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Okay I just read Zayne's "Still in Dark" anecdote, and now I'm crying and also my jaW IS ON THE GROUND, WHAT IN THE FUC-
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enjoy the tags, I just needed to vent....
And I'm scared đ€Ł
#hoooooly shit when i tell you i was confused about the timeline before ... ash.exe has officially stopped responding#semi spoiler alert/ me venting.... youve been warned#ARE WE NOT REAL IN HIS DIMENSION? Are we just pulling a freaking spongebob and showing up in his dreams?#im scared somebody hold me. im freaking crying cuz that was so sad but also SERIOUSLY WTFFFF IS GOING ON#love and deepspace#okay im done screaming im sorry#but seriously.... there is so much happening i dont know whats real and what isnt.#i wanted to think Tower of Secrets was just AU but now with the whole growing jasmine parallel and Linkon City being years in the past....?#ffs i need some theories cuz im just sending myself down a rabbit hole trying to decide what's going on#like what? am i just popping up in zaynes dreams to save him from loneliness while he helps me save the universe from getting access to my#and pops up in Raf's life to rescue him after losing everything while he also magically helps me save the universe from the aether's power#and Xai/Lumiere who's what... like 300+ years old somehow knows who i am?#WHO AM I? some dimension-jumping dream-hopping timeline-skipping superhuman with the core strength of 10000 suns and i don't even remember?#i need to read the rest of Xai's lore....#anyways welcome to the end of the tags. i hope you had fun. if you made it this far.... i am so sorry đ€Ł
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â baby to the rescue
- gojo satoru x reader
in which gojo recruits your baby son to âsaveâ you from a credit card salesman
genre: immense fluff !! baby gojo and dad!gojo shenanigans~
note: based on this and this reel. with this i hereby declare that anything past chapter 235 is null and void HAHA anyway, i truly want to post remarried empress au by this week but since 261 leaks hurt me so much, i need more fluff so have to postpone it to next week :') tagging @karikari19hikariiii <3
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Your husband Gojo Satoru... is handsome as hell, which means your baby son is also undeniably good-looking.
"Why do you pout at me?" Satoru poked his squirming baby's cheek while pursing his lips too. "C'mon, smile! That auntie is smiling at you!"
Everyone who passed by them in Shinjuku shopping district turned heads to admire him and his pumpkin just a little longer, and Satoru visibly enjoyed the attention. He smiled back at them, occasionally winking even.
If only they knew how pretty his wife was too...
Wait, no! On second thought, if they know how hot you are, there will be problems!
You had left him to go to the nearest pharmacy to restock some things, while Satoru decided to entertain his baby in the toy section. He basked in the starry-eyed looks people were giving him... until he heard some strange sounds and turned to his baby boyâ
âwho was chewing the beak of a duck toy with all his might. Satoru was mortified.
"â! Let that go! Your mama will beat me if she sees you eating this!"
Your baby paid him no mind though, desperately pushing the duck into his mouth. Satoru sat him on one of the empty racks and began the tug of warâ
"Let go!" he reprimanded. "You're so naughty, godsâ!"
Some people were now openly giggling at both of them. His son tried to resist by rolling, and Satoru clicked his tongue. He then yanked the toy away until his baby finally let it go, sniffling sadly that his papa wouldn't let him have the duck.
"Oh, you..." he picked him up again and consoled the pumpkin. "You can't do that, you hear? First, it's not clean. Second, mama will grow two heads to chew you and me both, understand?"
No, your son totally didn't understand a thing. Satoru sighed, seeing his little blue eyes welling up with tears. He ruffled his head and pulled him close. "There, there... I'll get you ice cream, okay? Now let's go."
Satoru was determined to turn his son back into a smiling, happy baby. But just as he was about to head towards the ice cream parlor, he encountered the most unbelievable sightâ
"Miss! I guarantee you'll love this credit card features!"
You. That was clearly you, and a salesman (or a bozo, in Satoru's eyes) was trying to bother you.
You raised an eyebrow. "Uh, noâ thank youâ"
Yet the bozo was still persistent, like the pesky fly he was. "You can use it to pay for your monthly beauty treatments! Someone as pretty as you..." He eyed you from head to toe, blinking suggestively. "Oh my! Your skin is flawless! You have to maintain it this way! I can also give you recommendations forâ"
You were wearing a flare dress that made you look so young and petite, and obviously, Satoru too was lusting after you. And true, your skin was smooth like a soft serve of mochi, but still!
You are meant for him and his eyes only! Oho, this bozo would get heavenly punishment.
He had to get to you somehow, but this was public space and if he cooked up some sort of shenanigan, you would put him in sex ban. I can't have that! so Satoru wracked his brain to think of another way...
Once again, his gaze fell on his now calm baby, who was also looking at his mama over there with utter curiosity. And an idea immediately popped up in his mind.
"Hey, kiddo, look at that, a bad man is trying to take your mama," Satoru nudged him as if trying to egg him on. "We can't let that happen. Will you help me to save her, hmm?"
"Mama..." your baby looked back at him so innocently before smiling. "Mamaaa!"
"Good boy." Gods, his baby was so adorable, he almost felt bad for doing this but...
Swallowing his guilt, thinking he would make it up later, he pinched his son's butt a little too firmlyâ
"WAAAA!" and suddenly, the little boy burst into tears, and even Satoru was surprised by the sheer volume of his wail.
The sudden inconsolable sound of your baby sent you scrambling in panic, your eyes wildly searching for him, completely disregarding the credit card man. "My baby!"
"Eh?" the credit card man was visibly surprised. "Oh... so, you're married...?"
You immediately made your way towards Satoru and snatched your baby from him, hugging him tightly. "Oh, there, there... What happened to you?" you shot your husband a distaste look as your son kept wailing. "Satoru, why is he crying?"
He nonchalantly shrugged. "Maybe missing his mama? Dunno~"
By now, you had completely forgotten the credit card bozo, but he still looked at the three of you in mild surprise. Satoru took this chance to approach him and whisper in his ear:
"You see, my wife doesn't need your credit card," he whistled. "My cards or lumpsum money will do more than enough."
After seeing how pale the bozo looked, Satoru chuckled darkly... before leading you and your son away from the crowd, with one arm possessively around your waist.
Epilogue
"I'm sorryâ I'm sorry, okay!?"
Satoru looked down at his son in utter hopelessness, as the little boy refused to be held by him, looking at him with teary, resentful eyes, and backing away from him in his playpen.
Can babies hold a grudge? Satoru didn't know, but his son definitely was not happy with him, and he couldn't think of any other explanation other than his sin against him back this afternoon.
"I've bought you mochi ice cream!" he opened his palm to reveal the treat. "Don't you want some? Papa will give you some, yeah?"
Baby looked skeptical now, and at that moment, he resembled you so muchâaccusing eyes, pursed lips, exactly like the expression you would pull when you were unsure of what Satoru might do next. He almost chuckled at the resemblance, feeling giddy.
"C'mon, forgive me, yeah?" he patted his son's little beanie and offered his hand for him to take, eyes crinkling in fondness. "Now, here comes your treat, come closer?"
Your baby crawled closer, seemingly accepting him, and Satoru was all smiles, untilâ
Whack!
It happened in a flash. He could have avoided it, but he was too taken aback. The pain exploded in his jaw, so intense that he grunted loudly.
"What theâ?! You... youâ! You kicked meâ in the face!"
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I am never going to complain about Greek Duolingo again
I mean, I am. But still.
So, as some of you know, my family has been coming to this tiny Greek seaside village for several years. Just over a week ago I came out here with my mum, under the impression that early September, after the height of the summer heat, would be a good time to have a holiday. ANYWAY Storm Daniel had other ideas about that. Locally things are improving (I'm actually really pissed off about the disaster-porn tone of most English-language media coverage, but that's another post). The power is back on, there's running water most of the time, and though the latter is not drinkable, a truck from the government came and handled out free bottled water yesterday. But we are currently kind of stuck. Can't do tourist things. Can't go home. There aren't any local flights out until Saturday and the road to Thessaloniki is still closed.
So this evening, feeling kind of aimless and depressed, I go down to the nearest beach with a couple of binbags and start cleaning up in an effort to at least do something positive. I always try to do this at least once out here and obviously, after the storm, there's a lot more plastic and rubbish than usual.
At some point I find this large, round bit of metal - some kind of machinery part, I think -- that's too big for the bag, so I take it to the bins on its own, leaving the rubbish bag on the beach. And when I come back for it, something among the stones beside it moves.
Specifically, it pulls its head sharply inside its shell
So, meanwhile I've been trying to learn some Greek with the help of Duolingo.
I currently have a 33-day streak and... I have questions. Shouldn't I be able to use the past or future tenses by now? Shouldn't I be able to say "x is like y"? I can't do those things. But one thing I absolutely can say all day long is ÎÏÏ ÎŒÎčα ÏΔλÏΜα : I have a turtle.
This is far from the limit of Duolingo Greek's turtle-related content. "An obsession with turtles" is my mother's characterisation. I can inform you that the turtle is not a bird, and, improbably, that the turtle is drinking milk. I can introduce you to a turtle in company with a horse and an elephant. As far as Duolingo is concerned, it really is turtles all the way down.
Now this, you may be able to see, is not a turtle. It has claws rather than flippers. It is a tortoise. I know there are wild tortoises in Greece: my aunt once rescued a pair of them shagging in the middle of the road -- but that was up in the mountains. I've even seen one myself, but it was also on a road and very dead.
I am 95% certain they don't belong on beaches. There's nothing for it to eat, except, unfortunately, a lot of plastic. Even if it gets off the beach it will immediately find itself on a road where it could get hit by a car. I'm pretty sure it must have been washed down by the floodwater and has been just sitting there, dazed, ever since.
Now obviously the first thing I want to do on encountering this unusual animal is to go and tell my mummy, so I do. The tortoise immediately brightens her day. She agrees that the tortoise is not happy on the beach and needs to be taken somewhere safe. it gets surprisingly wriggly when picked up so we put it in a carrier bag with some grapes and cucumber and go looking for somewhere to rehome it.
We find a path leading up between the houses towards a likely-looking field, but before we get very far a dog in a yard goes berserk and a man's head pops over a fence and demands to know what we're doing. He does this in English, as evidently we're just that obviously tourists.
"I found a tortoise on the beach!" I explain. "We want to find somewhere to put it."
"A what," he asks.
"It's like a, you know," I begin and then to my astonishment I find myself saying... "ÎŒÎčα ÏΔλÏΜα"
"Oh! A turtle!" he says.
"But from the land. ΎΔΜ Î”ÎŻÎœÎ±Îč ÏΔλÏΜα", [it is not a turtle,] I say, as I am worried he will tell me to put it back near the sea where I found it. As it turns out it actually IS a ÏΔλÏΜα, Greek does not distinguish between turtles and tortoises, but I don't know that; I can't even name the days of the week or identify any colours other than pink yet, give me a break.
The man's entire demeanour changes and thaws. He does not worry about my turtle-that-is-not-a-turtle conundrum. He knows where ÎżÎč ÏΔλÏÎœÎ”Ï come from and where η ÏΔλÏΜα ÎŒÎ±Ï belongs. He leads us through a gate into a courtyard area.
"[somethingsomething] ÎŒÎčα ÏΔλÏΜα," he explains to the assembled onlookers, of whom there are, suddenly, a surprising number.
"ÎÎΠΧÎÎΩÎÎ!!!" crows the throng of delighted small children, who are, suddenly, everywhere.
"ÎŒÎčα ÏΔλÏΜα!" I agree, accepting that at least for current purposes, that is what it is.
"ÎÏÎżÏÎżÏΌΔ Μα ÎŽÎżÏΌΔ Ïη ÏΔλÏΜα ÏαÏ; [can we see your turtle?]" asks an adorable little girl, shyly, and I understand??
The children fucking love looking at the ÏΔλÏΜα and showing it to them is kind of magical?
I finally put the tortoise down on the grass of this wild area off to the side of the courtyard, and marvel aloud that it is weird that I barely know any Greek except how to say ÎŒÎčα ÏΔλÏΜα.
"I think she will soon run off," a kind lady called Aspasia assures me, seeing I remain slightly anxious about its fate. "I don't know why I'm saying 'she'. I suppose because ÏΔλÏΜα is feminine in Greek."
"Yes! I know that!" I exclaim, thrilled.
"Well done!" she says. And also she asks if we are OK for drinking water after the storm and if we need any help with anything and is just generally incredibly lovely and now we know more of the neighbours!
So "ÎŒÎčα ÏΔλÏΜα" has just become, by a long way, my most-used and most understood and all-around most conversationally successful phrase in Greek. So I guess I have to admit I was wrong to doubt Duolingo's wisdom: it is correct to be obsessed with turtles. And I concede that prior to learning how to count to ten or to distinguish right from left, the simple ability to yell the word TURTLE over and over again is, it turns out, a crucial element of the responsible traveller's social skills.
(I am pretty fluent in Italian and turtles haven't come up in conversation even once?)
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Doorway
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Okay so I've seen people write Danny being able to store things inside his body, just reaching his hand in and out pops a phone.
That sort of thing!
But I wanted to take it a step further!
