#I can long game OT3 this; just gimme some time

[daughterofsarenrae]

for the character questions ! this may be like starting trojan war pt 2 but gimme ur favorite robin thoughts

god damn it. i like them all ;;-;; i'm a coward and i rolled for it so i'm gonna do damian

three facts about them from my personal headcanons 1- in my personal 15-ish years later worldstate damian is completely retired from vigilante life. he took a gap year traveling the world and came to the realization that he didn't have to follow either of his parents' paths. he ends up going to vet school 2- his morning routine is like an hour long and 30% of it is gelling his spiky hair. another 30% is skincare. he has talia to thank for his process, they used to get ready in the morning together 3- i think he needs to take up recreational scuba diving. why dont you look at some pretty fish and then maybe you'll calm down

a reason they suck -can very much fall into the 'push other people down to raise urself up' thing but also he's like. 10. (14? whatever the fuck age he is now i dont try to understand continuity.) that's just what 10 year olds are like. your honor my client didnt even try to kill his brother a few times and if he did it wasn't even that big a deal

a reason they are great -he's so funny i love a lil sassy guy. he is also The Autism Ever

a reason I relate to them  -animal lover is the big obvious one!

(what I consider to be) the top tier otp/ot3 for that character -uhhh idk man he's like. a baby. damijon is cute but i think also they should be platonic soulmates. or qpp. i think damian will figure out that he is somewhere on the aroace spectrum

five things that never happened to that character that I believe should have happened -that boy is the most violinist-coded character ive ever seen. let him battle it out for first chair. the most violent environment of all: the first violin section -literally why doesn't he have a horse. hello. i need a horsegirl movie starring damian STAT -he should do trapeze with dick :') -man he is so bad at video games. and it makes him so MAD bc he keeps losing to tim. unacceptable. he swears off video games forever bc they're stupid!!!! until dick introduces him to animal crossing and stardew valley -this might be canon idk but he should have annual passes to the zoo and the aquarium and he should go every saturday to draw pictures of the animals. he is slowly befriending all of the zookeepers. one day his plan will succeed and they will take him on a behind the scenes tour. he has so many questions about SSPs

Send me characters!

[universal-kitty]

   Anyways, time to post abt my two new crushes that I lowkey promised I would last night...

   (Yes, I don’t watch the anime/read the manga. DAMN RIGHT that isn’t gonna stop me from doing all of this. ✌ )

Human amongst ghouls. You woulda thunk that'd get them killed in a snap...but it helps that Uta has a bias for this one. 

(Thinking they met some time after he left leadership position in Clowns, head cooling off a bit. He sets up mask shop, a human happens to stumble in...and even though he should be shooing them out before any other ghouls show up, he pauses at realizing they haven't even noticed him; actually, they're admiring his masks on display. He calls out, surprises them, and over the course of that night.....they become friends.) 

Legit would rip anyone to shreds if they tried to hurt "his" human. Yes, "his." Not even romantically (yet); he just knows ghouls would def try to take advantage and eat them, so he plays extra hard guard duty when Akira's around as well as other ghouls. 

Getting Clowns to settle was the hardest part.....but people eventually left him alone. He still did his job, right? Guess having a human "pet" wouldn't be the worst thing.... 

They bond over art. Akira throws out a bunch of ideas, draws their own mask concepts, and Uta loves it. He quickly grows to love having them around, too. 

....So basically, Akira moves in and Uta has found his one (1) exception to the human race. The one person who inspires him.....aside from one more person.

Renji actually almost picks a fight Uta, originally worried Akira was there against their will or something. Uta is delighted for a fight, but also is forced to clarify that- no- this human is here willingly. All their stuff is here, too. What more do you want? 

Renji is quick to worry, so he ends up hovering around Uta's shop more to guard Akira. It gives Uta more room to work, but also more time to antagonize Renji....who attempts to ignore his annoying ass. 

Ends up also bonding to Akira in short order. They're someone he wants to protect- with their shy, gentle nature (and open need for approval)- and spending time looking over them has meant getting to know them more... Shit. 

He and Uta joke they're secretly a ghoul somehow, who can eat and enjoy human food; their power is controlling other ghouls to protect them. (It's the one thing they get to constantly agree on, silly as it is.) 

Uta and Akira would end up dating first, imo. They spend more time together, and Akira had feelings for him first...but then eventually has to work out how they feel about Renji, too. 

....Turns out Uta's fine with it, on the understanding he wants to kill and eat Renji. Akira agrees. Renji is informed...and gives it a cautious shot. (He's unsure how this all works, plus is used to having things he loves ripped away from him; it takes an adjustment period for him to settle and get comfy.)

