#I am team 'it should've been a game' always and forever it's not like games with shifting povs don't exist in the world

[rainbow-crane]

the length of the Junkonalysis just increased again

[strawberryslayer0]

OMOZAI (bsd x Omori au)

An AU where instead of dazai joining the agency, he stays isolated from society after oda's death. Dazai blames himself for his death feeling like he should've tried harder to convince his friend not to go and that he should've gotten there earlier to stop oda from dying. He dreams of another reality where everything is different, the same darkness, but a little lighter.

(BTW, I can't tell if this is a script for a game or a fanfic, my writing style through this goes everywhere, I am so sorry for that-)

It starts with text that says "no matter whether your on the side of killing people or saving people," the screen goes to black again, another line of text shows up that says "there will never be anything that can surpass your mind." The picture they took that night they all shared together one last time. The screen goes black again "there is no place in this world that can fill your loneliness." The screen goes black again "you will linger in the darkness forever." The text fades again and we are transported to white space. It's dazai (the player), he's dressed in his pm outfit. It's the same layout as omori, but mewo is nastume, the sketchbook is his suicide book, the tissues stay and so does the computer and of course, the door. If you go to the door, you cant do anything yet. If you go to the computer and you check your computer, the options are to either stare at the computer or look at you calender. If you click the calender it just says "stayed with sensei" and "went to see ango and odasaku" scattered on different days throughout the calender. If you stare at the screen, the screen becomes blurry as you start to zone out. You can zone back in by just exiting the computer. If you check the suicide book, it's scattered with a bunch of little notes next to passages that say stuff like "don't try, too painful", "tried, didn't work", "that sounds disgusting!", "this doesn't sound too bad, might try". If you go to natsume you get "meow (what are you waiting for?)" And the tissue box is for "wiping your sorrows away". Suddenly something drops. You go to find the thing in a generated spot but in the meantime there are blue hands that try to get you if they see you (if they do get you, you go back to the a square), suddenly, you find a riot gun. You pick up the gun and it is now in your inventory. You can finally enter through the door, so you do. Once you enter, you're transported into a bar everuthing is dim at first until you see your two best friends sitting at the table, everything magically becomes more saturated, showing that his friends are his light. The one with black hair was sitting on the right, the red head was on the left, and there was a spot in the middle, a spot they were saving for you. They both notice you and the red head stands up and walks to you, taking the cigarette out of his mouth

ODASAKU: *with a slight smile* "hey DAZAI, how are you?"

ODASAKU: "ANGO and i were just catching up on work, we were hoping you'd show up"

ODASAKU: *he closes his eyes still with the same smile* "come sit down with us."

ANGO: *he looked tired, as always, and had a stoic expression* "well hello DAZAI, I'm surprised to see you, we didn't think you'd make it"

You sit with them in the middle on your little stool as the bartender serves you whiskey in a fancy glass with a huge chunk of ice in the middle, it was what you ordered everytime.

ODASAKU: "So, DAZAI, how are you? How's work been?"

Options: "it's been alright, just stressful with that shrimp always bothering me" or "it's been stressful cause of MORI"

First option scenario:

ANGO: *he slight smiles*"I know, it must be, but you two make such a great team together on missions."

ODASAKU: "I agree, You just have to be patient with him and yourself."

ODASAKU: "are you sure you hate him? You seem to be really passionate about hating him.."

Dazai starts to blush a ton and his cheeks turn a bright red seeming to squirm in his seat from that comment (he's clearly speaking but I wanted dazai to be like omori where be barely talks, but I still wanted his personality to shine through so it's gonna be a lot of that lol),

Odasaku laughs and says

ODASAKU: *clearly amused* "don't worry dazai, we'll keep this secret to ourselves"

Second option senario:

ODASAKU: "Yeah....the boss is tougher on you than anyone I've ever seen, even if he tries to keep it behind closed doors."

ANGO: "tell me about it. I don't know how you deal dazai."

ODASAKU: "He recently gave me a mission where I had to clean up a crime scene that occurred involving a kid being murdered by his parents. I know he did that on purpose just to break me down and make me quit."

ANGO: " What a terrible person we all have to work for"

ODASAKU: "tell me about it"

Resume:

Everyone stays silent for a moment until ango speaks

ANGO: *he clears his throat* "moving on...MORI assigned me to go look at some documents at the port mafia's accounting facility, would you two like to come with me?"

ODASAKU: "Yeah, sounds interesting."

ODASAKU: "you in, DAZAI?"

Options: "yes" or "no"

First option scenario:

ANGO: "Wonderful, let's get going"

Everyone gets up and goes into a line, dazai leading.

Second option scenario:

ODASAKU: "c'mon DAZAI , don't you need more information on one of the people who died anyways?"

ANGO: "that's right, I remember you telling us about someone that you were interested in knowing more about"

ODASAKU: "you need to stop avoiding work, DAZAI, it's not good for your reputation. People won't take you seriously if you keep this up."

Dazai finally agrees and everyone gets up and goes into a line, with dazai leading.

Resume:

They all get out of lupin bar and get there in no time. Once they get in, they start looking through documents that have been written by ango and former obituary writers. Dazai opened a drawer and found an old picture that ango took of oda trying dazai's homemade curry. Needless to say, it wasn't tasty and it showed on oda's face in the picture. On the back of the picture it said "Dazai made curry, but of course since dazai made it, it wasn't that great. Oda agrees." Dazai held up the picture for everyone to see

ODASAKU: "I remember this day, it was the day I learned to never let DAZAI touch a cooking utensil ever again."

ANGO: "that's what I told you in the first place, but you just HAD to insist on letting him try to cook."

ODASAKU: "Well, maybe we can try again next time"

ANGO: *He sighs* "let's hope not..."

While they were still looking for the document Ango announces that he found the document that dazai was looking for. But...somethings off..

ANGO: "wait...I don't remember writing this obituary.."

ANGO: "wha...what Is this?!"

ODASAKU: "what's wrong ANGO??"

ANGO: "ODASAKU...You..You're--"

Suddenly, the screen than gliches out...

[samaeljigoku]

001: silent hill and 003: for Helen from clock tower?

Favorite character: Walter, Maria and Heather are probably my top 3.

Least Favorite character: Andrew from SH4 deserved to be a rotting ghost forever. Dr. Kaufmann in SH1 / 0, Alex's parents from Homecoming. I don't hate them as characters, but I find Dahlia and Leonard Wolf to be unforgivable.

Favourite ships (canon or non-canon): Harry x Cybil should've been more of a thing. Harry x Lisa, Henry x Walter, Henry x Eileen, Anne x Murphy from Downpour. Cynthia x Walter is a dark and troubled but interesting one, potentially.

Not a romantic ship, but I like the idea of Heather and Valtiel as a human-monster team. He should've gotten a magical girl outfit too.

Character I would be best friends with: I think Harry, Heather, Angela, and Lisa would all make amazing friends. Maybe Anne and Maria. Eddie also seems like he would be a fun person to hang out with in better circumstances, tbh.

A random thought: I've always thought there should be a Native American protagonist in SH. The series dips into Native American mythology, but it's never explored beyond vague historical pieces, which I think is a shame.

