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` Choose Us, Choose Me
` pairing: colonel!Caleb x mechanic!reader
` tags: canon divergence!! strictly doesn't follow canon timeline!! but might seem similar?? idk tbh. anyway ANGST. full hurt no comfort. vague plot. vague relationship. vague mentions of betrayal and double agents. vvvery short scenario.
` teaa's note: having to wait for 22 Jan for Caleb's full lore to drop, imma indulge in my personal headcanon for this ficlet instead - a special (&painful) treat for all the Caleb girlies (and me ehe!) (â äşşâ *â ´â ââ ď˝â )â ・â *ďžâ +
Your silence is the cruelest punishment he had ever endured.
Yet Caleb too remained silent as he watched you meticulously work on repairing his damaged bionic arm, not once had you uttered a single word since his impromptu arrival at your workshop stationed within the massive spaceship.
You merely glanced at him, your tired gaze instantly flickering towards his shortcircuiting arm before letting out a small huff of annoyance as you slammed the coffee mug on the messy table. Like a routine checkup, you wordlessly pointed towards the empty seat and began working on fixing his bionic arm back to good as new.
All the while the tense atmosphere remained palpable within the workshop. Even your trusty little invention-slash-companion robot, Brownie had jumped over the table, holding out all the necessary tools for you to fix Caleb up, yet the presence of the adorable little brown robot cat wasn't enough to shimmer down the tension in the air.
Your expression remained aloof yet the look in your eyes held a strong suppressed rage. Caleb winced when you purposely handled his arm a tad bit too roughly, shooting a side eyed glare at Brownie snickering at him, a clear message of 'you deserve it!' written all over your little companion's face.
Caleb was tempted to send the smug rascal flying across the room using his Evol.
...But he wouldn't want to risk facing your wrath, not when you're still mad pissed at him right now.
"...You know I had to do it." Caleb decided to break the silence first, his eyes locked onto your face, hoping to ease down your anger even just a little bit. "I was following orders."
You stayed silent, nonchalantly avoiding his gaze as your attention was solely on the holographic screen displaying the restoration process.
Caleb gritted his teeth, growing agitated by your lack of response. Why were you so stubborn? Why couldn't you understand him? Why do you have to subject him to this stupid silent treatment of yours?
Why can't you see he's doing all this for your sake?
"It's done." You finally spoke after a long tense silence, your voice cold and detached as you did the final adjustments on his bionic arm. His piercing stare was suffocating you and you wanted nothing more than to be out of his sight. "Now get out."
You had only turned around for a brief millisecond before his hand suddenly snatched your wrist, pulling you close to him. His taller frame towering over you, his face confronted in a mixture of anguish and pain - a sight that made your heart ache, but you refuse to show any weakness, not in front of him, especially not in front of a cruel man like him.
"How long are you going to keep this up?" Caleb spoke lowly, struggling to suppress his own anger. "Aren't you tired of these charades of yours?"
You glared up at him defiantly, despite the slight tremble from his iron grip. "I have no idea what you're talking about."
"Don't play dumb with me." He scowled, his grip on your wrist tightened slightly. "How long are you going to play both sides? Do you think they're going to let you off easily once they find out you've been secretly colluding with the enemy?"
His heart sank in dread at your unfazed reaction, as if you've been expecting this to happen sooner or later, that the consequences be damned if it meant fulfilling your own secret mission no matter the cost.
Even at the expense of your own wellbeing.
"..Choose us." Choose me. Caleb shut his eyes briefly before letting go of your wrist, his voice strained with a soft plea as his hands gently cupped your cheeks, forcing you to look up at him. "I can guarantee your safety if you choose our side, please Princess. You'll die if you keep this up."
He sees the flicker of hesitation in your eyes, the conflict swimming in those alluring gaze that never fail to make his heart stutter. But as soon as that raising hope for you turn to his side came, it vanished in an instant when you slapped his hands away.
"I'd rather much die." You spat, your fist clutched the collar of his shirt as you glared up at him, the hatred and disgust written all over your face as your final words shattered his heart into pieces.
"Than to serve the likes of abominations like you.â
#going full brainrot mode after Caleb's trailer dropped so this fic happened lmaoo#wrote it in a spur of the moment#caleb x you#caleb x reader#Caleb x y/n#lads caleb#lnds caleb#love and deepspace caleb#lads fanfic#lads angst#lnds angst#love and deepspace#love and deepspace scenarios
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mrs. marine's trouble. | kang dae-ho (player 388)
REQUESTED by: @ang3licbabydolly = "plssss dae-ho x f!reader smut !! đ"
wc: 2.6k
warnings: SMUTTTT.
i really don't know what to say. this is the first ever smut i've written, i hope i did it justice. longer than what i expected it to be.
NOT proof-read!!!
the distant hum of strained whispers and restless shuffling filled the dorm, a constant reminder of the stakes you were all under. amid the sea of desperation, your eyes found kang dae-hoâplayer 388.
he sat with his back against a bunk post, his broad shoulders relaxed yet alert, like he was still on duty. his jawline was sharp, his expression unreadable, and his body language exuded confidenceâuntil your gaze lingered too long.
he noticed. his composure faltered for the briefest moment, his dark eyes flicking to yours before darting away, a faint flush creeping up his neck.
you stood, curiosity and something deeper urging you toward him. âdae-ho,â you said as you stopped in front of him.
he glanced up, his lips quirking into a polite smile. âyou shouldnât sneak up on a marine,â he teased, his voice low and smooth.
âwasnât sneaking,â you replied, matching his tone as you crouched to his level. âyou just werenât paying attention.â
his chuckle was soft, a little strained. âmaybe youâre too distracting,â he said, surprising both himself and you.
you raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at your lips. âis that so?â
he cleared his throat, visibly pulling himself back into his composed shell. âwhat do you need?â
âmaybe i just wanted to sit here with you,â you said, tilting your head. âyou mind?â
his hesitation was subtle but there. âsuit yourself,â he murmured, scooting slightly to give you space beside him.
you settled in, the heat of his body radiating close. âyou always so serious?â you teased gently, glancing at his sharp profile.
âitâs the marine in me,â he said with a faint smile. âserious is second nature.â
âand the blushing?â you asked, leaning in just a little.
his eyes snapped to yours, his cheeks darkening. âi donât blush,â he said, a bit too quickly.
you grinned. âsure, you donât.â
he huffed a soft laugh, shaking his head, and you could see his armor slipping. this wasnât the marine talking nowâthis was just dae-ho, a man trying to keep himself together in impossible circumstances.
âyouâre trouble, you know that?â he said, glancing sideways at you.
âiâve been told,â you said, letting your shoulder bump his lightly.
he stiffened at the contact but didnât pull away. emboldened, you let your hand rest on his thigh, a casual yet deliberate move.
his breath hitched. âyouâreââ
âtrouble,â you finished for him, leaning in just enough that your lips brushed his ear as you spoke.
his jaw tightened, and his hand reflexively covered yours, trapping it against his thigh. his grip was firm, warm, and the callouses on his palm sent a shiver through you.
âyou think this is a good idea?â he asked, his voice lower now, tinged with a nervous edge.
âi think,â you said, turning your face so your lips hovered near his, âthat you want this as much as i do.â
his dark eyes locked with yours, searching your face as though testing your resolve. his confidence as a marine battled with his shyness in this unfamiliar kind of vulnerability.
then, he closed the distance.
the kiss was slow at first, tentative, his lips warm and firm against yours. but when you sighed into it, his hesitation melted. his free hand slid to your waist, pulling you closer with a controlled strength that made your pulse race.
âyouâre gonna get me in trouble,â he murmured against your lips, though his grip on you only tightened.
âyouâre already in trouble,â you whispered back, threading your fingers through his short, dark hair.
he chuckled, a soft, breathy sound that sent warmth pooling in your pussy. his shyness lingered in the way he paused between kisses, as though still wrapping his head around the situation, but his touches were confident, deliberate.
his hand starts trailing from your waist to my ass, squeezing it as you let out a soft moan. as much as you are enjoying this, you needed more privacy. your voyuerism kink was begging you to let him fuck you right there and then, but something held you back.
"w-we should go to the bathroom." you whisper to him. without another word, he gets up, dragging you by the hand to the door where a guard stood.
"we need to use the bathroom." dae-ho told the guard.
"it's late, get back to your bunks. use it in the morning." the guard informed us.
"i swear to God, if you don't let us use the bathrooms right now! i'm a woman for fucks sake, how fucking dare you! my rights as a woman are being absolutely ignored, it's a medical emergen-"
the guard hastily opened the door towards the bathroom, not saying another word. "...thank you... yea thank you, as you should, gosh!" you finished, as you quickly got in front of dae-ho and dragged him into the women's bathroom.
as soon as we got inside, you turned around and smashed your lips onto him. he quickly pushed you into an empty stall and closed the door behind you. he pinned you against the wall and began to kiss you back just as eagerly as you were. his hands started to roam over your body as his kisses started to move to your neck.
as he kissed your neck, he started to bite and nibble at your skin, as hands wandered all over your body, wanting to touch every part of you. he grabbed your ass and gave it a hard squeeze as he pressed himself up against you. you could feel him pressing against you and you let out a whine, while you could hear him let out a stifled moan into your neck. his hands moved to your waist, wanting to tug at your shirt and slide his hands under to touch your skin and those tits that he has been day-dreaming about.
his hands roamed everywhere, from your back to your ass, to your stomach, caressing every inch of you. he started to tug at the bottom of your shirt, wanting it off. you helped him, slipping off your unzipped jacket and shirt, and tossing it aside. he started to kiss his way down your body, kissing and biting your skin as he went.
as dae-ho's lips trailed down your body, his calloused hands explored every curve with a mic of reverence and hunger. he paused at your bra, fingers hesitating at the clasp. "may i?" he whispered, his voice husky with desire.
you nodded, breath catching as he deftly unhooked your bra, letting it fall to the ground. his eyes darkened as he took in the sight of your bare breasts, nipples hardening under his intense gaze. "fuck," he breathed, "you're so gorgeous."
without warning, he dipped his head, taking one nipple into his mouth. his tongue swirled around the sensitive bud, teeth grazing lightly as his hand kneaded your other breast. you arched into him, a soft moan escaping your lips.
his free hand slid down your stomach, fingers dipping beneath the waistband of your pants. he paused, looking up at you with a question in his eyes. "is this okay?"
"fuck, yes," you gasped, hips bucking slightly against his hand. He smirked, a flash of confidence breaking through his usual stoic but timid demeanor.
dae-ho's fingers slipped beneath your waistband, teasing along your lower abdomen. his touch was electric, sending shivers through your body as he slowly, torturously, inched lower. "fuck, you're so wet," he growled, his fingers finally reaching your slick folds. he ran a finger along your slit, gathering your arousal before circling your clit. you gasped, hips jerking at the sensation.
dae-ho's mouth returned to your breast, tongue laving over your nipple as his fingers worked between your legs. he slipped one finger inside you, then another, curling them to hit that spot that made you see stars. "ah, fuck, d-dae-ho," you moaned, clutching at his shoulders. "please, i need more."
he lifted his head, dark eyes meeting yours. "tell me what you want," he said, voice low and husky. "i want to hear you say it, princess"
you swallowed hard, arousal and anticipation making you bold. "i want your cock," you breathed. "i want you to fuck me until i can't remember my own name."
a groan rumbled in his chest. "fuck, you can't just say things like that," his dick was throbbing at this point. "you don't care that guard is outside the door, you want this, don't you? you're such a little slut for me. want me to fuck your brains out? i'll give you what you want."
without warning, he spun you around, pressing your chest against the cold tile wall. his hands roamed your body, caressing your curves before settling on your hips. you could feel the heat of his body against your back, his breath hot on your neck. "you want my cock?" he growled, grinding his erection against your ass, "then you're gonna get it, baby."
his fingers hooked into the waistband of your pants, tugging them down along with your underwear in one swift motion. the cool air hit your exposed skin, making you shiver. dae-ho's hand slid between your legs, fingers teasing your slick folds. "fuck, you're so wet for me," he groaned, slipping two fingers inside you. he pumped them slowly, curling them to hit that spot that made your knees weak. "you like that, don't you? like feeling my fingers inside your tight little pussy?"
you moaned in response, pushing back against his hand. "please, dae-ho," you whimpered. "i need more." he chuckled, a low, throaty sound that sent shivers down your spine. "patience, baby. i'm gonna make you feel so good."
dae-ho's fingers continued their torturous rhythm, pumping into you at a steady pace. his thumb found your clit, circling the sensitive nub, adding another layer of sensation, making you moan and whine so loud. "fuck, you're so responsive," he breathed, nibbling at your earlobe. "i love hearing the sounds you make."
he scissored his fingers, stretching you as he prepared you for his cock. you could feel it, hard and hot against your ass, twitching with each noise you made. "you have no idea how long i've wanted this," he groaned, fingers twisting inside you. "to have you, all to myself. to make you mine."
the thought of belonging to dae-ho, of being claimed by him, sent a fresh wave of arousal through you. you rocked back against his hand, seeking more friction. "please," you whimpered, "i need you. stop teasing me."
dae-ho needed no further encouragement. he withdrew his fingers, making you whine at the loss, but quickly turned you back around and replaced his fingers with the blunt head of his cock. he rubbed it up and down your slit, coating it in your arousal before positioning it at your entrance. "ready, baby?" he asked, voice tight with restraint. at your nod, he pushed inside, filling you in one smooth thrust.
you cried out at the sensation, your back arching off the wall. he felt so big, stretching you deliciously as he buried himself to the hilt. "fuck, you're tight,"he groaned, giving you a moment to adjust. you clenched around him instinctively, earning a low curse. "fuckk, i'm gonna make you feel so good. gonna fuck this sweet little pussy till you forget everything but my name. i want you screaming my name with that pretty voice you have"
dae-ho set a punishing pace, his hips snapping against yours as he pounded into your tight heat. you were lost in the pleasure, every thrust sending you closer to the edge. "fuck, dae-ho," you moaned, clenching around him."you feel so good."
he groaned, the sound low and guttural. "i need you closer," he grunted, slowing his thrusts. "wrap your legs around me, baby. wanna feel all of you." he pulled out, turning you around to face him. his eyes were dark with lust, pupils blown wide. "jump," he ordered, lifting you easily. you obligied, wrapping your legs around his waist as he held you up effortlessly against the wall.
and then he was moving again, thrusting up into you with abandon.
the change in position allowed dae-ho to go deeper, hitting that spot inside you with every snap of his hips. "ahh fuck, yes!" you cried, fingers digging into his shoulders.
he captured your mouth in a searing kiss, tongue delving between your lips as he continued to pound into you. you met him thrust for thrust, your bodies moving in perfect sync. the pleasure built, coiling tighter and tighter in your core. you could feel your climax approaching, your walls starting to flutter around his cock. "fuck, i'm close," you whimpered against his mouth.
"that's it, baby," dae-ho encouraged, his voice strained. "let go. wanna feel you cum on my cock." dae-ho's words sent you over the edge. your orgasm crashed over you, wave after wave of ecstasy coursing through your body. you cried out his name, clinging to him as you trembled and convulsed around his still-thrusting cock. "fuck yes, just like that," he grunted, burying his face in your neck as he chased his own release.
he thrust erratically, losing his rhythm as he neared the brink. with a final, powerful snap of his hips, he came hard, spilling deep inside you with a hoarse shout. you could feel each pulse of his cock, the sensation sending after-shocks through your sensitive body.
he held you close, still buried inside you, as you both struggled to catch your breath. kisses were peppered along your jawline, your neck, your shoulder... gentle, almost reverent, in the aftermath of your passion.
eventually, he lifted his head, gazing at you with a mix of satisfaction and lingering desire. his softening cock slipped out of you, and he slowly lowered your shaky legs to the ground, keeping a firm grip on your waist to steady you.
"are you alright?" he asked, smoothing your damp hair back from your face. "did i hurt you?"
you shook your head, unable to suppress a blissful smile. "no," you murmured. "that was...incredible."
he huffed a soft laugh, pressing his forehead to yours. "you're incredible," he corrected, voice rough with emotion. "i've never felt anything like that before. "he kissed you then, slow and deep, putting all his feelings into the embrace. when he finally pulled away, you could see the vulnerability in his eyes, the tender look that graced the ex-marine's features.
"what happens now?"
you smiled softly, running your fingers through his sweat-dampened hair. "now?"you murmured. "now we get cleaned up, and go back to the bunks before someone misses us and comes looking."
dae-ho chuckled, nodding in agreement. "as much as i'd love to stay here with you all night, you're right." he pressed one more lingering kiss to your lips before reaching for your discarded clothes, handing them to you one by one. once you were both dressed, he tugged you close, resting his chin on top of your head.
"wanna sleep with me tonight?"
dae-ho studied you for a long moment before nodding slowly, a small but genuine smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "okay," he agreed softly. "i'd like that."
hand in hand, you snuck back to the dorm, slipping quietly into dae-ho's bunk just as the others were settling down for the night. you huddled together under the thin blanket, your bodies close but your touches chaste. this night had been intense, but for now, all you wanted was to be near him.
"good night, mr. marine."
"good night, mrs. marine's trouble."
as you drifted off to sleep in his arms, you couldn't help but smile. you weren't sure what tomorrow would bring, or where this new development would take you. but for now, you were happy. happy, and safe, and exactly where you were meant to be.
but how quickly could this all change?
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A large blonde with long hair clapped his hands together. âFinally! The future Queen of The 107th! And a beautiful one at that. Itâs a pleasure.â Your eyes widened as he stood, his stature as booming as his voice before he bowed. He actually bowed to you. âAre the rest of you not standing? Fowler, Wilson, on your feet with Rogers. This is not just a woman, this is Barnesâs woman. Show her some respect.â
He's too much, istg đ it's like overdosing in respect women juice but it's not actually respect women juice, its just steroids. Bro, calm down.
âTold you it was too soon to bring her here,â the dark-eyed gentleman beside Thor spoke, a mildly sympathetic look on his face. âBut, no, you never listen to me.â
Samuel, there's a reason why YOU'RE my Captain America. Steve lost all of his common sense, yours is still intact. That's good. đ
He seemed nice, but how nice could he be if he was Buckyâs friend?
Stop reminding me, everything is fine. đ
âIt really is nice to see the future wife in person.â Nick gave you a quick once over, but there was no judgment, unlike that jerk at the bar. âI can see exactly why he broke into your place just to talk to you.â
ACA-SCUSE ME. SIR???
âIâm not bothering her. Maybe you're the one bothering her.â
That death wish is like one second away from coming true. Bro, chill đ
âI think so, too.â Steve smiled and you did your best to return it, but it fell flat as you remembered the flowers at Bucky's penthouse. âThank you for making my best friend happy. Thatâs all I want for him.â
....I think the fuck not. Sir, you are no. 1 on the DO NOT TRUST list.
âI've actually done a little bit more than that,â he said, your heart dropping as he looked at Bucky. What did he mean? âDid you get a chance to introduce her?â
BEEP BEEP BEEP. OMG. THEY MATCH EACHOTHER'S FREAKS. BY THEY, I MEAN BUCKY AND STEVE.
AND THEIR READERS MATCH EACH OTHER'S TRAUMA.
âThat should've been your first clue that she was special. Everyone else down there has to abide by a dress code, but not her. Thatâs how much power she has. And you tried to make her feel bad for that?â Bucky held a hand up when Ari stepped forward again. âNo. I won't let that stand.â
I am not gonna lie. I am currently freaking out and throwing up, this is too intense. đ
You rolled your lips between your teeth. Defending you that way was a lot, but a morbid part of you liked that he stood up for you. âThank you, but no more hitting people in my name. I can't stand it if someone else was hurt because of me.â
I saw that đ That's going to the list of things that will make sense in a couple more chapters.
Steve looked at the monitor that displayed the coat room. âWe take care of our own.â
Okay, listen. Chris Evans can play a horrifying psychopath. We all know that, we all watched Knives Out and The Gray Man. But STEVE ROGERS as a psychopath is arguably scarier. Like this is STEVE, the gentleman, the empath. There's a certain moral expectation when it comes to him. So seeing him like this but still with a smile on his face acting like he's not terrifying but approachable is definitely my nightmare.
Youâd find out soon enough.
Babygirl, you'll be finding out the hard way. đ
This chapter is by far the most intense for me. It's so well written, it's so well paced. Navy, you've really outdone yourself with this one. đ
Fuck John. We don't know a John.
Hold You Tight: Part 8
Pairing: Club Owner!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Fic Summary: The owner of The 107th wants you to be his girl whether you like it or not.
Part 7 | Series Masterlist | Part 9
Chapter Summary: You talk with some of Bucky's friends and witness what happens to someone who disrespects you.
Chapter Word Count: Over 5.2k
Chapter Warnings: DARK AU, tension, mention of stalking, inner conflict, insecurities, manipulation, possessiveness, violence (not against reader), Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?), more warnings to come.
A/N: More Hold You Tight and thank you for your patience! Hope you lovelies continue to enjoy. Bucky edit by the beautiful @nixakimbo . â¤ď¸ Beta read by the lovely @whisperlullaby , but any and all mistakes are my own. Divider by the talented @firefly-graphics . Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
You didnât respond to the comment and did your best to ignore the stares from the others. Intrigue filled their eyes and you suddenly felt as if they placed you under a microscope. Being the center of Buckyâs attention was smothering, but the weight of their gazes settled so hard in your chest that you worried you wouldnât breathe properly again.
You looked around in the hopes it would distract you. A nice office, just as you expected. A high ceiling like his penthouse, but with carpet instead of a marble floor. The dark, expensive desk and furniture added to the vibe, powerful and ominous. A bookshelf along one wall lined with books reminded you that Bucky really liked to read. You also wondered who painted the lone piece of art that hung above his desk. A black dahlia, symbolic of sadness or betrayal.
Why that flower?
The wall to your left pushed that thought away. Monitors took up the top half and displayed various parts of the club. You werenât sure why it took you by surprise, especially since he mentioned seeing you in the VIP section. The man was a control freak. At the same time, the club belonged to him and he certainly wouldnât be the first business owner to have eyes and ears everywhere around his place.