(Obvs Uta never gets his wish, despite often mentioning it.) 

(Tbh, there's tension there that no one is acknowledging except Akira...and neither man will listen!!! Still, they're confident they can get the two doofuses to admit to something with time... Being in a V-style triad certainly won't last for long with Uta and Renji's tension; they're sure of it.)

[star-wars-multishippers]

Get to Know Me(me) - The Members of SW Multishippers!

This was an event hosted on the Discord server to do a sort of re-introduction of both old and new joiners to the server. Everyone who wanted to participate filled out the survey below to share a little about themselves and about their faves in fandom.

Survey (for anyone who wants to join in below in the comments):

Who Am I? - Name, username on other sites, mini bio if you'd like Where do I fit into the SW fandom? - Prequels, Sequels, EU, etc. What do you do? Fic, art, lurking and reblogging? My Top Faves - 2 or 3 max please! My Own Stuff - 1 or 2 max please!

MBlair

Who am I?

MBlair both on Discord and on AO3, maggzblair on Tumblr (MBlair, maggzblair)

Where do I fit into the SW fandom?

Mostly lurker/reblogger/occasional writer, mostly Original Trilogy and Sequel trilogy.

Fics I Love to Rec

Of Queens, Knights, and Pawns (and associated fics) by chancecraz

Hand of Fate by sweetestcondition

My Fics I Love to Rec

Reyuxmas 2019

A Wonderful Winter on Hoth

I’ll Love You ‘Til the Suns Burn Out

feckyeslife

Who Am I?

Feckyeslife#2003 on Discord, firelord65 on AO3

Where do I fit into the SW fandom?

I'm pretty solidly a Sequels fan, but I have a special place in my heart for the Prequels. I'm a fic writer who dabbles mostly in canon universe AUs, what ifs, that sort of stuff. Primarily my fics have Rey with a tendency to focus on the First Order characters and plots.

My Top Faves

A classic Reylo fic from an old friend - Beneath the Facade. It technically has a prologue fic before it in the series, but this piece was the one that I really enjoyed way back in the EARLY days of Reylo.

Because I'm an insufferable Reylux fan, I have to rec at least one. This piece by @every-day-is-star-wars-day  a oneshot that ever so masterfully crushes my heart every time - Thread

My one Original Trilogy rec, this is a beast of a long fic but so, so good - Dark Times

My Own Stuff

Reylux, medieval AU - La Vita Primus - is the first in a small series of this AU

Reylo, TROS Fix-It - Oh but it's a dark future, my star. Oh but it's a soft morning for us soon.

apple-au

Who Am I?

Call me apple. she/her/hers. I’m gold_pen_leaps on dreamwidth, ao3, and pillowfort. @gold_pen_leaps@tenforward.social on mastodon. I am doing my best to boycott tumblr, but I've been known to use a tumblr link embed on pf from time to time. (gold_pen_leaps (DW), gold_pen_leaps (AO3))

Where do I fit into the SW fandom?

I’m mainly into the Sequels and the Mandalorian. I joined the server for Hux/Kylo/Rey and all the combinations of the characters in my ot3. I can edit better than I can write. Sometimes I comment on fics.

My Top Faves

A Dance of Titans by @lucidlucy is a really long reylux fic. The delicious slowburn makes all the flavors combine in an amazing way. Love how they battle the main villain!

My Own Stuff

I helped give feedback on the second part of a series. Does that count? This is knight_of_dance's fic. It's really cool to see writers' takes on Modern AU, and this one has influenced my ideas of what sort of kinks those characters have. :smirk: Switch Up

Mizz

Who Am I?

 hi! tho im much more...a lurker around here im mizz (she/they/he). im badarmada on tumblr, badwrong-gimme on pillowfort, gimmemrss on twitter, badwrongprincess on ao3 (i have so many usernames XD, ive got a dreamwidth, wordpress, and art insta too if youre interested lol)

(@badarmada, gimmemrss (twitter), badwrongprincess (AO3))

Where do I fit into the SW fandom?

i liked the prequels as a kid (still do kinda), rouge one, i do like clone wars tho i havent finished it and the sequels (well tfa and tros tho only one of them is good imo) i reblog stuff mostly and read fanfic, tho i write some stuff too. finn is my fav and pretty much my center character (ie the one i focus on the most) and i like most finn ships (favs being finnhux, finnlo, finnrey)

My Top Faves

the things we do for love by glare is an unfinished finnlohux fanfic that i love a lot

worlds are built for two by synergenic (Losseflame). this is a poefinn fic from finns pov

My Own Stuff

um...im still working on this fic -(Be More Chill, Hux) very slowly this year has been super hard on me writing wise and ive been drawing ocs and for another fandom mostly but I will finish this one day!

