#I don't know which fire this is but IDKI like it

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IWTV S2 OST - Hella Spoilery

Daniel Hart woke up and chose violence, I see. (Link)

I don't wanna hear any of the tracks until I actually see the episodes they're in--the emotional impact will hit so much harder that way. But the titles alone have me like 👀👀👀

Ep1: What Can the Damned Really Say to the Damned?

We were already devastated by the strings in Ep1, such beautiful tracks, and my favorite scene in S2 so far, as Louis just cried his eyes out over knowing his baby girl could dream. It was such a perfect nod to Merrick, and Louis thanking her for showing him Claudia's diaries.

EMMY. 👏 WHEN? 👏

Ep2: Do You Know What It Means to be Loved By Death?

These definitely look like they're going in episode order--this is all Theatre stuff we've seen bits of in the teasers. I'm unsure about Ep3 & Ep4 though; I'm just going off of my hunches ATM?

Ep3: No Pain | Ep4: I Want You More Than Anything in the World

WOAH. 😲

I see you Mr. Gentleman Death, but hold on a sec--

Welp, it's official, Tale of the Body Thief is definitely cooking; the Raglan James leaks weren't lying! I am SO happy! And terrified!

If they're going by the order in the books, not the teaser/promo, then rule #4 is about Lestat, and "killing your own kind."

I have no idea why this track is way at the bottom of the playlist

But I suspect it's also related to this episode, and whatever goes down with the Coven/Theatre vs Claudia & Louis.

We were told in a recent review that "I Don't Like Windows When They're Closed" is the song Claudia performs as Baby LouLou; I am SO excited for this! It's gonna be WEIRD, I can feel it. 👶🏾🎼

These tracks are way at the bottom of the playlist and IDKY, but it's obvs Claudia as Baby LouLou, and that's just French for "I Don't Like Windows...."

Ep5: Don't Be Afraid, Just Start the Tape

The backstory we've all been waiting for! ^0^

And they already warned us that Ep5 was gonna be effing NUTS, so I imagine Armand will tell his story to DANIEL--in SanFran????

Ep6: Like the Light by which God Made the World Before He Made Light | Ep7: I Could Not Prevent It

👀👀👀☀️🔥💀🔥🎭🔥⚰️⚰️⚰️🔥💀🍿

Who TF is Francis? Francis of Assssi? XD

PLEASE let this be Lestat's POV when he first got to NOLA--I wanna know why he went there, and where he was BEFORE! Was he asleep? Is he STILL asleep in 2022?!

👀👀👀☀️🔥💀🔥🎭🔥⚰️⚰️⚰️🔥💀🍿

PLEASE let this be Louis discovering the Fire Gift as he lights those mofos up! 🙏🙏🙏🙏

The Garden of Satan is giving me Children of Satan/Darkness vibes--maybe this is about Nicki ALSO dying in a fire? 👀 Jfc this is too much.

Ep8: Unannounced Mystery Title

I'm gonna take a stab in the dark and assume the PLETHORA of songs left on this list are from Ep8, cuz I literally have zero context for it--all we know is that it will supposedly segue into S3 TVL.

The crooner is back! But will it be REAL Lestat? in 2022? Rockstar!Lestat!? Flashbacks to 1900s!Loustat? Or more DreamStat?

Yeah, I got nuthin.

Lestat mentioned Le Bucheron before about dogs vs lambs--

--so I'm wondering if this has anything to do with Les feeling like he's still being "herded" by lesser vampires?

Or perhaps GREATER vampires (Armand.... Magnus.... TWMBK?)

This is all giving me heavy TVL vibes!

HOWEVER--

"Followed Closely By My Madness" could be for Nicki, but we all know it could also be referring to LOUIS, a la Merrick. ☀️💀🔥⚰️👀

I am SO STOKED for this season, they better stop playing with me!

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Kardeşlerim Ep 113

Episode started with Sengul's funeral. Berk was there to support Aybike. There was a one week time jump during which Aybike and Oglucan didn't go to school. 

Aybike was sitting alone in the classroom. Berk came to see her.

Berk:"Hello my dear girlfriend, can I sit down?"

Aybike:"of course"

Berk:"What is my beautiful girlfriend doing?"

Aybike:"I am just sitting here. The girls are playing volleyball outside. The professor told me If you don't want to play then don't so I came to the classroom "

Berk:"you did well"

Berk told her that they also were in PE class and Sarp tried to stir up trouble. He also told her that Oglucan was angry at him and Tolga.

Aybike:"I wish my mom never went to her hometown"

Berk told her that no one could've predicted this would happen.

Aybike:"But why? why Berk? isn't too early (for her to die)?"

Berk brushed her hair with his hand.

Aybike said that umutcan is still a baby.

Aybike:"When my mom was leaving, I only said "bye bye" to her. I am so stupid! I am so stupid!"

Berk hugged her.

Berk:"Okay my love don't upset yourself"

Aybike:"I should’ve hugged and kissed her to my heart’s content. I should’ve breathed her in to my heart’s content. I regret it! Berk, I miss her so much! I miss her so much! but she is never coming back! It's so hard, Berk! Losing a mother is so hard!"

Berk hugged Aybike.

Seval found out that Gokhan was recently released from prison so she fired him. Berk told him that he will talk to her but Gokhan told him not to. He later told him that he knows someone who is selling his buffet restaurant but he needs a lot of money. Berk told him that he will get him the money. That was Gokhan's goal from the start. Berk sold his car and gave the money to his father. I don't know if his father will really use the money for the restaurant. Poor Berk! He is going to be so devastated when he finds out that his dad is staying with him because of his money.

I did not expect Suzan to die tbh and they used her death to create another secret for Susom. Idky I feel like she is not dead. Akif said that he is not feeling any pulse and that she is dead. No one wrote a goodbye post for Ahu (for now), idk it's suspicious. If she is dead then we'll have another funeral in the next ep.

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today i had a very strange experience with the passage of time. it truly does not feel like a year since i started working there but also so much in my life has happened in that time. like that's 3 semesters of grad school, all of which i was painfully aware of. last year my grandma died in june and a close friend in november yet they seem years apart.

but work flew by. is it dissociation? is this just what happens when you're an adult? when you don't have much free time the days blur together i guess. im at a weird point in my life where I'm doing what i need to do to better myself and set up a good future for myself but at the same time i feel trapped and like my time isn't my own

i feel weirdly tied down for a 26 y/o like i have a boyfriend and apartment and bills and a job and i can't just pack up and move to another city like some of my friends. plus ive never actually had a job for a year!!! my french contract was 10 mos, i got fired like 2 weeks before my 1 year at the next job. the cheese shop felt like an eternity but was only 6 months. and here i am, one year later, with a great job and incredibly supportive coworkers and bosses. and part of me was sick of job hopping and wanted to stay in one place for awhile bc college was temporary france was temporary and living at home was temporary. but another part of me wants to say fuck it and move to montana.

im just so in my head all the time and i wanna scream and throw my phone into the mouth of an alligator but at the same time i come home cook dinner (if that) put on s tv show and dissociate until bedtime. then spend my weekends doing homework. how can i break this cycle?? will it be when im done with grad school? when ive moved somewhere else with a fresh start? or will those things cause my depression to spiral.

it's not that im looking at other ppls lives and thinking i want that or not being able to enjoy the present moment bc i do. but i also know my life is boring rn and i don't know how to fix it. it's hard for me to come home and paint or do my hobbies and idky maybe it's depression maybe it's being braindead from mindlessly scrolling maybe it's depression but ugh. i just want a hobby or group that gets me out of the house.

jeez