An unpopular opinion: I love the Western games. The concepts for Homecoming and DP were perfect fits, just executed in a mixed, flawed way. I also liked The Short Message, but it had some similar problems.

I also hate the way SH2 characters are discussed compared to other games? There is far more nuance to James than being a wife-hating monster. He's not a saint, but he's not a demon either. He has a lot of flaws and sympathetic qualities too. And the way the female cast is discussed by fans is sometimes so depressing and disappointing, especially for a fairly progressive series like SH. (Not that those fans have actually played the games, but still.)

Most badass character: Minmo the cat. :3 No, jk. I think the fact that Henry can wield an axe and fight through a serial killer's dreamscape while sleep-deprived is impressive. Heather and Cybil of course go here. Lisa's strength is under-rated too. She seemingly fought against that nurse parasite for a long time, and was able to take down Kaufmann even while possessed by it.

Pairing I am not a fan of: Any human being with Stanley Coleman. In-canon, Kaufmann and Lisa. She deserves better and I wish someone had gotten her away from him.

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): The victims in SH4, and their relevance to Walter Sullivan. It's fairly vital info that gets left out. If you didn't read the extra material, the game would never tell you that Cynthia and Jasper actually DID have ties to Walter or the cult, even if small ones, before his killing spree. The game also poorly explains Jimmy Stone's relevance, who was Walter's first victim.

Favourite friendship: Well, not friendships per se, but I've always loved the banter with Heather and Douglas or Vincent. Or the bond between Alessa and Claudia, maybe the truest friendship of the series.

------------ Helen from Clock Tower:

How I feel about this character: Under-rated!

My non-romantic OTP for this character: I guess it would have to be Jennifer? Not sure of anyone else.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I know this is a result of localization, but she shares a name with the Maxwell family in Ghost Head, and I think it would be interesting if there were some connection there. It would tie the games together more closely!

[laughdamnyou]

I understand not liking something or that it is not to your taste. But I am tired of things that I like being shit on constantly. If you don't like it or prefer something else, don't keep bringing it up or getting rude at someone else for liking it. Of course, this post is about the whole IDW vs Archie, but I believe it can be applied to many things.

I grew up with Archie somewhat, but only a Readers Digest every 4-6 months because we rarely went out. I grew up with disjointed comics and honestly? bad art. I have some of Tracy Yardley's back before he really got into a groove and colourers didn't really seem to care so there were lots of off-model colouring. When we finally got internet at my age of 14/15, I was immediately drawn in by the UK's Sonic the Comic. It was odd, it was trippy, and overall very memorable and fun for me (even if unintentionally). Amy was my favorite character and I would draw and write her like STC's scrappy tomboy Amy (doesn't help that I was doing archery at the time so I latched onto a cool female archer character). However, there wasn't very much recognition for my favorite comic, so I made do with Archie.

When Archie Sonic was canceled, I was upset a bit, but I saw it coming (fuck Ken Penders). When IDW picked it up, the consistent art and bright colours lured me in as well as building off of what Forces should've been (which is to say "good"). I loved Tangle and Whisper and for a bit Whisper was my new fixation (Rouge will forever be my absolute favorite Sonic female). But I noticed a massive amount of hate. I knew this would happen because fandoms rarely let a cancellation slide, let alone a fandom like Sonic. Especially to be replaced by another series with no returning original cast.

However, I was hoping it would disappear over time and Archie Sonic is remembered as "fun, dramatic, and mostly well written." especially as it was the longest running video game based comic ever (that I know of). But it hasn't. IDW isn't perfect, Ian Flynn isn't perfect, Sega isn't perfect, nor is Sonic Team. The writing can be off, Flynn does have the odd urge to put random music lyrics into dialogue awkwardly, Shadow is...off putting for any fan to say the least, the pacing could be better, and the constant delays are incredibly annoying.

Criticism is one thing, but constant hate and shit stirring is another. Please stop and be kind to your fellow fans. There are plenty of Sonic media for anyone. Whether it be games; Classic era, Adventure era, "modern" era, etc. Shows; SATAM, AOSTH, Prime, Boom, Underground. Movies; Sonic Cinematic Universe, OVA. Or Comics; Archie, IDW, STC, manga, etc.

So please calm down and either enjoy or at least appreciate what we have or go back and reread what you already love. Or make your own. That is always an option. I do sometimes, I even created a "Reboot" universe of sorts with my sister (though i am too scared to share it)

[f0point5]

The f2 title fight is way more interesting than the f1 right now

and aron is def a brat but you gotta feel for the guy, he's getting amazing results and as a rookie but all the hype from merc's part goes to kimi who i forever believe should've gone to f3

Do not slander my boy Kimi. I think he’s doing pretty well in comparison to Bearman, enough to justify that an F3 season would have been a waste of time.

I think the reason the f2 title fight falls flat for me is because I am finding it hard to put much stock in the racing. So yes the championship could go any way but it’s a lot harder to get attached to any particular stories because I feel like there’s not so much momentum built because it’s a bit of a game of “who can survive the carnage”.

This is my first season watching so maybe it’s like culture shock but I always had difficultly understanding why f2 winners have difficulty finding seats and that’s part of the reason I started watching f2 but now I kind of understand, because you can easily argue f2 is representative enough to give a driver a seat in comparison to a driver that’s already in f1. The cars are so different, the speed difference is so noticeable, as well as the structure of the weekend, and just how the races go (the amount of accidents, for example), if I were a TP I wouldn’t be able to rely solely on f2 performances to trust a driver. And I know there’s testing but it’s so limited, which I guess is why they have driver academies etc but that’s a whole other issue. Okay sorry for this rant I’m moving on.

I get that Aron is probably a bit bitter about being dropped by Merc but at the same time, you’re not endearing yourself to anyone with that behaviour. Obviously he’s young it is what it is but I hope someone in his life is checking him on that.

But yeah I am fascinated by the f2 hype/result correlation because you see all these drivers on the podium, fighting for the championship, linked to teams…are any of them getting a seat? Or are the seats going to Bearman and Antonelli who are in midfield but they’ve got brand recognition. The results really do not seem to matter much. I’m not saying drivers get their seats because of hype but I’m saying you are given hype when teams are already looking to give you a seat before you even get to f2. Because where are Aron, Maloney, Hadjar, etc going to end up? Not with seats in the next few years. But you can bet Ollie Bearman will be in a Haas next year

[missnight0wl]

Honestly, they should've kept Matt London as the Head Writer for HPHM. While the guy might not be the best writer, it seems he at least had some kind of plan for this story.

Oh, absolutely! I mean, Matt London was partially responsible for creating Patricia Rakepick (here's the tweet). Just for that, the man has forever my mad respect.

But even that aside, I totally agree with you. The story definitely felt more cohesive when he was in charge, and it became the bigger mess the more time had passed since his departure. And the thing is that a story like this simply needs someone to keep it in check. I’m not saying that HPHM is super complex and whatnot, but it has enough plotlines to get lost in it if you don’t have a clear direction, especially if it’s stretched so much in time. And personally, I still believe that the original writing team left the GENERAL skeleton for the story. Unfortunately, it served well only until like… the end of Y5. Once we got to the Sunken Vault, I’m fairly certain JC abandoned it entirely. Well, I do suspect that the Dark Scroll might’ve been a part of the original plan, but the whole idea was probably supposed to be executed very differently.

