#I cannot handle this nonsense spreading

[inazuman]

close the space (between me and you)

☁  jing yuan x f!reader s.mut, honkai: star rail ☁  reader is afab and goes by she/her. size difference, jing yuan is BUILT and reader is considered shorter/smaller than him, consent is sexy he asks reader if you’re ok to keep going and stuff <3, no plot just fluffy feel good smut, fingering, oral sex (f receiving), huge dick jing yuan no i do not take criticism. pet names: baby, my love, darling. ☁  A/N: this man is so big and so built i don’t even know how i would have sex with him but i cannot stop thinking about him SIZE DIFFERENCE JING YUAN ohmygod im gonna faint (size difference but like normal size difference yk like he’s just fucking BUILT have u SEEN this man. hes so tall and beautiful) ☁  4.2k words

“Shh, it’s okay…”

He has you straddling him as he coos at you, rubbing his large hands over your arms, calluses both rough and gentle. Your legs are spread so wide over his thighs as your hands press into bare his chest, keeping you steady. Your fingertips trail over scarred tissue and soft skin, your palms pressing into the hard muscle.

When you nervously told him you were ready for him, shifting your weight between your feet and looking up at him like he might just give you the world… He immediately sealed your demure request with a kiss, a promise that he would, masking the way his heart hammers in his chest. He blocked off a whole two days worth of time, said he wanted to make an event out of it, casually delegating Fu Xuan to handle everything.

Now that he’s here with you… he’s determined to be exactly what you deserve.

He’s all gentle smiles, softening eyes as he pulls you in for another kiss, his palms flitting up your thighs, encapsulating them, fingers brushing against the back edge of your skirt.

He’s a little worried, he’ll admit. His body is built for battle, his hands meant to wield heavy swords. But with you, even with you hoisted high over his lap, you’re only at eye-level with him.

“Don’t wanna hurt you, darling,” he voices his concern, his lips trail down to your jaw, pressing wet kisses down the expanse of your neck. “We’re gonna take this slow, okay?”

He runs his thumb over the edge of your panties at your inner thigh, his fingers wrapping around to knead at your buttcheeks. e HHe moves you over him, grinding your clothed core against him.

“J-Jing Yuan…” your hands shake the moment you feel him underneath you, how big he is pressed against his pants. His mouth distracts you from the thought as his lips press against the top of your breast, discarding your shirt and lapping his tongue over the skin.

“So beautiful, so soft,” he remarks almost to himself as his tongue moves under your bra and over your nipple, earning him a gasp from you as your hands run through his cloud-like hair. “You drive me insane, when I look at you, don’t you know?”

You can barely respond, sputtering out nonsense as he unclasps your bra. He looks, feels, even smells like a dream. One of his hands moves to knead at your other breast, thumb over your nipple, your other nipple taken in wholly by his mouth now. He drags his tongue over it, his warm muscle against the sensitive nub, sucking lightly before moving to the other.

In truth, he feels half-insane with want and lust. You start to grind your hips against his all on your own, dizzying his mind, his mouth trailing over your body making you drip between your legs. Your fears about how big he is dissipating as you start to focus on how good it feels, his thighs solid underneath yours, cock heavy as you press your clit up against it for some friction.

“Getting needy, love?” He moves a hand between your legs to cup at your heat, watching with a smile at the way your eyes widen. His one hand envelops around your pussy whole, rough callouses pressing against the edges of your panties.

“You’re so warm, and already wet…” he whispers next to your ear, taking the opportunity to run his teeth over your earlobe, sucking softly. His fingers press against the wet spot of your panties, thumb running softly over your clit. He chuckles as he hears you gasp and arch into him.

“Sensitive, too, I see,” he kisses your cheek, pulling down the side of your panties slightly to slide a finger over your bare sex, your pulse quickening with each stroke as he toys with you, your slick coating his fingertips.

“Won’t you let me in, sweetheart? Let me make you feel good, hmm? Wanna watch you come undone on my fingers, is that okay? Maybe I’ll make you cum twice, have to get you ready for me, don’t I?”

You moan and nod just at the thought, just at his words. His smile borders on mischievous as watches your face scrunch up whilst he presses a finger to your entrance, and all you can think is that it’s so much thicker than your own as he slides it slowly past the first knuckle, then the second.

“Mm, good girl, opening up so well for me. Maybe you’d let me do anything to you, hm?” He kisses your forehead as his finger slides out before pumping back in. “You never have to worry, I’ll take care of you.”

He’ll take care of you, it echoes in your mind as you nod, feeling him smile against your skin as you say “yes, you can have me.” Between gasps, you say “yes, anything, Jing Yuan.” He feels himself get harder at the sound of you, at the way you fall apart with just one finger as he crooks it towards your front, as his thumb joins with your clit.

“Do you ever touch yourself like this?” He asks to distract you as he bullies another finger pass your entrance, your tightening thighs and the way you jump away slightly is calmed down by his hand stroking your back, his thumb at your clit bringing pleasure to the slight stretch.

“I-,” you grip onto his shoulders as the second finger slides in, your slick becoming more audible as he presses deep inside of you.

“Hm?” He taps your clit lightly as a gesture for you to finish.

“I-I touch myself, yes,” you whine as he rewards you for answering, pressing small circles around your clit. “I- sometimes, I think of you.”

He swears he feels his mind blank as he groans under his breath, just thinking of you with your fingers between your legs, moaning his name so prettily like you are right now, has him pressing his against your g-spot a little harder.

He quickly masks his lust with a smile, his light-hearted demeanour teetering.

“I think of you too, love.”

“What-,” you gulp, your stomach flipping even as you ask, “What do you think about?”

Does he dare say it? All the unholy things that have crossed his mind with you? “I think about the way you’d look bouncing on my cock in my lap. I think about your thighs.” He grabs one of them for good measure, his movements a little rougher as he coaxes you closer to the edge, chuckling as he listens to your mewls, how listening to him has you tightening up around his fingers. “Yeah, love, feels good? Fuck, I think about laying you out on the table and eating you out. I think about sliding into you with your knees pressed to your chest.”

He stuffs another finger into you as you get wetter from his words, the stretch only pushing you higher. You grip at his shoulders haphazardly, feeling the hard muscle that moves under your hands.

“That’s it, baby. You’d like that, wouldn’t you? We can do anything you like.” He quickens his pace, lets you chase him for more stimulation on your clit, whispers sweet nothings in your ear until he commands you to “come for me, come like the good girl you are,” and within seconds you’re gripping his arms and tumbling over, your thighs tightening and splaying your essence all over his hand.

“Made a mess all over my pants,” he whispers teasingly as you come down, pressing a kiss to your cheek.

“I- Jing Yuan, don’t you…” you reach your hand down between you both to palm at his member, the deep groan he lets out might just be the prettiest sound you’ve ever heard. Even just this makes his hips buck into your hand, cock twitching. He lets you play with him for a while, watches as you struggle at his belt, chuckling at your frustrations until the metal clicks away and you’re able to finally slide that zipper of his down.

He swears you might just know what you’re doing, noticing the difference between your hand over his pants and then over his underwear, how the warmth of your palm seeps past the fabric. Your eyes widen as you wrap your hand around him, bottom lip trembling between your teeth as you realize you’re meant to take all that.

“Jing Yuan…” you whisper, like you’re telling him a secret, “I- I don’t think it’ll…”

“Shh, darling. That’s alright. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, okay?”

“N-no! I want to! I just-”

He presses a kiss between your breasts as he speaks, smiling at you cheekily before lifting you up with one arm and gently laying you down onto the bed, all so he can continue to kiss down your stomach, lifting your skirt up to kiss at the top of your thighs before removing your skirt.

“If you want to, we’ll make it work, okay? We’ll go slow, didn’t I say?”

“Jing Yuan, you’re so-,” attentive, you want to say, only he places a kiss right at the band of your panties, and you lose all your thoughts at the sight.

He takes pride in making you speechless, his teeth grazing right at the apex of your thigh as he takes the fabric between his teeth, sliding the side of your panties down to your thigh, his wet lips leaving a trail over your exposed skin. His golden eyes glitter up at you, at the way you pant whilst watching him.

He does the same with the other side, the middle of your panties still sticking to your core, only separating as he pulls them down all the way, watching how your slick pools within, then bringing his eyes to the source.

“J-Jing Yuan, you’re staring…”

He chuckles. “You’re just so pretty for me, lying there waiting for me, aren’t you?” he spreads your legs wide past his shoulders, his breath ghosting over your core, pressing a wet kiss against your clit that has you trembling underneath him.

“You’re gonna cum for me one more time, yeah?” he asks so sweetly, his eyes full of love and lust as they flit between your face and your pussy, he brings a hand up to slowly spread your core with his fingers. “You gonna answer me, princess?”

“Y-Yes, gonna- gonna cum one more time…”

“Yeah, that’s right, baby. You gotta, so that I can give you all of me, yeah?”

He slots his tongue against your heat, lapping enthusiastically at every drip of your slick. The warm, wet muscle is wide against your core, encompassing it with his saliva, kitten licking from the bottom all the way up to your clit. You squeal and whine above him, legs threatening to close only for his hands to press them apart even further, your hands gripping the sheets.

“Jing Yuan! Oh, fuck, it’s- you’re so good,” you make the mistake of looking down at him, his twinkling eyes and obvious smile that presses against your cunt. He takes the opportunity of you watching him to swipe his tongue over your clit, the tip of his tongue visibly playing with the hard nub, circling it. Your head falls back onto the pillow, eyes shutting tight as you let out a soft scream.

“Mm, love the way you taste,” he groans into you, savoring the taste of you over and over again, pushing his tongue inside of you before dragging it back out to flick the tip of it against your clit. It’s insane how he has you arching your back, your hips begging to catch up to his tongue as he teases you by moving his mouth away from your clit and back towards it.

“So needy,” he smiles, your slick dripping down his chin. He loves to watch you like this, loves to watch you lose control over yourself because of him, the throbbing in his pants so evident to him as your mouth opens in a soft “o”. He grinds his hips into the bed, his cheeks flushed between your thighs, nipping at your inner thigh to tease you only to lap into your folds once again.

“Jing Yuan, I-,” your hands interlink with his, stabling yourself to him. It’s sweet, romantic, even more so as he mouths at your core. Your gasps get louder, your back starts to arch as your hips eagerly press into his mouth.

“I know, baby. Just relax and let go whenever you’re ready, okay?” His palms press against your inner thighs, spreading your legs wide, his strength apparent as it leaves you unable to move them no matter how much you thrash. He doesn’t let up, doesn’t let you run away, only holds you as close to his mouth as he can as your slick gushes into his mouth. He suckles on your clit through every shockwave, even as you press your hand to his head, panting that it’s too much, too much! It’s only when your legs thrash that he lets up, a satisfied grin on his glossed face, wiping at it with the back of his hand.  

You moan at the sight, fitfully grabbing at his strong arms to come back up. “Please, I want- Can we-?”

Your words scatter as he hovers over you, one hand pressed against the headboard, delving down for a quick kiss, letting you taste yourself lightly. “Can we what, hm?” He smiles.

You wrap your arms around him, pulling him close, his hair tickling your neck. “I want you, wanna have you.”

Jing Yuan pulls back, his hands running up and down your thighs. Like this, you can see his scarred torso, your hands moving along the ridges and bumps of his abs. “Speak clearly, love. What exactly do you want?”

Your hand moves to your face, looking away from him as heat rushes to your cheeks.

“Oh? Shy now, are we?” He takes your wrist in his hand, eyes twinkling as he bends back down to nip at your ear to whisper. “Weren’t so shy when you were cumming on my face, now were you?”

You try to smack him with your other hand, only for him to catch that wrist swiftly too. He holds them in one hand, bringing them above your head. “Now then, won’t you ask nicely?”

“I-,” your hips move to grind against his member, but the friction is not nearly enough with the way he’s purposefully keeping away from you. “I want you… inside of me. Jing Yuan, I-”

He presses his clothed length against you, a reward that has you immediately panting for more.

“Keep going, love.”

“Want- want you to fuck me, Jing Yuan, Wanna- wanna feel you inside of me. Wanna have you here.” You wrap your hands around his, and he lets you move them, placing his hand just above your core.”

His eyes darken at that, and he shifts for a moment to remove his pants before returning, his hard length immediately capturing your attention as he lays it against your stomach.

“You’re gonna have me right here,” he taps your skin and you swallow. That can’t possibly fit. “You see that, my love?”

You reach down, wrapping a hand around the base of him, experimentally moving your hand up and down. He moans, deep and beautifully, his own hand around yours.

“Want you now, Jing Yuan.”

“Okay, baby, okay.” He finally moves, pressing your legs open from the back of your thighs, your knees high on either side of you. He takes his member in his hand, pressing the head to your core, pressing slightly. And just when you think he’s going to press in more, he glides it over your clit, then back again.

“Jing Yuan!” you whine, his smirk evident before he gives in, sliding into you slowly. He brings his mouth down to your neck, kissing and nipping at you to distract you from the stretch. One of his hands goes to your nipple, playing with it softly, then descends down to tap at your clit.

You can’t believe the way your body opens up for him, your pussy achingly taking him. He thrusts in and out shallowly before pushing more of himself in, and just when you think it’s all in, you look down to where his gaze is locked only to see inches of his dick still outside of you, slick with the wetness that drips down from you.

You whimper into his shoulder at the sight, and he immediately catches your gaze and brings it back to his face. “Shh, you’re almost there, baby.”

“You’re- you’re so-,” you don’t even know how to get the words out, you feel so full to the point that it’s hard to breathe. As your cunt welcomes him and he reaches the hilt, his balls press against you, a satisfied sigh releasing from him, kissing your forehead and allowing you to adjust.

“You did so good, love. You’re such a good girl.” He kisses both your cheeks. “You’ve taken me so well already.”

You cry into his neck at the praise, and he kisses you, tongue lapping at your lips. “Feels so full, oh, Jing Yuan…” Your breaths shake and he pulls out just slightly before pushing back in again, slowly and shallowly, just getting you used to the feeling until you’re whining and pulling at him.

“You’re so tight around me, baby.” Your vice grip around him has him doing all that he can to take this slow, a reminder of how small your figure is compared to his.

“Please, Jing Yuan. I need you. Need you so bad.”

“You need me, darling?” he chuckles darkly, pressing himself deep inside of you only to slowly pull himself out again, making you feel every inch and vein with the friction. “Why don’t you show me then, hmm? Beg all pretty for me, won’t you?”

That’s all it takes for you to start babbling pleasepleaseplease over and over again as Jing Yuan sinks his cock into you in tandem, his soft sighs against your cheek as he kisses you.

“You’re doing so good for me, darling. Just like that.” He brings his lips over your jaw, nibbling against your skin before descending down your neck. His hot breath trails over your skin, almost distracting you from the stretch of his cock as he presses another aching inch into you.

“So- so full,” you tell him, desperation in your throat and his cock so deep it feels like it might be in your guts. He chuckles at that, pressing down on your stomach, eliciting a whine from you.

“You rile me up,” his breath ghosts over your cheek, sliding out just an inch before pressing into you again. “You feel that, baby? I’m so hard for you. You have no idea what you do to me.”

There’s nothing that gasps out of you other than his name as he begins to move, large hands gripping your waist, his torso beading with sweat as he does his damn best to fuck into you shallowly.

“Jing Yuan- you can-”

He slides his thumb over the sensitive junction of your thigh, caressing your skin as he swoops in for a kiss.

“I can what, baby?”

“You can go- faster,” you exhale, breathless, of soul and mind and heat. He kisses your forehead with reverence, never taken for granted, always with his whole heart.

“Okay, love,” he grumbles into your skin, and then the pace picks up the way that you want, the way you deserve. His strong thighs flex as he presses your legs open, wider, rests part of his weight into you as your gasps turn into silent screams. You bring him in closer to you, and he leans in with a soft smile, pressing a kiss to your cheek, your neck, bending down to your chest. It’s in direct contrast to the way his hips slam into you, jerking the bed. He brings an arm to the bed frame, and it creaks under his weight.

“That how you want it? Hmm?” You’re so close now, he can see it. From the way you gasp and moan and babble under him, to the wetness that coats the inside of your thighs. He brings his other hand down between your body, rests a thumb lightly against your clit, and your back arches in response. He’s heavy in every way, from his body weight pressing down onto you to his dick inside of you to his gaze as it roams over every inch of you. His pace slows down just so he can watch your body contort when he taps over your clit, and then it picks up again, his hair a mess over his shoulder, his groans a ghost over your ear.

“You look so beautiful. Wanna watch you cum one more time.” His breaths come heavier now, he’s doing his best to ignore the way his dick throbs at the way you open up underneath him. “Go ahead, baby. Let go for me.”

It’s like a command, a dam breaking. Your mind bluescreens and your body reacts on its own, legs kicking out, your thighs doing their best to press together only to be trapped wide open by Jing Yuan’s body. He watches your every reaction, cupping the back of your neck like some sort of protection as your body squeezes like a vice over his dick. He’s so hard but it’s just background chatter to the way he can’t even move whilst you orgasm. He tells you how lovely you are, how much he loves you, but you don’t register it until you finally start coming down.