Arsanimo - Marion

Who Am I?

Hi, I’m Arsanimo, self taught artist and nerd from Germany that’s mostly lurking. You can find me with this username on tumblr, twitter and instagram. I draw mostly Reylo at the moment. ( @arsanimo, Arsanimo (Twitter), Arsanimo (IG))

Where do I fit into the SW fandom?

I‘m in my thirties and an OT fan since birth, because my dad was obsessed with Star Wars and we watched it a lot as kids - they are the go to christmas movies in our family. Even as a very small kid I loved Vader. I didn’t like the ST quite as much when it came out in cinemas but still watched them multiple times. I’m much more fond of them now. But my love for Star Wars really got renewed with the ST. I really liked TFA and TLJ a lot. Not a great fan of TROS though, but to each their own. I recently started watching TCW, if you haven’t go watch it! The Mandalorian is also great and feels more like the OT for me, which I love. Oh, and R1 was awesome, I loved that one! Solo also was good. I think I will be a lifelong fan because it’s such a rich universe and everybody can pick a favorite. I’m also good at ignoring the parts I don’t like, lol. But I‘m mostly exhausted about all the drama on social media, so at the moment I take a bit of a break from social media and only post from time to time. And I’m of the firm believe to ship and let ship and if the art and fics are good, you can also find me enjoying ships outside of Reylo (honestly, some Kylux art out there, woah... and Finnrey is always so tender but Stormpilot has two hot guys in it... and don’t get me started about Finnrose! You probably get the gist)

My Top Faves

It’s hard to name so few, there are so many good artists out there. But Winter of Her (Twitter) has some outstanding art in her own style. Than I really like the style of Khallion (Twitter), check her out.

My Own Stuff

And last but not least two pieces of mine that turned out pretty good

https://twitter.com/arsanimo/status/1275789997426311173?s=21

https://twitter.com/arsanimo/status/1258757927910989825?s=21

Knight_Of_Cookies

Who am I?

Allo allo, I go by many names but many know me as cookies here. Lol I'm from the US and I've been a lifelong A+, gold star , nerd my whole life. I love writing among 5 million other hobbies. I am on Tumblr and A03. (@knight-of-cookies, Knight_of_Cookies (AO3))

Where do I fit into the SW fandom?

It all started with the prequels which I fell in love with and even wrote my first fan fic on. (I dragged it from fanfic.net to A03 for my own form of personal torture) I dropped out of star wars until I was in Japan and a close group of friends got me to watch Roque One and play a star wars based table top role playing game, which dumped me back into this fandom hardcore. I fell in love with the sequel trilogy and now I'm stuck forever. Lol

I have been writing on A03 for around 2 years now for star wars and it's been the most productive and progressive work I've ever done thanks to ya'll.

Also, hey, I created this multishippers discord, because multishipping rocks and everyone should do it. :P I know I've never active enough but I love this space and the people in it! My fav part about multishipping is how I'm always discovering yet another ship that is awesome. It never ends. ^^

My top favs - (of things no one should be surprised by)

Beastie by @feckyeswriting. It spawned a written series(multiple actually)

Glutton by Witchoil. Just very good dark and wonderful kinky smut. Always go back to this one.

In the house that skywalker built by @aicosu. This story got me into Reylux in a way I'll never recover from.

My own stuff

Nothing but Themselves - This is my favorite beast of a story I've ever written and it will be beautiful when I finish it. One day. Lol

Tanzaku - One of my most polished pieces thanks to the Reylo Anthology. My best combo of: insert culture nerding here and captive Ben as personal tropes.

[tigsousa]

INTRODUCING TIGS… @gallagherintro​​

⌠ CHAY SUEDE, 22, CISMALE, HE/HIS ⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, THIAGO “TIGS” SOUSA! according to their records, they’re a FIRST year, specializing in UNDECIDED; and they DID NOT go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (a shittier silver chain than connell’s, eDgY shirts with missing buttons, book rolled into back pocket, flipping everyone off, rolled cigarette tucked behind ear, bruised eyes or just bags?). when it’s the (aquarius)’s birthday on 20/01/1998, they always request their COCO POPS from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation.

