#I don’t even look at them bc I just get sad hxh I’d

[zoldyckd]

LITHA is such a good rule oh my godddd my daith piercing hasn’t healed completely nd it’s already been over a yr since I got it. Now I only use a saline spray once a week and it hasn’t bothered me once since then (and since I started making an effort not to sleep on my right side sm lol). Minimal crusties now too!

[meangirls2004]

ranking the times i’ve cried over hxh from best to worst to cope with the trauma

spoilers obviously

16. pitou using the brain thingys on pokkle: 1/10 more out of shock than anything else but it was like really disturbing to be fair

15. when bisky told killua he’d eventually leave gon to die: 1/10 i was PISSED & only teared up a little bc like why the fuck would you say that to him you know how important gon is to him bisky u were wrong for that

14. pitou vs kite: 2/10 definitely out of shock but also i was a dumbass and i didn’t think he actually died bc i thought pitou just reconnected his head to his body & brought him back to life to use as a puppet but. well. 💔

13. gon u are light: there’s not much to say here . u kno. 2/10

12. when killugon went back to NGL and gon cried: 3/10 rly sad i don’t wanna think abt it

11. killua literally getting impaled by swordfish stfu: 3/10 angry cry

10. killua fighting rammot and getting the shit beat out of him before ripping the pin out of his head🤢: 6/10 GODDDDD D DDNDD D i was so mad at illumi like i have never hated a character like this in my life i was fuming and killua was fighting so hard against it bc all he wanted 2 do was protect gon and i just. man fuck yoguuejeidhwdhjw

9. gon snapped @ killua: 6/10 i was very mad at gon BUEHDJWKDJSHDMN

8. killua holding gons like?? shriveled up hand LMAO idk but it was destroyed & he looked horrified: 7/10 horrible bad terrible worst thing ever (also when he was sitting in front of gons hospital room saying he’s gonna make him apologize)

7. gon & leorio reunion: 8/10 no. leorio was so dead set on saving him and when he immediately teared up and SPRINTED to him injust. wanna die but i was also rly mad at ging but i was crying too bc gon finally got to meet him so it was that AND leorio and gons reunion

6. killua asking nanika forgive him: 9/10 No<3 the way he hugged them after:(( and cried :((( like it’s not ur fault baby u were literally being brainwashed ur brother is fucking insane :((( n alluka & nanika forgive him like:((( he’s the best big brother and u kno he felt so guilty abt leaving his little sister in a place like that it makes me so sad

5. killua’s breakdown: 10/10 idk what to say i was just really upset and then when palm was like “ur the one gon needs the most rn” the floodgates OPENED bc he was so convinced that there was nothing he could do and that gon didn’t wanna see him he rly loves him so much i want to die

4. gon vs pitou: 10/10 HMM. NO❤️ i was trying not to laugh tbh bc gons adult form was so fucking funny but i ended crying too much anyway. killua was just... hhhjdjjmmmmm yeah. no❤️

3. meruem & komugi’s death: 10000/10 WAS NOT READY !!!!!!!!!!! i didn’t think meruem would have a character arc and i definitely didn’t think i’d like him as much as i did . komugi are u still there <\3

2. killugon going their separate ways: 100000/10 the fucking montage fuck you. and them turning away from each and looking sad i never want to see that ever again i never wanna go through that ever again it was the worst thing i’ve ever experienced in my life i swear to god i’ve never felt pain like that in my life

1. just the entire last episode: 100000000/10 i sobbed the entire time i’m not even lying like. all 20 something minutes especially at the end jesus christ

[cyclist-of-guilt]

For the ask meme: 001 for Hunter x Hunter; 002 for your beloved OTP, Ulquihime; 003 for Kurapika.

Thank you so much for asking!

001 | hxh

Favorite character: Meruem I just love redemption stories

Least Favorite character: Gayro’s dad or Kikyo or Rammot

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): Merumugi, Kilugon, Leopika, Hisoilu, Idk

Character I find most attractive: Palm (couldn’t see that coming huh?)

