#I don’t want to see it thx 👍

[latelyaliens]

[m4sonn]

*ೃ༄ Dally smut imagine˚◞♡ ⃗

(Thx to @peachyponyboyy for helping me a bit with this, honestly I wrote this a while ago and I’m a bit embarrassed abt it so just be nice 😥😣)

A soc and a grease, who would’ve thought…? Especially two boys. It was unheard of at the time!! (Scandalous 🤯) You two weren’t really public about it, though Dallas was convinced that if you two got jumped for being gay he could take ‘em (his words not yours, but he probably could). He always wanted to show you off, you were opposed to the idea. The only people who knew of the two of you were his friends (the greaser gang) and your dad (great dad for once in a fic 👍👍). They surprisingly all accepted you guys. Your dad went on business trips a lot, being out of the house for a while.

You and Dallas had been hanging out in your room, you had invited him over to hangout and watch a movie, you guys were planning to just have an innocent little sleepover, or that’s what you thought, he had slightly different motivations. You smiled as you heard a knock on the door, rushing over to go answer it. As soon as you opened it Dallas pulled you into a big hug, pulling your lips into a loving kiss, you disconnected your lips from his after a few seconds. “Dal… someone’s gonna see us…” you murmured out nervously as you looked around to see if anyone was outside. “Aw don’t sweat it doll face. C'mon let’s just go inside

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It was now 11:30 at night, it had been around lunchtime when Dallas first arrived at your house. You were in bed, cuddled up to him. He laid on his back as you rested your head on his chest, his arm wrapped gently around your waist. You guys silently watched your movie, enjoying each other’s embrace. His thumb absentmindedly rubbed up and down in a gentle and steady rhythm.

You feel a warm calloused hand snake slightly into your pants, it rested in the same spot as it was in before just under your pants. You look at Dallas from the corner of your eye. He gave you his signature grin. “What? ‘M just trying to explore you” he said with his usual cocky smirk, he looked at you to confirm if you wanted to continue. You just nodded in approval. With one motion he had sat up and lifted you into his lap, you let out a slight squeal. “Awww… did I scare you, cutie?” “Oh shut up…” you murmured out

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Dallas Let out a soft groan “mmm… yeahhh… just like that…'' his grip on your hair tightened slightly as he forced your throat down more into his lap. You gently gagged as his length hit the back of your throat, your room was consumed with the sounds of slurps, chokes, and gags. you didn’t mind his strong hands pulling your hair, you enjoyed having him to guide you since you weren’t very experienced, hell you had just gotten out of the habit of using teeth.. He started to pull your hair harder, moving your throat faster and harder, forcing your head more down. This took you slightly by surprise as you gently held onto his thigh. “Fuuuckkkk… dollface…” he groaned out. “Hmm… I’m close doll… ohh…” with that he shoved your head farther down and released his warm white liquid down your throat. He let go of your hair and you jerk your head back and choke slightly.

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You laid in bed, your face resting in a pillow on the bed.Your hands gently rested on the sheets below you. Dallas’s hands slid up and down your shirt to feel your soft skin and to make you shiver, your shirt was the only thing you had on still. You feel one of his hands snake down to your waist then to one of your ass cheeks, he grabbed it and then separated from the other “hmm look at this view~ ain’t nothin’ better than this~” he said while smirking down at you. “You ready, pretty boy?” You simply nodded your head in response.

Dallas put some lube on his fingers, slipping one easily into your hole. “Mmmg…” you gently hummed out as he started to move his finger in and out. He soon slipped a second then a third one in. His fingers were real’ thick and just those already had you basically screaming, Dallas was a lot more experienced than you with this stuff and he was pretty damn good at his craft. His digits moved around as if they were searching for something, you assumed he was looking for your prostate so you moved a bit to make it easier for him. Dallas looked at you with a raised eyebrow. “Uncomfortable?” “Oh, no, I just thought you were trying to get to my prostate…” you murmured out embarrassedly “I know where your prostate is,” he said with a half scoff half giggle “I was just teasing you”

He suddenly moved his fingers and hit that spot that made you see stars, your back arches and you scream out in pleasure. He gave his normal cocky chuckle as he kept moving his digits into that specific area, you were basically seeing stars at this point. He suddenly slid his fingers out with a smirk, you looked up at him with a whimper. “W-why’d you stop…?” You barely managed to sputter out. “Awh, doll face I’m not letting you come that easily…” he said with a smirk. He gently tapped your left ass cheek twice “now let’s get to the fun part, shall we, pretty boy?”

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He slowly slid his length into you, your eyes widen and you let out a soft whimper, your hands clenching to the sheets below you so hard that your knuckles turned white. You’ve only ever really used your fingers and never done it with anyone else before, and he was a lot bigger than just a finger or two of yours.. “Awww, can’t take it? Is it too much already, doll?~” he cooed out to you. You would’ve said a smartass response but he shoved the rest of his length into you which forced you to let out a scream. “Hnghh…. D-Dal i-it hurts….” “Mmh.. I know, I know, it’ll feel better after you get used to it I swear m’love…” As he started his gentle thrusting the pain faded into pleasure. He started to thrust harder and harder, earning louder moans from you each time. He chuckled as he watched your back, your back, back of your neck, and the tips of your ears plagued with a red blush. “You like that pretty boy?~” Dallas said as he pressed his chests again your back and pressed his mouth up against your ear. You sputtered out a soft “m-m!. y-yes” in between loud moans. He moved one hand from your waist and to your ass cheek. He let out a few soft groans as he continued thrusting. “You’ve got such a nice ass, darlin’.” You let out a soft whine and glared at him in response. He chuckled and peppered gently kissed all over the back of your neck and ears, enjoying the small moans he received in response.

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You felt like everything was melting your eyes rolling back into your skull as your toes curled. “Mgghh… your face is so pretty when you’re all fucked out” he said with a sly grin as he mercilessly rammed himself into you over and over again. You had moved to lay on your back a bit ago to make it more comfortable for the both of you, a pillow under your lower back to make it more comfortable for you. You tried to squirm but he pushed your wrists more into the sheets and held your waist a bit tighter. “Stay still pretty boy” he cooed out at you as you just muled out loud moans. “I-I’m- ahhhnnnnn!!! I-I’m gonna commmmeeee~” you barely managed to moan through his harsh thrusts. “Go ahead, I’m close too~” he hummed out, continuing to ram into you. After a while his thrusts got sloppy, his hips stuttering as he continued to slam into you. You soon reached your peak, your head tilting up as you released, him releasing soon after.

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“You’re real’ cute, yknow.” He gently hummed out to you, you guys had finished cleaning up a bit earlier, taken showers, replacing the sheets, and getting clothes on. He did most of the work of course since your legs were basically numb. You guys cuddled up together just like you had been before. You guys had a movie on but he was watching a little more than you since you were both half asleep, you a lot more than him. “G’night, doll face” he said softly before gently kissing your forehead. You mumbled out a small goodnight before falling asleep on him.