When Danny reaches into his body he's reaching into his haunt,
So he can grab anything or even better anyone who is in his haunt, likewise he can store away things, these things sometimes are too big to physically fit in his body, so it looks very weird.
Danny is Halfa, stuck between life and death, the perfect balance,
His being is a Doorway.
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Sam: "Just a few more things and we'll have packed up everything."
Tucker slowly pushes their 11 foot couch into Danny
Danny: "When did my life turn out to be a glorified storage unit?"
Sam &Tucker: "The privileges of being married Boo!"
Danny: "At least it's easier and way cheaper like this."
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Danny: "Hey love you forgot your lunch!"
Pulls out different plates filled with steaming food and utensils from his chest.
Tim who was about to ask Tucker about the new project: " Wtf ! Did I get drugged again from my coffee."
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Danny was kidnapped by the Joker trying to help the others who were also kidnapped, trying to be discreet.
An entire car phasing out of him with Sam and Tucker doing a wheelie and running over the Joker
S&T: "We saw the news and decided to make this rescue part of our date, get in lover boy!"
Bats in the ceiling who were about to help:
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Just an Idea
#everlasting trio#tucker foley#sam manson#danny fenton#danny phantom#glowy-death-ideas#dc x dp#dpxdc#batman#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#story prompt#prompt fill#prompt#prompts#writing prompt#dp x dc
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There's a post about wanting a story about Jason's time as Robin. I made a reblog of it so long ago, but I can't stop thinking about it.
I want to watch Jason's flight as Robin, but the entire story he's haunted by the future we all know is going to come.
When he first grabs his tire iron, he has the choice of taking a crowbar instead.
Subtle purples or greens pop up when he's in danger (but not necessarily the Joker).
He frees a bird trapped inside a warehouse.
He rescues a kid who was kidnapped by their mom and returns them to their dad.
So many dead or injured birds
While helping Alfred with gardening, he breaks a nail
Gun magazines at many scenes
Motorcyclists wearing red helmets
Someone's bubbling jacuzzi has a green light on
Duffle bags
He helps hold a bandage to someone's neck until paramedics arrive
Jason reads Frankenstein while at the Manor
An ad proclaims their coffins to be the sturdiest
Just his Robin story being jammed packed with foreshadowing.
It'd also be rad to have Easter Eggs:
Someone makes a comment about assassin kids
When talking to Bruce about something, on the batscreen is a very short file about "One Who is All"
Someone at a gala mentions the Drakes' newest archeology find
Kids at Jason's school chat about meta powers and how cool controlling light is
When visiting the hospital, the nurse introduces herself as Crystal
The buildup of the audience watching Jason, who's unaware of his future, continuously face sign after sign after sign? The irrational hope that maybe someone will notice the universe basically screaming about the future? Nobody notices as more and more signs pop up. It's maddening but so intriguing.
Jason's story of Robin would follow him as he goes from being desperate to survive to thriving. His paranoia that it's too good to be true thrums in his veins, but he learns to ignore it. He's fed, loved, and flies over Gotham every night. There's conflict, sure, but he's figuring out. It's okay.
The signs start out slow and subtle. As he starts to reach towards the end, they get more and more obvious. They occur more often.
Jason doesn't know when it all goes wrong, but he's figured it out before.
We don't see him lose hope until the very end.
EDIT:
Here's the og post I was referencing
#jason todd#jason todd's death#robin jason todd#jason todd angst#dc comics#dc universe#if anyone has a link to the og post I'd love to edit it into this one
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Iâve gotten a WAVE of asks about this AU, so I decided to flesh it out some more and answer some of those questions!
Iâll probably polish this extended summary up at some point and submit it to AO3. But for now, hereâs a rundown of my thoughtsâplease feel free to send more questions! Iâll update this post if I get any more. But if youâre someone who wanted to write fic for it, donât worry, you donât need to take my headcanons as gospel. Itâs a pretty basic AU honestly lol
Summary:
The portal accident results in a violent explosion that wipes out the whole block, and condemns all of Amity Park. Danny haunts the city for 100 years, before Sam and Tucker find him.Â
Setup:
In the 1920âs, 19-year-old Danny went into the incomplete portal on his own, hoping to help out his parents. Ripping the portal open through unnatural means created a huge burst of energy that resulted in a massive explosion. A good portion of the Amity Park population died, many were injured, and the ones on the fringes relocatedâAmity was quickly deemed too dangerous due to the excess ectoplasm in the area that attracted ghosts.Â
While the disaster was in Amity, the fallout was seen around the globe. Before, natural portals were rare, short-lived, and rarely allowed ghosts to fully slip into our realm (the most severe cases being on par with poltergeists that most people didnât believe in). Now, natural portals pop open frequently around the world, large enough to allow the entirety of a ghost into the physical plane. Theyâre more common the closer you get to Amity, but they happen enough elsewhere that this change was something of a small apocalypse before people settled back down and found out how to combat at least some of their new, permanent neighbors.Â
Danny is unaware that heâs only half-dead, believing heâs a full ghost. He ends up sticking around Amity, unintentionally making it his haunt. His grief and guilt over causing the death of his loved ones (and many others) makes him isolate and avoid human contact. Though he has, at times, scared nosy people away from the city in a mix of territorial instinctâand to get them to leave before a less friendly ghost finds them.Â
Ghosts are much more of an uncontested danger in this AU. Lesser ghosts are practically mindless, and while stronger ghosts are capable of reason, their interests are limited. Theyâre highly territorial, possessive, and often destructive. Most worrisome is that they also like to snack on the life force of anything alive. No one is sure what dictates a ghostâs propensity to attack or hunt the living for their life force since ghosts donât exactly experience hunger. At least, not the way we do. If a human is rescued before their life force is fully drained, they can make a full recoveryâthough humanity has still not yet found what this âlife force" is.Â
And since the Fentonsâ research died along with them, there arenât many tools available to the public to protect them from ghosts. Most homes have standard ghost shields and some weapons are available on the market, but certified ghost hunters are required to take care of anything more powerful than your average spook.Â
Sam and Tucker met in high school, and are now rooming together for college very close to the Amity border. Rent is surprisingly cheap when youâre a stoneâs throw away from a condemned area crawling with ghosts. Sam is the one who drags Tucker along with her fascination over finding out more about the city, and its largely mysterious demise. Sam is aware of the danger, but feels ghosts have a place in this world just like everything else, and does exercise cautionâlike one would while foraging in the woods with a known tiger population.Â
What she and Tucker werenât expecting was to run into a ghost that felt almost human. One that hasn't hurt them, not for lack of tryingâwhile being powerful enough to walk past ghost shields without so much as a flinch. The long white hair is familiar in the whispers of the ectobiologist community, but thereâs no way it could be the rumored ghost king Phantom, right?
About Danny:
He has very long hair, claws, and black sclera. His hazmat suit is more torn and ragged, with exposed hands and feet that fade into a burnt black.
His hair tends to float a lot on its own. It can start morphing into fire under duress.Â
He does still technically have gloves and boots, they've just charred and melted into his skin towards the ends. He can't take them off in his ghost form. His hands and feet have a leathery texture that's tougher than the rest of his skin.
The white of his hazmat suit is both supposed to look like flames, and also a battered look representing his more violent, explosive death.
Overall, he appears rather listless and sad, with an unnerving air of danger around himâeven for a ghost.Â
Dannyâs âghost senseâ comes out as white smoke.
He does breathe black smoke at times, usually when agitated.Â
He's already fought and defeated Pariah Dark by the time Sam and Tucker find him, technically making him the Ghost King. This is heavily speculated by ghost experts, despite there being no real proof beyond a massive battle that scarred Illinois. He has not donned the Ring or the Crown, and captured sentient ghosts are hesitant to answer questions surrounding him. Danny basically has the throne but doesnât do anything with it, and finds it meaningless enough to routinely forget he has the title. He only fought Pariah because he knew otherwise, humanity would have perished. A lot of ghosts are scared of him because he's so hard to figure out, and he's strong.Â
Danny is usually very quiet and speaks softly, because his lungs were damaged in the blaze that half-killed him. He's technically healed since becoming a ghost, so it's more of a compulsion due to the traumatic memory. That, and heâs just⊠very forlorn and distant, shy around humans who donât seem to understand how dangerous it is to keep hanging around him.
His memories pre-accident are extremely fuzzy. He knows the very basics of who he was, but specifics have been muffled due to trauma and isolation. He routinely forgets human habits, etiquette, etc. and tends to act more like a full ghost with some odd quirks.Â
He does try to scare Sam and Tucker off numerous times. Unfortunately for him, they realized they shouldn't have been able to escape a ghost that strongâbut they did, because he let them.Â
Sam and Tucker think he's mute at first! He doesn't speak a word to them until several encounters later, when he fumbles his whole scary act and saves them from another ghost.Â
Heâs still half-ghost, though he doesnât figure this out until Sam and Tucker come along trying to unravel the mysteries behind the Amity catastrophe. Physically and emotionally, heâs been stuck for 100 yearsâso his human form is still 19. Itâs unclear at this point if he can age normally like a human as long as he stays in human form, or if heâs immortal.Â
Danny's family did not turn into ghosts, though he sometimes worries he'll find them in the afterlife as shells of their former selves. He doesn't know if it's better or worse that he's not sure he'd recognize them.Â
(Danny also still has some living family. Take a guess.)
Yes, he knows how to Wail. Understandably, he very rarely uses it. You do not want to witness this.
Danny :) is not immune :) from the allure of eating a human's life force :)))
#danny phantom#au#zilly art#I just wanted to draw a boy with long hair and claws how did this happen#fire core au
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Disney's unconventional "Cinderella" (1950) (long)
Having watched most of the many adaptations of Cinderella, I've come to realize what a unique adaptation Disney's 1950 animated classic really is. Unlike Snow White, which only had a few stage and screen adaptations before Disney produced its groundbreaking film, Cinderella had already been adapted many times before Disney's turn came, and Disney's version makes a surprising number of departures from the standard Cinderella "formula." It was definitely a fresh, creative Cinderella when it made its debut, and it arguably still is. Yet because it's become so familiar in pop culture, and today so often serves as our childhood introduction to the tale, it's easy to overlook its inventive storytelling choices. The 2015 live action remake uses several classic Cinderella adaptation tropes that the original 1950 film actually subverts!
Here's a list of the often-overlooked ways in which Disney's Cinderella stands out from earlier adaptations, and from many later ones too.
Cinderella herself. Disney's Cinderella isn't a traditional Cinderella in personality. The "traditional" portrayal of Cinderella, seen in virtually every adaptation before Disney's and several afterwards too, is the portrayal I call "The Waif": a very young, fragile, melancholy girl, dressed in pathetic rags and smudged with ashes, who makes the audience want to rescue her and who wins the Prince's heart with her wide-eyed innocence and artless charm. But whether chiefly to set her apart from earlier screen Cinderellas or from Disney's earlier delicate ingenue Snow White, Disney's Cinderella is none of those things. She comes across as older, or at least more sophisticated. Nor is she waif-like, but instead combines down-to-earth warmth with ladylike dignity, even at her lowliest. She doesn't sit in the ashes ("Cinderella" is her real name in this version), and her servants' dress is humble yet clean and only slightly tattered. She's gentle and kind, yes, but also intelligent, practical, playful, sometimes sarcastic, philosophical, optimistic, genuinely cheerful when she's with her animal friends, and yet angrier and stronger-willed than virtually all earlier Cinderellas. She doesn't beg to go to the ball, but asserts her right to go, and then sets to work fixing up an old dress of her mother's for herself. Only her stepfamily's sabotage, first by keeping her too busy to finish the dress, and then by destroying it after the mice and birds finish it for her, prevents her from taking herself to the ball without a Fairy Godmother. To this day, she stands out as a complex, unique Cinderella, which pop culture too often forgets.
Lady Tremaine. Some critics today complain that Disney makes Cinderella's stepmother a total monster instead of giving her "nuance" and call her portrayal "sexist." But can't we agree that her sheer cruelty enhances the film's dramatic power? And compared to earlier portrayals of Cinderella's Stepmother, it definitely makes her stand out. In most pre-Disney Cinderellas and many after, the Stepmother is a pompous, vain comic antagonist. Once again, Disney was innovative by portraying Lady Tremaine as a dignified, manipulative, and truly sinister villain, who takes quietly sadistic pleasure in abusing Cinderella and will stop at nothing to prevent her from going to the ball or marrying the Prince. As far as I know, she's also the first Stepmother to realize before the slipper-fitting that Cinderella was the lady at the ball and to take action to prevent her from being found. That's a commonplace plot device in more recent adaptations, but in 1950 it was a creative twist!