“Jing Yuan,” you sob his name and he hushes you immediately. “You’re -oh, fuck – you’re still-”

“Shh, yes. Look what you’ve done to me, hmm?” His cock is coated in your slick, he pumps into you once and the oversensitivity is all you can think about. “I know, baby. Just a little bit more, okay?”

He switches positions then, and oh, you didn’t think he could get deeper but somehow it feels like he is. He presses your legs close to you so your knees are pressed against your chest, his eyes glazed dark as you sob and your cunt throbs. He thrusts hard, over and over again into you and your next orgasm is wholly unexpected, from nothing but overstimulation and the hot, hot heat between your legs as he hits something inside of you over and over, a high-pitched something leaving your throat. He cums, finally, with a groan deep in his throat. Warmth fills you and slick pools at the base of his cock with a filthy, white rim that froths.

It hits something in him, makes him feel overprotective as he moves to hold you in his arms, caging you in with a kiss to the crown of your head.

“Good girl. Thank you, baby. You did so good. Was that okay?” There’s another wet kiss to your cheek before you navigate his mouth to yours, tongues mingling. There’s a deep, satisfied smile on his face when you both finally break apart that you can’t help but match, running a thumb over his dimple.

“That was incredible,” you tell him honestly, your hands cupped around his face, and he beams back. He slides himself out of you, his thumb moving to between your legs. His cum is still warm as he watches it ebb out of you, milky white a mess between your legs. It webs between your thighs and he wants nothing more than to take a photo, the sharp intake of breath he takes makes it clear to you.

His eyes graze back to your face and he smiles again, patting the inside of your thigh. “Let me help you get cleaned up, love, okay?”. You whine at the loss of him but he’s lightning quick, a damp towel in his hand as he wipes it over you, starting from your shoulders. It’s gentle over your sensitive breasts and down your stomach, to the outside of your thighs and your calves. He takes another towel to wipe between your legs.

You’re not sure if it’s the domesticity, or the care, or the post-orgasm haze, but you’re pulling him in again the moment he’s done, holding his body close under the sheets.

“Was that okay for you too?” You ask him, and he nods without hesitation.

“You’re beautiful, you’re incredible,” a chaste kiss follows to your lips, “and I love you.”

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── .✦ doomsday game ; xiangli yao x reader

if the world was ending, would you love me for the hell of it? syn. if, theoretically, the world were to end today, what would you do? if you ask xiangli yao, he wouldn't mind spending the last days on earth with you.

*inspired by 4* zayne card with the same name (love and deepspace)

a.n. - oh god he corrupts me I love him. HAPPY RELEASE DAY XIANGLI YAO!!! As an honor for getting his weap, for now being guaranteed (my S1 Xiangli Yao is glacio and short??), I GIVE THIS FIC AS MY THANK YOU. ALSOHAHSHSHSHS I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THE WRONG FIC IM SORRY BUT HERE IT IS

pairing - xiangli yao x f!rover

words - will edit when I switch to lappy

content warnings - none!! major fluff!! also pre-established relationship

dividers by @/saradika-graphics

Potent rumors often plant seeds of disbelief.

It often came as a small white lie, an utterance between two consenting parties. When it reaches the leeching tongue of the birds, they fall to the ground, sprouting things that are weeds to the truth. If left alone, they would deter nature's course.

For example, the rumors somewhat turned into some prophecy— “the world is ending soon”.

How does it end? They say it's a global snowstorm. Maybe another global flood. A supernova collision. No, they definitely said it was an onslaught of active volcanoes erupting to create a flood of lava. Or maybe, some Sentinel wished for immense havoc, with its god-like power awakening to slaughter everything in its path.

However, for scientists like Xiangli Yao, all those claims seem comical.

“The world is ending soon?” A fellow scientist slaps his own knee, “That's complete bull!”

In the middle of the long table of the Academy, what was once a flickering 3D map of Jinzhou was temporarily dimmed; instead, a couple of scientists had gathered, playing cards for their breaktime.

“I know, right? It's too funny; they really think the world is ending so soon.”

One of them throws the card, a chorus of laughter.

“My findings say otherwise,” said a cocky researcher, “The fluctuations isn't very severe. We can live to see another millennia here in our world!”

“The plants and people are still alive and well.” The glimmer of a card catches everyone else's attention, “Very far from the truth indeed.”

One scientist lets out an indignant huff, “But how did they even reach that conclusion? Do they have the data?”

The group pauses for a bit. Some bit their lip, another shuffled their cards, and the other couldn't help but sigh. “Um, proof or not, I think they are still sprouting nonsense.” Muttered the first scientist.

Another eerie silence envelops them. Until one of them throws a card at the center. “The tacet marks have been spreading nonstop...”

They throw another. “TD's are also unstable, giving a major interference to the once-natural resonance cords.”

And when he throws the last trump card, almost all of the players had a grim look on their face. “We are merely just a few months recovering from the Retroact Rain. Our soldiers cannot handle another catastrophe!!”

With a trembling shout from the scientist, everyone else near the group stopped on their tracks. Noticing that the attention was on him, the poor scientist slides back to his chair, embarrassed. Even the ones he was playing with had a gloomy face.

“...Not to diminish our pride but...who knows...what happens to Jinzhou...not to mention our Sentinel and Magistrate...”

“That's understandable. The evidences speak for themselves.”

All eyes are on the man who spoke after a long while. Between the dim lights of the Academy's hall and his slow steps, his versicolored eyes glimmers brightly than ever.

“I understand your concerns, Ray,” Xiangli Yao reaches out to pat the forlorn scientist by his shoulder, “We are merely at the recovery stage for Jinzhou, yet our nation has been going through too many things already.”

Amethyst eyes wander among the resonance cords on the screen. They catch a familiar face of a person, one that made his own heart skip a beat.

“However, Jinzhou still stands until today. We cannot say the exact date for the end of the world—it could be today, tomorrow, or another millennium—but as long as we are still here to see the flowers blooming or the children laughing, then why should we stop today?”

A roar of cheers erupts throughout the hall. The lamenting scientist sniffles in joy. Yet the Principal Investigator couldn't look away from the certain figure of a girl.

“But if the world were to end soon,” muttered a nearby scientist, causing Xiangli Yao to glance at him, “Hmm...I wonder where I'll go.”

Without a clear future in mind, and you, the Rover, who only woke up just now—the thought is scary. If, indeed, the world was ending soon, then what happens next? What happens to you?

The cats have been meowing nonstop.

As if sensing the air, they were pawing at your ankles, as if trying to catch your attention. One, two, three- maybe even five- cats trying to catch your attention.

Picking the white one, who was the one visibly stressed, you coo her as you scratched the back of her ear.

“What's wrong, hm?” You playfully kissed the cat's cheek, “Was the food not enough for you? If I overfeed you, Mr. Investigator will have to put you on another diet.”

Somehow understanding you, the cat gently pushes you off of their face with their paws, meowing.

“Hey, I'm telling the truth! As much as it hurts my poor heart, I can't feed you again today...”

“...I suppose you can allow them,” pipped a familiar voice, “They do look awfully thin.”

Nearly spilling the cat off of your arms, you squeak as you turn to meet a smiling Xiangli Yao. “M-Mr. Investigator?!”

“It's the first time you've addressed me by my title, Ms. Rover,” He teases, opting to carry the black cat on your feet, “I suppose our relationship is back to being professional?”

“The cats seem to know you more like that,” you emphasized, “Mr. Principal Investigator.”

He laughs—a tender laugh, it makes your heart squeeze—that it makes you pout. “I suppose that is right. Consider it a working place, then.”

Xiangli Yao stands next to you, holding out the black cat as it meows. With a funny thought, you ask, “Did you even know why they approached you in the first place?”

“Is it because I feed them?”

“No,” You playfully stuck out your tongue at him, “They say it's because it's to ward off bad spirits.”

Xiangli Yao goes silent, before looking at the cat, then back to you. “Hmm. I suppose I should stay away from you?”

Ultimately backfired. The joke goes back to you. With a dramatic gasp, you shrug. “Seeing as the cats was the one who approached me today, I think it's you who should go away for now.”

Freely laughing onto the summer air, the cats' meows intertwine with the yours. It's like any other workday— Xiangli Yao leaves mid-afternoon from work to meet and feed the cats, walking elsewhere until he's comfortable enough to go and finish his work.

It's only been a few weeks since a new addition to his itinerary: you. Now, every afternoon, the cats would find themselves carried by the warm sunlight; and you, taking care of them before him, drenched in sunset glow.

Like now, Xiangli Yao notes. But the thoughts were far too tempting. He takes a dive in them.

“So, Mr. Investigator,” you asked as you found yourselves by the stalls, nudging him softly, “where to next?”

The cats slowly left as soon as your walks stretched farther than usual. You were too nice to disturb Xiangli Yao, when he was far too absorbed in his thoughts.

“...Ah,” He purses his lips, slowly stopping in his steps, “I'm sorry, Rover. I hadn't realized we've gone this far.”

The streets decorated with the loud and bursting stalls sound in the background. Yet in the midst of it all, Xiangli Yao is silent as ever, his robotic hand over his lips, eyebrows furrowed. You think it's cute, from the curve of his pout, but you quickly shake it off.

“No worries at all. But you look like you have a lot on your mind, maybe you want to share them?”

Xiangli Yao looks at you. Behind you, the sun in Jinzhou has never set—bathing you in its reverberating halo, casting an ethereal glow. With his heart skipping a beat, he looks away with a sigh.

“...[Y/N],” every syllable of your name sounds too foreign for him, yet too holy, “Would you...like to come and stay with me for now?”

“Of course,” You smile, “Where do you want to go, Xiangli?”

His face remains serious as he speaks. “My house.”

“...I'm sorry?”

Going to Xiangli Yao's house was something you've never expected.

Sure, you often get invitations to visit your friends' houses once in a while. But it seems different when someone like Xiangli Yao asks you to go home with me.

Wait. With a mental slap, you scold yourself. Why do you feel different when it's with Xiangli Yao? Was there something about him? Watching unfocused amethyst eyes seems to make you worry. You were definitely not feeling something, right?

Unless?

“Is there anything else you'd like?” Xiangli Yao pops up from his kitchen, carrying a plate full of snacks in one arm and drinks in another, “I'm sorry, these are some of the food I could make.”

“It's okay, I'm more than happy to already taste what you make!” You said as you rush to help him.

But as you are about to take the plates, you couldn't help but gasp.

“Oh, does my hand scare you?”

Instead of the usual robotic hand you've grown accustomed to, it had morphed into a larger metal plate, to fit the two plates.

“No!” You shake your head with a laugh, “It's just the first time I've seen it like this. Does it change back?”

By the time the plates are on the table, Xiangli Yao twists his robotic hand (plate?), popping it out of the socket. “It does. Let me get it.”

“Do you...” Watching him scurry, you pick up a chip from the plate, “...need a hand?”

A resounding clang! echoes back to you. It takes a while before he returns to the room, rolling his hand as he grins. “I believe it's back in its proper place.”

Still the same stupid jokes that make you cackle. Eventually, you both settle down. The afternoon telenovela plays on the TV. Finally settled to sit on the ground instead of the chair, you end up picking the savory chips, munching as you devotedly watch the scenes in front of you. You don't even bat an eye even as you feel Xiangli Yao sits next to you. Silence. But a good kind.

How long have you known Xiangli Yao again? Whatever you both do, you're still content with each other's company. From the corner of your eye, you notice his gaze firmly on the TV, empty hands hair's breadth away.

“The Moonlit Fair,” you said slowly after a comfortable silence, “now that it's over, are you back to your usual work?”

He hums. “Depends how you define "usual work".”

“Metalwork and other groundbreaking discoveries.”

You bring your knees close to your face, resting your head so you could comfortably turn to see Xiangli Yao's face. Chromatic colors paint the neutral look on his face. Yet when he turns, a pretty smile replaces it.

“The field of science is only a curiosity away,” he pipes, mimicking your pose, “That's always something I've been doing, even before the start of the Moonlit Fair.”

This goody-two-shoes prodigy has always been the talk of the town. Even in Huaxu Academy, even from Mortefi's mouth, he is long lauded as someone who easily creates breakthroughs.

“I'm jealous.” You admit, sighing, “You can easily create new things.”

“That's not true.”

“Ah, I guess I can say with pride that I often help people, too.”

“However you may say it, it doesn't erase the fact that you are doing so much more than you think.” He said, “You're the mysterious Rover. You have lost memories related to this city. And from what I've heard, you hold so much history.”

He reaches out, human hand hesitating to touch your face. With a fleeting downcast gaze, he ends up booping your cheek. It makes you flinch from surprise.

“...I should be the one jealous of you, if that's the case, [Y/N].” His smile causes his eyes to close, a genuine look on his face, “You've done many incredible things that are worthy rather than simple praises.”

Did Xiangli Yao ever look this pretty before? Soft skin and amethyst irises through fluttering lashes. You wish you could brush away the hair that covers his eyes. Carefree, kissable lips. Wait—you cough, looking awau to hide the blush tinting your cheeks.

“Please, stop flattering me. I might end up bursting a hole in your roof.”

“I'll be sure to let Xiang-LEE and Patty fix that.”

A ticklish giggle escapes your lips as you turn back to see him. “Please leave my kids alone, you have overworked them during the festival.”

“...Please don't worry,” he shrugs, chuckling, “They'll be granted a paid vacation anyways.”

Seeing as the telenovela has lost its charm, and the poor food in front of you could go to waste, and maybe not wanting to end the fun yet, you decide to test your waters.

“Xiangli,” you said, noticing how he perked his head at the mention of his name, “I want to play a game.”

“An electronic one again?”

“No,” you shake your head, “Truth or Dare.”

Xiangli Yao laughs. “Oh, I didn't know you were into childish games like that.”

“I'm curious about you, and I'm sure you feel the same way.” You point out, “What's a better way than to play a game?”

“You could have asked and I wouldn't mind answering, you know.”

“Yeah, yeah,” you sit up straight, grinning, “Truth or Dare?”

Xiangli Yao mirrors you. “Already?”

“Pick already, or I might change my mind.”

“Hmm...Dare.”

Suppose your afternoon would be so different. A few chugs of the drinks, greedy hoarding of chips, spent markers, and random doodles later, you find yourself dressed in one of his lab coats with a clip of some of his IDs, and him in the flashiest shirt. The laughter has long strained your lips but it still ends up being the sweetest you've ever tasted. Apart from that, the glow in Xiangli Yao's face is also different, one that makes your heart skip faster.

“You've what?”

Xiangli Yao laughs a little too loudly. “A mini mouse that would greet anyone who opens the door. Mortefi was the first victim, because I didn't know he was deathly afraid of mice.”

The mental image of Mortefi from Xiangli Yao's prank comes abruptly that it causes you to match the latter's laughter—hollering until your back finds the sofa, slapping the carpet.

“Oh my God,” you wheeze, “It's not even a surprise why he hates you even more!”

Xiangli Yao wipes a tear from his eye, sparkly eyeshadow slightly staining his cheeks, “I bought him some coffee to apologize, but the joke hadn't died down for weeks.”

He finds himself sitting closely with you now, head against the sofa. With a little of your mingling laughter in the air, he couldn't help but watch as your fits of laughter continued, albeit a little softer. Through your literal rose-colored lenses, did you see the world like that, too?

“It's my turn now, right?” You ask, your shoulders an aftershock from your laughter.

“Mm,” he nods, “Have you run out already?”

“No, never!”

“Alright, since I've been picking dares for a while. I'll go with truth.”

“Have you ever heard of the rumors?” You begin, laughter dying down, as you take a bite from the chip. “That the world is "ending soon"?”

Xiangli Yao freezes. So you've heard. It's no surprise as it already made a turmoil between the scientists in Huaxu Academy. Yet the dread somehow comes creeping back to him.

“If, theoretically, the world were to end today,” you slowly speak, carefully choosing the words, “In a few hours or so. What would you do?”

What would he do? A tricky question. But a calid one at that. “The end of the world wouldn't happen so abruptly.”

“Mm, yeah, but I am curious about your answer.”

What would Xiangli Yao do? And somehow, the dimming living room feels so small, the only light source was a forgotten TV color palette. When he looks at you, your doe eyes sparkle in the darkness. The closeness of your bodies, the fleeting smell of spring on your shoulder, with a hint of him.

“Well...” He slides down to the floor, patting the space beside him, “I'll let you know if you lay here with me.”

“Are you sure there are no pranks here?”

“I'm honest.”

You eventually follow his words, so you could meet the level of his eyes. Watching the glow of his inspiration-filled eyes, they somehow make you smile.

“I heard all about it when my colleagues were playing a game during break time.” Xiangli Yao begins, “Some claim it's not true, but there have been others who believe it's so soon.”

“What do you think?”

He looks away, opting to stare at the ceiling above. You follow his sight, unaware of what was next.

“I don't know.” He says truthfully, robotic hand pointing upward, “With everything that has happened, no one else can predict it.”

“Even a knowledgeable scientist like you?”

He glances at you. “Even a knowledgeable scientist like me.”

