selfie of themselves with a fan's cardboard cutout of Gerard Way at one of their shows and Phil says "we need this for the thing on the thing day".

The day finally comes. The When We Were Young festival is in full swing. People are waiting with baited breath to see if Dan and Phil will take the opportunity to do the funniest thing ever. It gets close to the end of the day and people are starting to give up hope. When finally...FINALLY, Dan and Phil post a TikTok. The TikTok you came across and were probably baffled by.

And that's why 9/11 is indirectly responsible for Dan and Phil posting a video where they almost kiss while holding the gay pride flag.

Note: I said GAY pride flag because of the wording of the original post :)

Tl;dr: MCR wouldn't have been created if 9/11 never happened. If MCR never existed, then the "no but seriously imagine it" post would have never been made. The emo scene might not have blown up the way it did either, meaning the When We Were Young Festival would have never happened. Hence, 9/11 led to Dan and Phil almost kissing while holding the gay pride flag.

[fangsup-cobrastyle]

Okay WEIRD theory for why people don’t like Burt…. Hear me out… you know ASOTM? I think it’s that fic but like he was the like villain in it… I doubt that accounts for everyone but I GUARANTEE it counts for at least one person…. Also I have an ASOTM shirt I’m wearing rn.

Not as weird as you'd think! Most Bert hatred in the MCR fandom comes from fanfiction 🫠 he's the villain in a lot of Frerard fics apparently, I think people wrote him as like violent and abusive?? Which was probably a reaction to the real life feud but eventually got to the point where people who knew nothing about him started thinking he really was a bad person.

I don't know anything about ASOTM specifically... but I do know it's one of the most popular ones, so that wouldn't surprise me at all!

[raytorosaurus]

u think theyll release an album on march 22nd??

hmmm i can't really see this happening....just cos i don't think they've ever really acknowledged that date as something significant since then? i think that's mainly a fan-driven thing. like the guys have all said mcr was over for months before they made that announcement so idk if they put the same weight on that specific date as us...i mean you never know! it's possible. it would line up with the end of their current tour and it wouldn't surprise me if they released an album sometime after all this yk? but also i just honestly wouldn't be surprised if it was even later. i'm very confident in speculating that a) there will be an album and b) it's nowhere near finished (based on everything they've said i'd guess they're in the relatively early writing stages (past the purely conceptual stage) and they haven't started recording.) but anything beyond that, especially the date it's released, i have noooo idea and almost every theory is equally pure speculation. it's fun to throw shit at the walls but who knows, i'm ready to be totally blindsided by it i think that'd be fun as hell lmao. or maybe there won't be an album at all lol but im allowing myself to be an optimist about this one thing

[kenphobia]

TAKE A LOOK AT MY GIRLFRIEND.

summary. maizono sayaka, mioda ibuki and akamatsu kaede with an s/o who's part of an band!

includes. established romantic relationships. gn!reader ofc. band mentioned to be underrated. in-game!kaede. s/o's role is up to the reader.

notes. i was listening to plenty of indie rock bands ( *coughs* lovejoy *CouGHS* ) so this is kind of inspired from those bands.

also new layout becaue why not :]

sayaka will definitely be impressed, and more or less shocked if she founds out you haven't told her about it. ( albeit mad at you for not telling her sooner. )

she would come to— whatever you and your bandmates practice or record new songs —and silently cheer you on from the sidelines.

speaking of her visiting, your bandmates are absolutely stunned when they found out you're dating a popstar idol. though, they would slowly get used to the fact and not be overally loud and freak out whenever your girlfriend's around.

sayaka would sometimes come by ( in secret, of course) and bring you guys food and force you to take a break if you're working yourself too hard.

i'd like to believe she and most— if not all —of your bandmates get along and sometimes tease you for certain things, especially if it's on call like discord or something.

( s/o: "sayaka, please just ... cooperate with me just this once."

bandmate: "for the last time, (name). sayaka isn't real."

s/o: "but she is!"

sayaka: "hmmm ... am i really?"

s/o: "sayaka—" )

sayaka would definitely, definitely listen to your band's songs daily and reccomends them to her group as well! she's proud that she could be here for you and that she can experience you bond with other people or just you being happy.

and if she can fit it into her hectic schedule, she'd help you guys with your songs. though, mostly with the main singer/vocalist of the group since she's more experienced with it.

and suprisingly, ibuki would be ... calm about it? well, she already knows you're in a band because of your late night 'work'. don't think you're so sneaky, (name).

like sayaka, ibuki would 100% support you all the way! and sometimes, she would join in during your band sessions and bringing in take-out.

she and your bandmates would also get along ( if they can match up to ibuki's energy or tolerate it ). and if she's up to the mood, she'll help the bassist/guitarist of the group with playing their instrument if they have a hard time with it.

and if you're that person, she'll fckin choke on her drink while she stares at you disbelief.

( "wait— you also play the guitar?!"

"ibuki, i literally have my bass/guitar hung on my room's wall and you've been in my room many times—" )

kaede knew you were part of a band— or well, assumed you were since it was quite obvious and even so, she was surprised when her assumption was right when you invited her to a small session at your band's hangout.

kaede would be happy— excited even. ( though she's quite nervous to meet your bandmates, afraid to make bad first impressions. ) she'll probably come off as a bit off-edged but in the end, she gets along with them.

kaede's more than ecstatic to help with you and your band. even if she's a pianist, kaede took vocal lessons once when she had to sing along for a piano competition.

like sayaka, she wouldn't hesitate to reccomend your band's song to her friends and talk about how you and your bamd so cool but mostly you in general.

shuichi probably had to sit there, nodding and agreeing with her as he subconsciously hum to the band's song. ( finally, a band that's not mcr, fall out boys or p!atd ... i think. /hj )

ⓒ zippiio — all rights reserved. any sort of plagiarizing, copying, modifying, translating, editing of my works are strictly prohibited.

[coffeewyrm]

Aw man, I haven't done an Ask Game in yearssss.

Gonna pull up the ipod I modded last year and try to remember what all I put on it.

1. "Howl" - Florence + The Machine

Ohhh no, not songs about desire. And werewolves. But mostly desire. Truthfully I haven't listened to this song a lot since like, Highschool, but I put a lot of Florence back on my playlists cause I missed her.

