#I can’t change my Abed pfp

[richeeduvie]

Which one should I make my banner 😍

[lukas-clost]

an intro, of sorts

Hi! Hey! I am LuKa, and welcome to my closet wear I hide all my skeletons and their oddly paired socks!

I write Undertale fanfiction mostly about the skelebros and potential romantic partners (because I love Sans and I can't get enough of that gorgeous little 8-bit world!)

pfp made using QueenBee's character maker!

I'll be sharing story ideas, some of my WIPs and characters and stuff

asks and DMs are more than welcome!

until further notice, I don't do commissions or requests or anything else of a similar calibre

I am legally an adult, so anything NSFW will be explicitly stated, but minors, please watch yourself and be good, okay?

if you see lukas-wrld loitering around, don't mind her, she's me, but more sane, and dare I say, boring

Wattpad (does anyone even use this anymore?), Quotev, Ao3

I think mushrooms are cool (I don't know anything about mushrooms)

works below the cut!

TW: mentions of sex and drugs

An Escort

completed!/being rewritten

TW: mentions of sex, vague descriptions of sex, substance (ab)use

In Suncity, it's not unheard of to have a monster in your bed. With the desire to feel, through adrenaline, drinks and sex, it's no surprise that you have someone over every night. But the same monster over and over again? That's a shitstorm just waiting to happen.

If you like Underlust, platonic sex, or a (as far as I know, anyway) unorthodox writing style, you should check out An Escort! I may post the chapters here, when I finally get to polishing up the story, but for now, hope you don't mind reading elsewhere

tumblr post || Ao3 || Quotev || Wattpad

Blood, Dust & Honey

in progress

TW: death, kidnapping

The monsters have been on the surface for almost a year now, and even after being given the official ‘okay’ to integrate, humans are still sceptical about them.  When monsters start disappearing, their dust is swept under the carpet even as the Ebott City Police Department try their best to get to the bottom of it. Then humans start disappearing and citizens revolt against what looks like retaliation. Kate, an impatient, newly recruited detective, decides to take matters into her own hands when her superiors fail to make sufficient progress.  With the help of the other recruits and her new monster friends, she’ll have to find the culprit lest she lose her job and the rights of monsterkind.

If you like Underswap Papyrus, slow burns or kind of mystery I guess? then you should totally stick around for this! I plan to start posting in September, whether I'm done with the writing or not, lol

tumblr post || Ao3 || Quotev || Wattpad

The Colour of Love (Working Title)

planning/drafting

Living with hair that changes colour according to how you feel makes you an open book for interpretation. But then a certain skeleton monster makes you feel all sorts of things that you can’t pinpoint the feelings for the colours. Mix in that the truth of your obscure past starts to surface and suddenly colours seem to lose their meaning to you. But there’s one colour that makes you reconsider.

If you like Undertale Sans, memory loss or crazy scientists, then you might like this story! I plan to continue writing this once I finish with the previous story, whenever that may be, but that doesn't stop me from adding a few chapters or scenes in between!

TW: crazy scientists, memory loss

Pushing up Daisies

planning/drafting

The monsters have been released onto the Surface, and while mankind struggles to grasp the arrival of a new magical species, a malady that sweeps the earth causes them to disregard any friendliness that might have been shown in favour of slaughtering the beasts that supposedly brought the disease. The dead soon share ownership of the Surface with malevolence and lasting another day becomes harder and harder. But pair a badass young adult who has long since tuned out the cries of her Soul, with a perverted skeleton in search of his family, and maybe they'll be able to unearth the germ of all of this. If you like Underfell Sans, zombie apocalypses or cross country (more like city, lol) trips to find family, then this could be for you!

TW: death, the undead, weapons, blood

A Series of Mansions

skeleton lords and their maids, romance, shadows, and... problems As of now, I'm literally just worldbuilding and figuring out character dynamics and jotting down little scenes that I can't wait to write! But I'll be sharing a few things here and there and trying not to lose my mind over the mountain I have decided to climb... this should be fun! even though it's really ambitious for me, but I can't get rid of the idea!!

I Call Shotgun!

planning

A crackfic(?) where Burgerpants, NiceCream Guy, Bratty, Catty and Mad Mew Mew go on a road trip together. Shenanigans ensue and bad luck follows. I don't even remember where I got this idea from, but it's silly and I want it to be very light hearted and fun and completely different paced from what I usually write!