He looks back to where his hand points. Casting a power, a small purple cube dances in his robotic hand, knowing that you were watching so intently.

“But if the world were to end today, then I wouldn't mind spending the day with the cats I feed.”

The cube glows brightly, floating so freely in his hand. A flash of scenes play through its squares, too fast to see, yet too slow to be noticed.

“I wouldn't mind having the TV on, sitting on the floor with snacks all over, even though there's a perfectly good sofa.”

He hears your small laugh, which makes him smile. The cube falls to his chest, where it travels all the way to you.

“I wouldn't mind spending the last hours playing Truth or Dare, with someone who's extraordinary.”

This time, Xiangli Yao looks at you. Wide-eyed and speechless, from the way the cube touches your outstretched hand, watching the faint glow of the halo on your own body. If the world were to end, he wouldn't get tired of watching this view; watching the rise and fall of your chest as you stare in awe, calloused hands tenderly watching over his own work of art, knowing that there'll never be another you if the world were to end.

Knowing that he's long been blessed to exist in the world where you are in it.

“I think I wouldn't mind spending the last hours on Solaris-3 with you, [Y/N].”

The cube pops, a sprinkle of glitter all over your body. Glancing, your heart throbs loudly in your chest, as you heard his confession.

How did this happen again? You were merely friends with the scientist. After the successful Moonlit Fair, you often find yourself bumping into him, simple errands and impromptu hang outs when you do. Watching Xiangli Yao in his humble abode, the telenovela a white noise, and the shade of colors lighting his face—have you ever seen him more than a friend?

“Xiangli Yao,” you breathe, which made him freeze, “you...”

He smiles. “I'm not rushing to know your answer. I am merely stating the facts.”

A good friend. But now you figured out why that rubs you off the wrong way. You have always known the answer to your feelings.

“[Y/N],” Even the way Xiangli Yao speaks your name, a softer one, where in the world they called you "Rover", he calls you differently.

“[Y/N],” Reaching out, his human hand finds a strand of your hair, gently pulling it to his lips. “[Y/N],”

Xiangli Yao calls your name, one that makes you throb.

“If, theoretically,” he repeats the question you asked before, “the world does end today, what will you do?”

In a world where your memories are lost in the ripples of time and reverberation. You had the same answer.

“...I wouldn't mind spending it with a certain scientist.” You smile, watching him mirror yours, “I wouldn't mind spending it with you, Xiangli Yao.”

“[Y/N]...”

“Xiangli,” you reach out to cup his cheek, to which he closes his eyes to snuggle to the warmth, “Xiangli, you're like the cats.”

“Then will you ever mind if I could hold on to you?”

Weary arms find themselves asking for yours. And like you, touch-starved for his own touch, lean onto him, the smell of spring and that you could forget the world.

“...I would,” you said, and you do mean it, “I'll hold onto you, Xiangli.”

Oh god pls let me have him irl too

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— starry

[lilithofpenandbook]

Sometimes Severus comes up to Minerva. Right up behind her when she's busy. He'll stand there for a good minute as she works on marking assignments and cursing the boy's youthful energy and brilliant eyes- both of which directly responsible for his finishing his work in half the time it takes her.

"What is it, Severus?" Minerva sighs. Might as well get the obligatory nonsense over and done with, she was due a dose of Severus's antics by now (Merlin forbid he go more than three days without bothering her with nonsensical questions or infuriating wit).

"Am I ugly, Minerva?" he asked. Never there was a being with such innocence in their voice.

Minerva took a moment to take in a breath and silently call on all her patience and all her strength. "Yes, very." Her tone was blunter than the knives used to decorate at Halloween- an incident with some particularly idiotic third years had them ban anything sharper than the corners of a book during the Halloween celebrations.

Severus gasped as if stabbed. "What? Minerva, I thought we were friends!"

Minerva snorted. "Any time we interact, it's completely against my will."

"Minerva! you lie so shamelessly it shocks me." Severus made as if to swoon, a hand clutching the right of his chest.

"You must be shocked; your heart isn't where it should be."

Honestly, Minerva had to admire the fact that the insolent little kitten did not falter in his dramatics with her pointing out the key flaw in his act. If anything, he seemed to be encouraged.

"Ay! The pain of the shock, it has spread throughout my chest! Ah, I cannot breathe!" Severus swayed on his feet, leaning against the chair that Minerva was sitting in. "Oh, how your lie shocks me!"

"Well, then, you had better tell me what exactly I lied about," Minerva said briskly, "before you gasp all the air out of your skinny little lungs, laddie."

"You said," the boy said, a sudden glint in his eye and none of the apparent weakness, standing to face her and one of those long, delicate fingers pointed straight at her, "you said, that our interactions are without your will."

"That is no lie, what part of this looks like it's my will?" Minerva replied, knowing full well she wasn't going to appreciate the cheeky answer Severus had prepared for her.

"Why, the part where you remain for my company, mother," Severus replied, his voice light. "Surely, if you didn't want this, you would have, in your infinite wisdom, simply have employed your great power and assumed your famous feline form and just walked away from me."

Minerva fought her smile. His cheek was infuriating while his logic impeccable. "Perhaps I am simply conversing my energy, you arrogant wee rascal."

"You? Too lazy to avoid a nuisance?" Severus scoffed. "Minerva, you wound me. Don't you know how I know you? You've done much more to avoid the mildest of annoyances, do you truly think I believe that you are here against your will merely to converse your energy?"

Minerva let him see the flicker of a smile disgusted as a smirk, letting the bothersome raven have a little treat for his cleverness, hinting to him that he had essentially won this particular argument. "At my age you no longer have the patience to waste on annoyances. You learn to value your peace. You will understand that some day, I hope, little one."

"And if I die, my hair still black and my skin still smooth?"

Merlin, did the child have a turn towards the morbid. Minerva ignored the voice in her that told her that this would have been a retort of her own had she been in a similar conversation.

"Then you'll die a fool."

"A fool, perhaps, but my funeral will be the biggest," he replied, moving to sit on her desk and grabbing the biscuit jar. Minerva intercepted, lifting it from his grip and replacing it with a towel. His protests died in his confusion at the towel, and Minerva huffed and began to wipe his hands as if he was a child. She did not trust him to correctly clean his hands after handling goodness knows what when experimenting with his potions and she didn't care if he knew it.

"Aye, and how did you figure that?" she asked.

"Surely if I die young, I shall be the first. Therefore you all will be part of the funeral-"

"What makes you think I would want to attend your funeral, you little rascal?" She let go of his hands, almost satisfied that they weren't contaminated.

Severus ignored her and instead took a biscuit from the jar. "You will all be there, therefore I will have the biggest funeral. If I die old, you all shall be gone, so my funeral will be the smallest."

Minerva tried not to think of how depressing that sounded, how lonely it seemed. For a brief moment she felt guilty for being so old and he so young. She involuntarily could see him in her mind's eye, going through their funerals until he stood alone. She and the others- Rolanda, Pomona, Poppy, even Fillus and Hagrid- they were all of an age, weren't they? They could expect their lives to reach the end around the same time, surely? Severus was but a child next to them, he'd stand alone one day.

Minerva tried to ignore the ache in her chest at the thought of him standing alone. Merlin, no. He was far too young. No.

"You truly are besotted with the morbid and the miserable, you melanchonic masochist," she said, her tone just a trifle too sharp to be a simple retort.

Severus paused, swallowing the biscuit. Then he answered. "Ah, but the morbid is much more fascinating, the forbidden has a certain thrill, dear mother." His voice was a little softer, and his fingers, slightly coated in crumbs, were gentle when he tapped her forehead. He was sorry he upset her.

"You and your thrills," Minerva scolded, "yet you cannot even eat a biscuit without making a mess of yourself." Yet even as she spoke, the hand that she used to swipe the crumbs away, was gentle, almost tender, in its movement. She had quite forgiven him.

How could she remain angry? At this boy who looked at her with a scowl of indignation yet whose deep, dark eyes twinkled with mischief and cleverness and brilliance, who stood taller than her, yes, yet was far more delicate in his build than she had ever been, whose hair was as dark as hers had been in her youth, carelessly falling across his forehead. No, she could not remain angry.

If only he had been in Gryffindor, perhaps then she would have noticed him sooner. Or rather, if only her eyes didn't only open for her Gryffindors. How this boy could ever look at her without resentment and anger, she didn't know. Then again, he had been so incredibly isolated and lonely, was it any wonder he let go of his rightful grudges and instead accepted her friendship?

Minerva blinked as if soot from the fireplace got in her eyes. She didn't want him to notice the tears that almost inevitably formed whenever she thought about him. Who would have thought that she'd cry so much for the little devil?

"I'll leave you to your work, dear mother," Severus said cheerfully, hopping off her desk.

"Aye, after you've cleared out my biscuit jar, you villain" Minerva grumbled, looking into the empty jar. Severus shrugged.

"You ought to see it as a compliment towards your taste, really," Severus said. "But I see I have taken the last of your patience"- for indeed, Minerva looked ready to strangle him- "so I shall take my leave. Good night, my good Headmistress, and may you have peace in the silver embrace of the moon!"

And with a laughing twinkle in his eye and a boyish bow, Severus Snape left the room.

Minerva sighed. She wasn't sure if it was out of relief, or because she may have felt some sorrow at his departure.

The door opened again, and a rather meek Severus poked his head in.

"Er, Minerva?" he asked.

"Yes, Severus?"

"Er." Severus stepped in, looking away from her, walking with the awkward gait of a newborn foal, and the nervousness of a deer. "Er, Minerva?"

"Yes, Severus?"

"Am I really ugly, mother?" His voice was a whisper. His raven hair curtained his face, hiding his shame at asking such a pathetic question, and his fingers picked at one of the cuticles of a nail.

Minerva smiled, and walked to him. Softly she brushed the boy's hair out of his face and gently tucked it behind his ear.

"Only as long as you let yourself believe it, dear heart."

[deepperplexity]

Prompt 16: Thoughtful Gifts [C5]

Pairing: Judge Turpin x Fem!OC

POV: Dual POV (OC, First & Turpin, Third)

Continuation of: Prompt 4. Darkest Night [C1], Prompt 8. Never-ending Consequences [C2], Prompt 10. Lingering Touch [C3], Prompt 14. Deceptive Kindness [C4]

A/N: Since many seem to be wanting more from Turpin’s POV, I shall be less sparse with it and give you another dual POV part to this fic 🤭👏 Now, this one is calmer but boy-oh-boy are we getting some cuteness and longing along with a tad of humour and a confounded judge at the end 👀

I have to say, I am so so so in love with Julianne - Turpin too of course but Julianne is so much fun! I’m having so much fun writing this couple of pining idiots that I sort of don’t want it to end 😂

Tags/TW’s: Mutual Secret/Half Revealed Pining, Instant Infatuation/Love, Gift-Giving, Confusing Thoughts, Confusing Emotions, Societal Differences, Holding Back, Harsh Turpin, Stoic Turpin, Opposites Attract, Harsh thoughts Of Oneself

Word Count: 3.1k

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Thoughtful Gifts

⁛•⁛ Julianne’s POV ⁛•⁛

I awoke with a deep groan, my body rested yet strung too tightly. My heart jolted into action as the remnants of last night stampeded through my mind. But then, I calmed. The judge had taken me in, held me upright and offered comfort through his strong grip. I exhaled and found calmness once more. I am alright, I am safe, I cannot be harmed here… Who would cause me harm in the home of the High Judge of London? None would be so foolish.

Moving the cover, I found myself in a nightshirt of soft cotton. Who undressed me? Perhaps Mrs Jennings. Yes, that makes sense, does it not? Looking around I found my dress neatly hung over a chair with my now clean shoes just as neatly placed on the floor below it. I wasted no time getting myself in order.

“Where is it?” I asked, looking all around for the pouch of satin I had had with me. It held a most precious gift, even more so now than the moment I had procured it. “Where? Where is— Did I drop it last night? No, no I had it in my grasp,” I muttered to myself while flinging away the cover, as if whoever had put me to bed last night had placed the most likely dirty thing in there with me. Nonsense idea, of course, yet I looked. The gate!

I flung the door open, rushing down the stairs toward the door that would lead me outside. I grasped its handle and— “Going somewhere?” The deep drawl of Judge Turpin arrested me fully and halted my movements. “Running away, perhaps?” he continued as I turned to find him in the door to the parlour. “Sir! No, no I lost— I dropped— The gate, it’s by the gate,” I rambled out as my heart did a triple-beat-dance in my tight chest.

He was stoic and harsh, cold and distant, yet… I found him interesting and inviting. I found his stoic face handsome and his harsh words comforting, the power he exuded reminded me of safety and despite the steely eyes being unyielding in their viewing of me it soothed a worry inside of me I had not known I held. Until I met him.

“Go,” he said, and I nodded. Flinging the door open and rushing down the steps I pleaded with the world. “Please, be there, do not be gone.” And as I reached the iron gate, the gate I had sought salvation through from the terror hunting me in the dark of the night, I saw it. It lay by the stone pillar in a dirty heap, but it was not lost. Thank the faiths, oh my word, thank goodness it is not lost.

I grabbed the handle of the gate and froze. Beyond it, lay the unsafe London with false kindness and leering men in the shadows. The grey light of day did little to ease the fright spreading through me in a rush while my trembling hand gripped the handle. I could not push down, could not open it, despite the pouch laying right there — waiting for me, for him to receive what was hidden within it.

My shoulders trembled, my fingers felt numb to the cold of the iron, and my breaths had turned shallow. It is right there, silly goose. It is right there. Open the gate and take it. Open the gate, take it, take it, take it, just take it. But I could not.

A warm hand landed atop mine. It pushed down as I looked up only to find His Lordship by my side. “You seek the pouch?” he asked with an arched brow as the gate creaked open and I jolted back from the sound. “Y-yes, my lord.” He nodded and stepped through the gate, bending gracefully and retrieving the pouch. “Miss Brimmer,” he said while handing it to me. I clutched it to my chest. “Thank you, my lord. I could not open the gate, I am so silly, I am so sorry for troubling you,” I rambled. “Think nothing of it, Miss Brimmer.” He offered his arm, and I took it. “Inside,” he ordered and I walked with him, feeling the dread and fright leave me before we even entered the house. His power overruled everything else.

We were seated in the parlour a moment later and I felt my usual smile return as I cradled the pouch in my lap while he stood by the fireplace next to the seating area he had offered me to occupy. It is safe, and not lost. I was beyond thankful for my decision to lean back and grab it when the horrid man had ripped the string. It holds little consequence. No matter the gift I offer, it will be small and inconsequential to a man the likes of Judge Turpin.

“Miss Brimmer,” he said, calling for my attention. I looked up. “Yes, my lord?” “Are you fairing? You were in quite the state this past night.” Heat crept up along my neck as he had seen me in such shambles. “I apologize, sir. I usually do not cause trouble for others, I have been such an inconvenience to you, my lord. I am terribly sorry for all the time I have occupied and—” “My time is not occupied with anything or by anyone I do not deem fit to take it up,” he said harshly, a mix between a drawl and a declaration.

I smiled at him before turning my head to look at the pouch once more. “Of course, sir. I apologize for my choice of words as they clearly have offended you. You are the owner of your own time, of course. I merely meant I have intruded upon it and caused you quite some labour, and for that, I am sorry, my lord.” “You are not labour,” he stated harshly. “Nonetheless, I was out to procure you a gift last night to thank you for— Well, for your service and grace. Your help, my lord.”

I rose from the chair, opening the little pouch. “I am so thankful it did not get lost in the struggle. Returning for it was worth the risk,” I said mostly to myself as I reached inside it. “Returning for it?” he asked. I looked up at the man who now stood a step closer. “Why, yes, in the struggle the string ripped and it fell from my grasp when I was running away, sir. I had to fetch it back and—” His hands gripped my shoulders roughly, squeezing the flesh and bone as his steely gaze seemed to penetrate me to my soul. “You returned to fetch this?” he snarled. “Yes, sir. It is a gift for you and I could not abandon—”

His nostrils flared. “Are you a complete fool, woman? You could have been caught and— Why would you return for this?” he asked in such a seething voice I ought to have recoiled. I did not. He showed some form of worry and it warmed me to see such a stoic man with such fierceness to him display a care for me. “It is for you, sir. How could I abandon it when you have done so much for me?” His eyes widened. “Foolish woman, you could have come to harm!” “I am alright, sir. Thank you, for caring…”

He jolted at that, releasing me and stepping back. He appeared alarmed, even frightened perhaps. A most strange look to adorn his commanding features, yet it also housed a certain level of beauty to witness the slightest softening of those eyes in the sudden shift of emotions. Perhaps there is a chance I— No, do not be daft. It is enough that you are a black cat and silly goose all wrapped up in an inconsequential person. Do not add daft and stupid to the concoction, Julianne. He is far beyond your reach. Just-, just thank the grand man and be on your way.

⁛•⁛ Turpin’s POV ⁛•⁛

He was uncertain of what to do, how to act. The woman before him, in all her warm glory, spoke of a gift for him she had risked her life to keep and offer him. It was absurd. He warranted no such thankfulness or gesture of gratefulness. She had been on his mind ever since they had crossed paths, more so after the morning filled with her excessive chattering. Surely, such a bright star houses no more than common thankfulness and respect for a man such as me. There is no chance for more to lay within her actions, surely.