2. "Mr.Crowley" - Ozzy Osbourne

Ah, here we go. I wouldn't be surprised if the rest of this list is classic metal at this point. This and prog are mostly what I listen to nowadays.

I really like how spooky this song is, but actual Alister Crowley can fuck right off lol.

3. "Fear of the Dark" - Iron Maiden

I don't remember ever putting this on my ipod, but it's here! This is... Not my favorite Maiden song. I don't think it's bad, but I did skip it about a third of the way in.

4. "Vampires are Poseurs (Song for the Living)" - Ramshackle Glory

"I don't know how to live, but I'm sick of learning how to die". Me too Pat, me too.

As much as I want Pat the Bunny to make more music, I want him to live and be happy and well even more. I hope he's doing fine.

5. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" - My Chemical Romance

Hahaa... I have been listening to so much MCR lately it's kind of sad. They've never really left any of my playlists, and I think they'll always be in my top 5, no matter what else I'm listening to.

Well, that's about it. Uhhh... I guess I'm supposed to tag two more people, so @ladyyatexel and @clownfactories , I guess I'm tagging you both if you feel like doing this.

Thanks @path-of-the-sound for the tag, and if anyone wants to send me music recs to my inbox, you can.

Shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals <3

oh boy. from my 2024 playlist:

1. DOING IT AGAIN BABY - girl in red (I don’t even fucking listen to girl in red. ahhh)

2. These Days - Foo Fighters (seeing this live changed my life. ask me how)

3. Maine - Noah Kahan (I nearly visited maine. but then @toytulini and @happylittlemasksalesman decided that nh and vermont were more practical)

4. Kismet - Raveena (my absolute beloved. also she’s SO pretty in person)

5. Are You Gonna Be My Girl (uh, thanks @commandtower-solring-go! I forgot this song existed until you put it on)

also tagging @path-of-the-sound and @carthix :)

[latte-fairytaekwoon]

𝑫𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝑲𝒊𝒔𝒔 (𝑲𝒊𝒎 𝑯𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒋𝒐𝒐𝒏𝒈) 𝑹𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅

Part Two

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐆𝐨𝐭𝐡/𝐄𝐦𝐨! 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠 (𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳)/ 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞)

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐒𝐦𝐮𝐭, 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞 𝐀𝐔

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐀𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥/𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞, 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞/𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐞/𝐝*𝐜𝐤 𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, 𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 (𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠), 𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥 (𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠), 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐣𝐨𝐛 (𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠), 𝐩*𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲, 𝐮𝐧𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐱 (𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧).

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐘/𝐍 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞.

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟓𝐊+

𝐓𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭: @hanatiny @vocalyunho @galaxteez (payback you little bitch)

✽+†+✽――――✽+†+✽✽+†+✽――――✽+†+✽

Awoken from her daydream, Y/N grumbled when her best friend shoved his notebook in her face.

"Earth to Y/N!" He shouted as he ruffled her hair with the object in his hand.

"Mingi! What the hell?" She complained as she pushed the notebook away.

"I've been trying to get your attention for the past 3 minutes. Are you even listening to me?" He questioned her.

"I am!" She interjected.

Giving her a quizzical look, he crossed his arms.

"Really? Then can you tell me what the answer is?"

Ripping the notebook from his hands, she looked over the equation that filling half the page, squinting at it every now and then before ultimately admitting defeat as she slowly handed it back to the genius sitting next to her on the bench.

Rolling his eyes, Mingi let out a small sigh as he began packing up his belongings, deeming it useless to continue his semi-tutoring session.

"Don't give me that look Min, not everyone is a cute nerd like you that can solve an advanced calculus problem in mere seconds."

"Ok! Although that may be true.." He held up a finger as he paused to fully zip up his bag.

"You're pretty smart too Y/N."

She gave him a small thankful smile at his comment.

"You're problem isn't that you're dumb. Your problem is currently standing right over there."

She hesitantly tilted her head to where his head gestured at, knowing fully well what she'd see. But as soon as she caught a glimpse of the black combat boots, her eyes stayed fixated on the figure reclining against the lamppost. Her eyes trailed up his ripped black skinny jeans, up his torso which was covered by a striped black and dark red turtleneck, its sleeves peeking out of the black studded leather jacket layered on top, until they landed on his nonchalant gaze. His eyes were looking down at his phone, the input connected to the headphones that were currently resting on top of his dark ash grey head. That was how one would mostly find Kim Hongjoong: lost in his own little world, blocking out the rest of his environment with a click of his music playlist, no doubt filled with bands like Linkin Park, Breaking Benjamin and MCR. Y/N wasn't going to lie, more than once she often thought about playing a G note near him just to see if he'd react or not. Thinking about him actually reacting to anything made her giggle on the inside.

"And there you go again!" Mingi's voice yelled in her ear.

She was so startled by his piercing scream, she actually fell over and hit the pavement kinda hard. She winced as she felt a pain on her derriere.

"Ow. Ow. Ow." She groaned as she began lifting herself up.

Out of nowhere, a pair of arms scooped her up and helped her stand upright.

"You all right?" The person asked.

"I think so. Thank you for-"

Her words got caught on her throat as a pair of dark brown eyes looked at her, black eyeliner smoked out to accentuate the shape of his eyes and make them look more intense than they already were.

He smirked at her before looking over at Mingi and nodding at him.

"Yunho sent you the invite right?"

Although he was quite familiar and somewhat friendly with Hongjoong, Mingi still had a hard time talking to him, so he merely tilted his head down in a half nod.

"So you're coming or are you going to stay home again and study for any surprise quiz Professor Nam might try to give us?"

Mingi poked his bottom lip out, somewhat offended at being called out like that. The dark male let out a soft snort.

"Seriously Mingi, going out once in a while won't hurt you. You don't even have to get fucked up if you don't want. Just come hang out."

Turning his attention back at the girl silently admiring him, he flashed her a wink.

"Bring a friend if you want too."

Bringing the headphones up to cover his overly pierced ears, he shoved his hands into his pockets and walked away in that usual way of his that made several people think he was on his way to commit a felony or crime.

Y/N watched him leave until he was completely out of sight, and even then, she still stayed staring at the corner he turned. Leaning in, Mingi stared at her with widened eyes.

"Your middle school phase of liking Andy Biersack copycats is really showing Y/N."

She scoffed and pushed his face away from hers.

"Shut up, you act like you didn't have your own infatuation with Hayley Williams."