Also, he really seems to have more passion for the HP universe than the current team. I always think about this tweet, for example:

Nowadays, this approach was replaced by: “Let’s shove more fanservice down the service”.

In the end, it’s not even about keeping Matt London in particular – although I am very curious about what he could’ve done with the game. But the problem is basically that HPHM needs a Head Writer who’d actually spent some time to properly learn the story, so they could at least eliminate major inconsistencies. That’s it. And if you ask me, you can probably do it in one weekend, maybe a couple of days.

But apparently, JC can’t even care enough to eliminate the inconsistencies within a couple of chapters, so what am I even talking about, right?

[classylo]

the works; bucky barnes

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| one shots |

smut = 18+

   daddy; 18+ 

   champagne problems; angst

   strangers again; angst

   stuck; fluff

   i'm not like that; 18+ (crowd favorite fic)

   say you’re mine; 18+

   show me; 18+

   august; angst

   reckless; 18+

   brothers best friend; 18+ (crowd favorite fic)

   just you; 18+

   weekend getaway; 18+

   red lights; fluff

   ivy; 18+

   this game; fluff

   coffee and cigarettes; angst

   for the best; 18+

   actually you can help; 18+

   something like that; 18+

   alone with you; 18+

   I didn’t have a back up plan; 18+

   halloween; fluff 

   gold rush; angst, fluff

   happiness; 18+

   third date rule; 18+

   the escort; 18+

   fourteen days; fluff

   baby fever; fluff

   therefore I am; 18+

   right where you left me; angst

   valentine’s day; fluff

   beg for it; 18+

| mr. president | on going

a series of one shots consisting of president!bucky barnes x chief of staff!female reader

   mr. president; 18+

   one bed; 18+

   the phone call; 18+ 

   truth or dare; 18+

   the residence; 18+ 

   ask nicely; 18+

| the bodyguard | completed

you’ve proudly served as the White House chief of staff for the past two years, not only as the first female but the youngest person to serve in that role. You were unstoppable… until you started receiving death threats that even made the President uncomfortable. Now you’re being forced to have protection until your stalker is found. Luckily, the secret service has just retained none other than Special Agent James Barnes to lead your protection team. Agent Barnes has protected people all around the world from London to Moscow. How difficult could protecting the young and beautiful White House chief of staff be? Perhaps it won’t be so bad… or perhaps it might. Join along on the ride of a lifetime with… the bodyguard.

part 1 | the meeting

part 2 | the first day 

part 3 | the date

part 4 | the day off

part 5 | the kiss & the regret & the realization

part 6 | the moment you knew

part 7 | the betrayal

part 8 | the President’s motorcade

| should've been you | completed

18+ only | He was supposed to meet you at the game. He was supposed to be the one you went on a date with. He was the one you were supposed to fall in love with. Yet, here you are three years into a relationship with another… it should’ve been him, not his best friend.

part 1 | my boyfriend’s best friend

part 2 | three years ago (buckys version)

part 3 | three years ago (readers version)

part 4 | for you? I’d do absolutely anything

part 5 | breakfast at Steve’s

part 6 | London? London.

part 7 | it should’ve been you

part 8 | see you soon

part 9 | forever

| home for the holidays | completed

18+ only | When your family begs you to come home for the holidays and to bring the new guy you’ve been seeing, you don’t have the heart to tell them your good-for-nothing-ex cheated on you… good thing your roommate is available and will do absolutely anything you ask.

part 1 | we’re going home

part 2 | the act

part 3 | maybe it’s not pretend

part 4 | too far

part 5 | always you

epilogue; 18+ (can be read as stand-alone)

coffee and cigarettes series | on hiatus 

18+ only | After seeing you at your high school reunion, Bucky couldn’t get you off his mind. He convinced himself you deserved better and so he attempted to move on himself. Things seemed to be going fine...that was until the Stark holiday party.

part 1 | coffee and cigarettes

part 2 | American nights

part 3 |

part 4 |

calamitous love | ongoing 

18+ only | Reader is a modern princess under immense pressure to marry before she takes the crown, she choose her Prince Charming four years ago… but he didn’t choose her back. He left her with a broken heart and her kingdom to rule alone. Four years later, reader is in an arranged engagement with a man who she can see herself loving… one day... everything seems to be falling into place until her original prince shows up at her engagement party determined to win her back before her wedding day. 

part 1 | the announcement

part 2 | the dance

part 3 |

part 4 | 

part 5 | 

[barcaavengers]

Weakness || Bucky Barnes Imagine || Pt. 3

Note: Woohoo part 3 is up! Thank you again for all the feedback! It means a lot that you like this story because it means I am in a way doing right on Bucky's character. I honestly suck at describing fighting scenes so I'm writing them to get some practice so sorry if some things just seem off haha. Already working on part 4! I don't know how long these series will be so it all depends on you guys. As always, feedback is encouraged along with your comments. ❤️

Disclaimer: Gif not mine! It belongs to @unearthlydust whose gifs are so prettyyyy.

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Your head felt like it was spinning and for a moment everything was quiet as you processed the red headed's words. Your gaze was on the floor before they closed to process everything, a way for you to shut down everything around you while you think. They were right...Of course Bucky would know, he is a Super Soldier. You should've listened to him. You should've listened to Sam when he pointed out you never did jump like that before, he knew your training skills.

"Why would you do that?" You ask quietly, trying your best to not have your voice crack or quiver from your feelings.

"If you are going to take on Captain America you need to be ready, and now that he has taken the serum."

"Let me rephrase that” you pause. “Why would you do that without asking?!" Your gaze lifts as you take a step forward, anger taking control for a moment. "I don't want this! I don't know what I'll be capable of-"

"That will help you know what you can do," she says. "If you are truly good, you will be better. If you are not…"

"So this is a fifty-fifty game for you? Let's see if you are capable of hurting people unintentionally if not, congratulations you passed the test" you say sarcastically and roll your eyes.

"Again, it is temporary. We don't know how long it will last in your body."

"What if it doesn't go?"

The girl simply shrugs and puts her hoodie over her head, "We will find out sooner than later" she says before turning on her heel.

Your eyes look after the girl, you lean against the wall behind you and close your eyes, taking in a few deep breaths. You knew deep down you wouldn't hurt anyone, but the fact that the possibility was there… You felt like the boys were going to look different at you. Sam wouldn’t be as protective as he has been with you since day one, Bucky may not find comfort in you anymore because you have turned into a Super Soldier just like him. Let’s not forget that Zemo could try to kill you since according to him people with the Serum aren’t supposed to exist. Were you even considered one of those people even if apparently yours is just a prototype of a temporary chemical?

"Y/N…" Sam shouts from above before landing in front of you. "What the hell do you think you are doing?" He asks as he gets closer before he notices your demeanor. "What's wrong? I saw Karli…"

"She-" you trail off before you shake your head. "She did inject me with something, Sam…" he eyes you curiously. "She gave me a...some type of temporary version of the Serum…" you can see Sam's eyes darkening with anger. "She says it's only supposed to last a while, she isn't sure how long but…"

"Come here," Sam's wings get secured on his back before he pulls you into a hug. You always found comfort talking to Sam or his hugs. He wasn't very affectionate with people that weren't his family, but the time you have spent together brought you quite close.

