#I assume every single person who follows me actually finds me incredibly annoying (except rui. I think he genuinely likes me)

[idledreams4]

hey hey just so u know!! some ppl get uhh upset ig when u spam like things? bc it could get them shadowbanned i think. like they’ll block u for it sometimes :( u didn’t do that to me or anything so dw but u seem like a rly nice well intentioned person so i thought u might like a warning bc u dont deserve ppl mad at u for enjoying their stuff 🫶

I know that some people don't like it. but actually the shaddowbanning part is false, I've seen others talk about that and the consensus is that on tumblr spamliking doesn't actually do anything besides potentially annoy the recipient.

its why I feel a little bad for doing it sometimes, and then I just won't like anything at all and I end up also feeling bad about that cause now they DON'T know I'm enjoying their stuff

its also incredibly embarrassing knowing now the person is gonna look at their notifications and have like... 50.... all from me

I also don't do it all that often.

usually I reblog things instead

in general: interacting with a single blog without talking to them (either through asks or comments) makes me anxious bc I'm worried it comes across as annoying/obsessive/stalker-ish, not interacting makes me sad because I want them to feel appreciated, it is a losing game and I just assume everyone hates me no matter what

so ngl, getting blocked would make me disappointed, yes, but it also wouldn't be a surprise and I wouldn't dwell on it for long