#I can't rly donate rn but I will share

[hongjoongpresent]

Hi sorry for burging in . I need your helping Please if you can be able to extend a hand for me,that would be much appreciate. I'm $800,needed pls🙏 . I need to save my blood sugar and afford living expenses It’s $800. I plead for your little donations. I'll really appreciate your help❤️please help me with your little donation or share🙏

[ca-suffit]

I luv when u whiny fucks cry in my inbox because it means u just got hit where it hurts. u all have the same 4-5 tired things u say and the more u try, the more I can show off that this is all u've got.

bringing attention to loustat-0's many issues and showing real proof of her ignorance is not a personal attack. u wanted it to be a personal attack, that's why u came in my inbox giving me a bunch of her information but is that what I used to talk about her in reply? no.

bringing attention to fandom racism and inspiring others to speak up about it is the goal. being here long term to make sure u all get popped in the mouth the minute u try ur antiblack shit is the goal. being a pain in ur fucking ass is the goal. u notice how the PSAs have stopped, how much ppl like virginia and nalyra and the rest are too afraid to open their fucking mouths anymore to play victim? how angry u all are all the fucking time that I'm here? (why could that be??) how all this is all u've got cuz u don't know anything about me and I know so much about u? and what I don't know, ppl are more than willing to share with me. ur attempts to distract or guilt me will not work. I know what I'm doing and I know what ur doing and I'm happy to expose ur manipulation techniques and anything else so ppl can learn how to ignore it even more.

making fandom spaces safe for black and brown ppl *is* part of larger social justice issues. u ppl will pretend literally *anything else* fandom related is some kind of activism except for this one, cuz it's the one u most don't want to fall apart. I'm obviously not gonna dismantle the whole of white supremacy here, but I am gonna be loud about it. I am gonna make sure u don't know peace. I am gonna be persistent and tire u all the fuck out. maybe u'll get more creative in ur arguments? prbly not. ur all fucking dumb.

I'm sorry u came to the show that's v much about the experience of a black American and ur upset that u have to deal with an American fandom (there's lots of ppl here who aren't Americans and don't have this weird hang up u have about it too. they clearly don't want to associate with u tho, why could that be??) u can't use that excuse here to hold any weight fr because this is not a show that's meant to appeal to a broad audience about broad issues. it's about America's antiblackness. figure it out or fuck off, cuz u look stupid as fuck crying about this like some kind of gotcha to the fandom. this is a u problem, honey. do u know where u are? are u lost? do u need ur mommy??

also doubling down on ur transphobia is rly a choice but there are several v prominent trans ppl in all cultures that are currently experiencing genocides and whatever else rn. maybe u should go donate to them and boost their voices instead of yelling abuse at a total stranger *on anon* cuz u hate Americans. did u get the ego boost u were seeking by trying to shout me down? cuz this was not threatening lol it's just sad. ur all so fucking sad being like this. how lonely ur life must be that this is what fulfills u.

[transrightsjimin]

idk if i ever shared this onto here but w my upcoming job, which i got connected to via a construction for disabled ppl who need extra help finding smth suitable, i'll have a trial period of 2 months, and i was told i'd get paid after those 2 months when offered a contract etc. i recently asked my job coach what would happen if i wasn't offered a contract in the end, and she said i would not be paid in that case. i reasonably freaked out at this prospect and she responded by huffing and puffing, acting like i was too negative, deeming my scenario of not getting a contract after a trial working period unlikely (despite that being my experience w 2 former jobs) and asked if i even wanted to take on the job. i said yes of course. i'm just worried that i'm not fast or timely or accurate or social enough and that i will again not be offered a contract eventually and will have worked 2 months w/o income and would have to ask even more money from my parents and somehow figure out another way to soon get money by then bc welfare benefits would be even less than what my parents give me rn (it'd prob be 0-100 euros per month, once salaries from my current parttime job stop, bc they also count my housemate's income) and i dont want to live off my parents forever. ive had this talk w my jobcoach before and she kept saying that the trial period is 'w the right to keep receiving welfare benefits' and every time i remind her i dont get the right to receive it rn, and she says she knows, but this is how the rules are and she can't change it. like theres rly just the assumption disabled ppl are guaranteed to get benefits from the municipality and that's not the case. im gonna sign the agreement today but im still so fucking antsy abt it. i stopped sharing my personal donation posts bc w the help of parents and friends i'll be a bit more financially secure for the upcoming 2 months and might not end up in the negatives. but the idea tht i might not end up being hired bc im inadequate or they dont understand my autism again, scares me so much.

