#I can’t even write to cope with the injustice happening to me because my keyboard is DUCKING DEAD

[harleythealter]

Fun fact, I have a Bluetooth keyboard, which means it runs out of battery. I cannot express the (literally cannot find a word for this to express it. I swear I’m trying). It’s not anxiety, that it causes, when my keyboard starts dying, but it’s so upsetting and drives me to the point where I can’t help but NEED to snap it in half. It feels like what I assume it felt like when I was three and about to have a tantrum. I can’t handle the way the power light starts flashing blue. And then the keyboard starts flickering on and off and it”s all off since and I can’t even have five more minutes. I have to be off NOW. And it’s horrible. I can’t handle it and it makes me want to leave the existence of the world to escape it. But I wish there was a word to actually express what it makes me feel. It’s not panic. It’s just pure… *gestures aggressively around the room because I can’t find the ducking word*

It’s going to take forever to try to calm back down.

Edit: HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO HEAR THE TAPPITY-TAPS OF MY KEYBOARD IF ITS DEAD. MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS JUST BEEN THROWN OFF THE RAILROAD TRACKS TOWARDS A CLIFF