He watched her. Unable to stop his roaming eyes from taking in her lesser dress and hardening at the sight of her marked throat. A reddened line around it, much like remnants of a noose — it made his heart beat harder.

“Sir, may I offer it to you?” she asked, her light voice soft yet not meek. He nodded. “You may.” She stood, reaching the pouch toward him. “This is for the help you offered, sir. For the gestures of support and the efforts you spent on securing my safety as well as offering me shelter during the darkest night of my life thus far, my lord.” The pouch shook slightly in her delicate hands and he reached out to grasp it, gracing her slight fingers in the process had his breath rushing out of his nose. “Thank you, Miss Brimmer,” he said quietly, not able to put the words into more than a dark drawl.

She smiled widely at him, her teeth framed by plump lips and her cheeks like rounded cherries as a blush crept over them. Do I intimidate you? He wondered for a mere moment as she released the pouch and seated herself anew. No matter, it is of little consequence. He knew he could take her, keep her, have her as his own if he only decided to do so. He was not a man accustomed to denying himself yet regarding Miss Brimmer he found it a different matter entirely.

Opening the pouch, he reached inside it and revealed an angel of warped steel decorated with minimal embellishments yet it shone in the light of the fire as it reflected its glow in a demure manner. A Christmas ornament? He arched his brow, studying the little thing small enough to rest in his palm like a matchbox.

“You… do not like it,” she said quietly and he looked upon the woman now clutching her hands atop her thighs. “I apologize, sir. I found it a suitable gift for… No matter,” she continued gently yet her voice had a chirp not unlike that of a caged bird never taking flight. “It is a Christmas ornament, miss.” She chuckled, glancing around his dreary parlour. “Yes, indeed, and I see I was wrong in offering it, sir.” “No.” The word came quickly. “No, Miss Brimmer—” he looked down at the gift anew “—it is quite perfect,” he continued and stroked the smooth steel of the angel’s dress, a mere cone frankly yet it was perfectly harsh and perfectly polished.

He heard the swishing of fabric and glanced toward the little lady who now wore a true smile. “I am so pleased it is to your liking, my lord. It reminded me of you, not that I had not been on the hunt for a gift for you from the very start, of course, but I struggled to find something that spoke to me of your harsh grandeur, sir.” Harsh grandeur… Obviously, there is no other manner in which you would view me. She continued while his thoughts darkened. “It is quite beautiful, simple and strong with much work put into it yet little to show the world in terms of boasting. Yes, quite respectable, quite harsh, and quite grand, sir. Like you, my lord.”

He stiffened. Had the woman of light and warmth offered him a compliment? He swallowed harshly as his hand enveloped the little angel. No, surely not. She is talkative, she may be unaware of what has just been said as she talks rapidly. Does she think before she speaks? He always did, he could not imagine voicing something he had not thought of for a moment before — words were not to be used lightly in his opinion. Yet you speak so many, and so joyfully, and so rapidly. A chatterbox, yet you do not grate on my nerves… How… eerily strange.

“You speak many words, Miss Brimmer.” She blushed. “Quite right, sir. Talking is one of my many faults.” “A fault, you say?” “Certainly, my lord.” She smiled up at him. “I talk a great deal when I am in good spirits, or angry spirits, even in nervous spirits.” “Do tell… when do you not talk, Miss Brimmer?” He arched a brow at her, daring her, while being ever so curious to hear of a time she would not fill the air with her happy chatter.

Her shoulders slumped. “Forgive my coming bluntness, sir. But I do not talk much when sad, or afraid. I find myself closing up, much like a clam,” she said with a shallow giggle following the last words. “A clam…” “Yes, sir. Like a clam, I just close up and speak very little when I do not feel safe or when my emotions have me in a woe.”

He blinked, his hand hardening around the little angel as his spine stiffened. “And you feel… neither afraid nor sad, in my presence?” She tilted her head as his stomach churned. “Why no, sir. Ought I feel such things in the safety of your home and the presence of such a grand gentleman as you, Judge Turpin?” “Indeed, you ought to.” “I have had no inkling to it being so. You have been nothing but helpful and kind to me, sir. Why on earth should I clam up and not offer my honest words of gratitude towards you, my lord? I see no goodness in that, nor truth for that matter.” “You are quite the strange woman,” he murmured, uncertain of what to say when her innocent face peered up at him with confused eyes and the sweetness in her voice.

“I have been called worse, sir,” she said with a laugh, and his lips twitched with a smile at the joyous sound. “Now, I must be on my way, I do not wish to stall you from arriving at court in good time, my lord. I shall take my leave. I hope you have a Merry Christmas, sir. I am ever grateful to you and thankful you crossed my path—” she chuckled “—as my path is rarely crossed by good fortune, my lord. Yet, here you are, defying my black cat curse and—” “Curse?” “Oh, indeed, I am cursed with bad luck as they all say. I am the black cat crossing the road, the ladder you walk under or the mirror you shatter for seven years of bad luck. I must have destroyed quite a few mirrors in my previous life,” she said with a giggle but there was an underlying sorrow in that chirpy voice. He was all too aware of the sensation of being cursed, with darkness and coldness.

“That is neither here nor there for now, though. Again, thank you, my lord. I shall never forget your kindness and the protection you have offered me. Perhaps, in another life, I would not be so far below you that I have no reach for a gentleman such as yourself.” She curtsied with a soft smile, her cheeks pretty with a deeper hint of red to them and he could not find his thoughts nor his voice after her confusing, ongoing string of words spoken so quickly.

“Goodbye, Judge Turpin,” she said as she had straightened and before he could open his mouth she had left the room and the entry door opened and closed quickly while he still stood frozen to the spot with the angel of steel in his hand. Did she speak of wishing to reach a man such as I in societal value, or did she in fact speak of reaching… me? And I do not frighten her? This is impossible. Perhaps I am still asleep, dreaming of improbable and foolish things?

But he was not asleep, nor was he dreaming. The sensations in his chest were far too palpable for it to be a figment of his imagination. Pair it with the sudden wave of rage at the lack of information Miss Brimmer had offered about whoever had caused her harm and fright one suddenly had a rather violence-inclined and enraged judge stalking toward his entrance door.

⁛•⁛ Julianne’s POV ⁛•⁛

This time the gate was no problem for me to open. Leaving the grand house with the powerful man within it that had my heart in a flutter and my limbs in a tingle had to be done in a rush. I could not linger or allow him to offer any reply to the words I had so boldly spoken. I ought to think before I speak. I am far too talkative, far too quick to let words of great consequences spill. Oh, I made a fool of myself yet again in his company. I can now definitely add foolish and stupid to the list, crass and brazen, too, perhaps. Silly goose, Julianne. You are a silly-nilly goose with a bonnet… Except, I’m not wearing a bonnet, but a goose in a bonnet, now that is silly.

I hurried down the crowded main street, heading toward the Rosemary Inn in a rush to add distance to the place where I had made myself appear so utterly stupid before a man so utterly grand and rigid. I was beyond certain I would never meet him again, and a good thing that was, too, or I would most likely succumb to the heating in my veins and the fluttering in my stomach. He is far out of reach. Now, you stop it, Julianne. You stop this foolishness and you screw your head on straight. Focus on the Christmas Ball, on finding a suitable husband. Constable Greer seemed inclined to meet again, and he was kind-hearted with a nice laugh, was he not?

I shook my head, sighing as the only man I could think of with want was the very powerful High Judge of London who had not even deemed it fit to berate me for the foolish things I had said — so out of reach was he, that not even my brazen words warranted a reaction as they were such an impossibility he most likely thought me to be jesting. Perhaps, some day, I will no longer remember the grand man as more than someone who helped me when help was needed. It is highly unlikely, yet I shall hope for it to come true so I may never need to feel this forlorn sensation within my heart. “Silly goose you are, Julianne. Silly-nilly stupid goose with a bonnet…”

To Be Continued...

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Two lovebirds that were destined to be together forever and ever one thing I hated was how people kept on doing the exact same thing as before they need to stop already my feelings for Lisa Marie Presley and Michael Jackson will never change at all I'm done with people thinking they can just ruin their relationship with their significant other that nonsense is not funny anymore I'm actually getting tired of it basically this is immature and childish and saying I'm a petty prick who takes joy out of ruining someone else's relationship with their life partner I'll never understand why people think they can just ruin someone's life and make them miserable this isn't funny at all I get tired of people thinking they can just ruin someone's life and their happiness in getting this is immature and selfish and disrespectful and inappropriate if people cannot stop this madness they will face severe consequences for their actions this makes my blood boil really badly if people are gonna continue this madness they should be In the deepest pit of hell possible no amount of forgiveness or anything will bring them back I've had it with people thinking they can have the upper hand and start causing nonstop chaos this isn't funny at all this is ridiculous and saying I'm a lowlife leech who gets a rush for no reason they both deserve an apology from those who have wronged them in the most damning way possible this has to end the I'm not dealing with anyone who thinks it's acceptable to treat michael jackson and Lisa Marie Presley like garbage they need to keep their toxic and vile and repetitive comments and vulgar and derogatory slurs to themselves I am sick and tired of people doing these things this makes my blood boil way more than anything in the world this is absolutely uncalled not every single day I get irritated and annoyed already people need to keeps their mouths shut and not say anything at all this whole Ordeal has to stop immediately this will not get them anywhere in life at all if they continue this madness they are gonna face more than they can handle this is not funny at all this is highly immature and childish I'm not amused anymore if people can't stop spreading rumors about these two lovebirds then they should face serious consequences and backlash from it all this is not funny anymore I'm at a loss for words right now how are people still gonna continue this madness and think they aren't gonna get consequences for their actions that's a fat faced lie right there they will face significant consequences for their actions karma has a way of getting people who spread malicious and Digusting and vile and repetitive comments or anything else on the internet you mess around and you will find out the hard way immediately if people keep doing this let's just say that their digital footprint will be tarnishing on second thought scratch that off their digital footprint is cooked they won't be able to undo what they done once that's out on the internet you're digital footprint is fried immediately and let's just say that you will never be able to undo the damage after it's been destroyed this goes to the morons out there that keep spreading lies and other Digusting stuff you're digital footprint will be destroyed as well I'd definitely watch what I say or post on the internet that kind of stuff will get your butt in hot water and in severe trouble with the governments and the fbi I'd watch what I do or say online it will come back and get you in a world of trouble I would not do it at all I'd think twice before doing something that could land in prison for life

[panda-of-the-trash]

Drabble 3: Inner voices

Nightmare had this power.

A power where he could speak in the minds of others, his voice echoing among their thoughts. It was mostly an intimidation display, a tactic to spread fear among people.

It was small compared to his other powers but it was affective. And he still had his fun with it.

A little too much fun if you asked Cross.

The god could admittedly be quite the asshole. It happened often that he suddenly but randomly used his power on an unsuspecting castle inhabitant that was in the middle of performing a task and they ended up getting spooked by him.

And to say he abused his power with Cross was a bit of an understatement.

Everytime they greeted the new recruits, Nightmare would try and break Cross out of his stoic demeanor by telling him jokes and ridiculous nonsense, but he had yet to succeed.

Whenever Nightmare caught the guards training, he´d tell Cross how good he looked and how he couldn´t wait for him to join him in their chambers so he could tear the guard´s remaining clothes off and do unspeakable things to him. That, on more than one occasion, earned the king a deep blush from Cross.

Sometimes, when he was walking through the halls, Nightmare´s voice would boom inside of his head all of the sudden. The physical appearance of the god Cross could handle. Whenever the god approached him, he could feel his presence. But hearing his voice out of nowhere without feeling his presence? He was a little ashamed to admit that a couple of foul words left his mouth when it happened.

So whatever chance Cross had to take a little revenge on the god, he took.

This was such a moment.

Cross put away the practice spears. He had just finished a training session with some guards. There was a new guard that had been a little too eager to spar with him, ogling him whatever chance he had. He was indifferent to it, he had Nightmare after all.

He closed the weapons cabinet when a shadow fell over him. Cross slowly turned around to meet the eyes of the new guard, grinning at him. Cross gave him an unimpressed look. "Can I help you?"

"You most certainly can." The guard winked at him. Cross gave a little huff of disbelief at the utter audacity he had. "Oh yeah?"

"Yeah. You say I couldn't help but see how fast you were on your feet and I was wondering if you could show me..maybe one on one?"

'Who the hell does this buffoon think he is?'

Cross gave a little snort, picking up on the tone Nightmare had.

"We´re alone at the moment, what do you need me to show you?"

'Cross, Cross what in the gods´s names are you doing.'

The guard grinned, putting a hand on the wall next to Cross. "Well I was offering you an opportunity to meet when we were less sweaty but this´ll do." Cross crossed his arms.

'You cannot actually be serious. Are you really entertaining the likes of him??'

The guard started leaning closer and Cross quickly put a hand on his chest to push him away. "Are you going to tell me about the move or can I get on with my day?"

The guard smirked at him. "I think you know what move I'm talking about." He again walked closer, Cross taking a step back. "With you down on your knees~"

"Am I interrupting something?"

Both Cross and the guard turned to the doorway, where Nightmare looked at them with a stern eye.

"B-boss! No of course not. Captain here just helped me with a move." Nightmare walked closer, looking neutral to those who didn't know him, but Cross saw the subtle signs that the god held no patience.

"Aren't you supposed to be at dinner? Go on, I have things to talk about with the captain."

The guard quickly and nervously bowed, half running out of the training room. As soon as it was just the two of them, Nightmare turned to Cross, looking pissy.

Cross grinned up at him. "You said we have things to talk about your grace?"

"You did that on purpose-"

"I have no idea what you're talking about."

"Sure you're not." He gave a huff, paling around the room with a pout. "He tried kissing you! He wasn't even being subtle about it!"

"And you know that how?" Cross raised a brow.

"Oh let's cut the crap, you knew I was watching. You did that on purpose to make me jealous."

Cross gave him a wide grin. "Did it work?"

"Wh-you! Of course it worked! I don't like anyone touching what´s mine-" Nightmare growled, pouting like a child.

Cross chuckled softly, walking up to him to wrap his arms around his waist. "Oh Nights, i´m yours for a thousand planets and a thousand stars."

Nightmare huffed softly, cupping Cross´s cheeks, making the guard melt into his hands. "I know…I just don't appreciate someone trying to take you from me."

"Let them try, they'll never succeed." Cross kissed the palm of his hand. "I'm forever yours."

Finally, a small smile graced Nightmare´s face and he pressed a kiss to Cross´s forehead. "Forever mine."

[under-the-aspen-tree]

A Moth To You (Chapter 13 - Tugging and Tearing) Aegon II Targaryen x (Bastard Velaryon) Reader

Series Summary: After a year travelling abroad, you have been called home to Kingslanding by your mother, Rhaenyra. Turns out your family has grown in your time apart.

Word Count: 4.3K

The wind had beaten your skin dry by the time you came down from the skies, panting and grinning. You could tell by the tightness of your cheeks that the oils you had so meticulously spread across your face and throat to protect you from the sun's glare had all but blown away, and yet you cared not. You had finally flown.

It took weeks before your hands had healed enough to remove the thick wads of bandage that covered them, and the skin of your palms was soft and scarred, but mounting Cerys and taking a lap of the seas beside Kingslanding had been the first ounce of freedom you had possessed in a moons turn, and you had taken the opportunity to escape for a time gleefully. The weakened flesh burned with the promise of fresh blisters from the leather handles of your saddle, burning welts already risen and red, but you knew they would callous over in time. The second flight would be far easier.

“You have barely healed, your grace. I wish you wouldn’t insist upon scampering back into danger at the first opportunity,” Ser Tystin, your sworn guard, said as you staggered down the steps of the Dragonpit, still smiling from ear to ear. The man had likely been waiting with his eyes turned to the skies for the hours you had been gone.

“Nonsense. Cerys’ back is the safest place for me now.”

In the wake of Boras’ betrayal, your safety was made paramount in the keep. Every man from Dorne to Winterfell knew of the threat made against a princess's life, and the fears of another attempt on the monarchy were thick and heavy on the people's minds. You had scarcely been allowed to wander the gardens in your recovery, but the fears grew duller as the days went on without fault. Some said your attacker was a drunkard, some said a lover scorned; rumours all. You knew the truth, at least part of it. Boras had been a hired sword and a poor one at that, likely sent by the same person who had gifted you that dreaded necklace. For them to have known Boras was your friend, they must have been in Kingslanding or perhaps had spies who were. But so long as you kept to the safety of your carriage, forever under the watchful eyes of Ser Trystin or the knights sworn to your house, you decided you were safe.

Even if you weren’t, you cared little by this point. The walls of the keep had grown awfully tiresome to look at as of late.

“You’re wanted in the Keep,” Ser Trystin said when you left your carriage nigh on an hour later, making to change from your leathers. Your footsteps crunched against the gravel of the yard's walkway as you made your way, servants pausing to bow their heads in your wake.