[mythicalmagical-monkeyman]

Lore post about Villain Mateo/ VM au for @dream-bandit :D 👍👍 thx for being curious/letting me ramble :3

pt. 2

Ima start with Nightmare King’s changed lore bc Migo’s lore is muy importante for this

So it starts the same: Lunia makes Migo and all that jazz but it changes slightly when the reason Lunia starts spending time away from him is because she has a kid (yeah Logan = Lunia’s kid batshittery continues lol) so blah blah he gets bitter and when Lunia brings little Logan to Castle Nocturnia for the first time Migo straight up just attacks him. Lunia gets pissed and kicks Migo out of the Castle and sends him to the time out corner (really just a rock floating out in dream space) and then slowly Migo’s own anger and sadness from seemingly being replaced (+ some other stuff/miscommunication) corrupt him and the Dream world around him turning him into the Nightmare King and the stuff around him into the Grim Realm. And this is where Night Hunter comes in. Night Hunter’s just been chilling, he’s got Hannah and Zoey (both of whom he loves very much) and a decently high ranking job at the Night Bureau. This all goes down the drain though when Hannah gets hurt on a Night Bureau mission, gets sick, and passes away. Night Hunter gets hella pissed at the Night Bureau because it was their fault Hannah hurt and they did nothing to keep her from dying so he turns on them. He generally just makes the Night Bureau‘s job trickery for the next little bit until the day he finally stumbles across the Grim Realm and realizes just how powerful The Nightmare King is. The two then starting coming up with their master plan to get everything they’ve ever wanted; they’re going to utilize the true power of the dream world by locking dreamers deep within their minds to siphon out dreamers ability to alter the Dream world so that they can make an entirely different Dream world that’s more akinned to a Lucid Dreaming world. This would make it so that the two of them could basically create Dream versions of Lunia and Hannah so that they can live happily ever after with them the way they want. Of course because her dad starts spending a bunch of time working with the Nightmare King, Zoey is somewhat abandoned so she goes to live with her bestie, Miya, but then they have their falling out so Zoey calls her aunt and goes to live with her in Brooklyn. (I should note though that Night Hunter and Dream Bandit both don’t know the other’s identity)

And finally we come to Mateo lol. The Garcia family’s inciting incident that makes them stray from how they are in canon is that instead of Mrs. G just leaving the parents get a full on divorce that ends with Izzie and Mateo being split up. Mateo goes with their mom and Izzie stays with their dad. Unfortunately of course Izzie is a bit to young to remember most of this, including her brother’s best friend. Additional Mateo also starts being homeschooled which puts a strain on Cooper and his friendship because Mateo also moves further away. Mrs. G also refuses to even talk to Mr. G so the siblings go from only seeing each other on holidays to basically never seeing each other period. Very tragic 😔. Anyways at some point Mateo’s aware dreamer-ness kicks in and he happens to meet up with Zoey in the Dream world where, very slowly, they become friends. Night Hunter ruins this of course. He sees Mateo’s potential, especially since Mateo brings Z-Blob into existence ever night, so Night Hunter begins to start being a Shady Mentor ™️ for Mateo and manipulating him into believing that himself and the Nightmare King are the only ones who think he’s special, and cool, and talented and that Zoey just wants to use his skills to help her defeat Night Hunter & Nightmare King. Eventually this all topples over and Mateo ends up betraying Zoey. Zoey of course is really hurt by this and Miya’s betrayal so Zoey becomes even more of a lone Wolf than before and swears off trusting anyone ever again. Once Night Hunter gets Mateo on his side he takes Mateo to the Grim Realm where he fills Mateo in on their plan. Mateo of course is equal parts horrifyed as he is kind of intrigued by their plan (a world where everything could be how he wants? No bullies, no divorced parents? Hey sign him up if you find out a way to do that without capturing and imprisoning hundreds of dreamers) but after a bit of mind meddling from Nightmare King, Mateo quickly joins the bad side.

Now that the pair have Mateo on their side Nightmare King uses Mateo to track down Castle Nocturnia (bc Nightmare King and Night Hunter can’t find it as traitors to the Night Bureau but bc Mateo is a regular “Dream chaser” that hasn’t labelled a traitor yet he can) so the Nightmare King and his army roll up to the Castle and take it over, killing Lunia in process and leading to Mr. Oz/Albert to have to take Logan and go on the run. Due to the chaos of the battle Lunia’s hourglass falls into the hands of Mummy Guy who does his best to keep it from the Nightmare King’s hands. Mummy guy however is forced to teleport into the waking world when he gets into a fight with Night Hunter who shoots him with a corruption arrow. Mummy Guy of course fucks up his teleportation and appears under Cooper’s bed, so before turning into a Night Terror he gives the hourglass to Cooper (who’s been awake all night working on a model car) and then Mummy Guy gets turned into a Night Terror but disintegrates from the light from Cooper’s lamp. This of course leaves Cooper with the task to protect Lunia’s hourglass but unfortunately for him that means he’s about to be put on the hit list of basically every major force in the Dream world.

[platinumrosetail]

Thxs for responding!!

Could I request a Ethari x Runaan x Male reader?

Perhaps Reader could be immortal and get his head chopped off by someone, and ofc since he’s immortal he would just reattach it. I’m curious on how you think Runaan and Ethari would react to this!

(This is my first time ever requesting something, so I apologize if I did something wrong)

Ooooh, interesting and funny, also no you’re fine don’t worry 👍.

Characters: runaan, ethari.

Warning: noob author, male reader, mention of head getting chopped off, and others.

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You were the husband to tunaan and ethari, you didn’t know how you got in the relationship with the two as it just happened but you weren’t complaining at all as you love the two and they too love you the same as well

(I couldn’t think of how you three met as the fever I had recently kinda still fogged my head plus I didn’t really have any good ideas either 😅 sorry but hey yall can pick out how you three met I guess)

You were talking to some elves, at first they were on guard of you because you’re new/human (I didn’t know which species you wanted the reader so I tried to leave it optional 😅) but you were able to lower their guards and become friends with them.

The thing you were talking about was your adventures before settling down with runaan and ethari, and how you were immortal cause of a mishap on one of those adventures of yours.

The elves didn’t believe you and wanted you to give a demonstration on how you’re immortal by taking a weapon to the neck.

Ethari and runaan was coming to get you for supper only to see you getting your head chopped off like a criminal on a guillotine making them freak out on their comrades killing their husband for no reason that their aware of.

Though they were stopped dead in their tracks when your headless body got up went to your head and put it back where it rightfully belongs.

Ethari was stuttering and runaan was looking stunned, you had to explain that you became immortal and can reattach your limb if it was to be cut off after one of your adventures before you met them. You would’ve told them sooner but you kept on forgetting to, ethari scolded you for scaring him and runaan; who said he wasn’t scared but you two beg to differ, about you and to only do that when necessary which best be important and not to show people that your immortal.

(A/n: hope y’all like it!! I had a bit of a fever in the middle so I kinda couldn’t get to finish it until now so yea 😅. Anyway hope y’all have a wonderful day/evening/night!!)

[pinkkittysaw]

HI I DON’T WANT TO PUT ALL OF THE EMOJIS BUT I WANT TO KNOW ALL OF THEM FOR YOUR ASK GAME THX 🤝

MY DEAREST SAINT ty for giving me the space to be mentally ill about my beloved(s)

i’m answering these for clive since i’m the most mentally ill about him right now 👁️👁️

answers will be under the cut due to length (and some embarrassment)

🥺: how long have you two been together?

about four to five years or so

❤️: any talk of marriage?

not in any official capacity. though vows may have been whispered to each other on a particularly romantic evening. our souls are both intertwined for the rest of eternity ^_^

🕊️: any pets?