[chaos-and-cookies]

I could only dream of a big sickle cell research and awareness charity that got donations from a big video game franchise tbh

Even make a wish i would be happy with because they did so much for me as a kid making my childhood a lil less shitty

I just feel like at this point "awareness" charities for things that are so in your face like breast cancer rn is pointless. Because if ur not aware of breast cancer by now ur literally living in a cave. And a lot of breast cancer things just seem gross to me, like ik it effects a lot of ppl but its...in a way... it feels like its sold to u like how pink tax things are and it feels rly gross and then they make u feel like if u dont donate or care then ur a super shitty person meanwhile its super cureable and way less threatening than so many other things that get absolutely no attention at all or just get blalantly ignored

Like my mom is diabetic and if youve ever worked in food service you've seen how diabetes is treated like a joke or a diet fad and they dont care if u get fake sugar or not. Like no its not a diet fad u dont go into a coma and have ur leg chopped off for diet fads like gluten

And i cannot tell you how many times I've had to explain sickle cell because ppl either don't know wtf it is or think its only a black persons disease even tho it is the most common genetic disorder in the world and effects everyone of every race. They give u a tiny paragraph in american bio textbooks and thats it. It just says that ur a "little bit anemic" and ur blood is shaped weird. It doesnt tell you about the chronic never ending pain, the complications, the constant needing blood or risk of strokes, nothing. Not even in college do u learn about this stuff.

I try helping awareness social medias like sickle cell 101 and bold lips for sickle cell but i am one person. Whenever i share sickle cell things no one else of my many followers fucking follow up its ridiculous. I dont even know if we have charities or sickle cell specific communities like cancer and aids patients do. If we do its probably only down south, northern sicklers just have to suffer even more with even less help, its fucking sad. You'd think that something this common would be helped more and have a huge community but no. And you know why? Because there's no way to put a pink tax on it and sell it as a "protect the precious boobies, uh i mean women! Respect women juice haha!".

You can't sell sickle cell as a trend because it effects everyone everywhere and theres no way to make an "awareness challenge" like they did for als and other diseases because it deals with blood and chronic pain. So unless ur gonna do something rly stupid like "slap to the face for sickle cell" and make a bs reason like "it demonstrates the shocking sudden pain that suddenly comes on for no reason, such as sicklers have to deal with every day" then i genuienly do not know how to raise awareness for the thing thats killing me, my family, and many other ppl and even celebrities.

Bigger social medias than me have tried but they barely get attention that they deserve, from fun instad like "bold lips for sickle cell" to knowledgable ones like sickle cell 101, the only ppl who are following are the ones that have it and its sad. And i just hate how everything is run here.

Medicine in the u.s is a business, and thats why I'll probably never see a good cure, treatment, or even charity for sickle cell in my lifetime tbh because ppl only care about cancer patients and I'm constantly reminded that from when i had to sell pink ribbons on sickle cell awareness month in September 2 years ago, to when i go to the hematologist and get "kick cancers butt" treats, because you know thats the only reason you'd ever go to a hematologist, otherwise you'd sure feel alienated huh! Oh and also when make a wish asked me to be part of their "alumni" when i was 20 and they kept saying "you beat it! (it=cancer) Thats why youre here!". Like no...no... sickle cell is something that you're born with and carry until you die. Its genetic. And ppl have no sympathy for genetic diseases, only for those of which u can get randomly in life and then act like you """beat it""" later on. Look at how ppl treat magic johnson when he "beat" hiv, and then look at ppl who die from diseases they had their entire life and had to fight their entire life and tell me I'm wrong, because it always goes "oh wow i forgot they had that haha how sad!". Just reminds me of when someone said "cancer is the aids of the 90s", it's as if we can only care about one ailment at a time

This whole thing is negative but this is my experience on how I've felt and constantly been treated for having a disease no one claims to have heard before and doesnt rly care about, including doctors, so i dont rly care how it sounds. All i want is some awareness and research being done but it seems that ppl only care if its cancer or if its pink. They dont even care if it effects children which is the most fucked up part tbh, childrens cancer doesnt get nearly as much attention, i knew a few girls growing up who died of cancer which was always shocking but i guess inevitable when ur a child in the hospital making friends with the other kids in the hospital huh... you guys always say child sized stuff is funny but child sized medical supplies must be the most depressing type of thing i can think of for that list... just thinking about how they never stop bothering u as a kid from 6am til when u can finally sleep with needles and taking stats in ridiulous no kid should have to go thru that.

Oh and ppl always say that drug companies are evil cuz narcotics are approved for age 11, hi yea I've been taking narcotics since i was that age, some kids have chronic pain and need them, why dont these ppl ever fucking think of who would actually need these kinda things before advocating against them. Like until ur a child screaming in pain that ur own body is causing u and u need to be hospitalized for it, or even as an adult for that matter, don't go around like you know all and can say for everyone that narcotics are bad and need to be taken away from kids. Oh and surprise if ur black african americans have something in their dna that doesnt make morphine work that well for them so they need to take other shit haha

God just fucking end me. If i lived in the mcu i hope i died when thanos snapped his fingers otherwise my life would rly be 100% one cruel sick joke of ironic proportions. I can get a disease that only effects 10% of sickle cell patients which is like what 1% of the u.s population maybe less, that has no treatments cures or anything-- most doctors dunno what it is or what to do, but i cant get killed by thanos? Thats a sick fuckin joke if I've ever heard one.