The mice and other animals. Viewers debate whether Cinderella's mouse friends, Jaq, Gus, et al, and their misadventures evading Lucifer the Cat are a welcome addition or take away too much screen time from Cinderella herself. But there's no denying that the presence of the mice and birds is an inventive storytelling choice, which makes Disney's Cinderella stand out! And I can provide a long list of reasons why they're more than just "filler." (1) They add liveliness, humor, and appeal for younger children. (2) They gave the animators an outlet for the type of character animation they did best, rather than binding them to the harder work of animating realistic humans. (3) They give Cinderella someone to talk to besides her stepfamily. (4) They give her a way to demonstrate her kindness. (5) The struggles of the mice with Lucifer parallel Cinderella's abuse by her stepfamily, and Cinderella's undying optimism not only keeps her from despair, but inspires them too. (6) They arguably provide a further reason why Cinderella stays with her stepfamily â not only does she have nowhere to go, but an entire community of small sentient creatures relies on her for food and protection. (7) They reward Cinderella for her kindness. From the start, her friendship with the mice and birds makes her life easier to bear, both by easing her loneliness and because they do helpful deeds for her, like mending and cleaning her clothes. They fix up her mother's dress for her to wear to the ball â only the stepfamily's last-minute cruelty requires the Fairy Godmother to step in. And in the end, they're directly responsible for Cinderella's happy ending by freeing her from her locked room. They do all these things because Cinderella has protected them, fed them, made them clothes, and been their friend. Therefore, Cinderella's good fortune never feels "just handed" to her: her kindness directly earns it.
The Fairy Godmother. It's always varied between illustrators whether Cinderella's Fairy Godmother is portrayed as a grandmotherly old woman or as youthful, regal, and beautiful, but screen and stage adaptations before the Disney version virtually always took the "youthful, regal, beautiful" approach. That is, when they didn't change her into a wise, fatherly male magician-advisor, as in several opera adaptations! At any rate, seriousness and dignity were the norm for this character in most adaptations from the 19th century through the 1940s. Making her a sweet, comforting, grandmotherly figure, with a comically and adorably absent mind, was another of Disney's fresh choices.
Cinderella's entrance at the ball. We all know the classic image of Cinderella's entrance from other adaptations. Cinderella appears at the top of the grand staircase that leads down to the ballroom, and a hush falls over the assembly, as not only the Prince, but all the guests and members of the court are amazed by the unknown lady's beauty and magnificent dress. Even in versions without a staircase, Cinderella captivates the room the moment she enters. Adaptations both before and after Disney's, including Disney's own 2015 live action remake, play her entrance this way. But the 1950 animated classic subverts it! The grand staircase leads up to the ballroom, not down to it, and Cinderella's entrance isn't a triumph at first, but a vulnerable moment as she makes her way up the stairs alone, dwarfed by the splendor around her. Then, when she reaches the ballroom, no one notices her at first, because the other ladies are being presented to the Prince and all eyes are on him. But then the Prince notices her in the shadowy background as she quietly marvels at her surroundings, and leaves his post to approach her and invite her to dance. Only then does the rest of the assembly notice her, because she's the one the Prince has singled out. It's more understated and it feels more realistic than the traditional entrance, as well as more clearly symbolic of Cinderella's venturing above her station, then both literally and figuratively being led out of the shadows by the Prince's unexpected attention.
The slipper-fitting plan. Over the years, it's been fairly popular to mock the idea of using the glass slipper to find the Prince's love, as if there were no chance it would fit anyone else. Disney's version is creative by having the slipper-fitting search be the comical, hot-blooded King's idea, not the Prince's, and making it clear that it's not, nor is it meant to be, a foolproof plan to find Cinderella. The Duke points out that the slipper could fit any number of girls, but the King doesn't care if they find the right girl or not: he just wants to hold his son to his pledge to marry "the girl who fits this slipper" and force him to marry the first one who fits it. This also means that Disney doesn't do what most adaptations do and have the Prince conduct the search himself, but follows the original Perrault tale by having a gentleman, in this case the Grand Duke, do it instead. This prevents audiences from mocking the Prince for relying on the slipper instead of knowing his beloved's face.
Cinderella breaking free and asking to try on the slipper. Even though in Perrault's original tale, Cinderella asks to try on the slipper, she almost never does in adaptations. In most versions other than Disney's, including Disney's own 2015 remake, Cinderella's presence in the house (and/or the fact that she has the other slipper) is either discovered by accident or revealed by Cinderella's allies, not by Cinderella's own initiative. In some versions, she even tries to hide from the Prince and/or the search party, either out of fear of her stepfamily or because she feels unworthy of the Prince in her rags. But not Disney's animated Cinderella! First of all, she has an assertive emotional breakthrough when she calls on her dog Bruno to chase Lucifer away and free Gus to slip her the key to her locked room. Earlier on, she urges Bruno to try to get along with Lucifer, lest the stepfamily not allow him to sleep in the house â it's clear that Bruno represents her own rebellious side, and in that scene she's really talking about herself, revealing that she tolerates her stepfamily's abuse so she won't lose her own "nice warm bed" and be homeless. But in the climactic scene, when she finally sees a way out, she gives up playing nice and seizes her chance. First she unleashes Bruno on Lucifer, and then she runs downstairs and directly asks to try on the slipper, not caring how her stepfamily will react, or what the Grand Duke will think of her shabby dress, or whether the audience will accuse her of gold-digging or not. This isn't a common breakthrough in other Cinderella adaptations, but it fits perfectly (like a glass slipper, you might say) with the Disney Cinderella's stronger-willed and more self-assured characterization.
"I have the other slipper." We can probably all safely assume that when audiences first saw Disney's Cinderella in 1950, they all expected Cinderella to try on the glass slipper she lost, with her identity revealed by its perfect fit. They never would have expected Lady Tremaine to trip the footman and break the glass slipper... only for Cinderella to calmly reveal that she has the other one. It's yet another clever and unexpected twist, not seen in any other version. Not even Disney's own 2015 remake.
Disney's Cinderella deserves far more credit than it gets for being unique among the myriad versions of the tale, especially compared to the versions that came before it.
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Patreon Commission for @wimble_warcrime
Request: As for the commission, are you familiar with the 'Ice Planet Barbarians' series by Ruby Dixon? The thing I'm thinking of is similar to the series in regards to plot - like human ends up stranded on an ice planet with only giant aliens to keep her company. Except, the aliens aren't seven-foot-tall blue people but more of a cross between a werewolf and a werebear? Something smutty, with a big emphasis on the typical soulmate trope and breeding kink/knotting kink? I also really liked the fic you wrote about the werewolf and marking his human with his piss - if possible, could you add something like that to it, please?
A/N: This was very fun to write, turned out a bit more soft than expected, but I think itâs sweet, enjoy!
Mating the alien
Furry alien x fat fem!reader || watersports, breeding, knotting, marking/mating
When your spaceship crashed into the unknown planet, you werenât expecting aliens to be there. Well, you kind of were in your wildest monsterfucking fantasies, but in reality you thought it was highly unlikely. Joke was on you when an alien as tall as a tree got to your scared self.
You screamed when his head popped over your broken glass, he looked between a werewolf and a werebear. freaky in a way that made your insides tingle with unknown feelings. But the confusion didnât matter when you saw him and instinctively punched him in the face, not processing he was trying to help you. (You thought he was trying to eat you, okay?).
After a lot of screaming (from both of you), he got some sort of device inside your ear and then you could finally understand him. You were more than glad for that tiny something that was now embedded in your ear, you didnât want to ask what it was, it looked like a bug when he pressed it against you. But it was okay, you could deal with an ear bug if that meant you could communicate with the alien species living on the planet. (And maybe with the fine alien who rescued you.)
You werenât that lucky, though. As soon as you reached the village, he left you with some older looking aliens and disappeared much to your dismay. You didnât see him for multiple days after that, but they gave you a place to sleep and nice clothes. And when he showed up again with a big dead something hanging from his shoulder, you screamed again, making him jump and drop the dead weight into the snow in front of your hut.
You looked between him and the dead animal (?) and couldnât stop yourself: âWhat is that?!â
âA gift,â he mumbled as he turned around and left you there, confused and with a dead animal.
You were even more confused when he showed a couple more times with other weird âgiftsâ. But when the elders told you about soulmates and all that they implied, you had a revelation. You were more than sure than the one who saved you that day was your soulmate. You knew humans didnât have stuff like that, but in a way, you could feel it. Deep inside of you. There was something that called you to him like a moth to flame, and you were so tired of him running away from youâŠ
So the next time he showed up, you gave him the hat you were wearing when the spaceship crashed, making him smile at you like the sun just appeared after a long winter. He looked even more handsome when he smiled, and you couldnât stop yourself from reciprocating.
And thatâs how it started.
Between gifts and hanging out with each other you started to develop something more⊠Something deeper. And he seemed so happy about it. So, so happy that it rapidly escalated to something a bit more physical. To be exact, something with your legs over his furry shoulders and his face buried between your legs until you were soaking his fur and he was devouring you like a starving alien. But nobody could blame you, you were his mate after all (and maybe a bit of a slut when it came to big furry aliens).
But it still didnât feel correct, there was something missing. And after another talk with the elders, you understood.
And you planned.
That big alien wasnât going to know what hit him (aka: a horny human with lots of kinks).
He was pounding into your pussy, legs over his shoulder as he pressed down on you, making you moan so loud you were sure the hut next to his could probably hear you. You didnât care, you were being fucked within an inch of yourself and he was saying the filthiest things against your ear, making you shiver with pent up arousal.
âIâm going to fill you so completely you are going to feel me for days. Iâm going to fill you to the brim until you are so full of me everybody can smell it on you.â He kept feeding your breeding kink to the point of making you dizzy with desire, his dick so big inside of you it felt like you were about to be split open. âIâm gonna- Iâm gonnaâŠâ
âKnot me, mate.â You knew what it did to him to hear you saying that.
As soon as the words were out of your mouth, he was burying himself deep inside of you and you felt his knot stretching you to the point of insanity. It pressed right against your G-spot and you had to cover your mouth to stop some of the screams as you came apart around his forming knot.
You breathed in unison for a few moments, his dick still filling you completely as he kept breeding you. You shivered at the thought, but then remembered your plan. âI want all of your marks on me,â you told him right after his first orgasm.
âWhat?â His brain couldnât fully process your words as he kept coming inside of you, another shot of his come hitting your cervix. He looks down at your joined bodies pointedly.
âI donât mean this. Well, yes, I do, but also the marks,â you tried to explain without having to spell it out. You moved your hips, pulling a low moan out of him. He looked at you confused, like a puppy. He was so adorable you couldnât be mad at him for being oblivious to everything. So you swallowed around the knot in your throat (haha double knotting), and choked out: âI want you to pee in me after you⊠finish.â
He stopped breathing for a second, staring at you intensely. But the next shoot of his cum inside of you had him closing his eyes and moaning. After, he asked: âWha- what? Who told you about that?â
âThe elders.â
He groaned and rocked his hips, making his knot rub against your G-spot and making you see stars. âI thought⊠Humans donât do that,â he muttered, your brain turning fuzzy with a new wave of pleasure.
You tried to focus so you could explain, it took a little while, but you finally said: âHumans donât need to mark their partners with piss, but that doesnât mean some of them donât do it for fun and pleasure.â
âThey do?â You hummed in agreement. âDo you- Did you⊠with anyone?â The low growl in his tone sounded jealous, and you felt bad for liking that. You liked that he was possessive, you liked that he was about to mark you completely.
âN-no,â you lied. He looked at you with big eyes, catching your lie easily. âOkay, yes. Iâve done it before.â
He smirked down at you, his mischief showing in every inch of his face. âAnd you liked it?â
âYes,â you confessed. Even though his knot was deep inside of you, it was the confession that made you blush harder. âSo⊠are you⊠are we... doing this?â You slowly let out, your voice breaking as he rolled his hips.
âDo you really want to?â He asked after a particularly good shot of his come made him moan your name like a whore. Dang, you loved how vocal your alien got when he was high on passion.
âYes,â your tone was vehement when you answered, a twitch of his dick hitting right over your oversensitive G-spot, making you see stars and a wave of pleasure so intense hit you, you almost came again.
He kissed your forehead with an exhale, whispering: âYou are perfect, my mate.â
After all that talk, you focused back on your body and felt how you were almost overflowing with his seed. He filled you up so completely you could feel it moving inside every time he rolled his hips. You contracted your muscles to milk him and smiled big when he groaned in response, praising your pussy. His thumb found your clit and he started to work you up again, slight rolls of his hips that mixed with his dexterous fingers to drive you higher and higher, your orgasm almost at arms reach.
But it wasnât until his knot deflated that you could feel him fully, his dick didnât go down, and he started pushing in and out of you again, the mess of cum inside of you being pushed out as he pushed in. The sounds it was making were driving you into the next dimension. His fucking driving you right to the edge.
And then you felt it. You felt the warm heat of his piss inside of you, warming you from the inside out, such a sinful moment that you felt your body floating as the orgasm hit you. You threw back your head as he peed inside of you, your body convulsing in his arms, your voice breaking with pleasure as he completed the union between the two of you.
He pulled out just in time to finish peeing right over your messy pussy and lower stomach, the heat making you groan once again, whispering nonsense about how good it felt, how nice and warm⊠Your brain couldnât process everything, you never came so hard and for so long, but the feel of him in and out of you, the warmth and the utter fullness inside your soul was so much more than you could express.
When he finished, he pulled you up to his body, the mixture of fluids leaving your over-used pussy and leaking down the sheets, making an obscene mess. You were so tired you couldnât hold yourself up, your body not responding after pleasure that intense. You looked up at him just in time to see a single tear rolling down his cheek. You pulled him down and licked it off his face, making his dick twitch against your abdomen.
