#I deffinetly am one of those scarred children

[micia5]

The most painful part is that sometimes the teacher would have a favourite who got good grades regardless for how they were drawing, but everyone else?

They all had strict rules to adhere to!

And even then, when you tried your best and did it step by step, the teacher would not like it

And when you did try to do something fresh or even try to do something similar to the favourite, the teacher would say, "This is not what was assigned"

Even when the assignment in question they said it was was "Make an illustration to this concrete poem"

And illustrations to poems are always unique, they always represent the feeling instead of only the literal meaning.

After so much time to feel lesser with no explanation, to being "worse" with no reason why,

A child is scarred and scared of creating because there is so many people better

And why try if all ends the same?

Why try if at the end of the day people still won't tell what's wrong?

We are all learning through this that even if you put effort and try as you might you never will be better than someones favourite, and there is no need to try and explore, and there is no need to learn, because no matter what

You Will Be Always Worse Than Someones Favourite.

School is teaching that to children for years because it represents the corruption in the world, some people become favourites naturally, some through masking, some through faking and some using money

But that is not the message I want to bring, If you agree with me that's good, if you don't then that's alright, What I want to say however is that

You May Not Be Someones Favourite But You Always Will Be A Favourite To Me!

I Want to see you try and learn and be better then you were before whether you are my mutual or not, what matters is your passion and willingness,

I have gave up many times, but just as many times I have tried to pick something up again.

Don't be scared to try what you failed at before, I did and now I regret being scared, yet the second best time to try something is Now.

If when reading this you thought of a concrete hobby or passion, of something you loved or even tried just once, of something that you gave up on, Then Please I ask of you Only One Thing, Try this AGAIN