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When I was a little kid both me and my brother (especially my brother) had always received a strange compliment. Basically everyone always said to us "ooooh you're so cute and you look like Chinese/Japanese kids".
I mean it's not our fault that our father has almond eyes but you do you I guess.
The hilarious/not so hilarious thing is that this "compliment" became a little...too much?
Like, TO THIS DAY, we're still mistook as Asians. I remember when I was at a beauty center one day and one of the clerks thought that I was adopted. She really thought that I was an Asian girl!
Are almond eyes really this rare into my country? Seriously?! 😭
#and this is why my brother will have the beard for like forever lol#I don't have baby pics rn so I can't show it#and probably if I'll ever found the pics I'll show them only to my moots rn#I'm still a little uncomfortable about showing something really this personal 👉👈#maybe when I'll do an hyper specific poll I'll put this into the options lol#but I need to remember other strange facts happened into my life tho#pensieri random
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agora hills [smau]
pairing: joao felix x singer!reader [face claim: tate mcrae]
summary: you said you'd never show off your boyfriend ever again, but that was before you met joao
note: i didn't accent his name even once, sorry joao connoisseurs and other portuguese besties. might contain inaccurate spanish / portuguese translations
tagged: @ceofmercedes <3
now playing agora hills by d*ja cat...
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yn.mp3 greedy out noooow, thank you for all the love lately xx
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ur.bsf oooooh ik he's fuming rn
yn.mp3 idk who you're talking abt 😁
user99 on repeat already 🤭🎧 [this comment was liked by the creator]
joaofelix79 not bad not bad
yn.mp3 obrigado amigo 💃
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joaofelix79 +3 puntos, feliz in mi nueva casa (+3 points, happy in my new home)
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yn.mp3 ew sweaty
joaofelix79 you asked for a post match pic tho ?
yn.mp3 to make fun of your sweaty ass..... no other reason
joaofelix79 right.
barcafan14 welcome home 🫀
hugofelix18 para de te exibir 🙄 (stop showing off)
joaofelix79 não consigo evitar 🤷🏽♂️ (i can't help it)
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IS IT WHO I THINK IT IS ⁉️⁉️
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might be idk 🏃♀️
ur.bsf
call me when he's gone
if he's leaving your house tonight 🤭
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STOP THIS
he's not staying the night
ur.bsf
that's what they all say
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blaugrana.news joao felix celebrated his el classico goal by pointing at the stands tonight 👀
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user20 omg y'all, y/n's best friend liked
user71 she's might just a barca fan chill out
user64 i connected the dots....
user09 you didn't connect shit
user64 I CONNECTED THE DOTS
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yn.mp3 day mode & night mode [tagged: joaofelix79]
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ur.bsf i wanna show you off, i wanna you show off 💽
yn.mp3 i might have to make you sign a nda from now on 😒
ur.bsf sry baby it's my fav 😓
joaofelix79 minha linda namorada 🤍 (my pretty girlfriend)
yn.mp3 amo te ❤️ (i love you)
user64 I KNEW IT AND Y'ALL CALLED ME CRAZY
user27 i thought she said she wouldn't share her relationships online anymore, so quick to switch sides lmao 😶🌫️
user08 you should be happy she's feeling confident enough in her new relationship to share it with us !
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yn.mp3 thank you to my man 💅
yn.mp3 this frvst picature is drivwibg me isname
joaofelix79 are u okay ??
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alejandrobalde no te canses demasiado tio 🤣🤣 (don't get too tired bro)
joaofelix79 no te preocupes por mi 👀 (don't worry about me)
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yn.mp3 i wanna brag abt it, i wanna tie the knot, i wanna show u offff..... agora hills is out tonight 🩷
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user09 HELLO ???
joaofelix79 my new favorite song
ur.bsf when he steals my gf away from me 😿 but he has great taste 😻
joaofelix79 your girlfriend ?? 🤣🤣
ur.bsf back the fuck off musty ahh man 🤺
joaofelix79 i just can't wait to piss you off forever 👩❤️💋👨
yn.mp3 already are
joaofelix79 don't test me
#this had no business taking this long to make#i love my pookie bear joao 🤎#joao felix#joao felix x reader#joao felix imagine#joao felix one shot#joao felix blurb#joao felix fanfic#joao felix drabble#joao felix fluff#joao felix smau#joao felix x you#joao felix x y/n#football one shot#football fanfic#football fluff#football imagine#football x reader#football x you#football smau#football x y/n#football drabble#football blurb
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🐙 here. again. How about Stray Kids as sugar babies? I don't mean that they're like, broke, but like if their partner treats them so much and so often that the sugar baby sugar parent jokes speak for themselves.
Anyway, who likes what kind of gifts; such as For-maximum-eyecandy-effect, being taken to events, cool tech, treated to food, that sort of thing. ...something around those lines, I mean, you're the writer so maybe you got a cooler spin on this.
Am currently unemployed and can't treat nobody rn but I feel the itch to be a sugar parent nowdays.
Hope you knock em dead ✌️
Spoiling SKZ with gifts
cws: fluff, gender neutral reader, two sensual innuendos (hyunjin, jeongin)
Chan: Noooo don't buy him things. He is the one that wants to spoil you instead. That's like his duty in the relationship. But he will wear anything and everything you buy for him. Especially if it's skzoo merch, but only if you also get something matching for yourself or else he will get it for you. Will pout and blush when you give him something but when someone asks him about it he will proudly tell everyone that you got it for him.
Minho: Shamelessly asks for things he likes but only he is 100% percent sure that you don't mind spending money on him and actually enjoy buying him stuff. Would totally love some expensive cat toys, or those treat dispensers that cats have to activate by pressing a button or solving a puzzle. Also enjoys being taken to super fancy restaurants, but he always insists on paying for the dessert. Once send you a picture of a fancy kitchen appliance as a joke and was very shocked when you actually got it for him.
Changbin: Our rich boy makes a challenge out of it. Who can spend more money on the other? Doesn't love to go out to restaurants but likes to get luxury takeout instead. Also enjoys a lot of expensive workout gear. Sends you even more workout pics afterwards. Answers any gift of yours with one of his own. Also shares every piece of food with you that you paid for and asks you to come to the gym with him so you can see him in the new gear.
Hyunjin: Less shameless than Minho, he wont straight up ask for things but instead sometimes just sends you links to stuff he likes. Especially likes being taken out to art shows or galleries. Or full shopping trips. Always models the stuff you got him afterwards for you. Especially when it's jewelry or perfume he wears only the jewelry and the perfume. Will totally tell the other boys that you paid for it, like the proud sugar baby he is.
Jisung: Mostly asks for food. Like snacks and (imported) candy. Ask absolutely shamelessly for it. Especially at food stands, picks like every different taste and makes you try it with him. Gets super happy about the good food. Also likes to be taken out to carnivals and theme parks. Prepare to pay and wear silly headbands and pose for all the photo ops. Also always buys you something in return.
Felix: Really enjoys being treated like that. Blushes dark red when you give him something and thanks you by plastering kisses all over your face. Especially like some fancy gaming equipment or lootboxes or genshin pulls. Totally shows off his new equipment to you and brags about it towards the others. Would never directly ask for anything, except for plushies. He gives them names and then treats them like they are your children.
Seungmin: Was really shy when you started to buy things for him. But he actually enjoys being spoiled. Mostly baseball tickets and manga. Really impressed when you know a new release before him. Gets soft about those gifts and treasures them a lot. Always blushes a little when he gets something from you. Invites you out for dinner shortly after you gifted him something.
Jeongin: Really enjoys being spoiled, full maknae mode. Loves getting clothes and short vacations. But always pays you back afterwards. Models the clothes, and gets you something matching. Massage your shoulders on the beach you took him too. Surely only with the intention to spread sun protection on your shoulders and back. Don't mind his hands wandering lower, and his pretty new clothes landing on the ground.
#kpop x reader#stray kids x reader#skz#stray kids#felix x reader#felix#changbin x reader#changbin#bang chan#bang chan x reader#lee know x reader#lee know#minho x reader#minho#hyunjin x reader#hyunjin#han x reader#han#jisung x reader#jisung#seungmin#seungmin x reader#jeongin x reader#jeongin#gender neutral reader#x reader#skz headcanons#stray kids headcanons#fluff#stray kids fluff
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pre-outbreak!joel when you're pregnant ❤️ part 3
These are extra fluffy and spicy lol, enjoy!!
You buy a pregnancy pillow bc you're just so sore all the time! and find it so hard to sleep, but you end up using it only half of the time, the other half you use joel as your pregnancy pillow hehe. You lay on your side and throw your leg over his hip and rest your belly on joel's torso while he holds you and massages your lower back with one arm. He loves that you use him as your pregnancy pillow bc he can immediately feel when the baby kicks and he can rest his hand on your stomach ❤️ You wake up or go to sleep hearing him talk and sing to the baby 🥺
Shopping with you isn't his favorite since a lot of the time it's you looking around at stuff while he just waits for you and holds your bags lol, but he loves going shopping with you to get things for the baby 🥺 you still are of course much more enthusiastic, always pointing out the cutest little toys and blankets and clothes (you're like "baby please we have to buy this for her!!🥺" and its a little bib that says "mommy loves me" 🥺) but also bc his papa bear instincts are already kicking in and he wants to make sure you buy the best, safest, and sturdiest carrier, stroller, etc.
