#I don’t wanna kms anymore bc of my meds so I don’t drink
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I’m officially past the 50 day mark on sobriety from alcohol. And I wish people would stop treating me like I’m a child who needs constant comfort and support around not drinking. Like y’all. I was not addicted I just went on antidepressants. But everyone acts like they’re wounding me deeply if they invite me somewhere and drink around me. Like guys. I smoked a joint in the car before I came inside. It’s not like I’m not inebriated I just can’t drink because I value my liver and kidneys :’) I know they don’t have bad intentions but I’m still me. Still an adult. I just prefer feeling joy over being drunk idk
#personal experience#I stg if anyone comes into my anons and yells at me about an addicts experience I will sick my therapist on them#I grew up in a home full of addicts and watched addiction take my own fathers life. I know what addiction is and how hard fighting#it is#trust me. I know. but I am talking about me. and how weird people get when they think you might be sober for that reason#like y’all. I didn’t even drink that much before I went sober#I had a bit of a problem for a couple years when I bartended but that was more bc of exposure to booze than anything#but once I quit that job I almost completely stopped drinking anyway#addiction mention#alcohol mention#me#also people get SO WEIRD ABOUT IT#like they wanna know WHY I don’t drink like idk Becky. maybe bc I enjoy living????#I don’t wanna kms anymore bc of my meds so I don’t drink#a small sacrifice
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pls tell us more abt preg peet
omg ok these are my go-to concepts (naturally bein wentzporta and trans pete centric) don’t drag me for how involved and sappy they are i just got wicked baby fever and projecting is my passion......
scenario 1 is my feel-good wholesome one lol. takes place post hiatus, they grew closer during the fob split cuz gabe was there for pete a lot and their bond just grew into that good romantic shit....so now post hiatus they’ve been living together for a while and the topic of kids comes up more and more, one day they discuss it in real seriousness and the avenues available to them and pete’s like ‘hey idk if it’s still possible after all these years but like impregnate me maybe’ and gabe’s like uuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck why not! so pete stops hormones and they continue to just bang as usual, not letting themselves get too hopeful or anything cuz obviously HRT can potentially make you infertile some point down the line, but pete eventually gets knocked up and it’s a huge moment and i kms thinkin abt it honestly ;___; of course they gotta announce it since it’ll become impossible to hide anyways and gabe and all their friends and family get reasonably concerned that this pregnancy is gonna lead to loads of attention/criticism/controversy with pete taking the brunt of it, but pete’s like ‘dude....who cares....we’re in love and having a baby and nothing else matters lol’ and it’s a rollercoaster and the media have a field day but more importantly it’s filled with sweet and amusing moments plus lots of cute instagram/snapchat pics and honestly i fucking die imagining hospital photos of them holding their fresh new baby for the first time -___-
scenario 2 is that sweet Pete Wentz Drama which takes place over the hiatus, where at the lowest point of his downward spiral he’s just that reckless relapsing mess that horts my heart. basically going out all the time and not caring about his health or safety anymore, and after a while of throwing up every day and just subconsciously Feeling something different, all those manic nights of risky behavior hit him and he’s like ‘SHIT ok!!’ and works up the courage to (very covertly) get like 5 pregnancy tests which....obviously all turn up positive lol and he freaks out for a million different reasons, like he doesn’t even know whose it is and frankly doesn’t wanna figure it out, and he’s scared he’s done too much damage w drinking and abusing his meds bc part of him ALSO thinks that maybe he needs to go thru with this? he calls gabe bc he trusts him more than anyone at that time and spills everything and gabe HOPS the fuck onto a plane to go stay with him. basically there’s emotions everywhere nonstop for a while but gabe makes pete feel safe and ok, like it’s all gonna work out, etc etc. gabe basically unofficially moves in w pete and once the shock and panic wears off instinct takes over instead and suddenly this grown up domestic side of both of them kicks in and before they know it gabe’s in this role of expectant father-to-be and it’s cute.....but they haven’t really recognized the way their bond has evolved until a few months down the line when pete wakes up and that Pregnancy Hormone Horniness hits full force and just WILL not go away and gabe can kinda guess what’s going down (he’s done enough research) but doesn’t know how to fuckin. approach that but finally one night they're watching a movie on the couch and pete’s too horned up to control himself anymore so he climbs into gabe’s lap and starts griding and mackin on him and finally they fuck, and it’s the catalyst that kickstarts their inevitable relationship......then it’s domestic family planning (plus frequent boning) and neither of them knows exactly when it started but in conversation, throughout pete’s pregnancy, the baby’s always “our baby” and it feels like the most natural thing in the world!!! i’ve thought these through a lot!!!!!!
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