âQuick introduction before we get into specifics,â Bucky said, nodding around the room. âThor Odinson, Nick Fowler, Sam Wilson, and Steve Rogers.â
A large blonde with long hair clapped his hands together. âFinally! The future Queen of The 107th! And a beautiful one at that. Itâs a pleasure.â Your eyes widened as he stood, his stature as booming as his voice before he bowed. He actually bowed to you. âAre the rest of you not standing? Fowler, Wilson, on your feet with Rogers. This is not just a woman, this is Barnesâs woman. Show her some respect.â
âI swear, you arenât from this world,â a brunette in a sharp black suit mumbled, but got to his feet along with the others. The unexpected gesture stunned you into silence. âWe were starting to wonder if you stood us up.â
âTook a bit of convincing to get her here, Nick,â Bucky explained, making you bite your tongue when he kissed your temple. âShe wanted a quiet night.â
The handsome man had a menacing glint in his brilliant blue eyes. âAnd how exactly did you convince her?â
âYou know, you can all sit back down,â you cut in. âThereâs no reason to stand just because Iâm here,â you added, though you appreciated Thorâs genuine enthusiasm. It was kind of endearing.
âNonsense. Youâre all he speaks of, so you are a Queen in our eyes,â Thor said.
âFuture Queen does have a nice ring to it. Maybe I can buy you a tiara,â Bucky smiled. The men chuckled in unison, with the exception of Ray.
Hyenas.
Whatever expression you had on your face made Bucky frown. âAre you okay?â
You wanted to scream how you werenât okay at all and how terrifying the entire situation was, but Bucky took your hand before you could answer and kissed your fingers. It somehow soothed a bit of the nerves, which wasnât fair since he was the one who tangled you in this web in the first place. âJust not used to so much attention,â you admitted.
âLetâs sit,â Bucky suggested, leading you to the remaining empty sofa. Instead of giving you space, he kept you at his side once you both sat. Was it a display of ownership in front of everyone or did he just want you right beside him? âRay, bring her some water.â
Your heart thumped against your ribcage and the gentleness of Buckyâs hand on your cheek startled you. It was different on the club floor. Even with his men teasing you, there were tons of others around. Here in the office, the spotlight was solely on you. All because Bucky wanted you. Otherwise, youâd be invisible.
âIâll have you home soon,â Bucky whispered, grounding you with the reminder that you didn't have to stay all night. âJust a little bit longer.â
âTold you it was too soon to bring her here,â the dark-eyed gentleman beside Thor spoke, a mildly sympathetic look on his face. âBut, no, you never listen to me.â
âAnd I told you where to shove your opinion, Sam,â Bucky snapped, thanking Ray in a softer tone when he placed a bottle in your hand. At least you knew it wasnât drugged or tampered with since you had to open it yourself.
âSo, Barnes tells us you work with flowers?â Thor questioned.
You nodded, not sure if it should bother you that he spoke about your job or impressed that his friends took the time to remember. âYeah, Iâm a florist. I enjoy it.â
âThat is a lovely profession. He also mentioned you occasionally bring flowers to the local hospital at no charge,â Thor continued before the others gave him a look you couldn't decipher. âWe do not see a lot of kindness like that around here.â
âYeah, I sometimesâŚâ you trailed off when you noticed Buckyâs jaw clench. It wasnât something the two of you talked about during your date, but he clearly knew. Youâd have to revisit this conversation later. âBucky, why don't you tell me about your friends?â You suggested. Anything to take the focus off you.
Bucky blinked and gave you a smile after a moment. âSure. Years ago, Steve decided to drag me to a veteran support meeting after we served, which is how I met Thor and Sam. They invest in real estate,â he explained. âSam focuses more on the commercial end and Thor on homes.â
The military background didn't surprise you. Brotherhood. Loyalty. Respect. There was an unmistakable bond there.
âWilson and I were just discussing our newest acquisitions before you walked in,â Thor said, tilting his glass toward you. âBarnes didn't tell us you lived in such a nice area.â
Your stomach tightened with nerves. âExcuse me?â
Sam looked like he was considering his words when Thorâs gaze flickered to him. âBucky may have mentioned a property or two in that neighborhood that might be a good investment. Heâs right.â
Your gaze jerked to the man holding you. His lips curled, knowing and unashamed. His promise to have you out of your home⌠âIs my apartment building one of those properties?â
Bucky shrugged. âIt might be.â
Your heart gave a hard thud. If he was serious⌠If his friend bought the building⌠No, he couldnât do that to you.
âNick deals with investments, too, but he focuses more on businesses over real estate. We actually introduced him to Bucky,â Sam said, effortlessly shifting the conservation back to the group. He seemed nice, but how nice could he be if he was Buckyâs friend?
âIt really is nice to see the future wife in person.â Nick gave you a quick once over, but there was no judgment, unlike that jerk at the bar. âI can see exactly why he broke into your place just to talk to you.â
Bucky rubbed your back when you coughed. Nick was almost as nonchalant about the situation as Bucky was. âSo, everyone really is aware that heâs a stalker,â you said.
âHe prefers to think of himself as passionate or intense.â
âPay no attention to him,â Bucky advised.
Nick simply smirked. âI was giving her a compliment.â
âJax and Hal have already hit on her and I don't need you bothering her, too.â
âIâm not bothering her. Maybe you're the one bothering her.â
âPlease, you don't have to talk about me like I'm not here,â you interrupted. Wanting to be invisible was one thing, but you wouldn't be treated as such.
You shut your mouth when everyone looked your way, but relaxed when all the men laughed again. âI like you,â Nick said. That brought a small smile to your face. It wasn't like you wanted the people in Bucky's life to like you, but it was nice to see that others werenât phased by his power.
Bucky shot him a look for a split second before the latter put his hands up. âI donât like her that way. We all know she's your girl,â he promised before looking at you again. âBut I do like your spirit. It's good for him.â
Bucky shifted his gaze back to you adoringly as you shrank back into the sofa. âThanks,â you whispered.
âAnd since youâre here, I wanted to ask what you think I should get Brady and Addison for their upcoming wedding,â Nick smirked again, but it was much softer this time. âI asked Bucky, but he thought I should ask you since you're so close to them.â
A chill ran over you. How did⌠âNick,â you whispered, recalling your earlier conversation with Addison. âYouâre Bradyâs new boss, aren't you?â
âSmart girl.â he smiled, impressed. âIâm a boss of sorts. Heâs a hard worker. Loves his fiancĂŠ. I hope they're enjoying their dinner.â
âCheck their registry. Everything they want is there,â you said as evenly as you could manage, wishing you had the strength to bolt from the room.
You swallowed back the urge to get sick as Bucky rubbed your side. This wasn't just meeting his friends. This was a not-so-subtle way to tell you that you weren't getting away from him. And how could you? There was a chance that Sam bought your building. Nick had a way to get to people you cared about. And Steve showed up at your job, one of your only safe-havens. What was next?
It would've been easy to feel hollow to it all as Bucky wove himself into your life. Was it just control he sought? Or did he want to be in as much of life as possible so you couldn't forget him if you tried? No matter where you went, where you looked, who you saw, it would now trace back to him. Like he wanted everything to begin and end with him.
You looked toward Ray, but he looked at the floor. Sighing, you shook her head. You were all alone. âSo, Bucky knows how to get into my home and pretty much knows everywhere I go. Sam or Thor might be buying the building I live in. Nick is working with someone close to me. And Steve⌠clearly knows where I work. Am I missing anything? Is this totally normal behavior for all of you?â
You could still see the intrigue in their eyes at your clipped tone. âYou seem unhappy by that, but it is a dangerous world out there and you are a guarded treasure who needs to be looked after,â Thor spoke, looking to the others for support. âAll of our women are.â
Nick nodded after a moment. âVarying degrees with our approaches, but yes. Itâs dangerous out there.â
You huffed. Did they think they were the good guys? Were their significant others like you? Trapped? âItâs dangerous here, too.â
âYouâre not in any danger with us.â Bucky turned your head toward him. âBut Thor's right. You are my treasure, Kotyonok. I found you and Iâm not letting you go.â
A possession. Something to covet. âYou couldâve just left me buried in the sand or at the bottom of the ocean,â you whispered, ignoring the hurt in his eyes. âI didnât ask for you to dig me up.â
âThis is all overwhelming. I know it is,â Bucky whispered back, like the others werenât listening. âIf youâre upset that Steve went into your shop or for anything else, you can blame me.â
Of course that was the thing he commented on. âOh, donât worry. I do blame you.â
The men laughed again as he ran a finger along your neck. âAnother thing Iâll make up to you.â
You huffed again. âAnd how will you do that? Jerk off while Iâm on the phone with you? Because you already did that earlier.â
Bucky smirked at your sass when Sam coughed and said, âSteve, youâre being awfully quiet over there.â You almost forgot he was there since he hadn't said much else since you walked in.
âWho cares about Steve?â Nick grinned as he sipped his drink. âLetâs hear more about that phone call.â
âJust observing, Sam.â Steve cut in and crossed his arms as his gaze swept over the group. âAnd donât be rude, Nick.â
âIs it rude if I also want to hear about the phone call?â Thor asked.
Heat flowed to your cheeks and you wished you just kept your mouth shut. âPlease, forget I said that,â you begged. Because now that you mentioned it, it would play on a loop again in your mind.
Bucky said low enough for only you to hear, âNext time I get off, I want you right there with me.â The heat in your veins turned to molten lava. âBut since you want to change the subject, Steve has been my best friend since we were kids and now he helps out around the club and with other endeavors,â he introduced, a hint of pride and fondness that wasn't fully extended to the other men. âI think you two are going to get along very well.â
âI think so, too.â Steve smiled and you did your best to return it, but it fell flat as you remembered the flowers at Bucky's penthouse. âThank you for making my best friend happy. Thatâs all I want for him.â
âThanks,â you said. That was all you wanted for your best friend, so you understood to an extent. âDid your girl enjoy the tulips or did you make that whole thing up?â
You weren't exactly sure what Bucky told him to do when he went into the shop, or what he told any of the men to do for that matter. Spying, keeping tabs, it was just a reminder of the eyes and ears your pseudo-boyfriend had around the city. Your brain begged you to get out of there, but you couldn't move.
âShe really does love tulips and was very happy with them,â he assured you. âSo I should thank you again for making her happy, too.â
You shouldn't dig the knife in after he complimented you, but you couldn't help yourself. âAnd are you like Bucky and stalking her, too?â
A hint of pink showed in the blondeâs cheeks when Bucky and Nick chuckled, but he gave you a lopsided grin and didn't seem at all offended. âI've actually done a little bit more than that,â he said, your heart dropping as he looked at Bucky. What did he mean? âDid you get a chance to introduce her?â
Bucky shook his head as Steveâs face fell. âDidn't stop at coat check,â he answered before he added, âHis girl works here part-time, but I thought it would be better for you two to officially meet when we go on a double date.â
âA double date?â You asked.
âYeah, the four of us. Steve and I already have a few ideas on where to go.â Another thing that wasnât a suggestion. Wouldnât be a choice. Did Steveâs poor girl have any idea?
âWhat does coat check girlâs boyfriend think about the double dates?â Nick said, typing out something on his phone.
Steve's smile slipped. âSoon-to-be ex and she has a name.â
âThat's right, I forgot. You're going to âhandle himâ,â he said, your body tensing at the implication.
âI'm sorry. Didn't you break your future brother-in-law's arm?â
âI almost broke both arms,â he shrugged when you gawked at him. âMy girlâs a best-selling author, but her brother is a piece of shit.â
Thor downed the rest of his drink. âThat reminds me of the time I broke my father-in-law's fingers. My brother advised against it, butâŚâ
The voices blended together as you took a sip of the water. You weren't a violent person, didnât speak casually of violence the way they did, but the urge to hit or throw something became stronger with each passing second. All things considered, you were extremely patient with everything. How much more could you take?
âI want to go home, please,â you told Bucky. You had to get out of there. âI mean it. I met your friends and-â
The room went silent as someone knocked on the door. No one made a move, except for Ray and Steve who both reached for something in their jackets. âExpecting someone, boss?â Ray asked.
âActually, I am.â Bucky checked his watch. âShould be Ari and a guest.â
âWhat guest? Not Ransom,â Steve said, his body still tense.
âAnd not Andy or Scott. Theyâre out of town,â Nick added.
Buckyâs wolfish smile was back on his face. âYouâll see.â
The doors opened and in walked the man who insulted you at the bar, looking around like he owned the place. Ari followed with a glare that had you shrinking into the sofa again. The night was just getting better and better, wasn't it?
âJohn?â Sam didn't look impressed. âReally?â
Bucky stood up to shake the manâs hand and you suddenly missed his warmth. âJohn. Enjoying your evening?â
âYeah. That shirtless bartender gave me drinks on the house.â
âIâm glad Hal took care of you.â You could smell the liquor coming from him the further he stepped into the room. âAnd I think you know just about everyone here.â
While the men had smiled and welcomed you, none of them extended the same courtesy to John. Steve and Sam looked like they wanted to punch him. Nick didn't even glance up from his phone to acknowledge him. Thor simply got himself another drink.
âI do.â John hiccuped. ââBout time you invited me up here.â
âYeah, I guess it is about time.â The look on Buckyâs face gave you chills as he grabbed Johnâs arm and stopped him from sitting down. âOh, no. You donât need to sit. You won't be here long.â
âIs that right?â
âThat is right.â The grip on Johnâs arm tightened enough to make him wince. âYou see, I told Hal to give you free drinks until Ari came to get you. And the only reason I had you brought up here was so you could officially meet my girl before I have you kicked out.â
âKick me out?! What the fuck areâŚâ John had a noticeable twinge in his cheek as he spotted you. You wanted to cover yourself up even though you werenât exposed. âThat's your girl?â
âSheâs my everything.â Bucky briefly looked away from John to gaze at you. âAnd from what I understand, you knocked her out of the way at the bar and made a rude comment. Iâd like to know exactly what you said to her.â
Nick glanced up from his phone, more interested in the conversation now. All of the men were. That wasn't good. Not at all.
âLook, I may have bumped into her, but I donâtâŚâ John cleared his throat as Bucky stared at him, underlying rage in his eyes. âI donât recall mouthing off to her or anything.â
âBucky, itâs fine,â you said. You told him that earlier. What was he doing?
âKotyonok, do you remember what he said to you since Johnâs memory is so terrible?â Bucky asked, his gaze still fixed on the man in front of him who was starting to sweat. âItâs okay. You can tell us.â
The others stared at you expectantly. You shifted, not wanting to blurt out exactly what the guy said. Lying wouldnât make it any better though. Bucky clearly knew what happened.
âSee? Nothing happened,â John tried to dismiss you when you stayed silent. âHow about a drink?â
Bucky pursed his lips in disdain. âHow about I have Ari beat the words out of you instead?â
You gasped when Ari pushed himself off the wall, fear all over Johnâs face as he advanced. He looked like he was going to piss himself. âHe called me an ugly undressed bitch,â you said loud enough to make Ari stop.
Something in the room shifted, the silence extended and uncomfortable as the men rose to their feet one by one. Thor made a show of cracking his knuckles after he winked at you. You had nothing to fear. They didn't want to hurt you. So why were you still trembling?
Steve slipped his jacket off and strode forward until he was beside his best friend. âYou said that to her?â
John bravely or stupidly attempted to deflect. âThe music is loud and-â
âYou better shut your fucking mouth if you even think of calling her a liar. Not that I need anyone elseâs word except for hers, but Hal also heard you. Even told you to apologize, which you chose to ignore. I can pull up the camera if you want to see the footage.â Buckyâs even tone had you trembling in your spot just like John. âYou really have the nerve to come into my club and speak to my girl like that?â
John scrambled for words as he pointed at you. âI didn't⌠I mean, look at what sheâs wearing! How was I supposed to know?â
âThat should've been your first clue that she was special. Everyone else down there has to abide by a dress code, but not her. Thatâs how much power she has. And you tried to make her feel bad for that?â Bucky held a hand up when Ari stepped forward again. âNo. I won't let that stand.â
âBucky.â John swallowed when the rest of the men shifted to surround him. The only exception was Ray, who stood closest to you. âIâŚâ
âApologize to her,â he snarled. âGet on your fucking knees and say youâre sorry.â
âIâm sorry.â John glanced at the floor. âDon't make me get on my knees.â
âThatâs enough! I don't want his apology anyway,â you spoke up. An empty apology from a jackass was meaningless. âI appreciate that you want him to say sorry, but Iâd rather he just leave if that's okay. Please.â
Bucky let out a slow breath. âMy girl has a kind heart.â He briefly took his eyes off John to offer you a soft smile before turning his attention back to him. âBut I don't. Youâre banned from my club. And by the end of the day tomorrow, youâll be banned from just about everywhere in the city.â
John laughed, a broken, nervous sound. âThis is a joke, right?â
Bucky cracked his neck. âIâve never liked you. None of us do. We tolerated you, but I won't tolerate you insulting my girl.â He signaled for Ari to open the doors. âSo you have two options. You can leave on your own and be permanently banned from this establishment. Or I can make you leave and youâll be permanently banned from this establishment. Your choice.â
âYou can't ban me for one comment! That's insane!â
âI consider it harassment,â Bucky corrected him. Ironic coming from him since he invaded your life. âI take it I'll have to make you leave?â
âYou know what? Fuck you. This club sucks anyway.â John moved toward the door before he stopped to look back at you. âAnd you think youâre special since you're up here? Youâre just an uptight bitch who-â
Buckyâs fist connected with Johnâs jaw before he could finish his insult and you could only shriek as he hit the wall and crumbled to the floor a heartbeat later. Steve hauled him to his feet by his collar before he could recover and punched him in the stomach hard enough that you flinched. Ray shielded your body as best as he could as everyone took turns punching him.
âDon't look,â he whispered.
âI don't know if I can do this,â you whispered back. You were trying to stay calm, but thisâŚ
âYes, you can. Just breathe. In and out,â Ray urged. His face didn't give much away, but you sensed his relief when you took a few deep breaths. âThere you go. And don't look.â
You didn't look. It still didnât block out the sounds, fists connecting against skin and bones, and Johnâs pained groans. Nor did it stop you from shaking. It couldn't have lasted more than a minute, but it felt like a lifetime until the room went quiet again. Was it over?
âWhat did you guys do to him?!â You asked, loosening your hold on Rayâs arm. When did you grab him?
âWe taught him a lesson.â Bucky flexed his fingers with a sigh. âI have an abundance of patience for you, it's less so with people who are disrespectful and vulgar with you.â
Ray still shielded you when you tried to look where John lay in a heap, but was careful not to touch you. â...Is he breathing?â
âHe is and he's lucky for that,â Bucky replied, nudging him with his foot. âLooking strong, John.â
âAbout time we shut him up,â Nick said, plopping back down in his seat. âShould've banned him months ago.â
âNo one deserves a beating more than John,â Steve said, gazing at you like a big brother who just beat up a schoolyard bully for picking on you. âAnd don't worry. He wonât speak to you like that again.â
âHe wonât be speaking much at all after that,â Sam said, taking a drink from Thorâs outstretched hand. âNo big loss there.â
âAri, would you mind taking out the trash?â Bucky asked, tilting his head as he looked down at John. âAnd can you get the cleaners up here to do something about the blood on my carpet?â
âOn it.â Ari effortlessly picked John up and put him over his shoulder as you tried to process what you witnessed. You were past processing any of it, your brain nearly broken from the stress.
In fact, the only one phased by the violence was you as everyone went about their business again. It made your head spin. That was all from a guy insulting you. What would they do if someone actually tried to do anything to you?
Ray stepped aside when Bucky made his way back to you, the anger gone from his eyes. âYouâre shaking,â he whispered, pressing his lips against your forehead. âI'm sorry if that scared you.â
âOf course, it scared me! You all beat the hell out of him,â you scolded. On instinct, you grabbed his hand to check it. You had no idea why you wanted to make sure his hand was okay after everything. âNone of you had to do that.â
âWe don't like bullies,â Steve said as Bucky let you inspect his hand, your fingers gently brushing over his knuckles. âIt was bad enough what he said, but he knocked you out the way, too, and didn't apologize. He deserved it.â
âYeah, he did,â Bucky agreed, taking the opportunity to grip your hand before you could let him go.
âThat was a bit much,â you said. It was overkill in your eyes. âI'm not worth beating someone up over.â
He met your gaze with a smile. âYouâre worth more than I can ever give you. And he won't be bothering anyone in this club ever again.â
âYou're really going to ban him?â
âAbsolutely. I have a reputation to uphold. He's only going to mess that up if I let him stick around.â
âAri isn't going toâŚâ You werenât sure what he would do to John since they were out of sight.
âYou donât need to worry about a thing.â Bucky moved his hand to your cheek. âI only wish I could hit him again for how he spoke about you.â
You rolled your lips between your teeth. Defending you that way was a lot, but a morbid part of you liked that he stood up for you. âThank you, but no more hitting people in my name. I can't stand it if someone else was hurt because of me.â
âHis actions got him hurt because he hurt you first. I know he did. And I said Iâd step in if someone hurt or upset you.â His gaze dropped to your mouth when you bit your lip again. The insult did bother you, but it didnât matter now. âYou really do have a kind heart and youâre making it very difficult not to kiss you right now,â he added, brushing his thumb over your lips.
Goosebumps rolled over your skin at the touch, but you stepped back before he could push his thumb into your mouth. He was still dangerous. Still taking over your life. That was enough to wake you from any spell he tried to put you under. âYouâre driving me crazy.â
âJust returning the favor.â He held up his hand again with a small smile. âYou sure you donât want to give it another look? A little kiss might make it feel better.â
You rolled your eyes. The man was utterly ridiculous. âIâm not kissing your hand, Bucky. We both know itâs fine.â
âOne little kiss? Please?â He winced for show as he flexed his fingers again, but you wouldn't budge. âCâmon. You were worried about my hand enough to check it for damage.â
You shook your head. âI wasn't worried. I just wanted to make sure you didn't injure yourself because that would just be one more thing youâd hold over my head,â you deflected, glancing around to find everyone staring at you again with smiles on their faces at the exchange. âThanks for defending me.â
âNothing to thank us for,â Thor held his glass up to you.
