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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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"aphobia doesn't exist"
bitch literally not that long ago an aroace youtuber animator was insulted by almost half of its community for being it
#i did some research about it and found out that the problem was principally that she had previous experience in the romantic area#so people just didn't take her seriously and said she was lying#even though she stated multiple times that she wasn't comfortable in those situations#now things are more calmed but damn#mind your own bussiness#i believe she knows more about herself than you#sorry if i offended you with this comment but i hate how aro/ace/aroace people are always left behind#insulted and rejected because they “dont know what they are talking about”#or because they “just have to wait for the right person”#or because they are “psychopaths and they are missing something”#i love that animator and she helped me realise a lot about myself#and now that i know the context i think i will start making a list and killing aphobes one by one#aromantic#arospec#asexual#aroace#acespec
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Trapped in a vicious cycle of pining? Try gay sex! (More things to learn over at Tiger Tiger!)
#tiger tiger#jamis arlesi#remy bonnaire#Arno#through a series of unfortunate events I will be posting this after the update will be out so my timing will be more so:#“Alternate take on how that scene played out” Rather than my funnier “My prediction for how it will go down”#I truly think Remy would rather admit to crimes he didn't commit than confess he has a thing for men.#It would be funny! It would be so funny if this is how Jamis found out. Alas...Not yet...Not yet...#I do love the idea that Jamis completely overlooked the all the elder god horror to get right down to the question of 'HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM'#Remy knows him. Knows him carnally. Wouldn't you like to also know your captain better? In spirit and body and mind?#Jealousy looks good on Jamis. Now he just has to do something about it.#Poor Remy though...He love Jamis so much he'd do anything to prevent losing him.#Which entails never giving Jamis a chance of rejecting or accepting his feelings!#Meanwhile...Jamis is a bisexual disaster man who is at his *limit*.#(For the MDZS fans looking at this Tigers comic who still have no context:#This is like Lan Xichen finding out Jin Guangyao hooked up with Nie Mingjue after LXC spent all that time thinking JGY was straight.#Better yet. This is like WWX just starting to realize his crush on LWJ and then finding out he and JC hooked up in the time skip.#'Nice to know you're into men but why did I have to find out like this' moment.)#((Yes I am trying to bridge the gap between the fandoms I am in. Yes I am still on my propaganda train. Choo Choo!!!))
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cool looking -- vs -- wet sock
pick your poishin
#dragon ball#dragon ball z#dbz#dbs#dragon ball super#dragonball#dragonballz#dragonballsuper#shin#dbz shin#kaioshin#shin dbz#supreme kai#they cranked up his cuteness in super#i don't mind that though he's great#i just noticed shin's actual ears are big as fuck i didn't make them big enough
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hold on when did the subreddit add this rule lmao
#dnp#dan and phil#phan#someone really needs to temp ban dnp they seem to be getting a free pass on rpf just for being famous smh#i swearrrrr this was not there when i last checked#someone asked for fic recs a month ago and that didn't get removed?#lmao i kind of wonder if the post i made about how they seem to have a no shipping rule that isn't listed anywhere made them add it#though it didn't get much attention so that seems unlikely#sure whatever. i get that moderating is annoying and some stuff is just banned bc it's hard to moderate and it's not a values judgement#but i don't think rpf is particularly hard to moderate though so this seems like more of a values judgement lol#haklgsfdjadglf i mean i left the subreddit ages ago for reasons like this so#lou is loud#r/danandphil#trying to 'discourage' shipping dan and phil on a dan and phil themed subreddit is so crazy when even dnp make so much phan content#but yeah ok that explains why the rpf poll kept getting removed#EVEN WHEN IT WAS LITERALLY JUST A SCREENSHOT OF DAN'S POST#i can't evennnnnn#what is going ON in reddit phannies minds i need to study them under a microscope#this is genuinely better than an unspoken rule. i will give them that#at least expectations are clear
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JANE DOE ❖ undercover r&b
The big bad daddy who cussed you out every day is gone and yet you still miss him. What are you, a bunch of daddy's boys?
