#I am very hesitant to call it mania bc I don’t think it is +no diagnoses +I’ve been. far more manic where I’ve ticked almost all the boxes.

[shatterthefragments]

Like. I acknowledge that feeling like I can do anything and everything while also feeling the haze of depression sticking to me like old dust is uhhh not indicative of anything good

And I’m very aware that I’m making a few… bad decisions (or planning on making them anyway…) (but. Aquarium and brunch with friend!!?!) (hoping I can keep the expenses to that but anyway)

(God I need to catch up on my assignments and SLEEP) (initiating these tasks though… not going well. Sleep only claims me for itself when I don’t intend for it to)