[lqfiles]

I HAD TO ASK because i was reading ptp to my bsf on facetime to get her caught up,, do u have a specific hyuck in mind for ptp!haechan? like era wise (mainly hair…) because i’m SICK thinking about natural hair mullet hyuck… from the live stream however long ago.. when he was just drinking wine the whole night… that’s how i imagined he looked.. opening the door after we was fuckin on the other side of the wall…

also asking cuz stg!jisung his hair changed a couple times so it matched well w diff eras follow-up question what would stg!yn have done had she found out ab his other hairstyles (chewing gum bowl cut, glitch mode white etc)

can u tell i miss stg….

—🪼

you reading ptp to your bsf on the phone is so 😭😭😭😭 like okaaaayyy bonding time i love it!!! anyways the haechan that i have in mind is actually the one is his pfp, the fact check orange copper hair colour, my plan was to have him get his hair dyed later in the plot tho, it’s not a lqfiles story without a bit of hair dye 🌝🌝 (and yes it will be that haechan later but we can’t be drooling this soon come on now..)

of stg!y/n wouldve made probably made like multiple tweets flaunting her boyfriend saying “why don’t we all just die” and rank it all or sum and probably tell him to private his account once the tweets gain traction ILL ACTUALLY MAKE A QUICK BONUS CHAP FOR THAT JUST FOR U GIVE ME LIKE A DAY (because i miss them too)

[mashedpotatosinacup]

I can’t just change my pfp

I AM Abed now

[hollandorks]

hello! the opening to this chapter was honestly one of my fave parts of motn so far!! i’m such a sucker for fluff or just cliche sweet things of any kind and the fact that they fell asleep on opposite sides of the bed but woke up entangled makes me feel all fuzzy inside :’)

“He wasn’t hers. But he was alive. And that would be enough.” these lines are so simple but i love them so much?? like it just perfectly shows how she feels about him; she loves him so much that all she wants is for him to be safe (and also she just went through a traumatic experience during which she didn’t know if he’d make it out alive but it’s fine LOL)

“She very carefully scooted backward out of his embrace. It would be weird if he woke up to them like that, wouldn’t it?” GIRL NOO he’s sooo in love with you he would love waking up to you like that 😭

the whispered “hi”to one another are so precious to me 🥺 i love that he didn’t respond to her asking if it was weird. i also love her being distracted by his abs while changing his bandage HAHA like sooo true

i also love her realization that alfred saw them sleeping in the same bed and her being mortified whereas alfred is probably so proud of himself for somewhat orchestrating that LOL

her cleaning everything because she’s feeling too much?? too relatable. when i’m stressed i deep clean my entire room and go for a long runs and i literally can’t function until i do those things. she’s just like me fr loll

ngl i started to get nervous when she went to meet lena!! i didn’t think you would make something bad happen to her again so quickly but god i was nervous! (thank u for not having her kidnapped again or anything in this chapter LOL <3) i’m glad she went to talk to her though!! i really hope lena stays safe 🥺 i wonder if there might be a moment in which lena is endangered but y/n is able to save her (in a way, redeeming herself for not being able to save marie 🥲) spoiler for spider-man nwh but if ur familiar with it (assuming u are because ur pfp/url are iconic tom holland references HAHA) the way that andrew garfield’s peter redeemed himself for gwen’s death by saving mj! that’s just a tangent my brain went on and although i hope no more girls get taken it would be an intense moment for sure!!

i love how during their conversation, she gets a bit mad at lena. she’s still so upset about marie and the fact that she couldn’t save her :( and she’s mad about the fact that bruce almost died for her because of those men :( i love how desperately she wants to solve this and have the whole operation ended. she really is just like bruce.

ALSO! i love the mentions of the upcoming gala because i have a feeling that our favorite billionaire is gonna go and take a certain somebody as his date 👀 we love a good gala scene

her horrible lying to alfred when he totally already knew she was lying about going to the store for tampons?? so good

BRUCE WATCHING THE FOOTAGE!!!! this had me so shook for some reason (i mean like, it had her shook too!) he must be so upset watching that back and hearing her tell him to leave her to die :(( the “blazing expression on his face”! you know he just can’t stop thinking about the fact that she told him to leave her. he hates that she said that and he doesn’t know that she feels the same exact way about him almost dying for her agh!!