TORGAL!!!!!!! the most loyal and fluffy hound in all of valisthea. so warm and cuddly. such a good boy. i enjoy feeding him lots of treats. clive’s heart always aches seeing the two of us snuggled up together napping.

i also have a habit of caring for any strays that wander about

🫂: do you two live together?

yes!

💌: if yes to the last question - how long?

technically we’ve been living in the same place together since he arrived to the hideaway but we didn’t start sharing chambers together til a short while after we starting dating.

💭: where did you two meet?

the infirmary 😭 i was working as an apprentice under tarja at the time and aided in tending to jill when cid brought her in.

after completing my training i started going on assignments as a healer and would often join clive n co. 😌

🥰: have you met their family? have they met yours?

i have!!! i’ve met joshua, jill, his uncle and his mother (unfortunately). did not get to meet his father before his passing, sadly (RIP TO A DILF 😔)

i simply do not have living family in most of my selfships 😭😭 so he has not met any of my relatives

😜: who is the silly one who jokes and laughs a lot?

definitely me 😔 it’s always 50/50 on whether my jokes hit or not.

clive is funny but it’s always unintentional (whereas i’ll put in effort to make people laugh) he’ll do or say something and get a giggle out of me and be like ???

😯: have you two ever taken a road trip/vacation?

not intentionally. we’ve traveled lots of places but never for leisure because we’re both such busy bees. if we’re both not out on assignments we’re usually still working. i spend most of my time in the infirmary than not.

that being said, i do make note of all the scenic places we visit to bookmark them for when more peaceful times come. the first place i’d want us to go to together is the sea. i feel the most at peace there.

😠: what’s the worst fight you’ve had?

we both have a habit of running into danger especially when the other’s life is at stake heh heh i’d say the worst outburst was during one particular scare clive gave me with his injuries.

after patching him up i became sort of passive aggressive towards him and when he calls me out on it i kind of blow up about how he can be really reckless sometimes, that i understand the importance of destroying the mother crystals but his safety will always be most important to me (as selfish as it is) and it ends up with me sobbing in his arms crying about how if anything ever happened to him i don’t know if i could go on.

obviously he’s very powerful but i can’t help but worry!!!!!!

navigating our relationship with our joint trauma sure has been interesting 👍

🤑: who has the worst spending habit?

me 😔

clive is a man of necessity for the most part and while i’m not reckless per-say, if i’m out and have the money to buy a little trinket i probably will 😭

❤️‍🔥: how does your love languages differ?

tbh i don’t know which love language of mine is the one that i need most so honestly idk!!! 😭 i am the most greedy for love angel throughout the heavens

imo, clive is big on words of affirmation. gentle reminders that he’s not actually the big bad monster he often thinks he is. just sticking by him throughout everything means a lot.

😽: who likes pda?

we both do! though clive is more reserved than i. i kinda get in fits where i’m overwhelmed with energy and need to melt into him like butter and crawl all over him. there’s no containing me at that point.

though most of the time in public it’s just me holding him from behind or hugs. his embrace is always really comforting and calming and he always indulges me ^_^

though he won’t initiate kisses in front of others cause it makes him embarrassed. i’m always the one pressing a chaste kiss to his lips after finishing up in the dining hall, leaving him in his flustered state with the rest of our dining companions.

🛏️: who stays up late? goes to bed early?

depends on the day tbh. i’m the one who usually tries to go to sleep early, since i love mornings. sometimes we’re both up late working, or plagued with thoughts of the past. i usually fall asleep before he does regardless of what time it is while he keeps a watchful eye over my sleeping form.

😘: any pet names they call you? you call them?

clive and i are both chronic calling each other by their name type people 😭

but in more intimate settings, he’ll call me angel and i’ll let a baby or two slip out

👄: talk about your first or best kiss thus far

first kiss!! first kiss!!!

okay so it wasn’t long before we started dating. he had gotten injured while he was out and had to visit the infirmary. tarja wasn’t in and i was the only one running things. he had a few gashes that needed to be stitched as well as a few abrasions.

after 13 long years of fighting, i was the first gentle and “loving” touch he had. we’d friends for a short while at that point, some mutual pining going on though neither of us were acting on it.

at that point he was still in the mentality of not thinking he was deserving of any kindness due to what happened in his past. so when i come around gently stitching up his and tending to his other wounds, he’s taken aback. plus i may have been chastising him on being more careful cause there’s people around the hideaway (me) who worry for his safety and bla bla bla.

basically he gets overwhelmed with feeling and doesn’t know how to deal with it other than pulling me for a kiss. (mid stitch mind you!!! he was lucky no further damage was caused)

🖼️: who decorates the house?

both our stuff is has a place in our chambers but i’m the one who decides what goes where

[live-laugh-loverpool]

Ex-Arsenal Players Group Chat

Random idea that appeared in my head lol. For all Arsenal fans thinking of the ex-players, this is it.

Matteo🕺✨: Greetings humans!

Laca: why do I have a bad feeling about this

Batman: Why am I even in here I'm not at Arsenal anymore

Sead: This is EX-Arsenal players group chat, idiot

Laca: Don’t call Pierre an idiot 🙁

Batman: Thx bro

Laca: Only I can call you an idiot

Nuno: I’m still TECHNICALLY a Arsenal player

Matteo🕺✨: Not with Artichoke around

Sead: Don’t you mean Arteta?

Matteo🕺✨: I call him that

Emery: Good evening

Matteo🕺✨: EMERY

Laca: Hey ex-boss 👋 What are you doing here?

Matteo🕺✨: Only he and I know 😏

The Ox: this is ridiculous

The Ox: Some of us have moved on and you bring us back to the days of Europa League?

Laca: The way Liverpool are playing, you may be reacquainted with Europa League faster than you think

Batman: Don’t worry, Ox—some of us may not be in Europe at all this year

Sead: I’m not shocked 😣

Matteo🕺✨: I’d rather skip Europe than stay with Tudor

Nuno: Agreed

Nuno: The guy couldn’t put out a winning XI if you paid him

Matteo🕺✨: 🙄 Nuno they literally DO pay him to put out a winning XI

Batman: And he STILL gets paid?

Bernd: What a miracle

Willian: OI HOMBRES

David: You called, Willi?

Willian: OMG DAVID I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU BEING ALL ALONE

Matteo🕺✨: This just as well may turn into the “David and Willian reunion chat”

Bernd: How’s Chelsea, Pierre?

Batman: 😡 MUST WE DISCUSS THAT

Bernd: Alright, moving on 🙄 How’s Lyon, Laca?

Laca: Eight in Ligue 1

Laca: And Dejan’s here now

The Ox: Dejan’s with you?

The Ox: WHY isn’t he here now?

David: Because he didn’t play at Arsenal

Petr: Hello guys 🙂

Laca: PETR CECH

David: AT LAST, A BRAIN CELL

Petr: 😣 Have things really gotten that bad since I left Arsenal?