Character I would marry: out of trainwrecks that are characters in this series only Leorio is marriable but he’s too young for me

Character I would be best friends with: Senritsu! She should be patient enough to deal with me

a random thought: what if Hisoka is pretending to be Leorio? (for fucks sake Togashi-sama plz come back or I’m going to lose my mind)

An unpopular opinion: hopeful part of chimera ants arc is so underrated 

My Canon OTP: Merumugi and Hisoilu (anyone can fite me)

My Non-canon OTP: Kilugon I just don’t think it’s mutual :’(

Most Badass Character: Komugi don't even try to tell me "my life" moment wasn't the most metal shit

Most Epic Villain: I love them all but Meruem again

Pairing I am not a fan of: Kurokura I adore enemies to lovers but honestly I just can’t see situation when they come to mutual understanding which is my favorite part of this type of ship

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): Pokkle in meaning his death was mega fucked up if not character assassination

Favourite Friendship: Kilugon, Senritsu and Kura (the fact he probably pushed her away is making me sad)

Character I most identify with: none

Character I wish I could be: *insert obnoxious suicide joke*

002 | Ulqihime

When I started shipping them: around 2012 I saw fanarts on DA and become curious why they look like that and what is their story so I snooped in this trash can called Bleach

My thoughts: the point where their story ends is just a beginning, he just realized what she mean to him and she forgive the fuckery he just did (this is how I interpret "are you afraid?. As" can you forgive the horrible things I did? ") and it makes this relationship so interesting and sad. There's so many scenarios that you can play with. Also there's a lot to explore about their time together in LN since the unmasked confirmed what we saw aren't all of their interactions.

What makes me happy about them: They cared about each other and he, a being that is not supposed to /don't want to let himself have feelings, loved her

What makes me sad about them: he's dead and just evaporated from her memories, his death meant nothing for her character development (bc Kubo quote "likes her how she is" congrats man you just confirmed you don't know shit about writing) and she's just an incubator for next generation of this wank and not a character

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: using violence, taking shit Ulquiorra said to other arancars seriously, Orihime still being a damsel in distress, Ulquiorra using medical/scientific terminology but also him being totally ignorant of human world

Things I look for in fanfic: I hadn't read fanfics in years tbh and around 2014 I read pretty much everything on ff.org and most of ao3 so at that point existing was everything I was looking for

My wishlist: Ulquiorra getting killed by zanpaktou so he can be reborn and meet her again / being healed by Orihime who makes her own decisions and stopped giving fuck/Orihime actually remember him, says his name instead of vague "I don't want to see any more arancars die" shit/ Ulquiorra coming back to roast the cursed outfit ("surprisingly it doesn't suit you" please i would fucking die)

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Ishida for Hime I'm chill with this paring it's cute and shippers smoke far less crack, death for Ulqui

My happily ever after for them: just learning about and supporting each other and also acting silly

003 | Kura

How I feel about this character: making the cool analitical character extremely emotionally unstable is very interesting idea. His feelings are justified but his actions especially toward his friends aren't. Tho I like how realistic pushing friends away from himself is and how all his trauma and problems does not go away just because he has friends who can use talk no jutsu to make him turn 180° and just stop his auto destruction like that.

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character: Leorio, queen Oito lately bc when she said she doesn't care about him my monkey brain went "oh boi what if she starts caring and it'll be sad" so it can also go non-romantically idc just make me cry Togashi-sama!

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: Wobble

My unpopular opinion about this character: I don't like mamapika to Gon too much

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: not die? Is this too much?

