#I am being held hostage help
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You wanna listen to me talk about Blue Lock and Ao Ashi for the entire bus ride later
You genuenly are the consequences of my actions
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#putting this here because i need to put these thoughts into words -#so many of my joints and limbs hurt all the time and its always the most bastardly combinations too#it's been only getting worse ever since it started a decade ago#and i feel like i am going insane#my limbs sometimes feel like they are on fire and i can't do anything about it#recently my knees have been worse than ever before and i feel held hostage by my own damn body#i always feel like people are let down by me when my body forces me to do/not do certain things#and it makes me feel so bad to talk about my pain with anyone around me#i've been chasing an answer with so many different doctors but it is so hard to not just get dismissed as a crazy 24yo woman#and end up with zero help#and this is not even counting the very possible allodynia in my hands -#im just so tired of pain and people around me getting mad at me for being in said pain#or not even MAD. they get so disappointed.#i dont know where else to put this right now and you guys are always lovely to me#so if any of you read this - i wish you nothing but good things. make sure to drink some water ♥#also side note: thank you all who read the new OKR part. it means the world.#lila post
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A dapper little goob
#crochet#amigurumi#frog#i like frogs#dapper#goober#pumpkin toadlet#please help#i am still being held hostage by the cuttlefish#froggo#art#plush#crafts#handmade#sewing#cute#crochet plushie
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you know what. sometimes i am in fact bitter. and sometimes i am in fact also vindictive, a little.
#there's just someone who actually left some lasting damage & you know what. yeah bitch i WOULD like you to look at me &#how much more me i can i be now! alone! knowing that i actually was not the fucking villain i thought i was that whole time!#i'm a capricorn i can't help the INCESSANT NECESSITY of being appreciated the way i think i should be lmao#and also as much as i did dodge the bullet and i am now able to be me uninhibited#a bitch can't help wanting an acknowledgement of the damage too. A YEAR to get close to undoing that shit#to recover from being emotionally held hostage & being forced to like regress & repress myself to such an insane degree for a person#who could not understand themselves#and much less understand or accept me / treat me how i should have been treated#god lesbian relationship trauma is like nothing else i have to laugh at myself actually 💀💀💀 anyways
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Pov Jess comes home after a long “business trip”
AHHHH THSI TOOK TOO LONG. I think I am happy with how this turned out, I like drawing his face, coloring it was a pain but yeah (under the cut )
#chromeskull#jesse cromeans#my art#laid to rest 2#laid to rest#chromeskull x reader#jesse chromeans x reader#please help i am being held hostage by asa and jesse
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well erm, hear ye hear ye !! i’ve been seeing mannyy mandela catalogue omori au related things so i took some time to make of of my own.
the lore: adam has been getting therapy, sarah feels responsible for marks death and feels like she should have driven to his house while he was getting attacked by alt. cesar and is haunted by his Something whicch i’ll show the design for later, evelin has been helping sarah grieve, jonah SURVIVED, apparently, uhh ill post more things and then we’ll figure it out from there
#omori#omori aus#the mandela catalogue#mandela catalouge au#artists on tumblr#i am being held hostage#please karen im sorry#digital art#send help#the voices are getting louder#the voices are winning#i cant keep doing this#sillyposting#artwork
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one (1) sympathetic mark antony comic
#not as a treat i am drawing this against my will. im being held hostage by a song and a desire to Fix A Bad Movie#which had the only interesting take on the Antony-Cleopatra relationship since shakespeare#i am excited to draw octavian's half of this sequence tho. then i can stop thinking about it forever#you want to go home so bad it makes you lock yourself inside of a tomb but its the wrong type of tomb and ALSO YOU HELPED#KILL YOUR OWN HOME. ITS NOT THERE ANYMORE. YOU BURIED IT YOURSELFFFFffFFFffffffffff. it's gone!!!!!!!!!!#anyway would it be fucked up if i had octavian walking around the egyptian palace wearing antony's clothes or what
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I uhh, I get it! The struggler! Love that guy. Such a struggler, he struggles! Yeah!
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I think I need to come back to NM and not tell my grandma until I'm here so that I have a hotel room and a rental car to do whatever I want whenever I want and visit on my own time.