Matteo🕺✨: YES

Bernd: YES

Willian: MALDITO SIU

Batman: You don’t know HALF of it

Emery: Pierre, Arsenal are literally above Chelsea in the Premier League table

Bernd: Emery, they’re above everybody in the Premier League table

Petr: Amen

Willian: Fulham is pretty good. At least I can get in the starting XI there

Matteo🕺✨: OUCH

Nuno: So how long will it take Tudor to offload Eric?

Matteo🕺✨: MUST WE BRING THAT UP?!

Matteo🕺✨: My dad taught karate but yeesh 😡 😳 did Eric have to do that?

Bernd: I’m surprised you didn’t put out an army of anger emojis

Matteo🕺✨: Bernd, Laca and Pierre are here

Matteo🕺✨: I’m on my best behavior

The Ox: THIS is your best behavior?!

Matteo🕺✨: You’re one to talk, Alex Oxlaide-Chamberlain

The Ox: My teammates do the crap, not me

Petr: I’m RIGHT HERE you know

The Ox: DAMNIT

The Ox: 😳

Matteo🕺✨: See? Best behavior

Sead: The Maupay incident was your best behavior?!

Matteo🕺✨: SEAD COME ON

Matteo🕺✨: The filthy animal wanted to assassinate Bernd

Bernd: Verdammte right 👍

Laca: Hell yeah

Batman: FIGHT HIM

Willian: I’LL GET THE BAZOOKAS

David: I’LL GET THE CANNONS

The Ox: I’LL GET KLOPP

Petr: We literally have nuclear weapons 🙄 😒

Petr: And Ox are you kidding me?

The Ox: You haven’t seen unhinged Klopp enough times yet

Petr: I saw him plenty of times, thank you

Willian: Is the battle still on?

Laca: Hell yes

Petr: DACA there are CHILDREN here

Batman: Like who?

Petr: Like Matteo and Nuno

Matteo🕺✨: I’ve been through an attack on Dimitri, a Nice game and a World Cup and I’m still a kid?

Laca: You’re our kid

Matteo🕺✨: Glad to see somebody has my back 💙

Emery: I have your back too

Emery: Just come to Aston Villa

Matteo🕺✨: And reunite with Emi? Diablo no

Nuno: I thought you liked him back at Arsenal

Matteo🕺✨: Have you had your eyes closed during the past month?!

Batman: He took his Golden Glove trophy and—

Laca: PIERRE THERE ARE MINORS HERE

Willian: AND THERE ARE ALSO PEOPLE WHO WOULD LIKE TO PRESERVE THEIR DIGNITY

David: 👍

Sead: NO

The ALex: JUST NO

Petr: You’re shaming all the goalkeepers in the world!!!!

The Ox: The goalies wouldn’t come outside wearing their gloves for days

Laca: The boss won’t like this, Pierre

The Ox: Neither will mine

Matteo🕺✨: Even Tudor has standards

Nuno: You’re right

Laca: Even Mikel has standards

Matteo🕺✨: We don’t get along too much, but you’re right Laca

Matteo🕺✨: He won’t do what Emi did

Petr: Enough about that, everybody

The Ox: Face it Petr, once we bring it up we’re never going to stop talking about it

Petr: Unless I do something about it

(PETR has closed the chat and deleted the chatroom.)

[i0-0na]

Entry 6: First Week

Date: 08.04.2024

A week finally completed!! I spent some time to myself, and it feels like the dust setting in and things have fallen into place. To be honest, I did start feeling a little homesick at this point and I was feeling kind of lonely. Whenever I went outside, I don’t know why but I felt as if people were staring at me (not everyone, but it definitely felt like it).

Thankfully one of my closest friends in uni was also going on the same student exchange programme as me (Dom). He arrived on 2nd April 2024, so we decided to meet in Akihabara the next day. I was so happy to see him because it meant that I now had a friend near to me. When we met up, we went around visiting multiple stores, we literally tired ourselves out so much lol.

Before the day ended, we decided to find somewhere to eat. The café we decided to eat at just so happened to be the one me and my mum ate at all those years ago, when I was just 12 years old, on my first ever trip to Japan. The food was good I had a hibiscus tea and I think I ordered the same food order as my mum all those years ago, matcha cake. Very tasty. Dom order Spaghetti.

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The next day was when we were meeting the student exchange team, and other exchange students for the first time. To be honest I was quite excited to meet everyone in person! One of the students in the year above me who went on student exchange the year before to Tokyo, told me about how much she loved it and the people she met there so needless to say I was also a little hyped 😼.

It was a good meeting overall, we got a tour of the campus and then introduced ourselves to each other, then exchanged phone numbers and Instagram’s. In total, including myself, there was a total of 8 people on the student exchange, so far at least. Apparently, they said there were some arriving later so~

Afterwards some of us (on the course) were brought to the animation department and I was introduced to some of the core members of staff, including a graduate student called Stephen who was going to help translate all of our lectures for us (thx Stephen~). We had to take photos as well and for some reason I could not stop laughing ꉂ(≧▽≦) . Each time I went to smile I felt my face uncontrollably twitching to release the giggles which were caged inside my mouth.  The laughter spread to everyone in the room, so ridiculous ahahaha, I’m chuckling as I type even hahaha!! The reason for the slight chaos, was because as we did the group poses, I just kept alternating between ✌️ and 👍 gestures, and because of my iconic nature everyone decided to follow suit. It became quite comical. There were two other exchange students who would be studying animation with me, Dom and Matthijs.

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With the induction day over, there was only one major thing for me to do now is to get registered at my local government office. It took a couple days to do this because, to be honest, I got lost trying to find the building… When I did though, I had to come in the next day to get my stuff printed, because they couldn’t print stuff on Sundays. I did all the filing for the documents on the day I was there anyways, so it was a quick process the next day! If you live in Japan, you need to get registered with 14 days of your arrival otherwise you could be faced with deportation (๑ ˊ͈ ᐞ ˋ͈ )” . Later that day, after the government office I wanted to explore more of the Hachioji prefecture, which was good because I found a Don Quijote. It’s like this store which sells everything, I’m being honest it literally sells like everything. From toys, to alcohol, lawn mowers, food, clothes, Vivienne Westwood and other designer brands, I literally could go on forever lol. What I found though were these really popular lashes in the gyaru community called Dolly Wink, it was super cuttteeee!!

As a final point Sakura season was kind of late in Japan, so it was supposed to finish its blossoming before I arrived but thankfully its just started to blossom now! Its so pretty (sparkles) It reminds me of home in a way. On my path to primary/high school there is the road I take full of cherry blossom on both sides and each time it turned spring I felt like I was in a shoujou or high school anime lol

Either way that’s all for now, I’m so excited to actually start uni! Oh and another thing, university here is kind of similar to American unis, from what I heard in America you have to sign up to all your classes you want/need to attend, otherwise if you don’t, you end up spending a year under the course but taking 0 lessons. It seems it’s the same concept in Japan as well. Scary~ So I’ve been given a list of classes to sign up to so I’m going to think about what classes I want to do.

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I hope the workload will be okay though lololol.

Bbyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

-Iona

Song Listening to: if u think i’m pretty – Artemas

[linorangge]

Lee Know as Your Boyfriend ! <3

(keep in mind this is a head canon !) requested by anon 

how you met: 

- minho still liked to attend and give dance lessons every now and then despite already being well versed in his area of expertise

- your first time at the studio happened to be during one of the few lessons he was giving

- you immediately found him v attractive but tried to be focused during the lesson

- after the lesson was over you got the guts to talk to him and ask him for tips

- he was v professional and completely genuine in the advice he was giving u

- like a month went by where you didn’t see him again

- and when u did you asked him for advice on footwork

- he asked if u were new to dancing since he remembered u from last time

- “yes”

- “oh wow I couldn’t tell haha”

- big ego booster on your end lol

- he taught u a few moves and then u guys attended a lesson that was going on at the time

- over time he started to attend the studio more and more often

- u thought maybe because his passion for dancing had grew

- his passion was never-ending, he mostly went to see you

- he taught you the choreo to maniac within the span of a few weeks

- over that time u rlly started hitting it off

- so much that u began to hang out outside of the studio and dancing

- u got to know his personality which u grew fond of 

- u guys went to lots of street food places

- bro was trying so hard to put u on tteokbokki 

- you were v sure he didn’t feel the same 

- until he popped the question out of the blue

- “we should go on a date”

- “HUH”

- “we don't have to if ur not interested”

- “nono! im interested”

- a day was set

- and after a few more dates

- he asked you to be his girlfriend at a book store in samseong-dong

lee know as your boyfriend:

- lots of playful teasing

- loves to annoy you

- it’s hard to stay mad at him when he annoys u enough

- he loves making you laugh until you cry

- loves seeing you smile

- he’ll do literally ANYTHING to make you happy

- very passionate about your relationship

- he’s not v expressive thru his words

- still v affectionate 

- gives tight hugs especially when he greets u

- kisses ur hair a lot?

- he has the tendency to push ur hair behind ur ears when ur talking

- uses pics of soonie doongie and dori as reaction pics when u text

- such a hard ass emoji user pls

- “im gonna pick up lunch 🍱 do u want anything ? 😘😋”

- “no thx babe enjoy ur meal :)”

- “ok 👍 love u bebi ❤️🫂”

- AUGHHHH minho best bf

- pet names…. baby(or bebi/bb), honey, bun

- the type to pull up to ur place randomly

- if u were to give him a key he’d let himself in and just chill there until u got home

- so unserious jfc

- when u need him to be tho he’ll straighten up

- when u need to sit down and talk he’ll be so attentive

- will give u his full 100% attention if u ask for it

- strokes the back of ur hand when ur feeling nervous

- omg pda…

- not v into it

- most is the reg hand holding and subtle hugging

- in private… back hugs r often his fav excuse to be constantly touching u

- for sure the clingy boyfriend in priv

- ass slaps ofc

- not even subtle either

- literally winds it up and makes a show of it

- at some point u got so used to it you just let him instead of dodging

- skz think ur v much his perfect much

- when u go out with minho and the members it’s like the energy in the room is somehow heightened

- they see the way he’s become slower to anger/irritate

- he’s more tolerant

- skz love him either way but you walking into his life was for sure a plus

the first time i love you was said:

- you said it first

- you went on a week trip to a fishing resort with his parents and him

- in short u left a good impression

- on the last two days of the trip u went back to minho’s childhood home to meet soonie doongie and dori

- minho and u were playing w them

- giving treats, playing with them, showing off tricks

- soonie was half asleep in your lap, and u were stroking his fur

- lino was putting on a show of holding dori and pretending to talk to u thru her

- “ur so pretty y/n”

- and then lino turned dori to face him

- “i totally agree dori ur so right”

- u laughed softly before saying it

- “i love you”

- and he turned to you kinda surprised

- “me or her?” (in reference to dori)

- “you, dummy”

- “oh… i love you too baby :)”

- and then he put dori down and leaned in to give u a long kiss

- this might be extra long

- but it’s bc he’s my bias (like no one could tell)

- almost all the members have been requested :)

- thx for the asks, i’ll get to them when i can :)

- luv u bye

[ava-of-shenanigans]

Hey, I saw you deleted your comments off my post about Seward and I just wanted to let you know that I did value and appreciate your input.

I know I didn’t reply but to be completely honest I was in the car on a road trip irl and really tired and couldn’t figure out how to respond to something so clearly heartfelt and thought-out. My body wanted me to just write “k thx 👍” and be done but I knew in my brain that it deserved a thoughtful reply and so I decided to wait until I had more energy.

But then I went to reply just now and ✨lo and behold✨ it was gone. So I just wanted to let you know you’re not cringe, (in case that’s why you did it, I know there’s other reasons you might have) and to reply to you now (which is actually better since asks don’t have a character limit and I’m incapable of saying things concisely.)

Medical malpractice, especially in psych, is a huge and horrible problem that is bigger than any one person (or fictional character) and I’m really, really sorry that it happened to you. I’ve been incredibly lucky to have had nothing but positive experiences in my trips in and out of the psych system. But I’m rich and I’m white and my mom is a doctor and I know that my experiences are not the majority.

I want you to know that I don’t respect Seward as a character, and I don’t think he’s kind, and I don’t condone his actions. I think you’re right in saying that he’s not like “prevented from being the good kind cinnamon roll that he really is” by his contemporaries, and that he’d be a morally gray character in any context.

But at the same time, I personally really relate to him. (I think that was evident enough from my original post lol.) I relate to feeling like you’re broken, and going to lengths to clinically understand yourself. I relate to feeling like you must be mad. I relate to feeling like there’s something wrong with you that nobody can see, and wanting them so badly to see it but at the same time never wanting anyone to know. I relate to being put in positions of power, to being “gifted,” to being “attractive,” and to feeling like you’re not the right person to be doing this.

I even relate to the bad parts of him - the low empathy, the way he takes out his disappointment about Lucy’s proposal out by intentionally inducing distress in Renfield, and then writing so clinically about it later. I fear and hate those parts of myself, and reading about Seward doesn’t make me more likely to indulge them. On the contrary, it makes me look at them more critically. It makes me say, “oh look, I’m not uniquely horrible for having this thing inside of me. There are other people like me, and here’s an example of what not to do about it.” If I were to continue to bury it and beat myself up about it in secret, it would be a lot easier and feel a lot better when I get the opportunity to let it out. But knowing that I’m not alone holds me accountable.

And yet I don’t want that projection to be a rose-tinted lens. I did think that Seward was…a lot kinder than he evidently turns out to be. And that’s because, (to be completely objective godIhatesayinggoodthingsaboutmyself,) I’m a fairly kind person, and I relate to his position being in authority over people he knows he’s not that different from. But I try to be critical of myself while still liking myself, and that absolutely carries over into how I read books.

I understand not being able to like Seward because of personal trauma. But I want you to know that I’m not trying to undermine what Renfield and you and everyone who’s gone through medical abuse at the hands of someone like Seward has experienced just because I like the man and I think he’s autistic. He sucks and I’m extremely critical of him and I cannot WAIT to cyberbully the everliving shit out of him, and I’m grateful to you for letting me know that he’s not as good as I thought he was. I have trouble changing my internalized perceptions even in the face of evidence, and otherwise I might have been as convinced of his kindness as he evidently is that vampires aren’t real.

Along that vein, it does sounds like he gets worse. But it also sounds like I’m only going to relate to him more.