Steve looked at the monitor that displayed the coat room. âWe take care of our own.â
An alarm on Buckyâs phone went off before you could say anything else. âAnd look at that? Itâs time to go.â The men groaned before he shut the alarm off. âI promised Iâd have her home and Iâm keeping that promise.â
Steve looked the most disappointed of all. âI barely got to talk to her,â he grumbled.
âNext time, okay? And the double date soon.â Bucky smiled at his friend.
âIt was wonderful to meet you,â Thor said as Nick and Sam nodded in your direction. âAnd I hope to see you at my party next week. Everyone will be there.â
âMaybe,â you said, putting as much emphasis on the word as possible. How would you get out of that? And the double date?
âOkay, youâre all welcome to hang out, but weâre leaving,â Bucky said.
âMaybe I should find my own way home,â you said. Bucky didnât just have his claws in you, his friends did, too. You needed a breather. Some wine. âI really don't mind getting a cab.â
âNot happening,â he whispered. It was worth a shot. âI need to make sure you get in bed safely.â
âIn bed?â You repeated, almost laughing until you saw his serious expression. âYou seriously don't expect me to invite you in, do you?â
âYeah, I do,â he said, steering you toward the door as Ray followed. âBesides, who else is going to tuck you in?â
Was tucking you in going to be enough to satisfy him tonight or would he take it further?
Youâd find out soon enough.
Now we know what happened to John! What do we think of his friends? Will Bucky be good when he takes you home? Love and thanks for reading! â¤ď¸
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His and His Alone: A Smile Only for You
Emperor Caracalla x Reader
Summary: The Empress was known for her cold demeanour towards everyone but her husband, reserving smiles and warmth solely for the man she loves.
The grand hall was loud with conversations as officials gathered for a special occasion, another successful war.Â
You sat by Caracallaâs side, your expression composed and distant, a stark contrast to the warmth others might expect from someone of your position.Â
Your gaze rarely wandered, but when it met his, a smile appeared on your lips, an expression that existed only for him.
Caracalla leaned toward you slightly, his hand brushing yours.Â
âYouâve been rather quiet tonight,â he remarked, his voice pitched low so only you could hear.
âThere hasnât been much worth saying,â you replied, glancing at him.Â
Yet, as you did, your demeanour eased, and your lips curved in a smile.
He chuckled under his breath, his amusement hidden from others but not you.Â
âAnd yet, somehow, you say plenty.â
Before you could respond, a Senator approached, his posture respectful as he addressed Caracalla.Â
âMy Emperor, might I steal a moment of your time?â
Instantly, your smile disappeared, replaced by the cold composure you usually displayed.
The Senator hesitated under your icy stare, his confidence disappearing before Caracalla motioned for him to speak.
âGo on,â Caracalla instructed, his tone calm yet authoritative.
The Senator launched into his petition, but you paid little attention, your focus returning to Caracalla.
Your eyes soon wandered as Geta lifted his cup and held one out for you to take. You offered no smile to him but again, your composure changed to a much calmer one as you took the cup from Geta and offered him a nod before you lifted the cup to your lips and drank the wine from it.
Once the evening ended and the last of the officials left, you and Caracalla retreated to your chambers.Â
The fire was lit in your room, the crackling flames the only sound in there as you changed your clothes.
You sat at the edge of the bed, unpinning your hair, while Caracalla watched you.Â
âYouâre always so... detached with everyone else,â he mused, his voice carrying a trace of curiosity.
Pausing, you looked at him.Â
âShould I not be?â
âDonât pretend you donât notice. Tonight, for example. Smiling at me one second, then turning as cold as winter the moment a Senator approached.â
You turned fully to face him, your features softening as you met his gaze. âI donât care for them,â you said plainly. âWhy waste warmth on people who mean nothing to me?â
âAnd I? Why am I the exception?â His brow arched, his interest piqued.Â
A small smile curved your lips once more, the kind reserved just for him.Â
âBecause I love you,â you said simply. âYouâre the only one who matters. My smiles, my kindness, they belong to you, and only you, Caracalla.â
For a moment, he said nothing. Then, with a simple movement, he climbed on the bed and he reached for you, pulling you close.
âYou never fail to surprise me,â he murmured, his lips brushing against your temple.
He kissed you then, a slow and tender kiss on your lips.Â
It was the kind of kiss that left no need for words because in his kiss it was clear how much he loved you and you loved him.
He soon laid down, pulling you with him.
As you rested against his chest, his arms encircling you.Â
You heard his heartbeat, steady and reassuring. Much like your smiles for him, his heart was beating only for you.
âIâll always treasure your smile,â he whispered into your hair.
âAnd Iâll always save it for you,â you replied, your eyes closing as you knew you were safe with him.
And only him.
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Autumn (Cregan Stark x Reader)
Summary: As a Princess, you arenât used to rejection. But Cregan, your husband, has vowed to only ever love one woman, and it isn't you. Right?
Warnings: Unreliable narrator!!!! Mature language. Descriptions of grief.
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YOU CRUMPLE THE letter in your fist, hearing the parchment wrinkle with a satisfying sound. Then, you throw it into the flames, watching as the fire grows slightly bigger, and the ball uncurls, alight for a second, before it is fully consumed.
It doesnât soothe you as you thought it would. The odious parchment offering you an honor guard from your future husband might be gone, but you still have to journey North before a moon since Lukeâs funeral has passed.
At the thought of your brother, a sharp, stabbing pain, manifests in your chest. You choke down a sob. You had not realized you had started to measure time like this. Before and After Lukeâs death, as people did with Before and After the Conquest.
Your grief only serves to fuel your rage, though. How could he? How could he demand you be wed when you were still in mourning? When you were still thinking of your sweet brother, not of keeps, and lords, and men?
âYou dare!â You screech, barging inside Jacaerysâ rooms. Whatever he is doing, hunched over his desk, is interrupted. âYou cannot do this to me! Mother will not allow it.â
Jace sets down his quill. He turns to look at you, his expression calm. You would think him indifferent, were it not for the fact that there is the slightest furrow of his brows.
âWe need men.â He states, simply, and when you are about to interrupt him to say there are many more in the realm, he keeps speaking. âWe need his men. The North is the largest kingdom, you know this as well as I. And when a Stark calls the banners, they are the only ones who respond in full.â
Your hands ball into fists. You hate that he is acting so composed, so rational. After Luke died, you felt like a chained dragon, roaring your grief and wishing to be freed to set ablaze those that had wronged you. Once, you had been as gracious as him and mother, composed even in the height of emotion. But grief has made you into live lighting, ready to strike at the slightest provocation.
Your emotions are out of control. You know this. You get angered at the barest hint of an insult, you cry as easily as a newborn babe. Knowing it doesnât stop you from lashing out, though. It only makes you regret it later.
âOur mother promised I was to have my pick of suitors, not that I would be sold like a cow!â You point an accusing finger to his chest. Jace sighs and gets up, surrounding the desk.
âI understand you are upset.â He tries offering you a hug, but you jerk away. His face hardens slightly. âBut this is war.â
As if you do not know. As if you havenât lost a sibling, too. Your face crumbles, and Jace calls your name, but hearing his voice, how similar Luke and him sound, only makes you cry harder.
âHey, hey, itâs not so bad.â He hugs you, pressing your face against his doublet. The material is soft against your skin, and you feel tempted to let go of your rage against him and sink into his arms. Jace is barely a man, too, just as you are barely a woman. He is doing as best as he can, spread too thin by the weight of responsibility that comes with being heir. âCregan is a good man. I got to know him during the timeâŚâ
Yes, he was doing as best as he could. But it hadnât been his own hand that he had bartered away, had it? The insidious voice in your head asks. It isnât him who is making a sacrifice. And such a hollow one. He claims to need men, but he wonât be getting even the full northern army.
âYou sold me for a few Greybeards! Not even a proper army! Good Gods, you are a fool.â You cry out.
âLord Stark assures meâŚâ Jace starts, with the tone of someone who has already had this same argument. Were you thinking clearly, you would pause and realize why. Instead...
âHe has put a wife in the grave already.â It is the only thing you know about him. Not much is whispered about Cregan Stark, at least, nothing concerning. You would remember it. The only thing that you know, though, is that he is a Stark and his wife is dead.
âYou make it sound as if he killed her himself with his bare hands.â Jace scoffs. âI assure you, he dearly loved Arra Norrey and would have never harmed her. You know the dangers of childbirth. Perhaps even better than I.â
Perfect. He hadnât killed the damn woman, he was just still in love with her. By the Seven, Jace was a fool. You hated being second in anything. Here, at home, you were already second to Jace, and you resented it. Being a twin meant having to share everything, including the love of those around you.
When you married, you had hoped to be the only woman in your husbandâs life, not to be compared to a ghost. You had seen exactly how that went. King Viserys had never forgotten his first wife, calling for her years after her death, even as Alicent was the one to nurse him during his illness.
âHe is still a widower.â You repeat, stubbornly.
Jace pinches the bride of his nose, before letting out a deep exhale. His next words are spoken extremely slowly, as if talking to a child. It makes you bristle.
âYou said you were afraid of childbirth, and he already has an heir. There is no better solution.â
It would be thoughtful, were it not for the fact that:
âHis first wife died in childbirth!â
As Jace prepares a scathing comeback, face scrunched up in mirrored displeasure to your own, the voice of your mother startles you both.
âWhat is going on here?â She asks, mouth pursed in an expression identical to Jace. The Queen looks as regal as ever, and it only serves to make you feel a tad embarrassed. With wild hair and eyes, face flushed from rage, you are sure that next to her, you must look like a wilding. âWhy can the whole castle hear your quarrel?â
âItâs his fault.â You accuse, pointing at Jace.
âMy fault?!â He says, placing his hands on his hips. âApologies, I think they didnât hear your screeching about Lord Stark in Driftmark!â
âSo you informed her?â Your mother asks, calmly. Too calmly for someone who has just found out. Had it been her plan all along?
âDid you knew all along?â You whisper.
Rhaenyra turns to look at you. As always, your mother has a smile ready for you, but as of late, they are laced with sadness. This one is no exception.
âI did. I think it is for the best. You will be safer next to Cregan Stark, in Winterfell, than you could ever be here.â
You examine her expression. Her eyes are swollen and red rimmed, grief clouding her regal face. There is a certain determination in her features, a calm acceptance in her eyes, that tells you that her mind is already made.
Her face is not one of a distraught mother who will soon give her daughter away. You know her too well to mistake it for that.
âYou hoped for this.â You keep your voice dangerously low, your anger threatening to bubble up in your throat. âYou did because I have no dragon. I bet you are scheming to send Rhaena away too!â
Your mother doesnât answer.
Her silence is damming. You turn to look at Jace, disbelieving. Of course the two of them had been scheming behind your back. Your brother had always been the closest one to your mother.
âAnd neither of you could tell me to my face?â You ask, letting out a hysterical laugh. âI had to find out from a letter from fucking Cregan Stark. I am not leaving. You cannot make me. â
Suddenly, your mother grabs you by the shoulders. Her face is frightening, like an avenging goddess of Old Valyria. Her lips are curled back, teeth bared, and her eyes are as wild as yours.
âListen to me!â She says, shaking you hard. Tears begin to fall from her eyes, but she doesnât seem to register them. âListen to me! Luke is dead. He is dead, and you will obey me because I cannot bear to lose any more of my children. You are going North. Your Queen commands it.â
She turns on her heel and leaves, leaving you standing on still shaking legs.
CREGAN HAD BEEN lingering near the entrance of Winterfell ever since his men had spotted the Queenâs banner on the horizon. Back then, they had expected the party to arrive in half a day. He didnât care if he appeared too eager, his usual stoicism was failing him in the face of his nerves.
The first time Cregan had married, he had known the bride for a long time. Arra had been his childhood companion, and they had spent many moons together, playing Come-into-my-castle and Bears-and-maids. Cregan had unfortunately been the maid many more times than he preferred.
He had not feared marriage then. Spending forever chained to another person wouldnât be so bad if that person was Arra.
Now, he did. Cregan had been content on his own, and had no desire to remarry. Even if he had, a southron princess wouldnât have been his first choice. Though Prince Jacaerys had been honorable and dutiful, he was still naive. They were nearly of an age, but when Cregan had stood next to him, he had felt as old as his Greybeards.
A naive little princess would never survive in the North. His lords would eat her alive. The Lady of Winterfell couldnât be some frail little thing, she had to be strong. Strong enough to hold Winterfell in his absence if needed, were the threat from beyond the Wall come to pass.
Arra had been the only woman he had thought of marrying because she had been the only woman he had thought fit to the task. She had been of the North, as he was, and it had helped him envision a future together where they ruled over the very same land that had birthed both of them.
It was only adequate that the Lady of Winterfell was a woman of the North. Southron Princesses, especially those who had been groomed to marry inside the family, could be of little help running a keep. If he had to remarry and choose a southron, Cregan would have preferred a stronger one.
Yet if wishes were dragons, beggars would soar through the skies. Prince Jacaerys had seemed a bit insulted at his offer of Greybeards, but with winter coming, it was all Cregan could spare. He was no stranger to political games, though, and knew he had to smooth down the feathers his offer had ruffled.
Hence, the offer. To receive the toothless dragon in his home and keep it safe. A favor, from an older brother to another. The Gods knew if Sara was near war at all, Cregan would do everything in his power to send her somewhere safe. He would be forever indebted to the man who aided him to do so.
And Prince Jacaerys, showing himself to be the dutiful prince and brother he was, had understood the offer for what it was. A true alliance. A Pact of Ice and Fire, to bound their bloodlines and keep the beloved, but defenseless sister safe.
It had impressed Cregan. Jacaerys was a serious man, no matter his dubious parentage. He could picture himself following him. After all, his Targaryen blood and character were the important part. That was what made him a worthy King.
Without a dragon of your own, your journey had been perilous. He knew you had ridden without banners until you had safely arrived into northern territory, a feat that had taken you a whole moon. Cregan had offered to have his men meet you halfway, but his letter doing so had gone unanswered. It had only prompted new anxieties for him.
What if he failed to fulfill his promise because you were abducted or harmed in the journey? What if the people riding with Black banners werenât truly your honor guard, but an ambush prepared by the enemy?
Cregan doubted he would be at ease until he saw you emerge out of your wheelhouse, whole and unscathed. Hence, his waiting by the door. He would not be nervous a moment longer than he needed to.
The first thing Cregan saw was that your honor guard was smaller than he expected. He had known you would travel with a sparse escort, as to not attract undue attention. It was a miracle you had made it here with only ten guards, though. The wheelhouse and the men carried so many packages that Cregan would have known you were a Princess even without expecting you. Anyone would have known.
In contrast, the woman who stepped out of the wheelhouse wasnât miraculous nor was she what Cregan envisioned when thinking of a Princess.
You were⌠Pitiful. Cregan understood now why Prince Jacaerys was so desperate to protect you. You wouldnât survive a winter in the North, hells, it looked like a strong breeze would blow you away.
Your hair and eyes were as dark as the ones of your brother. You wore a pretty wool dress, in mourning black. The lacings on the back were done too tightly, a lot of the ribbon hanging limply, and the dress was loose around your chest and hips. It was clear you had recently lost weight, probably during the journey because the gown hadnât been altered to fit you.
There were dark circles under your eyes, which were also red rimmed. Your skin was pale, your dark hair braided back in a severe style. Grief didnât suit you. You looked small and sad, despite having a pleasing figure.
It didnât help that the dress you had chosen was one far too thin for a sensible northern woman to wear. The day wasnât even that cold, but you were already shivering. It was barely snowing, for the Godsâs sake!
Cregan approached you and gave you a bow.
âPrincess.â He extended his arm to you. You took it, shivering. âI trust your journey was pleasant?â
âPleasant enough.â At least your voice isnât frail. The last thing Cregan needed was a soft-spoken southron lady. You even manage to smile at him, which makes you look considerably more attractive.
Cregan would admit one thing, and one thing only: Queen Rhaenyra made pretty children. Both you and Jacaerys had sinful mouths and bewitching dark eyes, though he found yours far more pleasing.
âI am sorry for your loss.â He says, as he escorts you inside Winterfell. Your trembling intensifies, instead of subsiding in the warmth of his hall. You say nothing.
When he risks a glance at your face, your eyes are suspiciously wet. You avoid meeting his eyes, even as he offers you the customary salt and bread.
âI remember when Arra got here.â Cregan offers, awkwardly. He isnât quite sure of what to say to a grieving Princess, so he decides to share something about himself in hopes that you will open up too. He desperately needs to change the subject. Or to start a subject. He is not picky, anything that keeps you from crying will do. âShe brought less of a procession than you did. And less luggage.â
âShe was quite closer to home than I.â You reply, and your tone has regained strength. You no longer shake, body stiffer. Cregan decides to take it as a good sign. You are clearly struggling to get a hold of yourself, which is why you turn so tense, so he decides to keep speaking to give you some more time.
âShe was. By far a more practical woman.â He smiles at you, teasingly. âBut if the fuss makes you happyâŚâ
You laugh. When he gets to know you better, Cregan will realize that your laughter wasnât genuine.
He will also realize this had been the moment your heart iced over.
YOU PAGE THROUGH your book, in silence. Winterfell doesnât have court musicians, and for that, you are thankful. Silence has always been your preferred companion right before bed. That, and a good book.
Your obsession with Valyrian history and traditions had been carefully nurtured by your stepfather, Daemon. Neither your mother nor siblings had much interest in your shared heritage, beyond the ability it gave them to ride dragons.
While Baela and Rhaena spoke fluid High Valyrian, the same could not be said for your brothers. As the only girl in the household, your lessons had been spent with the former and not the latter, forcing you to improve. Once you did, you had found reading the tales of old was a pleasant pastime.
You enjoyed laying in bed and imagining all the stories about magic, dragons, and empresses. When you had turned four and ten, Daemon had gifted you your very own book with Valyrian tales, a beautifully bound and illustrated edition that had followed you in your journey North.
âFor you to read to your future children.â He had said, back then. You had barely flowered, so you had laughed. âI mean it, Princess. Out of my three girls, you are the only one I envision doing so.â
The day he had acknowledged you as one of his daughters, even if you didnât share blood, was the happiest nameday you had had. He was right, too. As much as you loved the twins, you couldnât picture them being motherly. Baela would have to have a son, to inherit after Jace, but you believed that it would be him who took charge of the more fatherly duties while she dedicated herself to statecraft. Rhaena, instead, had a thirst for adventure, to travel and know the world. Her ambition wasnât conducive to motherhood either.
You, instead, had always dreamed of marrying a man who loved you and starting a family of your own. You envisioned yourself as the lady of a great keep, where you would rule fairly, and raise your children without wet nurses.
Those dreams had already been shattered. The man you had married didnât love you. He had only done so to secure an alliance. And the man already had a child of his own, an heir. There was no need for you to be a mother anymore.
You turned another page of your book, watching the beautiful illustrations. You had dreamed of reading this to a little girl who looked like you, or perhaps a boy that would have looked like the man of your dreams. They would have learned High Valyrian, and spoke it as beautifully as your mother and stepfather did.
It would not come to pass. Not any longer.
A soft knock on your door makes you set down your book, closing it with great care. Then, you get up and put on your robe over your sleeping shift.
âYou may enter.â
Your husband steps in, dressed for bed already. He is a handsome man, you think, biting your lower lip. Tall, dark and handsome, Cregan is the sort of man your childhood self would have pictured marrying.
He could have been the perfect man to fall in love with, were it not for the fact that he would never love you back. He already loved someone else, someone who you could never aspire to match. His first wife, Lady Arra.
As Alicent had learned, it was impossible to overshadow a ghost. Dead as she was, she could never make mistakes. He would forget all her imperfections.
She gave him a child, she was the wife he chose. The one he married for love, not duty. A practical, northern woman his bannermen had surely liked far more as a match to him than a soft southron princess who didnât even have a dragon.
âI was wondering if you would welcome my company tonight, Princess.â Your husband says, voice emotionless. He is only here because of duty, it seems. âWe could share the bed.â
âYou said we could wait to consummate our union.â You keep your voice firm. It is not a task you anticipate eagerly, but you are not afraid of it either. You had seen enough of your mother and Daemon to know bedding someone can be pleasing. It is only the awkwardness of doing so with a stranger that puts you off.
âI was not referring to that.â Your husband says, taking a seat on the edge of the bed. âThe nights are cold in Winterfell. Is it wrong for a man to seek closeness to his wife?â
You frown. His behavior is most puzzling. He intends to share your bed⌠To sleep? Your mother shared her bed with Daemon, but she also bedded him. It makes no sense to you that he wants to sleep next to you without touching you. Most marriages donât do that. Much less if they are political matches.
âIt is not a sin. But why would you..?â You question, but your Lord Husband is getting up already, huffing. He seems angered that you are unable to understand his message, whatever it might be. He storms off, leaving you confused over his behaviour.
That night, Cregan dreams of running. Of having a snout covered in blood, of jumping into the river, trying to trap a seahorse.
He never manages to. Wolves arenât meant to hunt seahorses.
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Bleed - the salesman x fem!reader
"What can I say?" His mouth curls into a soulless smile. "I like watching girls bleed."
summary - days after your first encounter, the two of you meet again, exactly as promised. This time, heâs eager for you to get to know him better. You play a game of two truths and a lie - with a twist: for every lie you miss, he gets to make you bleed.
tags - knifeplay, age gap, praise kink, degradation kink, blood as lube, bdsm, non-con, sadomasochism, sub!reader, dom!salesman, creampie, unprotected sex
a/n - thanks for the love on part 1! This is one of my first times writing nsfw stuff so Iâm so grateful for the positive feedback :))
part 2 to âRussian roulette - the salesman x fem!readerâ
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The days leading up to Friday were painfully slow. Your mind was plagued by thoughts of him, mostly denial about the entire situation. You were conflicted. The memory of him, so tall and utterly imposing - it sometimes made your heart skip, sometimes made it sink. You got the feeling you were only seeing a small part of him, a sample of his entire character. It filled you with dread. And excitement.