Bucky runs up to the two of you, his blue eyes trailing over your form, reading your body language. "What did she do to her?" His jaw clenched as he looked at Sam.

"Karli injected her with a temporary Serum…" he says quietly as you let go of him. "Y/N, listen to me. You are not going to turn into Walker, we won't let you. You are nothing like him if that’s what you are afraid of..." He cups your face between his hands and you nod your head.

"I knew it," Bucky says, hands landing on his hips. "What's the plan?"

"We have to find Walker," you run a hand through your hair. "If this thing only lasts a few hours, we have to make it count" you say and look at Bucky and then Sam. “We have to use it to our advantage.”

"Sharon sent me Walker's location while getting here. Let's move."

Once you find Walker, Sam tries to talk to him into giving the shield but to no avail. The guy was obsessed with the title, the shield, everything that had to do with being Captain America.

"Don't go down that road. Believe me, it doesn't end well..." Bucky says once Walker tries to justify his actions.

"I'm not like you!" Walker says and Bucky's gaze shifts from the man to the floor. Rude.

"You will never be like him, or Steve," you say and take a step forward to the man. "You are lying to yourself about Lemar's killer. You know that man you killed was innocent, but you killed him anyway" you take another step. "You are pretending to be someone you will never be..." you pause. "You will never, ever, be Captain America. You are just some knockoff version."

The words trigger Walker and he is quick to rush your way, but you rush to him as well. You duck when he tries to punch you and manage to move away from him, moving behind his back and kicking him, sending him flying towards Sam.

Sam is quick to deliver a punch on the man's side, Bucky tries to hit him with his vibranium arm, but the man uses the shield and you flinch at the sound that echoes through the warehouse at the contact of vibranium against vibranium. He kicks Bucky to the other side against a column and you would lie if you didn't get scared at the reminder that that was how Lemar died. The impact knocked Bucky unconscious but he was still breathing. Sam reaches for the arm that has the shield but Walker brushes him away with a punch. You jump on the man's back, legs around his waist as you try to choke him with your arms.

The man starts walking backwards with you still on his back, hitting a wall before repeating the action a few times making you grunt at the pain on your back. You let go of his neck and fall from his back, he turns quickly, taking advantage that you were still processing the impact and tries to put the edge of the shield against your neck. “Why are you making me do this?!” He asks as he looks at you. You are struggling as you try to push him off, your hues looking into his defiantly.

“You. Don’t. Deserve. It!” You scream before pushing him off, he lands on his back and the shield lands next to him. “Sam!” You shout as you both rush for the shield. Walker quickly reaches for it and tosses it, sending Sam flying to a wall. The shield returns to the man and you glare at him.

“We could’ve been a team” Walker says as he stands up, straight posture as he walks towards you.

“Not a chance” you look at the shield and from the corner you can see Bucky is regaining consciousness. You run to Walker and when you get close you make a quick back flip, taking him by surprise which gives you a space to punch him right on his nose. “Wanted to do that for a while” you say with a smirk. You are about to throw the next but the man catches your arm, he was much stronger than you, his grip was too painful. He reaches for your wrist and twists it making you yelp and by that same hand, he holds you open to kick you, sending you a few feet back but you land on your knee and one leg stretched, hands supporting your balance.

Sam tries to take the shield with one of his gadgets, but Walker is stronger, even with Sam using his jetpack but with no luck. Walker brings him down and has Sam on his back. “Bucky, come on. We can take him now” you help Bucky up, Walker being too distracted with Sam trying to tear the wings off, and then you hear the screech of metal breaking, then hitting the floor. Walker reaches for the shield and you see him aiming for Sam's head. Bucky rushes from behind him and both of them fall a few feet away from you, you are quick to go to Walker and kick his ribs with all your strength.

Bucky lifts John up and gets him against the lifter. Sam moves to take the arm that had the shield strapped to and started pulling it off but Walker was holding onto it like his life depended on it, and it seemed like it did. You move to hold his other arm in case he even thought of punching Bucky to try to get free. The three of you struggled, even Sam with his jetpack strength couldn't take it off easily, but the cracking of bones and John's scream was all you needed to confirm that Sam got the shield off.

Bucky and you let go of him, both of you trying to catch your breath. "It's over John," Sam says as he holds the shield.

"It's mine!" And there he goes again. You run and tackle him, straddling his chest before delivering three quick punches, blood covering your knuckles, he pushes you off to the floor and gets on top of you quickly as his hands went around your neck. Bucky gets John off from you, flinging him toward Sam who was holding the shield and you flinch at the sound. The three men fall and stay down for a couple of seconds, Bucky being the first to move only to take a shield and throw it besides Sam before he walks away. You barely had the energy to move or call him, you just lay there looking at Sam. He picked up the shield and wiped some of the blood with his bare hands.

"Sam…" you whisper quietly as you stand up after a while.

"I'm okay…" his voice cracks as he holds onto the shield. "Let's go" he takes the hand you offer him to pull him up. You take a last glance at Walker who remains on the floor, glaring at the two of you and holding onto his broken arm before you walk away.

After everything, you went with Bucky to take care of Zemo and then decided to check on Sam. Bucky had to deliver him a box while you just wanted to check on the man that has helped you since day one. There is no way to explain how happy you were that Sam's boat was helping all of you to get distracted. Sam and Bucky worked with the boat while Sarah and you made sure everything was in order. All of this was giving you a much needed sense of normalcy that you haven't had in a while.

The day is settling in and the three of you were sitting on the boat, Sam staring at the box Bucky brought him as you all sipped on your drinks. No words spoken for a while, just enjoying the quiet for once.

"Well, gotta catch my flight tomorrow. Get a hotel room for the night…" Bucky says, standing to take his coat.

"I thought you two were leaving together?" Sam asks and you almost spill what was left of your drink.

"Nah, she is staying with you guys" Bucky says and you turn to him. "I heard you talking with Sarah" he shrugs and looks away.

"Then you would know I'm not staying, but of course you ignored the rest" you sip on your drink, rolling your eyes. You did say to the woman that you wanted to stay, so that was what Bucky heard, apparently he didn't listen to the part where you said you couldn't just leave him like that.

"Just stay here" Sam says to Bucky and you see the soldier's eyes light up almost instantly. "No PDA with Y/N, alright? You do whatever you have to do when you are back in New York."

"I don't see that happening" you mutter and drink the last sip of your beer.

"You two haven't talked, yet?"

"There isn't anything to talk about" you mutter into the bottle. There was so much you wanted to say, but it wasn't the time although things were...calm in a way.

"Agree…" And he agrees. Wow.

"Listen to me, the two of you. You have to sort this out. Y/N, you can't keep holding onto your feelings waiting for the right time, and you, Cyborg, you have to get your life back. You can multitask with your book and your life" Sam says. "It's obvious you two help each other out and everyone knows this. Steve knew it" your eyes shift to the floor at the mention of Steve.