I don’t think there’s more I can say without rambling or repeating myself, but thank you for letting me know about the “mad doctor” notes and the trope subversion. I’ve tried writing this sentence several times with some bullshit about how it’s going to “enhance my reading experience” or “deepen my understanding” but the truth is that nothing can convey my feelings on the matter better than the following:

👀👀👀 HEWWO??? 😳😳😳 sLURPSLURP 😋😋😋😋 *rubs my little handses together* OOOHOHOHO CANNOT W A I T heehehehehe thankyou thankyou >:) EXCITED!!!!

Anyway. Sorry for writing a fucking essay. And for being generally pretentious, and if it’s genuinely morally wrong for me to like a character who represents something so shitty about the real world. But!!! Now I have more to be embarrassed about for putting this in your inbox than you do for putting your thoughts in my comments!!! And genuinely, I love reading and literature and literary analysis so if you answer this with something equally wrong guarantee I will read and enjoy it.

So Um. Ya.

Yeah thank you for this!

A lot of the discussion I have with people online feel like complete miscommunications where I feel like I’m not coming across clearly and like I’m misinterpreting/misunderstanding what the other person is saying somehow, so this was really nice.

/gen

[cheesus-drabbles]

Current List of Asks Received

for my folks who have sent in asks, you can check here if i've received it! may delete those that i'm not too keen on writing later on. not sure what's the best way to format this, so not in any particular order as i've started working on some~

Masterlist 

You probably already watch the latest episode of Tokyo Revengers, or read the manga, but I wonder how the reader would handle the current relationship with Kazutora and Baji leaving the group?

Hello, I am that anon who request how readers would handle baji and kazutora leaving Toman. To answer your question, I would say go wild with it, I think it would be interesting how Takemichi is allowed to talk with reader, but it would be so much more angsty without him *wink* *wink*

Hello, I am the *wink* *wink* anon. I am so sorry to hear you got shadow banned, wish I know how I can help, but I am pretty clueless about it. Can’t wait to read the part two of yan toman!

About the prompt with Kazutora and Baji leaving, I think you can make it a happier ending since we got a new factor in this au aka the reader. I know the toman boys probably don’t wanna drag them in, but with Baji and Kazu's friendship are on the line, Mikey might be desperate enough to ask them for help cause the reader is probably the only person both of them would listen or Takemittchi convince Mikey to do that? Heck, maybe the reader volunteered to do so cause they don’t wanna lose another friend.

You don't have to do any of these but just food for thoughts *wink* *wink*

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I love your platonic yandere hcs! Can I ask how the Toman boys would react to their friend developing a crush on a later member of Toman, specifically Chifuyu? Thanks!

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yandere bsf baji reacting to reader wanting to break off their friendship 🧍🏻‍♀️…

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Hi!! I saw that you were looking for scenarios and I think I have one! Yandere toman finding out that the reader has a different group of friends and they really didn't like it 👀 idk if you would like this one but give it a thought 👍 thx for reading, this I live ur writing!!!💖💖

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Hey hey can I get rindou haitani yandere headcannons plz

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hiii i love your blog and your writing! 💞 so i was just thinking about platonic yan toman boys and them protecting their oblivious best friend y/n from being hit on by members from another gang, how do you think the boys would react to y/n being hit on?

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Hi bestie! Hope you doing good^^ I would like to request for toman,the founder members ft takemichi and chifuyu, x bestie! Reader. so the reader is a member of toman, and a member of their school band club. No one in toman know about this, then one day the reader's band club performance is the same day as toman's war with another gangs. After the fight the reader is in hurry and look anxious, this causing the other members curious why would the reader act like that. So how their reaction when reader is actually a band member? Thankyou for letting me request!

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Could i ask for headcanons on how the platonic yandere toman boys would react to their friend/reader being an idol in training?

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Like I know what would happen but tell me anyways. How would the platonic toman boys react when yn calls and says she is being followed???

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Not a request but imagine someone from reader's school asking them out, so they start just friends to see how compatible they are like chatting at school to texting. Reader never tell their toman's friends cause the relationship is not official yet, but one day, one of the boys found out. I feel terrible for them XD

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Good morning/evening/night , can i request for best friend Baji react of reader being bullied by their classmates? Please feel free ignore if you want to , i hope you have a great day!

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Skoskwjdoajsksjsosnaosnaiska helloi👹

So I was reading like a lot of ur works n stuff and like I was wondering if you were ok with writing for Senju Kawaragi like her a YANDERE?? think Abt it like this girlboss needs love😩 but that's if ur ok writing Abt her. If u don't I'll still support u bestie ❤️💞 kepp up the good work and take breaks like I love how often u post but it's concerning, plz take breaks or u might burn out ;-;

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Idk if you reply but the ask is open, if it's not and I would like to apologize but if it is then lemme tell you the idea that's been bugging my mind. Platonic Yandere Toman with a darling that can leap through time, like straight up time travel. But unlike Takemitchi, there is no current 'her' that could be in autopilot mode like in the timeline where she left, she straight up disappears and just arrive in the future where she have been missing for years with no trace.

AAAAAAAA That Time Travel scenario is just a brain fart while I was watching The Girl who leapt through Time asakshdi. I was thinking about her accidentally activating it after Takemitchy is shoved into the incoming train, like I can see Takemitchy helping her after he found out her powers and trying hard figuring out how to help her to control her Time Traveling powers since she doesn't have a trigger like Naoto while avoiding Toman or Bonten members in the future time she's stuck at

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Hey, It's me, the one that sent the time traveling ask, I've sent one related to it but it was days ago, idk if you seen it. Anyways, I have another idea. Platonic Toman darling who's a former leader of another powerful gang. The current members of the gang are begging for her to come back since its not what it used to be and the darling caved in to them since she also sees the gang as her friends, lmao sorry sorry for dumping my ideas to you I just need to get these ideas out of my head

Ahaha no worries cheese-chan (hey can I call you cheese-chan?) I just think of the commanders as opposite of their appearance for example the taiju looking guy is a total fashionista and actually designed the gang's uniform, maybe there are equivalent of Toman gang (Except Mikey ofc) to The Red Dragonflies, Toman will have beef to Red Dragonflies for darling for sure

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Time Leaper anon here, I've seen The chifuyu crush, well I was just listening to positions by ariana grande and this just got me thinking. The darling is in the karaoke bar on her own and of course being stalked by Toman, she isn't in relationship with chifuyu and just have a crush on him. And she chose the song and before she sings she said " This is for chifuyu" and just nail the song while dancing,

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Yooo, it’s winky wink anon. I know I send lots of things to you, but I think I just got a bright idea for possible fanfic or hcs, which also explained why Takemitcchi can talk to reader without being glared to dead by the boys and a little continuation from my ask.

Setting

The timeline where reader help the toman to get Baji and Kazutora back.

Happened between the end of baji arc and the next arc

Plot points

* Takemittchi went back to the future after the baji's arc ended to find out that shit still play out the same, so he and his girlfriend's brother started to investigate

*they found out that Toman was fighting with some gang and the victim was non other than the reader!

*thus, Takemittchi had to go back in time to find out why the reader is dead or in coma

* Why would the reader being targeted? After Tetta witnessed how much influenced they have on the boys, it was obvious to him that Reader gotta bite the dust for him to create the toman he dreamed of.