#zzz#zenless zone zero#zzzero#jane#jane doe#zzzedit#m:gifs#m:*#zzz spoilers#zzzero spoilers#zenless zone zero spoilers#1.1 spoilers#incoming complaining/thoughts about the quest ->#i think i only enjoyed this quest bc i like jane lol#otherwise it just felt like an insanely long character trial#most of it was just her running around talking to herself lmao#i wish the 'reveal' that she was an undercover cop came more as a twist it was revealed soooo early#i get that youre playing her for like the entirety of it but still. do some more stuff from seth's perspective or smth idk#and honestly the whole undercover cop thing was. eh jaskldfl too much copganda esp with seth's whole 'i hate dishonesty!!!!!!!' shtick#would have preferred if she was more of a morally ambiguous independent party who happens to have aligning goals situation#its boring when you know she's on “our side” for 99% of it. absolutely 0 stakes#i do love jane's gameplay though so i didn't mind all the battle sequences jakdljaf
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in light of recent (tragic) news, take this esupuri ibuki edit i made instead of sleeping (yeah yeah i know its really rushed don't look at it up close okay i'll still try to polish it once i'm less tired) bc in this house we don't accept ibuki in akatsuki
#ensemble stars#enstars#ibuki taki#akatsuki#esupuri#anger stage of grief forever and ever#don't judge me in your mind for all the parts of esupuri's uniform that i didn't draw correctly#if you use it please don't credit me thank you#lets be in denial and pretend its official (even though the edit is bad)
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✧*:・゚Art summary 2024
2014-2017 | 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021
#art summary#art summary 2024#art summary meme#my art#I know two years are missing but I wanted to get back to doing this summary#no art in November apart from that little mushroom so I didn't separate Aster and Kornelia (I like that drawing lol)#I draw significantly less and even less for myself but I don't mind for some reason#idk maybe my hyperfixation is now writing#I used to draw and learn about art and consume it in every way#and then I think Al came in and started to slowly destroy that obsession bringing doubts about my skills and the whole sense of creating#I don't look for new art that much because the constant suspicion spoils the joy of exploration#I don't feel like posting drawings in low res blurry with added artefacts knowing they will be ground into mush anyway#all so the rich dudes become richer and the spiteful dudes drown in their own venom#I know writing is treated the same way as visual art#it's art after all so something useless and pointless#but at least I don't have to post my chapters every month and watch as they disappear in the everyday slop#though I'm sure the big bosses will take my words and feed them to the machines as well because why not#sorry about the tags xD#HAPPY NEW YEAR! (soon)#I hope 2025 is the year the Al bros choke ;)
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Cobra Kai | 6.02
#cobra kai#ckedit#cobrakaiedit#efedits#lawrusso#johnny lawrence#daniel larusso#what in the.......................what is going on here fellas...........#black and white even though i don't prefer it but johnny's gifs looked horrendous no matter how i tried with the colouring#and left out two gifs of johnny's stupid head tilt yk which one im talking about and daniel's beautiful smile bc they didn't fit the vibe#of whatever the fuck is going on here.......#and the b&w makes it kinda......idk let your minds go crazy over aus here 😏 mine sure does
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Soft & cute, quick-footed, scaredy & anxious, with explosive kicks and tempers... Clumsy bunny and clever hare! Fight, flight or freeze go!


#... And then the cute cotton ball one sends an explosion to your face#Figuring out bunny braiding logistics#Dungeon meshi#Chilchuck tims#marcille donato#Marchil#chil is wild brown hare but Marcille i didn't have a specific breed/species in mind. probably angora though#y'all have heard my jackrabbit by san fermin speech by now#if not :#fumifooms.tumblr.com/post/740180569696190464#should i start a tag hmmmm#rabbit marchil#I recolored Chikchuck once and drawing the grey hairs I went “hehe they look like sprinkles” and I think Marcille should praise him like th#Chilchuck search history ‘is it normal for young female coworker to call your grey hairs sprinkles’#I thinkk i did the base sketch for this back in july. Chil was perfect i didn’t redraw him gdbgd
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I yearn for engiespy cuddling in some corner in the middle of a match like the others aren't being blown up by each other just a few feet away... do you see my vision...
I hope I do see it!
#ok so... i was gonna do a diff req#but then i saw ur request there. sentrysapper.#and then i immediately jumped out of my chair dropped to the floor and ripped my shirt off and yelled on top of my lungs while crying#then threw my laptop out of the window and anyways if you didn't get it i was very happy and excited!#ORIGINALLY i had a really different vision of this#but it kinda failed and yknowhowitgoes had to improvise but i hope ya like it!!!#also sorry about the edited on effects. i dont have enough patience for the ones already in sfm.#tf2#team fortress 2#sfm#tf2 sfm#sfm poster#tf2 spy#tf2 engineer#tf2 pyro#tf2 demoman#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#tf2 soldier#hope nobody minds me tagging all of them even though some are merely barely on the background.... and one is barely a gib.#engiespy#tf2 engiespy#practical espionage#my art#jokz asks
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Ooh, you want to know what happens at the gay bar run by ex-pirates, ooh...You'll just have to read Tiger Tiger to find out...