“Press her fingers into his skin so she could feel the reassuring warmth of his aliveness. Touch him until he saw just how much she loved him and how much she hated that he had almost died for her.” THESE SENTENCES. dying. no words. i just love it

loved his immediate freakout about her going back to the iceberg lounge. he’s so protective and it’s adorable. i’m so glad she’s letting him pay off her debts now. sugar daddy bruce wayne moment!! 😻 (i’m sorry for that💀) i mean, it’s unfathomable that she’d go back now anyway because she just like can’t after the other night, but still!! i love that she (nervously) joked about him only doing it because she saved his life and him just seriously assuring her that that’s not the reason why. he’s so serious when it comes to her safety ahh 🥺

i do wonder what the penguin’s reaction will be to her debts being completely paid off. like ofc he’ll know it’s by bruce wayne. idk if it’ll just be inconsequential (he is the type of guy to not care as long as he has his money but like… he’s still sketchy…) or if this might lead to something occurring?? lol idk where my mind is going with this!!

her just blurting out the truth about why she told him to leave 💀💀 AHHHH bruce is probably gonna be so stressed about that :( i can’t wait to see his reaction!!

also! if u do like the songs that remind us on motn i will literally send u one every chapter because i do in fact have a bruce wayne playlist (i have brAIN ROT💀 from this movie)

i think iris by the goo goo dolls is SUCH a bruce song and ESPECIALLY with his feelings towards her in motn 🥺

anyway, i really loved this chapter and i’m so excited for the next one! and i hope you feel better soon!!

🖤

***CH 22 SPOILERS***

I'm a sucker for the fluff and cliche too!! Sharing a bed (or there's only one bed) is one of my all-time favorites.

Love that you noticed those lines 🥺 I'm really proud of lines like that and I adore when people notice them.

And again....this fic is idiots to lovers and I stand by it.

I too would be distracted by his abs. Every time I watch the movie I'm watching his muscles, so. It's valid.

I also relate to focusing on other things (cleaning or otherwise) when feeling too much. Is it healthy? I'm not sure. But I do it.

Yes I've seen nwh so I get the reference!! (And yes I went through a Tom Holland phase and I'm still not totally out of it!)

Love that you noticed the similarities between her and Bruce!! 🥰

What was I just saying about favorite cliches?? Gala scenes are included! 👀

Can't get over you pointing out your favorite sentences. It literally makes me smile so big!! 🥺

😂😂 sugar daddy bruce wayne. I mean, that is kind of the moment. That's what's happening pretty much 😂

And yes the songs!!! I love people sending me songs!! And that song is perfect. Like we already know Bruce listens to music like that too. So it's perfect. 🥺

Thank you, slowly but surely feeling better!! ❤️

[feelin-frazzled]

i wanna change my pfp again but i can’t decide and since you came to me for yours, i thought i’d come to you for mine 💜

I think the one of abed with a rainbow over his head is quite exquisite 🔥

[whorefordazai]

okay lmfao i just realized your pfp btw it’s adorable obviously🥲

idk should i add a trigger warning? if so

tw: ed, body dysmorphia?, self hate, body discrimination

but i’ve been seeing on tiktok that people who are in the skinny minority shouldn’t be calling themselves fat and being insecure because they “know” they’re skinny but with me i’m average a little under a aerate weight and i still see myself as fat and over weight, i don’t weight much but i still see myself as not skinny. and i fricking hate it,like i’m confused at this point am i being fat phobic? i sure hope not but i feel like i don’t have a say in it anymore bc i’m not actually on the chubby side but i feel like i am-

but then when i do tel people i have an ed no one believes me and says i’m saying that for attention which i’m not, it’s a dumb way to get attention, if i wanted the attention i would’ve done like a backflip off the grand canyon hoping that i die- but like they don’t believe i have an ed bc i’m not skin and bones, bc my waist isn’t small enough, bc i’m still average in body, like trust me i wish i didn’t have this i wish my thighs weren’t as big, i wish i don’t have wide ribs… like trust me i wish i was skin and bones time to time, that how’s selfish of me ofc and some other means things but it’s the truth, idk if i’m just blind or being tricked but i feel like you’re not respected unless you’re skin and bones, no one cares ab you unless you’re skinny. i could name five things i hate ab my body, my ribs obviously, the way my face is made, my thighs, and the stretch marks on my thighs, the stretch marks are just reminding me “hey remember to be careful on what you eat ole’ pal!” and it does hurt when people say i have nothing to complain ab because i’m not obese or not overweight, but i do bc of people like them, they put standards on skinny people dying if you don’t look like this your opinions don’t matter bc you’re healthy. (even if you aren’t)