Mingi stiffened, his ears turning slightly red at the memories.

"I got over it didn't I?"

"I don't know? Did you?" She wiggled her eyebrows at him teasingly.

"Some friend you are. And here I was actually thinking of taking you with me to the weekend bash Yunho and his friends invited me to."

Y/N looked at him in disbelief.

"First off, why would they even invite you? You're not even a part of their clique. Second, even if they had invited you, you wouldn't go. You're too uptight." She accused him.

Squinting his eyes at her, Mingi cleared his throat.

"For your information, I got paired up with Yunho, Hongjoong and Jongho once for a group project and we actually keep in touch since then."

Y/N dropped her hands to the side, a loud slapping noise made against her thighs.

"When was this?"

"Around the time you went to that trip with your parents back home." He answered.

Her mouth dropped open.

"And you never told me this because.....?"

Mingi rolled his eyes.

"Because you would have teased me or would have said something about a nerd, a jock, a teacher's pet and an emo goth, whatever hell spawn demon he is, in a room together and actually getting along."

"I mean, I get them getting along, not so sure about a boring old prick like you though." She stuck her tongue out at him.

Mingi held his fingers up, threatening to flick her forehead if she continued, but Y/N flinched away.

"You ass. And here I was actually thinking of going and taking you so you can hit on your dream boy." He expressed as he began his walk back home, already deeming it late to stay behind on campus grounds.

Following suit and placing herself on his left, Y/N uttered out.

"He's not my dream boy..."

"Really? Then why do you keep drooling over him and looking at him with googly eyes about to pop out of their sockets?" He inquired.

"He's just.....he's just a complex character. Full of mystery and shrouded in this dark aura that I want to get past and see what's behind it...."

She hesitated even though she was supposed to be answering a question. She felt kinda stupid for thinking like that, making Hongjoong seem like some type of enigma when in reality, he could just be a normal person like all the other people that walked past her on the streets. Her friend didn't judge her though, owing some of her curiosity to her psychology major and passion. Slumping an arm around her, he playfully nuzzled his nose against her cheek, making her emit a half-whine half snort hybrid sound at his antics, trying to release herself from his grasp.

"You're so cute. Now come on. I have to take you shopping."

Not even bothering to ask if she had plans or needed to be somewhere else, Mingi linked hands with her and pulled her with him as he speedily walked in the direction of the nearest mall available.

"Explain to me why that is necessary Einstein? You always hated going shopping with me." She nearly tripped trying to keep up with his long strides.

"Because if you want to win emo boy's heart, you at least gotta start looking like his type." He called back at her.

"And what exactly would his type be?"

"Just trust me and leave it all to me."

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Y/N wasn't sure about trusting Mingi anymore as they made their way through a dense, misty and dark forest, the only illumination available being the moonlight that casted a blue tinted beam at their surroundings. Her head whipped with every strange noise that came from bushes or behind a tree. It was kinda chilly and the light breeze that whooshed past them had her legs shivering, making her regret wearing the distressed black shorts and fishnet tights under an oversized Scorpions tshirt that covered most of the shorts, making it look like a no pants look.

"Mingi? Are you sure about this?" She was only thankful of her purchase of some Dr. Martens 1460 black boots which helped her not fall or trip easily on the dirt road.

Mingi, who was an even more scared baby than she was, was fumbled with the sleeves of his pullover hoodie.

"Yeah, Yunho sent me directions and it should be around here somewhere..." He tussled his hair back, trying to hear or distinguish any sound.

"Are you sure he didn't send you to his murder site?" She asked, looking around for any suspicious thing.

Right at that moment, a figure jumped out in front of them, causing both of them to start screaming in terror. Mingi in particular, pushed Y/N to the side and began running in the opposite direction.

"Well dang, he didn't even let me yell boo or something."

Y/N recognized the buff male in front of her as Choi Jongho, the running back of the football team. Giving her an apologetic look, he helped her up after Mingi accidentally pushed her onto the dirt. As she dusted the dirt off, Jongho looked at her band tee.

"Scorpions?" He pointed at it.

He uttered a small 'cool' before signaling her to follow him. Turns out, they were actually not far off from the location, which was actually an old abandoned 2 story summer house that resembled more a barn to her than an actual living space. Cars were all parked out around the area and music was blasting from speakers connected to who knows where. People who hung outside were either vaping their Juuls and chugging back bottles of Smirnoff or Mike's Hard beers, some already halfway to being wasted while others simply held it in their hands, hardly taking a sip as they scanned around trying to find someone to go back home with.

"Don't worry about Mingi. I'll go get him......eventually."

Hearing him snicker, Y/N was actually more worried about herself than Mingi. She only agreed to come because, as surprising as it was, he encouraged her to and knowing he'd be there by her side, being the only person she could stick to cause she did not know anyone else, gave her a little bit of courage. But not anymore after he just totally ditched her and left her alone in God knows where.

Seeing her shift around uncomfortably as they passed through a crowd of wild jumping people, Jongho laced his fingers in hers and brought her over to a more quiet side of the place, where 3 other people were standing around, chatting amongst themselves. Once the two huddled up close to each other saw Jongho and a mystery girl they'd never seen before, they began nudging and whispering among themselves, one of them chuckling under his breath. Hongjoong could already guess what his friend's conversations was about, but he simply rolled his eyes at their behavior and lustful gazes.

Until he turned his head and saw who it was next to Jongho. Then took out the red vape in from his lips and made it a point to exhale the fumes onto the younger member's faces.

"Yah! Hyung! What the hell?" His friend with cat like eyes remarked as he coughed and fanned away the cancerous smoke.

"Just cause you don't care about contracting lung's disease at an early age, doesn't mean San or I want any part of it." The other said.

"Wow. I'm impressed you actually know what contracting means Wooyoung." He smiled amusingly at his younger friend, who was not very pleased with his little joke.

"Hey guys! While trying to retrieve Mingi, I made a new friend." Jongho greeted them like a happy bunny as he held up his hand which was still holding Y/N's.

Hongjoong's eyes narrowed down at where they connected, an eyebrow raised at their physical contact as the hand that held his vape pen began fidgeting it rapidly between his fingers. Jongho of course was oblivious to the anger burning through Hongjoong's stare while Wooyoung and San caught on pretty quick and began debating whether to laugh or step in before bottles were thrown.