Favorite friendship for this character: Senritsu

My crossover ship: with good shouting from Elliott Nightray

[questionable-durr]

I know its a silly au and everything, (but I love it so I'll ask anyway) but do you have any headcannons on who could be Cuphead and Mugman's mom? If they even have one?? A part of me want's it to have it be the Legendary Chalice lady from the mausoleum levels, but she's probably ANCIENT??? Idk, just wanted to see what your input on it might be

Bruh, this is actually something I’ve been thinking of a lot bc I wanted to make a joke where Cuphead asks Joe why he isn’t a mug like him and his brother. But pretty much as far as I can remember, there’s only Chalice and like you said she’s ancient (probably but idk it’s an au after all) and the Martini gal from the Tipsy Troop mini boss, but she’s also just a cup (and a bad guy?????) But it’s all mythical anyways. As for O.K.K.O. characters, I’m kinda sad to say that I don’t pay attention to the backgrounds as much as I should so I never really saw another object head (cuphead lol) character.So I really have no idea about their mom, part of me wants to make her remain anonymous like you’ll vaguely see shots of her like most animes do with the absent father (like FMA and HxH).But part of me also wants to make their mom prominent in a story setting. Like, I’l going way off track here, probably. (It’s gonna get long sorry)but the Wiki says that Joe is Middle aged which like starts mid-thirties. 

Take into account that I kinda believe these kids to be like 11-13 at least in this au. So 35-13=22.So 22. Let’s say this is the age of Joe at the time his kids are born. Maybe he had a gal, spiffy maybe a bit younger, they’re both in show biz. They both make due, his being comedy, her’s probably singing or acting,  then (depending on twin theory or not if so Cups born first,Mugs second a year apart.) they have kids, maybe a little relationship going on. It’s pretty swell, they manage. The mom gets discovered first, or she was already discovered or making it on her way idk, but she’s gaining popularity. This is her dream, she has to stay later, taking up a lot of time from her family, but she figures that Joe can take care of the kids, while shes out on tour or smth. They’re both young, the both have dreams. It puts a strain on their relationship, on their life together. 

Kids kinda get in the way of dreams if you don’t plan for them, maybe Joe thinks it’s unfair that he has to take care of these kids. He has his own goals he wants to fulfill, and a family is a full time gig. Which he’s been doing on his own while she’s off living her dream! People are selfish, they both are.This probably leads to a huge fight between them, probably ending the relationship for good. I’d think the mom would probably leave the kids to Joe since he’s already taking care of them. Sad about it bc her work would end up making her not being able to visit. But so her and Joe leave on bad terms. He tries to raise Cups and Mugs as best as he can as a single father. Probably has the Elder Kettle (grandfather) helping him out for a while. 

But then Joe gets a big break, a comedian he becomes! He’s fulfilled his dream, a bit guilty he leaves his kids with the Elder Kettle, knowing he’s doing the same as their mom but vows to try to continue being part of their life.

 Cue the awkward inconsistent visits which span to sometimes days to months in between. He tries to write, but that falls short in the fact that he’s always on tour moving around and such, he’s forgetful. Then his life goes in the shitter and so Cuphead and Mugman end up being raised by their grandfather a majority of their life. 

(I have a lot more and I’m so sorry for being like wow look at this angst i’m gonna stop now omg)But it’d be a real surprise if Chalice was the mom (ghost mom lol) but honestly I don’t know how to approach that exactly. Like she’s dead. omg, or an angel?? 

So in my opinion the best route to go is an oc mom, who’s either absent, or dead or like does slight visits like Joe does. Idk I’m very long winded omg.

[icharchivist]

anon hxh part 1 remade. Hi err sorry for dissapearing i ended up watching hxh and got hooked and almost bingue watched until now, i completely forgot of liveblogging. Anyway i guess better late than never right?*sweats nervously* Abt it, i am really enjoying, i am on the episode 51? 52? i i think( i am on neflix so the numbers are different) yorknew arc *stares brokenly at the window*. I am really loving all the protags, Gon and Killua fast became my sons, Kurapika *sobs* i love him, alsoloveleo

hxh anon part 2. So i love both gon and killua. Kurapika damn, i am still shook/gross sobbing for him now (haunted eyes at the name yorknew arc) i also loved kura pretty early and still love him(and now i am suffering,) Leorio, damn leorio, i really like his character! His backstory and goal touched me so much. Like the only grips i had with leorio was... that gamble episode on the hunter exam arc bc leorio no, and yeah, overall i am really enjoying all the protags.

