#I can't deal with this rn
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#STOP#i can't deal with this rn#luffy sees shanks as a father figure 😭#oda you need to reunite them NOW#also nami demanding him to use honorifics#like “put some respect on my MOTHER'S name”#luffy#monkey d. luffy#shanks#one piece#op#one piece spoilers#op spoilers#op 1138#one piece 1138
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She couldn't go all the way, either, which is a shame.
#prodigal son#prodigal son fox#prodigalsonedit#malcolm bright#nicholas endicott#1x20#*#i can't deal with this rn
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nope
#not today#i can't deal with this rn#i could only get 1 jake screenshot an absolute tragedy#sam kiszka#josh kiszka#danny wagner#jake kiszka
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me every day on tumblr.com: damn i just wanna love and be loved and feel appreciated
me whenever i sense someone might be starting to have feelings for me: oh please DO NOT have a crush on me i am seriously BEGGING
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WHAT THE FUCKKKKK DID I WAKE UP TO?!
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i pulled a muscle from breathing wtf
#at least i think i did#fs not a cramp#it's just my thigh and like ugh#can't walk and rendered a couch potato for idk how long#genuinely was just standing and BOOM#and now it won't go away#i have plans tmrw#er well today#but i have to walk during the whole thing so like#i can't deal with this rn#can't even leave the couch rn#i'll just sleep here atp bc yeah#☆— yapping
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i'm making myself laugh thinking about this but I wholeheartedly believe madame morrible absolutely HATES the thought of glinda and elphaba being together like the mere mention of gelphie would probably send her into immediate cardiac arrest and it's not even because she's homophobic or anything I just fully believe she dislikes glinda so so much she's just like this is absolutely NOT happening in my house.
glinda and elphaba are having their gay ass moment and she's like "I sense a disturbance in the force; the wind is telling me those fucking lesbians are at it again."
like IK this woman hates to see glinda's fruity ass coming for several reasons but first and foremost I believe it's because she's so fucking ANNOYED by how much elphaba loves and cares for her, like this pink bitch is throwing a wrench in her plans just by EXISTING and being herself.
and she can't even really do anything to glinda because it'll make elphaba upset and she really can't have that so she just has to sit there and be like
#wicked#wicked 2024#shitpost#my hand slipped oh no#madame morrible#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#imagine being her for a second yk#like that scene just before the ballroom scene where elphaba comes to her#asks her to include glinda in their classes#and threatens to QUIT if she doesn't do it right that instant#and you're there like girl wtf???#i thought we hated her why are you up in her ass rn???#do you think she saw whatever sort of horrible homoerotic tension they had going on during loathing#and she was like yk what this is fine i can deal with this im sure this won't lead to anything#and cue elphaba banging on her door at 2am#i would've taken a bottle of aspirin and gone to bed like BYE#can't deal with these damn lesbians again#i just KNOW she was cursing glinda out#also again madame morrible's plan hinged on elphaba being so starved for love and approval she'd do whatever she and the wizard wanted#BUT WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN SHE GETS LOVE AND VALIDATION FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE#LIKE THIS WAS NOT ACCORDING TO PLAN#WHERE DID THE PINK LESBIAN COME FROM???
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the appointment went fine 😌 I'm so relieved. it's fine. everything's fine!
gotta tidy up because our landlord is coming by on Thursday to fix something. but that's okay, it's not too much work
my husband has a bank appointment tomorrow (scary) and I'm so stressed out & anxious about it that I had to take my emergency anxiety medication. it's fine, I've only taken it once in the last, idk, 4 month or so , and I needed it rn. need to sleep. that wouldn't happen otherwise. so now I'm listening to Thursday Murder Club and hoping it'll work quickly
#now I just have to do my best to ignore the us election stuff until the results are out#I can't deal with this rn#personal
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If there is one more outburst...I will transfer you to a facility that is equipped to handle violent patients. And, believe me, they will be far, far less forgiving.