#bc this week has been stressful and kind of boring and i didn't get to do most of the things i wanted to#i wanted to hang out with my bestie more and go to multiple dispensaries and go for a drive in the desert and go to sandia crest#i wanted to go to the mall and my old favorite restaurants and do some of the things i used to do#i just wanted to visit and live my old life for a week#but instead my grandma has been snippy randomly and stubborn about her health/mobility devices and making me sit around the casino a lot#and gives me crap for being on my phone or talking to alex in my free time bc why am i not watching silent tv with cc or gambling?#and has been weird to me when i want to leave and go do some things on my own for an hour or two#and all this on top of the homophobia/transphobia and basically having to hide that I'm marrying a woman#don't ask don't tell is her mentality#i am coming back next year and i'm having a better time damn it!!#and none of this is to say that i don't love my gma or want to visit her and hang out with her#i would even take her to her appts and help with stuff#but it has felt like i've been held hostage on my own vacation#kfi txt
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According to the Federal Trade Commission, so-called impostor scams are extremely common in the United States. It was the most frequent type of fraud reported in 2022 and generated the second-highest losses for those targeted. Out of 36,000 reports, more than 5,000 victims were scammed out of $11 million over the phone.
Everyone tell your parents & grandparents: be wary of panicky phone calls from ‘loved ones’.
#psa#march 2023#help honey#i am being held hostage by Darth Vader#and need a $200 amazon gift card sent to
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im just thinking abt that wxs story where rui gives kaito candy hidden in a pill bottle and also nene is there
#this is a joke#i need to touch grass#not weed#this is a cry for help#project sekai#kaito#rui kamishiro#nene kusanagi#causal nene w#i love nene#and women in general#i am being held hostage /j#dont cancel me
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not doing good. at all
#purrs#today and yesterday ive been unspeakably depressed. and no one knows what to do with me and i don’t know what to do with me. but ivs been ge#getting absolutely SHIT sleep bc of my siblings staying up late and my sisters ocd stuff which is probably part of it. I now im wide awake a#and it’s 2 and im miseravle and can’t sleep and already did sleep for 2 hours and it didn’t help and im hungry and weak#i truly don’t n kw what’s wro ng with me. i want to be happy and normal but every day i have long moments where im trying so hard not to cry#and i think most ppl would excuse themselves to go cry or take a break or like. speak up and ask for help if they’re miserable but i don’t d#do any of that. i just hold it all in until i get so tired it disappears. and then when i do snap im too miserable and ashamed to actually b#be honest about how anyone can help me which only makes me cry more. atp idk what will help. im in therapy now im about to have some time of#km eating food i like even though it’s not the healthiest ive tried resting and getting sleep and whatever. maybe im just not cut out for#any of what im doing and i just need to detach myself from reality even harder than i am already doing apparently. idk nothing im typing is#making sense i just can’t fall asleep now and im so pissed at my siblings and im pissed at my whole family for not giving a shit that im mis#miserable and easily overstimulated by noise bc i could’ve had ghe room downstairs and im still being held hostage by redacted and being#shaken awake to redacted like last night and work is killing me for the dumbest reasons. i literally cannot keep living like this#delete later
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I felt like they would be buddies so I made a doodle.
p.s: Whoo! First post, and it's of random art i'm not even supposed to be working on. I've got an assignment for art class due today, think I could turn this in instead?
#kokichi ouma#omori basil#they'd be besties#i'm being held hostage#send help#that's a gun#what is this#why am i alive#gonna kill someone#/j but also /srs#i should be dead#why do i exist#im dehydrated#im also tired#and autistic#idk what that has to do with anything tho#i'm rambling#i'm sorry#i should stop#goodnight#i love u#you <3
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Writing at 4 am be like
To Vette’s surprise, Lady Kai snorted. “Yeah… I’m not interested in finding my own mother’s killer. I mean, I miss mum and all that. And I kind of miss eating cake.” Jasme looked confused. “But why get so butthurt over stuff you can’t change? The future is what should get your blood pumping. What hill shall I conquer tomorrow? What new dish shall I sample? What race shall I run?” She chuckled merrily. “In fact, there’s only one thing more exciting than the future.”
“And what’s that?” Vette asked.
It was Jasme who answered, looking like she was seeing Lady Kai for the first time ever. “The present.”
The Sith looked at her with a satisfied glint. “Exactly.”
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