hxh anon part 3. The only thing that does annoy me is more a shounen trope/mentality that after... a few shows let a bitter taste in my mouth, in which killua and gon arent training as much as i would like to? like i understand rationally that they are 12, and boy, they at that age might not see how much training is important, especially considering certain events and that they need to master their nen relatively soon. Still love them

hxh anon part 4. I also love Melody!! She is such a sweet character and her goal and her power and and her backstory and her caring i just ;-;!! Canary also! Love her!! my heart broke for her when killua passed her on that scene when he reunites with gon. Amazing opening song! Omg I remembeed i absolutely loved wing and zishu and their relationships with gon and killua and wing method of teaching and idk i reazlly liked how wing is as a teacher!

anon hxh part 5 i think, my first reaction to hisoka was "calm down extra" and (when he attacked withcards the fake examiner and the examiner) "i cant believe hisoka origin story was that he used to be on yu gi oh(mostly bc of the meme of everyone in the anime using cards to attack people with guns)" Also there is never a episode in which i am hisoka wtf. But overall i think he is a good (written) antag (juST STAY AWAY FROM MY SONS)

hxh anon part 6, also speaking of antags, i want to fiST FIGHT THE ENTIRE ZOLD/YCK FAMILY(excluding kalluto and alluka), just just ugh. last episode when silva and the old guy fought chrollo i couldNT TAKE THE FIGHT SERIOUSLY BC I KEPT THINKING SILVA LOOKED LIKE A SUPER SAIYAN AND (i also knew chrollo survived so) ThEn The PArt Of Illumi Happened AnD Ia M sTILL SCREAMING (mostly bc of kurapika, the amoutn of heart attacks i had on this arc bc of wory for kurapika and gon and killua was too high)hxh anon part 6, aND SPEAKING OF KURAPIKA, I JUST look dude i loved his power i loved bu T godammit i worry for him far too much i just *internally screaming* also his fight against uvo i was also screaming the entire time then the end happened and *lays on the floor looking empty* let him be happy. and the last episode shook me i am just *screams and cries* over the fact he had to buy the eyes(THAT ARE FAKE!! FUCK) AND his empty look and and and *incoherent fetal position sobbing*

hxh anon part 7 hmm what more to comment? i guess this is it, i am re- oh yeah FUCK TONPA SERIOUSLY I WANTED TO FLY HIM INTO THE SUN, GING WHY WOULD YOU SHOW THEM THE GREED ISLAND THING WHY I KNOW THERE IS A ARC CALLED GREED ISLAND WHICH CAN ONLY MEAN BAD THINGS AND I JUST GING WHY. oH I LOVED mito and gon relationship! My heart exploded in gushing when gon was like "she is my mom" and i am glad their relationship is good!

 hxh anon part 8(end bc holy shit too much parts) i think i am forgetting to comment on some things but this is what is mostly appearing on my mind now. Anyway i am really really enjoying hxh so far, the history is very very good, the power building system also incredible cool, i love all the protags, the most of minor chara are very engaging and memorable and get that develop feel, the music and animation are astounding. Thank you for reblogging abt it and make me meet it, i am loving it

Nonny omg your full reaction is a delight :’DD Bless you so much for that!!!

I’m so glad you love everyone omgg your reactions are all amazing :’D I’m so glad you adopted all of them, and you get me when it comes to Kurapika! i’m still too emotional over everything about him ,, like you mention how cool his power is and i ‘m w i t h you, let him be happy, killing people is destroying him, it’s not good for him, and his power keeps draining him it’s too painful to see please let him b e happy D: and jfc, the eYES. Like he’s forced to buy THE EYES OF HIS PEOPLE for a SPOILED BRAT! And IT’S FAKE! but even there, jfc, it’s one of HIS PEOPLE. And even worse, omg, it’s like, part of his people sure, but he doesn’t even know WHO IT IS FROM. It could be his mother’s! it could be his best friend’s!! It could be anyone’s! anyone he had known! But he can’t know, he doesn’t know, it’s someone nameless, who has been objectified, and IT KILLS ME SO MUCH o(-( you have all the good reactions toward it dkjfhf

And ahh I feel you over everything!!! man this is such a good feeling in general jkhfdkjfhdf o(-(

for the training it didn’t bother me too much since well so far, they trained for a few months in heaven arena -the Hunter exams happened starting January the 1st, and the YN arc starts at  September the 1st, so the whole Heaven Arena arc happens during that meantime; which give them time to train, and even there Killua and Gon didn’t advance their Nen too far for now so kjfhdkjfh but I suppose if it comes back in many anime i can get why you’d feel lowkey annoyed by that!