INSPO:

liam gallagher

BIO

grew up in a pretty rough and dangerous neighbourhood in dc, filled with Street Rats

parents: irresponsible, violent, addicts, basically only kept him for the benefits. home life was pretty miserable where he picked up most of his traits and habits.

but at one point it got so bad, his grandma reported them and took him in. they served some time in jail. he doesn’t know what they’re up to now, doesn’t care to find out either.

no one’s perfect -- his dad obvs gets it from somewhere -- but his grandma's love doesn’t make him cry. 

but he was an ungrateful lil shit ! so after a big argument, he left her and ran away/taken to LANDAN with a gang of grifters he met on da streetz for some gigs and what he thought would be Big Money

street fights were a common occurrence re: snatch *mickey o’neil vc* i’ll fight ya for it … if dc is here he learned how to fight, london is where he learned to fight dirty

the gang began to pull cons on a Bigger Scale until they got caught ! he was a Big Coward and ran away … but was sent back to the u s of a with 0 money lol (was p traumatic actually! ppl got killed! it still haunts him!)

came back 2 grandma n said sry a bajillion times n they made up

gma works as a housekeeper for a big time politician fam in d.c. and would get a few smol jobs for him as a pool boy or whatever else rich ppl have

but then his gma got ill and they don’t have medical insurance or da money for treatment so he dropped outta school and continued 2 swindle, in d.c. or where the money was tbh

gd thing about d.c. is politicians and they have lots of money !!!

it felt weird to scam people by himself. he wasn’t used to working alone so he started off small: hung out in bars, targeted politicians. end up in a hotel - they paid for it. long story short he got enough ammo to blackmail them into giving him $$ or he’d sell photos/videos to journalists ... n we all know how homophobic politicians are :clown emoji:

newayz … one of the cons ended up being a trap (fffff). they knew about his lil tricks n wanted to use him so proposed a deal: they’d pay for his gma’s everything, put her in the best hosp, pay off debts, send him to a good school which would secure his future !! in return they wouldn’t hand him over 2 da popo, clear his record, but he’d work for them + blackmails their opponents to strong arm them into votes or w/e

obvs he said yes bc he luvs his gma ..

PERSONALITY

Edgy n Cockney

has a dog called amigo

eats cereal out of the box for breakfast lunch n dinna xx it’s vegan xx

talks rly slowly, super lazy, as if he’s high 25/8

had 2 grow up quick so he is Mature but wasn’t allowed/able to Process all of his Shit so acts out + has childish tendencies (shock!)

super selfish + looks out for himself First … soz it just how it be it’s nothing personal

prefers to ruin things on his own terms so he is unforch #TeamFuckThingsUp

likes breaking thangs, likes burning thangs, likes gettin into fites .. For Fun !

rly just does what he wants regardless of whether it hurts other ppl – doesn’t rly care abt right/wrong .. aloof/detached/boner 4 nihilism yada yada

maybe that’s due to him liking d.c. coke a lot … a coping mechanism<3 microdosing mostly<3

if u get over all of that lol then he has a Deep side n has a lot of thots (which will b hard for me but o well) can be caring etc.

anti govt, anti rich, fuck da system a la vincent cassel in la haine etc. etc.

surprisingly Smort, likes 2 read + retains info like a sponge, good at exams without rly trying, will happily take exams for $$

likes getting to know ppl tho not out of genuine interest but also won’t say shit about himself

everyone at gallagher is stupid smart n kinda show offy abt it … highkey grinds his gears because he rly hates rich ppl and the govt and will fight u on it

will rationalise himself being at gallagher by saying he’ll destroy the system from inside out !!! lol ye rite

prefers to sit at the back, blend into the background, do his own thing

never chases after anything so if he does be suss

big fan of documentaries - louis theroux daddy

CONNECTIONS

friends: prefers 2 b more lowkey, more of a small chill group of ~pals than big groups of dumbos re: bros chat.

ex-friends: gimme platonic heartbreak! he has a tendency 2 fucc things up on purpose and will not hesitate to burn bridges 2 hide in da smoke (deep)

flings: type to kick u out bc he sleeps better alone and won’t hit u up for at least a week … no hard feelings</3

ex-flings: no emosh capacity for a full on relationship but it could’ve ended for a lot of messy reasons !! makes me laff

exes? he doesn’t rly believe in monogamy i’m sry . probs would’ve messed ur chara around a bit :// or mb it could’ve been legit srs i o n o

fre/enemies: he just … has 0 loyalties tbh so

met ur match: someone who just runs circles around him + plays his game better than he does ! its Messy !