Friday came and there was no sign of him. You spent your whole day twiddling your thumbs and glancing out windows, searching for any sign of him. Occasionally, you would see a man in a suit walking past, and frantically stand up to see if it was him. But it was never him. You had memorised the curve of his back after nights of reminiscing, the exact slope of his jaw. It was ironic, really: with this information you could easily go to the police and explain the situation. You never did, though, and he must have known you wouldn't. That card - incredibly incriminating evidence, really - was just another symbol of the power he held over you.
On the way home, the reality of the situation becomes very real indeed. If you ran away, would he know where to find you? If you stayed at a friend's place for the night, or even in a hotel, would he seek you out? No. You aren't the sort of person to back out of something. Not now you're so close to finding out who this man really is.
You knock on the door of your apartment, expecting one of your parents to let you in. Usually, it stays locked during the day. But when you bring your hand to the door, it opens at your touch. You glance around. Then, step inside. The entire apartment is dark, every shutter closed and every light off. You don't turn them on, too afraid of what you might find if you do. Carefully, you search the place, trying to make your footsteps as silent as possible. But there's no sign of your parents.
Finally, you open your mouth to call their names. From behind, a hand claps over your face, muffling your voice. Your eyes widen in realisation, and you grab at the hand, attempting to pull it off. You recognise the smell of him. Something musky and expensive, though slightly metallic. The smell brings you to your senses, and your adrenaline kicks in. You scream against his hand, scratching at his fingers and kicking out your legs in an attempt to break free from his hold. He doesn't waver, just pulls another arm around you, holding you even firmer in place than before.
Eventually, you grow tired, and decide to do something you don't really want to. You bite his hand as hard as you can. He makes a pained noise and rips his hand away, staggering backwards. You jump forward, away from his hold, then turn to face him. He holds the wrist of his injured hand, studying it with a frustrated expression. When he looks up at you, eyes burning, fear sinks in.
You step backwards, anticipating his response. "I'm- I'm sorry, I didn't know-"
"Now, now," he shakes his head, a false smile on his face, "what did you do that for, sweetheart?"
You blink frantically, assessing your options. The only way out is the door, and in order to escape you would have to pass him, but he could grab you with ease. After a moment, he decides for you. He moves towards you, gripping your upper arm and wrenching your body toward him. His fingers easily curl around your entire arm. Your head rushes with regret. An assault like that can't go unpunished with him. You know it.
He pulls you through your own apartment and into the dining room, an action which indicates he already knows his way around. He pulls out a chair at the head of the table and pushes you into it. He wastes no time. Already set on the table are coils of binding; he grabs them and instantly starts tying your ankles. He then pulls your arms behind you with painful force, binding your wrists.
"I was really hoping we wouldn't have to do this," he says bitterly whilst tying the ropes.
"How did you get in here?" You ask him, tears thick in your throat. "Where are my parents?"
"Questions I can answer later. Be patient," he stands back once he finishes, and dusts off his hands like an artist that has just finished a project.
"Please-" you begin to say, but he cuts you off with a palm raised in the air. A ring of purple, angry teeth marks are imbedded in his skin.
"You talk far too much. Do I have to keep you quiet?" He lowers his hand carefully.
You press your lips together and shake your head frantically. That would only make the situation worse. He smiles approvingly, then lowers himself to his haunches, studying you from head to toe in a clinical manner. You feel scrutinised under his cold gaze.
"Need I remind you," he stands up, "you called me. I come here out of my own kindness, and this is how I am repaid?" He raises his hand again, showing the teeth marks. Then, he tuts and shakes his head as though he is greatly disappointed.
"I said I'm sorry," you watch him carefully, fighting back tears. His level voice seems more terrifying to you than any sort of outright aggression. When he is in control, he knows just how to make you scream.
He leans back against the wall and folds his arms. "I had something else planned for this little rendezvous, but I'm not sure it will suffice after that outburst. Something else, I think."
You watch him ponder. Everything about him is still a mystery to you. Why did he choose you? There are so many other girls. You scan him from head to toe, almost sizing him up. He wears a different suit this time: dark navy and paired with a black tie. His shoes are perfectly polished, and his hair is slicked back into its usual style. Memories of him rush past, flushed and sweating after practically violating you. That was someone else. You wonder if you will meet that man again tonight.
He seems to decide on something. "Well, I know so much about you, but you know nothing about me. It seems unfair, don't you think?"
"Everything about this seems unfair," you say bitterly, pulling at your ropes for effect.
"You're right, of course. But that's just the dynamic you'll have to get used to, sweetheart," his lips curl as he says the word. Nothing about him is sweet.
You eye him as he moves toward you and pulls out a chair. He sets it opposite you, closer than he was sitting last time. You instinctively shrink backwards as he lowers himself into the chair, leaning his elbows on his knees so he can be level with your eyes. "I have a proposition."
"What is it?" You say quietly, searching his eyes. Nothing.
"A game," his eye sparkles.
"Another one?" You whisper, breaking eye contact.
"Don't worry," he leans backwards, smirking, "no guns involved this time."
"How lucky for me," you say through gritted teeth.
"You're a very lucky girl," he smiles. "Something else - you probably played it in school."
You struggled to think of a school game that involved being tied down to a chair. "Peekaboo?"
"Funny," he doesn't laugh, "no, not that." He holds up two hands. On one hand, he raises his index finger, and on the other, he raises two more fingers. "Any guesses?"
You watch the gesture, thinking. Then it comes to you. "Two truths and a lie?"
His mouth breaks into a wide smile. "Good girl."
"But that's not fair," you say, voice raised, "I don't know anything about you! How am I supposed to win?"
"I'll make it easy for you," he clasps his hands together like a games-master on a TV show. "Round one, are you ready?"
You nod.
"Your parents are dead. Your parents are alive. Or your parents are in this apartment, right now."
Your eyes fly open. The mention of them was completely unexpected. You feel your heart rate pick up as you think of an answer. You so desperately want them to be alive - but would he even say it if they were? You decide to go for the most simple option: after all, you searched the whole place and saw no sign of them.
"You're lying. They aren't in this apartment." You say stoically, meeting his eyes.
He smirks. "Correct. So, dead or alive?"
"That's not how you play. I already found the lie-"
He darts out a hand and grips your thigh, making you cry out. "In case you haven't noticed," he squeezes your leg, "I don't play by the rules. Answer me."
Tears make your vision blurry. "They're alive," you choke, nearly sobbing, "that's the lie."
He pauses for a moment, not letting go of your thigh. "Incorrect."
"So they are alive? Oh-"
"You were wrong. You know what that means?" He dips a hand into his blazer pocket, pulling something out. You squint into the darkness, then freeze when you realise what it is.
"Oh god, no-" your whole body begins to tremble.
"Shh," he brings the blade towards your inner thigh, the metal reflecting your smooth skin, "if you try to win, this won't have to happen."
"I didn't know! You tricked me!" You whimper as he pushes back the material of your skirt and brings the blade to your thigh. There was no way for you to win that round, and he knows it. Once again, he uses you as a tool to show his own deception. He canât be trusted.
"I'm shocked at how cruel you think I am," he says with fake surprise.
He presses the blade to your skin and you scream a bloodcurdling noise. Red-hot pain seeps from your thigh as he draws a deep line in your skin. You thrash around in the chair, but it only makes the pain worse. He makes a tutting noise, the noise an adult might make when a child falls and grazes their knee. When he raises the blade again, you look down to see a dripping line, like a crimson tally mark. One.
Your chest heaves as you try to console the pain. He pulls a cloth from his breast pocket and wipes the knife with one swipe. You meet his eyes and find that familiar mist clouding them again. He's finally hurt you now, and the cracks are beginning to show.
"Now you know the punishment for failure," he sets the blade on the table, raising his chin with a superior expression.
"I'm sorry- it hurts-" the words tumble from your mouth before you can stop them. You are only aware of the pain flooding your thigh. How deep did he go?
"I've barely touched you," he tilts his head, moving your thigh to assess the injury. "You're so fragile."
You just stare at him, chewing your lip in an attempt to distract from the pain.
He smirks. "Round two, are you ready?"
You hold eye contact, hoping he can see the utter hatred in your eyes. Like it would make any difference. He takes your silence as a sign to continue, and leans back, thinking. "I work as a messenger. I work in an office. Or I am a mass murderer. Which is the lie?" He says it with an amused smirk on his face, as though he already knows what you are going to pick.
You console yourself and try to think of an answer. Judging by his smug expression, he said must have said the last one as a joke - though, you wouldn't put it past him. "The last one. It's a lie."
His smile falls. His expression turns dark. "Wrong. Again."
Realisation falls on you like a ton of bricks. Slowly, as if it pains him to do so, he grabs the knife off the table. You scream again, tears falling too fast for you to stop them. You pull at the ropes, arching your entire body to escape his grasp, managing to shuffle the chair a few inches. It doesn't help. He grabs the bottom of the chair and wrenches you forwards with one hand, close enough that his knee is planted firmly between your legs.
"The more you scream, the deeper I go." He says, lip curling and his voice husky. You watch helplessly as he brings the blade back down, holding your legs back with his knee. The knife, now stained with the product of your failure, meets your skin. The pain is easier to handle this time, though still just as awful as before. Another thick, seeping line beside the last. Two marks. Two losses.
You hang your head, body heaving with sobs. He makes that same pitying noise, using one finger to lift your chin. You watch him through your eyelashes as he brings the blade to his mouth, running his tongue along the flat edge. Your blood stains his mouth and drips from his tongue. He makes a small, pleased noise, then sets the blade back down, now clean.
Unmistakable arousal clouds his eyes. You're really giving him a show this time. He leans back in his chair, adjusting his trousers. "You're on a bit of a losing streak, aren't you?" His voice is breathy as he rakes his eyes from your wounds to your face, savouring every inch.
"What is it, huh?" You speak up, voice broken. "What's your angle? Why are you doing this?" Desperation seeps into your words and you search his face for any sign of remorse.
"What can I say?" His mouth curls into a soulless smile. "I like watching girls bleed."
Your mouth falls open. Hopelessness overwhelms you. There it is. The confession. If he doesn't kill you tonight, he will leave you a bloody mess on this chair, alone and stained and scarred.
The game resumes for several rounds more. Each loss is marked with another line, and you feel yourself growing more distant with every tally mark. His dick pushes harder against his trousers every time he makes you bleed or scream, reminding you of your last meeting. He held out that time, however, and seemed satisfied just by making you cum. But not this time. You knew something was different.
By your fifth loss, he strikes a final line across your thigh, and you feel yourself getting faint. Blood pools on the seat of your chair, dripping from your leg so thickly you can barely distinguish the individual lines. His breath picks up, mouth open wide as you scream once more, leg trembling.
"Fuck it," he grunts. Suddenly, he rips off his blazer and throws it onto the table. It slides away to the other end, and you watch him, terrified at every movement he makes and his plan for you.
It's not what you expect. He bends down, ripping away the binding at your ankles so roughly that it hurts. Then, he moves behind you and tears off the rope at your wrists, too. You freeze for a moment, registering your freedom. You attempt to move, but wince when the pain in your leg overwhelms you. Instead, you rub your wrists, marvelling at the ring of purple bruises on each arm.
He moves back toward his chair, breath fast and heavy, then grabs your waist. He lifts you with ease. You cry out as he hooks two hands beneath your knees and pulls your legs around his torso. Scared that you might fall, you wrap your arms around his neck, holding on. He falls back into his chair and you realise the purpose of his hold on you. Your legs straddle his hips, and blood flows from your thigh to stain the fabric of his trousers.
"Fuck," he swear again, looking down at the mess. He releases his hold on you to unbutton his trousers, ripping down his zip quicker than you can see. You whimper, knowing what is to come. The pressure of your leg on his makes the pain worse and the room begins to spin.
You watch helplessly, loosening your grasp on him. His cock springs from his trousers, already hard and dripping with precum. Veins span from the base to his swollen tip. "Look what you've done," he tuts, watching the blood from your leg stain his hands. "Look at the mess you've made."
You sob quietly and watch as he runs a hand down his cock, painting it with your blood. You make a strangled noise when he swipes a finger over the deep slashes on your thigh. He sucks in his breath sharply. "I need to fuck you." He mumbles it so quietly you almost don't hear.
Your head falls back as he lifts you up, lining up his cock with your entrance. He moves your panties aside with one finger, already wet with your own arousal. More and more blood drips onto him and he grunts, gasping slightly as he eases himself inside you. You cry out at the size of him. He's bigger than the gun. Much bigger. He's barely inside you, but the blood on his cock makes it easier for him to slip inside.
"You're so tight," he grunts, gripping your waist with one hand and your thigh with the other. He's barely halfway inside you before he pulls out and rams himself back into you, using the hand on your waist to lift you up. You have no choice but to take him. Your walls tighten around him, and you squeeze your legs together, trying your hardest to fight the discomfort.
Tears fall from your eyes. Your senses are heightened in your last moments of clarity - you feel like you might faint. Somehow, the blood keeps pouring, turning his suit trousers black.
"Don't you dare fucking pass out," he says, gritting his teeth. He squeezes your thigh and you cry out, the pain too much to bear. Your body feels weak.
Still, he fucks you harder, slamming his cock inside you with every thrust. Somehow he goes deeper until you're sure he must be hitting some vital organ. You've never been fucked like this before. You almost forget the pain he just caused you as you buck your hips against him, desperate to take him even deeper.
"Such a whore. You want it, huh?" He squeezes your ass, lifting you so that you bounce on his lap. Pleasure builds in you, a jarring contrast to the utter agony you felt almost moments ago.
His head falls back hangs off the chair as he thrusts in and out of you. You lift a hand to his face, desperate for something to hold onto, not noticing your fingers are still marked with your own blood. He sees and grips your wrist, sticking a finger into his mouth. He sucks them clean.
"You taste even better than you look," he smirks. He can't hold the expression for long. His eyes roll back slightly when you move your hips over him, making wide circles. You press a hand to his chest, grabbing a fistful of his shirt, and he lets you keep your grip there, too distracted by the hypnotic movements of your hips. You notice that blood drips from the corner of his mouth, instinctively, you lean in and swipe it off with your tongue. He chuckles darkly.
"You're forgetting yourself," he says, slowing his pace. You make a desperate whimper, raising your hips again to continue the rhythm.
"I'm going to need more motivation than that," he mumbles, bringing his mouth to your collarbone. You slow down, unsure of his intentions.
Still inside you, he parts his lips and sucks at the skin of your neck. He applies intense pressure, sending shocks through your body and you cry out, dropping your head over his shoulder.
"That's it," he says, laughing breathily into your ear.
He doesn't stop despite the fact you wince away from him. He plants firm, harsh marks along your neck, leaving a dark line of bruises to your collarbone. Every time you make a noise, he presses harder, until you're biting your lip just to suppress your whimpers. Then, once he's satisfied, he plants two hands on each thigh, ramming his cock back into you. He grunts loudly with every thrust.
He's rougher this time. The flow of blood slows, but still makes his cock glisten red as he pumps in and out of you. The sound of your skin slapping together fills the room, along with his grunts and your faint whimpers. His increase in pace makes the warmth in your stomach more intense, and you feel yourself on the brink of release. You arch your back, gripping onto his shoulder to keep yourself steady.
He notices you nearing your orgasm and uses his last burst of energy to make you ride him even harder. His hips buck up and down until his cock fills you entirely. You grip onto his tie, finally reaching your climax. You nearly scream as you cum with him still inside you, intense warmth and euphoria rushing through your entire body. He does the same, gasping for breath as he cums inside you, still bouncing your ass on his lap whilst you ride it out.
Your entire body goes limp. You collapse over him, taking in lungfuls of air. The euphoria is quickly replaced by exhaustion and pain. Your entire leg feels sore despite the blood no longer flowing as freely as it did before. He slows to a stop, then pulls his cock out of you. It's still stained red and dripping with his cum, and he grunts at the sight of your cunt, glistening with your own blood and his cum. He has complete control of you now.
"You're fucking crazy," he says, panting. He swipes two fingers over the wounds on your thigh, making you wince as he wipes the last of the blood away. He leans back for a moment as he comes down from his high, pressing a hand to his forehead. Strands of black hair fall over his eyes, damp with sweat.
"Let's take care of these cuts, shall we?" He says, too gently for it to be genuine. He lifts you up, straddling each leg on his waist. He lowers you onto the table, letting your legs dangle over the edge.
He makes a gesture that suggests he will be right back, and leaves the room in the direction of your bathroom. His clear knowledge of the layout of your home is concerning, but you can't find the energy to care. You close your eyes, letting your head hang, trying to suppress the dull thudding pain in your leg.
He returns after a few minutes, holding a medical kit and looking a lot more composed. The lusting look in his eyes has disappeared, replaced by emptiness, and his tie - which you managed to almost pull off earlier - is centred again. Blood still spatters his shirt, and his hair glistens as though he has dampened it and swept it back. You almost feel flattered that he tries to look so presentable for you.
He moves before you, lowering onto one knee. He kneels between your legs and parts your legs gently. Too gently. You wonder for a moment if you're dreaming. If you passed out back there and this was just some fantasy you invented to console yourself. But no. He opens the box and lifts out some alcohol wipes. Absently, you lay a hand on his head, stirring the dark waves. He doesn't look up. Just brings a wipe to your wounds, wiping away the blood. It stings so badly that you grip his hair as tightly as you can. You feel the urge to cry again.
Before you even register it, he places a large plaster over the wounds and pats the site gently, as if congratulating you. He stands up and plants a soft kiss on your forehead. You don't even meet his eyes. Your vision is cloudy. Exhaustion threatens to overwhelm you, and you're dangerously close to passing out altogether.
You have a faint memory of him lifting you and carrying you to your bedroom. You recall grabbing his arm after he lowered you onto your bed. Then asking, "when will I see you again?"
You couldn't make out his face. His voice was low and gentle. "Call me."
Then he left.
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You woke up to the sound of the front door opening. Jolting out of bed, you rush to the hallway, hoping against hope. It's your parents. They greet you, smiling, and ask how your day was. You can barely find the words to respond. Your entire body aches, and you nurse the wounds at your neck and wrists to find they're covered by a hoodie you don't remember wearing.
They apologise for leaving and ask if you got their message. You say no. Then you leave in the direction of the dining room to confirm some faint suspicion. The room is completely normal. No blood. No ropes. No knife. Not even a chair is out of place. You press a hand to your forehead.
Later that night, you stare at the plaster on your thigh, the only evidence that the entire situation happened. You peel it back and your head rushes with adrenaline. Five slashes. Still there. You collapse back onto your bed, ignoring the pain that is almost a comfort by now - at least it proves the whole thing was, in fact, real.
Your phone rings. Every normal, human part of you fights back the urge to pick up. But, of course, you do.
The human part of you is long gone by now.
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"let it all out, baby."
you've been dating daisuke for a while, already growing accustomed to his body and behavior, but something was off. nothing break-up-worthy, far from it, but you're a little concerned with how quiet he's been in bed.
so one "night," when swansea is too drunk out of his mind, anya is busy caring for curly, and jimmy is doing fuck all, you and daisuke spend some quality time in your room, which miraculously survives the foam.
one thing led to another, and now you're giving him head. however, as much as you want to get lost in your lust, you can't help but focus on his faceânot out of your usual affection, but to analyze him.
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a smut-shot broken down into bullets with dialogue sectioned off into chat-format segments. [2,697 words]
â gen tags: post-crash. gn! reader is anya's intern, but your job isn't mentioned in the fic (it's just for lore's sake). daisuke is insecure in his masculinity (some angst). set in our year all because i reference one meme lol.
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nsfw tags MDNI: dom reader. sub daisuke. fellatio and a handjob. neck biting and nipple sucking. so much whimpering!!!
[ahh, posting again because i found a fic i made for another character two years ago, so i decided to rework it! i was actually really glad to find this 'cause i've been wanting to write daisuke smut, but currently my nsfw drafts are all curly. art by washitquickly on twt âirisđ ]
daisuke squirms as you lap your tongue around the head of his velvety dick, your spit blending with his sweet and sour slick. he digs his gapped teeth deep into his chapped lip. his mouth is in a tight crease, eyes squished shut with brows deep in concentration, wrinkling his lightly pimpled forehead.
he looks so out of breath, yet zilch emerges from that man's mouth. you wonder if your skills have worsened since the crash. maybe it was stress? but no, you knew that couldn't've been the case. your licks have always made him involuntarily writhe in pleasure, and your breath alone was enough to make precum shoot out of his soft slit.
speaking of which, you did exactly that, and a high-pitched moan ensues, finally.
you groan along with him, feeling his clear fluid slide down your throat. when your voice vibrates its low hum, shivers trickle down daisuke's aching cock. it's enough for him to jolt, flutter his eyes open, and mewl out a squeaky whimper.
you look up in awe, expecting to see your loverboy in pure ecstasy, but your heart drops. all you see is his hand clamped over his mouth, eyes wide in horror: the farthest thing from rapture.
gently, you remove yourself, the sensation of smooth skin lingering in your mouth as a trail of saliva connects your lip to his tip. with your hands still on his thighs, you felt him tremble under your palms.
daisuke pulls his legs towards his chest, encasing them within his arms as he buries half his face into his knees. his brows dent into his temple. he mumbles what sounds like an apology and wipes his face against his hinge joints. worry washes away your arousal in an instant.
carefully, you unfold his arms, spreading his legs to reveal the gorgeous mess you so deeply love. you crawl on top of him, resting your stomach on his, feeling his liquid lather onto your abdomen as you softly cradle his chin, bringing his face to yours.
as you thumb away the tiny tears dripping down his acne-scarred cheeks, he carefully brings his gaze to you, revealing the sea of tears swimming in his dark eyes. daisuke looks like a sad puppy, hurt and desperate for his partner's forgiveness, yet you are unsure as to why he's reacting this way.
he tries to gulp down the cries congested in his throat, attempting to force an explanation, but his reasons refuse to be revealed. for a man who spoke so many words, he felt too embarrassed to say any.
so, rather than letting him hurt himself any further, you envelop his warm body in your arms. daisuke silently melts as you comb your fingers through his sweaty hair, caressing his scalp as you try to piece things together. you think back to all the times you guys have had sex.
time and time again, you remember how quietly he'd finish. no matter how intensely his body shook from your touch, nothing but a small sigh would leave his panting chest. daisuke could be a puddle of sweat, drool coating his chin, eyes rolled all the way back as he failed to wait for your cue to let him cum all over your stomachâand yet, the only thing missing were the sounds of his moans.
you didn't question it at first, assuming he was, ironically enough, a quiet guy in bed, but things weren't adding up.
whenever you sneak attack his sides, tickling the air out of him, daisuke would shriek as if he'd witnessed the murder of his favorite pokĂŠmon. his face contorts into the physical embodiment of the 'ash baby.'
then there was another time, a month before the crash, when it was jimmy's turn for movie night. the co-pilot pulled up with his favorite horror film, intending to creep the skin off of everyone, and it nearly did for daisuke. he screeched so hard, practically ripping your eardrums, and lunged himself onto you, toppling the others over like dominoes on the couch.
