#I cannot persist on yoohoo and half a second of guy drawing my blood touching my arm
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#Okay. Yoohoo box tastes the same as ever. And is the only thing I have been able to swallow without nausea#I don't know how to deal with this I've never had a ed before and people who have really don't like talking abt it#I don't know why any of this is happening or how or even what exactly is going on with my body#It's really scary#I genuinely not joking at all need someone to just hold my hand while I eat it would be so much easier#I think it's been months since I've touched another human except for the blood man today#I cannot persist on yoohoo and half a second of guy drawing my blood touching my arm#That's not enough to live. It's crazy that I could genuinely die from this in a matter of days if I ever get sick of#drinking cloudy burnt rubber sink water#Which is starting to happen actually#It's starting to get really bad and too much and I can't keep choking it down I can taste it for like an hour afterwards#There's just a timer for like 48 hours ticking down constantly towards my body shutting down and dying agonizingly#That is only reset every time I manage to hype myself up to drink poison water#Maybe it's not that bad but I always have to be right about everything so if I die I know I was right
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