"I can't take this talk again" you stand up and jump out of the boat, walking away.

"That is the exact opposite of what I'm trying to make you do, Y/N!" You hear Sam shout.

You were watching Sarah's kids play around the kitchen area, the kids making sound of hits while the smallest played with the shield. Bucky was a few feet away resting on the couch, so peacefully. The shield suddenly drops and you see him shift before opening his eyes. "Hey" he salutes and the kids are quick to put the shield back in place.

"Put it back. Hurry…" the oldest says before running outside. Bucky looks at them while smiling and there is something about his eyes...It looked like he missed something, longed for something...

"You are awake" you say and he smiles at you, an authentic Bucky smile. You hated how easily his smile could change your behavior.

"You are not mad anymore" he points out and you just roll your eyes.

"Don't push your luck" you say and walk to him after taking two beers, handing one to him. "I wasn't mad. I just didn't want to put my mind into that topic again…"

"Thanks" he says quietly and you sit at the end of the couch where his legs were, so he sits up to be by your side. "You know, that reminded me of Wakanda," he starts. "The kids playing around, waking me up," he chuckles.

"You miss Wakanda, don't you?" You say.

"Yeah…" he says quietly and takes a sip off the bottle. "I felt peace there. Actual calmness...Something like this..."

"I get it. Being away from the mess that New York can be, no Superhero problems, no missions, no conflicts...Things are just quiet," you explain. Silence fills the air for a moment.

"Y/N, I've been thinking about what Sam said...We can't ignore this anymore...But I don't know where to start," he says quietly. "I want this with you" your eyes lift to look at him, did he just…? "I want us to have a sense of a normal life. I know it's a long road..."

"I don't want you to feel pressured. That's not what I want," you shake your head. "I just want you to know I'm here for you, Buck. I will wait as long as it takes, until you are ready…" you look at him.

"I can't ask you that, Y/N. I know for sure it won't be forever, but it will take time."

"You think I waited all this time to give you up just like that?" Your body shifts to face him. "I won't lie, there was a time I thought that there was no point in trying..." you avoid his gaze.

"Hey, no…" his fingers reach for your chin and make you face him, his warm hand cups the side of your face. "If you give me a little time, we can sort this whole thing out…"

He places the bottle of beer in the table next to him, not moving his hand away from the position it was in your cheek before turning to you. His thumb brushes your skin, his blue eyes taking you in and you can't help but do the same. His blue eyes, his scruff, his perfect face, his jawline, his lips, the way his tongue wetted those kissable lips...

His hand moved to the back of your neck to bring you in for a kiss. This wasn't like the first kiss which was a simple lip lock. No. This was a full kiss, instantly feeling his tongue brushing your lips. The kiss was slow and you felt bad about how desperate you needed more of his lips. He pulls away after a few seconds, your eyes open slowly to find him looking at you.

"What?" You ask quietly.

"Nothing, I just...I haven't kissed anyone like that since…" he trails off, he gets comfortable and rests on his side on the couch, his hand dropping from the back of your neck to his side.

"Didn't expect you to be charming every girl around you with your Winter Soldier mode" you say and he chuckles. You loved this. You loved that his whole body language was calm and relax, and he was smiling. "Although you did charm me, but I met you in between so it doesn't count."

He chuckles, not saying anything about it, sipping on his beer. "At what time is our flight?"

"At night, we have time…" you say as you eye him.

"We should tell Sam we are already talked," he says and you smirk.

"We should."

Bucky stands from the couch, taking his beer with his vibranium arm before reaching for yours. You smile at him before taking his hand.

Later that day you are sitting on the stairs of the front porch while Sam and Bucky talk and toss the shield around. You haven't told them yet, but you still felt the rush, like the Serum was still in your body, but not as strong as it was in the beginning. You can hear the conversation faintly from your spot, so you continued scrolling through your phone while listening.

"It's just, that shield's the closest thing I've got left to a family, so when you retired it, it made me feel like I had nothing left." Your heart shatters at his words. This was the first time you have heard Bucky talk about family, and not mentioning Steve, but it wasn't long until he mentioned him and his book. "I just figured that if it worked for him, then it'd work for me." He looks at you after those words, you can see him from the corner of your eye but you continue to scroll on your phone.

"I understand, man. But Steve is gone" Sam pauses. "This might be a surprise but, it doesn't matter what Steve thought. You gotta stop looking to other people to tell you who you are." The shield comes back to Bucky and he catches it swiftly. "Plus, that girl right there?" There goes Sam, trying to play cupid. "That girl would jump off a bridge if you told her, man. If this shield is the closest you got to a family? Maybe it's time you start your own" he says and pats the soldier in his flesh arm. "But you gotta talk it out, and slow steps. You are new again to all of this."

"I know," Bucky says and he looks at you as you walk to them. "That's what scares me, Sam. Besides Steve, no one has looked out for me as much as she does" he says, his eyes not looking away from you. "I don't want to hurt her, Sam, and I feel like I might while I get back on having a life…"

"Let me ask you, are you still having those nightmares?"

"All the time...It means I remember. It means a part of me is still there. Which means a part of the Winter Soldier's still in me…" he tosses the shield and Sam catches it.

You reach them when they are talking bout the amends, the way Bucky should approach things to get proper closure. Then the two clasp their hands together and remain like that for a while.

"Good talk" Bucky says and Sam chuckles.

"You know Karli won't quit."

"Just call us when you have a lead and we will be there, Sam." You jump in. "I'll still come out to visit."

"Stay safe. I know you will be in good hands, metal and flesh" you have to laugh as he pulls you into a hug. "Take care of him, look after him. I know he will do the same for you."

"I know, Sam" you hide your face in his shoulder. "Thank you."

"Love you, kiddo. If you need me, call me."

After a few hours of flight, you get to the JFK Airport. You look for your keys in your bag as you walk, Bucky right besides you. Ever since you have landed he has been quiet, you couldn't guess what he was thinking of, but you let him be. Once outside, you slow your walk and he looks around before looking at your keys and then shifting his gaze. "So…" you say and purse your lips. "Um, do you want me to give you a ride to your house?"

"Uh, no. It's okay. It's late and I don't want to bother you."

"Buck, you live a few minutes away from my place. Let me take you."

"No really its…" you are glaring at him, and he sighs. "Alright, fine." You grin and start walking to the parking lot.

"You are staying at your family's house in Brooklyn, right?" You ask him.

"Yeah…" he looks around the parking lot that was barely lit except for a few dim lights here and there, and you feel him get closer to you, almost protective and you can't help but smile at the action.

Once you park in front of his house, you bite your lip as you put your car in parking.

"This is it.."

"This is it…" he nods his head. "I would invite you inside but I don't think my place is ready to have any visitors" he says, running a hand on the back of his neck.

"Don't worry about it" you wave it off. "We will keep in touch, Karli won't take long to show up again..."

"Uh, yeah. I just have to make a visit first and then we can start, you know, figuring things out" he offers you an apologetic smile.

"You don't have to do it alone, you know?" He nods his head. How were you supposed to say goodbye to him? A kiss on the cheek? On the lips? A hug?