(you recall a very tired captain curly lecturing a sheepish daisuke, telling him to be more careful with his surroundings, as anya aided swansea's sore back while jimmy snickered to himself next to you).
countless times proved how reactive he was, besides the obvious fact that this man does not have an off button. so, for him to be completely silent during sex didn't make any sense.
well, he wasn't completely. you've heard his soft moans and hushed whimpers escape from daisuke, unbeknownst to him, but you knew he could be much louder than that.
like, hello? he's the daisuke juarez, the guy (in)famously known for talking on and on for days without fail; surely, he could groan the life out of his lungs.
because, clearly, he wants to.
he needs to.
but you didn't know why he was so adamant about being super quiet. you wanted an answer so you wouldn't have to constantly try to get a read on his suppressions. and, by the looks of it, you're about to get one.
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you cup his face and caress his warm jaw. daisuke delicately places his hand on top of yours and strokes it back, rolling his thumb against your knuckles.
"can we talk now?" your question drifts into the soft rumbles of the ship.
daisuke carefully nods, one last garbled sob croaking out his throat before he responds, "y-yeah..."
"tell me. what's wrong, baby?" you ask softly as your hand dances around his face, your fingers tracing his features, wet from tears.
"um, do i..." daisuke pauses, briefly breathing in some much-needed air, "do i sound weird when iây'knowâuh, moan...?" he leans his cheek into your palm, and you feel the bumpy indentations in his skin flush into yours. his sights are set on everything but you.
your brows knit, but clarity relaxes the knot in your shoulders. "d'aww, baby..." you pout. "is that what this is?" daisuke, slowly attempting to match your eyes, purses his lips with another nod.
shaking your head, you bring his chin closer to yours, "no, no... not at all, dai." you press your lips into his pursed ones, tenderly transferring your love to him and relieving his tight kiss into its original plumpness. you pull away, resting your forehead against his, "i've always found them very cute..."
"if anything," you chuckle, "i wish you moaned more." finally, he looks at you, and you're met with wide eyes and lifted brows, "really?"
now it's your turn to quirk your brow. "of course, really! what makes you think i'd feel otherwise?" daisuke laughs at that and eats his lips, looking up at the metal ceiling as he sifts through his memory box.
"well- i don't know, i mean, back on earth," you catch a brief dullness in his gaze, "i once heard the girls in my class talk about how weird some guys sound when they moan, and like," daisuke drums his fingers on your forearm, "when i asked, they'd say any dude who sounded too much like them?" when he looks at you, he falters, "ach- how do i say it?"
your eyes narrow, struggling to understand that train of thought. daisuke frowned, not at you but at the following words, "it was something like 'oh! men who whimper are soOo icky to me' and 'dudes should sound deep, not like...'" daisuke winces, heaving a frustrated sigh as he continues to mimic those girls. "'...whatever weak subby boy bullshit that's been circulating onlineâ' i know, it's stupid." he immediately stops when he sees your grimace.
you blink your eyes shut, shaking your head and sighing when you peel them open. "so," your hand wipes over your mouth. "you ended up adopting that?" you ask, tucking your thumb under your chin as your index rests on your bottom lip, elbow propped up on one knee.
"i mean, sort of?" daisuke moves his hands to rub circles on your bare sides, "when i realized that i moan like," daisuke air quotes, "a 'weak subby boy,' i got really embarrassed and well- forced myself to sound more like a man, i guess..." the shame in his face, apparent.
you hum, taking in the information as he continues to explain his insecurities. daisuke tells you all the times he's been egged on by his guy friends for how he sounds when he'd whine after getting hit by a baseball ball (when that shit HURTS for anybody, daisuke emphasizes) or how often his friend group would point out his squeals, joking about how he'd never get laid with a voice like that. the thing is, he consciously understands that his classmates are biased individuals, so daisuke knows that there's no real point for him to act all secretive with his sounds. but he can't help it. he worries that letting himself just... be himself, in this context specifically, might make you find him less attractive.
"hUH?!" you exclaim, making daisuke jump. you're so baffled that you grab his face and squish his cheeks with all the affection your squeeze can imbue. he looks at you, doe-eyed with lips puffed out like a fish. "iâfirst of all, what an absolutely shitty thing to say to your friend, let alone do it daily. and second of all, not every man moans the same. just 'cause yours is a little higher doesn't make you any less of one..." he attempts to defend them, wanting to say that they weren't that bad, but you hush him, reading through his lie before he could assess it himself. then, when you rationalize his insecurity, he tightens his lip, taking in your opinion as you continued to speak against the toxicity of his friends. noticing he's gone quiet, you rub his cheek, changing your tone into something much softer. "daisuke."
"yesh...?"
as your serious stare delves deep into his soul, you reassure him, "there is no oneâand i mean, no oneâin this universe that i love more than you."
"oomph, i shink your beftfriends whould be mhad if they hurd thath." daisuke jokes, and you roll your eyes, shushing him as you stifle your laugh, "hey, i'm being serious here...!" to which daisuke chuckles and nods for you to continue, mouthing an 'i love you, too.'
you sigh, "your whimpers... are the cutest, most adorable noises i'll ever hear in my life, and i don't want you to shut them up, ever. i mean it."
"mph- reallhy?" the innocence in his voice made you squish the sides of his face harder as you hummed in agreement, "really."
"i want to hear them," you take a moment to sit up, straddling his thighs as you wrap your fingers around his dick, it instantly springs. "over... and over... and over again." with every pause, you stroke him. your palm tugs at his cock from the hairs on his abdomen to his soaked tip. daisuke chokes out a gasp, his legs squirming as he gulps, "a-ah, fuck... baby." his body trembles, randomly jerking with every drag of his thick cock.
"nothing will ever change the way i see you," you press your lips onto his jaw, feeling the tiniest stubble. "how sweet you are, how handsome you look, or how good you sound to me." you trail kisses down his neck, and latch onto the edge of his adam's apple, nibbling a whimper out of him.
"if anything, your moans make me love you even more than i already do." as you peck along his chest, his whines squeal breathlessly, and his whimpers exceed his vocal cords. every compliment you throw at him sends his brain into autopilot.
"ngh, mh..." none of daisuke's words made any sense, his mouth melding into mush while yours formed dark hickeys on all his right spots. he was panting uncontrollably. looking down at you with those half-lidded eyes of his, ones leaking with so much love and lust. he grips the sheets with one hand while the other carefully combes through your hair.
your mouth was now at level with his nipple. you watch it harden in anticipation as he edges his chest a little closer to your lips, making you chuckle at how needy your boyfriend's gotten. "now, before i let you cum, i want you to be as loud as you possibly can be, okay? for me, baby."
he nods, loving your coos, but uncertainty nearly cockblocks him, "w-wait, babe, what if everyone hears me?" daisuke watches you huff a laugh, "like anyone's cared about us fucking before." you both chuckle, and daisuke relaxes, "oh right, hehe."
"even if someone hears," you lightly circle his nipple, the tiny bumps on its dark epidermis sliding so perfectly against your thumb. daisuke's dick twitches, already biting his lip at the sight of your tongue inches away from his chest's nub. you continue, breathing hot on daisuke's skin. "they get to know how beautiful my baby boy sounds in bed."
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daisuke's breathing gradually quickens at the heat. when you finally lick his nipple, his cry is instantaneous. it's the prettiest noise you've ever heard, pulling at your heartstrings as a rush surges through your abdomen.
you close your eyes and focus on stroking his dick with every lick you make, his adorable moans filling the air. the way you roll your fingers and wedge them on the damp head, massaging the precum out his slit, melts daisuke, turning him into a pathetic, panting puddle in your arms. he absentmindedly ruts into your hand out of pure pleasure, sliding his slick all over your skin.
soon enough, his whimpers peaked, his voice consuming the room. you knew he was reaching his high based on the synchronization of his thrusts and your pumps. bed sheets crumple under his fist, and his other hand no longer on your hair but on the small of your back, squeezing your waist as he tries to travel down to knead your ass.
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"babe, i'm close...! i'm so close." daisuke blabbers between mewls, his hands clutching onto your hips for support. he spills all of him into your palms, creating a wet patch underneath his thighs. you intensify your already vigorous pumping, simultaneously pinching a nipple as you bite the other, "come on, baby... you're almost there." "i'm cummingâfuckâ 'm cumm...ing, nghnghm! ohmygod...!" intense shudders siphon through daisuke's bloodstream, his whole body convulsing as he feels his milk bud, moments away from dripping out his sore slit. "let it all out, baby." you coo, tonguing his nipple with your wet love.
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with one final groan, his cum drenches your hand as he arches his back so far that it nearly sends you falling. all that fills your ears are the sounds of your boyfriend's sweet sobs, easing into an aching sigh.
after tugging his cock with a few more strokes, daisuke collapses further into the bed, his head lying so far back into the pillow that you can see his adam's apple bob after every gasp and gulp. your lips leave his nipple, and he shivers from the cold air hitting his wet skin.
as he's catching his breath, you stretch your back and crane your spine far enough to feel every bubble in your ligament pop down your bones. after rolling your neck side to side, you get a good look at daisuke, who is disheveled and disoriented.
you chuckle and lift his head up, daisuke's teary eyes akin to those of a desperate puppy. you bring your sticky fingers to your mouth, swallowing his sweetness, and daisuke watches, thirsty for a taste.
smiling at the drool dripping down his puffy lips, you bring your face to him, gracing him with a smooch. the kiss muffles his deep moan. his tongue explores yours, devouring his own dick with what lingers on your papillae.
daisuke pouts when you pull away, but before he whines, you wrap your hands behind his neck, sitting yourself up and pulling him into your chest. he sighs into the hug, embracing you as much as he physically can while you massage his wet and messy hair. you kiss his scalp and softly praise him for being such a good boy.
[i was going to expand on the post crash aspect but i got wayyy too tired. but know that the story was originally going to have an afab reader, where you ride daisuke till he cums inside you, so i'd then add a line about how you couldn't care less about getting bred 'cause you were probably dying on the tulpar, anyway đ so it was going to be a LOT more angsty. i also intended to write a segment (after he admits his insecurity) of him missing earth and the structure of a home so badly that he's developed a mommy kink, so i could use it later when you guys go back to sexing buuut oopsies. i'll save that for another time đŤ . âirisđ ]
#đ leads to my masterlist#someone take tumblr away from me i NEED to finish my final projects đ#i think the angst could've definitely been improved. i would elaborate more on comforting daisuke but i finished this at 4 am đľ#daisuke x reader#daisuke x you#daisuke mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing x reader#intern daisuke#daisuke juarez#oneshot#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#daisuke
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City of Love
Pairing: The Salesman x fem!Reader
Summary: Months after winning the Squid Games, you receive an unwanted visit from the man who's been haunting you since the very beginning.
Word count: 5k
Warnings: smut (minors dni), drinking, sex in a public place, some murderous thoughts. Don't be fooled by the title, it's very much not a fluffy romantic fic lol.
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The City of Love.
At least, that's what everyone calls it. It felt like the place to be after all the horrors you had endured in the past year â horrors you don't dare to say a word about to another soul. Friends and acquaintances have told you about how great it is, how beautiful, how magical. About how just a few days here will heal any woes in your heart.
Of course, it didn't work. Now you're just depressed in Paris.
It's not all bad. The Eiffel tower looks just as pretty as it does in pictures, especially late at night when it lights up and sparkles. The historic architecture and cobblestone streets are a nice break from the modern buildings you're used to from Seoul, so different it almost erases the memories sometimes. Never for too long. Just when you think you're slipping back into something resembling normalcy, they return in your nightmares in the shape of blood, pink jumpsuits and childrenâs games.
This afternoon, it takes the shape of a ghost â a tall, handsome man, whose face youâve only ever seen in dreams and in the subway lines of Seoul.
All color drains from your face in a matter of seconds, all that pink winter flush.
âWhat the hell are you doing here?â
He smiles, like you're an old friend. It nearly throws you off your balance by how natural it looks, like he's not forcing it.
âBeautiful city, isn't it? Especially at this time of the year.â
This can't be happening. The whole reason you left South Korea was to put distance between yourself and those horrific games, and all the people associated with them. To just run into one right here, in a different continent, mere months after your victory; it makes you feel like you're about to pass out.
You stand up from your seat and walk right out of the patisserie, leaving your ridiculously overpriced hot chocolate nearly untouched on the table.
You knew, somehow, that he would follow you, but you still prayed he wouldnât. That it had been your imagination, or the PTSD, or anything other than the Salesman himself crossing paths with you in Paris.
âI expected a warmer welcome,â a voice behind you says, making you pause your stroll down the street. Fortunately â or maybe unfortunately â you still havenât completely lost track of what's real and what's not, and you can tell that voice is real, clear as day. Heâs real and here and that terrifies you to your very core.
Turning around to face him, you hate how he still looks every bit as infuriatingly handsome as he did the first time you saw him.
âWhat are you doing here?â you repeat, your voice shaky and not nearly as incisive ad youâd like it to be.
âVisiting,â he replies. He turns to gaze at the scenery around you. In your hurry to get away from him, you didn't even realize you ended up at the Pont Neuf, the old bridge crossing the Seine River. Dusk settles around the two of you, the purple-ish color of the sky reflected on the river, almost too pretty for this situation. âLike I said, France is quite nice during the winter.â
You scoff. âYou expect me to believe it's just a big coincidence that you and I ended up in the same place, five thousand miles away from home, at the same time?â
âSmall world, isn't it?â
âIâm serious. I did everything you people wanted. I beat the games, I took the money and I kept my mouth shut. You were supposed to leave me the fuck alone.â
âDid what we wanted?â Something in his smile changes, shifts from warmth to something more sinister. âWe never forced you to do anything. Remember that. You brought whatever happened on yourself.â
Cold air rushes over you, drawing a shiver out of you. It's not snowing yet, but it start might soon. It's hard to remember you were once excited for it.
He reaches out, ignoring the warnings in your eyes as he runs a finger over the smooth fabric of your scarf, then wraps it around your neck one more time. Itâs almost a tender gesture, if he was someone else entirely. It should have you flinching, or slapping his hand away. Instead, it only makes you freeze in your spot.
âYves Saint Laurent,â he notes. âI see youâve been making good use of that money.â
It doesn't sound accusatory, but it feels like it anyway. Even after months, it still feels wrong to use the money, despite all the literal blood, sweat and tears it took to get it. Like you should be gathering it all in a pile and setting fire to it in protest. But what would that change? Why shouldn't you be allowed to use it to build a new life for yourself?
So you stayed in five star hotels. So you bought a few more pairs of Louboutin shoes than necessary. Therapy was out of the question, so this was the next best thing you could come up with for the time being. Best-case scenario, a therapist would think you're a nutcase. Worst case, theyâd turn you in to the authorities for confessing to multiple murders you had committed at the Squid Games. You didnât want to take the risk.
âI thought that was the idea,â you say. The Salesmanâs hands are still on the fabric, merely touching it, but that doesn't stop your mind from picturing him gripping it, pulling on it until you suffocate in the garment you bought as some empty, mediocre sign of victory.
âIt suits you.â He lets his hands fall with no damage to your throat or to your respiratory system. âMuch better than those knock-offs you used to wear.â
It disturbs you that he even remembers that. As far as you know, you were only one of the hundreds of people who had played ddakji with him at the subway station. You remembered every second of it, replayed it in your mind over and over again, but there was nothing particularly memorable about you back then. You lost most rounds. You hoped against hope that he would ask you out, even after your cheek was red and stinging.
That was a different version of you. One that smiled more, even with all the hardships in your life. One that was too naive to realize she was selling her soul to the devil from that very first game of ddakji.
âSince the city brought us together,â the Salesman says, âIâd like to buy you a drink.â
It would be impossible to keep the surprise from your face if youâd tried. Those are words you would've loved to hear all those months ago, and now that he says them, you can barely draw enough air into your lungs to tell him to fuck off.
âWhy? So you can kill me the second weâre off the street?â
He chuckles, like he finds your confusion amusing. âWhy would I do that?â
âIsn't that why you're here?â Why else would it be, after all? Maybe it's part of their sick games; to give one person the illusion of victory, let them enjoy the money for a few months, then go after them and kill them. Or worse, pull them back in.
âIf I wanted to kill you, I could do it anywhere.â
You suppose there's no arguing with that, but you're not sure if it makes you feel better. Good news: you're still breathing. Bad news: you're still breathing only until he allows you to.
âYou still didn't tell me why you came after me, then,â you point out.
âLet's have a drink, and Iâll tell you.â
You must be insane for even considering this. The naive girl that had first seen him in the subway, coming home late at night from work, would be enthusiastically urging you to go. Youâre supposed to know better than her.
âOne drink,â you say. âThen you go home and never contact me again.â
His smile widens. âI know a nice place.â
*
He brings you to a piano bar just a few blocks away from the bridge. It's a fancy place, the kind that makes you feel underdressed even in your designer clothes. He blends right in â not only because of the sleek, tailored suit, but because of his demeanor, the natural elegance with which he carries himself.
Not for the first time, you wonder if he was born into wealth, or if he was ever like you. Someone who had to claw his way out of poverty. You can't picture it, but there's so much you don't know about him. It's what makes him so scary and confusing to you, but also so damn intriguing.
He orders for you before you have the chance to open your mouth. Dom PĂŠrignon, two glasses. You raise your eyebrows once the waiter walks away.
âAre we celebrating something?â
âYour victory.â
The response makes your stomach drop. âI don't want to celebrate that.â Not with anyone, but especially not with him.
He gives a small shrug. âJust a special occasion, then.â
The dimmed, warm lights of the bar make the place feel so intimate, almost romantic in a sense. You don't know what to make of it, so you force yourself to look away from him, even when you can still feel his stare unflinching on you. Luckily, the waiter shows up just in time, pouring you both glasses of the bubbly drink and leaving the bottle in a bucket on the table.
You turn back to the Salesman, glaring at him. âI said one drink, not one bottle.â
âYou never specified,â he replies, fake innocence in his eyes. âGives us more time to catch up. Maybe even play a game, for old timeâs sake.â
The mere mention of a game makes you want to run away, to lock yourself in the restroom and refuse to come out. It has to be intentional; he has to know what kinds of things would be running through your head, after everything youâd gone through. You take a long gulp of the champagne, nearly done with the entire glass in one go. You can't let him get to you like this. You do your best to look unbothered.
âDo you walk around with ddakji tiles everywhere?â you ask. âJust in case you find someone who wants to play?â
That earns a soft laugh out of him. âNo, not ddakji.â
He reaches into the inside pocket of his jacket, pulling out what looks like a standard deck of cards.
âHave you ever played blackjack?â
You have, but hesitation is written all over your features. âWhat if I don't want to play?â
âDo you think Iâd force you?â he asks, like you're a fool for even thinking so. âLike I said, you were never forced to do anything. It's your choice.â He sips his own champagne in a much classier, more contained way than you. Like he's happy to draw this out for hours, rather than wanting this night to be over as soon as possible. âBut youâve beaten much harder games before. This should be nothing for our big victor, right?â
There's a challenge in his voice, in his eyes. You should know better than to fall for it. So why is there a part of you that still feels like you have a point to prove? That feels like, with a little bit of luck and skill, you can finally beat this man at his own game?
âFine.â You cross your arms over the table. âLetâs do this.â
Pleased with your answer, he shuffles the cards in his hands. You watch him, almost as mesmerized as youâd been watching him play ddakji at the subway station. It's so hard not to get lost in it, but you refuse to look away in shyness and hesitation again, keeping your eyes on him as you sip the rest of the champagne in your glass.
He refills it before placing four cards on the table: two facing upwards for you, one face-down and one face-up for himself, the dealer.
The rules are simple: your cards all together need to get as close to 21 without going over. Whichever one of you gets the closest wins the round. You have a nine and a four, totaling thirteen. The Salesman has a five, and a card that's invisible for you.Â
âHit me,â you say, figuring your odds can't be too bad.
He places one more card to your pile: a seven. Twenty in total. Your heart speeds up inside your chest, already triumphant even before the end.
He reveals all his cards to you: the five youâve already seen, a nine, and a three. Seventeen. Your smile widens, relief washing over you like youâd just escaped a near-death experience. You don't think beating a game, no matter the kind, will ever not feel like this again.
âNot bad,â he compliments. He reaches into another pocket for his wallet, drawing a hundred euro note and pushing it towards you on the table.
You just stare at it with an eyebrow raised, baffled and, frankly, a bit offended. With the tip of your index finger, you push the bill back to him.
âDo you really think I still need your money?â
âIt's just symbolic,â he argues, but still tucks the money back into his wallet. âOf course, we can bet on other things too, if youâd prefer.â
âWhat kind of things?â
âWhatever you want. You won.â
âWhatever I want?â A grin stretches across your lips as you lean forward on the table. âLike a dare?â
He leans forward as well, like he wants to meet you in the middle. His eyes never leave yours. âLike a dare.â
You wonder just how far heâd take this game, if he would do something outrageous or serious just because you told him to. Maybe not. But even this is the kind of power that you never, ever imagined you would have over this man.
âOkay. Let me see your wallet.â
He hands it over without a fight. You rummage through all of it, ignoring all the cash and instead looking for something else, anything personal. But there's nothing. No family photos, no old receipts, not even a condom tucked inside one of the pockets. At last you find his ID license, the name Park Ha-Joon listed beside a smiling picture of him that looks so normal you almost want to laugh.
