#I am also not named for the bcnr guy

[periphrasis]

transmascs named after homestuck this transmascs named after x popular media that. where are my fellow transmascs named after the binding of isaac: repentance

[glsneeg-enthusiast]

actual serious pinned because some people dont Understand the other one apparently. i talk about serious things and that does include gore and essentially anything that would need a tw. huge gore draw-er also. serious things basically. most if not all portrayal of mental illnesses is based on my own experiences so do not come here saying you dont like how i show it. that being said my blog is not all entirely about that and its mostly silly and or shitposts actually. also i actually dont usually tw things uhmm. were playing roulette here. basically if you get triggered by anything i wouldnt recommend being here its always a 50/50 on if i post something silly or traumatic

do Not post my art uncredited unless ur a mutual or i say its fine im serious idgaf if its just a silly doodle

standard dni i guess. racists terfs homophobes proshippers zoophiles. all that. also people that ship Real Life People Instead Of The Characters. youre all fucking weird and i dont want you here ill actively make fun of you and then block

i am pro endo and i have endo friends so if you dont like that its ultimately up to you if you wanna be here or not. most htfasj fans have me blocked but if you are one and you dont ur on thin ice bro. im not forgiving any of you for fucking jumping me for saying i wasnt a fan of it. also please for the love of god if you ship glsneeg with any of the other characters do Not talk to me about it because there is a good chance i will throw up in my mouth and block you. glanboo/hetch shippers on thin ice. guy who came up with that kind of ruined it for me and now it just makes me feel uncomfortable most of the time

i have autism and im gay and i use faggot. i have some other problems that will fuck me up or that ill talk about sometimes but thats all you really need to know so im not going to dox my medical problems here

less important stuff under cut heart emoji

nearly everyone i interact with calls me sneegen. idc if new people do its basically my government name atp

this blog is genloss themed but also i talk about my genloss ocs more than the actual thing now 😓 still a huge genloss fan but sneeg and frank are the only guys ill ever talk about in there and i will throw up slash negative if i have to talk about glanboo. do NOT come here asking about glanboo unless ur a mutual im serious. i take sneeg/frank and the horror that comes with it so violently seriously and overall theres a few genloss ships i like so if ur one of those guys that think any shipping is weird you probably wont like it here. also i usually dont use any of the main tags for. anything i post. if you wanna find something youre stuck to manually searching just like everyone else sorry

kind of multifandom i guess. i have moments where i get really fixated on other media and i post about it for a bit. sneegsnag is usually a common factor in this. heavily into marble hornets creepypastas tmnt dantdm jacksepticeye and markiplier. both of their ego content and any of marks projects by extension. not into ethan nestor As Much but he is included and so is blankgameplays. i like qsmp but if i talk about it its only ever abt qsneeg or qcharlie or qdantdm and his family sometimes. osmp enjoyer but again ill only talk about sneeg if i talk about it at all

the biggest music enjoyer in the world guys. not a professional but i will talk about songs i like sometimes. tfb and teenage disaster mostly i think. maybe typhoon and bcnr also. maybe even alot of midwest emo because im a loser. im literally tfbs biggest fan guys

for my dumbass ocs i do talk about and draw them Alot. and theres alot of heavy stuff in their stories so like. if you get badly triggered by gore or murder especially i wouldnt. recommend reading into them too much. but idrk why youd be here if you did thats like my whole thing really. i dont usually talk about the actual triggering stuff in their stories i think at most ill make a vague comment that implies something but thats about it

you are allowed to draw and write and make hcs and aus for my guys i actually actively encourage it and also show me when you do i think its wonderful. ill talk about them forever if you ever wanna know something just ask and theres a 85% chance ill actually answer it

the only things im 100% serious about for my ocs is that theres canon ships for a reason. i do not give a FUCK if you think a different one is better or interesting because its not. if you come into my asks shipping anything that isnt canon im actually going to block you. im very nitpicky about this because they are My creations and every single thing about them is heavily important to me. also if you baby or demonize any of my ocs im allowed to kill you legally btw.

[oozepop]

I keep getting banned from subreddits, but I got several twitter accounts unbanned

Also, I never use tumblr apart from searching up things I like for new profile picture ideas. Anyway, as I was deleting old tweets from some of the accounts I got back, I realized I was (and really, still am) kind of toxic. Like... really toxic. Anyway, I'm sort of inspired to use this account again just to vent random bullshit.

The main thing on my mind lately is the fact that I keep getting banned from subreddits, and how this is a continued cycle of how I always get banned from everything. At some point, I sort of have to realize I'm the problem, don't I? I have to stop being arrogant and realize I am not always right. I recently got banned from r/BlackCountryNewRoad. It happened because I encountered a post of a creepy user who was trying to use the subreddit to trace down an actress from a Jockstrap music video. That person was responded with most people calling him creepy, so I felt justified to join in the dogpile and say that I hope OP was young because no grown adult should be behaving this way. I messaged this person, screenshotted their creepy defenses of their behavior, and posted it to the subreddit, saying something along the lines of "That creepy thirsty guy from earlier is trying to justify his behavior". That post got upvotes. However, a comment saying "Yeah, I don't care about this drama" got more upvotes. I did bicker in the comments. I was permanently banned from the subreddit, and I messaged the mods asking why. They told me it was because I was hurling insults. I was angry, and I told them that by banning me and not others, they are allowing continued harassment against me, as I kept getting mentioned and replied to and couldn't do anything about it. Their response was to ban me from messaging mods for a month I think.

Naturally, I was quite upset at this. I am a very vengeful and spiteful person, and I was so upset these mods decided I wasn't worth their time. For some reason, after some time passed, perhaps days or even a week, I thought it would be a brilliant idea to bring this topic up in the black midi discord server. It went well... for a moment. Then people started calling me names and when I defended myself, I was timed out. Since then, nobody except one user I have recently found a recent acquaintanceship with has paid me too much attention. I'm reserved to just lurking now. I wanted to male a video about how the 13-21 year olds in this server are cringe and unjustified, but even if that were true, what good would that do me? I have gotten so many people to convince me out of making any video, but my mind keeps gravitating towards continuing drama. I should be grateful I didn't get banned from the black midi server. One thing I forgot to mention earlier is I brought the reddit drama to the BCNR discord server too, and as as soon as somebody asked me what happened and I began typing, I was banned. As I type this out, I truly feel I deserve it, and that antagonistic and narcissistic side of me wants to somehow ask the entire community who has already decided I am not worth their time "Okay, I fucked up ONCE, but is that all it takes to cast me out forever? I love this band, I like the community, and I just want to be a part of the club! Am I really more evil than the dude being a creep?" According to r/BlackCountryNewRoad and their discord server, the answer is either yes, or they just didn't want to deal with my drama. Either way, I know it's my fault, and that I shouldn't conduct myself in this manner. I'm not looking for sympathy from this post. This is just a journal post I've decided to post publicly. Just out of catharsis, you know.