*Being a genius asshole Tetta was, he pulled some strings and give the info of toman weaknesses to other gangs that hold a grudge on Toman or simply wanna take them down. Resulting the reader being kidnapped, beaten which led them to be traumatized, coma or possibly dead.

* the boys blamed themselves and each other on what happened to the reader, creating a crack between their friendship, which also create opportunities for Tetta to start his plan.

*It's up to Takemittchi to change this grim fate

Welp, that’s all I can come up at the moment, and I don’t want you to feel pressured to write because how long this ask is. Just think of it as a suggestion cause I need someone to listen to my ideas XD.

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Yo! I have another idea for Former gang leader darling, what if she goes back to being a leader not only from pressure but also the rival gang that they are currently fighting like the black dragons. She have a grudge on Taiju for something like hurting his siblings and being a straight up asshole, she wants to get back at him and secretly becomes the Red Dragonfly leader because she doesn't want to Toman to find out about her past - Time leaper anon

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Yandere!Falling!Stalker!Baji for a sweet but confident and spicy reader??

i want this dangerous combination,please??

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Answer whenever you have free time, this isn't a request for a one shot. But how dangerous do you think yandere Getou would me

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Yo yo lets do Sakuna meeting his reincarnated darling, we talked about it in dms 👀

[3terna15unshin3]

thx for the tag bffs @shinypetrichor @k4tie75 @heavenfalls !!!!

1. Are you named after anyone?

not that i know of! marcey is short for marcelina tho

2. When was the last time you cried?

last night💀 i was rewatching the video of MUNA performing Morning Pages at The Japanese House show from the other day. that song is so important to me lol it makes me emotional

3. Do you have kids?

nope! and i don’t want any lol

4. What sports do you/have you played?

i played volleyball growing up and pretty seriously in high school but i wasn’t committed enough to play in college lmfao so i quit🥰

5. Do you use sarcasm?

yes maybe too much sometimes lol

6. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

this sounds stupid but maybe their spirit/energy???💀💀 i really don’t think about people’s physical features when i first meet them but i am like inherently a shy person trying to put on an extrovert persona so i always clock what energy they give me and just feed it back

7. What’s your eye color?

brown👁️

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings🥰🥰

9. Any talents?

i play the guitar ! and (attempt) to sing

10. Where were you born?

i was born in Seattle WA but have moved around a bunch since and barely even remember living there tbh

11. What are your hobbies?

reading and collecting vinyl probably❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹👍

12. Do you have any pets?

yes!! two dogs!!!

13. How tall are you?

5’7 but i like saying i’m 5’8 to humble men who are 5’8 and say they’re 5’11

14. Favourite subject in school?

right now my favourite class i’m in is called Issues in Science and Religion. we talk about how different religions use/abuse/deny science and how the two can intersect. super interesting. but favourite subject in general is probably stats? LOL

15. Dream job?

as much as i want to say that my dream job is the career i’m going to school for …… it def isn’t. lol maybe something to do with creative direction? like i’d love to just do design for album/film/tv concepts. or even design/art direction for brand marketing ??? idk

i feel like everyone has been tagged in this lol so im not gonna tag SORRY x if u see this and want to do it just go ahead🥰🥰🥰🥰

🌿15 people, 15 questions

Tagged by @scarcrossdlvrs and @eriquin, thank you friends!! <3

1. Are you named after anyone?

My middle name is apparently a family friend's grandmother's name? It's extremely basic, but it was almost Maude, so.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Just a couple days ago.

3. Do you have kids?

No, and I will Not be having any myself. Could I be a step-parent? Maybe. Maybe, after, like, lots of talking and more therapy.

4. What sports do you play/have played?

I was in kickboxing in grade 9, and maybe my axe throwing counts? It's a whole league with points and stuff?? I think it counts.

5. Do you use sarcasm?

Sometimes, but mostly just with people I'm really comfortable around or as a very poor attempt at flirting. I'm usually too worried about coming off as mean or it being taken the wrong way, though, so I tend not to.

6. What's the first thing you notice about people?

Probably body language and tone of voice. It's the hypervigilance and people-pleasing, babeyyy ✌

7. What's your eye colour?

Green. And funny story, a few days ago a woman stopped to ask me a question and literally got distracted by my eye colour 😅😅😅 she even pulled her partner over to look at my eyes. It was very embarrassing and flattering xD

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

Currently deep in a scary movie phase.

9. Any talents?

I'm very good at remembering where someone's parked their car, and I can fold a fitted sheet.

10. Where were you born?

In the very same city I live in now, on the west coast of so-called Canada.

11. What are your hobbies?

Writing, trying to get back into reading, singing in the shower, bass guitar badly, walking, making art of some kind, D&D, video games.

12. Do you have any pets?

Two! Jam, a black cat, and Toast, a leopard gecko.

13. How tall are you?

5'5" and some change.

14. Favourite subject in school?

Art, English, Biology.

15. Dream job?

Man, I dunno. I just wanna make shit.

The Tags (but no pressure, and apologies for some double-tags): @steves-strapcollection @t-boyeddie @hellion-child @kkpwnall @spectrum-spectre @moss-woods @alwaysanagelneveragod @starryeyedjanai @patriciavetinari @doublecherrypiediscosuperfly @cuoredimuschio @theheadlessphilosopher @vecnuthy @auryborealis @sentient-trash

[staysuki]

oh yeah pleasing to the eyes 💀 i laughed so hard when i realized how dumb "delicious to the eyes" sounds lmao

IDK BUT I JUST IMAGINED JUYEON HAVING AN UNHEALTHY ADDICTION TO AN INHUMAN ENTITY 😭 but the oc ms scala shype seems 🤭😏 and ilyt 🍕 UwU <- Y^Y

you ash being our love messenger is hilarious af HAHAHHAHAHA the life of a third wheeler but felix is there so are you really alone 🤔🤔🤔

AND YOUR BDAY POST FOR 🍕 IS SOOOOO CUTEEE i didnt take part on designing but i booked the 3 of us a vacation to korea 😌 AND YES ME AND ASH WILL JUST BE HERE 😗 stay safe on your way to your parents! for u hehe -> 🍔🥤🎂 both of us will be waiting for you birthday summary hesahdbahe hopefully you had fun <3

moving on, i read baby blue love "he loved looking at the baby blue sky. and you loved looking at him while he did." this sounded so sweet but angsty at the same time bc it sounded like it came straight from an unrequited love story pls huhu HOPE ALLS jeongin best bestfriend award OKE so I LOVED JEONGINS PERSONALITY THERE SM im 🥲 ,,, “bitch? you think he’d lose feelings after ten seconds? the fuck?” HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

“jeongin this, jeongin that, i’m already helping you, you know.” 🤭 jealous han i see 👀 am i sadistic for wanting to see the male leads get hurt of jealousy?????? its so enjoyable tho :"> i love how jisung indirectly confessed to y/n when he rejected the drink for her lmao best. confession.