senator’s kids: ur chara’s parent the one who took tigs in! probs shud be a Baddie tho

i cleaned ur pool: mayhaps he was ur pool boy one (1) summer + stole some of ur shit, maybe they got along, maybe they hate each other

pot head gang: talking about conspiracy theories on da rooftop at 2am pls ty

anti-painkiller: someone who is feeling shitty so hits him up to feel even worse . this cud become soft tbh . extra Spice if she wants 2 keep it a secret

underlined the good bits: based on dis lil nugget but instead of saving mankind make it taking down the government lol or a lil discussion or legit anythinnnn :-) bonus points if they dk each other :-)

why didn’t u ask me to stick around?: *peyton sawyer vc* erry1 alwayz leaves … n so did he !

the worst best partner: they were forced 2 partner up together but they rly rile each other up but lowkey werk well together and got a smashing grade ! he doesn’t care abt grades so probs someone who is a Show Off so he gets Aggro

if any of these fit ur chara/u vibin wit em, holla + we can go from there: uno, two, three, three and a half, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten point five, and most importantly: ot3 !!!!! and another one

[sdra2headcanons]

Happy New Year Mod! I'm a bit late on a new years request but can we get some hcs for the sdra2 cast celebrating the new year together, along with some ships of your choice sharing a new years kiss? Thanks!

Happy (late but shh) New Years!! Also of course💕

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Cast Celebrating:

   -New years is probably one of Yoruko's least favorite holidays, because every year she and Setsuka host a huge party and every year without fail, it's a mess and a half-

   -It's all fun and games until Mikado finds the alcohol they had hidden and tells everyone about it

   -I can't figure out a good way to organize it to where it won't look crowded so bullet point time babey !

   -Kanade and Syobai end up in the middle of the living room, Yoruko holding Kanade back so she doesn't stab Syobai over something rude he said about Iroha

   -Setsuka's running around with Nikkei and Teruya, all three of them yelling and laughing WAY too loudly

   -Hibiki's off to the side, crying because of all the noise. Meanwhile Iroha's attempting to comfort her while also trying to keep Kanade from hurting somebody on accident (or on purpose if she actually manages to get to Syobai-)

   -Shinji and Hajime both get really touch starved when they’re drunk for some reason??? Yuki eventually gets them to stop making out every two minutes, saying something about how 'kissing now will make the midnight kiss less special,' but they still need some form of contact. Luckily for everyone there, that usually just means they'll go cuddle on the couch. Yuri always somehow gets pulled into the pile of warmth and cuddling, despite his initial protests about how they'll make him smell like alcohol. Eventually he just gives up and decides to enjoy the time with his bfs (Yuri/Shinji/Hajime rights!)

   -The people that are still sober that aren't stopping a fight, cheering someone up, or cuddling are Mikado, Yuki, Sora, Emma, and Kokoro. Emma and Mikado aren't any help at all when it comes to making people settle down, but everyone else is trying their best

   -By 11:30 almost everyone that was loud previously are already asleep, getting shaken awake by the people that hadn't used all their energy earlier in the night. After everyone finally wakes up (which takes 20 minutes within itself-) they'll all put something warm on, grabbing Kokoro's Ipad so they can still watch the live footage of the countdown thing from outside

   -Wait for context: In this Yoruko and Setsuka's house is near the place the city shoots off their fireworks from- Also I've never watched one of the shows/live streams that cover the countdown so please don't quote me on any of this-

   -After they all lay their blankets on the grass, everyone sits down and stares over Kokoro's shoulder, watching as the few remaining minutes tick down. The almost complete silence is suddenly interrupted by fireworks going off once the clock finally hits 12am, everyone cheering before becoming preoccupied with their midnight kiss to celebrate the new year

   -Which is an amazing transition into part two: New Years kisses

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Kanade/Iroha:

-They try to keep themselves from doing anything more than a forehead kiss, that way the start of the new year’ll be even more special!

    -Iroha's not the best at staying up late, so she'll always take a nap earlier in the day before they go to to Yoruko and Setsuka's. During her nap, Kanade’ll steal her phone, setting the time an hour back, that way when midnight hits Kanade can give her a kiss, which’ll make Iroha be like 'It's 11??' Then Kanade just says something along the lines of 'guess that just means we'll have to kiss again in hour.'

   -Advantages of having a smart gf: she'll make plans so she can kiss you more

-Disadvantages of having a smart gf: She's too caught up in her plan to realize she can kiss you at any point in time-

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Teruya/Nikkei:

-Do you know that one thing that's like:

"3... 2... 1... happy new year! [Starts kissing]"

"Guys it's not even midnight yet, can you stop making out every time the microwave goes off??"

-Yeah they're basically that. It's a little annoying at first, especially since they're usually making out right in front of the microwave because they wanted to make sure they could hear it, but eventually people either stop using the microwave for the night or they just learn to ignore it

-They still kiss at midnight though, you can’t properly start a new year without a kiss from your incredible bf can you?