Speaking of which, with his contractor background he does build a few things for the baby 🥺 He builds the most beautiful crib and rocking chair, and surprises you with it once he's finished. You had no idea he was building the crib, so you were really confused when he would be so nonchalant when you were at the store looking for one, but you figured all the stuff in the garage or work shed was just materials for the rocking chair. You cry when you see he built a crib for your baby 🥺 (you fuck him right then and there lol you LOVE your man and you're so happy he's the father of your baby)
Sometimes he has to make sure you don't go too overboard with buying too much baby stuff (its so hard, everything is so cute!!) and he just reminds you that you can add it to your baby shower registry
He is the sweetest man ever, and always gives you massages for your sore muscles and swollen feet (and once he massages all the soreness out of you he fucks you because 1. how could he not 2. he's just "making sure you feel extra good" LOL)
During your second trimester he is MORE than happy to dick you down when you're feeling horny, and since your initial nausea and morning sickness have subsided you are now just horny 24/7, and you fuck like a million times a day lol. Every time you're like "🥺 babyyy I'm horny :( take off your clothes like rn" LOL he's like "awww does my baby want sex :(" then he rips his shirt off and immediately manhandles you (without hurting you or the baby ofc) onto the nearest surface lol and later in your pregnancy when you're more uncomfortable he'll make sure to hold you up or put you on the bed or something so you can enjoy it as much as possible hehe.
One time he's like "I hope the baby is okay with all of our... increased physical activity LOL and I hope I'm not hurting her" and you're like "😭 baby i'm sure its fine lol, the doctor said it was okay and it helps me feel better" and he goes "yeah but still if i think about it sometimes it is kinda weird, wouldn't wanna poke her or anything" HAHA but you say "well she'll have to deal with it it's how she got here in the first place, and if its too uncomfortable for me I'll stop" and yes he fucks you afterwards ❤️
He goes crazy with how big your tits get, you always catch him looking at your tits and you're like 🙄 "babeee" and he's like "what, can a man not look at his girl's tiddies? I can't help it, the girls are looking great" LMAOO which of course you can't deny, you've been taking more ✨spicy✨ pics of yourself before you started showing since your boobs really did look amazing lol. He's definitely gotten more obsessed with how big they've gotten during sex, and he's always squeezing them or spending time kissing them even more than he usually does lol. He's just like "god I love these tits so much🤤" and you're like "yeah well remember these are for our daughter!!" "fair enough but these were mine first okay" ( men 🙄)
You decorate the baby's room together 🥺 he thought about surprising you entirely and doing it all himself, but he decided it would be more special and a good bonding activity for the two of you to decorate it together ❤️ You of course plan it all together, but he takes care of the actual heavy lifting with moving the furniture and painting (he doesn't want you breathing it in since you're pregnant) and you have a fun time assembling some of the easy stuff together lol.
Your favorite part is finally getting to hang up all the adorable outfits and onesies, and putting the little socks and headbands in the drawers. You buy a good amount of baby books so you can both read to her.
Tommy gives you the onesie and bib ⬇️ at your baby shower LMAO
The bib is hilarious, and you do end up actually using that onesie sometimes when all her other laundry is dirty 😭 every time joel sees the baby wearing it he either sighs or goes "can't argue with that" LMAOO
#tlou#the last of us#joel miller#game joel miller#pixel joel#young joel miller#joel miller headcanons#hc's#joel miller x reader
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you're not slick - angel's world
NOTE: this takes place during dec/2023 - march/2024
this is a series/interactive au, so feel free to send in any ideas/requests/thoughts you have about this!angel's world au masterlist!!
PART ONE || PART TWO || PART THREE|| PART FOUR || PART FIVE || PART SIX - SMAU (COMING SOON)
verstappen!twin reader x mat barzal ,, f1xhockey
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angel.verstappen: life lately :)
landonorris: look at mother slay -> angel.verstappen: i love you son
charles_leclerc: hmm those shoes are not familiar to me -> angel.verstappen: they're not supposed to be
max.verstappen1: what is going on -> angel.verstappen: go away or i'll block you
danielricciardo: my eyes must be deceiving me because there's no way that's a man -> alex_albon: i am so confused rn
userone: WHO IS IT??
usertwo: it's barzy, i'm calling it -> userthree: he can't dress like that? -> user two: it's called the ✨ girlfriend effect ✨
redbullracing: i assume you're not too busy frolicking and you'll make it to the vegas gp -> angel.verstappen: first tell max to stop bullying me -> christianhorner: max stop bullying your sister -> userfour: HE'S LITERALLY THEIR DAD 😭
titobeauvi91: well well well 👀 -> angel.verstappen: blocked.
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THE KOOL KIDZ (+ ONE OLD MAN 👴) charles, angel, daniel, max, lando, alex
charlie alright ange who's the guy
dannyricc we all saw him don't even try to play dumb
maxie stop leaving us on read and answer
son am i gonna have a dad?
angel i will introduce you to him when i want it's a boyfriend not the end of the world
alex but who's the boyfriend? we want to know
charlie i NEED to know ange i will spam you and you know that
angel charlie i will block you and you know that
charlie i'll show up at ur house
maxie even christian wants to know he's been bugging me for twenty minutes lia who is it??
angel you guys will learn eventually for now it's a hockey player and if things get serious serious you will all meet him
alex bring him to vegas
son I'M MEETING DAD AT VEGAS
dannyricc as the only adult angel bring him to vegas
angel ohmygod.
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angel.verstappen: vegas baby
landonorris: mother doing mother things -> angel.verstappen: son supporting mother doing mother things
charles_leclerc: i like that picture, send it to me -> angel.verstappen: sent bubba -> userone: anyone find it weird how close she is to charles... like he's pierre's best friend -> usertwo: she's dating charles i'm calling it! -> userthree: y'all need to calm down 😭 she's known charles longer than she's known pierre liked by angel.verstappen & charles_leclerc
danielricciardo: it was nice to meet the mister -> angel.verstappen: he says it was nice to meet you too
userfour: WHO IS HE??
userfive: checo looks so cute in this pic -> angel.verstappen: checo always looks cute
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THE KOOL KIDZ (+ ONE OLD MAN 👴) charles, angel, daniel, max, lando, alex
charlie well he was much nicer than i expected
angel did you expect me to pick an asshole
charlie yes
dannyricc yes
maxie yes
alex yes
son yes
angel charlie he's ur bsf
charlie he was still an asshole to you
son i like dad he's my new bestie right after mom
maxie i don't like him
angel we all know that
dannyricc we also know that's a lie
charlie yeah you love him
maxie i'm blocking all of you
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barzal.97: it's been a minute
userone: NAHH THEY'RE NOT SLICK
usertwo: THAT'S ANGEL I KNOW IT
userthree: who took my mans?
titobeauvi97: nice stars -> barzal.97: thanks i drew them
userfour: who's angel?? why's everyone saying she's with my mans?? -> userone: angel verstappen is max verstappen's twin. he's an f1 driver. angel's made her own name by creating a fashion line called l'acadia. everyone thinks they're dating bcz they've been seen together and have been teasing a partner on their account for a while
charles_leclerc: are those crocs? -> barzal.97: blocked. -> userfive: NAHH THIS IS ABSOLUTELY INSANEEE
#angel's world! au#naqia's au's!#mathew barzal imagines#mathew barzal imagine#mathew barzal#mathew barzal blurb#mathew barzal ig edit#mathew barzal smau#formula one imagine#formula one racing#formula 1#formula one#formula one edit#ig edit#hockey instagram au#insta edit#instagram edit
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Can I get some dirty talk smut for Ichigo?
I know this has been a while ago but I just found these in my docs lol.
divider from @/cafekitsune
●Ichigo can be shy at times, causing him to stumble over his words.
●When he tried talking dirty to you for the first time, let's just say that he stuttered a lot with a strawberry red face (pun intended)
●As your relationship progressed, he learned a better technique.
●Now, he'll text you naughty little things while the two of you are in class, when you’re at work, or even when you're sitting across from him at the table while having dinner with his family.
●He likes to see you be the one to blush and get flustered.
●Text from Ichi💋😘🍓: Is your skirt always that short on you? Hmm, that's going to be a problem for me during class.
●Text from Ichi💋😘🍓: [3 attachments:]
●He would send you pics of his hard-ons that he got from staring at you in class.
●Text from Ichi💋😘🍓: Meet me in the bathroom after class. You need to take care of this.
●Now that your relationship has some years behind it, he's become more confident with talking nasty to you.
●Text from Ichi💋😘🍓: You know what I'm in the mood for? Your pussy in my mouth.
●He really enjoys food play, which could be a play on his name or just because he loves to get you all sticky so he can lick you up afterwards.
●His favorites are chocolate, caramel, and, of course, strawberries.
●Text from Ichi💋😘🍓: You know I’d really like to put you in a mating press rn. See how much dick you can handle before you tap out.
●Ichigo’s favorite positions will absolutely be ones where he's on top. There's just something so natural and primal about it; he absolutely loves it.
●Watching you moan and shake beneath him while he rocks his hips into you makes him fall deeper and deeper in love.
●The way your pussy grips his dick as hard as your little hands grip his arms drives him wild.
●Ichigo loves your tits.
●Don't be surprised when 90% of the times he asks for nudes it's for pics of your breasts.
●His favorites are the ones where you wear lacy red bras that show your nipples.
●Text from Ichi💋😘🍓: Fuck, baby, your tits are so gorgeous. Can't wait to spray my cum all over them.
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#ichigo x reader smut#ichigo kurosaki x reader smut#bleach ichigo x reader#ichigo kurosaki smut#ichigo kurosaki x reader hcs#bleach ichigo hcs#💗💗🍡°ask box#ask box open#💗💗🍡°anon-chan#💗💗🍡°valued customers#💗💗🍡°requests#💗💗🍡°bleach headcanons#💗💗🍡°bleach masterlist#byp🌹
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Yatagarasu episode 13 had me screaming cuz PAUSE!!!
Tell me why Yukiya is literally telling the prince "Bitch, it's me or the throne you can't have both" like baby boy calm tf down, you just met this man! (I know it's been like almost a year in their time but it's so soon for me)
Y'all can jump hoops if you want but how else am I meant to take these words lololol, they were literally dating until their break up rn I TAKE NO OTHER INTERPRETATIONS!!!