âIt's not your real name, is it?â
He smiles. âSmart girl.â
âIt was worth a shot.â You close the wallet and hand it back to him.
He shuffles the cards, hands them over again. Seven and six. You tap the cards in a sign for him to hit you with one more.
âDo you really want to know why I came to see you?â
Your eyes snap in his direction, not even looking at the new card thatâs placed in front of you.Â
âI thought youâd be one of the first to die in a place like that.â He looks focused on the game as he talks, âWhen I found out you were the winner, I wanted to see it for myself.â
Your throat tightens, making it hard to draw in my next breath. You look around yourself, as if trying to make sure you're really here and not at that disturbing colorful scenario, or at the bunk beds in the dorm. Still the piano bar. Warm lights, soft chatter of conversation, piano notes ringing through the air. The mental image of that place still doesn't vanish from your mind.
âSee what, exactly?â you ask, even though you know it would be better not to. Â
âIf you truly earned it, or if youâre just one more piece of trash who got lucky, like all the others before you.â
Your hand must twitch, an involuntary movement you're not even aware of, and the Salesman places another card to your pile. You look down at it in horror, realizing all the cards together total to twenty-three.
âI didn't say hit me,â you protest.
âYou tapped. You know that's the sign.â He looks over the cards again, as if just noticing the source of your distress instead of directly causing it. âToo bad.â
It's not fair, and you both know it, but you doubt pointing it out will make a difference. You bite your tongue around any words as well as the lump that's formed in your throat, tears trying to rush to the surface. Your gaze meets his and holds it.
âAre you going to slap me?â
Heâs still for a moment, considering it. It's one thing to hit you in the face in a mostly-empty subway station late at night, and another entirely to do it in this sophisticated bar, with all these people around as witnesses. Still, you don't doubt that he would do it. You hold yourself back from flinching when his hand comes out, bracing yourself for the impact.
It never comes. Instead, his hands merely cup your cheeks, tilting your face to face him fully. He looks at you like he's studying you, his expression unreadable.
âNot now. I want something else,â he says. âA round of shots.â
His grip on your face is firm, but he runs the pad of his thumb over the curve of your cheekbone, like wiping away a teardrop that never fell. A gesture that can only be described as affectionate, and it's messing with your head way more than the slaps on the face did.
You nod.
He holds on for just a second too long before he lets you go. He orders the shots to the waiter â you pay no attention to the brand, or even the type of booze â, and you don't say another word until after they're placed in front of you on the table, small glasses so clean they gleam under the light.
âI crawled my way out of that hell,â you tell him. âYou have no idea what I had to do to survive. You don't get to sit here and tell me I didn't fucking earn it.â
He looks more amused than anything. âTo kill for necessity, anyone can do. It doesn't make you as special as you think it does.â He nods towards the shot on the table, reaching for his own. âDrink.â
You count one, two, three in your head before throwing the shot back, unable to suppress a grimace when the drink comes down your throat like liquid fire.
âWhy do you wanna get me drunk so bad?â
He empties his shot glass as well. âDrinking together ensures none of us has an advantage.â He picks up the deck of cards again, before you ever have the chance to tell him youâve had enough of this game. The words die down in your throat.
One more round. Your cards add up to seventeen.
Itâs too risky to ask for one more card; anything higher than four would mean an instant loss. Only then you notice the sweat under your palms, the rush in your ears overpowering the piano music in the background. You force yourself to take a deep breath, to remember that your life is not on the line anymore and losing doesn't mean certain death, even though it feels like it.
He reveals his cards. Eighteen.
âFuck.â
He seems pleased with himself, accessing you as you brace yourself for whatever he has in mind for you now.
âCome a little closer,â he orders.
You frown, but you find yourself obeying without much questioning, getting up from your chair to slide to the seat next to him on the booth.
He pours you both more Dom PĂŠrignon, and this time he doesn't have to tell you to drink. You focus on the way the bubbles dance inside your mouth, if only to have something to distract yourself from his proximity, from the faint smell of his cologne or from the fact he still hasn't told you what he wants from you for losing this round
His hand lands on your thigh.
You jump in surprise, and his hand tightens its grip there, digging into your skin and keeping you in your seat. Your eyes widen and search for his, a question clear in them.
With his free hand, the Salesman pushes the cards in your direction. âYouâll be the dealer now,â he says, âand for each time you lose, I get to keep my hands on you for one more round.â
Say no, you tell yourself. Say something. A better, stronger woman would throw the champagne in the glass on his face and walk right out of this bar. Instead, you find yourself still as a statue, a sudden rush of warmth overflowing your senses â first, it rises to your face, coloring your cheeks red, then it travels lower to the pit of your stomach and down right into the space between your legs.
You canât even tell if itâs the alcohol, spreading through your bloodstream and bringing a buzzing sensation to your head thatâs not all unpleasant, or the fact you havenât been touched like this in what feels like forever, or simply the man sitting next to you. How many times had you fantasized about this, until you realized that he was the catalyst of your ruin?
Maybe even a few times after that.
You take the deck of cards. He grins like he knew you would, like a master pleased with a dog following his command. You want to wipe that look off his face, but you can barely concentrate enough to properly shuffle the cards.
If you felt like you were fighting for your life before, itâs nothing compared to right now. The hand doesnât move, doesnât so much as twitch until the very final moments of the round, when you realize the two of you are tied. A fingertip slides up the fabric of your stockings until it stops at your knee, your skin erupting in goosebumps following the movement. Your heart beats so hard inside your chest you can barely hear the chatter of people around you as the bar fills in with people.
You lose the next round, and the next, and the one after that. You canât even tell if youâre doing it on purpose anymore.
With each passing minute that you donât push him away, that you allow him to test and cross your boundaries, he gets more daring, drawing shapes in the perimeter of your leg and curling into your inner thigh. Your chest rises with a breath that comes tumbling out, the sound of it way too close to a whimper for your liking.
You can tell he notices it instantly, observant and apparently fluent in your body language like heâs spent years of his life studying it. He takes the opportunity to let his hand wander under your skirt, to the spots it hadnât covered yet.
Thatâs enough. You need to win this next round.
Itâs like, for once, God listens to your prayers. Your cards add up to an even, perfect twenty-one to his nineteen.
He retrieves his hand as if on cue. You thought you would be gasping in relief, but what comes out instead is a pitiful, almost desperate donât.
He raises an eyebrow. âDonât as in stop?â he asks. âOr as in donât stop?â
Your body answers the question for him before your mind can even process what happened, grabbing his hand and pulling it to the spot where it was. Your skin comes ablaze the second he touches you again, like his touch is charged with electricity.
âDid you know,â you can feel his breath so close to you when he speaks, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, âthat you were the first person who ever challenged me to play ddakji at the subway? Usually itâs the other way around. Nobody but you ever made the first move.â
Itâs hard to concentrate on his words like this, with his body leaning into yours and his hand that still touches you under the table andâ whoa, that is not your thigh. The solid press against your core makes your whole body twitch, but you donât jerk away. You try to focus on the memory.
âI didnât give a fuck about the game,â you reveal. âI just wanted you to notice me.â
âI know.â He draws small, precise circles over you. âDo you ever think about how I wouldâve left you alone otherwise?â
Of course you do, more than you would ever admit. But having him confirm it hurts. Itâs bad enough to know youâre the one who caused all the trauma youâve been through since meeting him, that you couldâve just carried on with your life, shitty as it as, if only you werenât a foolish girl with a crush on a stranger. But to be in his arms right now, your head falling over his shoulder and your lips releasing a tiny whimper; it just makes it all the more fucked up.
âWas it worth it?â
The smile on your lips is devoid of any humor. âNever.â
âLet me prove to you that it was.â
Just like that, everything stops. He scoots away from you in the booth and stands up, bringing all the heat with him aside from the faint lingering warmth on your face. He leaves a few bills over the table, enough for the entire tab, and walks away.
He doesnât head towards the front door, instead making his way to the opposite direction. You watch him, confused, for a few moments before you trail after him, past the kitchen and the restrooms until you see the red glow of an exit sign.
A chilly breeze rushes over you the second you step outside, and you expect to see him walking into the dark narrow street. But heâs waiting for you, leaning against the brick wall behind him. He raises his eyebrows in that same condescending way heâs done all night, daring you to make the next move.
You donât hesitate for even a second longer. You grab a fistful of his impeccable suit jacket and pull him closer, crashing your lips together.
From the start, itâs not sweet or gentle. He digs his fingers into your hips hard enough to bruise, wasting no time before he lifts you up into the air and pins you against the wall. You gasp into his mouth, parting your lips and practically begging his tongue inside. Your legs part almost in unison, allowing him to settle between them and effectively trap you, his larger frame blocking any exit.
As if you would dream to get away.
In one swift movement, he reaches between your legs and rips at the fabric of your stockings, the sound echoing through the empty street. Youâre already making quick work of his belt; or trying to, frustrated by your lack of mobility from his position. He doesnât seem willing to let you go, so he does it himself instead, pulling his pants down just enough to free himself from the confines of his underwear.
Youâve soaked through your panties in whatever time it took to play all those rounds of blackjack. It felt like it was drawn-out for hours, but you know it couldnât have been more than just a few minutes. He moans when he feels it, before he even pushes into you â a heavenly, otherworldly sound, one you want to hear again and again. You push your hips towards him, feeling yourself throb when he rubs his length over you, burning hot where skin meets even though everything around you is cold. He rewards you with another sound that you drink right in as you deepen the kiss, happy to never have your lips separate from each other ever again.
He pushes the fabric of your panties to the side and thrusts into you without a warning, drawing a strangled, sharp gasp from you. He doesnât give you time to adjust to the invasion, setting up a punishing pace that pushes you against the wall hard with every thrust. You claw at his back, losing the ability to form coherent thoughts, helpless to stop it as he all but consumes you like this is his last chance to.
âAhâ fuck,â you have to break away from his lips to attempt to draw in some air, your breaths and sounds interrupted by the rhythmic, vicious snaps of his hips into yours. He takes the opportunity to tilt his head and follow the line of your jaw with his lips, to mouth kisses and graze his teeth over your throat.
Hands find their way under pieces of clothing, trying to cling to as much bare skin as they can. He does most of the work, still holding you up in the air with the help of the wall (you curl your toes just to test the waters, the ones on the foot closest to the ground, and they barely touch the pavement), bouncing you on his cock however he sees fit, and itâs embarrassing how close you are already just from this.
âFuck, baby, thatâs so good.â
Itâs intoxicating how vocal he is, all the grunts and moans he breathes into your neck, how it rips more sounds out of you than you would usually make. The street is completely silent save for the two of you, not another soul in sight. You could kill him right here and he would never see it coming. Gut him with the knife tucked away in your purse, leave him on the pavement gasping for his last breath. Who would catch you? You have enough money to run to yet another country, to give yourself a new identity and reinvent yourself as many times as you want.
The purse is on the floor where youâd carelessly let it fall, out of reach. Still you run your hands down over his bottom, feeling for any guns or weapons he may have tucked into the back of his waistband, or hidden in his pockets. Thereâs nothing, but you donât have a lot of time to be disappointed about it before youâre coming with a high-pitched, broken shout, like your orgasm has taken you by surprise. He holds you up, squeezing you against the wall for support, the only thing stopping you from falling straight to the floor.
The Salesman follows right after, a stream of goods and fucks and your name falling from his lips as he spills deep into you. You wish you had it in you to be offended, to tell him off for it. But all you can think about is how much you wish you knew his name so you could shout it, gasp it, whisper it, for as long as he keeps holding you this tight.
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rinâs routine takes a turn when a stray cat inserts itself into the equation.
itoshi rin x reader ďž sfw ďž fluff ďž allusions to abandonment issues
Thereâs a cat that follows Rin on his walk home from practice.
The first time, he simply took notice. A small bundle of black fur seemed to curve at every turn he made, stopping every time he paused. Its light eyes almost glowed in the darkness accompanying dusk. And, as if the creature knew it was time to part ways, it didnât bother following Rin to the door of his apartment.
The second time caught Rin by surprise. Did the stray remember him? The walk was much the same, Rin leading the way while the cat acted as his shadow. Maybe the man tricked himself into thinking so, but it felt like the cat met his eye every time he looked over his shoulder to check if it was in tow.
This time, Rin crouched down to pet it. His hand hovered tentatively over its head, waiting for some adverse reaction to his proximityâa hiss, or perhaps it would dart off. But it didnât come. He gently scratched the catâs head. It purred, leaning into his touch.
The days that followed were much the sameâRinâs initial surprise at his companionâs return, his hesitancy to reach out for fear of an unpleasant reaction, the short moment of comfort the both of them shared before Rin had to go inside. They grew on each other with each scheduled meeting. The cat began to walk closerâbeside the man instead of behind him. Rin left a little earlier in the morning to pick up treats for his new friend.
Rin has lost track of how long this has been going on. What he has taken note of, though, is how the cat no longer lingers at the start of the pathway leading to his apartmentâit has taken to joining him at the door.
Yours and Rinâs schedules donât always align the best. It makes taking advantage of the days the both of you are free a given and today happens to be one of those days. Itâs bright and early and with the bag of pastries you picked up in hand, you make your way to Rinâs apartment.
âKnock knock,â you verbalize in addition to tapping your knuckles against his door.
You only have to wait a moment before his voice sounds from the other side. âItâs open.â
With his invitation, you turn the doorknob and let yourself inside. As you kick off your shoes at the doorway, you catch sight of Rin lying on the couch. The piece of furniture isnât quite long enough given his height, so his legs are propped up on the arm. Itâs enough to make you chuckle under your breath. Rin doesnât seem to mind you finding humor in the situation. He simply offers you a lazy wave and a, âHey.â
âGood morning,â you greet him with a smile. You hold up the paper bag in your hand. âI brought breakfast.â
Rin hums in satisfaction before getting up to join you in the kitchen. Youâre just about to set everything on the counter when something beats you to the spot. Itâs black and furry and entirely unexpectedâso much so that you flinch, clutching the bag to your chest. âOh!â
You can hear Rin sigh behind you, though, when he appears beside you, he doesnât look nearly as startled as you do. He picks up what you now realize is a cat from in front of you, holding it up in the air level with his face. âI told you, youâre not allowed on the counters.â
Two pairs of eyesâone aquamarine, the other a pale greenâstare at each other in silence. Rin almost looks as if heâs expecting a response and he earns one in the form of an innocent meow.
Rinâs eyes narrow. âStay off the counters.â
âWhen did you get a cat?â You suppose you should have noticed sooner. Now that youâre paying attention, there are signs all over the placeâthe food and water bowls placed on a mat that you walked past to get into the kitchen, the cat tower tucked away in the corner of the living room just a few feet away from the couch Rin was lounging on, thereâs even a feather wand toy under the coffee table.
He finally puts the cat down on the floor. Despite being released, it doesnât wander far. âLast week. She kept following me home.â
âCuteâŚâ The thought of this darling trailing behind Rin during his commute is almost too adorable for you to handle. You kneel down to get a better look at her. Sheâs idly licking her fur like sheâs grown bored of this conversation. You look up at Rin. âWhatâs her name?â
âShe doesnât have one.â
âHuh?â You stand up once more, frowning in confusion. âHow do you get her attention then?â
He shrugs. âI donât need to. Sheâs always nearby anyway.â
He doesnât tell you that heâs pondered the idea of naming her but shied away. Itâs better this wayânot getting too attached and making things too real. Because if itâs real, that means she can leave himâcast him asideâtoo.
âShe needs a name, Rin,â you tell him, finally setting down the bag from the bakery and pulling out its contents. You shoot him a smile. âWe can come up with one while we eat.â
Movement from the corner of your eye catches your attention. Your gaze falls to the floor to find the cat rubbing against Rinâs leg.
Your smile widens. âSee, she likes the idea.â
Heâs still wary but he considers it for a moment, his stare never straying from your face. He reminds himself that youâre very realâstanding right in front of him, close enough to touch. Youâre real and youâve stuck around. That should be all the evidence he needs.
âFine,â Rin concedes.Â
He glances down at the cat he took in. Strangely enough, her presence since the start has had an impact on Rin, made him feel a little less lonely.
He supposes she deserves a name.
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THE GORGEOUS PROFESSOR TALIS
synopsis: You didn't think Professor Viktor was the only heartthrob at Piltover Academy, did you? Meet his charismatic, undeniably gorgeous partner, Professor Talis. But please, call him Jayce.
warnings: again age gap (Jayceâs gotta be anywhere in his 30s-40s to be a professor, reader is in their 20s (early to late I donât really care) ), power imbalance, switch!jayce, this isnât gonna be a full on story, just bullet points I come up with, Grammarly is my beta
genre: m/f or m/m (implied future m/m/f or m/m/m)
Professor Talis doesnât have his own class at the Academy, instead he and Professor Viktor alternate in âThe Science Behind Magic: HXT101.â The two professors are trying to incorporate a lab aspect to the class; so it's not just theory.
There have been many times Professor Talis (please call me Jayce) has taken over from Viktor due to unforeseen circumstances, such as Viktor having a flare-up in pain and being unable to lecture for three hours straight.
Professor Jayce and Professor Viktor have many similarities. They're passionate, intelligent, and quite funny. But it's their differences that set them apart.
Professor Viktorâs voice is smooth, sultry, and his accent makes everything sound sexy. He's got the perfect voice to do ASMR to make people fall asleep.
Professor Jayce is much more hyper. He talks a bit louder and a bit faster than his partner. But his enthusiasm and bright smile make it endearing to witness.
He's also much broader and taller than Professor Viktor. His shoulders are wide, his waist is narrow, and his thighs are begging to be bitten into.
He's got messy hair, a glorious beard, and a microscopic smattering of grey at his temples. He's got a strong jaw, big eyes, pouty lips, a tantalizing neck, and sinfully beautiful body. He too has a brace, except it's on his opposite leg. And his leg seems to be stronger than his partners.
He's also got incredibly sharp canines. You can't help but squish your thighs together envisioning how they'd feel against your neck, your chest, your thighs.
Professor Jayce seems to enjoy receiving praise just as much as giving it to his students. You'll never forget the time you complemented his teaching style and he got all flushed. Shyly looking down as a sweet smile graced those plump lips.
You wanted to devour that man right then and there.
One day, you almost did.
Professor Talis had just casually walked into the classroom, wearing an all-black outfit with red detailing. His sleeves were rolled up, his hair artfully messy, and his slacks obscenely tight.
You felt like leaping across the desk like a lioness to feast on the meal right before your very eyes.
Professor Jayce seemed to be oblivious to the stares he received. You thought that until he stopped right in front of you; ceasing his walk around the classroom, and his bulge was damn near eye level with you.
It was big. Massive really, and quite girthy from what you could make out in the dark fabric. You coquettishly look up as you suck on your lolly, knowing exactly what you're doing.
Professor Jayce just quirks an eyebrow at you as he taps his finger on your table, making you look down at your sheet of paper, âHave you finished your assignment?â
You can't help but impishly nod, âYes, Professor Talis.â as you give a long lick on your lollipop before popping it into your mouth.
Professor Talisâ eyes darken as his jaw clenched. He's heard about you from Viktor. The smart, slutty student who has a throat to die for and delectable moans that'll keep your spank bank full until the next time you need them.
Jayce just smirks at you and tells you to stay behind after class, there's something he needs to discuss with you.
You were curious.
You weren't expecting to be folded like a pretzel as your gorgeous professor pounded away into you like it was his last day on earth.
Your body is delectably sore, you're stuffed to the brim in cum, and you have bruises all over your body. Hickies surround your neck and chest, hand shaped bruises are on your hips and thighs. You even have some bite marks. You had a feeling his canines would feel amazing. Called it!
You also called it that Professor Talis enjoys praise and being told what to do. Telling him how good his cock feels and that he's doing amazing really amped him up.
You can't help but wonder how demolished you'll be once both Professor Viktor and Jayce get their hands on you.
(Youâll die very happy and very satisfied)
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you'll be fine / Spencer Reid
summary. you don't like to hear about the case. but when your boyfriend gets hurt, you realize you can't escape the reality of his work
words count. 2 283
what to expect. very angsty, reader is hotch sister, jack is here, brief mention of haley's death, did i say angst? but spencer being soft and lovely (as usual)
a/n. i'm finally back with writing for my baby Spence. and yes reader is hotch's sister for some reasons that i can't explain except that i like this man
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The deal was simple: you didnât want to hear about any cases except if Aaron or Spencer were in danger.
Aaron respected it easily. He needed these moments where he put the work away and thought about something else. Plus, he didnât want to burden his little sister with the cases. To him, he did enough harm to his family. He didnât want to put you in danger or drown you in the atrocity of the world he was living in.Â
So anytime he got to see you, for a coffee, a diner, or ten minutes when you gave him Jack back after the babysitting, he made sure to never tell you about the case.
Spencer, on the contrary, had some difficulties keeping everything to himself. You knew your boyfriend so well, you could tell when he needed to speak. There was something cute in the way he tried so hard to keep his mouth shut because he knew you didnât want to hear about the last cases. He was playing with his hands to focus his mind on something else, starting sentences but never finishing them. Maybe you liked torturing him a little.
But these moments always ended up the same way.
âGo ahead, my love,â you said, cupping his face in your hand and giving the sweetest kiss on his nose. You loved how he wrinkled his nose and how his cheeks were turning a sweet shade of red. âTell me about the case.âÂ
And as soon as you said these five wonderful words, he let his mind speak for minutes. Or hours. It depended on how long he was away or how hard the case was for him.
Today was what you called a normal day.Â
The team wasnât away for a case. Aaron would come and pick up Jack at your place in a few minutes. You loved spending these Wednesday afternoons with your nephew. None of you had classes. Well, one of you had homework, and it was clearly not the blonde head laying on your couch. But your typical evening was to do them once Jack had left with his dad and while Spencer was cooking dinner.Â
But you could tell something was wrong when 7 p.m. struck and you still had no news from Aaron. He would always send you a text, either to tell you he left the office or he would be late. He was a punctual man.
