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boredymcbored · 1 year ago

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Fuck. Like... fuckkkkk.

every time you assume that others are thinking negatively of you or judging you behind your back, you are bullying yourself through them. at the end of the day, you don't know what thoughts are running through their heads unless they verbally express them to you. until then, every one of 'their' opinions about you is nothing more than your fear, and whatever assumption is born from your fear is yours to let go - not theirs to disprove.

#okay so I think i know she likes me #cool right #fantastic #but I want to hang out with her #okey sounds simple #but I'm scared #terrified #me reaching out to her in more concrete ways will just cause her to say no #but like #if I think she likes me #and I'm pretty sure she does #then me just asking her to carve out time with me shouldn't be an issue right?#right?????#but again TRAUMA #and me asking people to hang out and it not working #or people acting like I'm annoying #or gaslighting me to like them for their own self confidence #it's really hurt and effected me #and I shouldn't carry any of that trauma on to someone new #she's said herself quite plainly #i can never annoy her #it's actually the sweetest thing someone has said to me #especially how matter of fact -ly it sounded and his naturally it came from her #she's someone i know I can trust to tell me when I'm too much #but #me #i have to get over her #and her insecurities #I can't deny myself the potential of quality time with someone so special #sometimes it's good to just stream of conscious to let yourself think through those doubts

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