âLetâs clean up so you can mess me up again,â you teased. His responding growl made your insides turn and twitch with anticipation, more than ready to be filled and defiled once again.
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Same hotch sister reader anon here Jade!
I think I have sent this one before like recently only, idk whether you have seen it or not so I will request again
The reader gets injured (I'm a sucker for injury troop) and Aaron and Spencer worry and Spencer also has to lift the reader. Please write if it's not too much đ„ș
Aaron tells you two or three times not to do it. âJust wait,â he says, standing behind you with his hands hovering over your back. âSeriously, Iâll ask Morgan.âÂ
âHow can you host the party without glasses?âÂ
âI can assure you my guests arenât going to miss a glass of wine for the first ten minutes. Donât make me grab you.âÂ
âI can reach!âÂ
âI can reach, too, itâs not about height, itâs aboutââ He gasp loudly as your stool wobbles. âSweetheart, get down. Iâm not kidding.âÂ
You grab the stem of the last glass and pass it down to him. âStop worrying! I told you I could do it and I did.âÂ
And youâre right, you passed him each of his glasses without smashing any, as promised. You are not expecting the top of the stool to feel so slippery as you try to get down, nor are you expecting to lean forward and pop your face on the cabinet glass. You whack your chin, lose your footing, and slam down on knee before Aaron can catch you.Â
Thereâs a silence. Two hands on your shoulders. âHoneyâŠâÂ
âJust say it,â you groan.
âWell, I told you so.âÂ
The doorbell rings. âAh, fuck,â you say, curling into yourself as everything throbs.Â
âItâs okay, come here.â
âGo get the door.âÂ
âNo, they can wait, just let me help you up.âÂ
âIf you love me, youâll leave me to die here.âÂ
The doorbell rings again. âAaron!â Dave calls from the other side. âShall we let ourselves in?âÂ
âItâs locked,â Aaron says to you. âAre you sure youâre okay?â
You wave him away. Honestly, youâre not okay, having fallen hard enough to knock the wind from yourself and hurt your knees and chin. But youâre happier to recover by yourself before his friends get here and spot you all crumpled.Â
The problem arises when you canât get your knee to listen to you. It tingles painfully. It did take all your weight as you fell, which likely stopped you from breaking your arms, but wasnât kind to your joint, it seems. You push yourself onto your butt and sit there, unsatisfied, and, embarrassingly, waiting to be rescued.Â
Aaronâs kind, thankfully. He takes Dave to the living room, and sends the second arrival your way.Â
âYou okay?â Spencer asks, frowning at your strange position on the floor.Â
You pout at him. âSpencer, Iâve fallen and my knee wonât work.âÂ
âYou fell?âÂ
Any nonchalance falls away. Spencer scrambles onto his knees beside you to look you over, curls falling from behind his ear into his eyes as he encourages you back. âYou fell?â he asks again, confused.Â
âOff the stool.âÂ
âOff theâ What were you doing?âÂ
âJust grabbing the glasses for tonight!â
âMorgan couldâve done that.âÂ
âCan you please help me up?â you ask, very much wanting to move on.Â
Spencer is a slight man. Not without muscle, but also no weightlifter. To his credit, he doesnât make helping you seem above his abilities as he wraps an arm behind you and tucks the other under your legs. He lifts you enough to get his hand at the small of your back, and you use your now one good leg to stand.Â
Spencer manhandles you a little, which is new. Hosts you to the couch, and lets you down gently. He does need a big breath when heâs done, but besides that, heâs like a Prince Charming having rescued you from your own demise. âOkay?â he asks, both hands at your waist.Â
âIt hurt bad.âÂ
âCan I see it?âÂ
By picking you up, he has earned the right to get you undressed, and you tell him so, his cheeks turning pinky-red as he rolls up your jeans.Â
âSwollen,â he says.Â
âCan I tell you a secret?â You grimace. âIâm so embarrassed I donât really know what to say. Do you think we can postpone the party?â
Spencer smiles at you, the sort of smile you can only give somebody when youâve seen almost every part of them, and found yourself still in love by the end of it. He smiles at you like youâre made of pure gold. âYou donât have to say anything. Iâm gonna nurse you back to health.âÂ
âReally?âÂ
âOf course I am. Iâm gonna fix it, but first I was thinking I could kiss your chin better? You have a dark spot coming.âÂ
You touch it, tender, surprised, âI do?âÂ
Spencer leans up to peck your chin, just shy of the coming bruise. âYou do. Iâll get you some ice.âÂ
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closer to where I started [Logan/Reader]
Summary: Sequel to won't somebody come take me home? All you want to do is shake off the memories of the past and move forward with your Logan, but an old friend of Wade's threatens to disrupt everything. It turns out your universe isn't quite through with you and neither is the person who hurt you. You'll not only have to fight a new enemy, but you'll also have to rescue the Logan who broke your heart. Of course, your Logan would never let you go without him, and he's also hellbent on making sure the other Logan knows you've moved on. Word Count: 11.1k Author's Note: This fic may contain: protective Logan, protective Wade, Cable, crazy amounts of pop culture references courtesy of Wade, surprise cameos!, jealous Logan, rescue missions, possessive behavior, and some spice (in that case, minors DNI.)
When I'm With You I'm Home 'verse
won't somebody come take me home? // all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
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Life post-Void proved to be in turns exhilarating and challenging. Now, you were in an entirely different universe and with a completely different team. You had a family, dysfunctional and crazy, but still yours. And of course, most important of all, you had Logan. Â
The two of you were still navigating the first few unsure steps of your relationship. You were falling more and more in love with him with every passing second, and you couldn't help but catalog all the little differences that set him apart from the first Logan in your life. The other Logan, as you had started to think of him.Â
Before, you were used to an empty bed after sex and feeling like you were having to coerce the other Logan into anything approaching a meaningful conversation. Now, the new Logan in your life, the better Logan, pulled you close after you were both spent and held you all night long. He let you talk about whatever came to mind and offered his own feelings and views without ever once making you feel like he was merely tolerating having a conversation with you. Â
The other Logan never wanted to go out or spend any quality time together. He never brought you gifts or remembered your favorite foods or any other little thing that might have shown you he cared about you. Your Logan cooked for you and bought your favorite dessert and showed how much he truly cared about you in every tiny little interaction. Â
You navigated past awkward first dates into other stages of your relationship. You got to know your Logan, really know him, and that was something you never felt with the other Logan. You were always left unsure, wanting, longing with the other Logan, but your Logan made sure you were completely confident and fulfilled with your relationship. Â
Best of all, your Logan believed in you. In your universe, you had been relegated to the b-team of the X-Men, but now you felt like a valued member of whatever Wade called his team. Be it X-Force or X-Men adjacent, you knew that you could trust them, and they would have your back. You knew they didn't think your powers were useless and actually counted on you to help them. Logan had made sure of that. Â
"So, this Negasonic Teenage Warhead, and that's actually her name, you're sure?" You checked with Wade, waiting for his nod of agreement, before continuing. "She wants our help because your large metal friend is in trouble."Â
"Colossus, sure," Wade confirmed, checking over the guns he was bringing with him. Â
"Who's he even fighting?" You thought a guy who was solid steel would have trouble finding an enemy he couldn't just knock out with a punch. Â
"Some douchenozzle named Riptide, apparently," Wade informed you with a shrug of his shoulders. "He spins around and throws bones out of his body or something," he continued, sounding unbothered by the sheer absurdity of his words. Â
"Great," Logan huffed, keeping his eyes on the road. "We've got a human tornado on the loose."Â
When Logan pulled the car to a stop in the middle of a ruined street, you thought he wasn't too far off in his description. Cars were twisted on their sides and blood was splattered across various surfaces. Windows had shattered and stores were missing walls. You couldn't see anyone at first, but then you realized what you thought was another piece of a car was actually Wade's friend. Â
"There," you told him, pointing towards Colossus. He was currently lying in a crater, but you could see that he was slowly beginning to move.Â
"Fret not, my robust metal friend, I'm here to save your day," Wade called as he got out of the car.Â
You heard Colossus groan, and you couldn't even tell if it was because he was in pain or because of Wade. Â
"Think I can just drive away?" Logan asked, glancing over at you. "We can just leave him here, right? How long do you think it'll take before he shows up again?"Â
"Knowing Wade? Not very long," you answered, leaning over to press a kiss to Logan's cheek. "Let's get out there and do some vigilante shit or whatever Wade calls it."Â
"Trademark T-Swift!" Wade called, nodding approvingly at you. Â
"For fuck's sake," Logan groaned, before he slipped his cowl over his head and got out of the car. You felt a smirk tug at your lips at the sight before you and opted to stay in the car for just a moment as you watched Logan approach Wade and Colossus. He was starting to unsheathe his claws, and you couldn't help but take him in in all his glory. Â
That was another thing that your Logan was better at than the other Logan. You mentioned once that you found him sexy in the cowl and now he wore it every time you had to fight a bad guy. Â
You tried to tamp down on your grin as you got out of the car. When you approached the group, it sounded a lot like Wade was trying to get information out of Colossus. Â
âWhat the hell happened here? Did you eat Taco Bell again?â Wade asked, reaching out to pat Colossusâ stomach. Â
Colossus reached out to halt Wadeâs touch. âThe Riptide is a formidable opponent,â he answered. Â
You noticed a man dressed in a suit beginning to approach you and the others. Â
"Is that our guy?" You asked, pointing towards the man. Â
"Yes," Colossus confirmed with a solemn nod of his head. "And who are you?" He wondered, frowning at you. Â
"Y/N," you introduced yourself, holding out your hand for him to shake. You were intimidated by how huge and heavy his hand felt, but the gentle way he shook your hand put you at ease. Â
"Piotr Rasputin," he offered in return. Â
"Rasputin? I used to know a girl with that last name," you mused as you watched Riptide approach. You could see him begin to spin, gaining momentum and speed as he got closer.Â
"Stay back," Piotr warned, shaking his head. "Riptide is very deadly. He's already killed several today."Â
Piotr tensed his shoulders before running towards Riptide, only to be knocked back again. Â
"Oh, get up, you're embarrassing me," Wade hissed, reaching out to help Piotr up. "You took on the Juggernaut!" Wade reminded Piotr, grabbing him by the shoulders and attempting to shake some sense into him. "And you're telling me you can't take this walking Beyblade? Get back in there!" Wade commanded before giving Piotr a slap on the ass. Â
Piotr grumbled something under his breath before starting to approach Riptide again. As Riptide got closer, Piotr planted his feet and attempted to stay in place. You could see flakes of metal begin to chip off as he was pushed backwards and you realized that Riptide would rip Piotr apart if something wasn't done. Â
"Okay, new plan," Wade decided, pulling free one of his guns. He shot at Riptide, but every bullet was deflected, since he was spinning too fast for them to hit. "Fuck!" He barked before dropping the guns and grabbing his katana that had been strapped to his back. "Maximum effort," he grunted before running into battle.Â
Logan lowered himself to the ground before charging at Riptide. You saw him try to leap at Riptide, but he was thrown back, taking out a partially crumbled wall with him. Deadpool had managed to get a little closer, but it was only because you realized he was getting pulled in by the vacuum Riptide was creating. Wade was doing his best to slash and stab, but it might have been a little harder for him when his limbs were on the verge of being ripped away. Â
"Shit, shit, shit," you chanted as you moved forward. You held your hands out, concentrating on Riptide. You had only gotten better with your powers in the time that you had escaped from the Void. You had felt lighter, less burdened, and much more in touch with the push and pull of your forcefields and erasing yourself out of visible existence. Now, you could even make your forcefields invisible, where before they shown a faint blue, shimmering in the air. Â
Still, you didn't know if you could contain Riptide, but if you didn't do something soon, he would dismember Wade, flay Piotr, and you didn't even want to know what damage he could do to Logan. Â
You weren't going to let it get that far. Â
You watched Riptide's movements and began to form a forcefield around him, careful to make sure Wade wasn't ensnared as well. Riptide didn't seem to notice that anything was wrong until Wade dropped to the ground. You could see him begin to heal as he clutched at his arm where it was dangling from his shoulder, barely hanging on. Â
You were struggling to contain Riptide, but you were determined to keep him in the little bubble you had created for him. He hurled something at the forcefield and you could feel it like a hit to the chest, but you didn't let up. He began to spin faster, taking shots at his new prison, but not able to break it. Â
"Holy shit, girl," you heard Wade exclaim as he rushed to join you. "I've got to get you to hunt PokĂ©mon with me sometime. I'm gonna get you to nab me a Tornadus."Â
"Shut up," Logan huffed as he walked over towards Piotr and helped him up. Â
"Not that I don't appreciate the support, but what the hell are we going to do with him? I can't do this forever."Â
Riptide was finally slowing down and you realized that he had a hand to his chest. He was panting and fell to his knees. Â
"He's running out of air," Logan pointed out, carefully approaching Riptide. "He sucked it all up in that vacuum he created."Â
"Okay, so let the little sucker suffocate," Wade bargained, rotating his newly healed arm. Â
There was a ripple in the air beside you and you turned to see someone stepping out of a portal. Â
You weren't really sure what you were expecting, but it certainly wasnât a man who looked like he was dressed for war. He was wearing combat boots and had various weapons holstered to his thighs, waist, and chest. He had scars on his face and arms as well as a stony expression that would have deterred anyone from fucking with him. You weren't phased by that, but the metal arm and glowing left eye did give you a bit of pause. Â
The man reached into your forcefield with his metal arm and placed a collar around Riptide's neck. As Riptide slumped to the ground, drained, you brought a hand up to your chest. There was a dull ache that had taken up residence there that didn't go away until the man pulled his arm out of your forcefield. You had never seen anyone get through one of your forcefields before and you didn't like it. Â
You saw Piotr frown at your forcefield before curiously poking it with a finger. When he couldn't breach it, his brow furrowed in confusion. Â
The man turned to look at Piotr and gestured towards Riptide. "Do what you will with him. That collar should keep him from being a danger to anyone else."Â
"Who the hell is this guy?" You asked, defensive and still a little sore from the intrusion of your forcefield. Â
"An old buddy," Wade informed you, sounding oddly excited. Â
The guy turned towards you and approached you. "Y/N, you're coming with me," he continued, reaching out to grab your arm. Â
Logan lunged at him, stopping the stranger from making contact. "Like hell she is, bub. Who the fuck even are you?" Logan put himself between you and the guy, staring him down. Â
