#I am Weary

[jennhoney]

We’re gonna check back in in six months on this whole heart thing.

[leiazher]

As part of my rehabilitation, I am participating in a program my city and some neighboring cities run, where the participants can learn a bit about work life, health, go to Yoga, swimming, go for walks, and make some art. It's in part to get life skills, in part to get social contact, and in part to just get out of the house.

All well and good.

I have some issues with a few things about it, and some people involved in it, but the biggest problem, the absolute biggest problem, is that their website is so godsfuckingawful that I near weep whenever I need to use it. The only time I use it is to get the monthly schedule, because I absolutely refuse to touch it otherwise.

It has no search function.

The schedule is buried in for different places depending on which city's home page you ended up on.

It's a different one for each time you open the site.

There is no search function.

I cannot search "my city" and "schedule".

Because there is no search function.

75% of the time you cannot search the site through google search or duckduckgo either.

The website has no search function.

I am tearing my hair out looking through the entire fucking website for the fucking schedule, but I cannot find it.

There is no search function.

I am reading every single word on this website to see where the schedule is hiding this time, I cannot find it, there is no search function.

WHO THE HELL DESIGNS A WEBSITE WITHOUT A FUCKING SEARCH FUNCTION?!

We are HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE who are told to use this website EVERY FUCKING MONTH and I SURE AS HELL am not the only one who's complained that the schedule is difficult, if not downright IMPOSSIBLE to find, because, get this: THERE IS NO SEARCH FUNCTION.

Hi. I'm losing my fucking mind, I have a thing I need to be present for tomorrow, and I don't know when it is, where it is, or whether I'll be able to get a hold of any of the employees before the thing starts, because I think it starts early, and I gotta get up on time and get out with my dog before I trot off to dabble with finger paints and listen to Karen lie about her most recent ex (we're up to a count of six exes since the start of the program last year, and the only reason we're not betting is because it'd be frowned upon if it came out, and by 'we' I mean me and six others.)

If I do make it to this stellar event, I shall gladly paint a bunch of cocks in a floral pattern with cum shooting out into lace-like writing that says:

"Suck my cock, IT-boy"

[wewindondowntheroad]

Top tier sleepy girl energy tonight

[unpickled-olive]

any time someone complains about gen z or gen alpha, i wish i could curse them to live through every moment in the last 4,000 years when someone complained about how awful/stupid/selfish "kids these days are."

[indigo-scarf]

imagine if snovers and snaters realised that instead of fighting about moral correctness you can simply vibe or not vibe with a character

[muirmarie]

I need like.a month off. From life. From work but also just from life. I do not think that is 2 much 2 ask. I don't want a vacation. I don't want to Do anything at all. I just want to lay down and become one with the earth for a little while. No going to the store. no making dinner. no washing dishes or laundry or cleaning the bathroom or taking a shower. just a little While of being Nothing.extremely Reasonable.

[therygy]

10 year coma sounds good right about now,

wake up and it's later and things are different and I'm not tired anymore

[buff-dunerunner]

gonna take a break from FR for a bit I think. this blog's gonna go silent for a while

[papapastoral]

It's a one of those days day. my tongue is numb from biting on it, my throat is sore from choking back words, my neck aches from keeping my head down. I am always the strong one, but today I need to curl up with my head in someone's lap and feel taken care of for a change. I am weary, my loves.

[mirastudiesphysics]

08-02-2023

I'm being pulled in several directions at the moment. I have two qualifying exams left, which I'd like to be done with this attempt. But I feel so wildly underprepared, given that the grad level courses of these topics are so specialized we really don't learn anything. I have my active research project that has more to do with engineering than actual research, but it's a once in a career opportunity that I really don't want to pass up. And then my advisor is (kindly) reminding me to think of ideas that can lead to thesis projects.

I feel like this is the normal load for grad school but I'm starting to feel rushed since I have three weeks of conferences this summer and also a week of personal travel. I keep telling myself I can study while traveling and after meetings are done each day but it just never happens.

[self-righteous-idiot]

AO3 better be back soon, I hope they can fix it. I’m currently hyped up on caffeine but it’s a temporary fix that won’t last long but hopefully it will last until my current drug of choice, Narnia Fanfics, are once again available. I’m desperate but not desperate enough to brave fanfic.net or other sites…yet.

[prodgermmath]

Ah fuck. It's February.

[placid-styles]

can’t stop thinking about the girl i met the other night i need to **** *** ***** *** **** * **** **** ***** ** *** omg

[kittymattress]

we do things here despite the desire to melt into the ground

[america-oreosandkitkats]

i have never wanted a round of quarterlies to be done more than i want this round of quarterlies done i want someone to shoot me in the face it would hurt less