"Ok, so where is Mingi now?" San asked him.

"He ran off." Jongho shrugged.

Not wanting to miss the opportunity, Wooyoung pushed himself in between them both, effectively separating them as he pulled Jongho away.

"Great! Now we gotta go find him before he gets lost."

Looking back at Y/N, he waved.

"Hi! I'm Wooyoung, I'm bi and goodbye! You seem nice. Hopefully there's a next time."

Y/N blinked at the flamboyant boy's introduction and exit, wondering if it was planned or-

"No he didn't actually mean to rhyme. He's cute but too dumb to make up a poem on the spot." San answered the question on her mind.

Looking back at Hongjoong, he smiled mischievously.

"Hongjoong definitely can. He's into dark poetry and that Edward Pie guy. Have him recite something to you."

Hongjoong fumed at San who merely patted his shoulder and placed his cup in Hongjoong's hand before sauntering off with the other two.

"Edgar Allen Poe you fucking moron!" Hongjoong yelled as he lifted the cup up, tempted to throw it at him.

Y/N held her hand to her lips for a brief instant, trying to suppress the smile threatening to form across her lips. Hongjoong sighed as he stared down at the contents in the cup, swirling it around casually before holding it out to Y/N.

"Want some?" He offered.

"Umm....sure?"

She didn't even know why she accepted it. She'd never drank before in her life and for all she knew, it could have been laced with something. But not wanting to look like a little priss, she took a deep breath before trying to gulp down whatever alcohol was inside. It burned down her throat and she spat some of it back in the cup, unable to hide the cringing expression at the strong liquor.

"What. Is. That?" She questioned as she wiped the liquid that was on her chin and lips.

Hongjoong snorted as he responded that it was straight vodka, making Y/N feel embarrassed to have let him see such a spectacle from her.

"You're not much of a drinker are you? Or hardly one right?"

Her sheepish look was a dead giveaway which had Hongjoong laughing slightly, his lips parting slightly. Y/N was not only surprised to hear him laugh for the first time, but was intrigued when she saw something metallic on his tongue, making her wonder if he was chewing on something. Noticing her curious gaze, Hongjoong's lip curled up at one corner.

"Oh. That's just a piercing."

He had no qualms and simply stuck his tongue out to let her see the silver bar that was plunged through his tongue, each end having a round ball.

"Wow.....that's impressive." She couldn't deny it was extremely attractive.

Hongjoong himself was just attractive in general. Standing there wearing his usual leather jacket, a black tshirt with red letters, and a red turtleneck peeking out from the top, covering his neck. His usual preference for ripped black jeans was not missing, only this time, he added a little flare by having a piece of red plaid fabric chained around his waist, making it look like a half-skirt look. It seriously made him more hotter than he already was.

"Yeah I know. It's even more impressive when I put it to work."

Pushing himself off the wall he was leaning against, he stepped closer to Y/N, one arm propping against the wall in front of her as he looked at her with hunger and desire in his eyes, those eyes that were once again covered with smoked out eyeliner, only this time he added a hint of red that really made them stand out more and seemed to lure you in and see deep in his soul.

"Wanna experience it first hand?"

She was so lost in his eyes, she almost didn't hear him, until she realized what he meant.

"Here?" She mouthed and gestured around them.

Hongjoong threw his head back and laughed.

"Obviously not here. I'm not like those people outside who are probably already getting to 2nd base in front of everyone."

"Oh....." Now she really felt her cheeks flush red.

Hongjoong patiently tapped his black colored fingernails on the concrete wall, waiting for her answer. She seemed to be debating withing herself so much, until her eyes fell on the patch of skin that was showing when his jacket sleeve rose up, letting her catch a glimpse of black ink that probably went up his arm.

"Listen, if you don't want to that's fine. I know when no means no-" He began to assure her.

"Ok." She quickly responded, interrupting his speech.

"Wait- you're serious?" He slumped his arm off the wall, quite shocked she'd agree.

She nodded. "Yeah."

When it was now Hongjoong who was standing quiet, Y/N giggled and leaned in.

"I mean...if you don't want to-"

She had no time to finish the sentence and his hands gripped her waist and pressed her against him, his breath fanning over hers, the strawberry scent of the vape pen still lingering in his mouth.

"Trust me, I've wanted to for a long time."

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As soon as the door to Hongjoong's room in the dorm clicked shut, the tension in the room seemed to thicken. Y/N gulped slightly as she realized this is really happening. Not that she didn't want it to, but to actually have Hongjoong standing in front of her, his eyes already undressing and fucking her, while his bottom lip was caught in his front teeth, was definitely not a reality her brain was fully convincing. It wasn't until Hongjoong's thumb grazed her bottom lip, making her exhale a tiny gasp, that it fully dawned on her what was going to happen.

"Don't worry babydoll. I promise you'll get breathless after I'm done with you."

Wrapping his hand on the back of her neck to tilt it slightly upwards, his lips came down and covered her own, pressing against them before slightly parting and covering them once more. He started out slow before turning it more intense, nipping down roughly at her top lip in an effort to get her to open her mouth for him. When she did, his hands cupped the sides of her jaw, thumbs pressed against her cheeks to keep her face from moving as his tongue poked out and slipped inside her mouth. A muffled moan protruded from her throat when Hongjoong rolled his tongue over hers, his tongue piercing grazing the roof of her mouth. He then began swirling his wet muscle around her own, letting her feel the cold metallic jewelry that was sending shocks down her body. When his hands released their hold on her face, they only did so to glide down her torso before snaking down underneath her shirt to cup the back of her shorts, his fingers digging into her ass cheeks, nails lightly raking across the exposed skin under the ripped hem.

Feeling like things weren't going fast enough for how needy she was growing, Y/N ran her hands across Hongjoong's chest, going up to his shoulders and sliding his leather jacket off them. Getting the hint, Hongjoong let it fall to the floor and soon his graphic tshirt followed suit, leaving him in his tight fitted red turtleneck that practically clung to his skin, his pectoral muscles that were well above average for someone his size perfectly outlined. As eye catching as it was, that wasn't what caught her attention. What kept her eyes trained on his chest was some weird thing poking out suspiciously.

He chuckled as he knew what she was curious about.

"Oh. That my dear doll, are another pair of piercings I got."