Natsukihiko is a stronger man than me bc I would have folded, what do mean the cutest, smartest and most dedicate kid ever is offering to serve me for life and I won't take it?!? But noo he refuses and Yukiya, love my life that he his tells him to go die (as he should)
Sumio is so done with them I swear lmaoooo
He face literally says "I don't get paid enough for this."
I enjoyed every other aspect of this episode as well, Asebi being revealed as a manipulative bitch was definitely not on my bingo card, that last close up frame of hair a bit frazzled gave me chills but I do think I should have seen it coming. Every woman except for she and Shiratama gave me Lesbian-with-no-choice vibes and damn I feel so validated rn cuz Fujinami's face the whole time?!? Like girl she don't like you like that move on!!
I hope Hamayu and the redhead (her name's too long for me to remember forgive me please!!!) get their happy ending behind everyone's backs, those bitches do not need to take any of this.
At least I got to see Natsukihiko get socked, Hamayu doing it was just a bonus. Crazy, sadistic, bastard has to get something for not picking Yukiya.
The cinematography and music were on point as always and y'all don't know how happy I am to know this shit is scheduled for 23 or 24 episodes. Praise the fucking lord!!! I. AM. SAT!!! The monster and batshit crazy ravens at the end? I'm ready for chaos and super glad my predictions about this show turning into a train wreck are wrong.
That's all for my rambling now, I would have gotten more pics but it's late rn,maybe I'll add them later. Let me know if you liked the episode too, your theories, your thoughts or just whatever generally.
#anime#spring anime 2024#the raven does not choose its master#yatagarasu#yukiya#yatagarasu spoilers#kin'u#karasu wa aruji wo erabanai#anime recommendation#anime review
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planes are better with you
Bojan Cvjetićanin x fem!reader (SMAU)
🌼Warnings - english is not my first language! also some probably badly translated slovenian
🌼Genre - fluff/SMAU
🌼Summary - Bojan and Y/n meet while travelling, and ever since there they have never travelled without the other.
🌼Notes - i think i am putting to good use my 300+ saved photos of bojan i have in pinterest! also none of the pictures are mine, credits to their owners!
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officialy/n ended up trecking in slovenia??? met some cool guys though! @.joker_out_official
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joker_out_official we love showing people cool spots in slovenia sue us
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bojan_cvjeticanin sunny and not so sunny days at home! already planning going somewhere else with my gal ❤
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officialy/n to je moj fant! (thats my boyfriend!)
bojan_cvjeticanin spadava skupaj 🤍 krisgusti you are literally sat next to each other bojan_cvjeticanin are you mad because i love my GIRLFRIEND??? krisgusti you've been dating for 2 months!!! nace_jordan i think they're cute 🤷🏻♂️ officialy/n thanks nace 💕
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officialy/n the camiño is taking a toll on us unfortunately
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krisgusti is this why bojan is not answering his phone?
officialy/n i think he ran out of battery around the 6th day and hasn't bothered to charge it again
nace_jordan please buy my magnet!
officialy/n i bougth you 3 already - bojan nace_jordan did y/n have to remind you? officialy/n what? no! - bojan officialy/n yes i did - y/n
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bojan_cvjeticanin genuinely thought i wasn't gonna make it but so worth it!
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officialy/n maybe next time somewhere on a plane?
bojan_cvjeticanin have i ever told you that i love you? officialy/n i mean... it's never enough
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officialy/n roadtripping through italy with the prettiest boy in all slovenia
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bojan_cvjeticanin only slovenia?
officialy/n saying the galaxy seemed too cheesy bojan_cvjeticanin you can't hide the truth from the people moja ljubezen
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bojan_cvjeticanin
Che confusione!
Sarà perché ti amo.
È un'emozione
che cresce piano piano.
Stringimi forte
e stammi più vicino.
Se ci sto bene,
sarà perché ti amo.
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janpeteh you've been travelling for 3 weeks and all of your photos are of y/n???
bojan_cvjeticanin duh! you gotta take pics of the prettiest sights!
officialy/n we should go somewhere farther away next time!!! (except australia)
bojan_cvjeticanin wherever you want baby (i won't step in australia, you might leave me for robert irwin)
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officialy/n i think 18 hours by plane is far enough!
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krisgusti ARGENTINA????
officialy/n buenos aires, actually! krisgusti there was nothing in europe that you liked?? officialy/n why, missing us? krisgusti WHAT? NO
nace_jordan did you get my magnets?
officialy/n i bought you the prettiest argentinian flag magnet! nace_jordan that's why you're my favourite!
bojan_cvjeticanin i would go to the end of the world with you ❤❤❤
officialy/n i'm glad that i found my travelling soulmate... and i love that you're my soulmate too ❤ bojan_cvjeticanin let's keep travelling together forever? officialy/n you don't have to ask me twice
paidatonriehuja come to finland next time?
officialy/n making the suitcases rn 🏃🏻♀️ bojan_cvjeticanin she's not joking, the tickets have already been bought, see you in helsinki in 2 weeks? paidatonriehuja oh i like her! keep her! officialy/n not planning on letting him go myself
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Okay so I am now caught up with the new Black Butler chapters
NOW ONTO THE THOUGHTS WITH SPOILERS UNDERCUT!
BABY GOT A GUN!
Hmmm...kay Artie maybe you're a bit-
GOD DAMNIT-
...Okay so me and @cartyrs recently have a talk of the vibe of the manga rn (see here and here for the actual talk) in which we both kind of agree the whole Undertaker setting up a orphanage that sacrifices children for blood donations for Doll (in which I ask WHY KILL THE CHILDREN AND NOT DO WHAT ANA DID AND GET THE DONATIONS VIA MEDICAL SHIT-) while building the kids up to be like OCiel, Sebastian, the other servants, and maybe Doll is a bit weird and doesn't fully make sense, but seeing the final face shown panel of Artie is straight Sebastian!
. . . Artie-
He's uhhhhhh....he's kind of freaking me out-
I red this again to figure out what it could be cause it's not just a Sebastian vibe anymore, it's something else, and with a next page that struck me with a thought-
Why does he look kind of like Peter to me?? I know I can't base it purely cause he's a youthful blonde Victorian child, but even his dialog is weirdly Petercore just while Peter was "kids are brats" Artie's more "adults are mean", now obviously I'll be nuts to try and dare theorize he's actually a BD of Peter cause 1) he would have a scar where he was shot unless like Wendy the bullet was to the side and not back to front as I assume based off his corpse-
and 2) Doll would've recognize him for certain or at least be weird around him supposed deja-vu
... No-
Yana you can't-
YOU CAN NOT-
WELP HERE ARE THE TEARS HOLY SHIT-
Now I won't be first to mention how Finny thinking of when OCiel matched with how he's feeling right now, but the fact that Theo, this orphanage's literal Ciel, telling him to run has to be SO conflicting for our baby...
Well, I mean it'll be sad but at least 208 wouldn't be worst-
. . . OKAY
FIRST OFF, I was spoiled of some scenes already, thank my friend for that!
Second, when this picture showed up, my brain decided to ruin me more by playing this-
WHICH DOESN'T FUCKING HELP-
Anyway, back to the review of 208, a weird feeling in my chest of tears, happiness, anxiety, and theorizing-
The parrels Snake even points out of Doll and OCiel when it shows the parrels of Doll and Finny crying over the idea of losing Snake-
The hand reaching out to him by people who saved him-
MY HEART!
. . . I'm sorry wha-
Ooooooh, okay, I was about to whip out my knowledge of animal DNA vs Human DNA and how at sad as it sounds we can't have werewolf babies and question everything-
I mean Dagger's not wrong, I mean he literally named Sebastian based off what he wears and OCiel just off how adorable his smile is, unless someone else named him and he took credit
Also on that thought how he named Doll makes it so much cuter/sadder since he described aka in his eyes she's really is as precious
Also I can't tell is Dagger is saving other abused kids from this circus/freak show, is packing up the ones who tagged along, or if Snake unknowingly witnessed one of their kidnappings-
YOU CAN'T SPRING THAT SHIT UP ON ME YANA-
Kind of interesting they don't have beef, which according to some weird test is the most favorable meat out of the ones out there. Like I get they don't have cattle since they roam and I assumed beef is expensive back in the day, but a part of me kind of hopes it's like a Soma situation back in Weston where they don't have beef due to someone's religion, though then there's pork-
JUMBO!
My boy didn't speak much at all throughout the arc so this is excited as shit!
AAAAWWWWWWWWEEEEE~!
S-So... Jumbo...named the Snakes...?
Hey, Jumbo simpers, come back so I can bless you with him naming your kid-
Okay this is by far my new favorite picture of all of them together! Doll chilling in her dress- A honestly super cute wholesome pic of Beats- Peter giving off that trustworthy older bro vibes- Wendy giving off that one cool Aunt who lets you eat ice cream before breakfast and lets you sip her wine if you behave enough and takes you to Disneyland a weekend just to see you excited and scared on roads vibes-
Though now I have a few questions of this scene seems to show everyone knew Doll and her habit of dressing up to chill with others in comfy clothes (which in same bitch) and which i wonder: Did no one fucking care she was in the bath and trying to strip OCiel back then?? Dagger and Jumbo were in there, I get why they would be chill with their baby sister in there but why didn't they step in-
Unless my joke was true-
My final thoughts. . .
I AM NOT OKAY!
I am taking a lil nap, watch some Black Butler Season 2 cause for some reason unless it's Alois' abuse and death I don't cry, so there-
I have a lemon mint tea brewing-
Hopefully Doll does not die cause I might not return from that, not as a shipper but as it'll be silly bringing her back then killing her off AGAIN!
LET HER HELP FINNY ESCAPE, LET HER HAVE A BIT OF A CRISIS BEFORE EITHER HER OR SNAKE OR SNAKE'S SNAKES STOP HER FROM DOING ANYTHING EXTREME, LET HER RUN INTO OCIEL AGAIN, LET ME HAVE A SCENE OF OCIEL SHOCKED SEEING HER, LET ME SEE HIM WATCH HER WALK UP, LET HER PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE, LET ME HAVE THAT!