ANDD BRO “you chose me over the thing you love the most, and now i’m choosing it for you to have to show you that i love just the same.” ???? READING FLUFFY ROMANCE ALSO HURTS ME BC I CANT REALATE Y^Y haha bitter talaga ako sa mga may love life JK 😀👍

btw hows ur day,,, its automatically directed to the both of you HAAHHAHA dw this time, i wont sleep immediately

- bs

“unhealthy addiction to an inhuman entity.”—you make it sound like he’s starting his own cult or smth 😭😭 he’s worshipping the scholarship gods and whatnot. maybe it’s like the movie Her but instead of AI, it’s a piece of paper that doesn’t speak and is not at all sentient.

yknow one of these days i’m just gonna reply with a “.” just so i can get the ask posted immediately so that you two can talk. and also why is felix always with me, bestie’s got a wholeass job to do 😭

“i booked the three of us a vacation to korea— me and ash will just be here.”— so are we coming with or are we not 😀 JKJK. and yeah, idk if it’s a filo thing or its a “my family” type of thing where whenever i don’t have a gift for someone, i put my name on my mom’s gift for then so i can be like “i got you a gift!!! it’s from me and my mom, def from the two of us. yup.”

and yes 🍕anon :))) i love hearing about people’s birthday days. doesn’t matter if it’s good or bad, we’re here to listen and make it bEttEuurrrr

and omg, thank you for reading it. kinda rushed since it was a request but oh well. and yes, i love jeongin there too 🙈 i thought it was kinda funny how he’s seriously just such a cliche bestfriend trope but han still gets jealous. and yes, i love male lead jealousy too 😭 i don’t like em irl but in stories, it’s such a good narrative driver ugh. yk what i’ll add angsty jealousy in my next fics ig.

and yeah, fluffy romance is the “it’s so good it hurts” kind of read. like, when???? when my fluffy romance pls??? when??? 🤲🤲🤲🤲 give me now thx.

also my day… is just starting(???) 💀 yk what maybe i should talk about my day from before just so the times align huh. but meh, i feel like my days are just stagnant. nothing really special. i wake up, play video games, write stuff (if i have the energy for it), and sometimes i do work whenever i get gigs. life of a freelancer thingz 🥲🥲🥲

[kari-izumi]

Hey, no problem! 👍Happy to help!

At the same time as ship wars probably being the main reason people don’t like AO3, it is true that AO3 does allow pedophilic fanfiction—and the reason you just explained is fascinating, now I want to look into it even more! Still, I feel like AO3 could have banned pedophilic and noncon fanfiction from the beginning, and just been very careful to not let it extend further.

The problem is censorship never just stops at one thing. Like, I'm not a free speech absolutist to defend people's right to use slurs but for fiction stuff, queer people are always the first targets. And considering there's not an insignificant about of people who legitimately consider height differences to be child coded, I don't trust the definition of "child porn" not to get stretched like taffy at the Mississippi state fair.

I do get the discomfort, though, and I spent a lot of my own youth being an asshole towards people for writing "bad" things like horrible smut or twincest or mpreg back before it was intertwined with A/B/O. It's why I can say with complete confidence that censorship is a futile endeavor at best and will only lead to people taking it underground or not tagging to avoid harrassment. And harrassing folks to that point will really hurt people who don't want to see those things, like it was 20 years ago.

But people use it to deal with trauma and censoring fiction is a bad idea . . . I really don’t know about the issue, as I have no stake in it aside from feeling queezy about it. It is one of the major reasons I’m so mixed about AO3. I guess I’m just saying that I have no idea, lol

@antis-delete-your-blogs-pls-thx is a therapist in training and their blog has a lot of better content and explaination about this. It's very much a mileage varies sort of deal and what works for one person may not work for another.

I can say people have used writing as a way of catharsis long before AO3 was founded and they'll be doing so well after AO3 too. And as you may have probably guessed, I don't subscribe to the idea some people take that one can write it but should never post it for others to see.

The only thing I absolutely wish people would think twice about is RPF about real child actors/celebs in compromising positions (all the shipping apparently broke up a real life friendship between two of those One Direction kids IIRC) and even then I wouldn't want to get the law involved to stop those.

Even for all I've written, my own personal tastes are incredibly vanilla compared with the rest of the pro-shipping community. Incest isn't my bag and Sheith is by far the largest age gap I ship in anything outside of Bleach and it's very loose aging for it's soul reapers. But Ive come to accept through much trial and error and a whole lot of slapdowns at fanfic_rants that a rising tide raises all ships (no pun intended) and fandom thrives when we all curate the experience we want. And I think most people just wanna create in peace and have a good time. ❤️

I’m neither for nor against AO3, but I feel like there are some arguments I dislike being thrown around in the discussion, so here we go:

1. You should donate to important things instead of AO3! This is a fair argument taken at face value, except that the way it’s reinforced seems to imply that donaters to AO3 don’t donate elsewhere. I don’t think so—if you were really trying to see the other perspective, you’d realize that the people donating to AO3 probably do donate to life-saving organizations, they just also donate to AO3 whenever the drive comes around. I think this is the main reason why people are butting heads, because those against AO3 seem to be assuming you can only donate to one place

Of course, I’m probably wrong and most of the people who bring up this argument don’t think so and are just saying that any donations should be given to people in need instead. The counter to that idea is simply that you don’t know where the donation is coming from—it may come from money they weren’t going to donate anyway, like their grocery bill. If they didn’t donate it to AO3, they may not have donated it at all

2. It’s not a big deal that I donate to AO3, it’s not your money! I mean, in a lot of ways yes, and it absolutely is your money, but if you’re donating to AO3 you’re showing that you care about the organization—if you only donate to AO3 and not other causes that are more urgent, that probably does say something bad about you

But maybe you only have 5 dollars, and having access to AO3 is really emotionally important to you. I’d still say you should donate elsewhere first, unless it’s the only charity you believe is actually honest in which case . . . yeah it’s hard to find a good and clear charity, but not that hard, and AO3 is probably not the most transparent on the market. Also, being that attached to a website is a something that you should seek help for

3. AO3 is evil and it’s founder is evil, so you’re evil for donating to AO3 and I hope you die! Wooooah there, err, maybe go to a psychologist? Nobody deserves to die, especially over a disagreement about fanfiction! If you think someone’s guilty of an offense that would be worthy of capitol punishment, I still disagree with you that killing is justified but okay I see your point—but over fanfiction? Also, assigning someone a moral value when for all you know this is the only thing you would consider morally questionable that they’ve ever done is, uh, not good. I’m not going to rebuff the idea that the founder or the site itself is evil, because I don’t know the whole of the situation, but I’ve seen people saying this or close approximations and I’m shocked that someone would be so willing to completely alienate those who see the whole thing as a gray issue

Just a quick note though, the reason people are saying that AO3 is evil is because there is some disgusting stuff on the website, and (apparently? I actually have no idea) some equally bad stuff their founder wrote way back in the day. If you hadn’t heard that, do your research and come to your own conclusions, please

4. No one is forcing us to donate/the government should actually be dealing with the pandemic instead of us/etc. so it doesn’t matter what we do with our money. I mean, I really disagree? It does matter what you do with your money, because, you know, basically every place in the world runs on it. Especially if you have a lot of money and you decide to throw it at AO3 instead of a local charity.

How about something that’s more middle-ground? Your favorite author probably has a ko-fi account, or some other form of donation place. If you give five dollars to them, (especially now that AO3 has reached its goal) then you’re giving money to someone who creates fanfiction and also helping someone out during the pandemic. It’s just a suggestion. After all, maybe you don’t feel comfortable using the donation center any of your favorite authors have set up—but maybe it’s something to look into if it sounds nice to you