due to these i’m not proud to say i have a habit of thr0wing up my food now, and only a few people know ab this and hoping this anonymous works-, but it doesn’t seem to work but it’s a habit now i can’t break off of, i some points i just skip meals bc i just don’t wait it, i can be dying for food, starving, even feeling dizzy from not eating and somehow i convince myself i’m fine and tel myself to go run a mile for food measures. there’s always a little voice that tells me to suck it up, lose weight, look happy, and don’t show your weaknesses. and idk how to mute that voice, it’s a voice strong enough to convince i’m an asshole, im manipulative in a victim way saying if i start crying, im pretending to be weak and pretending to be the victim, when it’s genuine tears and feelings, it convinced me that i’ll never be good enough and there will always be someone out of your league and i will never come close to pass them. everything i’m doing is worthless and pointless, there’s no actual meaning to my actions, i’m useless, and weak, as if i could make a change in the world, i can’t do shit.

another thing i hate ab myself, i’m fucking sensitive on a whole another level, you can yell at me or give me small criticism and my throat is dry and tears are threatening to fall down. i cry all the time and idk why, i always let people’s word hit the most sensitive spots on me, you can literally say, “you’re annoying” and i’m here analyzing the phrase and making sure they’re valid and correct ab how annoying i am, and why their opinion is superior than mine. i try not to show my sensitive side to people, people know me as the happy extrovert who’s never afraid to joke and tease around, but it hurts, the words people say to me like ‘you’re too loud’ ‘take a chill pill’ ‘damn you’re that desperate for attention’ it all just hits too hard to me. i can’t brush or mute those words out bc they’re true….

-🕊

oh i completely understand :(( and first of all, people on tiktok r weird and some of them need to get their heads out of their ass lmao.

you don’t need to look a specific way to have an ed and it took me a while to fully understand and accept that :) AND FR—the way people completely disregard ur feelings when u look “average weight” it’s so annoying

[lqfiles]

i have srs fomo n when i get notifs seeing ur answering msgs i kick my feet a little thinking of the shit i wanna ramble about to feel included but HOW R U DOING TODAY BAEEE 😼 i spent four hours trying to get my nose stud out and now i can’t get it back in 😛

i feel like karmas out to get me for just being a hater today bc on top of this disaster💓 i had previously made jokes about kpoppies crying when their fav enlists n now im on the verge of ripping my hair out thinking ab taeyong literally leaving NOW and jeonghan within a matter of months…

ANYWAY i think… soon i might… maybe… make my side blog to start writing… and im sooooo nervous

— yours truly 🪼

LMAOOO that’s so real if it makes you feel better i have the biggest case of fomo too i have to check twitter every day because i just can’t be left out 😣 i love your rambles tho i look forward to them fr

IVE BEEN GOOOOD i wrote a little and i’m planning on changing my theme soon </3 i’m gonna miss this haechan icon but new era new me kinda? if i’m not feeling it much i’ll return back to the haechan theme but yeah.. i wanted to be like those accounts that never change their pfps but there are so many i wanna try i just can’t not i’m sure this is some form of FOMO..

anyways THAT SOUNDS UNFORTUNATE idk much about piercing but did the hole close that quickly?? i mean at least you got what you wanted i guess.. still you should probably go to a professional if you REALLY want it back in and it doesn’t go in, IM ROOTING THAT YOU WILL WIN THIS BATTLE BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR NOSE‼️

i actually still not processing that taeyong will be leaving like wow.. it just doesn’t feel real and i will only believe it once i see it myself but aackk.. stay strong tyongfs 😭 it’s the way taeyong is making it worse with all these sad posts too like pls your fans aren’t the strongest. and i thought jeonghan was exempt?? FUCK IM GONNA END IF HE GOES LIKE I CANT BEAR SEEING HIM LEAVE.. my hanibani 😭😭😭😭😭

and i say do it !! the writing community is rlly nice and i’m sure you’ll have fun ^^ don’t be too nervous and post whatever your proud of, i’m rooting for you!!