"I'll see you later" he says and you can see he is hesitating as much as you are. "Uhm, I should…" he shifts in his seat before opening the door and getting out, pulling his bag with him. "Text me when you get home?"

"Will do" you say and he closes the door of the car, he gives you an awkward wave with the softest smile before he takes two perfect steps backwards and turning to walk to his house.

You are lying down on your living room couch watching TV when your phone indicates a new message. Your fingers lazily reach for it, unlocking the screen to read the message.

Bucky: Do you want to go out or something?

[jazziehart]

Taylor Swift Albums Reviews

Hello my lovely blog readers,

I want to thank those of you who stick around through all my crazy rants and long Glee posts. You guys are the real MVPs and I will always appreciate you.

Anyway onto why we're here, in the wake of Taylor rereleasing her albums I found it fitting to take a look back at her discorgaphy so far! Thanks to my good friend Aly, I decided to relisten to all of her albums which the order was randomly decided. I will be talking about the deluxe editions so enjoy!

Let's start off with the first album that was drawn first which was Red.

One of my favorite albums right off the bat with probably her best album cover. I remember how excited I was for 22, mostly because my girl Dianna Agron's name was in the liner notes. Let's dive into what I thought now about 9 years later!

Favorite Track: Begin Again Least Favorite Track: The Last Time (featuring Gary Lightbody) Bonus Track I Wish was on the main album: All of them!!! Favorite Bonus Track: The Moment I Knew Album Ranking: 6th/9

Overall I adore this album so so much. The only track I didn't care for in the least was The Last Time. I think you'll find a trend with me that my least favorite Tayor tracks tend to be her duets (the exception being Everything Has Changed which is also on this album and is the purest of all). The album has held up and even moreso I love it than the first time I listened. Crazy. Anyway onto the rankings of each song. DISCLAIMER: These are just my opinions and you can disagree with them but please be respectful.

1) Begin Again 2) The Moment I Knew 3) State of Grace (Acoustic Version) 4) I Almost Do 5) Stay Stay Stay 6) All Too Well 7) Everything Has Changed (featuring Ed Sheeran) 8) 22 9) Come Back...Be Here 10) Red 11) I Knew You Were Trouble 12) The Lucky One 13) We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together 14) Starlight 15) Girl at Home 16) Sad Beautiful Tragic 17) State of Grace 18) Holy Ground 19) Treacherous 20) The Last Time (featuring Gary Lightbody)

Honestly I adore this album so much as a whole and ranking every song was so hard. Holy Ground honestly had a lot of potiental I hated the arrangement but if I heard an acoustic version I would be sold, much like State of Grace which I wasn't huge on the original but the acoustic I'm obsessed with. Moving onto our second album which is one of Taylor's newest.

folklore! Funny enough on first listen I wasn't as into it as everyone else was but trust me, the relisten definitely helped me change my mind. I also heard the lakes for the first time which I loved. Since it's the only bonus track I'm going to say I definitely wished it had made the main album over some of the other songs on it. Let's dive into my thoughts and rankings.

Favorite Track: mad woman Least Favorite Track: invisible string Album Ranking: 9th/9

1) mad woman 2) the 1 3) the last great american dynasty 4) mirrorball 5) hoax 6) peace 7) seven 8) august 9) my tears richocet 10) the lakes 11) cardigan 12) betty 13) illicit affairs 14) epiphany 15) this is me trying 16) exile (featuring Bon Iver) 17) invisible string

Okay I know cardigan and betty being so low is going make people unhappy but honestly I just loved the other songs better listed above it. So many gorgeous songs and a great era for Taylor. It's not my favorite era and still falls in my lower half of her albums but I can appreciate the tracks on it more than I did before with the relisten.

Now onto Taylor's most recent album which came up next in our randomization in evermore

Unlike folklore on original listen I absolutely adored this album and had it in my top tier Taylor albums but will that opinion hold up? Let's find out.

Favorite Track: no body, no crime (featuring HAIM) Least Favorite Track: gold rush Favorite Bonus Track: it's time to go Album Ranking: 7th/9

1) no body, no crime (featuring HAIM) 2) happiness 3) champagne problems 4) willow 5) cowboy like me 6) dorothea 7) majorie 8) evermore (featuring Bon Iver) 9) closure 10) long story short 11) ‘tis the damn season 12) ivy 13) it’s time to go 14) coney island (featuring The National) 15) right where you left me 16) tolerate it 17) gold rush Okay let's talk about the relisten, it still held up but to me the one thing I didn't love about the album was the bonus tracks didn't add much to the original album so I kind of see why they were bonus tracks. I enjoyed the album none the less and I do think that most of my opinions are somewhat popular. I only see people being mad about 'tis the damn season being so low but honestly 1-11, I loved all the tracks so.

Up next is the rerelease that started it all, Fearless!

Now let's see after 13 years (hey Taylor's lucky number) if my opinion of this iconic album changed. Back in the day I was so obsessed with this album so let's see how I feel now!

Favorite Track: You're Not Sorry Least Favorite Track: The Way I Loved You Bonus Tracks I Wish was on the main album: Forever and Always (Piano Verison) and Come in with the Rain Favorite Bonus Track: Forever and Always (Piano Version) Album Ranking: 4th/9

1) You’re Not Sorry 2) White Horse 3) Love Story 4) You Belong with Me 5) Change 6) Forever and Always (Piano Version) 7) Fifteen 8) Hey Stephen 9) Come in with the Rain 10) Jump Then Fall 11) Fearless 12) Forever and Always 13) The Best Day 14) The Other Side of the Door 15) Breathe (featuring Colbie Cailaitt) 16) Untouchable 17) SuperStar 18) Tell Me Why 19) The Way I Loved You

I still remember when this album was first coming out how jazzed and excited I was for it. It was highly anticipated for me being that I had fallen in love with Taylor from her debut album and listening back it still holds up as one of my favorite albums. The only two tracks I wasn't into back then and still am not into are Tell Me Why and The Way I Loved You. Other than those two tracks the entire album is incredible to listen to. I'm so excited to hear Taylor's versions of all these songs and who knows maybe my mind will change on some of them.

Moving onto the next album to be randomly selected which is almost every Swiftie's favorite 1989.

Funny enough, originally this album isn't in my top favorites so who knows if my opinion will change on a relisten. Let's find out!

Favorite Track: Clean Least Favorite Track: I Wish You Would Bonus Tracks I Wish was on the main album: All of them?! Come on Taylor what's up with 1989 and Red having like some of their best tracks as bonus tracks. I'm mad haha. Favorite Bonus Track: Wonderland (gee I wonder why) Album Ranking: 5th/9

1) Clean 2) Wonderland 3) Wildest Dreams 4) This Love 5) You are in Love 6) Welcome to New York 7) Shake It Off 8) Blank Space 9) Bad Blood 10) Style 11) How You Get the Girl 12) Out of the Woods 13) New Romantics 14) I Know Places 15) All You Had to Do was Stay 16) I Wish You Would

Okay listening back. I now get the hype behind it. Listening to it with bonus tracks honestly makes all the difference. No joke. It's a much better album with the bonus tracks added. Honestly if Wonderland and You are in Love were on the main album it would've been top tier to me. Thank God for the deluxe version but team Taylor what is up with you hiding some of her best tracks and only releasing them on the bonus tracks? I'm mad. Also speaking on Wonderland, I adore the song even without the rumours of it being about my favorite celebrity Dianna Agron. Had the bonus tracks been on the main album it would higher but as a whole I love the album.