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EXCUSE ME??? 👁👄👁 (source)
#i'm going back to sleep i can't deal with rhem rn#sleep token#sleep token worship#sleep token iii#sleep token iv#sleep token vessel#vessel#vessel i#vessel iii#vessel iv
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Thinking about Fallen London as a backdrop for the theme of the horror of the inevitable today. I know it's The Classic Cosmic Horror Thing, but it's really woven through all aspects of Neathy life even as the PC is written powerful and capable: the constant backdrop of breath-holding for the Sixth City, the Masters and the Bazaar as a force higher on the Chain with a plan that cares not who it tramples, a ton of the Destinies aside from the LotN ones, literally anything to do with the Dawn Machine, the Flukes...the thing that changes you irrevocably could be around any corner, could drop at any second. Everything else, every other story told, is either dealing with that or written in its shadow. Sometimes the game lets you deal with it by fighting back, with the message that even though you can't hold a candle to all of it, you can change some of it and that's enough reason to try. Sometimes, the game lets you deal with it by getting drunk off your ass with a dozen rats and stealing a painting or something of the sort. Both are honestly such valid ways of dealing with The Cosmic Horror Of It All, as is just rolling out of bed every day and complaining about the weather, and the spread of each that the game's writing has is I think what's made it stick so hard as one of my favourite pieces of horror media despite only about 20% of it reading like horror.
#fallen london#keeping my oc rambling to the tags#part of why i like this theme so much is that when pushed farther it chafes so much with who Hallowrove is#the number 1 way they deal with something unpleasant is through constant acting and momentum#and when it's something too big for them to do that about the number 1 way becomes ignoring and avoidance#but they *can't do that* when the horror is reaching out to touch them and their friends#it forces them to cope by beating their fists against something so massive and inevitable#they can't even contemplate fully what they're doing without the dread setting in#or else freeze in the face of it#i think they've changed though,I've realized today,from being exposed to it#they almost expect the horror now#they're not doing any *less* about it but it's easier for them to accept that it's there in the periphery#and they can look at it almost sidelong now#instead of either ignoring it completely or fixating on it#was rereading some older stuff for them today and it's interesting#seeing how the ways they react are super in character still but i can see the change from now to then#I like horror. i think it tells a lot about a character in a short period of time how they react to that#anyways. uhh don't ask about why I'm thinking about the horror of the uncontrollable rn i am normal and fine i prommy
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The 6 people that are obsessed with Joel
#yeah i can't be bothered to draw anymore then that rn so y'all will have to deal with trying to understand who I've drawn#well i guess not cuz I'm gonna tag then#also don't even say anything about the sausage one. i know.#ya girl was STRUGGLING to make it somehow work#joel smallishbeans#etho slab#jimmy solidarity#firebreathman#mythicalsausage#iskall85#boat boys#smallidarity#does fbm and joel have a duo/ship name??#if so idk what it is#swedishbeans#also ye Joel's there cuz man's the biggest obsessor of himself
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The fact that Wrecker greeted Omega first because Hunter was probably anxiously pacing the ship worried that it wouldn't actually be her... oh I'm a mess
#yes we have the crosshair angst to deal with but i'm just so glad theyr'e back together#i can't spell rn i apologize#tbb hunter#tbb wrecker#tbb omega#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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the urge to rewatch torchwood is battling with the pain of actually rewatching torchwood
#torchwood#technically mid rewatch but I have stopped on fragments because I actually can't deal with exit wounds rn#i've been subsiding off janto fic for the past few weeks#can't fucking do this I love them too much not to rewatch#ianto jones#captain jack harkness#jack harkness#owen harper#gwen cooper#toshiko sato
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very tired of being in pain, however, the line between "i chose to be happy" and "i'm gaslighting how i feel" is very thin
#all this “choosing to be happy” feels like bullshit#if being honest#but then if i don't pretend i'd just feel nothing and i don't want that either#it goes into so many things of my life rn and i don't like that#but it's like a surviving thing cuz seriously i can't deal with the pain anymore i'm so done#posting this on 1pm feels wrong when the birds are singing and sun is shining u know#but whatever#barghest barks
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