#black butler#black butler spoilers#finnian#black butler finny#black butler doll#black butler artie#black butler theo#black butler mabel#black butler oliver#black butler snake#black butler joker#black butler jumbo#black butler chapter 207#black butler chapter 208#not me crying#Spotify
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to add onto my post from earlier- now that you know Ari loves when you send him pics, it's hard to stop. You love the attention.
Any time you're home alone, wishing he was with you and thinking about all of your recent encounters, all it takes is a little skin to get his mind in the same place.
You send a pic of you in bed, your shirt pulled up a little and your shorts low on your hips with a "wish you were here :((" and he's glued to the screen. It'd take an act of God to not have him immediately come pick you up, the only time he doesn't ask right away if he can is when he's busy in the studio or in a similar situation. Today happens to be one of those times where he can't drop everything to head over, but there's no way he's gonna stop you from sending him anything in the meantime.
"So fuckin pretty baby. Busy rn but I promise I'll take care of you soon ok?"
you were only a little disappointed, just from impatience, but knew he'd keep his promise like always. You wondered if he was around anyone since he was busy, deciding to take things further and sending a pic of you still in bed just pulling your shirt up enough to show off your tits and dragging your shorts off entirely with a "Wish you were here daddy :(" caption. Yeah he's fucked. Ari's head was not in the studio anymore it was 100% filled with thoughts and images of you and it was pretty clear to everyone he was somewhere else entirely too. Do you even know how you effect him?
If you don't, you find out pretty fucking quickly once he actually gets to your place.
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need to live tweet my playing of totk but don't wanna be annoying on my irl so i'll just do it here. this is the first bit:
BEWARE: TOTK SPOILERS BELOW
"i know i'll be ok with you link" okay they are IN LOVE
WHERE IS LINK IN THE CUTSCENE. THEY HAVE TO SHOW HIM IN THE NEXT 10 SECONDS OR I WILL FRET
ZONAI????!!?!!?!??!?!?! (Listen i forgot the gameplay trailer)
me walking at a respectable pace as to not leave zelda's side
BABE THERE'S TOO MUCH MALICE HERE WHY ARE WE STILL GOING
just talked to zelda and she was like "i'm so excited!!!!" GIRL DO YOU NOT HAVE AN OUNCE OF SELF-PRESERVATION
swinging the sword swinging the sword
WAIT WHY DO I HAVE 30 HEARTS WHYYYYYYY DO I HAVE 30 HEARTS
THEY JUST ADDED AN INSTRUMENT OR TWO OH FRICK AND IT'S GETTING LOUDER oh i already love the sound engineering
GLOWY SPIRAL????
DON'T PICK UP THE TEAR BABY oh frick oh frick
OH THAT'S WHY I HAD 30. FOR THE DRAMA
CAN'T LOOK AT MY TYPING I'M WATCHING THE CHTSCENE
OH FRICK IT JUST SHATTERED OH FRICK
gamer lean on x games mode rn
mans said screw it i'm out. fly you fools
BRO I WAS TYPING THE ABOVE WHEN HE LUNGED AND I GOT SO NERVOUS THAT I'D HAVE TO FIGHT FJSKDKJSJDAHHDLADG THE JOYCONS ARE FLOPPING AROUNS ON MY ARMS
THAT TEAR BETTER PROTECT HER I HOPE THAT'S WHAT THAT GLOWY YELLOW WAS
BRO WHAT. THE BLUE GLOWING IS GOOD. this is so anakin skywalker of him btw
baby don't you worry i'm gonna make link level up so fast so he can come and get you
oop naked link again AND HIS SHORTS ARE SHORTER????
nice mani link
A MAN'S VOICE???????? WHO IS IT WHY DOES EVERYONE KNOW THEIR NAMES
okay so The Voice just gives him an arm. okay
the malice or whatever stopping just at the triforce is Symbolic, i think
is it really a master sword or is it a master Dagger
i rly be taking screenshots of everything like i'm a tourist
okay green hand thing go off!!! oop give it a high five and it turns blue and goes behind you as a save point
*taking notes* okay cogs are cogging.......gears are gearing..........
now why the frick did it have me dive like that. what was The Reason
i Forgor that link can tread water indefinitely. swimming king
not me searching every nook and cranny like there's gonna be secrets in this Cave
PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARCHAIC PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wait i put them on and now he looks like a gladiator.......cardboard skirt & Jesus sandals........ok shirtless king
oop just noticed his hair animations & the layers are CRAZY but it lookin good
wait so they was underground......and now in the sky...................i have Theories
they said aerial view shot once again but i mean AERIAL
ope no climbing, you're already too high in the sky
the lighting looks SO GOOD!
it's so silent up here i love it.
the MUSIC AHHHH
WAIT EVERYTHING'S AN ISLAND???? OH WE WAY THE FRICK UP IN THE SKY LINK. HOW CAN YOU BREATHE THAT THIN AIR
this game is making me fall In Love. with Silence
TREE BRANCH YES THE WORLD IS HEALING
apples. i could Cry
is that a broom?????
wait so the soldiers are bad and the stewards are good. it's just like real life!
why do i have the feeling that this is a /different/ princess zelda that left this to him.......oh nvm it's just the purah pad. what happened to the sheikah slate???
is link gonna look at pics on it and get emo
wait so. garden of time (ok Christianity reference). so zelda has lived through some trash already and is like poor link in the past. let's give him this
aw it's lonely :(
YES WE'RE GETTING ZELDA RIGHT AWAY I COULD CRY
ooh the purah pad looks slick (i'm so sorry but why does that sound like a tampon brand LIKEEEEE)
high five!!! oh wait high fives have OTHER FUNCTIONS???!?!
now why did the bridge have to do all that fancy stuff. (ik it's for stability or whatever don't @ me engineers)l
just smashed some pots. link's Primeval Urge
ok so linear path for Diving. got it.
that's a hot-footed frog.......................i could cry. i AM crying
picked up a rock. now i just have to see some Chickens
there are Grates in the ground and you can peek below. idk why i like that so much.
i am hunting these ostriches like i might die
THAT GUY SNUCK UP ON ME SO SILENTLY. I DECIDED I HATE FLOATING MACHINE ENEMIES (don't worry i was fine)
why did i try to light a frog on fire
#totk spoilers#okay that's it i have to go to work now but enjoy.#i do this bc i don't have a reaction yt channel but IF I DID#also i had to edit this ob my computer bc i accidentally added a poll and idk how to get rid of it#totk#tears of the kingdom#loz#playthrough
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Act 5 act 1 is done ! Thank goodness. This took me a couple days so some notes may be outdated (ie: karkat birthday)
Also I finished this last night but. Yk.
Act 1 reaction here
Act 2 reaction here
Act 3 reaction here
Intermission reaction here
Act four reaction here
Notes:
NOOOOO JADE'S DREAM SELF IS DEAD FUCKKKK
Did Jake write this
Hrrrrngggg this is so. Jade just wanted to hang out with him :(
Man give the kid some time to cry his friend's dream self is dead!!!
I. Okay. Grieve how you need to grandpa. That makes me so uncomfortable but it's okay
Oh Morse code. I'm not whipping out the decoder sorry I'm distraught over Jade. I'll download the Pic and translate later
Hussie idgaf about your recap. What the fuck is happening I thought this was act 5 a few pages ago. Are we NOW At act 5???
Is this trollian
Yaaaaay alternia I've heard of this one. Looks kinda dead though
Yaaaay Karkat birthday. Apparently his bday was yesterday irl!!!!
Emooooo lmaooooo
Troll Sander. Oh Karkat. You and John can and should be besties forever. Kiss now /j
BAHAHAA IVE SEEN THIS PANEL BEFORE. I REFERENCED IT WHEN I DROPPED MY MATH BOOK AND IT MADE A DENT IN THE FLOOR. “I'm karkat-ing it up” I SAID. NO ONE UNDERSTOOD ME
“You were meant to be a bigshot” HAHA SPAMPTOB!!!! Nows ur chance to be a big shot, be a big, be a big, be a big shot
Omg is this gamzee. Or some other purple guy
Faygo mention!
AHA YES it's gamzee!!! I know because :o)
Oh gamzee <3 Silly guy. Sure hope he doesn't do anything horrible and violent later (i know a bit of what he does. lord english <333)
The juggalos….
NEPETA AND EQUIUS USERNAMES SPOTTED!!! oh yeah karkats doing stuff. That is what I am supposed to be focusing on
Karkat you're such a drama queen oh my godddd
Terezi you're so cute
Wait I wanna know the password thing…
CAN WE PLEASE GET TEREZI INTO ACE ATTORNEY. THIS IS SO CUTE I LOVE HER
That's less cute actually why are you hanging your stuffies. Oh well. Girls can have hobbies I don't mind
YAY NEPETA YAY NEPETA YAY NEPETA
Adorabloodthirsty!!!
Oooo this is Aradia right
That's Eridan methinks
No strife….
This is kinda moving fast ? I mean I don't mind but also I liked the slowness of the previous acts. Oh well. Maybe it's cuz we gotta introduce more characters rn
Sollux!!! I have been told he is not an Eridan lover. Oopsie. The fandom lied to me
HI NEPETA
Aradia what are you doing
Hey. Is this code how Lord English us born. Isn't it
Oh hi girl! I don't know your name but I've seen you!!!
Hi tavros! I didn't know you were in a wheelchair. Why do I never see art of you in a wheelchair. All your art is of you smooching gamzee.
HAH REFERENCE… alien reference…
Equius is just Standing There.
ALSO I DONT THINK THATS THE PROPER PROCEDURE TO GIVE SOMEONE PROSTHETIC LEGS
Is that Vriska
Aww… shitty rap offs <333
Ohh yess your name is Aradia!