Regardless!!!ma n I’m so happy you liked all the secondary characters so far ;;-;; and how invested you are in the kids and pika, it makes my heart melt, i love them so much i’m so glad ;;;

and omg the Hisoka’s reaction, it’s incredible :’D  I feel you tho omg. He’s lucky he’s well written or he’d belong to the trash.

bUT MAN I feel you for the Zoldyck too, that’s such a mess!! fdjhfkdjf

The YN arc is such a good arc to me o(-( and it’s so emotional and i’m so glad you’re enjoying it!!

and the Tonpa and Ging’s hate is A+++ thank u bless you :’D and I’m so glad you like Mito and gon’s relationship, they are so lovely and pure and I love how it all played out in the end, it makes my heart cry ;;-;; Gon you precious soul!!

When it comes to Leorio, boi, I’m so glad you like him despite everything!!  ye the gambling in the Prison exam is a little embarassing ;; Sadly, they removed a few Leorio centric scenes :/ Like, honestly, 2011′s adaptation is almost flawless, 9 times out of 10, it hits right where it shuld, it’s incredible, but it really did Leorio dirty!

Anyway I just wanted to make sure you knew about that, but there’s a few scenes so far that had been changed for you maybe if you’re curious but:

-Just, when Kurapika and Leorio fight on the Boat in the first episode and that the guy go overboard? In the anime, they made them both rush to catch him at the same time, while in the manga, Leorio rushes first to catch him which takes Kurapika aback - that’s one of the reason that leads Kurapika to then reconsider him

-The Zoldyck’s Door Challenge (read from here to when Canary appears), where basically Leorio was the most excited one about opening the doors, and Kurapika and Gon can individually open 1 Door of the Zoldyck House (so 2 tones) while Leorio can, alone, open 2 Doors of the Zoldyck House (so, 4 tones). For the record, Killua can open 4 doors, but that’s still quite a lot and the anime kinda neglected that to show Kurapika, Gon and Leorio open the door together?

-Also the end of the Arm Wrestling subplot in YorkNew (read from here to when they reach the underground arm wrestling context that ends up putting them on a hunt for the spiders), where basically when the mafia comes to their table, to ask them to join them in the underground, and they don’t want to fight them? In the manga, they request a arm wrestling context and Leorio decides to take it on and break the big guy from the mafia’s arm by doing so, he’s a good

-Also this scene had been deleted:

The only reason I was insisting for the liveblog was so I could warn you about those scenes because i’m a little bitter they didn’t make the cut! there are  still reading values to the manga I didn’t spoil tho if you’ll be interested later, but I think it’s worth knowing about. There’s just one big scene of Leorio remaining I’d like to warn you about when you’ll come to it dkjhfdf but ye :’D

 Hopefully it’ll make you appreciate Leorio a little more, I’m still a bit sad about it djkhfdf as I said otherwise, the anime is extremely faithful!

Also, I mentioned in my first post, I usually recommand reading Kurapika’s past before or during the YorkNew Arc if you want Even More Suffering, It’s just chapter 340.5 and 340.6, it was never put in the anime, and it honestly brings even more sadness to the YN arc if you ever feel like Suffering.

ANYWAY All to say I’m so so happy you like it so far and I’m so glad you got into it dkfjhdfkd i’m glad if my blogging could bring you interest to it and honestly? Your reactions are gold and I’m gonna cry over how perfect all of it is!

I hope you’ll have more fun as it comes!!! My inbox is still wide opened dfhdkfjhdf

Thank youu :D