"Alright, alright, since both the big guys are bad at words, I'll speak here. Let's all just be friendly here," Wade instructed, stepping forward to put a hand on Logan's chest and the stranger's and push them just the tiniest bit away from each other. "This is Cable. He's the son of Cyclops and Madelyne Pryor, blah blah, genetic template for Stryfe, blah blah, something about Mr. Sinister and foreshadowing, infected with a techno-organic virus and a whole bunch of other mumbo jumbo Fred Savage told me." Wade took a step back until he was standing next to you and leaned in, lowering his voice. "Yes, that Fred Savage."Â Â
You stared at Wade in silence for a moment, trying to process all the information he had just dumped on you. You didn't know Scott had a kid and who the hell was Madelyne Pryor? And you had most definitely never heard of anyone who went by Mr. Sinister. But what you felt most important to ask was: "Who the fuck is Fred Savage?"Â
Wade gasped and turned to fully face you, ignoring the fact that Cable and Logan were still having a staring contest that would likely end in bloodshed. "You take that back right now or I'm getting that guy," he said, hooking a thumb over his shoulder to point towards Logan, "to spank you."Â
You felt a sly grin pull at your lips. You had felt off-kilter since Cable showed up and fucked with your forcefield, but bantering with Wade had become normal for you. This, at least, was familiar ground. You leaned towards him until you were close enough to almost feel his breath through his mask. Â
"Promise?" You whispered, winking at Wade when his eyes went wide. Â
"Ooh ho ho, I always took Logan for the brat in the bedroom, but you're just full of surprises, aren't you?"Â Â
You heard Logan let out an irritated growl, letting his claws show again, but he didn't take his eyes off Cable. Â
"We're versatile," you offered with a shrug of your shoulders.Â
"Oh, you're naughty, girl," Wade approved with a laugh. "I like you."Â
"Ditto," you conceded, knowing that it would annoy Logan more. Sometimes, you liked getting him all riled up, because it meant that once it was just the two of you alone, he would take you apart in all the right ways. Â
"Enough," Cable snapped, moving to sidestep Logan. He finally wrapped a hand around your arm, and you realized you couldn't even protect yourself with a forcefield, since he could just walk right through it. "Your universe isn't quite done with you yet, so you're coming with me."Â
You felt a spike of panic at the thought of going back to your universe. Your old life with your old team and old Logan and Jean and everyone who had left you devastated and broken. You could think of one or maybe two people you would want to see from your old universe, but not enough to actually go back there. Â
"No," you blurted, instinctively pushing Cable away from you with a forcefield. Â
He hadn't been expecting it, so he staggered back a couple steps, but it wasn't nearly as far away from you as you wanted him. Â
Logan lunged at Cable, sinking his claws into his arm. Cable was quick to throw him off and you saw Logan start towards him again, when Piotr cut in. Â
"Perhaps it's better if you take this somewhere else," he advised, bringing attention to the small crowd you had attracted. Â
Cable scowled at Logan before considering his arm. For someone who had just been simultaneously stabbed three times and was now bleeding, he didn't seem all that concerned about the damage. Â
"Fine," he allowed with a look at Wade. "Let's take this back to your place."Â
Wade opened his mouth, but Logan shot him a look that dissuaded him from talking, and Wade let out a heavy sigh. "Ugh alright," he groaned, "but you owe me a double entendre. Also, you're driving," Wade told Logan before making his way back to the SUV. Â
Logan kept an eye on Cable as he nodded towards the vehicle, silently prompting you to follow Wade. Wade tried to take the passenger seat, but you were quick to steal it from him. If Logan was going to be driving, then there was no way in hell you were sitting in the backseat with Cable. You were worried he would find a way to simply reach out and steal you away, stranding you in your worst nightmare. Â
At least with Logan right by your side, you would feel safe. You always felt safe with him. Â
The drive back to Wade's apartment was awkward with tension and unspoken concerns. Wade was bouncing nervously in his seat and he kept trying to get Cable to talk about where he had been the past few years. Logan was gripping the steering wheel so tight that you were surprised it hadn't broken off in his grasp. And you were just keeping your breathing steady and trying to quell your racing heart. Â
You didn't know anything, you reminded yourself. Maybe you misunderstood. Maybe Cable misspoke. Either way, you knew that Logan wouldn't let you go back to your old universe. Not without a fight and certainly not alone. Â
You reached over to grab one of Logan's hands, grateful when he unclenched it from the steering wheel. He let you hold onto him like a lifeline, keeping his eyes on the road even though you knew his thoughts were on you. Â
You felt the weight of someone's stare and turned to see Cable watching you from the backseat. Â
"What," you snapped.Â
Cable didn't say anything, but you had a feeling he knew more about you than you wanted him to. Â
By the time you were sitting at Wade's table, Logan to your right, Wade to your left, and Cable opposite you, you were starting to get the creeping sense that something had gone horribly wrong. Â
"So, I think I can finally speak for all of us when I ask what the hell are you doing here? Not that I'm not thrilled to get a reunion, surprise cameos are my favorite, but I got the impression you weren't ever coming back," Wade pointed out, leaning in towards Cable. Â
Cable quirked an eyebrow at him, clearly unimpressed, but he still deigned to answer Wade. Â
"I've been tasked by the TVA to clean up a problem in Y/N's original universe. If she had stayed, it would have been taken care of, but now that universe's Wolverine has been captured by a man known as Omega Red."Â
"Omega Red? That's this shitstick's name? Wow, he is such a pick-me girl, you know what I'm saying?" Wade asked Logan, shooting him a conspiratorial look. Â
"I never know what the fuck you're talking about," Logan shot back, looking pissed off, but not necessarily with Wade. You realized Logan was worried for you and the prospect of you having to see the Logan who broke your heart and left you for Jean.  Â
"Didn't know I picked up an Old Man Logan, am I right?" Wade muttered to you, nudging you in the side with his elbow while he held his other hand up in the air, palm facing you in a silent request for a high five. Â
You shook your head, aware that Logan was watching, but you discreetly held out your hand palm up behind your back, making him settle for a low five out of Logan's view. You were grateful for Wade's distraction, but you had already made up your mind. Â
You leaned back in your seat, crossing your arms over your chest, and shook your head. "It's not my fucking problem."Â
"We need your abilities," Cable argued, his gaze unerringly on you. "Omega Red releases death spores when injured. He heals himself by draining everyone around him. Someone who can sneak up on him and trap him with a forcefield could save a lot of people. We just need you to incapacitate him."Â
"Then get Sue Storm," you told him, refusing to budge. Â
"She's dead," Cable grunted, visibly getting more annoyed by the second. Â
"You must not be hearing me," you admonished him, your voice edged with steel. "That's not my fucking problem. If they needed me there, then they should have fucking left me there. But they dropped me in the Void, so this is on them. Iâm staying here."Â
Cable let out a chuckle that wasn't anywhere near amused. "The TVA thought you might feel that way and they're prepared to make a deal."Â
"What kind of deal?" Logan asked, shooting you a wary glance.Â
"If Y/N does this, then they'll let her stay here permanently."Â Â
You felt a little jolt of fear spike through you at the idea that what you had now was only temporary. The TVA held a terrifying amount of power, and they could rip the life you had built yourself right out of your hands. Â
"And what if she doesn't?" Wade wondered, his tone finally drifting closer to something serious. It was the voice he used when he knew shit was about to hit the fan and he was wondering who he was going to have to kill first. You knew Logan was protective of you, but hearing it from Wade made the chill that had swept over you with Cable's warning start to abate. You were flanked by two people you could count on to have your back and you couldnât have been more grateful for them. Â
"If she doesn't, then the TVA will prune her again. Or they'll strand her in her last universe with no way home. Or they'll hand her over to Alioth. Who knows what they've got on their mind?"Â
Cable sounded like he was done with the whole thing and you were beginning to wonder if the TVA had something on him to make him work with them. Â
"All I know," he continued, meeting your eyes, "is that your forcefields are unique. They're not only psionic, but they're damn near invulnerable."Â
"You could reach through it," you pointed out, absentmindedly bringing a hand up to your chest. It had felt like an invasion, something so inherently wrong that it had affected you physically. Â
"Eventually, I won't be able to," Cable told you. "You're getting stronger all the time and there will come a day when you'll be able to use them to block out a telepath of even Charles Xavier's strength."Â
"Damn," Wade muttered, shooting you an appraising look, as if he was seeing something new in you.Â
"This Omega Red guy can't regenerate in one of your forcefields, so he won't be able to harm anyone trying to save his own skin. He's smart, though. He's a super soldier who's been highly trained in hand-to-hand combat and a skilled military tactician."Â
"So, what's he want with big and angry over here?" Wade asked, pointing a finger at Wolverine. "What'd he do to piss the guy off?"Â
"He believes that universe's Logan knows where to find a Carbonadium Synthesizer. He has Carbonadium tentacles--"Â
"I'm sorry," Wade interrupted, holding up a hand. "This guy is living, breathing tentacle porn and you want us to kill him? Get him in a bare-chested wrestling match with Doc Ock and you'll make millions."Â
"Wade," you groaned, barely resisting the urge to hit your head on the table. "So, he wants this synthesizer thing and he thinks that the other Logan has it? Is this just a rescue mission or are we doing something else here?"Â
"I'll escort you to protect you and take him down, but he does know a way around my defenses," Cable admitted with a gruff, resigned voice. "If we can mortally wound him and you trap him in a forcefield before he can regenerate, then the problem is solved. Forever," Cable pointed out. Â
"If I do this," you started, hating that there was a strong possibility there was no way around seeing the other Logan again. "Then that's it. No more threats or taking me back. Whatever debt they think I have is settled, alright? I get to stay here and be happy here and never see those people again," your voice shook on the last word and Logan reached out to put a hand on your thigh, silently attempting to comfort you.Â
Cable nodded his head, reaching his hand across the table. "I believe we have a deal."Â
You reluctantly grabbed his hand, letting him shake yours, before you let go. "Then I'll go with you."Â
"Hold on," Logan cut in, finally speaking again. "This Omega Red knows how to take you out, so there's no guarantee that you can keep Y/N safe. If she's going back to that place, then I'm going with her."Â
"But Omega Red knows how to take you down too," Wade reminded Logan. "So, obviously, you're gonna need the merc with a mouth and I know just where to find him."Â
"No," Cable tried to deny, but Wade was quick to talk over him.Â
"Road trip!" He exclaimed, jumping up from his seat. "I've got to pack," he said, clapping his hands together in excitement, before skipping over towards his room. Â
"We need a moment," Logan told Cable before he grabbed your hand and pulled you up out of your chair. You followed Logan, in a bit of a daze, until he got to the door of Wade's apartment. He pulled it open, tugging you out into the hallway, before firmly closing the door behind him. "Are you okay?"Â
You shrugged your shoulders, twisting your mouth to the side in an attempt to keep yourself from crying. You could still feel that weight in your throat, threatening to make whatever words you decided to speak choked and broken. Â
Logan seemed to know, though, without you even having to speak a word. He wrapped his arms around you, allowing you to rest your head under his chin. You felt like he was trying to protect you from the world and you had no doubt that he would kill Cable and run off with you if that was what you wanted. But you didn't want the TVA to track you down and throw you back in the Void. Or worse, strand you in your original universe, where your heartache would surely destroy you. Â
You knew what it was like to be loved now, and you couldn't go back to a place without it. Â
"What're we going to tell Laura?" You couldn't help but ask, refusing to pick your head up to look at him. Â
"Someone's got to keep an eye on the place," Logan mused, pressing a kiss on the top of your head. "She'll be fine."Â
"Yeah," you sighed, reaching up to grab fistfuls of Logan's shirt, practically begging him to stay right there with you. "I don't want to see him again. Or her. I just, I think of how it ended and how practically no one cared that I was hurting. They were happy for the new couple and I was left in my room in the mansion, wondering how I had ended up completely alone."Â
"You're not alone anymore," Logan promised, gathering you closer to him. "And I'm not going to let either one of them make you feel that way again."Â
"Okay," you agreed, pulling away from Logan when you heard Wade's voice approaching the door. You hastily wiped away the tear that had managed to escape your control. Â
"I've got everything ready and loaded," he was saying as he opened the door. "So, let's get this universe hop on the road and spear us a kraken."Â
Cable looked resigned as he joined Wade and you couldn't help the briefest smile at his long-suffering sigh. Â
"I was only cleared for two," he pointed out, but he still reached out to put a hand on Wade's shoulder.Â
"Wait," you said, brushing past Cable to get back into Wade's apartment. You scribbled out a note, hoping that if Laura went looking for you or Logan, then she would find it. You stared down at the words, trying to make yourself believe them, and then rejoined the others. Â
Gone out to save some asshole. Be home soon.Â
"Let's get this shit over with," you told Cable, reaching out to grab Logan's hand just as the hallway outside Wade's apartment shimmered and disappeared. Â
There was a brief moment where it felt like everything got flipped upside down and your vision blurred before the picture in front of you finally smoothed out into something recognizable. Â
You were met with the sight of the X-Mansion and you felt sick to your stomach. The place that used to be your favorite place in all the world, where you felt saved, had turned into the setting for your nightmares. Â
You felt Logan go stiff at your side and you glanced up to see what had caught his attention. Logan growled and moved to place himself in front of you, shielding you from the man on the path leading up to the front doors. Â
You saw the satisfied smile on the man's face and pushed past Logan, rushing towards him. Logan tried to reach out for you, but you evaded his grasp, knowing you weren't in any danger. Â
"Erik," you greeted, practically running into his arms when he held them out to embrace you. Â
"Where have you been all this time? I've missed you," he murmured, pulling you close for a moment before letting you go. "It hasn't been the same without you here." His gaze flickered to over your shoulder, and he quirked an eyebrow at what he saw there. "I see you've brought another brute with you. You know you can do much better," he pointed out. Â
"No, I can't," you denied, looking over your shoulder to see Logan and Wade looking completely gobsmacked to see you so friendly with Erik. âAnd itâs a really long story, but I promise I'm in a much better place now,â you assured him. Â
Erik narrowed his eyes at you, as if he was trying to figure out if you were telling the truth or not. Â