“The Keep is where I’m going. My mother?” When someone requested your presence, it usually was.

“Not this time, your grace, though I’m sure you’ll wish it were.” At the pointed raise of your brow, Ser Trystin continued with a regretful smile.

“Your uncle, the Prince Aemond, I’m told. A messenger came while I was waiting for you, and said the matter was of an urgent nature.”

“Not so urgent I cannot change before I speak with him?”

“I doubt it. The Prince has an impatient streak in matters he deems important. I would advise we make for him with some haste.”

You bit back the urge to smile at the resigned sarcasm, letting your guard lead you back into the Keep and towards Aemond’s chambers. Under normal circumstances, you would have been confused as to why your uncle wished so fervently to speak with you, but these weren’t normal circumstances. Your last conversation with the man still hung heavy upon your mind and, if Aemond was requesting you, it was likely he had made some sort of discovery. There was no chance in all the seven hells he would deign to hold council with you otherwise. You had to hold yourself back from running along the hallways of the Red Keep, eager to hear what your uncle had to say, but managed to keep yourself to a rather brisk walk instead. Ser Trystin gave you a brief, somewhat bemused smile at Aemond’s doors before knocking soundly.

“Enter,” Came the sharp voice from within. The knight opened the door before moving aside to let you enter alone. 

"No need to wait for me, ser," You gave the knight a short smile. "Be on your way."

Ser Trystin nodded dutifully and left, though he looked as though he did not want to. For all his vows, he served Rhaenyra as much as he did you, and you needed this conversation to remain private.

Your uncle's chamber was homelier than you expected. The four poster was beautifully made with sheets that reminded you of a cloudless night, while an empty fireplace stood on the other side of the room, the hearth pristine of ash and soot. Aemond had seemingly been pacing the room with his arms woven behind his back, his eye trained firmly upon the ground, and you felt somewhat nervous to realise he had likely been doing so for quite some time. His doublet was of a purple so deep it was almost black, and his silver hair was finely combed and pulled back into a sleek tie.

“Uncle....s.” You couldn’t help but sound reserved as your eyes fell past the man to the table beside his window, to which Aegon sat in a brooding sort of way, a silver cup in hand. His presence came as quite a surprise, and you knew the way your face fell by the smirk that Aemond shot you. One of honour and mirthful understanding. The elder of the two looked your way for only a moment, his violet eyes unreadable, before turning back to face the window. You forced your gaze back to Aemond.

“Ser Trystin said you wished to speak with me. I must apologise, I would not have flown so long had I known.”

Aemond scarcely moved except to speak, regarding you cooly. You wondered what was behind that perceptive eye of his. “The messenger told us as such, do not concern yourself. Sit, please.”

Looking between Aemond's guarded expression and the table, you pursed your lips and did as he said. Even as you sat down opposite, Aegon's eyes did not meet yours, softly illuminated by the grey light streaming in through the window. You had seen the man since that night in the Kingswood, though only in passing. He had not so much as looked your way if he could help it, turning his back as soon as you entered a room. In all honesty, you weren't so sure you minded. The idea of speaking with him turned your stomach, for you simply didn't know what to make of it. A part of you knew you should have gone to him, thanked him for saving you. Another part half wished you could chew him out for being so cruel in the first place that you felt the need to flee for solitude. Aegon was both your downfall and your saviour.

The silence drew on rather uncomfortably and you were certain Aegon could feel his brother's eyes trained on him rather pointedly. You felt your cheeks flush as you tried to ignore how awkward you felt, running your thumbs along the thick scars on your palms. Eventually, Aegon cleared his throat, barely sparing you a glance. 

"You're.... recovering well, I assume?"

It did very little to ease the tension, but you gave him a brief, forced smile. "Slowly but surely."

Aegon nodded with pursed lips, clasping his hands together on the table. "Good... good."

Once again, the room faded into an unpleasant silence, and the beady glare Aemond gave his brother was more than a little off-putting. Despite his best efforts, Aegon eventually met his gaze with an air of frustrated finality. "I... must apologise for my..."

His jaw tensed and he rubbed his hands together, staring at a silver ring on his little finger. His speech was clipped and tense as though the words had to be forced out, though they did not sound necessarily dishonest. "For driving you away that night. I... was purposefully unkind."

You raised your brows, though tried to cover your surprise at his apology. “....Thank you.”

Aegon nodded, keeping his eyes down. You couldn't remember the last time you had shared a kind word with the man, if at all, and even despite recent circumstances, it felt bizarre. You were almost expecting the moment of weakness to be taken advantage of with a cruel comment from the man, and yet he stayed silent. You were both quite grateful when Aemond spoke up from where he still stood, apparently satisfied. 

“Well, now that that is settled, I’m sure you’ll be glad to know I did not summon you to make good with my brother. I have news.

“I had several goldsmiths in Kingslanding take a look at your necklace, and those with any idea at all of its origins said it was not local work, nor did they have any idea as to whose it was.”

“So your news is that there’s no news?” Glad for the subject to change, for you to have any reason not to look at Aegon, you raised a brow. Aemond began to pace before your little table by the window, and his brother still kept his focus on his hands.

“Not necessarily. The goldsmith that made your necklace is not from Kingslanding, nor is he likely situated here as of now. The pendant is new and unscuffed, so it was probably made to order and shipped or sent here. The one behind the sale, the one who paid Boras, is likely not a man of the Keep.”

And yet his information rang useless. “That still brings us no closer to finding said man.” 

“Are we not? We know the man is not of Kingslanding, nor is he situated in our home. That tells us you’re safer than we originally thought and that you likely gained his attention during your travels.”

“Wonderful," You sighed, pressing your thumb and finger to the bridge of your nose. You had hoped for more than this. "We have narrowed him down to one person in the whole of the Seven Kingdoms whom I might have met, or perhaps just been seen by, in the year I was abroad. But he isn’t of Kingslanding, so that knocks... 250,000 suspects and leaves us with... the 75 million remaining of Westeros.”

“It’s something more than you discovered, is it not? There is only so much I can do with a necklace.”

You couldn't fight that. There was no need for Aemond to help you at all; you knew he and his brother had no love for you and yours. It mattered little that you had unknowingly dragged your uncles into the sidelines of this mess when they had no obligation to assist you. Perhaps that was why you couldn't understand your uncle's motives, why they seemed so unclear. He was, at least in part, doing it for Aegon's sake, but the extent he had gone to was more than what was expected of him.

At least I now know I am safer than I thought.

“So you’re saying he’s not in the red keep... So how do you explain Boras’ part?” It was the one aspect that truly confused you. How did this unknown man find out about your little friend?

“Spies, likely, which means money.” Aegon finally spoke up, his voice gruff. He held eye contact with you for only a moment before looking back down. Purple had never been a scalding colour until now. “They had to have followed you into Kingslanding the night I caught you in the streets, so they must be good.”

You bit down on your unease around Aegon. The man had saved your life, yet you could still never put aside your history. Aemond showed no reaction to his brothers words, and you knew he had been told of the transgressions, yet you still flushed at a secret you had kept so closely guarded being strung out within your uncles chambers. “If he has spies working for him then they must have followed me from the outer walls of the castle. They could be inside as well; it is likely, in fact. No matter their trade, it's as easy to whisper as it is to wield a blade.”

“Which means you must be more careful. You cannot leave the keep again unguarded, that’s for certain. I wouldn’t go as far as to leave your rooms without protection, nor would I suggest you take any servants into your chambers that you don’t know well.” Aemond spoke dutifully, finally going still to look down on you. He was the picture of a perfect prince, his hands clasped behind his back, his eye narrowed in on you in such a way you fought not the shrink back under the gaze. His intentions may have been unclear, but his help, in principle, was not.

“(Y/N), I don’t believe that man wanted you dead. If he did, he would have sent someone more proficient than a peasant," Aemond continued in your silence. “He has the money for fine jewellery and spies, a sellsword would have been simple enough to acquire. He wanted to scare you, to send a clearer message than a pendant, and likely to hurt you with the knowledge of betrayal.”

“He couldn’t have known Boras wouldn’t have killed me. He very much would have done if not for Aegon." You didn't know why you flushed further at the thought.

“A chance he was likely willing to take. You’re royalty, as much as it pains me to say, and you're scarcely without a guard of some kind.”

You didn't bother to so much as sigh at the bite behind that comment. At least you knew Aemond didn't like you that much, else you would have been fearing for his mental well-being with how nice he had been as of late. Still, he had to suggest at your alleged bastardy. “Still, even if what you’re saying is true, assumed safety is not safety.”

“This person has made their affections to you clear. I’m doubtful they want you dead, just aware of their presence. There’s a chance they think you know who they are.”

You almost groaned at Aemond's subtle prying, as though you had any more of a clue now than you did when you last spoke. “If I knew who they were, I would have had their head by now.”

“We know that, but they don’t. They could be delusional, simple...” The man continued, perhaps thinking it would strike a match within you and you would suddenly have a name, a face, anything. He sighed when your face remained impassive.

“I wish I had more, but I don’t. I just thought you would like to know.”

And yet he had done more than any other, and certainly more than you were owed. You sighed, shaking your head.

“No, thank you. I appreciate it, truly.” You offered him a small smile which he didn't return. Aemond rarely smiled. Swallowing, you looked between the two men for a moment before pulling out your chair. With little else to say, you were overstaying your welcome and had much to debate alone. “I should go.”

In an act that must have surprised Aegon even more than it did you, his chair scraped from the table as well. He cleared his throat, a certain tension forming as you stared at one another. “I’ll walk you to your chambers.”

You couldn't think of anything you wanted less. Even with his apology, you couldn't be certain if you were more angry with his callous behaviour or guilty that you had been the cause of his first kill. “There is no need, I’m capable enough.”

“You’re not.” You gritted your teeth at his easy dismissal. “And even if Aemond is right in you being safe here, we should err on the side of caution.” 

Once again, Aegon was protecting you. The night in the Kingswood has been instinctual. It had been the only option. This was a measured thing, something that could be helped, something he did not have to do. You felt as though you were falling further into your uncle's debt and you did not like that at all. Still, it would have been improper to deny him. Your stomach fluttered.

“Very well.”

You nodded your thanks to Aemond for his help, which he returned stiffly, though you did not miss the wordless communication between brothers as you stepped past them. Those matching eyes glancing to one another, the marble expressions that betrayed little of what they were thinking to your simple eyes. A telepathy you had not a single hope of understanding.

Aegon joined you in the hallway, though you did not loop arms. The silence was a tense sort of thing, especially when servants would stop and bow at your approach. It felt oddly wrong to be beside Aegon without a single insult slipping from his lips. Like you were just waiting for some blow to fall that never came. The silence brought forth thoughts, thoughts you wished to have only in solitude, and more plainly put, guilt. A guilt that had been gnawing at you for days. It had been easy to despise Aegon when he had been nothing but cruel, but it was much harder when you only walked these halls still because of his actions. Eventually, it got too much.

"I must confess my apologies."

You kept your face forward, only glancing at him from the side of your eye. Aegon was as impassive as ever, though you noticed the barest twitch of his pale brows.

"Is that so?" He asked in a measured, gravelly voice.

"Aye." Taking a deep breath, you stopped outside of your chambers, knowing that if you did not say this now, you never would at all.

"When we... were younger I humiliated you. I know that. I-" Something hardened in Aegon's pale eyes at your words and it took a genuine effort to continue. "I was wrong, cruel even. I shouldn't have acted as I did, and I'm sorry. Truly."

Aegon was silent for more time than you would have liked. His face didn't change in so much as a twitch or flutter of muscle, but it was his eyes that haunted you. Harder than steel, and lovelier than lavender. "Why are you saying this now?"

"Because it's the right thing to do. Because... because you sacrificed a lot for me in the Kingswood, and I'm sorry. You owed me nothing, and I live still only because of you."

For all his pride, Aegon looked even more uncomfortable at your apology; the acknowledgement of your wrongdoings and his nobility. He had always been an arrogant man, yet he seemed to shy from your kind words where you expected him to gloat. His jaw tensed and his lips tugged a little like he was trying not to scowl.

"Let us forget it. I would rather not debate that night, or any others under your influence, if I can help it."

"Of course..." Your chest tightened. You had hoped that with his insistence to walk you to your apartments, he would have perhaps been a little more open towards your attempts at reconciliation. No matter your history, you could only look at your uncle now and see those terrified eyes above you, that silver hair glowing in the moonlight as he checked you for wounds. It seemed he was more than happy to forget the interaction happened at all.

There seemed no end to your naivety, and yet you still asked. "Could you... forgive me?"

Aegon's gaze darkened, and he looked up the hallway as though impatient to leave. "No. You made a mockery of me, but I was acting like a cock so I will not begrudge you entirely for it."

"And yet you do."

"I hated you a long time before that day in the training yard, princess. You know as much."

"Why? I was never cruel." You knew why, or at least you assumed, and it only frustrated you. Do my hair and eyes truly offend you so? Or is it at your mother's insistence that you despise me?

"No, but you flaunt all that which I do not possess myself, and I am not a kind enough man to put myself above it."

That much had you faltering. You were both quiet for a moment as a servant passed, and you waited for them to disappear down the corridor before speaking in a hushed, incredulous whisper. "You're envious?"

Aegon was unperturbed. "I was, once. Now, I'm simply..."

A faraway look came into his eyes for a moment as he stared at something above your head. The man seemed as cold as he did ponderous, a steeliness coming into his expression as he met your eye. "Do you have any idea how lucky you are? Your mother's love in abundance, your year travelling the continent without care or duty, the admiration of all even despite your plain features and mindless insolence?

"You are my niece, and yet you have a better birthright than I; the firstborn son of the king. Your mother was made heir over me, your mother was loved more than me or my kin, and it is more than like that you will take her place on the throne someday. Two lines of women adored that come to the throne before I." 

Aegon laughed, a sound without joy, and shook his head, as though the concept brought him some twisted amusement. There was a lot to wrap your head around in his words, a lot to debate upon. 

"Since when did you have any craving for the throne?" You asked, frowning. 

"I didn't, for I was never taught to take it. Is it not still a slight, an utter embarrassment, that I am the first true-born son in Targaryen history to not ascend the throne?"

Aegon's expression was as hard as stone, and unflinching still. You shrunk under the gaze. "I'm... sorry."

No, I'm not, why should I be? It is hardly my fault that you feel so slighted. I certainly didn't deserve your years of torment for it. Yet you said it anyway, and you weren't wholly sure why. Do I care? Or is he just intimidating?

"Don't be. It is of little consequence now."

Aegon made to turn, but he faltered with his back to you. All you could see was a short sheet of shaggy, silver hair, and it was no relief to finally be free of his imprisoning gaze. At least you then knew what he was thinking to an extent. Now it was entirely cold.

"I can't think of you as good, (Y/N). I can't. It would be too much for me to bear."

Your hand was on the doorknob, but you faced that wall Aegon had put up in turning from you, a frown gracing your brows. In your eyes at least, he had given you little reason to care for his opinions, even if you did owe it to him to try. "Why? Surely it would be better than this anger."

"If you're not a bad person, what does that make me? I've never been able to overcome my resentment of you for that day in the training yard and I doubt I ever will. If you're not a bad person, then I'm just bitter." Aegon looked over his shoulder and the look in his eyes wasn't cold or steely. It wasn't hard like iron or sharp as a Valyrian blade. He looked as he did when you were children. He looked like a boy. "I want to be more than just bitter."

There was such a raw vulnerability in Aegon's hard words that you faltered. You were not a good person by any means, but it only made his sentiments harder to follow. For a moment, you saw not a man overcome with arrogance or acidity. You saw someone so viciously alone that your heart almost throbbed. Someone who had been raised with a poisoned kiss to the brow, but never anything kind or good. Love did not surge through his body with his beating heart. It was a bloodless sort of thing, an empty thing. He was angry. Angry and cold and desperate to know that he was not as damaged as he had been made to be. That you were just as bad so that he was not alone in his bitterness. That, with enough encouragement, you could sink to his level and, for a moment, he was not alone.

You swallowed thickly.

"Very well, Uncle," You said, for what else was there? You didn't know if you had the right to protest that it was unfair to drag you down to his level at every opportunity just to prove a weak point. Aegon gave a short, curt nod, lingering as though he had something else to say, before turning from you. His footsteps rung out in the stone hallways long after he vanished from eyesight. 

Even as you entered your chambers, the smell of smoke and sage lingered, a warm blanket over your aching mind.

[pinkcherryblossomphonecase]

OOC: ALRIGHT, I'm making Cooper cry in this short story because SOMEONE (cough couch @oscarsgallery ) wants to see him cry. Note: You're only getting him crying and slight self-awareness. NO CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT YET! YOU WILL WAIT FOR YOUR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT LATER! Anyways, enjoy <3

A Bitter Taste

It shouldn't bother me. It shouldn't bother me. It was just one interaction with some mean kid. It shouldn't bother me. Master said he would take care of it, that should put me at ease, but it's still plaguing my mind.

Oscar's words kept repeating over and over again in my head as I lay helplessly on my bed. I don't like it. He insulted me all because I wanted to continue serving people. At first, he was nice and told me I wasn't a dog but a person. Those were some of the nicest words I heard from someone in a long time.

