#I am perceived as inherently delusional so any description of my life is immediately dismissed as a cognitive distortion | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sistersorrow · 9 months ago

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A big part of why every single suicide prevention strategy fails to work on me is that I have absolutely no reason to trust a single thing anyone says

They have a single goal in mind (convince me to continue living) and because that goal is perceived as an objective good, pretty much anything is permitted in pursuit of said goal, including just outright lying

That isn't me exaggerating or anything, I've had plenty of people say outright that they will say literally anything if they think it'll convince me, whether or not they think its remotely true, so at the end of the day I have no reason to take a single thing they say as remotely trustworthy cause anything they can and often is a futile attempt at tricking me into doing what they want

#and that's when they bother to actually check what the problem even is #most of the time they just assume I'm a depressed teenager in southern California and work from there #I am perceived as inherently delusional so any description of my life is immediately dismissed as a cognitive distortion #I've been called a doomer for accurately describing the treatment of queer people in my country #also love how when they realise what they're doing doesn't help at all they just decide that must be entirely my fault #that or they say they no longer care about my problems then tell me to kill myself #cw suicide #depression #mental health

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