And now for our next album, which is reputation!

This is probably Taylor's most controversial albums, some love it and some hate it. I actually am somewhere in the middle. I love some of the tracks while others I could've done without. Let's see where it goes for me listening back.

Favorite Song: New Year's Day Least Favorite: Dancing with Our Hands Tied Album Ranking: 8th/9

1) New Year's Day 2) Gorgeous 3) Don’t Blame Me 4) This is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things 5) I Did Something Bad 6) Dress 7) Delicate 8) Call It What You Want To 9) ...Ready for It? 10) Look What You Made Me Do 11) King of my Heart 12) Getaway Car 13) So It Goes... 14) End Game (featuring Ed Sheeran and Future) 15) Dancing with Our Hands Tied

Okay I feel like my choices here are controversal especially Getaway Car being pretty low on the album. Honestly I liked the song just wasn't into the hype that everyone else said about it, sorry you guys. Also Dancing with Our Hands Tied on the ALBUM is my least favorie song. I absolutely adored Taylor's acoustic version that was in the rep Tour. Had she released that on the album it would be after Look What You Made Me Do. The arrangement on the album I just didn't care for and I prefer acoustic Taylor which I think a lot of you gather from my top picks.

Anyway moving onto to our next album that was randomized which is...Taylor Swift!

Ah yes the album that started it all. 15 years ago I discovered Taylor Swift via this album thanks to CMT. I was a huge country music stan back in the day who knew how this one album would lead to a career I've been following for 15 years. Now how does this album hold up? Let's find out!

Favorite Song: Should've Said No Least Favorite Song: A Perfectly Good Heart Bonus Tracks I Wish was on the main album: Invisible and I'm Only Me When I'm with You Favorite Bonus Track: Invisible Album Ranking: 3rd/9

1) Should’ve Said No 2) Invisible 3) Cold as You 4) Picture to Burn 5) Our Song 6) The Outside 7) A Place in This World 8) Teardrops on My Guitar 9) Stay Beautiful 10) Tim McGraw 11) I’m Only Me When I’m with You 12) Mary’s Song (Oh My My My) 13) Tied Together with a Smile 14) A Perfectly Good Heart

This album still holds up 15 years later and made me so nostalgic. This had to be the hardest album for songs to rank thus far. Taylor hit it out of the park on her very first album crazy. She set the bar very high, funny enough it's the first album that a bonus track is my least favorite track but the entire album is a great listen, especially if you love country. It's very different from anything else Taylor did but that's what's so charming about it.

And now onto our second to last album which is another one of my favorites and the only album Taylor wrote fully on her own, Speak Now.

The album cover is up there with Red as my favorite and I'm excited to listen back to this album. I remember how much I enjoyed it when it was first released. Excited to see what I think 11 years later. Let's find out.

Favorite Track: Haunted (Acoustic Version) Least Favorite Track: Last Kiss Bonus Tracks I Wish was on the main album: All of them. Dang it Taylor they deserved to be on the main album. Favorite Bonus Track: Haunted (Acoustic Version) Album Ranking: 2nd/9

1) Haunted (Acoustic Version) 2) Long Live 3) Haunted 4) Better Than Revenge 5) Back to December (Acoustic Version) 6) Mine 7) Back to December 8) Mean 9) If This Was a Movie 10) Innocent 11) Dear John 12) Speak Now 13) Ours 14) Never Grow Up 15) The Story of Us 16) Superman 17) Enchanted 18) Sparks Fly 19) Last Kiss

One of Taylor's absolute best albms and it was incredibly hard to rank these songs. I know people are going to be mad about Enchanted being low but I just didn't love it as much as the other tracks on the album, this after all is one of the best albums she ever released so it's incredibly hard to make the call.

Moving onto our final album which I've called my absolute favorite, Lover.

It's only been an year since its release but will it hold up as my favorite album? Let's find out!

Favorite Track: Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince Least Favorite Track: It’s Nice to Have a Friend Album Ranking: 1st/9

1) Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince 2) Paper Rings 3) Lover 4) Soon You’ll Get Better (featuring The Chicks) 5) You Need to Calm Down 6) The Archer 7) The Man 8) Daylight 9) Afterglow 10) I Think He Knows 11) False God 12) Death by a Thousand Cuts 13) Cruel Summer 14) Cornelia Street 15) I Forgot That You Existed 16) ME! (featuring Brendan Urie from Panic! at the Disco) 17) London Boy 18) It’s Nice to Have a Friend

Yep it held up. This album is my favorite thing Taylor ever released. It was a tough call because I loved all of her top albums so much. Miss Americana still is my favorite performance which is no surprise, I was obsessed when this song came out 2 years ago. It's Nice to Have a Friend is the weakest track on the album but by no means is it a bad track. The entire album is a great listen all the way through, the only song that's hard to listen to especially if you have a sick parent "Soon You'll Get Better" I literally bawled after I finished it. So if you don't want an emotional song that might make you sad, it's best to skip it even though it's one of favorite tracks.

And that does it for us here. Hope you enjoyed my album reviews! Just to recap here's the rankings of all of Taylor's Albums:

1) Lover 2) Speak Now 3) Taylor Swift 4) Fearless 5) 1989 6) Red 7) evermore 8) reputation 9) folklore

Excited to see what's to come with the rerelease of Fearless and to hear the songs released from the vault. I've heard a few of her unreleased songs and honestly there are quite a few that I'm hoping are released. Thanks for enjoying us on this journey as always be kind and always spread love <3

[youguysswift]

Taylor Swift Saddest Lyrics:

Which Taylor's Lyrics made you Cry ?

• "you call me up again just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest" — All Too Well

• "but your jealousy, I can hear it now

you’re talking down to me like I’ll always be around" - Better Man

• "I can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye" — I Almost Do

• "you said "‘I'm sorry, I didn't make it.' And I said, ‘I'm sorry too.'" — The Moment I Knew

• "You put up the walls and paint them all a shade of gray and I stood there loving you, and wished them all away" - Cold As You

• "I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well" - White Horse

• "why, do you have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside" - Tell me Why

• "but you held your pride like you should have hold me" - The Story of Us

• "so I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep and I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe" - Last Kiss

• "dont you think nineteen is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when i loved you so?" - Dear John

• "time, its taking its sweet time erasing you" - Sad beautiful Tragic

• "i watched you leave, your smile, my ghost, i fell to my knees" - This Love

• "ten months sober i must admit, just beacuse you're clean dont mean you dont miss it" - Clean

• "in my mind i play it back, spinning faster than the plane that took you" - Come back, Be Here

• "who am i supossed to talk to? what am i supossed to do, if there's no you?" -Soon You'll get Better

• "i lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday" - Dear John

• "he didnt like it when i wore high heels, but i do" - Begin Again

• "cause now my name is up in lights, but i think you got it right, let me tell you now you're the lucky one" - The Lucky One