"You're friends with Magneto?" Wade wondered, sounding like he was still trying to put the pieces together in his head. âMagneto?!âÂ
"Does Charles know you're here?" Logan snarled at Erik, finally advancing on the pair of you. Â
You couldn't help but laugh, sharing an amused grin with Erik. "I should hope so," you told Logan. "Since they're married," you finished, watching as Logan's eyes went wide with surprise again. Â
Wade groaned and dropped his head into his hands. "There's a universe where I could've had a chance with daddy Fassbender here? What the fuck," he moaned before he reached out to smack Cable on the shoulder. âWhy didnât you take me here sooner?âÂ
Cable rolled his eyes, pushing Wade away from him, before he addressed Erik. "We need the X-Jet."Â
Erik ignored Cable and looked at you. "You're working with them?" From the disdain in his voice, you knew Erik was moments away from insulting the others, so you quickly nodded your head. Â
"They're my friends. More," you amended with a look at Logan. "And we have to go rescue your Wolverine because apparently I'm the only one who can do it without casualties. And if I do this, then I never have to come back here." You shared a look with Erik, knowing that he would be able to tell that was what you wanted more than anything. You no longer considered this place your home and you desperately wanted to go back to where you knew you really belonged. Â
Erik watched you in silence for a moment before he finally dipped his head in a nod. He reached out to put a hand on your shoulder, ignoring Logan's snarl, and gifted you with a smile. "If you're truly happier with them, then I'll do what I can to help you."Â
You leaned forward and pulled Erik into another hug. He had been one of the only people you felt like you could count on and while Charles had always seemed to have a soft spot for Logan, Erik had one for you. When you were heartbroken, refusing to leave your room, he had been the one to offer to strip all the metal from Logan's body and encage him in an adamantium prison he would never escape. You had declined the offer, even if you had certainly appreciated it at the time. Â
"How did you get to be so chummy with Magneto?" Wade questioned you when you were on the X-Jet and on the way to Berlin to rescue the other Logan and take down Omega Red. "He's only one of the most well-known villains in the Marvel universe and there you were hugging him like you were old pals."Â
You shrugged your shoulders, not entirely understanding what Wade was talking about, but then that wasn't exactly a novel experience for you where he was concerned. "He's fought Charles and the X-Men on occasion, sure, but I don't know. I guess after years of going back and forth, they realized they were in love and didn't want to keep fighting it anymore. They figured they had both suffered enough at the hands of the other and gave in to what was inevitable." You remembered Erik telling you about chess dates in Paris and heated arguments that turned into something more. "And Erik always understood me. He was really the only one in the mansion I could count on when everyone else saw me as expendable."Â
"Huh," Wade mused, leaning back in his seat. "So, is it an open marriage or--?"Â
"We're almost there," Cable called, cutting Wade off. "Five minutes."Â
Logan cleared his throat, glaring at Wade until he finally got the hint and joined Cable in the cockpit. Â
"This Omega Red guy," Logan started, squinting his eyes like he thought the name was stupid, but continued, "he sounds like a big deal. If it starts going south, I want you to get the hell out of there."Â
"If anyone's in danger here, it's you," you pointed out. "He's already taken out one Wolverine and I don't want him thinking he can take you too. If he also manages to fuck with Cable again, then the only thing that's going to keep this plan on track is Wade and me. So, if it looks like he's going after you, then I don't want to risk you. Iâd rather you be the one to get the hell out of there."Â
Logan's brow furrowed in frustration. "I'll regenerate," he reminded you. "This guy's got death spores, whatever the hell those are, and a track record of killing everyone around him to save himself. I feel like I'm finally in a place where I can breathe again and if he takes you away," he abruptly stopped talking, clenching his jaw to quell the despair that had leaked into his tone. "If he takes you away, then I go back to being that guy Wade found passed out in a bar and ready to take a bullet to the skull just to make it all end for a while. Don't make me be that guy again," he begged, reaching out to grab your hand and keeping it tight in his hold. Â
"So, then we both promise not to die," you tried, not knowing how to navigate forward. Logan had been vulnerable with you before. He wasn't scared to let you know what was on his mind and you knew he trusted you more than anyone, but hearing about how broken he had been before Wade whisked him off to his universe had despair clawing at your heart. You knew you would be a mess without Logan, but you never seemed to realize just how much he needed you. "And then we can go back home and we can forget all about this place."Â
Logan squeezed your hand before he nodded his head. "Alright," he sighed before moving to stand up, pulling you with him. "Let's fucking get this over with, then."Â
It only took ten minutes for you to realize that Cable might have been holding back when he was talking about the danger Omega Red posed. Cable warned that Omega Red was smart, but he was such a skilled fighter that he was able to fight Logan, Wade, and Cable without sustaining any significant damage. Â
You were keeping an eye on the fight, because you had been warned not to get too close until you were needed. You were waiting for any sign that Omega Red might be on the brink of death, but you got distracted when you noticed that the lab where you found Omega Red also had another room hidden at the back. You made your way towards the door, climbing over a desk and evading Cable when he got thrown across the room, landing in front of you. Â
Cable barely spared you a glance, taking a moment to check his weapon before joining the fight again. You could hear Wade taunting Omega Red and Logan yelling at him to get out of the way and Cable taking shot after shot. Pandemonium had fully engulfed the room, but you tuned it all out, drawn in by the mystery of the room. Â
You found yourself at the door and there was a feeling in your gut that told you exactly what you were about to find, but you needed to see for yourself. Â
You took a deep breath, wincing at the sound of someone's bone breaking and a frustrated scream echoing through the lab, and opened the door. Â
He was lying on a bed, passed out and blissfully unaware of the war waging in the next room and inside your head. You had hoped that you would never have to see him again, but now he looked so harmless when his eyes were closed and he wasn't leaving you for someone else. Â
"Y/N!" You heard Wade shout in warning, and you turned in time to see one of the tentacles from Omega Red heading right towards you. You were quick to let yourself become invisible before rushing into the room, narrowly avoiding getting pierced through the chest. Â
The tentacle retreated and you dared a look out of the room, catching sight of Cable on the floor, unmoving. Wade was doing what he did best, never staying still and taking any shot he could, but Omega Red now had his full attention on your Logan. Â
He was ruthless, going after him again and again, and you could see blood staining Logan's suit. You stepped into the room, circling the fight and waiting for your chance. You knew if it came down to it, then you would throw the whole plan out just to save Logan. But you believed in him, and sure enough, when Wade slashed at Omega Red's ankles, bringing him down to the floor, Logan stuck his claws in his throat. He shot his arm up, slicing Omega Red's lower jaw to ribbons, and quickly stepped back. Â
You formed the forcefield around Omega Red, pouring all of your concentration into the task. Omega Red let out a laugh, blood spilling from his throat freely. He didn't move, but you could feel something pulling at your forcefield. You remembered what Cable told you about Omega Red draining people to heal himself and you knew he was trying to do that to you. Â
All you had to do was outlast him. Â
Omega Red turned his gaze on you, still smiling as if he thought the whole situation was hilarious. You were steadily building up your forcefield, terrified that he would manage to pull it down. Omega Red finally stopped smiling and his hand went up to his neck, studying the blood that coated his fingers. You saw him sway, but that seemed to only steel his resolve, and he pulled on your forcefield again. Â
Wade was trying to rouse Cable, but Logan was steadily watching you. You thought about him and what was in store for you once you succeeded. Logan and a home and a family and no fear. No longing and pain and insecurity. No more wondering if you would wake up one day, stuck in an empty room, with a team that had betrayed you. Â
You had everything you wanted with Logan and you would be damned if you lost it all now. Â
Your forcefield held steady, and even though you could see Omega Red waver, it seemed he still had one last trick up his sleeve. A cloud formed around him and became so thick that you could no longer see him. You had a moment to wonder if those were the death spores Cable had mentioned before you felt like someone had poured fire right down your throat and into your chest. Â
You gasped, barely catching yourself from stumbling. Logan took a hesitant step towards you but you shook your head. You couldn't afford the distraction and there was no way in hell you were letting your forcefield down now. Omega Red seemed hellbent on mutually assured destruction and you didn't want to give him the satisfaction. Â
So, you held on with just the thought of Logan in your mind. You pushed past the pain and the black spots in your vision and concentrated on keeping your end of the bargain that would see you finally getting the happy ending you deserved. Â
After what felt like hours of Omega Red pumping out poison in an effort to escape, you noticed that the spores began to lighten and disperse. Omega Red was slumped on the floor, his gaze fixed on the ceiling of the lab. He wasn't moving and he wasn't breathing and he wasn't alive anymore. Â
You held on for just a moment longer, sure it was some kind of trick, before you finally let your forcefield drop. You didn't realize you were on the floor, staring up at the ceiling in a daze, until someone was standing over you. Â
"Y/N," Logan called before he crouched down, cupping your cheek in his hand. "Are you okay?"Â
You offered him a smile, shaky and uncertain, before you managed to nod your head. "I'm alive," you croaked, feeling your chest tighten for a moment, before the pressure relented. It was then you got a better look at the Logan staring down at you and you realized he was entirely wrong. "Ugh," you groaned before you weakly pushed his hand away. "Get the fuck away from me," you ordered, searching for your Logan. Â
It turned out he wasn't far, because one moment the wrong Logan was there hovering over you and the next he was on the floor. Logan pulled his claws from the other Logan's sides with a snarl before turning towards you. His expression quickly morphed from rage to concern. He dropped to his knees, his hand trembling as he pulled you up, letting you lean on him. Â
"That was too close," he muttered, pressing a kiss to your temple. "Can you stand?"Â
You shook your head, looking up at your Logan. Â
"C'mon," he coaxed, slowly but surely standing with you in his arms. You rested your head on his shoulder, your eyes slipping closed, finally feeling safe again. Â
âWay to go,â you heard Wade crow as he approached. Â
You squinted at him, seeing he had Cableâs arm around his shoulders and was doing his best to support him. Â
âLike, seriously, I thought we were all moments away from becoming extras in The Last Of Us. I was entirely ready for Pedro Pascal to bust in and shoot me in the head for inhaling the spores, but you did it. Hey, you donât look so good,â Wade observed, tilting his head to the side. âYou doing alright?âÂ
âFine,â you rasped, glancing up at Logan. âI wanna go home.âÂ
Logan nodded his head, turning his attention towards Cable. âThink you can still pilot like that?âÂ
Cable grunted in discomfort as he stood, shaking off Wadeâs help. âIïżœïżœïżœve had worse. Letâs just get the fuck out of here,â he said before making his way towards the exit. Â
Logan started walking, doing his best not to jostle you too much in his arms. You could hear the slow shuffle of footsteps trailing after the group and you knew the other Logan was reluctantly following. Â
Your Logan glanced down at you, frowning at you in concern. âStay with me, alright?â Â
You blearily nodded your head, feeling exhaustion creep up on you. You had never fought so hard to keep one of your forcefields up and you knew the only reason you had managed it was because of Logan. He believed in you. He loved you. He cared about you. All of that and more had given you the fire you needed to keep Omega Red contained. Â
"I can't believe you were ever considered the worst one," you whispered, knowing Logan would still hear you. "Not when he exists," you continued, reaching up to trace your fingers over his lips. You gently tapped your fingers against them, smiling when that only served to get a huff of laughter from him. "You're the best Logan," you assured him before you finally allowed yourself to pass out. Â
Consciousness returned and fled from you, bringing you little bits of awareness. Logan carrying you back to the X-Jet and the other Logan trailing behind, a scowl on his face. Wade splayed out across multiple seats and singing showtunes to the other Logan. Logan's arm around you and Cable calling out that you had arrived. The hallways of the X-Mansion and Erik's voice ahead of you. A bed and a warm weight around your waist and a kiss to your forehead. Â
The next time you woke, it was to a sight you had hoped to never see again. Â
"Is this my room?" You grumbled, turning an accusing look up at Logan. Â
He was sitting beside you on the bed and you knew without a doubt that he had never left your side. He held a book in one hand and the other had been resting on your back, keeping you held close with your head pillowed on his thigh. He set the book down on the nightstand, being careful not to move you.Â
"It is," Logan confirmed before reaching for you. You let him pull you further into his side and tucked your head up under his chin. Â
"What time is it?" You wondered, glancing at the curtains and the glimpse of darkness outside.Â
"A little after ten," Logan answered, lightly running his fingers up and down your back. Â
"I don't want to be here," you told him, pushing away from him to sit up. "I hate being in this room and all of the memories and--" You abruptly stopped talking, dropping your head in your hands. You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to block out unwanted memories that threatened to overwhelm you. Curling up on the bed, clutching a pillow to your chest, tears running down your cheeks. Sobs choking you, hearing everyone's whispers, dodging their stares. You had felt so alone despite Erikâs sympathy and now your chest felt heavy with the memory. Â
"Hey," Logan murmured, reaching out to pull you back towards him. "We can leave as soon as Cable gets back. He dropped us here so he could go talk to the TVA and then he's taking us back. We're not staying," he assured you, his hands going to your shoulders and turning you until you could meet his eyes. "We're going home," he promised once he knew he had your full attention. Â
You nodded your head, but you could feel that creeping sense of doubt begin to take hold. Somewhere in the mansion, Jean was fussing over Logan and they were in love and didn't give a fuck about what they put you through. It killed you, just the tiniest bit, that they were no doubt happy together. Â
Suddenly, you were on your back, staring up at the ceiling. Logan caged you in with his arms, lowering his body on top of yours. "I think," he started, brushing his lips against yours. "It's time to make new memories here. Better memories," he amended with a smirk. Â
You felt a smile tug at your lips as you raised your head enough to kiss him. It felt like coming home in the best way and you knew that you couldn't let the past overwrite the present. Â
Logan pressed his lips to yours, his hands tightening in the bedsheets at your sides. The kiss grew hungry and consuming, Logan nipping at your lips and begging entrance with his tongue. Â