Y/N nearly drooled as he lifted his shirt off, not only revealing the hidden 11 abs he owned, but the arm sleeve tattoo that went from his wrist to a little bit above his right upper arm. On his left side, there was no tattoo on his arm, but instead on his ribcage. But the thing that made her squeeze her thighs together were the black colored metal pieces that were lined across his nipples. Unable to help herself, her hands reached out to touch them, but Hongjoong quickly stopped her.

"Ok doll, before you get ahead of yourself, at least one article of clothing has to come off your body." He smiled cheekily at her.

No hesitation, Y/N soon discarded her own shirt, tossing it somewhere on the room, leaving her torso covered with only her black lace bra that didn't exactly cover much.

"Fuck babygirl, where you hiding that all this- Oh, oh my!"

Hongjoong nearly fell back on his bed when Y/N pressed her face against his chest, her tongue darting out to lick around his pierced nipples. He swallowed as he collected himself, trying not to get too turned on as her tongue played around with the piercings, sometimes nipping at them. Hongjoong arched his back slightly, letting her take as much of him in her mouth as she pleased. The nipple that wasn't being made out with her mouth, was being pleasured by her hand, pinching and gently tugging at it.

"You can go as hard as you want."

Giggling darkly, he took her free hand and placed it on the erection poking out in his pants.

"I'll have you know I enjoy a little pain."

Making her squeeze down on it, Y/N could feel something odd, which prompted her to poke and grope him more fiercely. Wanting to satisfy her curiosity, Hongjoong unzipped his pants and pulled them down mid thigh to let her admire the last set of piercings he owned:

A Jacob's ladder running up the base of his dick and an ampallang pierced through the head.

"Holy shit...." Whether she said it out loud or not, Y/N didn't care. It was the most erotic image she had ever seen and she could not believe that in mere minutes, it would be inside her, no doubt destroying and tearing her walls apart.

Leaning in, Hongjoong sloppily kissed and sucked her jaw and down her upper neck.

"You're free to play with it as you wish doll. I got them for more than one reason. And that's one of them."

Not needing to be told twice, her hand wrapped around the base of his erect cock, her thumb running across his slit. Hongjoong hissed slightly when her hand began pumping him slowly, purposefully applying pressure to the silver metal adorning his length. Taking advantage of the his hazy state, Y/N returned to her previous task of playing with his nipple piercings. Hongjoong threw his head back at immense pleasure he was feeling, loving when Y/N would squeeze him a little to harsh or bite roughly at his nipples. He felt more intoxicated and high being painfully pleasured by her hand and mouth than with any THC chemical he'd ever introduce inside his system.

Without realizing it, he instinctively began bucking his hips up, wanting to chase the release that was building up inside him. Knowing what he wanted, Y/N lifted her head up and sucked on his neck, speeding up her hand movements.

"You gonna cum for me Joongie? Gonna cum all over my hand? Make a mess and soak my fingers with your dirty cum?" She taunted at him.

Unable to hold back especially after her dirty teasing, with a mutter of curses, he spilled himself all over her hand, some of it splattering onto her fishnets. Once he regained his senses, he looked down to find her looking at him with a shit eating grin.

"Heh......don't think you're in charge here doll. This is still my territory."

Swooping her up, she let out a little yelp when he tossed her onto his bed, immediately crawling in between her legs. After getting rid of his pants and briefs, his hands gripped on her belt loops to pull her shorts down. His eyes scanned her body, trying to decide on something. He hummed softly as his hand pressed down onto her clothed heat.

"I'm not going deny it, those fishnets do look remarkably sexy on you....."

With mock pity, he sighed. "Oh well."

Y/N gasped in horror as he tore a hole right in the crotch area, leaving the rest untouched. Opening his desk drawer, she widened her eyes when he took out a pocket knife and flashed it across her face.

"Relax doll. I like pain, but knife play isn't really my thing. On me or my partner."

After ordering her to stay still, she watched as he carefully cut on the sides of her lace panties, just enough to carefully slip them off her body without having to take off her tights. Although in any other situation she would have instantly closed her legs, she didn't feel like doing it this time. It turned her on and made her feel sexier to instead pry her legs open, letting Hongjoong peer down at her glistening folds that he caused, her hands running themselves down her chest as she bit down at her lip.

"Fuck! You're practically drenched already Y/N." Hongjoong cocked an eyebrow at her.

She only giggled before reaching behind her to unclasp her bra, slowly pulling the straps down before flinging it behind Hongjoong, letting it join the other pile of clothes scattered about. Hongjoong instantly became hard again, but as much as he wanted to bury his pierced cock inside her and fuck her senseless, there was still one thing he really wanted to do.

Positioning herself in between her legs, his hands gripped the back of her thighs. Looking back at her, he sent a wink her way before attaching his mouth to her soaking heat, causing her to jolt up at the sudden sensation. Knowing exactly how to get her head spinning, Hongjoong slid his tongue up her slit, making sure to drag the metal piece across her folds. It was unlike anything she felt before. Hongjoong already was demonstrating his powerful tongue skills, but the piercing just added a whole new sensation that had her shivering. She couldn't contain the moans spilling out her mouth when his tongue slipped inside her hole, her noises only turning louder when he flicked his tongue in a particular way that made the round metal tip thump against her clit. Hongjoong especially loved doing that little maneuver of hitting her clit with it.

When she felt herself about to burst, Y/N's hands clutched the sheets underneath her.

"Hong-Hongjoong I'm gonna- Aaah!"

The fire pooling in her lower abdomen broke free and rushed down, sending burning sparks up her body as her body trembled at the sensation. Pressing a hand down to hold her still, Hongjoong lapped up her her juices, moaning on her clit, the vibrations only serving to make her more sensitive to any move he made on her body.

When he felt she was ready, he swiftly sat up and positioned his pierced member at her entrance. Making sure to prep her, he got out a bottle of lube out of his drawer and poured some onto the tip of his fingers, spreading it around before inserting two fingers inside her. It had a slight cooling effect that made Y/N hum in pleasure, her mouth going slightly agape when he inserted a third finger, scissoring her out and overall making sure she was stretched out enough.

"Patience doll. I don't want to cause any unnecessary pain....."

She let out a whimper when he withdrew his hand and slapped her clit.

"That much." He finished.