But then he took it back. And that's what hurts the most. The meanness, the insults, it makes me doubt I even deserve to be called human. Now that same old feeling, the one that my old masters used to inflict on me, started to spread through my heart once again.

I gripped my blanket, my lips trembling. I was so lost in thought that I haven't even noticed my eyes were starting to water.

This is fine, everything is fine. I kept lying to myself. Of could this wasn't fine. Everything isn't fine. Why do I keep lying to myself like this? Is it because my old masters trained me to be like this? Did I do this to myself?

I jerk my body as I'm greeted with the faint remembrance of all my masters old words. Dog. Quit yapping you, dog.

My breathing starts to pick up, hyperventilation. I curdled up into a ball and covered my ears, trying to block out the hurtful words of the past. But the words get louder and louder, to the point where I cannot stop shaking and breathing quickly.

Dog. I don't want to be. Worthless servant. I'm trying not to be one. Slave. I'm not one, I'm not one, I'm not one. You're not even a person, go die in a hole. Stop stop stop stop STOP!

Someone, please make it stop! Make it stop! I start to sob on my bed, even though I force myself to not, I couldn't stop. My whimpers and cries would echo around the room as I laid their pathetically. I was a mess.

I hiccup and try to stop but ever became worse. My sobs got louder, I started screaming nonsense, my tears were a waterfall, there was now snot, my entire body was tremendous and shaking, and the voices became louder. It hurts. I want it to stop! Someone make it stop. Please! Make it stop!

Thats when the bedroom door creaked open. I snapped my eyes to it, to find Master standing by the door. He looked unfazed by the sight before him. The mess that I am. In fact he gave a little smile. Master will handle this. He will take care of me.

Oh I am saved.............. but that bitter taste remains in my heart.

[crystalelemental]

Lodge Adaman interactions are up, and...wow, do I have some opinions about it.

Starting with the Pokemon, I do think it's great that Grass is the standard type of the Diamond Clan given Hisuian Lilligant.  I also think it's cool that he's interested in Pokemon Behavior specifically.  Like it's the most interesting aspect to him, even beyond just raising Pokemon himself.  

Items make sense.  I think it's kinda neat that Z-Crystals are listed as points of interest.  Like yeah, these things are cool.  Also he likes Gym Badges.  Has no idea what the fuck a gym is, but the badges are neat.

Friends check out, kinda love that Irida's there, also find it really funny that no one else in Diamond Clan is his friend.  Oh god is this signaling who gets in?  Oh god are they gonna add Melli?  Putting that aside, he's slight friends with Dexio.  ...how?  Is Dexio even on the island?  Elio is also an interesting pick, I don't have enough of a handle on Elio as a character to have a sense for that dynamic.  Being friends with Lyra and Rosa feels like they just picked the grass starter protags, but I could definitely see Rosa getting along with him.  I also like how it's all or nothing.  Either he is absolute friends, or you're like a distant acquaintance, but at no point are you casually friends. Ride or die, bitch.

Hobbies.  My man can cook.  I also love that Time is a hobby.  Like yes, I enjoy the hobby of experiencing time.  Or maybe it's like contemplating time?  Either way, dork.  I do think it's hilarious that Space counts but only slightly, and that apparently the one modern attraction he latched on to was Ferris Wheels.  Get him and N to hang out.

Fashion is whatever, not much to say.

But now I start yellin.  Places.  Why is Lake Verity listed?  Diamond Clan is situated next to Valor, not Verity.  That seems like you just copied Dawn's answer to avoid needing to make a new one.  Also how does he actually know any of these specific places?  Ecruteak?  Melemele?  Fucking Pallet?  He's never been there!  Why would he care?  This feels weird to me. Ecruteak at least checks out because Lore, but I cannot imagine what Pallet Town is offering him.  This was like the one time to have very few listed places, but for some reason they still slapped a bunch in.  Also apparently he is never neutral about anything unless it's in a very specific location.

Others is packed with hilarity and frustration.  First, Impatience is listed as his favorite thing.  I kinda love the commitment to being this way.  Second, Ninjas rank high.�� Guess he's a fan of Benny.  Fourth, Pearl Clan is moderate favoritism, which is just kinda comical.  Fifth, one of his Others interests is Fancy Lady.  Cultured.  But the big one.  The one that drives me up a goddamned wall.  Is Space-time distortion.  DeNA.  Listen.  You can't just keep slapping region specific stuff into characters' favorite things list like that.  The entire point of the distortions was that no one liked them and they caused endless problems, the fuck do you mean Adaman loves them?  I'm sorry, this one just feels like complete nonsense.

On the whole, pretty fun spread, but man I really wish they'd put just a little more thought into Lodge choices.  Lake Verity has borderline nothing to do with him, it should be Valor but they didn't want to add another selection so they reused Dawn's.  And the Space-Time Distortion being a favorite is just them over-emphasizing "They love stuff from their region and nothing else!"  It's frustrating.  Just once, I want a character that's like "Yeah, my region blows, but this other region is cool."  So long as it's not Kanto they're bigging up.

[butchwheels]

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my little space to write disability & lgbt thinkpieces. i also reblog a good amt of fandom stuff!! currently really into romcom animes, spongebob, billy & mandy, mcelroy content, and jurassic world: chaos theory. i'm trying to become a professional youtuber, scriptwriter, and eventually direct movies/tv!! idk wtf i'm doing but big things are coming my way. if you are interested in learning more, please check out my magazine's substack. it's still a wip, but my team is working on lots of articles and updates on projects!!!

i am an investigative journalist currently working on a pretty fascinating book analyzing the trans people who are actually doing trans activism & feminism within radical feminism (and pissing off unnuanced terfs lmao) as well as my gnc journey as a lesbian. i also have a book in the works about sapphics getting bodyswapped, and i am working on a dorky sapphic visual novel :] feel free to send asks! i do freeroam bunnies activism too, if you have bunny questions hmu.

more info abt my feminist/lgbt activism:

i am a tirfy nuancefem, aka both terfs and normie leftists tend to hate me :'] but c'est la vie! i do my own form of social justice, fighting against the cisheteropatriarchy and focusing first and foremost for misogyny-affected people, especially sapphic & disabled people!!

i believe in patriarchally marginalized folks fighting misogyny, ableism, homophobia & gncphobia. cis women, transfemmes and transmasc people are each differently marginalized in ways the rest cannot fully understand. it is all about equal allyship and discussing each other's privileges and disprivileges under the patriarchy.

nothing is above criticism. NOTHING!!!

exclusive ofab4ofab & omab4omab sexualities are valid. including in trans people; if you are a transfem only into cis women & transmascs, or a transmasc person who is only into other transmasc people, you belong. you matter. gayness is complex. if you face homophobia under the patriarchy, i care about you. we are not enemies. sexualities can be different without being a threat to anyone. if you believe in "cotton ceiling" rhetoric you're a fucking creep.

if you have never been misogyny-affected irl, know your place in feminist discussions. if you have never been gncphobia or transphobia-affected irl, know your place in any discussion about sexism/gncphobia/transmisogyny. if you have never experienced dysphoria, know your place in related topics. we NEED each other. we need to destroy the cisheteropatriarchy together.

i often make both non-trans feminists AND normie libfem-leaning people mad. but i personally am a mature activist and i can coexist with people i don't 100% agree with, so long as they're making actual positive change in the world. i have high respect for how other social movements such as black lives matter handle intracommunity conflict like this and see the bigger picture. and i don't believe in immediately kicking out ignorant people, i believe in education. we need ALL hands on deck to fight creepy and greedy cis/bio men. i am not a terf and often am in conflict with them. i am outspoken against all kinds of bigotry, and while i talk to all kind of folks in my investigative journalism, i only let truly nuanced feminists into my inner circle. i love my transmasc and transfem colleagues!! <33

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i see a better future for us all together!!! 🫶

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[augusteight2018]

Dear Kim Seon-Ho,

This morning, I wasn’t feeling well but decided to go to work anyway because I don’t have sick days. I did my best to pace myself and did the bare minimum just to make it through the whole day that seems to have somehow slowed down. At one point, I was so grateful to have made it to 2pm but then realized it was only 12:10 on the wall clock. IT came to “fix” my computer and it made me wonder if it was a gift from God. It took them a very long time and then I wonder if it was God actually telling me to just go home. Eventually, I did go home early and part of my body felt more sick for using my vacation time to be sick and leaving work early that isn’t 1 or 2 minutes.

The bus I wanted to take was so late. I was forced to go with plan B. On my route, I saw line of trucks as I’ve been seeing for a few days. The excitement grew inside of me but with traffic, I had to keep moving and was forced to accept that I might miss out on seeing a making of a movie. Where I ended up had more crowd and I’m thinking, it can’t be….

But it was, you. I quickly took out my phone to snap a picture of you. Thank you God, I said inside my head. How did my finally giving into being sick and missing the bus, have brought me within feet of this gorgeous actor? I don’t know, and I didn’t care. I was just so so happy. For the last couple of weeks, I’ve been re playing Hometown Cha Cha Cha and pointing out to my family, “that guy, he’s the one who is in our city, right now!”

There’s a Briget Jones Diary scene where she envisions herself getting married to her crush. It’s super creepy and if others do this with me, I would be so uncomfortable. However, I do this to almost every crushes I have since grade school. It’s twisted, the hypocrisy is irritating, I know.

When I first saw you, Kim Seon-Ho, I took my picture. I felt fortunate that you were looking in my direction and smiling. There was a crowd around you and I knew I wouldn’t get close, for several reasons: I didn’t have the energy, I wasn’t feeling well and you’re not even going to notice me.

I have an appearance of below average. Yet, part of my delulu was that you would tell your staff to go and get my contact information. But the other part of me quickly slapped the delulu out by reminding myself how I look like an actual homeless person.

But don’t feel bad for delulu because it has a strong spirit. Even now, hours after I left the spot, delulu still thinks that your staff is still trying to find me.

At the time, after snapping the one photo and taking a few moments to grasp the miracle I was witnessing, I started walking home. But then while waiting for the lights, I noticed you started walking too, toward the spot I was originally at when I took my picture. I now had a chance to take a better photo. I took 2. I went ahead and crossed the street and left. This was all in a span of ~3 minutes.

Of course, I’m kicking myself for not staying there longer. I’m kicking myself for not lingering and giving myself a bigger chance at connecting with my crush or even taking better pictures. But I wasn’t feeling well. It wouldn’t have been very nice to spread whatever I had.

However, my delulu still wonder what it would be like to hook up with a celebrity like you. But my no-nonsense-cruel-realistic-me would slam that dream down pretty fast.

Snapping back to reality:

First of all, I hate getting dolled up because I’m lazy and you probably want some perfect looking specimen. I don’t blame you, you’re a celeb, you have to look and act perfect so it would be hard not to have that same standard for your dates.

Secondly, I can barely manage my own single life let alone a regular couple life let alone a dating life with a celeb like you.

But my life is pretty sweet as it is and my worst critic is myself. I cannot imagine having the eyes of the whole world on me and everyone criticizing and hating every single thing about me just because I get to be around you.

I can handle being poor and a nobody but I don’t think I can handle the highs and lows of being with a celeb. Getting dropped might just be so painful to recover from.

Ha! You might just be delighted to not have met me after reading this lengthy letter but I think it’s a fair assessment of what it might be like. So, I will close this letter by thanking the universe and God for giving me that moment where I was a few feet away from you when you are normally across the world, instead. Thank you for taking on this role that got you filming at new locations, I can’t wait to see the final product. I hope you enjoyed your time here and I hope you will come back for more projects.

Sincerely,

Me

Ps. You’re taller than I expected.

[xenodile]

Alright, I finished Lies of P on stream today, so I guess I can give my review of it.

Very solid overall, strong early game makes an excellent first impression, with a few little nitpicks that turn into consistent frustrations as the game reaches its finale. The music and presentation is excellent, combat feels smooth and responsive, if you're familiar with Dark Souls and Bloodborne, Lies of P will feel comfortably familiar.

In terms of replay value from multiple runs, it's a bit of a mixed bag. The weapon modification system of mix and matching handles and blades to create totally new weapons to fit any kind of stat spread means Lies of P has the largest weapon catalogue of any Souls-like I've seen, so there's always a new weapon to try out whenever you start a new run. The flipside is that the game is completely linear and only has 2 endings, so if you're looking to vary up the sequence of your run you'll likely be disappointed.

The game is also quite challenging, and not always in the best way. Of the game's 13 mandatory major bosses, 6 have two health bars, three of which are fought back to back. Furthermore, the game touts its perfect guard system to force enemies to stagger and break their weapons, but by the halfway mark these systems feel less and less impactful. Later in the game, you encounter enemies with no weapons to break or weapons so durable that you'd have to do nothing but perfect block so many attacks, or so much poise that if feels like perfect blocking has no effect. It turns from a reward for good timing and skill to the bare minimum to progress as not perfect blocking will causes you to take tremendous amounts of damage from blocked attacks.

On the subject of the game's difficulty, Lies of P inherits Sekiro's perilous attacks, in which the enemy glows red and plays a sound effect to warn of an unblockable attack that can only be stopped by a Perfect Guard. While Sekiro gave the player many ways to deal with different types of unblockables with the memorable Mikiri Counter, jumping into a head stomp, and so on, fatal attacks in Lies of P are binary. Either you perfect block or you take unavoidable damage, and the timing on some of these attacks is very finicky. An overwhelming number of enemies in Lies of P have attack animations that consist of a laboriously slow wind up into near instantaneous active frames with no tell or warning. These attacks are effectively unreactable and so they only way to deal with them is to just...keep getting hit until you fish out the right parry timing by chance and then hope you can repeat it. It's very frustrating, especially when most bosses can have multiple attacks of this nature. Some enemies also have grabs or true unblockables, which cannot be blocked or perfect blocked, and the game does not give you the courtesy of warning you which ones, which can further add to the frustration.

The game's story is enjoyable and engaging, with plenty of little secrets to uncover and leads to pursue that give the player things to think about, the but its english localization is...subpar. While I cannot confirm it as such, I was told by someone in my chat that the game was machine translated, and I honestly wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. It's hardly the worst case ever seen, but the english script has some very awkward grammar and syntax in multiple areas, as well as clumsy word choice. The actual voice acting is excellent for most of the cast, it's specifically english grammar and word choice that seems off.

The game's greatest weakness is its pacing. As you near the 80% mark of the game, a significant change occurs in the game world that signifies the coming of the end, ramping up to a grand confrontation that just...drags on and on and on for far longer than it should. The final area has more checkpoints than any other zone in the game and is an agonizingly slow crawl through a generic gray environment with almost nonsensical enemy choice and placement. Progressing this one area took me almost 10 hours by itself when most other sections of the game took me 2 or 3 at most when I was thoroughly exploring and backtracking for items and sidequests, and it utterly ruins the sense of urgency the game's narrative attempts to instill in you when you arrive.

As I said before, I do like Lies of P quite a bit and would easily recommend it to anyone that enjoys games like Sekiro or Bloodborne, but it has glaring flaws that are all the more prominent when help up next to the game's good points. The frustrating, unfun bosses stick out when you remember all the incredibly fun bosses you fought before and after them. The slow dull irritating sections linger when compared to the faster paced and more engaging parts.

The game clocks in at a very impressive length if you're scrounging for secrets and optional areas, and given its overall quality I would say it is worth its $60 price tag, but only if you are already acquainted with other game in its style as I've mentioned previously.

[sweetbriermouse]

Skipping dinner to reduce damage and also because tums has done nothing to settle my stomach and I'm fairly sure I would p⁰ke if I ate anything.

Also I found my stash of seeds I bought last spring! I cannot wait until this next spring when I can get them all in the ground and cover my yard in beautiful flowers! It'll be amazing to just step outside and pick fresh flowers to put on my table every week, to step outside and smell fragrant flowers instead of cut grass and oil, to see blooming groups of them with decorative, native grasses and a lush red thyme lawn 😍😍

I absolutely hate plain grass yards. They are nonsense. Why would anyone want a lawn that needs regular watering, regular biweekly mowing just to flat and green and useless to the environment? I want to step out and see variety, pollinators meandering around, color and life abounding! Did you know red thyme, on average, only needs to be mowed down 1 to 2 times a year because it's a creeper? It only gets to about 2-3inches tall, it is a type of evergreen so during winter instead of dying back it'll remain green, and in spring and summer it has a lush red-purple color that also smells quite beautiful when stepped on! Additional benefit is is much better than grass for removing pollutants from the air and producing oxygen, it can handle mid-high foot traffic like pets and people walking on it regularly, and it spreads rather quick but won't kill your established bigger plants! It will choke out small things like grass, clover, etc. But things like stalks flowers, trees, or deep root plants will still thrive just fine! Perfect low effort yard replacement if ya just plant a few plops of it around the yard and give it some tlc!