You let him in and Logan set about claiming you, groaning into your mouth when you gave back everything he was giving you. You felt his hands settle on your hips before they swept up, beginning to inch your shirt higher. Â
Logan broke away from the kiss to plant one on your bottom lip, chin, jaw. He bit kisses into the underside of you jaw and the sensitive spot behind your ear that he knew would make you crazy. You grabbed fistfuls of his shirt and pulled, silently begging for him to take it off. You wanted to feel all of him, everything, all that you could get. Â
"I couldn't stand it," he growled, refusing to move as he continued to mark your skin. "Seeing his hands on you and the way you reached for him, thinking it was me. I wanted to rip him apart," he snarled before finally pulling back. Â
He pulled his shirt over his head and helped you do the same. His fingers brushed against your stomach before trailing down to the button of your pants. You nodded your head, giving him permission, eager to feel all of him again. It didn't take long before you were both fully bared to each other, ready to lose yourselves together. Â
"He's never going to touch you again," Logan promised, his hands drifting over your sides, hips, thighs. "No one but me," he continued before he pressed a kiss to your collarbone. He lightly scraped his teeth along the skin there before pulling it into his mouth, soothing the sting with his tongue. Â
"Logan," you breathed, feeling like you were coming back to life. You couldn't believe you had just felt so unwanted and unloved when you had Logan ready to stake a claim on every inch of you. "No one but you," you agreed as he worked his way lower, slowly kissing a path down from your neck to your chest and then stomach. You could feel the low, pleased rumble in his chest, knowing that he was driving you absolutely crazy. You wanted to move closer to him to try to urge him along, but you couldnât. He was gripping your hips, making sure you stayed exactly where he wanted you. Â
He pressed a kiss to one of your hips and then the other. He looked at you, staring at you from between your thighs, before you saw his lips tick up with a devastating smirk. He reached up to grab one of your hands and placed it in his hair. "Hold on," he commanded, barely giving you time to grip the strands in your grasp before he lowered his head and began to take you apart. Â
Hours later, you were on round four or five, you had honestly lost count, but you knew you were lost in a state of euphoria. Logan's hands were on your hips and he was buried in you, but he was staying still, simply taking in the sight of you beneath him. You knew you must have looked like a complete and total wreck. Your spine felt like it had melted right into the mattress and your mind was a mush of thoughts all focused on pleasure and Logan and love and want. Â
There were marks littering your chest and stomach and thighs. You felt overly sensitive in all the right places and you knew that you were going to be incredibly sore later on, but you didnât care. Right now, Logan looked just like you felt and you loved that you had been the one to have that effect on him.Â
"C'mon," you urged, pulling at his shoulders and bucking your hips up into his in an effort to get him to move. âIâm so close.âÂ
He reached up a hand to cup the side of your face before he shook his head. "Say it," he demanded, a growl in his voice. Â
"Say what?" You wondered, even though you knew exactly what he wanted. It wasn't the first time he had asked you for it that night and you couldn't help teasing him just the slightest. Â
"You know," he admonished, pulling out enough so he was just barely inside you. You felt your thighs begin to tremble and you tried to tighten them around his waist, but he stayed firm. "Say it," he repeated, leaning forward to press a kiss to your neck. He pressed fully back inside you as his teeth scraped the mark he had left just behind your ear. Â
"Logan," you whimpered, clutching at his back, your nails claiming temporary marks on his skin. Â
"Louder," he ordered, pulling out before burying himself inside you again.Â
A delicious heat was traveling down your spine and settling low, shooting off little zings of pleasure that had you half insane with the need to fall right back over that edge again. Logan had been incredibly attentive all night and now you were rounding the track again, the home stretch just barely within your reach. He began to bite kisses into your neck and down your chest, before he started up a maddening pace with his hips, and you could feel yourself begin to fall again. Â
"Ah, fuck, Logan," you moaned, not even caring how loud you were being now. You clutched at him, lost and seeking a lifeline, trusting him to see you through to the end. Â
He worked his kisses back up until he had his face in the crook of your neck. You could tell just from the feel of his lips that he was smirking, pleased with you. Â
"Good," he murmured before he flipped you both over, letting you be on top. His hands trailed up your sides before settling back on your hips. "You're mine," he grunted, holding on to you as he pressed his hips up, seeking his own release. "You're mine, you're mine, you're mine," he chanted as he lost himself inside you again. Â
After, when he had his arm wrapped around you and your head was resting on his chest, he trailed a hand lightly along your back. You shivered and pressed yourself closer to him, glad when he pulled the sheet tighter around the both of you. You felt sore and sated, the last few hours completely erasing and rewriting the history of the room. Now, you looked at the walls and didn't think of how they had witnessed your desolation, but now knew of the way you were loved. Gone were the memories of tears, replaced with the echoes of your pleasure. Â
Logan had done exactly what he told you he would. He created new memories for you and you were so dizzyingly in love with him that you couldn't help but squeeze his hip, letting him know you were still there with him.Â
"I meant what I said, you know," he told you, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. "You're mine now and I'd never let you come back here to him. To any of them. Because I'm yours too," he continued, finally letting his hand rest between your shoulder blades. "We belong to each other."Â
You managed to look up at him despite the way sleep was trying to drag you down. "Promise?" You couldn't help but check, knowing that he had well and truly ruined you for anyone else. Â
"With all my heart," he confirmed, his tone sincere. Â
"Good," you murmured, already beginning to slip off to sleep. "Love you," you managed to get out before sleep rushed up to claim you. Â
You never heard him say that he loved you back, but you felt it just the same. Â
In the morning, you woke to an empty bed. Before, if it was you in this bed with the other Logan, you might have worried that he left you because he didn't care about you enough to stick around, but you didn't have to worry about that now. Your Logan was nothing like the one from your original universe and he would never do that to you. Â
You got out of bed and pulled your clothes back on. There was a rip near the right hip of your pants where Logan had been a little too eager to rid you of them. You didn't care what you looked like as you shuffled out of your old room, rumpled and content. It wasnât like you planned on sticking around for much longer and there was no way in hell you ever planned on coming back.Â
You followed the sound of voices to the kitchen. You froze at the entryway when you noticed the other Logan leaning against the counter, glaring down at a cup of coffee. His arm was wrapped around Jean's waist, his hand splayed protectively over the bump under her shirt. Â
It felt like a punch in the gut to see Jean pregnant. They didn't waste a second, you couldn't help but think, and when Jean turned to look at you, you realized she caught that. You thought about what Cable told you, that your forcefields would eventually shut out telepaths, and you imagined one of them closing around your mind. You didnât want anything projecting out that she might be able to hear. When Jean flinched and hurriedly looked away, you knew that it had worked, if even for a moment.  Â
You sneered at her back, ready to get the hell out of the room and retreat, when you heard someone call your name. Wade was sitting at the kitchen table, a pile of pancakes in front of him, while your Logan watched you with a warm, inviting smile. Â
Wade began to wave at you, as if he thought you wouldn't be able to see him. Â
"Over here," he called, reaching out to pat the chair beside him. "Saved you a seat," he offered, turning his attention back to his food. He still had his mask on, but it was rolled up so his mouth was free, and he could shovel forkfuls of pancakes into his mouth at a speed that was starting to make you nauseous. Â
"Here," Logan murmured, sliding over a cup of coffee once you sat down. Â
You took a sip, savoring the taste, and offered him a smile. "Just how I like it," you told him, leaning over for a brief kiss. Â
You heard someone clear their throat and you glanced over to see the other Logan staring at you. He looked as if he was waiting for something, but you had no idea what he might expect from you. If you had your way, you wouldnât even be in the room, but the buffer of Wadeâs rambling mouth and presence of your Logan were the only things keeping you rooted to your spot. Â
"You look a little tired, there, Wolvie," Wade observed as he let his fork clatter down on the empty plate. He pulled his mask back down and rolled his shoulders, as if he was getting ready for a fight. Â
"Don't call me that," the other Logan snapped, taking a step away from Jean. Â
"Well, what else can I call you? Logan Two?" He tried, shaking his head. "No, that's not right. Maybe Loser? That seems to fit you better."Â
"Shut the hell up," the other Logan spat and you saw Jean roll her eyes before leaving the room. Â
You couldn't help but feel lighter without her there. You hated to admit it, even to yourself, but you felt insecure with her anywhere around your Logan. It only helped that your Logan had spent the last few minutes with his hand on your thigh and his attention focused on you. He reached out to gently press his thumb to the underside of your jaw, briefly caressing the mark he had left there the night before. Â
âCanât wait to get you home,â your Logan murmured, a wicked smirk on his face that sent a shiver of anticipation down your spine. Â
You heard something shatter and glanced over to see the other Logan clutching a broken cup and coffee splattered on the floor beneath him. Â
"What's wrong there, Wolvie? Didn't get enough sleep last night?" Wade asked, adopting a faux concerned tone. Â
"No," the other Logan growled, shooting a scowl at your Logan. "I didn't."Â
Your Logan gave the other Logan a pleased, smug grin before taking a sip of your coffee. "Funny," he started, before setting the cup down and staring him down across the kitchen. "Can't say I slept much last night, either," he claimed, bringing his arm up to rest along the back of your chair.Â
Your only warning was a snarl of rage before you felt your chair tip back and you were on the floor. The other Logan had rushed at your Logan and threw him into the table. The table buckled and collapsed and you used a forcefield to push back the other Logan. He looked betrayed for a moment and you couldn't help but laugh at the absurdity of that before your Logan lunged at him. Â
You lost track of the fight, both of them frenzied and enraged. There was blood sprayed across the tiles and a crack in the counter where the other Logan had been thrown. The fight ended with your Logan's claws stuck in the other Logan's chest and Wade standing behind the other Logan, his katanas crossed over his throat, ready to decapitate him if needed. Â
"I can't leave you anywhere, can I?" Cable interrupted, sounding resigned. You didnât even notice him appear, you had been so invested in the fight and making sure your Logan or Wade didnât get seriously hurt. "Come on," he continued, "it's time to get you three back home."Â
Hearing Cable call Wade's universe your home gave you all the motivation you needed to walk forward and put your hand on your Logan's shoulder. "Hey," you whispered, knowing he was listening to you even though he was still glaring at the other Logan. You also had the other Logan's attention, which made what you said next even sweeter. "I'm happier with you," you reminded your Logan. "And I don't want him anymore," you said, meeting the other Logan's eyes. Â
You saw the shock in his expression fade into fury, but he knew he was trapped. Still, he snarled and jerked in your Logan's hold, blood beginning to drip from where Wade's blades had sliced into his skin. Â
"Goodbye," you told him, even if you didn't think he deserved that much from you. Â
The other Logan didn't respond, but from the look on his face, you knew he got the real message. You were completely done with him.  Â
You let your hand drift down from your Loganâs shoulder to his arm, prompting him to finally pull his claws out of the other Logan's chest. He took a step back, staring the other Logan down, before he turned to you. He wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his side. Â
"Let's go home," he told you, beginning to usher you over towards Cable. Â
You didn't spare a glance at the other Logan, not wanting to look back. You knew that it was much better to keep your focus on your future ahead with your Logan and not on what or who you were leaving behind. Â
When you finally got back to Wade's universe, Cable turned to face you. Â
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. "Here," he said, waiting for you take it from him. "There's no going back now," he warned you. "I made sure to get it in writing for you."Â
You skimmed the piece of paper, feeling a smile tug at your lips. Â
"What's it say?" Wade wondered, reaching out to pluck the paper out of your hands. After a moment, he chuckled before looking at Cable. "You big 'ol softie," he said before slapping the paper to Logan's chest, barely waiting for him to grab it before he threw his arms wide. "Group hug," he said before sweeping you into an embrace with Cable. "C'mon, Logan, get in on this."Â
You couldn't help the laugh that bubbled out of your throat. Wade was ridiculous, but you appreciated his sentiment. Cable released a heavy sigh before extracting himself from Wade's hold. Â
"Good luck," he told you, before beginning to turn a dial on the device strapped to his forearm. "I think you're going to need it."Â
And then he was gone, leaving you to pat Wade on the back and step into Logan's arms. You felt lighter, freer, after reading the paper that confirmed that the TVA wouldn't be sending you back to your old universe. You truly were free to forget all about your old life and focus on your new one. Â
You pulled away just enough to frame Logan's face in your hands before you pulled him in for a kiss. It had taken you heartbreak and pain and a whole host of other terrible things to get you where you belonged with the right Logan, but you wouldn't have traded the experience for anything. Â
Now, all you had to do was make sure you held on tight and refused to let go. From the way Logan kept you in his arms, a relieved smile on his face, you knew he felt the same. Â
Neither one of you was willing to lose what you had gained without one hell of a fight.Â
Later, you would remember that moment when you were in Loganâs arms while he tried and failed to keep Wade from joining the embrace. You would remember your helpless laughter at the sight of Loganâs perplexed scowl while Wade managed to hop on his back. It was that moment, when you felt unburdened and free and happy, that would get you through the tragic events ahead.Â
Author's Note: I'm so fucking nervous about this one. I rarely write anything with spice, so I'm literally fucking terrified right now y'all will hate this. If you liked this, letting me know would make my day. And I have an idea/plot for a third chapter, so if y'all want to read that, please let me know. And if you want to be tagged in the next part, please let me know! I figure as long as y'all let me know you want to keep reading this fic, I'll keep on adding more to it. And if there are characters/scenarios/other Marvel stuff you might want to see, let me know! I might be able to work it into the fic. (also, we're just going to pretend reader never met negasonic teenage warhead or colossus yet for the purpose of this fic.)