Propping herself on her elbows, she kept her gaze in between their legs. She let out a cry when Hongjoong's head slipped inside her, the round tips of the ampallang piercing stretching her hole in a delicious burn. Next came the metal ridges that scraped against her lower walls, it was an absolutely exhilarating experience. Hongjoong himself let out a groan when he fit himself inside her tight and warm cavern.

"Jesus babydoll. When was the last time you had a good fuck?" He gripped her hips, trying to keep himself from moving just yet.

"Too f-fucking long." She disclosed, her head falling back against the pillow in a disappointed look.

"Well don't worry babe. I'll make sure to fuck any name out of that brain of yours, you won't even remember your own."

Snapping his hips up, he began a rather hard and fast pace, making sure to angle himself so he hit her g-spot. Y/N's hands held onto his arms, choked breaths and screams coming out of her mouth as she began drowning in the immense pleasure he was giving her. The way the metallic piercings raked against her walls every time Hongjoong thrusted in and out of her was indescribable. At first it felt strange and slightly painful, but soon it became addicting, almost to the point of being overwhelming.

Hongjoong took notice of the way her lips parted whenever the ladder piercing grazed at a particular spot.

"You're enjoying this my angel? Like being fucked by my pierced dick?"

Licking his hand, he dropped it down to spank her throbbing and swollen clit, grinning almost sadistically when she shrieked out at his pleasurable torture.

"Do you just enjoy being used like a dirty little hole? Isn't that what you are in the end? Just a filthy hole for me to fuck as I like?"

The corners of her eyes began spilling out tiny droplets of tears as his hand continued his assault on her clit, slapping it until it turned a bright shade of pink. Feeling the intensity build up yet again in the pit of her stomach.

"Hongjoong! I'm gonna cum!" She warned him.

Snaking his hand to grip her neck, Hongjoong sped up his thrusts, fucking her in a frenzy, sending her into a mental state of pure euphoria as he cut off part of her breathing. Y/N shut her eyes as a violent orgasm ripped through her body, her body thrashing and quivering under Hongjoong's. With clenched teeth and furrowed eyes, Hongjoong completely shattered on top of her, spilling himself inside her clenched walls that were milking him past his breaking point. Releasing his grip on her neck, he collapsed on top of her body, his hands spread out to keep himself from dropping all his weight on her.

"Oh my god!" He panted harshly as he tried to collect his breath and thoughts.

She was in no better state than he was, hair all disheveled, pussy still throbbing and her chest heaving up and down as her mind went blank. She only came to her senses when she felt Hongjoong get up and go out of his room, leaving her confused.

Did he regret it? Did he not enjoy it? Was he going to ask her to leave?

It turns out it was none of the above since he came back with a packet of wet tissues.

"You ok?" He asked, looking at her with concern.

After being reassured that she was fine, he plucked out some of the tissues and began wiping between her legs and thighs.

"Ok, these gotta go."

Hongjoong ripped more of the already destroyed fishnet tights and got them off her body, letting it hit the floor.

"Not like I would have used them again." Y/N agreed.

After cleaning both her and himself up, they both stayed quiet. Clearing her throat, Y/N made way to get up.

"Guess it's my cue to leave.."

"Wait don't go!"

Grasping her wrist, he pulled her back onto the bed, making her slightly straddle his lap. Looking up at her with such tender eyes, he offered:

"Stay the night. I don't want you to go just yet."

He said it with such a pleading tone that Y/N didn't have the heart to refuse his request. She just allowed him to place her beside him on the bed, his chest pressed against her back as one of his arms wrapped around her. She closed her eyes and slowly began drifting off to sleep. She was halfway gone when she felt Hongjoong wrapped something cold around her neck. Opening her eyes, she reached up and felt leather on her skin.

"What's this?" She questioned as her finger toyed with whatever was dangling from the device.

Hongjoong smiled fondly at the black choker strapped around her neck.

"Don't worry about it. Just wear it for me..."

His hand traced the red heart pendant dangling from the choker, the letters 'KHJ' engraved on the center of it.

"So everyone can see that you're all mine now."

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[feyda-forever]

Hello(again), this is the match up info for creepypasta.

Appearence: im 5'5, blonde(natural) shoulder length hair, hazel/green eyes, pale vanilla skin tone with scars on my shoulders, im a bit lanky in the arms, i have dark marks under my eyes, and i have a grunge aesthetic.

Likes: Nature walks, horror movies and games, fantasy, reading, science, flowers, Manga/anime, star gazing, cold colours, frogs, mushrooms, music(mainly punk/rock/emo/grunge), and butterflies.

Dislikes: clingy people, stupid phobias that make you look like a jerk, red meats, the color pink, pop boy bands(i will forever stand by MCR and FOB)

Personality: i tend to have trust issues and get spacy with people i dont trust, i also tend to be calm half of the time and energetic the other half, i have a dark personality with a tendensy to be mysterious(as of what ive been told), im good with people and emotions, im able to confort them easily, im friendly and open to people i like to be around, i get stressed easily and get paniced about some things, and im an insomiac, which makes me abit lazy.

Fu Facts:

-i can life a grown man.

-i am the therapist of my friend group(but need therapy myself)

have a wonderful day and happy(early) valentines day! <3

Heyooo

I'm still working on how i write the character's personalities realistic and I'm kinda proud of myself with this match-up so i hope you enjoy it :)

I match you with....

BEN drowned

Your friend thought it would be a good idea to dare you to mess with the cleverbot, didn't they?

He's not a clingy person and he does respect the fact the you have trust issues, he 'tries' to be patient with you.

He gets curious alot from your mysterious personality but he tries to control himself. you're not a victim for him to want to manipulate, you know.

After a long day you guys lay down next to each other playing video games, eating pizza or watching a new episode of you favorite anime.

He doesn't really understand the fact that how you can stand others getting emotional around you, this boy is a cold-hearted murder and kills innocent people cause he think 'its fun' "ʰᵉ ���ᵃⁿ'ᵗ ʳᵉᵃᶜʰ ʲᵉᶠᶠ'ˢ ˡᵉᵛᵉˡ ᵗʰᵒ"

In my au BEN knows how to comfort others very well if he wants to, why you ask? couse this mf is master at playing with words and tickling other's emotions.

Sometimes you might even want to come to him for advice cause your classmate's father died a week ago and you don't know how to comfort them. what I'm trying to say is that you can learn from him not that you already don't know.