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In The Dark

Professor!Steve Rogers x Succubus!Reader (Victorian Era AU) 

Run-through: The rumors that circulated around the neighboring cities and villages always talked about how grim, haunted and mysterious the old manor on the hill was; empty, secluded, well-guarded, secretive. Dangerous even, but sophisticated. People stayed clear of the property as much as possible. Once the sun set, everyone was too scared to approach the foggy, damp and cold area of the manor. Some of the farmers even believed that the thing which killed the last owner decades ago was non-human. Some thought there were monsters in the basement. But Professor Rogers always had a fascination with the manor. He wished to uncover its secrets and prove to everyone that there was nothing to fear. What he didn’t expect was to find one of the most diabolical, hauntingly beautiful creatures he’d ever seen residing in the dark, abandoned manor - you. 

Themes: succubus!reader, sex demon, smut, explicit language

He was tired of listening to the people around him talking about how much they feared the manor. 

He had heard it all, people believing all sorts of nonsense which lived inside those abandoned, dark walls. Ghosts, ghouls, witches, vampires. He was a man of science, he refused to believe in the supernatural. 

It was just an old house, he thought. Just old, grim and unattended. The last owner died decades ago and with no heir, nobody ever took care of the property. No wonder it looked like something from one’s worst nightmare. But Professor Rogers was convinced there was nothing to be afraid of. He wanted the people to stop being so scared of an old house, so he wanted to debunk the myth once and for all. 

“I’ve decided that I am going to go through with my plan.” He told his best friend, the mayor, one night over drinks. “I will bring forth proof that it’s nothing but an old house and there’s nothing to worry about. Maybe then the farmers will stop spreading such lies around like brainless puppets.” 

“Are you sure, Steve?” The mayor asked, setting his drink down and giving his friend a concerned stare. “What if-,” 

His friend cut him off, groaning, “Don’t be like those people, Buck.” 

Bucky rolled his eyes, “All I’m saying is, the manor is in bad shape. The stairs could collapse, the roof, the flooring must be rotten and terrible. Why would you want to spend your nights in a place like that? Why not just let it go? Let the farmers talk about their ghost stories.” 

Steve was aware of the risks. “I won’t spend too many days there up on the hill. Just enough to prove to the people that the rumors aren’t true. Besides, I wouldn’t want the children of this town to one day grow up in a place where people tell stories about non-existent monsters lurking around. They should have nothing to fear. Besides, people should stop believing in things science cannot prove. I’m doing this for the benefit of everyone.” 

Bucky sighed, having heard this speech a hundred times before, “Fine. Just be careful. And come back alive, we need you here.” 

The two parted ways, and that very evening Steve began packing his stuff. He called for a carriage for the next morning. He would take some of his servants along so they could clean up the place as best they could, and maybe one of his cooks for his meals. But he would make sure they all leave before the sunset. He wanted to be alone in the manor at night. 

He would be fine, he was sure of it. And when the next day his staff would come back and find him alive and well, maybe then they would start spreading the gossip that the manor is not in fact haunted. 

Steve couldn’t wait to prove the people wrong. 

–

The next morning, he set off on his way to the manor. Along with his staff. He intended on spending about a week or so up on the hill. Maybe more if need be. As for his labs and teachings which he was leaving behind in town, he was sure his apprentices would handle it all very well. 

The manor was everything the farmers said it was. Dark, abandoned, grim. There was something eerily captivating about it. The fog was too dense. The air was too cold and too damp. There was absolutely no sound, which maybe the dense forest around absorbed it all. 

Steve sent one of his male servants to go have a look inside before he stepped in, and the young man came back saying that only the first two levels were accessible. Apparently the topmost floor was properly locked. 

“Fine, clean up as much as you can. I will take a look around the grounds.” 

As he strolled around under the dark storm clouds, he analyzed the manor from every angle possible. And he found it to be more beautiful than scary. 

–

After his staff was done, he sent them all home. He caught the looks they sent him when he announced that he would be spending the night absolutely alone in this house. One of his housekeepers even tried to convince him not to, saying she could sense something evil in the air. 

“There is no such thing.” Steve told her, then turned to the others and said, “You will be back tomorrow at six. And for goodness sake, do not spread any lies until then.” 

They all left, whispering amongst each other as they left the property. They must think the young Professor has lost his mind, Steve thought to himself. But he had to conduct this experiment by himself. 

And so it began. 

—

For the first three nights, he heard nothing. Saw nothing, felt nothing. Each morning his staff found him healthy and well, without a scratch on him. They sighed in relief each morning and left with concerned looks each evening. 

Steve and Bucky communicated through letters, delivered back and forth by Steve’s staff each day. Bucky would write that he is worried sick, and Steve would write about how much he’s beginning to like his own company. 

You’ve proved what you had to. Everyone is talking about how brave you are, you’re the local hero. Don’t overdo it, come back. Don’t be an idiot. What if the roof collapses on you while you’re drunk and asleep at night? Bucky wrote in one of the pages of his letters. 

Steve scoffed as he read the entire thing, then wrote back: Just a few more days. Just in case the ghosts are shy and hesitant. I swear when I get back, I’m making all the farmers and their wives and children come and spend a few nights here just so they can see for themselves that there are no monsters whatsoever. Liars, all of them. 

—

On the fourth night, things started to look bad for Steve. The first level of the house was filled with pests and rats, so Steve was forced to use one of the bedrooms on the second level - the one right below the third level which was locked and apparently inaccessible. 

But nothing scared the brave, young Professor. And he would’ve gone through the fourth night just like he had the previous ones, had he not heard the sound of a woman giggling while playing the piano. 

He was up and out of bed at once, candelabra in his hand as he walked out of his bedroom and into the hallway. At the end of the hallway was the staircase which led to the third floor - where he supposedly heard someone playing the piano. 

It’s just the wine you had at dinner. It’s just the wine. Just the wine. He convinced himself. He was about to turn around and walk back into his bedroom when he heard the piano keys again. A soft, melancholic melody. Dark, but beautiful. Almost alluring. 

Someone was in the house with him. 

Or something? He shut that thought down as quickly as he could. 

Could it be that someone has been secretly living in the house this whole time? And then they somehow started a rumor that the house was haunted so no one would come close to it? A crook living in a property that doesn’t belong to him?  

Him? No. Her. It was a female voice he heard again, like she was softly singing along to the melody. 

Steve was already walking up the stairs then, an ax in his hand in case he needed to break down the door. A minute later, he stood right outside the door. The locked door on the third level. 

“Who’s in there?” He asked loudly, securing the ax in his hand. 

The piano stopped. 

Steve felt a tingle dance down his spine, almost urging him to not be so tense. Urging him to relax and let go of the ax. 

Then he heard it. 

“Hello Professor, I’ve been waiting for you.” Your voice was the most sensual female voice he had ever heard. 

Steve felt warm and cold at the same time. “Open this door, woman.” A heartbeat later, he heard the click of the lock being undone. 

“Come in,” You said, sounding like you were mocking him. 

Steve kicked open the door and was immediately engulfed in darkness. All the light he had was coming from the candelabra, but given the room was so large, it barely helped. He extended his arm out, hoping to see more of the room using the candles’ light, but all he saw was more darkness. 

The windows on this level were blocked it seemed. For what? “Show yourself.” He spat. “You’re the reason people around here still believe in fake ghost stories. Show yourself, you vile woman.” 

All he got in reply was a click of your tongue in a disapproving manner. Weird part is, he couldn’t figure out where you were standing. Close, far, left or right? 

“Vile woman? Is that the worst you could come up with?” You asked. And there it was again, the sensual voice making him feel things he shouldn’t. To his surprise, you giggled. “Do better, Professor.” You said, like you were teasing him. 

“I knew it. I knew there were no ghosts or demons living in this damned house. You’re just-” Steve ceased talking the moment you stepped into the light of the candles he was holding. He gasped loudly at the sight of you. 

There you stood, facing him with a pointy grin. Naked, your skin glowing in the candlelight. Your dark wings spread open on either side of your beautiful, sinful body. Your pointed tail swayed gently behind you. “You were saying?” 

Steve immediately took a step back. He looked like he was torn between wanting to be closer to you and wanting to get as far away as possible. He could swear the candlelight got dimmer. The room got hotter, but colder at the same time. The air got warmer, thicker. His chest was moving fast, his heart racing. “You… you’re… what the hell?” He was scared, and yet… 

You smirked as you picked up on it, “I can smell your arousal in the air, Professor.” You approached him. “Steve Rogers,” You tested the name on your tongue. “You’re a brave man for coming in here to catch me, Steve.” 

He remained frozen in place as you got closer and pressed your warm body against his. “What are you?” 

You looked up at him and gave him another smirk, “Sin.” 

He shook his head, taking yet another step back. “You cannot be real. What even- there is no way.” 

You raised an eyebrow at him, “Oh? But I am, you can touch me and find out.” You took his free hand, since he had dropped the ax the moment he saw you without even realizing it, and placed his hand on your chest, around one of your soft breasts. You watched him frown as you made him squeeze your flesh. He was so easily falling under your spell. “See? Real.” 

He let his hand linger on your body for a few seconds, then he pulled away hissing in disbelief. “You need to get out of here.” He said, bitterly, hating how much his body was hungry for yours. 

You smiled up at him, showing him your fangs. “Hmm, but you don’t want me to.” You said, pressing against his side. Steve looked down at you, with fear and lust in his eyes. But he did nothing to push you away or pull away from you. 

He just frowned, as if hazy and confused, and said, “I won’t fall for your traps, demon.” 

“Succubus, please. There’s a difference.” You said, running a finger across his exposed collar bones. 

This time he pulled away. “Don’t. Get out of here.” He had heard of the farmers talking about succubi, and he never paid them any attention. He wished he did. But still, the rational part of his brain refused to believe creatures like you existed. 

You looked amused for a moment. “Oh, I can see your thoughts racing. Professor Rogers, so strong and brave, and righteous. Off to prove to people that they have nothing to fear.” You scoffed, “Give in, you can’t resist me for too long.” You smirked, “I know you want me.” 

Steve frowned, stepping back again, “Get out of my head.” 

You grinned. “Why? I like it there.” You watched him for a second then smirked and said, “Oh, you want me bent over the piano?” 

Steve may or may not have thought of that for a fleeting second. But now that you said it out loud, the image refused to leave his head. He thought of you, your body bending over the piano while he stood behind you, his hands in your hair, your back arched as he pounded into you with no fear of causing you pain because you could take it. So he fucked you like an animal, and damn you for being so good… so good he never wanted to stop. Steve hissed as if in pain at that sudden flow of thoughts, “I said, get out of my head!” 

You decided to stop messing with his head for now. You stepped closer and your tail wrapped around his thigh, squeezing just a little as it coiled around him, getting closer and closer to his erection. “You reek of lust, Professor.” 

“Get away, demon!” He spat. 

You smirked before pulling away. “You’ll come back.” You said before blowing on the candles he was holding. 

Steve panicked in the darkness. For a moment he thought he might have hallucinated the whole thing. He dropped the candelabra and turned around, searching for the door in the darkness. He ran out of there, down the stairs, he kept going until he was out through the front door. Only when he reached the gates did he turn around to look up at the third level of the manor. 

Was that real? Or was it just his mind playing tricks on him? Did all that really happen? All Steve had to do was look down at his pants. His cock was fully hard. 

Well, fuck. 

— 

Steve reached his house by sunrise. He refused to tell his staff why he had returned so suddenly. He told them not to let anyone know that he was back. Not even Bucky was to know. 

Steve then spent the following week locked inside his study room. Either drinking, or overthinking. A dangerous combination for anyone, let alone a man who was now questioning everything. 

Some nights he convinced himself that you hadn’t been real. But then, those nights he would dream of you. Your sinful smile, and sinful body. You were an object of nightmare as well as his ultimate fantasy. 

Steve was becoming a madman. So many questions, doubts, lust, dark fantasies. He couldn’t deal with it. Which was probably why he took a carriage alone back to the manor one night. He couldn’t live like this any longer. 

He heard the rational part of his brain telling him to turn around and go back home and tell the farmers that they were right. This manor is haunted. But the other part of him wanted answers… or maybe more than just answers. 

He couldn’t believe he was walking up those stairs again, stepping into that room again. He brought a larger lamp this time. He could see more of the room. It seemed like a piano room. With large windows and curtains were drawn shut. It was so dark in here, darker than the rest of this damned house. 

Steve placed his lamp on the piano. He waited. A single drop of sweat dripped down his back, yet that tingly feeling was back again. Steve waited for a while, then dropped to the bench and pressed down on the lowest key. It echoed in the room. 

Once it silenced, a sensuous voice spoke up behind him. “Thought you’d be back sooner, Steve.” 

Steve kept his eyes shut and didn’t turn around. He was busy telling himself this was real and that there should be an explanation somehow when you spoke up again. 

“Don’t think too hard. I am real.” 

He opened his eyes and stood up and moved away from the bench as he turned around to face you. “How? How are you real?” 

You let his eyes roam all over your body, it made you smirk as you leaned against a nearby pillar. “A lot of things get made in the dark, Professor. I happen to be one of those.” You answered. 

“Is this what you do? You prey on people?” 

You stepped forward, towards him. “Men mostly, but yes.” As you approached, Steve dropped back down on the bench, like his legs were too weak to carry his strong, muscular frame. You smirked again at the sight of him so helpless. “You’re not here to ask questions, are you, Steve?” 

He remained quiet as you got closer and closer. The light from the lamp made you look ethereal. He couldn’t help but let his eyes trail down your body. His heart raced once you were within an arm’s reach. Sexual energy oozed from you, which then wrapped around him. He didn’t fight it this time. He’d been fighting it for a week and it only brought him closer to madness. 

“I cannot get you out of my head.” He confessed. 

With a sly smile on, you stepped forward and gently lowered yourself onto his lap. Steve gasped once he felt your warm body pressing down on his, although he kept his hands off of you still. He was sure he would turn into some depraved, sex hungry animal if he were to place his hands on your irresistible body. 

“Stop fighting it then.” You urged, leaning in to run the tip of your tongue along his throat. “Give in, I’ll make it good for you.” You whispered in his ear. 

Steve shuddered. “This should not be happening. This isn’t normal.” He said, unable to refrain from groaning as you ground your hips against his clothed, hard cock. Take it out, fuck me. Please. He didn’t say the words he wanted to, fearing his own desires. 

You pulled away to look at him. So well groomed. Perfect hair, perfect clothes, pretty face. You couldn’t wait to ruin him. Your hands slowly unbuttoned his coat, then you loosened his white cravat tie. He watched you intently, quietly as you unbuttoned his shirt next. He watched you as you leaned in and sniffed softly along his throat. You caught the way his heart was racing. 

“You smell delicious, Steve.” You said, slowly undoing his pants and lowering it just enough to free his erected, throbbing cock. You wrapped your hand around him, stroking his length and making him close his eyes, throw his head back and moan under his breath. He leaned back against the piano keys, his jaw clenched as he refused to make any sounds. You teased him a little more, “Come on, let me make you feel good.” You leaned in closer, your mouth inches away from his. The scent of his arousal filled the air. 

“Oh, damn you.” He hissed as you kissed along his jaw. You giggled before pressing your mouth to his. You were careful not to hurt him with your fangs as you slipped your tongue past his lips and slowly stroked the top of his mouth. He moaned into your mouth, and you immediately bucked your hips against his; your wet core rubbing against his cock and he grunted. 

You were careful not to drink too much from his energy either. You didn’t want him to be delirious. Normally you like to feed and be done with humans as quickly as possible. But with Steve? No, you wanted to play. You saw the fire in his eyes and you knew playing with him would be so fun. So you barely absorbed any energy at all. Not yet, you’d do it afterwards. Maybe. 

His face contorted in pleasure as you lifted your lower body off his and sank down on his cock, earning quiet moans and groans out of both of you as you sank further down. Normally you focus more on the energy and feeding but tonight, you let yourself truly enjoy it. 

“You feel so good.” You mumbled, lifting your lower body just the slightest, before sliding back down on his cock. You took a good look at the man beneath you. Steve was looking at you now, and you saw the dilemma in his eyes. 

He wanted to give in to his most dark and corrupt desires. But he also feared the unknown. Not to mention he feared for his life. A week ago he didn’t believe in the existence of the supernatural, and now here he was, balls deep in the most beguiling, tempting, sin personified creature he’d ever imagined. 

“Touch me,” You said, “I know you want to,” You took his hands which were resting on the bench and placed them on either side of your hips, “It’s alright, I won’t hurt you.” You added, teasingly, “Yet.” 

The moment his hands touched your body, he knew he was done for. The warmth of your skin, the smoothness and how it glowed in the dimmed light. His hands moved on their own, one held you at your waist, gently guiding you up and down his cock, while the other pressed to your front, finding your clit and slowly rubbing it. 

You hissed as he did so, your tail coiling around his wrist, keeping his hand there; keeping his fingers there on your clit. You sped up a little; riding his cock, sinking down deeper and making him lose his mind.

Steve’s hooded, lust drunk eyes watched you in awe. His lips parting as he breathed faster, his body tingling under you. His heart was racing just looking at you. The wings, the softness of your body, the way you squeezed his cock, the warmth leaking out of you and drenching his thighs. For a moment he wished that moment would last forever. 