BAHAH OUIJA BOARD
Vriska it's you ! I will finally know who you are other than Nagito's daughter. Yippee hurray
Woah baby boy calm down what's in that honey that's making you blast lasers out of your eyeballs
HI SILLY CAT GIRL
OH MY GODDD. The cave in… : (
Autistic girls in caves ftw!!!!
Meowrails… nepeta bite him now
Team scourge?!?!?! Like warrior cats?@?!?@?@ i never read warrior cats I just know scourge
Slur count: 13
Vriska what the fuck are you doing
OH MY GOD VRISKA WHY DID YOU DO THAT
Karkat bite her. Vriska that is unhealthy for you to do you cannot control others
HI EQUIUS what uh. What's that stuff in your horse paintings. Equius. Boy. Theyre public everyone can see them
Oh the girl!! Fish girl!!!! uhh.. f… Ferrari. No wait Guy Ferrari is in this. F something
Me too Nepeta. Me too. Idk what's happening I'm just here for jokes and references and Hal when he shows up
DUN DUN DUN!!!!
Ribbit
Be the huge bitch
Bitch autocorrected to bitcoin. Phone you will perish in a day
Oh. You gotta feed your parent other kids… not great
Slur count: 14
Holy shit dude I can't read this
Anyway EQUIUS TIME!!!
Lusus Milk. Ummm. Did he milk himself
Equius never play video games you'd get so much gamer rage
Yaaaay Equius and Gamzee are chatting!!!
Gamzee why are you so cute. I know you do silly things later!!!!
Awww is he talking about Aradia. Buddy just forget the troll racism
HAH. Yeah that's fair Equius I'd slap someone who was trying to read my mind. Although can he just. Do that any time?
Yaaaay Aradia bot!!!
Equius kill yourself now /j you're so fucking weird. Can your lusus curb your weirdness a little
JELP EQUIUS YOU KILLED HER LUSUS
NOOOO AURTHOUR!!!!!!
Okay I kinda like the drama Terezi and Vriska are having. they're both kinda bitchy and conniving but Terezi seems to have good intentions. And vriska. Uh. Spooder
Aradia nooo don't listen to the voices trust me
Waaaait wait wait. Is this white guy Doc Scratch. I know Hal hasn't even shown up yet but is this Doc Scratch. Is he doing time shenanigans. Please let this be doc scratch I need lord english stuff
Vriska. Vriska what did you do to sollux. Also aw him and aradia are dating??? Sweet
FUCK YEAH I WAS RIGHT!!!! DOC SCRATCH!!!! I LOVE YOU MR SCRATCH
Mr Vanilla Milkshake
Isn't that Jade's cue ball. I knew it was related to doc scratch
“I will explode in your face’
I fucking love Doc Scratch. Yeah Vriska I don't care that your spider mom died I'm busy being a Homosexual
BAHAHAH EQUIUS. You're such a fucking nut. I mean a fiddlesticks nut. No that doesn't hit the same way
This a hilarious dynamic actually. I love you Aradia
EQUIUS IS DOING THE MEME POSE
But anyway. Fuck yeah Aradia. Equius you freak. Aradia bite him
This makes me realize a pair of my homestuck ocs are like this but yk. Toxic and codependent. There's like four people who know they exist
Huh
Nepeta cucked… jk I know moirails and the heart thing are different. Silly though. “This my boyfriend equius. And this is equius's girlfriend aradia. And this is aradia's boyfriend sollux.”
SHIPPING WALL WOOOOO
Yesss karkat. “you will never find love or hate” YOU TELL HER!!!!
Also ooo jack
Yaaaay red blood. Actually I forget what red blood means its low isn't it
OHHH wait he's got mutant blood. Dangggg
Jack is metal af. What a way to earn a kids trust
Cahoots!!!!
WOOO DOC SCRATCH!!! GIVE JER NEW PURPOSE YAAAAA
Man I sure wish I could have learned all of this in a natural way instead of jusy being told in a couple panels. Haha. Sure would be a fun experience methinks !!
Yaaaay kanaya
Glub glub glub
Slur count: 15
THATS NOT THE PROPER SURGERY PROCEDURE
Troll blood tastes bad. Got it
Yo wait she's moirails with Vriska??? Girl get outta there. Actually wait I love toxic yuri please continue
Holy shit I didn't think eridan would be so boring to listen to. Snoreeeeee. Eridan do something funny pls poke poke
Funny that Karkat was wrong about Vriska getting bitches though. Why do you guys want her
Where did that last line come from. Eridan you emo. Real though
ROSE'S GAMEFAQ!!!!!!
Ong troll rose lalonde… kanaya imagines her as a highblood it seems that's cute
VRISKA YOU CANT SAY THAT actually you technically Can but VRISKA DONT BULLY TAVROS!!!!!
Vriska girl please go to therapy. Tavros kill her
Scurry!!!!
Someone needs to have Vriska read the You're Not A Real Gamer post
Stabby hatefriend <33
Alright we are doing Peter pan now
Tavros just kill her already. She's scary
WOAH VRISKA YOU CANT JUSG KISS HIM!!!!
TAVROSSSSS NOOO DONT FALL FOR HER!!!!
It's kinda funny she hates his guts and he likes her. Can they please get a room
KANAYA GOT CUCKED :(
Poor Kanaya actually… she has horrible taste in women but I feel bad for her
Rose's mom and John's dad are matesprites… man this incest pile is getting crazyyyyy
Oh they are in love!!!!! Hate love!!!!
I love incest!!! the pail Has come
The rammies… sorry I can't hear ramifications without thinking of the rammies…
Aradia and Equius's little gif matched the beat of the music I'm listening to
FAYGO also I think I completely forgot that Eridan isn't fuschia. Oopsies. Thought he was
HI JOHN!!! I wish I was reading about your adventures currently
Okay what's up with Eridan and the fishy girl. This is the second time we've cut to them during this explanation
Hi Eridan. WHAT DONT KILL THE WHALE
Okay hi fish
Ohhh Feferi… that's your name… okay
I don't think that was adorable but okay
Poor orphaned troll : (
Genocide complex… okay sure buddy why don't you get back to larping Harry potter. I'm canceling you babygirl
Aw :> I kinda like Feferi it's sweet she wants to change things for the better
COWBOY X WIZARD FUCK YEAH
Feferi really does have a lameass bi boyfriend
I'm just gonna call them all boyfriend and girlfriend btw. The quadrants don't sound yummy to me. Except pitch. I like that word. Sounds like bitch
Do u not fw faygo
Just like Dave's fridge…
Can we peleeeease get back to good stuff I'm so sorry I.dont care about these guys. Maybe I will later but I wanna know what's going on with John and the other kids. Maybe focus on Karkat. Maybe on WV and the gang. I don't. Want to see them have a will-they-wont-they…
Okay real talk. This act has been. Kinda a drag despite them going SO fast with plotpoints. People say that acts 1-3 were slow but I was so entertained by them!!! Is this a lame take. If they just slowed the fuck down I would like this a lot more. Hussie let me enjoy your fucking comic I don't want to speed through it
Anyway. That aside.
she's in a fish bowl that's not good for her :(
HELP WAIT I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID ABOUT NOT CARING ABOUT FEFERI AND ERIDAN. OH MY GOODNESS. SHES BREAKING UP WITH HIM KINDA THATS SO
FEFERI KEEPS DOING FISH PUNS WHILE BREAKING UP WITH ERIDAN OH MY
I love Feferi I think. My opinion has changed. Get Fucked Eridan
WHAT HAPPENED TO SOLLUX also why are Gamzee and Jack just. Standing There. Menacingly
SOLLUX NO EHAT COME BACK
I LIKED SOLLUX NOOOOOOOOO GAMZEE STOP HONKING
Feferi kissing Sollux's corpse would be so fucking weird if I didn't know what happens when you do that in homestuck
Sollux back <33
Oh I forgot uh. That guy is watching. Legit can't remember his name ! Guy without an arm is watching !
THE NEVER ENDING STORY REFERENCE
Oh hi audience insert !
Hussie. I don't care actually
I think you should be going SLOWER
DONT THROW CAL also. I don't care!!!!
:/ :/ :/ this makes me want to *remembers I'm not supposed to make jokes about killing myself*... cull myself
Thank God we're back
Oh cool! Sollux gets two dream selves!!!
DEUCE?!?!?!?!?!
Terezi is so cute btw. I adore her
FUCK YEAH GO NEPETA
Theyre so cuteeeee I love meowrails
Slur count: 16
VRISKA'S FUTURE USERNAME SAYS FAG BAHAHAHAHA
I'm not including these in my Slur count these are funny
Okay hold on I thought these guys were dead… whag
Whoaj What are you up to Snowman…
What the fuck
OHHH KICKAAS WINGS TEREZI. What the fuck was happening with the last panel though
Karkat stop calling things schizophrenic honey. I'm grounding you
I love Terezi and Karkat. My babies
Again??? I don't know the Password but I wanna look at what it is…
Is this troll sweet bro and Hella Jeff
I don't understand what really happened in that animation but YEAHHH FUCK HER UP ARADIA FUCK YEAHHHHH
Alpha timeline mention!!! I'm assuming that has to do with the alpha kids
A scratch… LIKE DOC SCRATCH!!!!!
Oh thank God that act is over. Kinda. Friend told me act 5 act 2 has more of the stuff I like. Act 5 act 1 gave me such a fucking headache I did not enjoy it very much!!!
The ending had that same sorta flair as usual homestuck but. The rest. It was like reading bullet points. Like you're doing now except I'm not telling a story I'm telling you my reactions to the story
Idk. Yeah. Not A fan Of act 5 act 1. Here's to hoping act 5 act 2 is better !!!
#homestuck#textpost#homestuck reaction#live homesruck reaction#live reaction#first time reading homestuck#hs
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4x23 always
Liveblog
ooh <3 always, great title!
