#I don’t know what else to do

[theoddsideofme]

[kimetsu-chan]

rant teehee 🤭

How are you so entitled that two people whispering to each other irks you to the point that you cannot eat your food.

and every time I say something that effects me in a negative way, you have to follow right after me.

a few days ago, I told dad that I felt sick.

and you just butt in and went “oh yeah, I’ve been feeling sick all day. I feel awful.”

and when I told you that I felt really bad about my body and that I felt way too overweight, you said “yeah, I feel like I’m so fat.”

like, I know you have never been taught differently because dad thinks that there is nothing he can do, but you do not need to be the main focus. Please, let me have my own problems without having to worry about comforting you.

I need you to not get angry the moment something doesn’t go your way or when someone says something you don’t like.

I need you to not blow up at me when I try to call you out on your behavior.

I need you to not scream at me to shut up and leave you alone when I try to talk about your behavior in a calm manner.

I know dad says you just don’t know how to process negative emotions very well, but I really need you to grow up and mature.

because there is only so much of your behavior I can take before I get agitated at you and then I get in trouble for “continuing the argument”

I don’t know how you have gotten away with this for so long. And I don’t understand why you continue to get away with it.

but please stop.

I cannot be around you for extended periods of time.

I feel so guilty for thinking like this.

I feel like I should give you the benefit of the doubt, but I cannot keep doing this to myself

I can’t keep pushing my frustration away because “you don’t know better” but I cannot do anything but bottle my emotions when it comes to you, because you will not allow me to express them.

you should be old enough to let me tell you that this is badly affecting me, but the slightest mention of anything negative that you have done and you yell at me like I’ve lost my mind and I’m suggesting something absurd.

[nessiemccormick]

Everyone, I’m so sorry for not being able to finish on time with your commissions, I’m still working on them, but life is happening right now and I need lots of help, my kitty, my baby, Violeta is very, very sick 😔 So I’ll open my ko-fi requests for quick sketches to being able to at least get her hospitalized, she’s got a liver failure and I’m afraid of her not making it. She’s my baby, my emotional support, she’s the sweetest girl who has so much love. She know when I’m going though an anxiety or panic attack, and knows how to calm me down. I don’t know what I’d do without her, or what would happen to me if she didn’t make it.

I will make a proper post after this one, but I just thought I’d let you know like this first, and I’m so sorry again for taking so long with the two commissions I have pending. I will make it to you once were through this.

[kylejsugarman]

i am so depressed, im just laying and sitting places to avoid getting into the shower. im just trying to shut down

[bluebutlikenotalways]

I thought I was being clever making her pallet black and white with blue highlights, then I realised that’s literally her original colour pallet 😔

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[lunarlights-world]

Guys, if you are going to send asks on my blog, please make them nice and kind. If you are accusing me of something, make sure you read the posts about it thoroughly. I don’t want fights on my blog, but it seems you are disregarding and disrespecting my wishes. I am human, I have emotions and values. Disrespecting me and choosing to dwell on everything you didn’t read in my posts doesn’t do anything. Please respect my wishes and keep your negative comments and asks to yourself

Please and thank you

[deathbedmaiden]

a bird just hit one of the windows and was laying on his back still breathing in my yard so i picked him up and moved him in the shade under a tree sitting up but he got scared and half way flew/ran under a bush and now i can’t see him or hear him and i’m so scared help

[adorabledaylilly]

Help me take my cat to the vet

I've never done anything like this before and I know it's a huge ask but my cat, Pi needs surgery to remove one of her eyes.

The eye was injured before we found her 5 years ago and a vet said it wasn’t causing her any issues and wasn't caused by any serious underlining problems but recently it has started to swell and water. She is nursing it herself. She isn't laying prone, panting or hiding but she isn't eating well and I don't want it to get worse.

The issue being we are trying to move across the country by the end of the month because we are losing our home and can barely afford that let alone taking her in for a $300 to $600 vet visit and surgery.

I’ll have a more exact price on cost once we get her to a vet but for now it’s just an estimate.

I just feel so drained and helpless.

anything helps, even a prayer.

Thank you.

p@y pal - adorabledaylilly

[ama-dede]

This boy is so full of autistic swag

[ptsdickgrayson]

Please help me get back on testosterone!!

Hello I’m making another one of these because my other post didn’t rlly take off + I haven’t gotten any money. I currently have 3 dollars in my bank account and no job (I got fired and I also have to go to rehab on the 27th so idk when I’ll be able to get another one). Anything helps even just a dollar. Thank u for sharing and please don’t tag as anything so I don’t get deleted.

[sail-not-drift]

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[anotherobsessedsomething]

Well at least when my brain is doing stupid things I can get work done 🤷‍♀️

[michi-chelle]

job search not going well, i’m ready to be isekai’d

[beltandbow]

Started smoking again after almost a year, so that’s how my life is going right now

[my-dialect]

I want to exist without the burden of my existence being owed to anyone

[so-what-im-a-lowlife]

i think this devastation is going to break me