(Inspired by this Disco Elysium comic)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#Arno#jamis arlesi#f slur mention#(Remy is allowed to say it. Jury is still out on Jamis though.)#I love that disco elyisum comic so much. I have it saved in several places so I can find it to show people. I lost it once. Never. Again.#Hard lesson about redrawing/heavily referencing a beloved comic is that you will feel so inferior to its genius.#I did my best but I feel like I didn't hit the high notes I wanted. Such is art!#At the end of the day I have to remind myself that I'm still on a journey and not every piece is going to be my best.#Yeah I'm still on my Tigers propagana train. Toot Toot. All abord or perish to the Tigers.#I hear tigers are running the Olympics this year. That's right. It's tigers all the way down.#Obscure references aside; time to talk tigers spoilers:#I was absolutely losing my mind at Remy taking Jamis to the Starfall. He did *not* expect to be in a gay bar.#Jamis is our beloved bisexual lad but I don't think he's fully in tune with it yet.#How down right unfortunate that he is also the hottest cub in the room. Will he realize? What will he realize? Who Knows!#Thank you to everyone who checked out Tiger Tiger from my recommendations!#And thank you to my fellow Tigers fans for receiving my comics with open arms. Next comic will be about Rat Man.
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burn my dread 💀💙
[redraw of sorts of official art, the og under the cut]

#persona 3#persona#p3#makoto yuki#minato arisato#persona 3 protagonist#yukari takeba#junpei iori#p3 thanatos#thanatos#sort of#persona 3 art#persona fanart#persona 3 fanart#HAPPY REALLY LATE ANNIVERSARY P3#originally i didn't plan on drawing anything but i changed my mind#p3 is just really important to me so it felt wrong not to celebrate it some way#this took longer than i thought though#even looking at it now perspective feels a bit off#i did take some libertys and draw thanatos is his death form instead of his persona one#i thought it would look cool and would be easier (not rlly)#i was also debating putting them in their reload equipment but this is the og games anniversary so i opted not to#i also tried out lineless and i think it looks pretty good#all of this to say im tired#and my files crashed when i was almost done which was annoying#ok gn! i promise ill draw more i already have something else cooking!#minnidraws#persona 3 fes#p3 fes
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my only concept for a possible Sonic Prime rewrite is just making more shatterverses so. showing off a Tails design I thought of for one of 'em LMFAO, I'll see if I end up fleshing this guy out properly
I know Nine already exists within the series as the resident serious Tails or whatever, but I really like the idea of Jade 😭 Overall he's just very bitchy and very demanding as a person, it's funny to imagine considering how the "original" Tails is lol (besides, I'm sure Sonic can deal with another version of his buddy that's out of get him!)
#WIP#technically? since this is more like a concept if anything#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic prime#sonic prime au#sonic au#au#rewrite#???? TECHNICALLY????#I just wanna flesh out the world if anything#anyways jade is also fairly traumatized#I fear I took too much inspiration from nine#in the sense he's just a different version of “what if Tails didn't mean Sonic”#this time it's because Jade's parents didn't give him up for the extra tails#god knows why I'll come up with a reason later#they shoulda though because they SUCK as parents#now their kid is a dramatic diva#he's like nine but with money man#god help Sonic#if nine was a pain in the ass jade is even WORSE when his villain arc eventually comes around#the dynamic I have in mind for them is so funny#fanart#concept art#sonic fanart
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Locked in and made my own elf species
I call them Eltaan, at least for now, I will do some revisions and changes most likely, cuz they were made quite hastily, but I like how they turned out, so I might as well show em
#thought to myself man i sure love elves#wish there were more that didn't look so human though#thaen i realized i can literally make some#so here we are#oc#yall are welcome to make ur own based on these btw i don't mind at all#original characters#original character#elf#elve#elves#new species#eltaan#shadowkin#dark elf#solar elf#i was a bit inspired by dos2 elfs tho#love them so much
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🎶 adore me hold me and explore me....
I'M SO FUCKING HORNY!!!!! 🥵❤️🔥🎶
#*carly catalogs#serious question....#do you guys think he made her juno in that hotel room tonight?????#CAUSE I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED#one of her is cute BUT TWO THOUGH??????#10000% BET TIMOTHY COULD GET HER PREGGERS IN ONE FELL SWOOP LIKE MY BOY COLIN DID TO PENELOPE#ya know they definitely didn't wrap it up#it CLEARLY wasn't on either of their minds lol 🤭#wait i might run with this as a wip....#the rookie#the rookie spoilers#7x06#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well
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