I can't believe it has been a whole season since the shot! Good recap sequence!
Ok lmao both my father & I have fallen down mountains before. You cannot catch yourself like that, & if you do then you are probably able to swing yourself to the side to land on that balcony there. Like you can see, she pulls herself to get a better grip there!
But once one arm falls, you need to pull it back up & grab a different (non-sweaty) part of the ledge. & while yes your fingers are strong, you would do better to Bring Up Your Other Hand
Ok def sounded like castle not "man" as the captions said, then it sounded like "someone" pretending to be castle, then it sounded somewhat like castle again. (first "beckett" might have been SD told to speak like castle, could have been a different person told so. Then it was def not castle, then it was someone pretending to be castle & then the "hang on" was castle again.)
Still tho, I don't much like the unrealistic hanging scene. Actually no I really did like it & I can find reasonable excuses for the stuff I find unreasonable. It's cool.
3 days earlier
no caps. I love it.
Alexis <3 <3 <3
oh lmao she is valedictorian. I sometimes relate castle & alexis to me & my mom, but in this situation mum is alexis (smart val) & I'm castle (barely passed).
or TWILIGHT! *blinks*
RC: You know, the most worthwhile things in life are often the most difficult. For example…
*phone rings from beckett*
RC: Wow, that really is a smart phone.
btw love the golden light
KB, with a bomb cute jacket: you're probably the guy who had nothing on but boxers underneath his gown.
Me: *ran away from my graduation & climbed my way on top of a giant dumpster/storage pod*
RC: That is so insulting. If you must know, I was naked underneath.
THEY ARE GOING ON A DATE A DATE A DATE
KB: You coming, Castle?
SDFHSKJDHF I LOVE IT
Hm, two shots...
Love a shoe thing
Ooh lockpicks. Nice. I finally picked one of my locks the other day. I was using my rake tho, not my feeling peg so I would not be easily able to recreate it. I want one of those clear locks that you can see through.
Cazadores, love it when they tap the r.
Ryan is not super pretty rn
lmao poor guy down on his luck broke af, goes into the military? Sounds about right. Screw the military, this poor kid.
Captions were missing the accent on the N
Marisol? parasol? paraplui? paranormal? paralysis? analysis? synthesis? Synthwave? Literally my little brother & I went down a thought path like this. we both have adhd btw. I can't remember what thoughts came after that but we got all the way to fruit-by-the-foot.
How old is she?
I believe her.
F yeah girl. They keep blaming him & you just want to get the one who killed him.
They are so wrecking the crime scene lol.
Love how he smells the gun to see if it was fired recently ugh so good.
MONTGOMERY'S HOUSE???
Love how beckett & espt know his address but ryan looks shocked & castle (who was friends, or at least acquainted with montgomery before the show) did not know.
That was ryan not esposito who said that. This time I could tell.
Doesn't he have three kids? These pics are so weird. Roy, his wife, an older daughter, some boy... oh maybe it is a boyfriend. The baby boy would be what like 5 by now?
Girl I hope it is Not Loaded. In canada you need to have your gun locked up, though on the farm we would only lock up the bullets not the gun.
Love her.
So he knew when they were out of the house.
Btw I love espt's scar on his forehead & beckett's mole on her cheek, both give a little bit of Character to them.
Well obv this is going to be a plot heavy episode, but now is about the time I'd say it has to do with beckett not just roy & his files.
It has been like a year, or almost a year, why would you still have his old work files? nvm a year is a really short period of time
Her handwriting right now...
also I like her turtleneck.
I mean it COULD be a coincidence & it could be just for their own personal gain like maybe some rando roy put in jail & it is not actually related to johanna (in fact it makes things harder for The Big Bad Guy bc now Rando has the files)
Castle is still here, he did not leave after all <3.
She is stirring her coffee so smoothly.
KB: Say something reassuring.
RC: There are thousands of break-ins in New York City every year.
He's right: "Montgomery worked hundreds of cases. Just because this guy was after files doesn't mean he was after your mom's case."
Castle now might be the time to tell her
Green intro. Remind me to take a pic of that
Martha <3
Ooh transition! Murderboard to murderboard!
Yeah no she looks tired af.
Holding hands & they are not quite together yet but aaaah
Esposito looks nice & ryan looks incredible. Must pic this.
They blamed gangs for johanna's murder too
A MONTH after mongt was killed!?
That door really WENT. they BLEW IT UP.
Finally! They are wearing helmets!
Esposito *gets file* *face goes*
Ryan *what???? what is it?* *takes file* *face also goes*
RC: Well at least that's something. What was the crime scene?
JE: It was a shooting.
Me: ...!
their faces upon telling her, you can see how much they love her
Ryan's hands dangling there like that.
You can see ryan feeling conflicted abt this.
RC: Maybe you should be off this case.
Me: So true bestie
He brings out the first name. He loves her so much & wants her to be safe. In fact, castle has confided in him, like that time he asked ryan to keep an eye out for stuff related to johanna's murder but didn't tell becks nor espt.
(that was a weird way of pronouncing "why")
Esposito is right tho in the sense that nothing will stop her. (Except maybe castle telling her that someone forced him into a deal for her life.)
(also ryan's hair & the way he avoids eye contact)
I think I remember seeing something in the s5 bloopers but this is s4... hmm weird. I'll clip it for u tho.
No the heck you do not hold all the cards...
Who is "they"?
tbh smith is kind of unhelpful with that. I mean the rest of it was good but... idk man.
also like, they just killed another person. a thief. How many more people are they going to kill if they don't get taken down? Beckett would SO be willing to put her life in (temporary) danger to take down this ring that not only wants to kill her but also other ppl sometimes. Is her one life worth more than the lives of so many others who die because of this? They are turning a blind eye on so many things to let her live...
Interesting lighting. like the scene with alexis.
Girl he is more afraid of Them than of you.
Oh or not or he's telling her stuff
"make him whole" interesting words
Same "they"?
He KNEW he would come back to the gang & he accepted that price? Even tho he literally said he just wanted the loan? & the wife said he would not get into that?
Vincente Delgado, being poetic: Caught a glimpse before the night swallowed him whole.
KB: Yeah, but how did they know [he was desperate for money]? How do they know his background?
Me: bc they can tap into police files?
JE: Because they knew him from the military. He was hired by somebody he knew.
Me: or that
RC, trying to keep everyone safe: But whoever's gotten close to that secret is dead. I think it's clear we're in over our heads here.
JE: Speak for yourself, bro.
of course she is. If you get a mysterious $10k & don't question it & then your husband ends up dead you too would run.
Oh no the poor son!
WHAT is going ON with the lighting?
Also this room needs to be brighter than the observation room.
GIRL NO. WE ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH NATIVE KIDS IN THE FOSTER SYSTEM
Captions come on, I want to read what she said! I'm hard of hearing but I am NOT monolingual! If hearing people can understand the spanish, I WANT TO SEE THE SPANISH.
Someone military.
Getting files from the dead cop's house.
Montgomery would DEF have duplicate files hidden somewhere of the important files at least.
I love a good church. We have a native church where I live & it serves as the base church for other ethnic churches. The huge & popular italian church got its start here, the eritrean church is still in here just getting started... Plenty of good programs. It is a great church. It is one of the few churches I feel comfy going to, as a queer fnmi christowitch.
They just happen to sit near the back of the church?
& he just happens to show his face?
You can just go through the files manually.
What does cid stand for btw?
KR: How are we supposed to investigate if we can’t investigate?
My little bro while I had it paused: "I work in homicide." 'YOU KILL PEOPLE?'
Nice zoom there, love it, going into her window murderboard.
Wow a lot of shots from the past there, love it.
Oh & now we see castle doing castle investigation at home!
& we also see esposito doing investigation at night in the precinct, which kind of sucks for him, he hasn't gone home yet. (Also they haven't made his apartment set yet lol)
What is that, a pair of pliars? A razorblade?
& we don't get to see ryan investigating?
Wow he shows up at her house & esposito called her & he was ABLE TO FIGURE OUT THAT IT WAS A KEYCHAIN?
But at least it's a haystack.
He's going to tell her!
& he is not talking about mental health.
Ok so now Tell Her!
RC: Before Montgomery went into that hangar, he sent a package to someone, someone…he trusted. It contained information damaging to the person behind all this. Montgomery was trying to protect you. But the package didn’t arrive until after you’d been shot. Montgomery’s friend…struck a deal with them. If they left you alone, the package and the information inside would never see the light of day. But they made one condition—you had to back off. And that’s the reason you’re alive, Kate, because you stopped.
He's crying he loves her he really does.
Ok chill! Also he was not the one striking the deal! He was a pawn!
Yeah I thought he was behind the murder too but he could not have been bc why would he SAVE kate? maybe he is NOT saving her but he is preventing her from looking into it.
Yeah bro now is not the time to bring it up
(but I always love a "because I love you" & it is always SO good)
RC: How are you s—? Because of everything we’ve been through together! Four years I’ve been right here. Four years just waiting for you to just open your eyes, and see that I’m right here…and that I’m more than a partner. Every morning, I—I bring you a cup of coffee just so I could see a smile on your face, ((AAA <3 <3 <3)) because I think you are the most…remarkable…maddening…challenging…frustrating person I have ever met. And I love you, Kate, and if…that means anything to you, if you care about me at all, just don’t do this.
KATE NO HE WAS NOT THE ONE WHO CUT THE DEAL LIKE YOU WERE A CHILD. MONTGOMERY DID BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU LIKE HE IS YOUR FATHER. AAAAAAAGH
Actually yk what? He should have told her ages ago that someone struck a deal & she would have to back off. Except she would not have listened, just like this conversation now.
KB: Let them come. They sent Coonan, and he is dead. They sent Lockwood, and he is dead. And I am still here, Castle! And I am ready!