He growled in pleasure as you sped up again, his hand moving faster against your clit. He watched as you rode his cock perfectly. You bounced on his cock, grinning in bliss, moaning and whining in pleasure as you felt him stretch you out. 

Just then, you felt something shift in him. A more elemental, primal need taking over. He placed both of his hands on either side of your hips and pulled you down hard on his cock. You cried in pleasure and surprise as he did, watching him with a questioning look in his eyes. 

He looked determined. And greedy. “You wanted to fuck this cock, didn’t you? Well then, take it.” He hissed then pulled you up and down his cock again, slamming you down hard on his throbbing cock as he helped you ride him. 

You were gasping and moaning the whole time, while he watched you and growled each time your walls clenched around him. 

“Thought this would be easy, huh?” He chuckled darkly, and when you looked into his eyes, it wasn’t the unsure Professor anymore - it was a starving man who knew what he wanted from you and was determined to take it. “Thought you’d just take what you wanted after torturing me, tormenting me with those immoral dreams for a whole week?” He growled, “No.” 

Since you weren’t drawing too much energy from him, he was very much in control as he picked you up and lowered you down on the floor right in front of the piano. You let him, surprised by how easily he overpowered you. He ended up hovering above you, looking down at you with hunger in his eyes, his cock still buried deep in you. 

“Play time’s over, little demon.” He said, menacingly. He held your stare as he reached down to grab your legs and wrapped them around his waist. “You wanted to fuck? I’m gonna fuck you now.” 

You let out an intentional giggle when he gently smacked your thighs as your tail tried to coil around his leg again. “Do your worst.” You taunted. You didn’t expect him to ease into it, but you still gasped as he sped up and started pounding into you. You whimpered, feeling all of him stretching you, filling you up, moving rapidly in and out of you. It never felt like that before. You don’t remember ever letting anyone be on top. This was different. Different, but so fucking good. 

“You wanted this, didn’t you?” He whispered, pounding into you relentlessly, as he bent down to bite your lower lip and tug on it, then added, “You take it so well.” His thrusts were relentless and unbearably good. 

You closed your eyes as you felt the pressure around your lower body; tight and hot like never before. You took as minimal energy as you could, not wanting him to lose his vigour while he was fucking you so good. 

“Oh… you- Steve!” You yelped as he managed to pull out and flip you around, your hips and ass up while you braced your hands against the cold floor. You were still catching your breath when he grabbed a fistful of your hair and tugged on it. 

“What?” He spat, “You can’t take it?” He taunted, pressing his cock to your entrance again. 

You smirked in defiance even though he couldn’t see it. “Shut your pretty mouth and fuck me, Steve.” You barely finished your sentence and he was pushing into you from behind already. Your walls clenched around him each time he filled you up. 

“Look at you,” He said, fucking you hard and fast. The sounds of your fucking echoed in the empty, dark room. You gasped as he slowed down for a moment, before gripping your hips harder and picking up his pace again. “Are you going to come for me? Come all over this cock, little demon?” He hissed, then moaned as you tightened around him, gripping his cock like a vice. “Come for me.” He ordered and for some reason, you listened. 

You came undone all over his cock, moaning and gasping. His animalistic growls as he pulled out only made you want him more. You were the insatiable one this time. After a few seconds, you turned to face him, still kneeling on the floor while he stood up; his cock still rock hard and glistening in the golden light. 

“Stand up. Think you can take more?” He spoke, looking down at you, looking every bit of a dominant lover rather than the young Professor who’s meant to be mad at himself for being attracted to you. His pants were just low enough for his cock to be out and free. He was quite the sight. 

You were up on your feet immediately, pressing against his side. “Forgot who you’re talking to?” You placed a hand over his racing heart. 

Steve seemed amused, keeping his hands to himself this time. “Bend over the piano.” Was all he said.  

And again, you obeyed. You took a few steps and bent over it, your cheek pressing against the cold surface of the polished wood as your hands laid palm down on each side of your head. You waited for his cock but felt his finger tracing your wing instead. You hissed, your wings had always been ticklish. 

Steve said under his breath, “Interesting.” 

You felt him pressing against your ass, his fingers grazing your wings slowly, perusing leisurely. You squirmed under his touch. Then you groaned out loud and asked, “Are you going to fuck me or no?” 

“Quiet!” He growled. Then you felt a smack on your thigh, and a pair of hands spreading your legs apart. You were on the edge already, letting the lust course through your veins. 

He placed a hand on your back, right in between your wings and pressed your upper body down as he pushed himself slowly inside of you, feeling your walls wet and tight around him. You moaned again as he filled you up. “Fuck…” Your tail coiled around his waist in an attempt to keep him right there. 

Steve pulled out and thrust deep into you, making you squirm and gasp under him. “Damn you for being so fucking good.” You whimpered as he pounded into you, fucking you hard and fast, chasing his orgasm this time. “You can take it, come on.” He fucked you like an animal; hard, fast and deep. 

You felt the pressure in between your legs getting too much to contain. “Steve…” 

He felt it too, as your walls clenched violently around him. “Fuck,” He growled, fucking deeper into you. “Come for me, now. Come all over this cock…” 

You came with a loud cry of his name. He followed shortly after, coming undone while he was buried deep inside you, gripping your thighs tightly as he swore under his breath. 

—

For some reason, he held you there by the piano in the dark room. Your back pressing to his front, the cool skin of your wings pressing against the warmth of his skin. You caught your breath after a minute or so, then you carefully turned around to face him. “Will you tell them about me?” 

Steve smirked. “If you don’t want me to, you could mess with my mind again. Would you?” You shook your head. He raised an eyebrow, “No? Why not?” 

“I… want you to remember. And come back. To me.” You answered, looking down at his glistening, smooth and muscular chest. 

He scoffed, almost arrogantly and asked, “Why, this old house getting lonely?” 

You glared at him, reaching up to grab a fistful of his hair and tugging on it, tipping his head back slightly. “Careful, Professor. I can still make you forget everything. Or worse, drain you right here, right now.” 

He chuckled, wrapping his hand around your throat, just squeezing the sides a little. “Really?” He saw the fire in your eyes flare as he squeezed harder. Fuck, if you kept this up he might just spend the whole night fucking you until he doused that fire. 

Slowly, you let go of his hair. But he didn’t drop his hand from your throat. “Your little secret is safe with me.” He said quietly, “I won’t tell anyone about you, and in exchange, you will never mess with my head. Do we agree?” 

You nodded, making a deal with a human for the first time. “Fine.” 

“Very well then,” He murmured, releasing your throat and tracing a finger along the edge of your wing, causing you to hiss and shudder under his touch. 

“Those,” You explained, tucking your wings behind you, “are quite sensitive.” 

He chuckled. Then said, “The sun will be up in a few hours. I should get going.” He reached down and retrieved only his coat, leaving behind his shirt. 

That was when you felt something shift. And felt the need to ask, “You will be back, won’t you?” 

Steve put his coat on then turned to face you again, “Of course.” He smirked, “Take care until then, little demon.” 

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PART 2 

[missluckycharms]

What about nobody knows their secretly dating, but they’re always flirting. So one day all of their Friends are at a club and y/n gets on the dance floor and starts twerking and Harry comes up behind her and starts grinding and tapping her ass and all there friends are whistling.

This Little Secret Of Ours.

A/N: hiii! I made this into a best friends brother! Harry blurb and I also changed a few things. I hope you don’t mind! Enjoyyy !!

**I will be getting around to all your requests in the next few days, please be patient !! Thank you !! **

Warnings: suggestive content, mature language, alcohol consumption, Harry is a cheeky lil shit.

It started when Y/N was nineteen and Harry was turning twenty one. It was never meant to happen, but what could she do? She was attracted to him, and he was to her.

They have a connection that you cannot look past no matter how hard it would be for them to be together, they needed to make it work.

And they did, they’ve hid it from everyone for nearly two years now. No one even suspects the pair is together, they never leave anyone have any suspicion on if they might be together. They even go as far as having some little fake argument just to keep up the “we hate one another” image in front of all of their friends — Y/N’s best friend being in that friend group, Harry’s sister.

The only way that this works between the two, is because Harry has his own flat, he bought it recently and Y/N as basically moved in, she’s rarely at her shared flat with her other best friend — always saying she was visiting family for days at a time, but she was really hiding out in Harry’s small one bedroom studio apartment together, cuddled up under blankets away from the world.

Every Friday their friend group has a tradition: they all meet up at the local night club and catch up on their lives, talk about their week, have some drinks and just have fun. As they’re older, their lives are getting more hectic and they have less time together, so this little meet up each week gives them the chance to feel like teens again.

Today is like every other Friday, Y/N is in Harry’s getting ready, the pair fighting over the one bathroom, Harry running in ahead of her for a shower as she “takes too long” and she “has to shave her bits and bobs!” And it “takes for ages!” Y/N always fires back with her usual response: “you’ve long hair too! You don’t see me complaining when you take ten years to apply your hair masks and then give two washes of it all!”

That small argument happened nearly an hour ago, Harry laughed back and slammed the bathroom door in her face as she stands in only his bath robe, her towels in hand along with a new packet of razors she picked up on her way over here. She rolls her eyes and huffs turning around to head back into his bedroom.

“Might want to give it twenty minutes m’love, I used up all the hot water” Harry says calmly, walking out of the steamy bathroom in only a towel slung around his waist and another towel drying the ends of his long curls. Y/N looks up from her phone, her eyes narrow as they only have three hours to get to the club.

“This is why I go first!” She yells out, flopping down onto the bed in annoyance at her boyfriend who’s laughing while running some curl cream through his wet locks, his eyes focused on himself in the mirror.

“Gives you twenty minutes to have some Harry time!” He says wiping the residue of curl cream into his towel, his smile wide as she looks at him from where she’s laying on his bed, her lips in a pout and her brows furrowed in anger.

“I had plenty of Harry time this week, you were like a kid! Barely got any time to even pee!” She yells as Harry just laughs at her angry self, loving how cute she looks when her lips pout and her eyes roll with her pretty eyelashes framing them. He adores her, all of her.

The twenty minutes is spent by Y/N being tickled by Harry as she yelled and laughed loudly while he teased her for being ticklish, her body squirming on the bed as he hovered above her with his fingers tickling her ribcage causing her to loose control of her whole body and melt into a puddle of flailing limbs and loud screeches. Harry eventually let up his tickling, allowing Y/N to finally shower and start to get ready. He’s currently sat on his bed, ready to go in his black and white silk button up, black skinny jeans and some black leather boots. Y/N is currently curling her hair and applying some makeup as she stands in her outfit: a simple black silk dress with black heels.

“Look so beautiful m’heart, love the sparkly straps on your shoes” he points out when she’s finally ready, Harry sliding his phone into his back pocket to get a closer look at his girl, his hands snaked around her waist as he pulls back to rake his eyes up and down her body carefully, his lip between his teeth as he observes her.

“Thank you H, you don’t look too bad yourself. New shirt?” She asks reaching up and tugging on the collar a little, only three buttons done up on the whole shirt leaving his tattooed chest to show through with his many necklaces — what was more eye catching was how sheer the fabric was, allowing his butterfly and other tattoos to be visible when light is shined onto him.

“Bought it last week, more sheer than I thought but hey, who doesn’t want a front row seat to the nipple show? Huh?” He asks shaking his chest at Y/N, her eyes rolling as she slaps his chest playfully as he pulls her in for a kiss.

“Can’t kiss you until we’re back here, which won’t be for like, God knows how many hours” He mumbles against her lips as they kiss one another passionately and slowly, their hands roaming one another’s bodies as they take in every detail of each other.

“You always take me into the bathroom for a quick fuck or a make out session, don’t act like you don’t do that” she fires back with a tug to his bottom lip with her own teeth, a groans escaping his chest at her action, his hands squeezing her ass a little as he pulls her more into him.

“Keep talking like that and we aren’t going anywhere baby” he says lowly, his tongue licking over her bottom lip as she smiles against his lips, her hands roaming his chest, then his stomach and then down to his crotch, giving him a tight squeeze when she feels how hard he’s getting, Harry lets out an involuntary moan at the feeling, his hips pushing into her palm as she licks over his bottom lip slowly as she goes.

“Come on big boy, we have somewhere to be” she says pulling away, fixing her dress and wiping her lipgloss from Harry’s lips, her eyes looking at him innocently as if she didn’t just tease him and get him hard two seconds ago. He groans as she grabs her handbag, throwing a wink over her shoulder at him as she trots towards the front door of the apartment.

“You coming?”

“Unfortunately no” he says sighing, looking down at his erection in his tight skinny jeans, Y/N rolling her eyes at what he means.

“Harry, get out into the cab” she says tapping her foot against the floors, her phone buzzing with messages from the Uber driver that he’s outside and not waiting any longer than five minutes.

“Fine” he sighs, grabbing his house keys and sulking his way towards the cab, Y/N apologising for the delay and Harry just pouting like a toddler beside her as they head off to their night out with all their friends.

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The night has gone smoothly, Harry and Y/N sitting at opposite ends of the table they’re all sharing in the booth, their eyes catching one another’s every few minutes but their slight eye fucking flies under the radar due to how dull it is in the club. Their friends are chatting, laughing and singing as they all sip their drinks and talk about nonsense, Y/N being dragged into conversation about how her job as a florist is going by her best friend Jada, while Harry is dragged into a conversation by their friend Chase about nonsense due to his drunken state — Chase loves to pre drink and now he’s drunk as fuck.

Harry is nodding and smiling along to Chase’s words, his fingers fiddling with his beer coaster in boredom, all he wants to do is have drunken chats with Y/N about nonsense like they usually do when they drink at Harry’s place, the pair having a bottle of wine each as they dish out random facts and stories from their childhoods and Harry’s one year long college experience — he dropped out because he couldn’t handle not being around Y/N, she was too far away from him and plus, his dorm mate was a nightmare.

He’s brought out of his small daydream of half listening to Chase while also mumbling along to the words of the song that’s blasting through the speakers in the packed nightclub, by his phone buzzing in his back pocket, he takes it out and keeps it under the table on his lap, looking down to see a notification from Y/N. He doesn’t look up as he opens it, his eyes widen at what the message says.

Y/N: mind if I shake my ass on the dance floor?

Harry: don’t you dare, your ass is mine and mine only. Don’t think about it baby love.

He looks up to see her looking at him, her lip between her teeth as she locks her phone, him mirroring their actions as they stop their small conversation. Her eyes are dark with lust, a tug pulling at the corners of her lips as she leans over to whisper into Jada’s ear. Harry watches her like a hawk, legs spread under the table, arms crossed over his chest and his head thrown back against the wall of the booth as he narrows his eyes at his girlfriend, her own challenging smile getting thrown back right at him.

Jada is the first to move, then Lola and then Y/N, leaving Harry at the other side being sandwiched between Chase and Niall, Niall is currently on the phone trying to speak to his landlord about a busted pipe in his house, but instead of going outside he insists to stay in here, he has a massive fear of missing out. That’s Niall for you. Harry watches Y/N like a hawk, his eyes never leaving her body as she holds onto both Jada and Lola’s hands, their smiles wide and they mouth along to the words of the song,

Her eyes are on him every now and then, her hips swaying as she dances with her friends, others around them dancing aswell as Harry doesn’t take his eyes off his girl on the floor, the lights flashing about and illuminating her every now and then as she moves to the beat of the song.

Harry’s eyes almost pop out of their sockets when he sees her bend over and begin to shake her hips, causing her ass to jiggle about as Lola and Jada spur her on, slapping her ass a little as she laughs loudly, looking over to Harry who’s now stalking his way to the dance floor, pushing past the crowd of people. Jada nearly slaps Harry when he picks Y/N up by her waist, flinging her over his shoulder as she laughs loudly, Harry shaking her head as barely anyone on the floor recognises what’s happening due to how dark it is, Jada and Lola following hot on Harry’s heels as he carries their best friend like a sack of potatoes back to the booth.

“What was that for?!” Jada yells slapping her brothers chest and bicep, her brows furrowed in anger as Harry now holds Y/N close to him his hands around her waist as they both look at Jada with small smiles.

“She was showing off what’s mine” Harry says with a smile, looking down at Y/N who scrunches up her nose with laughter, pecking his lips lightly as they both finally get to show love to another in public, in front of everyone.

“I knew it!” Niall yells nearly falling over the table, Chase whistling and clapping as he nearly passes out due to how much he’s moving right now.

“Only because I told you!” Lola fires at Niall who rolls his eyes looking at them all, Jada stood beside the pair not knowing what to say.

“We all had a feeling, we were just waiting for you both to say something; there’s only so many times we’ll believe your bra just some how ended up in Harry’s car” Jada says rolling her eyes with a smile, Y/N burying her face in Harrys chest in embarrassment over the story.

Jada hugs the two, immediately running up to order a round of shots in celebration of the new couple — well, not that new, but now they’re officially together in the eyes of everyone else. They couldn’t be happier and they couldn’t be more grateful that Jada didn’t lose her shit.

“Guess this little secret of ours is out, huh?” He whispers to her, her smile wide as she looks up at him with her arms slung around his neck holding him close.

“I guess so, boyfriend”