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Kokoro/Emma:

-Emma tries to do that with Kokoro, but Kokoro always mumbles something about the tradition being important and how they need to respect it

-All the denied kisses only makes Emma more determined to make the most out of their midnight kiss though, so the kiss lasts as long as they can make it before they pass out from lack of air. Kokoro gets 'mad' about it, but she still gives Emma an extra kiss on the cheek once she catches her breath so Emma’s pretty sure it’s fine-

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Yuri/Shinji/Hajime:

-I've never written an Ot3 thing before but I want them to have at least a little more content so this'll be fun-

-Depending on how drunk they are, Shinji and Hajime've already kissed anywhere between 3 and 472 times by the time midnight hits. Yuri manages to get out of anything more than cheek kisses since he doesn't like the taste of alcohol, but he supposes he can make an exception for midnight kisses-

-Once the clock finally hits midnight Shinji and Hajime are already showering Yuri in kisses so they can make up for the ones they couldn't give him earlier. Whenever Shinji and Hajime have their midnight kiss, it isn’t technically midnight anymore, but they couldn’t think of a better way to start the new year than kissing their tiny bf so it’s more than okay with them

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Mikado/Yuki:

   -Yuki never knows when Mikado’ll appear and kiss him. All throughout the night, Mikado’ll just randomly show up in front of him, giving him a quick dip kiss because he’s extra and then disappearing again

-Even the midnight kiss is a mystery! Yuki’ll turn to give Mikado a kiss to celebrate, but he’s nowhere to be found. Then Yuki blinks and boom! Mikado’s right in front of him, already kissing him before he can even open his eyes back up. It’s odd, but it adds a fun element of surprise, you know?

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Syobai/Sora:

-Syobai isn’t a fan of pda, so when Sora goes to give him a quick kiss he’ll act all ‘fine but only because you’re gonna make do it me either way’ but he’s happy he gets to start the year off with his lowkey epic gf

-These’re getting worse and worse as I go but I don’t wanna get these out later than needed considering it’s already the 2nd here-

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Setsuka/Yoruko:

-“Babe! Yoruko! The love of my life! My Angel! I love you! Happy new year! Gimme a kiss!”

-“Setsuka you’re drunk and you reek of alcohol, maybe a kiss wouldn’t be the best right now,,”

-“It’s a special day! Exceptions can be made!!”

-In the end Setsuka wins, only because Yoruko wanted her to quiet down though, definitely not because she wanted to kiss her gf or anything like that haha-

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I feel bad bc I don’t have anyone to pair Hibiki with but I can’t think of anymore OT3 hcs so oh well! These were mega fun to write, I hope you enjoy them as much as I enjoyed writing them and I hope you have an amazing 2020!!! Happy late new year! 💕💖

-Mod Kanade who just realized tags’re gonna suck for this huh-

[spectrumscribe]

For your requests, perhaps your take on a trans Donatello? Because female turtles are usually a lot larger than males, and he's always been so much taller than his brothers, I always liked the headcanon that he might actually be biologically female and wasn't aware of it until later or something along those lines.

I’m always a slut for trans scenarios, especially when I can slip my OT3 into things.

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Casey has been staring at Donnie for a full three minutesnow without a word, and Donnie is starting to think this was a mistake.

“If I’d known I could make you shut up this long just byouting myself to you, maybe I would have tried it sooner,” Donnie says,crossing his arms and trying for levity in their situation. Fuck. April hadn’tbeen like this, and Donnie had been hoping Casey wouldn’t either…

Casey opens his mouth, then closes it, and keeps staring atDonnie across the lab table they’re sitting at. Donnie can almost hear thegears churning in his friend’s brain.

This isn’t going well. Donnie can feel it. Casey is eithergoing to throw a fit, or… well, worst case scenario is him rejecting Donnie forbeing even more divergent from thenorm than he already is as a mutant, or he’ll keep being friends with Donnie,but insist on using female pronouns, or or or-

Donnie isn’t feeling well. He feels like his stomach istrying to flip and invert and maybe ouroboros itself all at once. He’d wantedto do this, or told himself he had, because in order to go any further with hisrelationship with Casey and April both, Casey needed to know. Because otherwiseit would have been lying, and then if Casey had somehow found out afterwards, then it would have been so,so much worse than just rejection right from the start, and Donnie-

Donnie needs to step out and breathe. Give Casey space towrap his head around the idea of Donnie being trans. Maybe things’ll be lessawkward if they both take a moment.