Ugh I had to stop my watch (which was the plan in the first place anyway) but I had the opportunity to try on my computer, I wanted to finish watching the ep & maybe post some photos that I could more easily get, but the issue is the library DVDs we have are blue ray. My computer won't play them. So yeah that's fun. I ended up doing some recording for the audiobook which I have not worked on in over a year. (About since I've been on T.)
Ok good morning I have work at 16.00 (so I need to leave before 14.45) & it is only 10 right now so I have plenty of time. But ofc I am working until midnight so that sucks pine sap. Tho I will be let off 15 minutes early so I can get home w/o breaking the law.
sdfjkfdhdsjkhhdffdkash aaaaaaah hdskjhfdska;euvn
& alexis is graduating... I cannot believe it is 2012. I mean half of 09 (s1 was short), all of 10, all of 11, & "all" of 12 (tho it has kind of only been 6m of 2012 bc she is graduating now in june)
I put my graduation tassle on my bike helmet. I rode my back to school during the warm months & I had an extra year of high school after graduating so I got to bike to school boasting that I graduated.
AC: I have watched or read every graduation address ever written and compiled all the best advice into one speech,
Me: Good idea, you overachiever
AC: and then I read it out loud. And guess what I sounded like? A pompous ass.
Me: Yeah
AC: I’m eighteen years old. What the hell do I know?
Me: You are correct, you are missing a lot more life experience than you will end up with, but you have a lot of experience now & your current speech will be relevant to the people who are here in this situation.
That's one of the reasons I stayed in high school for an extra year, I did not feel ready. I mean I also was not ready in the sense that I needed to upgrade courses but other than that I also did not feel ready on a psychological level. As an adhder my brain develops more slowly so at 18 I had the executive functions of like a 12 year old. That last year was great. I was legally an adult, I had mstured since g10, I knew the people & teachers, I was willing to accept help but I had also grown more independent, & I had gained the respect of people/staff. I was not some baby googoo gagaa, they were not robot overlords, we were people. Equals as people, though they had authority over me.
Oof fidgeting with the ring hhh
The lighting again.
They don't know what happened last night to get castle off the team & they are thinking "he would NEVER abandon beckett like that" so they know smth bad happened.
Cole Maddox.
But they looked him up so don't They know they're coming for him now?
I like how ryan is watching beckett this entire time through here, he is not looking at the driver's license he is watching beckett
Also since the tiger don't they need to tell ppl where they are going?
(also ryan's sweater is great)
Becks used to be the goody two shoes & now ryan is arguing her to go the pro way
The ether?
Wow it has been 13 years!?
First names
IDK IF YOU DO GOT THIS
"or the entire graduation" I mean like it is fine lmao
WHO from the 12th?
RYANNNN
beckett SAID he was off the team but ryan didn't believe her, he knew castle would help, like that time beckett got montgomery to kick him out & then monty still got castle back to pick her up & take her away from the hangar.
But now ryan probably thinks castle truly is NOT on the team anymore
Y'all at least wearing vests?
"get out of the way" lmao
Girl grab it & go OR un-ass the place
Oof those sexy Xs on the place
I thought they said this place was clear
Wow that was way too easy. he just Took Down both of them.
So he comes in from the front door I think. Maybe the door to the kitchen actually bc becks falls in the living room it looks like. He grabs her & smacks her against the wall, then she falls the other direction & drops her gun, which slides over to where the doorman is lying too; then esposito comes up trying to attack the guy near the door again, arms out probably trying to take a gun or maybe maddox is the one who had the gun, Madx twisted espt to the side, then looks like he maybe kneed him in the gut & threw him down to the floor too. esposito is left reeling, doesn't look unconscious.
My little bro: Savais! ("know" in french) Javier!
back to the fight scene: becks then pushes herself on the floor to grab her gun. Madx is already running away. She gets up & runs after him, then he is already running up the stairs when she shoots at him.
You can tell they had multiple sets to film this here bc suddenly they are on a roof. Lighting is fun. I'd like to hear this episode commentary by the lighting one. (Sorry, I don't watch the credits most of the time.) Well, it is also plot heavy so I'd like to hear the writer & director but shush, I want Every episode with commentary, & I want some of my fave episodes commented on by several groups. I want to hear the actors, I want to hear the writer producer & director, I want to hear the DP & lighting one & the set designer & costume designer...
Also her gun. When did she cock it & turn the safety off? I would not feel confident running like that with a loaded cocked gun like that.
She could stop for a second & shoot him... I'm sure she could make the shot.
Oh wait she does.
Look up. He probably climbed it & is going to jump you from the top.
& he probably does climb it bc he managed to get behind u.
Why does he pick her up like that? If I were him I'd use my Cool Military Training to karate chop her shoulder & knock her out.
Ooh now that was a great scene, he flips her over his shoulder & she rolls & we see it from a bird's-eye angle of destiny long shot thing? So good.
There we go he finally kicks the gun away from her, but why kick with your foot? Kicks are not useful so high, they should always be low. Chi geuk or whatever.
She is really wailing on him & he is just Fine.
Kick him in the balls hun.
lol I slowed down the video & that kick was... well. Again, don't kick the face, kick the nuts. I cannot tell if he dodges it or if he gets kicked & doesn't flinch.
Also what happened there? She goes to attack him but the camera pans down & his hand is just kind of Out & she falls?
Solar plexus? Winded her?
XD the way he just picks her up
For a sec I thought they were going to kiss
Grab her gun & shoot her? Bro come on.
The people on the street was a good choice in filming this.
(why is he just waiting there?)
(I said that out loud & lil bro said "because he's Powafull!!")
btw where is eposito? Was he knocked out there? He didn't seem unconscious. If Becks got up & came out here, surely espt (even if he was unconscious for a few seconds) could be coming up to help... UNLESS MADDOX HAS ACCOMPLICES THAT ARE KIDNAPPING OR KILLING ESPOSITO RIGHT NOW AS WE SPEAK
KB: Just tell me who’s behind this.
As if there is One person, which doubtless there is not
CM: You’re wasting your time, Detective. You have no idea what you’re up against.
KB, hot af: Neither do you.
*tries a sort of double takedown which really just fails*
& now is the start of the episode. Why doesn't he kill her tho? Long live the king mufasa style?
Oh I see. She DOES catch herself for a moment on the big ledge, making her slow enough in falling to catch herself a second time.
Like you can see she readjusts her hand! She should start side-bar-ing to the balcony to her right.
Your fingers are surprisingly strong. She is doing all this flailing & readjusting & gripping that she should totally inch her way to the right
Ooh the music
Ooh a pushzoom
Maybe growing up with parents who rock climb made me too smart.
Losing one hand might make you swing which can be dangerous but girl Bring Your Hand Back Up. Hold on with TWO hands. Unless catching absolutely ruined your tendons so you can hold on as long as it is up there but as soon as your arm fell you can't pick it up again.
She is yelling for castle not esposito who is Actually There
I already went over the voices, but this time I went over them with my little bro. Whose voice did they use when? Was it Dever trying to sound like castle?
The wedding ring!
Also y'all, if someone is falling, you do NOT have the weight to keep them up. You need to anchor yourself.
See the only reason ryan did not also fall was bc ppl were holding HIM.
Again good music
(also upon slowing it down you can see the uh.. consistency in grabbing someone falling. Have you ever done that bar trick where you get someone to catch a bill? They cannot do it. In fact, we did a similar thing in biology class. They cut & zoom in a little bit. They make ryan's sleeve into beckett's sleeve somehow.)
Castle is not here babe. It sounded like castle bc you were on the brink of death.
& gates there. She looks mad, not concerned that becks almost fell off a building
At least someone else's hand comes in there too to help her up.
& NOW beckett reaches up her other hand.
See? they have ryan & the other one down low holding up beckett & then there are also (at least) two others who are holding THEM up.
The thing is, ryan would probably be too low to pull her up, he was just holding her up. The other one helped by taking off some of the weight & pulling so that ryan could reposition himself & use his weight to pull her up.
You can see tho that she stops *there* once her elbows are on the ledge. It is hard to lift someone up. They would need to lift her up enough that she can do a pullup & get her elbows on the ledge. Then they probably grip her shoulders/upper arms to help her up while she pushes up with her arms & gets friction with her feet. Then she would roll onto the ground. & THEN she would stand up & they would be face-to-face. I would honestly like to try out smth like this (in a safe environment) to see how it works for myself rather than my logic limited experience. I want more exp.
Ryannnnnn!
(again with the lighting)
I mean yeah communication is important babes. I'm surprised she doesn't fire them.
Also esposito looks so saddddd.
VG: Don’t you “sir” me!
XD idk why I find that so funny
they don't even wear uniforms tho lol.
Girl don't resign. Don't do this you're emotional.
btw esposito in the t-shirt is great.
She looked at the badge so fondly there before resigning.
Ooooof alexis' speech over this ending? immaculate.
Wow I really feel that.
oof she looks back at the chair castle sits in hhhh
(btw they took esposito's gun but not the extra magazines he has on his belt.)
*Esposito walks angrily past Ryan and grabs his coat.*
KR, sitting on his desk after watching beckett leave & now watching esposito get going too: Javi… I had to.
*Esposito leaves without looking at Ryan.*
(& then beckett takes the elevator but not esposito??)
*Ryan throws a book across the bullpen.*
(which like...??? we often see emotion here but he yote a book. What did it hit? Where did it go?)
Ugh the rain & Her SwingsSet! I looove the swingset location in this show. I read a fic after this scene recently & it was p good. ( https://archiveofourown.org/works/3122723 )
What song is this btw?
Self is a construct. You are a person made of all the people you surround yourself with. When mum & I make the exact same noise of sympathy at the exact same time, you know she raised me. When I adopt a new word into my vocabulary from a character on a show. When I make my tea the way a past friend taught me. When my brother gets a new fidget or display of physicality...