• "Please dont, ever become a stranger, whose laugh i could recognize everywhere" - New Year's Day

• "What do you do when the one who means the most, is the one who didnt show?" - The Moment I Knew

• "In your life, you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team. I didnt know it at fifteen" - Fifteen

• "You can plan for a change in weather and time, but i never planned on ypu changing your mind" - Last Kiss

• "You wear your best apology but i was there to watch you leave and all the times i let you in, just for you to go again" - The Last Time

• "all the king's horses, all the king's men, couldnt put me together again, cause all of my enemies started out friends" - The Archer

• "Words, how little they mean

when you're a little too late”- Sad Beautiful Tragic

• "Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold, and you got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know"- You're Not Sorry

• "will you take a moment, promise me this, that you'll stand by me forever, but if god forbid fate should step in and force us into a goodbye, if you have children someday, when they point to the pictures, please tell them my name"- Long Live

• "new apartment, in a big city they just dropped me off. It's so much colder than I thought it would be so I tucked myself in and turned my nightlight on. I wish I'd never grown up" -Never Grow Up

• "Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind. We both cried, cause when you're 15 and somebody tells you they love you you're gonna believe them" -Fifteen

• "my time, my wine, my spirit, my trust, tryna find a part of me you didn't take up, gave you so much, but it wasn't enough. But I'll be alright, it's just a thousand cuts" - Death by a thousand cuts

• "I've been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end" - Begin Again

• "You gave me roses and I left them there to die" - Back to December

• "fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer" - Red

• "we are alone with our changing minds we fall in love 'til it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time" -State of Grace

• "for the first time I had something to lose, and I guess we fell apart in the usual way and the story's got dust on every page" - Holy Ground

• "Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything, and everybody believed in you?" - Innocent

• "baby, I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me" - New Romantics

• "you never know what people have up their sleeves, ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me, lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles" - Ours

• "all that i know is that i don’t know how to be something you miss, never thought we'd have a last kiss" - Last Kiss

• "You said it was a great love, one for the ages, but if the story's over, why am I still writing pages?" -Death by a Thousand Cuts

• "i could go back to every laugh, but i don’t wanna go there anymore." — Come in With the Rain

• "braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known" - Mine

• "you've gotta leave before you get left" - I Did Something Bad

• "you've got your demons and darling they all look like me" - Sad Beautiful Tragic

• "please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you" - Enchanted

• "come back to me like, you could, you could if you just said you're sorry iknow that we could work it out somehow, but if this was a movie you'd be here by now" - If This Was a Movie

• "You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time but I never thought I'd live to see it break" - Haunted

• "and they tell you that you're lucky but you're so confused cause you don't feel pretty, you just feel used" - The Lucky One

• "I can hear them whisper as we pass by It's a bad sign, something happens when everybody finds out see the vulture circling dark clouds, love's a fragile little flame, it could burn out" - I Know Places

• "I should've slept with one eye opened at night" Wonderland

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@taylorswift saddest parts of songs

• "you call me up again just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest" — All Too Well

• "but your jealousy, I can hear it now

you’re talking down to me like I’ll always be around" - Better Man

• "I can't say hello to you and risk another goodbye" — I Almost Do

• "you said "‘I'm sorry, I didn't make it.' And I said, ‘I'm sorry too.'" — The Moment I Knew

• "You put up the walls and paint them all a shade of gray and I stood there loving you, and wished them all away" - Cold As You

• "I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well" - White Horse

• "why, do you have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside" - Tell me Why

• "but you held your pride like you should have hold me" - The Story of Us

• "so I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep and I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe" - Last Kiss

• "dont you think nineteen is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when i loved you so?" - Dear John

• "time, its taking its sweet time erasing you" - Sad beautiful Tragic

• "i watched you leave, your smile, my ghost, i fell to my knees" - This Love

• "ten months sober i must admit, just beacuse you're clean dont mean you dont miss it" - Clean

• "in my mind i play it back, spinning faster than the plane that took you" - Come back, Be Here

• "who am i supossed to talk to? what am i supossed to do, if there's no you?" -Soon You'll get Better

• "i lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday" - Dear John

• "he didnt like it when i wore high heels, but i do" - Begin Again

• "cause now my name is up in lights, but i think you got it right, let me tell you now you're the lucky one" - The Lucky One

• "Please dont, ever become a stranger, whose laugh i could recognize everywhere" - New Year's Day

• "What do you do when the one who means the most, is the one who didnt show?" - The Moment I Knew

• "In your life, you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team. I didnt know it at fifteen" - Fifteen

• "You can plan for a change in weather and time, but i never planned on ypu changing your mind" - Last Kiss

• "You wear your best apology but i was there to watch you leave and all the times i let you in, just for you to go again" - The Last Time

• "all the king's horses, all the king's men, couldnt put me together again, cause all of my enemies started out friends" - The Archer

• "Words, how little they mean

when you're a little too late”- Sad Beautiful Tragic

• "Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold, and you got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know"- You're Not Sorry

• "will you take a moment, promise me this, that you'll stand by me forever, but if god forbid fate should step in and force us into a goodbye, if you have children someday, when they point to the pictures, please tell them my name"- Long Live

• "new apartment, in a big city they just dropped me off. It's so much colder than I thought it would be so I tucked myself in and turned my nightlight on. I wish I'd never grown up" -Never Grow Up

• "Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind. We both cried, cause when you're 15 and somebody tells you they love you you're gonna believe them" -Fifteen

• "my time, my wine, my spirit, my trust, tryna find a part of me you didn't take up, gave you so much, but it wasn't enough. But I'll be alright, it's just a thousand cuts" - Death by a thousand cuts

• "I've been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does

Is break and burn and end" - Begin Again

• "You gave me roses and I left them there to die" - Back to December

• "fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer" - Red

• "we are alone with our changing minds we fall in love 'til it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time" -State of Grace

• "for the first time I had something to lose, and I guess we fell apart in the usual way and the story's got dust on every page" - Holy Ground

• "Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything, and everybody believed in you?" - Innocent

• "baby, I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me" - New Romantics

• "you never know what people have up their sleeves, ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me, lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles" - Ours

• "all that i know is that i don’t know how to be something you miss, never thought we'd have a last kiss" - Last Kiss

• "You said it was a great love, one for the ages, but if the story's over, why am I still writing pages?" -Death by a Thousand Cuts

• "i could go back to every laugh, but i don’t wanna go there anymore." — Come in With the Rain

• "braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known" - Mine

• "you've gotta leave before you get left" - I Did Something Bad

• "you've got your demons and darling they all look like me" - Sad Beautiful Tragic

• "please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you" - Enchanted

• "come back to me like, you could, you could if you just said you're sorry iknow that we could work it out somehow, but if this was a movie you'd be here by now" - If This Was a Movie

• "You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time but I never thought I'd live to see it break" - Haunted

• "and they tell you that you're lucky but you're so confused cause you don't feel pretty, you just feel used" - The Lucky One

• "I can hear them whisper as we pass by It's a bad sign, something happens when everybody finds out see the vulture circling dark clouds, love's a fragile little flame, it could burn out" - I Know Places

• "I should've slept with one eye opened at night" Wonderland

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