#I do not feel good

[zambomarti]

POSEIDON IMMEDIATELY GIVES UP THE WAR TO SAVE HIS SON!

Polybotes was right: Percy really is Poseidon's weak point. SEDATE ME!!!

[bellaxgiornata]

Y'all I have not been doing great this week, hence my absence. This pregnancy is taking a toll on me and I am literally just trying to rest this week so I'm not sure about an update or any writing getting finished. Hopefully soon I can start the little follower celebration I had planned, but right now I'm just trying to make it through the days. Hopefully soon I'll be back to myself.

[tang0w0tek]

I have discovered the curse of working retail while sick

[medleymisty]

Sometimes the darkness and I wonder how heavy something would have to be to break a time loop.

Giant lights shine above us. They probably weigh a lot.

The darkness says "See the wires past the lights? With the big heavy human carrier hanging from them?"

I see the wires and the human carrier. With no humans in it, of course. I think maybe I am the only human anywhere now.

The darkness says "Time loops are like the wire. They carry humans up and down and around, forever and ever, until finally one day there are too many humans in the human carrier and the wire can't hold the weight. The wire snaps."

I ask, "What happens to the humans when the wire snaps?"

The darkness answers with its own question. "What happened to you?"

My boots keep making painsteps in the snow, despite saying the snow is their friend.

I look up at the giant heavy painlights, and I consider how much I weighed when the darkness picked me up.

[ruinationz]

The worst feeling one can ever get is when they just straight up hate themselves in a fandom. Big rant under the cut bc I'm tired . Don't reblog I don't feel like turning them off just don't

im not really happy in the tadc fandom right now and it suck's bc that's like my comfort media but it just. Nothing I draw or make ever will meet anyone's standards I worry that I'm losing the ppl who are actually interested in it in my friend circles but when I do post about it it just gets ignored and I'm just. Why? Why does it all just fall flat? What am I doing wrong? Why do I feel so isolated everywhere I go in this fandom half the servers for tadc that I'm in I get corrected or they just straight up ignore me for more "popular" individuals oh maybe I shouldn't focus on views but it just hurts ok.

and on a bigger tangent I don't like the showtime fandom which sucks but I just. I feel either grossed out by everyone or feel like nothing I draw or do will ever be as good enough as what's "popular" and accepted in the circle. I feel watched constantly maybe ppl think I did something wrong or problematic or whatever the fukc I don't KNOW. swear to god maybe I'm just dramatic and overly attached to this media but I could disappear from that circle and no one would genuinely notice. I hate this thank you

[nightmaretour]

Trans radfems: Yes let's harass and suicide bait seriously ill and disabled transmascs for talking about trans people that aren't me!! No I'm not ableist, I just want disabled transmascs to die because of me!!!

[childhoodcarnage]

alcohol poising… i am NOT ok 😭

[citrine-elephant]

forever gonna associate "vertigo" with a visual of verdugo re4 spinning and breakdancing in my head... aough... oh no

[bog-bitch]

turns out that drinking a cup of black tea when you’ve just started ADHD meds and are also very sensitive to caffeine is a very, VERY bad idea

[sonny-whorezik]

a bug just hit me with its car killing me instantly

[antii-me]

even when I sleep well, I wake up w the worst headache

[ayliffe]

fucking around from last night

[eastcoast-envy]

nighttime medicine my beloved <3

[glacierruler]

I have decided that it is now illegal for me to get sick. Once the virus even touches me it goes to virus jail. It does not pass GO and it does not collect a vomit bucket.

[wulfums]

how did i get the stomach flu and them immediately after starting to recover i get the regular flu man

[meerkeri]

Guess who just finished book 3