She ends it with always instead of putting the always first shfaskjdfhsdjkfhsjhf this episode aaaaaaahhh
"in our hearts that will be with us,, always."
See? Adults are meant to play too. xbox is not just for preteen to teenaged boys.
Eeeee he puts the tassle On His Lamp!!
Don't delete it don't delete it don't delete it at least send it to her before deleting it or smth hsdjhskjdh
(at least he still has the recycling bin lol)
Knocking on the door, it has been like one minute since she called. She was probably calling to say "tell your doorman to let me in"
(fun fact, according to that set design bonus feature in new york, caskett live a 5-10min walk from one another.)
YOU
FINALLY THEY ARE KISSING WHY DID IT TAKE FOUR WHOLE SEASONS.
Sorry for what?
YOU DIDN'T CARE?
yes YES this is GREAT
& the MUSIC
& the lightning+thunder & the closing the door
& HER SCAR (but no surgery stars from when they cut her open to fix her heart lol)
Oohhhhhh it is not the end!!
Wow man looks way younger
NOOO MADDOX IS HERE IN SMITH'S PLACE AAAAH ON NO
Why is there an obsession over kate beckett? She is surely not the only enemy of Them.
& that's the end of the season!
Ok I started at 10, it is quarter to noon, it took me two hours to watch like 15 minutes of show. Holy moly.
I need to get all the clips & bonus features I want & then I'm good to send this back to the library.
#plot heavy#castle 4x23#castle 4x23 quote#castle 4x23 spoilers#castle s4 spoilers#the always episode
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Been spending some time at home vibing due to some stuff and I have access to my AG doll I've mentioned before. I lost access to the new outfits I got, so no photo shoot yet, buuut I did take some pics of her in her current outfit:
So the outfit is a preme baby outfit (premature baby outfit, mom always says pre me, but I'm not sure on spelling sorry) that I always loved putting on her (one of the best mom managed to get us). For those that can't see it the one piece outfit she's in says "I'm a little scaredy cat" With a skull and cross bones esque design with the skull replaced with a black cat head. The outfit is waay too big on the doll I had to roll up the sleeves 3 rolls to get them above her hands. I also brushed her hair with a barbie type brush (don't have the AG brush rn).
For those that like seeing the detail in the faces have a close up:
I had to use my phone's flash option to get the eyes to show, so sorry for the skin looking off. The eyes are pretty accurate, just a slight less vibrant green than this photo (more a grey green honestly). The eyes are supposed to eb a hazel, so it is what it is.
so yeah say hi to Little Me, or Little Mia since that name sounds nicer.
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I feel I am in a stalemate. He has shown me and told me that he's not going to try to improve himself or his relationships with me and ___ by seeing a therapist just once even, of course not ..bc there nothing wrong with him. He told me straight up, this is what I'm offering you, nothing more, if you don't like it then figure it out and leave.
Today is the 3 yr anniversary of finding out i can't have kids (naturally, realistically.) and I'm getting my period tmrw and I am struggling so bad with $ so bad my bank account is about to overdraft and I have nothing coming in to look forward to rn. Anyway today I cried and my body hurt and I developed tensions headache that turned into a migraine and I never had one before. It was so bad. And my back is fucked and I'm crying all emotional about everything. My grandma, ___’s baby pics that are lost from my drives suddenly -don't ask I can't talk about it but idk what or how it happened. I saw them not long ago and now everything from exactly Feb 'xx-May 'xx is GONE. I'm devastated to say the v least-, my baby I won't have, having to plan Christmas rn around how sad everyone is about my grandma...like they are allll fucked up in Ohio. I have to go see them. Bf is taking me and ___ for Xmas for 3 days. I told bf this evening .... (hang on I'm gonna c&p a twt I posted to I don't retype.. here..) I said "I am proud of myself for getting thru the past 2.5+ months bc it was grueling work everyday just staying alive… it was so heavy I just started blocking things out entirely the week before finals. But I made it. And I didn’t feel like I would/could.. (2/2) I told my bf exactly what I just posted and his response was to put his face into the back of the couch and start falling asleep until I made the bed for him to lay on w a pillow over his head. Nice. I am completely dumbfounded. I feel like I am an idiot… I am so publicly dumb."
He said that I said a lot and he didn't know what to say and I said that's fine and then he hasn't spoken to me since except to answer "no" when I ask if I said something wrong out there.
I just need more emotional support than he can even detect. How did I end up so entwined with someone so emotionally undeveloped? How did I not see? He tried to control me and I put my foot down and then he tried turning on ___ and I again put my foot down and told him that this isn't working and I will do what's best for ___. He told me that he's not changing his parenting or anything at all so if I don't like him then I need to decide on that. I do like him I just don't like certain things. Some that you can change, like parenting style. Others not as easily, like learning to feel compassion and how to hold space & grace in good faith. How to be there when someone is sad. How to silently be there but not ignore them. I think that I love him but I also think that I will always find myself unfulfilled and resentful that he cannot or will not be there for me emotionally. He no longer has the role of step parent. It probably seems mostly the same to ___ but bf doesn't make any decisions at all. I told him we need to agree or compromise and if no compromise can be had, then we default to what I want. He said no it's all you now. If it's all me then...we're putting on a show for ___. We aren't cohesive. He said he stands by his methods and is unwilling to change that or compromise, so he is like ..resigning? I need some real money and fast. I need a house for ___ and my cats and where I can get ___ a dog. I need a job that pays enough while I also finish school... I probably realistically need to go to the gym for real and stop eating carbs and processed food and get back into sex work. I can't dance cause of my back but I know how to make more money anyway. I can do it. I can do this. I can leave someone I love because they don't have the tools to be there for me in ways I need it most.
I don't need anyone else. I can make my own money. I can pay my own bills and fix my own teeth and maintain my own car.. I can.
#I can leave#leaving#relationship#eedee tumblr#eedeetwt#parenting#trauma#tw drugs#college#weight loss#sw#new era#i can do this#i can do anything#watch#narcissistic abuse#eedee#late twenties#old tumblr
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User daydreamingoncloud9 I owe you my eighth born (I'm in debt rn) for those pics TYYYYY LOOK AT MY BABY HAPPY W HIS BED, HIS BUDDY AND HIS BEST BOI 😭😭😭 IM THIS 👌 CLOSE TO GOING BACK TO LEARNING JAPANESE FOR THE SPINOFF RAWS LMAO
AND FRRR I think someone mentioned before that reonagi are so well-suited for each other on every aspect EXCEPT football, the only thing that bound them together in the first place and the literal sport of the sports manga they're in ;;; hopefully they start hanging out outside matches so even if they stop playing together on the field they'll still be chilling off it (maybe trading pointers in the dorms? General body training they do in manshine in a shared gym? Can Nagi pls let Reo finally play games on his phone since they don't have that much time off-field ;;;)
As for the "reonagi toxic >:0" mindset, suuuper long rant coming, idk if it's coherent but pls bear w me haha:
Ofc it's not black and white smhhh people who believe it is are either vv new to the fandom/new reonagi stans or just oversimplifying it to fit their own interpretations (aka Nagi antis who pin all the blame on him or Reo antis who call him a simp). Nagi and Reo's worth to each other + motivations vs how they show them are a complex topic (yea this thread is already hecca long bc of it lmao and it's just us gushing abt their recent developments) but at the same time,,,they're literally high schoolers who wanna play pro football in a place meant to challenge relationships!! Blue lock was built to produce selfish strikers who wanna score their own goals and partnerships like bachisagi or ryusae are only accepted by the conditions that they're either a strong rivalry (bachisagi my beloveds) or already selfish enough on their own that they literally can't score with anyone other than the other (shidou w/ sae). Partnerships like reonagi ("I'll reach the end with you, we do good alone but are better together") are the antithesis of blue lock itself, so ofc their relationship has its ups and downs, you can't just label them as toxic. Even though growing individually would be good for both of them,,,,they've had enough miscommunication and they're having fun dammit, my boys deserve to have fun playing the sport they love w the person who wants them to be their best 😭😭 they're in HIGH SCHOOL ffs, other people there are threatening to devour and kill each other 24/7, all reonagi had was "you're a pain" x3 "I was abandoned" which turned into personal growth anyway lmao it ain't that deep
Anyway!! In short, it's rlly rlly fun to discuss reonagi as a relationship (I do agree that they'd be better off as close friends who trade pointers or train together off field but don't actually rely on the other for everything on field, just on an individual growth standpoint it's way better for both of them) but what happened was neither of their faults!! Maybe I haven't had enough experience w toxicity but is it rlly toxic if both the people involved just didn't have the same thought process on the same events and acted accordingly ☠️ bc that's what happened w them lmao
+1 to trusting kaneshiro-sensei 😭 since Nagi's his favorite character and Reo is vvv important to his character arc I rlly hope they get a satisfying conclusion
Yk usually, stalking reonagi/nagireo twt is bad for my mental health bc everyone either hates Nagi or wants them to break up (again)
BUT NOT TODAY OMGGGG EPISODE NAGI CHAPTER 8 RAWS RELEASED N I ONLY FOUND OUT BC OF THE TWT TRANSLATORS AND!!!! GUYS!!!!!!
Spoilers for Episode: Nagi chapter 8!!!
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BAROU MADE REO FALL AND NAGI CAUGHT HIM!!!!! WITH ONE ARM!!!!!!!!
THE TRANSLATION IS NAGI SAYING "I'm not his slave, I'm reo's partner" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCREAMING CRYING PUNCHING AIR THIS IS EVERYTHING I NEEDED THANK YOU MANGAKA TY TWT USER @/_mangaotaku 😭😭😭😭
#blue lock#bllk spoilers#mikage reo#nagi seishiro#reonagi#nagireo#TYSM FOR THE LINK <3333#and the discussion it made my day to rant abt them haha#maybe ill finish writing a fic for them to get rid of all the brainworms
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