“Okay. You need some time.” Donnie says, swallowing hisgrowing anxiety and standing up from his stool. “I’ll just- leave you be. Comefind me later, and we can- talk? If you want. Or something.”

Donnie steps away before Casey can react, and beats a hastyretreat for the doors of his lab. He’s not running away, he’s just taking aminute to breathe and not feeling like he’s drowning-

“NO!”

Donnie halts his quick steps, as Casey latches onto his armand tries to drag him down.

“Casey- what areyou-”

“Sorry! I’m trying to figure this out- this is fucking weirdokay, like out of the blue an’ shit- but no leaving! I swear I’m almost donethinking!”

Donnie growls under his breath, and lifts Casey’s draggingweight off the ground. Casey stubbornly holds on, even as Donnie lifts him highenough that his toes are only skimming the ground.

“Ha, love it when you do that,” Casey says, smiling eventhough it doesn’t fit the situation.

Donnie inhales slowly, and ignores the way Casey is ignoringthe topic on hand. “Look. If you’re not okay with me-” Donnie’s internalmetronome skips a beat, and something twinges in him. “-being trans, then just say it, and we can talkit over or something-”

“No! No, jesus fuck-it’s fine!” Casey exclaims, tightening his hold on Donnie’s arm and looking himdeterminedly in the eye. “It’s not- I’m just surprised! Give a guy more than aminute to figure this shit out, okay?”

Donnie gives his friend- and potential boyfriend, which hadbeen part of their conversation leading up to this- a flat look. “Take yourtime,” He says, with only a slight edge to the words.

Casey gives him an unimpressed look in return, and says,“Look, that’s a big thing to drop on someone all of a sudden. I’m just saying- gimme a sec to process, and then we can have a big fuckin’ talk ifyou want. But like, not too long, ‘cause me and Raph and everyone were headingout to shoot some pucks over on eleventh street, and I’m on a tight schedulehere-”

“Casey. Sensitivity.” Donnie reminds, cutting Casey’srambling off.

Casey’s mouth snaps shut, and he stops rambling. “Right. Sorry.I’m just- to be fucking honest here, I never thought- like, not even for a second- that you weren’t, like, physically a dude? This is superunexpected.”

Donnie blinks. “Seriously? I mean. I am a mutant, and a turtle, and I guess for a human that wouldn’t bethe easiest… thing to figure out…”

“You kidding? You seenyourself? Or heard yourself? Shit. There’s like zero hints to anything else.”

“That… is not something I was expecting you to say,” Donnie says,feeling thrown by the sudden… compliments? Do those count?

Casey shrugs awkwardly, mostly because he’s still letting Donniehold his full weight.

“You realize female turtles get larger than males, right?”Donnie says, even as the term ‘female’rankles him. He reminds himself once again, that sex did not equal gender, andpushed on. “There’s a reason why I’m so much bigger than my brothers.”

“Oh yeah?” Casey says, and he very unsubtly eyes Donnie’sphysique. “Huh. Lucky me.”

Donnie closes his eyes, opens them again, and then says,“We’re trying to have a serious conversation, and you just ogled me. For fuck’ssake, Casey.”

“Can you blame me?” Casey replies, patting a hand on the armDonnie is still holding him up with. “Like, do I even weigh anything to you?”

“No, it’s like holding a couple of grapes,” Donnie says,completing the reference Casey is trying for. As Casey laughs at that, Donnielowers his friend fully onto his feet again, and feels a tangle of knots in hischest unwind just a bit. Donnie coughs, and notices that Casey doesn’t let goof his arm. “So. Um. You’re okay with me… being me?”

“Yeah? Why wouldn’t I be?” Casey replies plainly. “I mean,you’re not exactly different from ten minutes ago, so- I dunno. Nothing much isdifferent then. You apparently just don’t have a dick.”

Donnie chokes, and then smacks Casey with his free hand.

“I’m not wrong though!” Casey defends.

Donnie can’t believe this. “Casey- sensitivity and appropriateconversation topics. You’ve only known for five minutes and you’realready-”

“Not wrong though!”

“You were doing well for a moment there, and then you just had to say something like that!”

“Still not wrong though!”

Donnie can still see shock in Casey’s expression, but it’squickly being buried by their usual push and shove way of interacting, and that’sa deep and solid relief for Donnie. Nothing is different, not really.

So, Donnie twists the arm Casey has on Donnie’s, and putshis friend into a headlock. Casey reacts as he usually does, with valiantlystruggling and wriggling that eventually gets him free.

They can have more serious conversation later, right nowthough, some levity to the situation Donnie hadn’t been able to make is morethan welcome, and it feels starkly relieving to get back to their norm soquickly.