Sitting in the same room minding you own businesses, doing your own things is also a nother hobby of you guys. I mean, you two don't talk but just knowing the fact that you're with him and he's with you is a heartwarming moment.

He doesn't use nicknames, he thinks its dramatic and the way he shows affection is by spoiling you, by giving you things you never imagined having one day.

Don't be surprised if one day you woke up and you were in middle of your favorite game on Valentine. He wants to be unique, like, he wouldn't go get you a heart shaped box of chocolate and a stuff animal, no he really wouldn't. He wants you to never forget the time you guys have spent with each other.

At first he might be a little bit protective, but in the end he'll see you as the most trustworthy person he has ever met.

-How do you feel about art?

-I mean, you're pretty cool

-What's on your mind?

-You

-Why tho?

-cause ever since i met you, no one alse seems worth thinking about.

-What are you doing?

-Watching the air :/

-....

Allright it's finally done :D

It took a little bit long for me to make this tho -_-" but i hope you enjoyed it ♡

[Send me feedback if you don't mind]

[cyanwormonastring]

Dinner With I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME, My Chemical Romance, and Ricky Montgomery (The Thrilling Sequel)

Me: Okay, let's talk a little bit about ourselves

Me: *internally* Jeez I feel like I've done this before

IDK: I'm a teenage beauty queen of sorts

Me: Uh- okay sure. Ricky?

Me: *internally* This feels like a really bad case of deja vu, what?

RM: I miss my lover, man

Me: Ummmm are you?? Doing alright?

RM: I can see the light

Me: Ricky what the fuck do you need to lie down?

RM: I'm headed straight for the floor *falls*

MCR: The floor the floor the floor

Me: Oh- um can someone help me, please?

MCR: When I was a young boy, my father-

Me: I ASKED FOR HELP NOW IS N O T THE TIME TO INTRODUCE YOURSELF, GERARD

MCR: I'm sorry

Me: Okay, so will you help me?

MCR: I. Don't. Care!

Me: Okay, fine, Dallon?

IDK: I wouldn't hesitate *makes Ricky float onto a conveniently placed couch across the room*

Me: Wh- why am I not surprised? Anyway, thanks, Dallon.

IDK: I do it all the time

Me: Like to make people float? Or-

IDK: It's so fun

Me:

Me: What was that you were saying, Gerard?

MCR: I'm not a hero

Me: Yeah, I know, you didn't help me with Ricky here, when you were literally right next to us

MCR: Teenagers scare the living shit out of me

Me: Fair enough, I wouldn't want to be near myself either. I mean, this is a dinner after all, so does anyone want anything?

MCR: If you could get me a drink of water

Me: No problem, Gerard

MCR: *aggressively drinks water* My lips are chapped and faded

IDK: Stop drinking it down!

MCR: I'm unashamed

*crash from across the room*

RM: I broke all my bones

Me: OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY??

RM: *mumbles*

Me: What was that?

RM: Listen close, it's a no

MCR: I'm nooooooot okayyyy

Me: I wasn't asking you, can't you see that Ricky has gone to pieces?

RM: *dies*

MCR: Did you get what you deserve, the ending of your life?

Me: GERARD, STOP BEING RUDE

IDK: *to Ricky's corpse* For you, I'd die *dies*

IDK: *carousels into grave*

RM: *revived* Is it worth it, is it worth it, tell me is it worth it?

MCR: Maybe

RM: I'm Mr. Loverman

MCR: We're just two men

IDK: *Dallon rises from the grave* I wouldn't hesitate

Me: Bitch *giggles*

IDK: *scowls* To smile while you suffocate and die

MCR: *dying* Am I losing myself?

IDK: Burn

MCR: And well I, I won't go down with myself, but I'll go down with my friends, yeah *falls dramatically, taking Dallon and Ricky down with him*

IDK, MCR, & RM: *die*

Me: Well this is very inconvenient *goes into afterlife* I'm not that great of a host, but I might as well say goodbye.

Me: So, any last words? *trying to use one of my brain cells* Why do I feel like I've said this before?

MCR: So long and goodnight

Me: The afterlife really has changed you, thank you for your manners

IDK: We're taking over the world

Me: You can't, Dallon, you're dead

IDK: Mad as a hatter

Me: That's you all right

RM: Ashes ashes

Me: Okay cool, time for me to go *transports back to living room*

Me: This place is a mess, there's three dead bodies here

*bodies disappear*

Me: Well that's very convenient

Me: Well I'm by myself now, nothing to do *remembers something I did like 5 minutes ago*

Me: *mockingly* I mean, this is a dinner after all, so does anyone want anything?

Me: Eww, why'd I say it like that, we didn't even eat anything, and all of the food is still on the table, this whole DAY has been a mess

B: Peach and lime daquiri

Me: WHAT THE FUCK IS BRENDON URIE DOING HERE, SHOO

Me: How do I get rid of this dude? *gains a brain cell* Oh I know, he'll just die like everyone else did

B: *doesn't die*

Me: Oh hey, a bat, where'd that come from? *throws bat*

*bat comes back like a boomerang*

Me: Oh no I'm dying

B: She's not bleeding

Me: Uhh, I kinda am

B: Oh, well

Me: Fuck you sir *dies*

IDK: Wave

MCR & RM: *waves*

Me: *waves*

Me: Hey what happened to Brendon?

B: Out the back door

Me: I didn't even know there was one, huh

Me: How come I can hear you?

B: I'm a diva!

Me: *blinks* What the fuck

IDK: *angrily* I'M a teenage beauty queen

MCR: They make me do push-ups in drag

Me: This is too much for me *un-dies* That's better

[oddvanilla]

I'm going to sleep by now but I gotta prove I'm right. So...

MCR5 ISN'T real, and here's why

If you're an MCR fan, you probably have come across the term MCR5, a rumour going around about a fifth MCR studio album being in the making. However, this little joke has become an unrealistically big term. Literally any former MCR member could post a story and people would say that it's a hint for an upcoming album.

But i personally believe otherwise, and I'm aware it's impossible to find anti-mcr5 believers like me. Probably because 1) you'll get slaughtered by the fandom for not believing in a delusional rumour. And 2) You're not counted as an actual fan if you believe otherwise.

So, here are a few reasons I do NOT believe in MCR5 generally.