âAuntie, Dadâs calling!â you heard Jack scream from the living room. You were stuck in the kitchen, cleaning the baking pan you used for his chocolate cake. So you let Jack answer the call. For the few seconds it lasted, you appreciated his sweet and happy voice he always had when talking to Aaron.
But before you noticed the silence, he was by your side. âDad wants to talk to you,â he said with a frown. Clearly not happy to not be the center of interest.Â
âPut him on speaker, Jack, please,â you asked and were immediately faced with another silence. One you didnât like. You could hear the background where Aaron was, but your brotherâs voice.
âHi, big brother,â you said with a laugh. âWant to talk to your favorite family member?â which, of course, made Jack pout. âAfter your wonderful son, of course.â
But then again, silence. For three, five, or ten seconds. âCould you please take the phone? I need to talk to you privately,â was all you got. No hello, no laugh, nothing. Just a cold and serious Aaron. And you hated that.Â
You quickly wiped your hands, kissed Jack on the hair, and told him to watch another episode of his TV show before going to your room. âWhere are you? Are you ok?â you asked the second you closed your bedroomâs door.
âIâm good,â was all he replied. You sighed with relief. You didnât have the heart to tell Jack his father was in the hospital or worse. This kid had lived through too many tragedies already. But then it hit you.Â
If Aaron was fine, it meant that he called you for another reason.
For another person.
âSpence?â you simply said in a low voice. Ironically, you spoke more quietly than when you asked for Aaron. When it would have been worse for Jack to hear about his dad. But it was like your heart couldnât handle the idea of your boyfriend being hurt. Like, maybe, talking quietly would make the reality disappear.Â
Aaron knew how to deal with words. Youâve always been impressed by how he managed to do the perfect sentences to make his speech memorable. So his silence was frightening. âAaron, please,â you begged him.
âHeâs at the hospital.â At least your bed was close enough so you didnât fall on the floor. âJessica is coming to take Jack with her so you can come.â
âWhat happened?â You heard yourself cry. But Aaron never answered your question. He gave you the hospital address.Â
And you were left wondering if you still had a boyfriend anymore.
Everything you did until you got to the hospital felt unconscious. You couldnât remember what you told Jack, if you took the time to kiss your nephew goodbye, if he saw you crying, or if you hid it. Nothing felt real.
Until you saw the team waiting in the hospital hall. Then you knew things were serious. You noticed the red eyes, the tiredness, the stress on all their faces. On your brother too, even if he did everything to stay strong and stoic.
When Aaron saw you, he stopped his conversation immediately and walked fast to hug you. You lost yourself in his arms, crying harder than you did at home and even more when he hugged you more and more tightly. Back when you were a child, Aaron was always the one comforting you. After a nightmare, a bad day at school or at home, even when he was away for college. He was your emergency contact, something that never changed. He was your emergency person.
Yet, something felt off this time.
âWhat happened?â you asked again, looking up at him. And you were right about something being off. You barely ever see guilt on your brotherâs face. You did after Haley. It was the only time you saw him feel bad about something. And seeing it today wasnât a reassuring thing.
âThe unsub caught us off guard and tried to escape. It could have been anybody, but he shot Rei⌠Spencer two times in the arms, near his shoulder. No organs were touched, but he lost a lot of blood before he could be taken care of. He passed out at the crime scene. Heâs still in surgery right now.â
Every word he spoke was like a stab going deeper and deeper in your heart.Â
You didnât realize you were screaming until Aaron muffled it against his chest and held you even more tightly against you. Knowing damn well that if he stopped, you would fall on the ground and not get up.
You couldnât imagine a world in which Spencer Reid wasnât a main part of.
He was your soulmate; you knew that from the moment you met him.Â
You had just come back home after a year abroad, and Aaron had organized a dinner at his place with the team to celebrate it. He wanted you to meet his other family, the one he was sadly closer to than yours. But you didnât mind, as long as your brother was happy and well looked after. And you were curious to meet all these people he talked about on the phone.
Honestly, you kind of fell for every single one of them.
But you fell harder for the genius in the back. The one that acted shyly around you until you showed interest in what he was saying. You quickly realized you could get used to listening to Spencer talking and falling asleep to his voice. And you did.
There were still so many things Spencer had to tell you about; he couldnât leave you already.
The hours waiting for him were the longest you ever lived. The surgery went well; Spencer would be fine. But you needed to hear him wake up and see him to be sure they were telling the truth.Â
The team left one by one, at your own request. Sure, JJ needed to see her kids. Emily and Derek were drained from the day and the stress. Only Aaron stayed with you. He called Jack two times in the evening, one to check on him and one to say goodbye. But he refused to leave his little sister alone.
It was almost midnight when your boyfriend finally opened his eyes.
Aaron let you go. He was just waiting with you, to not leave you alone. He simply asked you to give him some news and to call if you ever want to sleep at home.
But you noticed how he showed his FBI sign to the hospital staff to make sure you would be able to sleep here with Spencer.
He looked so fragile in his hospital bed. With his skin paler than ever, his tired eyes barely open and his greasy hair flattened. You even wondered if you should be there or if you should let him rest in peace. Because you knew that Spencer would do anything to reassure you, even if it was tiring him.
Then he looked up to see you.
And the relief in his eyes was the best argument to stay.Â
âYouâre here,â he said with a hoarse and lazy voice that almost made you cry. Because it didnât sound like your Spencer. But your Spencer was alive. You walked slowly to him and grabbed the hand that he was offering.Â
âIâm the one who should say that.â Once sat, you put your head on his stomach slowly to make sure you didnât hurt him. Spencer didnât show any sign of hurt or discomfort.
But in all honesty, even if he was, he would never. Spencer grew soft to your contact. He was craving it when he was away. You were the only person that could hold him without warning him. It was natural. Like his body has only been created to be held in your arms. To be touched by your hands. To be loved by you.
âDo you know the statistics of getting shot two times at the same place?â he asked, brushing your hair softly. You looked up with a confused face. And faced his amused expression. âI'm being serious.âÂ
He then started to give you many numbers and statistics around these facts. Which you didnât even want to hear about. You almost lost him to this. It wasnât a very pleasant subject.
But seeing the sparks in his eyes when he said these facts, proving he was still the very same genius that left your apartment this morning to go to work, was refreshing. He almost never came home. But he will. And you could let him say and talk for hours if it means having him by your side forever.
âSo itâs pretty rare,â he finished, proudly.Â
You noticed how he could barely keep his eyes open. You took the hand that was in your hair and gave it a little kiss. âCould you consider staying rare by just being the amazing person you are and not playing with death, please?â
He laughed, his giggle causing a little quake on your resting head. âYeah, I could consider that.âÂ
Spencer then moved a little, enough for you to lay by his side. You couldnât stay like that all night. But if it helped him fall asleep, you could sacrifice your comfort for a few minutes. Even hours, if he needed it.
You were a little higher on the bed so he could be the one resting on you this time, and you would be the one playing with his hair.
âHow was your day with Jack, by the way?â
And you started to tell him, like it was a normal day.Â
Spencer was always the one to fall asleep last. You created this routine of him telling you about his day, a case, or just something he read or saw, in bed while you were falling asleep in his arms.
This time, Spencer was the one falling asleep to your story.Â
And selfishly, you hoped it would be the only time.Â
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Hi could u do thanos x preg reader playing the games basically just like 222 n 333 so hear me out.. imagine we befriend 222 :3 n were basically talking ab our pregnancies (however u write it help) and ab baby stuff then topic of baby daddies comes around and 222 mentions that her baby daddy is here n we r like no way ours is too and we decide to meet near bunks w our baby daddies n when thanos n 333 see each other they r like no way and 222 and we have to hold them back from fighting. So we and 222 force them to get along bc 222 and we are close so why shouldnt they be too
love this request so much!!! i hope i did your idea justice đŤĄđŤĄ i tried to write this quickly. pls let me know if this isn't what you wanted.thank you for requesting, enjoyyy!!
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fine line | thanos (choi su-bong)
the barracks were quiet, save for the soft murmur of other players trying to get some rest. you sat on your bunk, legs stretched out in front of you, feeling the familiar weight of your belly.
jun-hee, player 222, sat next to you, her hand resting on her own swollen stomach. it felt strange, being surrounded by danger and fear, yet finding a kind of peace in talking about the one thing that kept you both going: the babies.
âi canât believe weâre both pregnant in here,â jun-hee said softly, her voice barely above a whisper. âi always thought the world would be different by now, but⌠i guess this is just how life works out, huh?â
you smiled, nodding. âyeah. itâs crazy. but honestly, itâs kinda the only reason iâm still here. these little ones, theyâre everything.â
junhee rubbed her belly gently, a soft smile on her lips. âsame here. i didnât expect this kind of life, but itâs like⌠being a mom now, itâs like i have something bigger to fight for.â
you let out a soft laugh. âi get you. even in a place like this, weâve still got our kids to think about.â
jun-hee looked over at you, suddenly more playful. âspeaking of kids, iâve got to tell you something. my baby daddy is here too.â
you raised an eyebrow. âwait, really? no way. who?â
junheeâs eyes sparkled with a mischievous grin. âplayer 333. you know him as myung-gi.â
you blinked, then let out a low whistle. âmyung-gi? as in that coinmg guy?â
jun-hee nodded, not even a little ashamed. âyep. crazy, right?â
you let out a laugh, a bit of disbelief in your voice. âwow, thatâs... thatâs wild.â you leaned back, looking at her with a grin. âyour baby daddy is the reason me and my baby daddy are in debt."
junheeâs eyes widened slightly. âi apologise on his behalf... but wait, is your baby daddy here too? no way.â
you nodded, your grin growing bigger. âyep. he is. and⌠trust me, itâs not who youâd expect.â
jun-hee tilted her head, curious. âwho is it, then?â
you leaned in a little, lowering your voice as though sharing a secret. âitâs su-bong...ah sorry thanos.â
jun-heeâs eyes almost popped out of her head. âwhat? no way. youâre telling me that your baby daddy is thanos?â
you shrugged nonchalantly. âyeah, believe it or not. crazy, huh?â
jun-hee shook her head, unable to suppress a laugh. âthis is... way too much. okay, okay, we need to meet by the bunks. i want to see this. you and me, weâll introduce them to each other.â
you raised an eyebrow, feeling a little hesitant. âyou think thatâs a good idea? i mean, myung-gi and su-bong donât exactly⌠get along.â
jun-hee smirked. âitâs gonna be fine. trust me. theyâre both here for the same reason now. iâm sure they can at least pretend to get along. for the sake of us, and our babies.â
you were still nervous, but the excitement was enough to push you forward. âokay, fine. letâs do it.â
the two of you carefully stood up, waddling over toward the area where the men were usually hanging out. you spotted su-bong in the corner, his large frame looming over the other players, while myung-gi was off to the side, doing his own thing.
as you and jun-hee dragged each man to the agreed meeting spot, both menâs eyes immediately flicked toward you. there was a sharp tension in the air as they both realized who the other was. myung-giâs brow furrowed, and su-bongâs fists clenched at his sides.
jun-hee crossed her arms, giving you a look. âthis is gonna be fun.â
you took a deep breath. âfun? more like intense.â
before you could do anything, both men started toward each other, their bodies tense and ready for a fight. su-bongâs deep voice was the first to break the silence.
âyou,â he muttered, eyes narrowed. âwhat are you doing here?â
myung-gi sneered, taking a step closer. âdonât act like youâre in charge here. you think you can just walk around like you own the place?â
jun-hee quickly stepped in between them, arms raised. âhey! no fighting. not now, not here. weâre pregnant, okay? weâre trying to make it out of here alive, and you two are gonna work it out.â
you added, stepping up beside her. âyeah. no more fighting. our kids need us to be smart. weâre in this together.â
the two men stared at each other for a long moment, tension thick in the air. but as the seconds ticked by, something in their eyes softenedâjust slightly.
jun-hee, ever the mediator, was the first to break the silence. âcome on, guys. weâre both in this for the same reason. for our kids. so, no more petty grudges. can you just... act like adults for once?â
you nodded, giving them a pointed look. âwe have to work together. for them. our little ones deserve a chance.â
su-bong let out a frustrated sigh but nodded slowly, his fists unclenching. âfine. for the babies.â
myung-gi gave him a long, hard look before exhaling sharply. âyeah, fine. but donât think this means weâre friends.â
jun-hee raised an eyebrow, her voice light. âweâre not asking for that. just... can we at least get through this without tearing each other apart?â
the two men exchanged a last heated glance before reluctantly stepping back. you and jun-hee gave each other a silent nod of approval.
âalright,â jun-hee said, her tone softening. âthatâs a start. we can make this work.â
you smiled, feeling a little lighter now that the tension had eased, even if just for a moment. the road ahead was still long, but maybe, just maybe, with a little teamwork, you could all make it out of hereâalive and with your babies.
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BIG JIM ⢠JIMMY USO
author's note: hey my loves! I hope you had a happy new year𼳠i come to you with big jim for the big 2025. this idea spurred from back at war games and after many rewrites and revisions, this beautiful work was born. I hope you enjoy as I work on chain reaction pt. 2!đ
synopsis: in which amara is the only one who knows the origin of 'big jim'.
warnings: 18+(MDNI), jimmy has a big dick ;) , black female!oc, dirty talk, hotel sex, praise kink, riding, reverse cowgirl, mating press, squirting, creampie, lots of kissing, pussy slaps, overstimulation, spanking, slight dacryphilia, pet names (mama, love, pretty girl baby girl, baby), daddy kink (subtle) , teasing, fluffy lovey dovey shit at the end.
word count: 2.6k words
Backstage at the Intuit Dome, the camera crew was in motion, chasing wrestlers for interviews and behind the scenes moments. Among the chaos, Jimmy leaned casually against a wall, dressed down in his merch and a fitted snapback, a cocky smirk plastered on his face.
He wasnât wrestling tonight, but his presence alone was enough to stir commotion. Everyone wanted to know the answer to one question, the same one that had been swirling for months.
âJimmy, got a minute?â Cathy Kelley asked, stepping into frame with a mic. She was smiling brightly, but Jimmy could already tell where this was headed.
âSure, whatâs good uce?â Jimmy shrugged, folding his arms across his chest.
âWell, first of all, congratulations on the momentum youâve been building since youâve returned. The fans love and missed you, and youâve been killing it out there.â
âAlways,â he replied smoothly, winking at the camera.
She laughed lightly. âBut thereâs something else everyoneâs been talking about, and I have to ask: the nickname. Big Jim. Where did that come from? Youâve got the commentators using it, fans are chanting itâand yet, you never seem to explain the origin.â
Jimmy chuckled, the sound low and easy, as if heâd been expecting this all night. âMan, yâall donât quit, huh?â
âCome on, Jimmy, the people need answers!â she teased, leaning in slightly. âIs it a reference to your presence in the ring? an inside joke?â
âNah, nah,â Jimmy said, shaking his head with a grin. âSee, thatâs the thing. Thatâs between me, my girl, and God.â
The interviewerâs curiosity deepened. âYour girlfriend Amara? So, she gave you the name?â
Jimmy tilted his head, smirking knowingly. âSomethinâ like that. You wanna know what itâs about, you gotta ask her. But good luck with that, âcause she ainât talkinâ.â
The camera zoomed in on his face as he finished the sentence, the smugness radiating off him, and the interviewer gave a resigned laugh. âYouâre killing us here, Jimmy.â
âHey, I just play my role,â he said with a shrug, then leaned closer to the mic, his voice dropping a little lower. âBut trust meâshe know exactly why itâs Big Jim.â
The interview ended, but the smirk didnât leave Jimmyâs face as he walked away, hands in his pockets, and the sound of the fans chants ringing in his ears.
âĄ
Hours later, Jimmy strolled into the dimly lit hotel room he was sharing with Amara, his energy still vibrant from the nightâs teasing. The second the door clicked shut behind him, he spotted her on the bed legs crossed, her curvy frame dressed in one of his t-shirts. It barely skimmed her thighs, leaving her soft, brown skin on full display. Her curls pulled into a cute pineapple bun, and her lips curled into a knowing smile when she looked up at him.
âAnother interview about âBig Jimâ, huh?â she asked, her tone amused.
Jimmy laughed, shaking his head as he tossed his snapback onto the dresser. âMan, I swear, these people donât got nothinâ better to talk about but that.â
âWell, you love the attention, so donât act brand new now,â she teased, watching as he peeled off his hoodie, revealing the tattoos that decorated across his chest and arms.
âYeah, I do,â he admitted, stepping closer to the bed. His gaze darkened as it swept over her, lingering on the way the t-shirt stretched over her curves. âBut you love it too, donât you, mama?â
She rolled her eyes playfully, but her smile gave her away. âWhat I love is you keeping your mouth shut about why you call yourself that.â
Jimmy grinned, climbing onto the bed, his weight dipping the mattress as he crawled toward her. âOh, yeah? Whyâs that?â
âBecause itâs nobodyâs business but ours,â she said firmly, though her breath hitched as he slid a hand up her thigh, his fingers brushing the bare skin beneath the shirt.
âThatâs right,â he murmured, leaning down to kiss her, his lips soft but insistent against hers. âAinât nobody else gonna know what Iâm packinâââcept for you, baby.â
The kiss deepened quickly, his tongue sweeping past her lips as his hands roamed her body, squeezing her thighs, her waist, pulling her closer until she was pressed against him. His hard length was already straining against his sweats, and Amara couldnât help but grind against him, her own arousal building with every touch.
âYou feel that, pretty girl?â he whispered against her lips, his voice a low growl. âThatâs why they call me Big Jim. You remember, donât you?â
Amara whimpered softly, her hands gripping his shoulders as he pushed her onto her back, his weight pressing her into the mattress. âI couldnât forget,â she murmured, her voice breathy.
Jimmy chuckled, kissing her again, slower this time, as his hands slipped under the hem of the shirt, dragging it up her body. âGood. âCause Iâm about to remind you, baby. You ready for that?â
Her answer was a needy kiss, her hands tugging at the waistband of his sweats, desperate to feel all of him. Jimmy took his time, though, stripping her down from her shirt to her skimpy panties, his lips and hands worshipping every inch of her as he went.
âLook at you,â he murmured, his eyes raking over her naked body as she lay beneath him. âSo fuckinâ pretty, mama. Every time I see you, I swear you get finer.â
âJimmy...â she whimpered, her thighs squeezing together as his hands spread them apart again.
âNah, donât hide from me girl,â he said, his voice firm but teasing. âYou know I love seeinâ all of you.â
His lips trailed down her neck, his teeth grazing her skin before sucking gently, leaving marks that she knew sheâd have to cover up the next day. But she didnât careânot when his mouth kept moving lower, over her chest, her stomach, until he was between her thighs, his breath warm against her heated core.
Jimmy grinned up at her, his hands gripping her thighs as he kissed her inner thigh, biting softly before dragging his tongue over the spot. âYou want Daddy to take care of you, baby girl?â
Her answer was a soft moan, her fingers tangling in his hair as he spread her glistening lips open with his thumbs, his mouth descending on her swollen clit.
Jimmyâs tongue worked her like he had all the time in the world. He dragged it through her slick folds, savoring the taste of her, groaning against her pussy like he couldnât get enough. Amaraâs thighs trembled, her hands gripping his hair as he sucked her clit into his mouth, alternating between teasing licks and firm pressure.
âJimmy... oh, my God,â she whimpered, her back arching off the mattress as his hands gripped her thighs tighter, holding her in place.
âNah, baby,â he murmured between kisses to her sensitive bud. âAinât no God here. Jusâ me. And Iâm the only one you gonâ pray to tonight.â
The cocky rasp in his voice sent another wave of heat crashing through her, and she couldnât stop the moan that spilled from her lips when he dipped lower to her entrance, his tongue slipping inside her. He thrust it in and out, his nose nudging her clit, and the combination had her gasping, her head tossing back against the pillows.
âJimmy! o-ohâfuck, Iâm gonnaââ
âI know,â he growled, pulling back just enough to catch his breath, his beard glistening with her arousal. âGive it to me, mama.â
His fingers replaced his tongue, sliding into her pussy curving just right to hit that special spot inside her that made her see stars. His tongue returned to her clit, flicking it mercilessly as his fingers plunged into her over and over.
Amaraâs body tensed, her thighs trembling as she was pushed toward the edge. And then, with a sharp cry, she came, her release soaking his fingers as her hips jerked uncontrollably.
âGoddamn,â Jimmy muttered, licking his fingers clean, his eyes dark with hunger as he looked down at her. âYou always make such a big mess, baby. Canât get enough of you.â
Before she could catch her breath, he was on her again, dragging her into his lap. He sat back against the headboard, his sweats already discarded, his thick, heavy dick standing proud between them. The sheer size of him made her thighs clench instinctively, and Jimmy caught the flicker of awe in her eye.
âCâmon, mama,â he said, his hands gripping her waist as he guided her over him, teasing her entrance with the tip. âYouâve taken it before. You can take it again. Youâre my good girl, ainât you?â
âYes,â she whispered, her voice trembling, her breath catching as she lowered herself onto him.
The stretch was intense, almost too much, and Jimmy groaned low in his throat, his fingers flexing against her hips as she sank down, inch by inch, until he bottomed out.
âFuck, baby,â he growled, his head falling back against the headboard as he felt her walls squeezing him. âLook at you, takinâ all of me. Pussy so fuckinâ tight for me. You feel that, huh?â
Amara whimpered, shifting her hips a little. âYouâre so big, Daddy,â she gasped, her voice trembling.
âI know, baby. I know,â Jimmy murmured, his hands sliding up to cup her ass, squeezing it as he began to guide her movements. âBut youâre takinâ it so good. Just like you always do.â
She started to move, her hips rolling in a slow, deliberate rhythm that had them both moaning. Jimmyâs hands roamed her body, tracing the curve of her waist, her breasts, her thighs, like he couldnât decide where to focus.
âThatâs my good girl,â he said, groaning. âLook at you. Ridinâ daddy like a pro. Fuckinâ made for me.â
Amaraâs pace quickened, her thighs burning with effort as she chased the pleasure building inside her. Jimmy watched her intently, his eyes fixed on the way her body moved, the way her nails dug into his chest as she lost herself to the rhythm.