“So does April know?” Casey asks, after a good tusslebetween the two of them and a couple bruises here and there.

“Actually,” Donnie says, a soft swell of pride for theirmutual partner growing in his chest. “She figured it out on her own a fewmonths into us knowing each other.”

“Shit, really?”

“Yup. And she didn’t say anything until I brought it up.”

“Dang, I need to step up my game here.”

“To be fair, she isa psychic.”

“Point, but fuck that. I’m Casey Jones, I can do better thanthat any day, any time.”

“Don’t let her hear that, there’d probably be a very shortspar involved right after. One you’d lose.”

“She can just fuckin’ try,” Casey laughs, even though they both know that April could wipe thefloor with them. And that they’d happily let her.

Donnie rolls his eyes, and slings an arm around Casey’sshoulders as they go to meet the others in the tunnels. There’s no differencebetween now and a few hours ago, excluding the looks Casey will shoot him everyfew minutes, but that’s to be expected. Like Casey had said, it was a lot to take in all at once. They’dget past it soon enough.

Soon enough is a day or so later, when Casey texts early inthe evening to say ‘wait we got off tracklast night. so are we bfs+gf or what. you left me fuckin hanging dammnit.’and Donnie can’t tell if he’s amused or relieved or touched. Maybe all three.

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Relationship status: entirely lacking in the ability to be emotionally vulnerable and open enough to form romantic connections, and entirely too aware of that fact so like. single as fuck, and fine with it.

Favorite color: gimme all them fine ass blue colors in the cerulean to aqua to navy, just all of them, I love the color blue

Lipstick or chapstick: Chapstick, especially in the winter when if I don’t use it my lips will bleed.

Last song I listened to: whatever song it is that plays for the intro to the adventure zone, I guess.

Last movie I watched: In Theaters? shit, I don’t even remember. was it deadpool? I think it was deadpool. on tv, I think pacific rim? but I’m not 100% sure about either of these, because it’s been a really fuckin long time since I’ve watched any movie at all.

Top 3 TV shows:  The three shows I’ll watch whenever they’re on and I’m watching TV are Forensic Files, Face Off (I should specify that I mean the monster make up competition show and not the john travolta/nic cage 90s action flick) and Project Runway. Three shows that ARENT reality tv shows that I really love are, shocking no one, Danny Phantom, Cowboy Bebop and Trigun. 

Top 3 characters: just randomly because I have a hard time ranking this type of thing:

- I mean obviously Dave Strider from homestuck, he’s been my icon for like over a year now so he seems like a shoe in

- Leia Rolando from Tales of Xillia, just a ray of fuckin sunshine and positivity and self doubt, and an anchor of normalcy in a cast made up of geniuses, traitors, and a literal goddess. I love her.

- Dib from Invader Zim. I’ve always loved the Cassandra type characters, who know what’s up but are never believed. plus he has a lot of great lines.

Top 3 ships: 

- Female Shepard/ Garrus Vakarian/ Tali’Zorah – I knew I wanted to jump that bird man’s bones the minute I saw him in the council chambers, and I fell in love with tali the second she threw that grenade. he’s a fuckin nerd, so earnest but sarcastic, and with a paragon shep tamping down his worse traits, and tali taking the piss out of him as needed. tali is so sweet and so obviously just a little in love with both of them by the time the end of me3 rolls around depending on who’s romanced and all that. and shep, with the two squad mates who’ve been with her through it all, being able to rely on them for support in all areas of her life, both in and out of combat. just damn. I love it. anyway, yeah. ot3.

- grey ghost aka danny/valerie. love me some of that adversarial secret identity complicated conflicted romantic bullshit, hell yeah. they have such a great dynamic both when val’s trying to murder his ghost ass and when they’re two “normal” teenagers trying to figure out this whole dating thing, plus I love me some of that irony what with the danny knowing what’s up but val not and shit. good shit.

- dave/jade/karkat- two for three on the ship list with ot3s what can I say? I just love how these three interact, especially what we see in the snapchats where apparently they all live together haha

Books I’m currently reading:

well I mean I’ve picked up a few books to read, including Hawk by Steven Brust, the latest (?) in the Vlad Taltos series which I have loved since high school, and a collection of short stories by Margaret Atwood, and the mass effect official books, but I can’t really say I’ve been reading them because instead I’ve been listening to the Adventure Zone, and when I haven’t been doing that I’ve been reading fanfic more than anything else.

ps the ao3 tags for both taz and for like, all of the tales games I care about are really small, someone should get on that and write more, I’ve reached the end for like, all of them haha.

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