1) For starters, it is not realistic.

Look at the big picture. Seriously, do you really think that grown men with kids will have time to make a 5th album after announcing their band's break up around a decade ago? There is no way they would come back with a 5th album after all these years. Maybe if the band's break up was 3 years ago, but no. It was 11 years ago and you could have a pre-teen child in that timeline.

2) they're too old for this

I'm sorry, but someone had to say it. 47 year old Gerard Way cannot sing or scream like he did 20 years ago in Helena. All members are busy with the wife and kids to even THINK about doing a whole album. Yes, I'm aware that Frank and Mikey's careers are still active, but it will be very overwhelming for them to make an album here and perform in another band. Their life is too busy for anything like that.

3) no creativity left

I'm gonna be honest with you guys, but all the creativity they had left just kinda went to Foundations of Decay. I'm surprised they could even think of a song at that time. If American rock band My Chemical Romance wanted to, they would've released an EP not just a single. Just saying. They don't LOOK like they want to. Even Gerard is putting all the leftover creativity and writing in comics and stuff, no way (get it haha??) that he would come up with MCR5 WHILE raising a teenage daughter and WHILE releasing comics...

4) the "hints" are just a game

Okay, remember when I said that MCRMY could make any MCR related story into an MCR5 hint? Well, imagine that you find something that's ACTUALLY a hint and not just your sweet delusion. What if the members are just playing with us?? They know how crazy and delusional we are about this whole topic and they could just drop some unexplained unexpected lore and keep it there for us to scream about. And if I'm truthful, I'd do the same. If I was a member of some of the biggest rock bands to exist, I'd definitely feed my teenage audience some lies for them to go crazy about just for my own amusement. "But Frank Iero wouldn't do tha-" OH YES HE WOULD. maybe I'm just evil like that but I'm sure at least one person out there would do the same.

Thank you for listening to my ted talk!!!!!

No I'm not making a #5 reason because you guys will use that as MCR5 clues too. I'm just as delulu as you guys but there's a point where it's just FAKE😭😭

MCR5 IS REAL AND I KNOW IT, YOURE JUST MAD BECAUSE 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

ID REALLY GIVE YOU AN ESSAY ON WHY IT ISN'T BUT IM BEING NICE TODAY MA'AM

[tacuaches]

Nostalgia

what i’m listening to: Remind Me by Röyksopp

i am well aware that i say this a lot, but in all honesty the passage of time has me fucked up. lately, i've become aware of how my taste in music is what kids would now call dad rock as millennials are now in their late 20s to early 40s and are starting families of their own.

maybe it is because i was raised by millennials to where i grew up like a mini version of one as i, for the most part, listen to a majority of the music my parents do and enjoy. hell, from an early age my mother instilled a love for my chemical romance in me because she used the welcome to the black parade album to cope with the loss of her father. and it wouldn't be until middle school to where i would begin to transition into my 2010s emo/scene kid revival phase when it would hit me.

i actually remember it quite distinctly as a friend and i had been in my apartment going through my mother's ipad to find music to listen to when she excitedly found out we had mcr on there (i had said in the moment that it was my mom's.) my friend had thought it was so cool that we listened to mcr and that they were such a good band and thus began my descent into the alt culture.

i shouldn't shouldn't be surprised by it, really, at the age of 7 i would sing lithium by nirvana during karaoke along with zombie by the cranberries. but as i cling onto these bands that i grew up with (and really what my parents grew up with) it haunts me to think that it's now on the classic rock station. to me still it feels like 1991 was 10 years ago, but in reality it was 30 years ago which feels so wrong in a way? i mean it takes me out to realise 2011 was 10 years ago despite my brother being 11, but even then i have the hardest grasp on the fact that he's that old as it feels like just last week he was the annoying little toddler dressed up as muno from yo gabba gabba.

maybe this is a side effect of growing older - your concept of time becomes skewed as the days blend together before soon becoming months and eventually years. maybe this is how my father feels when he looks at me and tells me he remembers when i was a chubby child and sporting what he calls duck lips before eventually shaking his head as if dispelling the memory away from where it came.

he often apologises me for missing out on my life as my parents divorced when i was 8 and my mother got me while he had me weekends. i tell him he really shouldn't worry about it as i don't remember most of my childhood anyways, maybe from the years long resentment i held for my mother or from some trauma i've repressed. possibly it is a combination of the two, i'm not too sure.

there's this weird duality to it, really, i've repressed so much and yet i still wish to go back in time for somethings as i miss the feelings that they've brought me. in particular i miss people and animals that are no longer in my life usually it is the dead, but i also miss the ones that i have parted ways with whether it be on bad terms or good ones. maybe it's the cancerian in me and how i miss family - found or blood.

i think that's what it is and why i have such a complex relationship with yearning for the past and being unable to let things go. why i cant unfollow friends i share with my ex even though i never want to see her again, but they are still my friends (or at least i hope they are, even though a majority of them decided to stay friends with her while i went off into isolation to cope with the fact she left me for my cousin's friend.)

whatever it is, i think i shouldn't ruminate on it much longer as the past is still the past and it won't do much good fixating on it because it won't change and i can only become better from here on out.

with that i wish you a very nice rest of your day and want you to know that i love you and hope you stay hydrated.

what i’m doing: watching You're Next on Hulu

what i’m drinking: heb brand coca-cola

what i’m eating: chips and salsa

where i’m at: sitting at the kitchen table in my house

what i’m wearing: a Ghost t-shirt and shorts

date and time: 13 November 2021 - 01:41

[raytorosaurus]

Was curious about who was responsible for 100gecs opening. It sounded like MCR got a lot of freedom particularly in the US with openers. Some choices seem reasonable who was responsible like Waterparks (Mikey), The Lemon Twigs (Gerard), Dilly Dally (Gerard/Frank), Homeless Gospel Choir, The Bouncing Souls, and Surfbort (Frank). Frank was side stage watching 100gecs so maybe another Frank pick.

i reckon a lot of them were pretty mutual i'd assume they still share a lot of music! but yeah i'd agree either gerard or frank probably got into 100gecs first. frank's really got his finger on the pulse and has varied taste and gerard loves weird shit aksjdjd. that said ray is also really into pop including more experimental pop so i don't actually know if 100gecs is his thing but like i wouldn't be surprised. i bet they all at least respect their whole deal though!