âYou close, baby?â he asked, his voice teasing. âYou gonâ cum on Daddyâs dick?â
âYes, yes,â she whimpered, her head tipping back as the pleasure surged through her, overwhelming her.
Jimmy grinned, gripping her waist tighter as he thrust up into her, meeting her movements with his own. âThatâs it, baby. Cum for me. Let me feel you.â
Her climax hit her once again, trembling as she cried and cursed out his name. Jimmy groaned, his dick twitching inside her as her walls clenched around him.
But he wasnât done.
âTurn around,â he says softly but firm.
Amara obeyed, her body still trembling as she shifted into reverse cowgirl, her hands gripping his thighs for balance. Jimmyâs hands were back on her ass in an instant, spreading her cheeks as he guided her back onto him.
âLook at this fuckinâ view,â he muttered, giving her ass a sharp smack that made her yelp. âYouâre so goddamn sexy, baby. Canât get enough of your pretty ass.â
He thrust up into her, the angle hitting deeper than before, and Amaraâs cries filled the room as he pounded into her.
��Fuck, daddy!â she sobbed, her head falling forward as tears pricked her eyes from the overwhelming sensation.
âThatâs it, baby,â he growled, his hands gripping her hips as he drove into her harder, faster. âYou so pretty when you cry for me.â
Amaraâs third orgasm ripped through her, her body shaking as her squirted around him, soaking his thighs. Jimmy didnât stop, didnât slow down, still pounding into her relentlessly as he chased his own climax.
âOn your back mama,â he demanded, his voice rough.
She barely had time to move before he flipped her onto the mattress, folding her knees to her chest as he slid back inside her. His thrusts were deeper, slower, and Amaraâs cries got louder as the pleasure overwhelmed her again.
âFuck, baby,â he groaned, his cock driving into her with enough force to make the bed creak. âIâm gonâ cum baby. You want that, huh? Want daddy to cum inside you?â
âYes, Daddy, please!â she cried, her nails digging into his shoulders.
With a final, deep thrust, Jimmy came, his dick twitching as he spilled inside her, the warmth flooding her walls. He groaned low in his throat, his hips jerking as he emptied himself, his release spilling out of her as he stayed buried deep.
When he finally pulled out, Amara was trembling, her thighs soaked, her body completely spent. Jimmy grinned down at her, leaning in to kiss her softly, his lips lingering against hers.
He rolled onto his side, draping an arm over her body as they lay tangled together in the sheets. Her chest was still rising and falling heavily, a flush blooming across her brown skin as she tried to catch her breath. Jimmyâs head rested on her shoulder, his lips brushing against her collarbone, leaving lazy kisses like he was tending to a delicate flower.
âYou alive down there, mama?â he murmured, grinning against her skin.
âBarely,â Amara muttered, her voice muffled as she pressed a hand to her forehead, feigning exasperation. âI canât believe you.â
Jimmyâs eyebrows shot up in mock offense as he propped himself up on one elbow, looking down at her with an exaggerated pout. âWhat you mean you canât believe me? Girl Iâm out here givinâ you the best dick of your life, and this is the thanks I get?â
She swatted his chest lightly, but her lips betrayed her with a small smile. âYou know damn well youâre a show off. Who does all that and still has the audacity to talk shit after?â
âMe,â Jimmy said proudly, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek. âBig Jim, baby. Thatâs what I do.â
Amara rolled her eyes, but she was laughing now, the sound bubbling up soft and carefree. Jimmy grinned down at her, loving the sight of her like this; relaxed, happy, and vulnerable.
âYou know what?â he said suddenly, his tone playful as he leaned down to kiss her again, this time pressing his lips to the corner of her mouth, then her nose, then her forehead, each kiss accompanied by a dramatic âmwah!â
Amara squirmed under his affection, giggling as she tried to push him away. âJim, stop! Youâre so annoying!â
âNah, I ainât stoppinâ,â he said, wrapping his arms around her tighter, trapping her against him. âIâm annoyinâ, but you love it. Donât even lie.â
âDo not,â she huffed, though her grin said otherwise.
Jimmy raised an eyebrow, leaning back just enough to look her in the eye. âOh, so you donât love it when I hold you like this? Or when I kiss you like this?â He pressed a slow, lingering kiss to her lips that made her toes curl despite her resolve.
âMaybe,â she whispered, her voice soft now, her gaze flicking away shyly.
âMaybe?â Jimmy repeated, chuckling as he tilted her chin up, forcing her to meet his eyes. âNah, mama. Say it right. You love it.â
Amara bit her lip, eyes rolling and her cheeks warm as she finally relented. âFine. I love it.â
Jimmy beamed, his grin wide and boyish, and he pressed his forehead to hers, their noses brushing. âDamn right you do.â
The moment softened, their laughter fading into quiet, affectionate silence as Jimmy reached up to tuck a stray coil behind her ear. His hand lingered, cupping her cheek as his thumb brushed her skin.
Then, with a mischievous glint in his eye, he said, âNow, donât be surprised when I tell the next interviewer they gotta ask you why they call me Big Jim. You better have somethinâ good ready to tell âem.â
Amara groaned, covering her face with her hands as she burst out laughing. âYouâre annoying!â
âYou love it though,â he teased, pulling her into his chest, holding her tight as her laughter echoed around them.
And damn it she did.
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Thoughts on first time sex with Sanji? đ
Firstly, I am loving these asks! Bring on more!
Secondly .... I have so many thoughts about this! First-time sex with Sanji is bound to be an experience.
Let's dive in, shall we?
18+
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If He's a Virgin
Picture this: Sanji, the suave, smooth-talking chef, is suddenly reduced to a nervous wreckânot because heâs afraid of embarrassing himself, but because heâs terrified of not living up to your expectations. This man is all in. Heâs the epitome of romance, not a one-night-stand guy. If youâre letting him into your heart (and your bed), heâs determined to prove himself worthy.
The Baratie was full of storiesâex-pirates swapping tales, flirting with visiting womenâlet be honest, there is a ship full of hot men who can cook. Women are going to be flooding in from all over the East Blueâ but Sanji? Oh, he wasnât just about those meaningless flings and one night stand. For him, itâs about love. So here he is, a trembling yet determined wreck, ready to make your first time together as special as heâs always dreamed.
"Am I okay to�""Of course, baby, you can touch me however you want."
Heâd look at you like youâre a literal goddessâawed, almost unworthy to lay his hands on you, let alone anything more intimate. The moment he climaxes and he paints your body in his thick cum? Absolute chaos.
"My love! I am so sorry. Forgive meâŚ!"Sanjiâs voice shakes, his eyes glistening with tears as he stares down at your cum-splattered body, looking genuinely horrified at the âmessâ heâs made."Donât be⌠feels so good. Do it again," you purr, but immediately regret it as his nose starts bleeding, andâwellâhe passes out.
When heâs conscious again, heâll be torn between watching your beautiful face as he slides his cock into you OR obsessively marveling at how your glistening pussy takes him marveling at how tightly you take him.
It is emotional, tender, and totally yours, this needy baby chef will require some serious aftercare (and probably a cold towel for that nosebleed).
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If Youâre the Virgin
Oh, now this is a whole different scenario. Sanji would be nothing short of worshipful. The fact that youâa masterpiece of beauty and graceâare entrusting him to be your first? Heâs honored beyond words. And trust me, after this, no other man will ever compare. Heâll make sure of that.
In the days leading up to the big moment, heâll pamper you endlessly: luxurious baths, gourmet meals, romantic outingsâall to help you relax and feel completely at ease.
"How did you enjoy your massage, my love?" heâll ask with that heart-melting smile, knowing full well heâs turned you into absolute butter in his hands.
Finally, when the moment comes, heâs all reverence and tenderness."So perfect," heâll murmur as his lips graze your skin and his hands explore the softness of your thighs."Shall we begin, beautiful?" His burning gaze meets yours, and before you know it, heâs coaxing moans and gasps from you with every kiss and caress.
Sanjiâs skilled hands and tongue will ensure youâre floating in a haze of pleasure before he even thinks about his own needs. But donât worry- you will be so lost in a haze of pleasure you won't feel an ounce of painâ the only thing you will aware of when he does finally bury himself in you is how good he feels.Â
And donât worry he will make sure nothing Interrupts you. Heâs taken precautions to ensure no moss-headed idiot bursts in. This is your moment, and itâll end with you lying boneless and glowing on his mattress, thoroughly pampered and loved.
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If Youâre Both Experienced
Now, this? This is a passionate dance. Clothes fly in a flurry of kisses and whispered âI love yous,â and the two of you fall onto a bed scattered with rose petals. (Sanjiâs planned it, of course there are roses.)
"I adore you, Mon Cher.""Oh, Mi Amore."
This isnât just sexâitâs love-making. Every touch, every kiss is Sanji pouring his heart out, showing you through action what his words and cooking have always expressed. By the end of it, youâll be âhis wifeâ which he will remind everyone at length, before stating that as such you will also be the âmother of his future children,â and ââpossible already carrying their child.ââ If not? Heâs already scheming about making that happen ASAP.
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Whether itâs tender and nervous, reverent and worshipful, or passionate and poetic, Sanji will make your first time together unforgettable. With this man, itâs never just about physical pleasureâitâs about love, connection, and ensuring you feel like the most cherished person in the world.
Ps Sanji will defiantly be smoking after you have sex (if you are okay with it)
Bon appĂŠtit!
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Charmed by Two
pairing: John Price x singlemom!Reader
synopsis: When John Price steps into your life, heâs not just falling for youâheâs falling for your spirited 4-year-old daughter, too. Without a father figure in sight, Price finds himself enchanted by the little girlâs charm and innocence. As he slowly earns her trust with bedtime stories, backyard adventures, and a well-placed British wit, he also finds himself falling deeper for you. But his determination to impress you both comes with a question: can he truly be the man you both deserve?
word count: 1574
warnings: Fluff, mild angst (discussions of past relationships), Priceâs fatherly charm, emotional moments, and a lot of found-family vibes.
John Price had been in plenty of tight spots beforeâambushes, firefights, missions that left him questioning if heâd make it home. Heâd spent most of his adult life on the battlefield, navigating dangerous situations and making life-or-death decisions. But nothing, absolutely nothing, compared to the delicate operation of holding a tiny pink teacup in his calloused hands, pinky out, under the watchful eye of a four-year-old who was beaming up at him like heâd just hung the moon. Â
"Mr. Price," she said with all the seriousness her little voice could muster, "youâre not holding it right. Your pinky has to stick out like this!" She demonstrated, her tiny pinky jutting out at an angle as she lifted her cup of imaginary tea. Â
John chuckled, his deep laugh rumbling through his chest, and she giggled in response. "Right, right," he said, mimicking her movements, awkwardly extending his pinky. "Like a proper gentleman, yeah?"Â Â
"Yes!" she exclaimed, her curls bouncing as she nodded. Â
"Careful," your daughter warned, her tiny brows furrowing in a perfect imitation of your serious face. "You canât spill it. This is very important tea."
"Got it, maâam," he replied, his gravelly voice warm with humor. His pinky stuck out awkwardly as he mimicked her movements, holding the teacup steady. "Wouldnât want to ruin the most important tea of the year."
She giggled, her curls bouncing as she leaned forward to pour another round of imaginary tea from her plastic teapot. "Itâs the best tea in the world," she declared.
Price didnât miss a beat, bringing the empty cup to his lips and sipping with exaggerated gusto. "Ah, perfect brew. Youâre a natural, love. Could open your own tea shop."
Her eyes lit up, and she beamed at him like heâd just handed her the moon. "Really? Youâd come to my tea shop?"
"Every day," he said solemnly. "Iâd be your best customer."
From the doorway, you watched the scene unfold, your heart swelling at the sight. You hadnât expected John to bond so easily with your daughter. When youâd first introduced them, youâd been nervousâterrified, even. She was your world, and letting someone into her life wasnât something you did lightly. But John had stepped into the role with a natural ease that left you in awe. Â
It wasnât just the little things, like playing tea parties or reading her bedtime stories. It was the way he listened to her, the way he knelt to her level when she spoke, the way he made her feel important. He had a quiet patience with her that made your chest ache, especially knowing how her father had never shown her the same. Â
"More tea, sir?" your daughter asked, holding out the teapot. Â
"Donât mind if I do," he replied, holding out his cup with a grin. Â
She poured the imaginary tea with the utmost concentration, her tongue peeking out of the corner of her mouth. When she finished, she beamed up at him. "There! Now you have to drink it all, or itâs bad manners."Â Â
"Bad manners, eh?" He raised an eyebrow, feigning seriousness. "Well, canât have that."Â Â
He brought the empty cup to his lips, making an exaggerated sipping sound, then smacked his lips. "Ah, thatâs the best tea Iâve ever had."Â Â
She erupted into giggles, her laughter filling the room. Â
You couldnât help but smile as you leaned against the doorframe. When he glanced up and caught your eye, his expression softened. He gave you a small, almost shy smile, as if to say, Iâm trying my best. Â
And he was. Â
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Later that evening, after your daughter had been tucked into bed and the house had fallen quiet, You found John in the kitchen, rinsing out the teacups sheâd insisted on washing after the party. He looked up as you entered, a dish towel slung over one shoulder.
"Tea party wear you out?" you teased. Â
He chuckled, running a hand through his hair. "Sheâs got more energy than I do, thatâs for sure."Â Â
"She adores you, you know," you said softly, your gaze steady on him. Â
His eyes flicked to yours, something tender and vulnerable in his expression. "Yeah?"Â Â
You nodded. "She talks about you all the time. Says youâre her hero."Â Â
The corner of his mouth quirked up, but there was a weight behind his smile. "Sheâs a good kid. Smart, too. Youâve done a hell of a job with her."Â Â
"Thank you," you murmured, your chest tightening. "But youâre the one she looks at like that now. Like youâre her whole world."Â Â
His eyes distant for a moment before he turned to you. "Iâve never had anything like this before," he admitted. "Never thought Iâd⌠fit into something like this. But I want to. For her. For you." Â
Tears pricked at your eyes, and you reached out to his arm. "You do fit, John. Better than I ever imagined."Â Â
He squeezed your hand, his voice low and steady. "I know I canât replace⌠I know Iâm not her dad. But Iâll do right by her, for as long as youâll let me." Â
You leaned your head against his shoulder, your heart full. "I wouldnât want it any other way."Â Â
You smiled despite yourself, but you couldnât help but feel a pang of something deeper.
This wasnât the first time heâd spent an afternoon entertaining your daughter, but it was the first time you let yourself really think about what it meant. He wasnât just playing along; he was present in a way you hadnât expected. In a way that scared you.
This wasnât something youâd planned for. When youâd first met John, youâd been cautious. He was older, gruff, and came with the kind of baggage you knew could complicate things. And you had your daughter to think aboutâher safety, her happiness. Letting someone into her life wasnât just a decision for you; it was a decision for both of you.
And yet, here he was looking at your daughter like she was the most important person in the world. It was endearing, yes, but it also scared you. What if this didnât last? What if he decided this wasnât the life he wanted?
You closed your eyes as you tried to steady your breathing. The logical part of you knew John cared, but the quieter, more insecure part of you couldnât help but question if this was all temporary. Was he here for you? For her? Or just because it was easy right now?
"Love, you alright?"
His voice startled you, and you quickly wiped your hands on your jeans, pretending you hadnât been lost in your thoughts. He was looking directly at you, the tiara still perched on his head, though slightly askew. His eyes were soft, a mixture of curiosity and concern.
"Yeah," you said quickly, offering him a small smile. "Just⌠thinking."
"Youâve got that look," he murmured.
"What look?"
"The one you get when youâre overthinking something," he said, his lips quirking up into a small smile. "Want to tell me about it?"
You hesitated, biting your lip as you glanced past him toward the living room, where your daughter was now busy rearranging her tea set. "She really likes you," you said quietly.
John didnât respond right away. Instead, he tilted his head, studying you carefully. "And youâre worried about that?"Â
You let out a shaky breath. "Sheâs already been let down once. I donât want her to get attached ifâŚ" Your voice trailed off, and you shook your head, looking away.
"If I leave?" he finished gently.
You nodded, feeling a lump rise in your throat. "Itâs not just about her, though," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "Itâs about me, too."
His expression softened, and he reached out to take your hands in his. "Look at me, love."
You did, your chest tightening at the sincerity in his eyes. "Sheâs brilliant, smart as a whip, full of life⌠she reminds me of you." Â
"I know I canât erase what sheâs been through," he said quietly. "And I know I canât promise to be perfect. But Iâm here because I want to be. For her. For you. Iâm not going anywhere." he continued, his voice low and steady.
You blinked up at him, searching his face for any hint of doubt, but there was none. Tears stung your eyes, and you bit your lip, trying to keep them at bay. "You mean that?"
"With everything Iâve got," he said, his voice steady and sure. "I know youâve been hurt before, and I know youâre scared, but I wouldnât be here if I didnât mean it. I care about her, and I care about you. Both of you."
Tears welled in your eyes, and you quickly wiped them away, embarrassed. "I just⌠I donât want to get this wrong."
"Youâre not getting it wrong," he murmured, stepping closer until his forehead was nearly touching yours. "Weâre figuring it out together. Yeah?"
You nodded, exhaling shakily, a tear slipping down your cheek. He reached up to brush it away with his thumb, his touch warm and reassuring.
"Besides," he added with a small grin, "I think your little oneâs already decided Iâm sticking around. She said Iâm her best customer, remember?"
You laughed, the tension in your chest easing. "She really has taken to you."
"And Iâve taken to her," he said simply. "To both of you."
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surroghoap pt.2
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this was a bad idea.
it was all you could think about. on the drive there, when you pulled into the driveway of their nice secluded home, even sitting on the couch next to the mastiff who exhales more spit than air.
earlier, you pulled on your nicest casual dress, a long green number that was shapeless modest. you wanted to appear like someone who had their shit together, not an on-the-way-drop-out who got pregnant after some nameless fling.
the dog slobbering all over the fabric dampens your image.
âaye! git off th' couch ya wet beast!â the scot, johnny, snaps at the dog, his finger pointing towards the hallway. an echoing bark escapes the mastiff's mouth, but johnny doesn't loosen up, a low growl leaving his lips. the display of dominance takes you by surprise, but the dog seems used to it, slinking off the couch and retreating elsewhere.
as he does, johnny turns to face you with an apologetics smile on his face, âsorry, we dinnae git many guests, âspecially fresh ones,â his word choice makes you squirm, the imagery of a red marbled slab flashing through your head.
âno worries,â you reassure, discomfort pushed to the deepest depths, ânot the first time i was stained with dog spit,â regret fills you immediately as the words leave your mouth. to think, this man welcomed you into his home and the first thing you did was make a smart comment. what a charming guest you are.
much to your relief, johnny doesnât seem offended at all. in fact, he finds your comment amusing, the corners of his lips curling upward until the sound of the kettle screaming makes his face scrunch.
âso, thâ drive wasnae too bad?â he asks, the little gap between the kitchen in the living room obscuring him. you can tell he's moving, lifting something by the way his muscles flex under the soft lights of the kitchen.
not here to oogle, you remind yourself, fingers interlocking over your lap, "yeah, it was fine. but i have to ask," you can see his head lift, eyes still on the kettle but some of his attention on you, "why meet here? why not in the city?"
johnny hums, as if he was expecting this question. briefly, you wonder if he has a monologue, offering his explanation through the phrasings of a sonnet.
"nae to keen 'bout loud 'n' crowded places," he states simply, lifting something and beginning his trek back to the living area. okay, so that isn't a totally alarming response.. but still rings a few bells.
"oh.. care to elaborate?" it's not that you want to press him, there's just.. a need too. there's not enough benefit to suade your doubt. he stands before you now, hinged at the hips to set down the a tray. three little mugs filled with what you assume is tea. steam snakes its way up from the cups, only to fade a few centimeters out.
"well.." his voice drops with his weight, settling into one of the comfy chairs before you. it succumbs to his mass quickly, once again showing off his impressive size, "best if ah show ye," and before you can ask show me what? he turns his head to the side, running his fingers through an overgrown buzz. it takes a minute of searching, his fingers and lengthy mohawk in the way, but your eyes widen upon finding it.
a pink, jagged line that starts somewhere on his hairline and ends before it can reach the back of his head.
in all honesty, you're surprised you didn't notice it the first time, a testament to his good looks and a showcase of how much of an ignorant ass you can be.
"sorry i didn't mean to-" he cuts you off with the shake of his head, an understanding smile on his face. "it's a'richt, lass. in fine fettle, y'ken? jus' cannae handle the city like ah used tae," his smile turns sympathetic, but you both know that you aren't the one who needs to be pitied.
there's an itch to right this wrong. even if it doesn't affect johnny, you're own assumptions and actions will be ingrained into your head till you forget about them, then remember it in the midst of doing some mundane task. your mouth begins to part when the door suddenly opens, the mastiff suddenly appearing from the hallway, spit and its paws hitting the floor.
the beast runs past you, happily (and loudly) barking at whoever entered. you expect to see johnny wear an expression of irritation considering how he reprimanded the dog last time, but it's the opposite. there's a fondness in his eyes as he looks behind you, warmth radiating from him.
"ther' ye are, si," he says once the dog has quieted down, but his heavy pants offer some unpleasant background, "thought ah wis gonna do this by maeself."
slowly, you turn your head, finding who you presume is 'si'. if anything, he looks less like a person and more like a.. presence. despite him standing right there, you feel him better then you see him. all you can really make out are his eyes, brown like the various oak logs that barricade their home.
he doesn't say anything, looking at you and johnny through narrow slits.
eventually his gaze ends on you, almost analyzing you all the while he pets the dog's head (who presses himself cheerfully against si. huge dog needs a huge owner you suppose).
"whose 'is?" it seems his analysis didn't provide anything useful, johnny being the one to fill in the blanks with a sigh, "the surrogate, simon." you swear you can hear him tack on an exasperated 'forgetful bastard', but it could be anything.
si, well, simon, stares at you for what seems like an eternity before speaking again, "i see," it's like locking eyes with medusa, his gaze turning you nearly statue-esque in your seat.
"well," simon finally lifts his gaze on you and a weight lifts off your shoulders till it's dropped again when he says, "best start then."
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