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dating him | seo changbin
â everyone pay attentionâŠ. i love my girlfriend â
chan | lee know | CHANGBIN | hyunjin | han | felix | seungmin | jeongin
okay hear me out
hear me out âŠ..
seo changbin biggest kisser đđđ
i can just imagine him kissing u all the time
every chance he gets
forehead, chin, neck, cheeks, forehead, lips, WHEREVER.
nowhere is safe
he just thinks u are so beautiful
also just a hunch but he probably is a big thigh kisser i feel like he loves thighs !!!!!
have fun thinking about that
changbin is giving me best friends to lovers type beat
either that or strangers to lovers with a miscommunication twist
picture him accidentally getting ur food order cos u got the exact same thing
and the waiterâs like .. âare u (name)?â
heâs confused at first bc huh no iâm changbin
and then u come over
AND NOW HE IS SO EMBARRASSED
this is embarrassing
this had to happen to him in front of a pretty girl ⊠you ⊠why
thatâs the beginning of ur love story
wait i just suddenly thought of something
OK SO hereâs an alternative meet cute
you
wellâŠ
you canât park for the life of u
and heâs next in line to u
so he helps u đđđ
like gets out of his car and parks it for u
u offer coffee as thank you
who was he to say no
ANYWAYS fast forward to the present
i feel like ur dates are either dinner cruises or dollar dates
like either extremely expensive
or cute, fun, and cheap
it depends on his mood or the event
he loves spoiling u tho
mention one thing u want and he probably already bought it for u
he just knows u that well
either that or heâs rushing to buy it immediately
OKAY NOW
here are some of the things he does for u
changbin special #1 â> opens all ur jars for u
having a hard time opening ur bottle of water? no worries
changbin to the rescue
want a pickle out of that jar? heâs already grabbing it and opening it for u
u will never touch a jar in ur life anymore
changbin special #2 â> shares his food w u
i feel like food can be one of his love languages
he just wants to be sure uâre eating well and good when youâre with him
PLUS i just watched their interview where the members say he doesnât share
but with you he does ok !!!!! with u he does
heâd share anything with u đ„čđ„čđ„čđ„č
changbin special #3 â> âsaw this and thought of uâ text messages
and itâs the cutest things ever
or the most random things
no in between
itâs a coin on the floor or a little squirrel
speaking of texts
heâs the type to spam u with cute messages and emojis
i miss you baby đ„°đ„°đ„°đđđđđđđđ©·â€ïžâ€ïžđđđđđđđđđđđđđđ„°đđ„°đ„”
changbin special #4 â> piggyback rides
u will never ever have to worry about being tired bc changbin is there to the rescue
he loves it too bc he gets to have u close and he can also hold ur thighs
changbin thigh obsession agenda
he loves running with u behind him
honestly i can def see him as playful at times
but not too fast
he couldnât risk making u fall
one time it happened and he doesnât think he could ever forgive himself after seeing the TINIEST scar on ur knee
cleans it up for you and everything
moving on
now here are some of his favorite things to do WITH you
he loves when u guys r just chilling and he has u on his lap
if he could, he would keep u there 24/7
would be the type to pull u on his lap during movie night with the boys
EVEN THO THE COUCH ISNâT EVEN FULL
cue playful vomit noises by the boys
he couldnât care less
at the end of the day, itâs HIM who has YOU on his LAP
so whoâs rly winning
he also loves doing chores to ur favorite songs
mini dance breaks in between
heâd use the broom as his mic
now you have a personal concert from the boy
loves doing girly pop songs
yes heâs singing that boy is mine by ariana grande
yes heâs also doing the tiktok choreography
and YES HEâS ABSOLUTELY EATING IT UP
yes btw, he would film tiktoks with u
youâd send him a like and heâs just down every single time
youâd even catch him trying to memorize the choreo on his free time
u know that yeah glo tiktok .. yup heâs rapping
just ANYTHING with u
and ofc how could i ever leave out gym dates
the first time u accepted to go to the gym with him, he was convinced he could die right there
he would die a happy man
heâs happy uâre sharing his passion w him
(even more if u arenât rly a gym person before him so he appreciates it even more)
HEART EYES when he sees u in ur gym fit
buys u everything
all the outfits and whatever u need
becomes protective at the gym
but he does everything for u
cleans the equipment before u use it
spots for u and things like that
anything for u
princess treatment fr
side eye at the guys looking at u
u would suddenly feel a figure behind u
donât worry, itâs just changbin trying to show everyone that heâs the lucky guy that got u
heâs quite ltrly ur watermark
he also loves that cliche push up thing where uâre underneath him and he kisses u everytime he goes down
oh did i tell u he has one of those âi â€ïž my gfâ shirts
and he LOVES wearing them in public
heâs so cheeky with it
hmmmmm what else
OH he rly enjoys making silly faces at each other from across the room
he always makes u laugh
and smthn i see happening is him trying to do legos with u but he rage quits
changbin also gives me healthy communicator
but like
u have to give him a bit of space first
he can get angry so the moment he does, he asks u for a moment
cos i feel that heâs easy to upset
when heâs sure he wonât take it out on u
and when heâs sure heâs a bit more level headed
heâll ask if u two can finally talk abt it
good job changbin
anyways
at the end of the day
the boys are sick of u two
they know everything about u
PLUS he always has a stupid smile on his face whenever he talks about u
I LOVE LOVE !!!!!
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Continued from here but heading all the way back to the beginning. (Not yet) Olympic Swimmer Steve, Hawkins Public Pool, summer 1986:
Eddie isn't a natural swimmer, but he has to find some way to regain the strength those fucking bats took. So when he finds out that Steve and Max are both doing their physio in the public pool, he blows Wayne's mind by demanding he goes to Melvalds and buys Eddie some swim trunks.
Not that Eddie is a follower. But if the rest of Team Rehab is in the pool, then Eddie is gonna be in the pool too.
The problem is that now Eddie is in the pool. He's wet, he's exhausted, and he's wearing nothing except what's basically soaked, clingy underwear, while Steve fucking Harrington looks majestic and gorgeous, swimming lengths not ten feet away.
"It's better through binoculars," says Max. She's sitting on the edge of the pool, even more tired out that Eddie is. Eddie is half taking a break and half making sure she doesn't slide off the side and drown.
"Hm?" Eddie asks.
"Steve. Shirtless. It's hotter through binoculars."
Eddie has one second of limb-freezing, stomach-tightening terror, the same second he always gets, no matter whether someone is being too perceptive or whether he's deliberately outing himself.
He makes himself breath through it.
"Jesus Christ, Maxine," he says and gets kicked in the back for his troubles. He'd like to think the kick is gentle because she's worried about his injuries, but it's probably just the hardest she can kick, right now. "Maybe I'm looking at his form."
Max laughs. "Well, yeah."
Eddie gives up. He looks over his shoulder at her. She has the expression of a person who is cool about you being queer and also wants you to know that she's cool about you being queer and also is fifteen and doesn't want to have fucked up.
Eddie makes himself be brave back. "Is it me or is he just getting more built, while you and I flounder around over here, just trying to regain any muscles at all?"
"He's here like, all the time," Max says. "Like hours before us and hours after we go home. He says it turns his brain off."
Eddie can kind of see that; it's definitely harder to think about all the shit that went down at spring break when you're busy trying not to get chlorinated water up your nose.
"Doesn't he have his own pool though? I'm damn sure he has his own pool."
Max shrugs. "I think it got earthquaked." She lifts her head, using a hand to shield her eyes. "Hey, who's that?"
Eddie looks where she's looking and sees a middle aged dude in red swimming trunks and a white t-shirt squat down at the far end of the pool, catching Steve's attention when he surfaces after what must be his fiftieth length in a row.
They're too far away to hear what's being said, but Steve pushes his hair back off his face and bobs in place, clearing listening hard. They talk for a while, long enough that Eddie and Max both start shifting, Max - like Eddie - clearly wondering if they need to stage a rescue.
Then the guy nods to Steve and stands up, walking away, while Steve turns, looking around.
When he spots Eddie and Max, he swims over, all long, and golden and wet.
"Who was that?" Eddie asks, when Steve pops up next to them. "Trouble?"
"No." Steve shakes his head, clear drops of pool water flying from the ends of his hair. "No, he's a swim coach here. He says I'm good."
"Duh," says Eddie.
"You know you're good," says Max.
Steve grins. He does know he's good; it's written all over his face. But so is some bafflement and Eddie doesn't think that's faked.
"Yeah, but like, he wants to train me. He thinks I could compete?"
"Like at the Olympics?" Eddie asks, not totally sure where else swimming people go to swim.
Steve laughs, but only a little meanly. "Jumping a hell of a lot of steps there, Munson. But maybe State? I could maybe do State? I was supposed to be at tryouts last year, but." He shrugs.
"But Billy gave you a massive concussion," Max fills in for him.
Steve shrugs again.
Max kicks him, about as hard as she kicked Eddie. "You better have said yes to that guy or so help me I'll crawl after him myself."
Steve rolls his eyes at her, but they're sparkling. He looks excited, pleased in a way that Eddie hasn't seen for months. "Yeah," he says. "I said yes."
(Part three now here)
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under your thumb
[part two of this. inspired by @habken 's incredible scammers to lovers au. hope you enjoy!]
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âI need him dead,â Izuku says, pacing intently. His bright red shoes squeak with every step he takes, and his eyes are wide with mania. âI genuinely need him dead.â
La Brava takes a long slurp of her soda fountain abomination - two pumps of every flavor of every soda, in one supersize cup - and gives him a knowing, pitying look. âDynamight causing trouble again?â
He buries his face into his hands and makes a noise like a wounded animal.Â
âDid he finally explode his laptop beyond repair or something?â La Brava asks. âTalk to me.â
âHe asked me out on a date,â Izuku grits out, and La Bravaâs eyes go wide. âA date. Lunch at a crepe shop? Thereâs no other way to take that.â
It wasnât ever supposed to go this far. At first, loading Pro Hero Dynamightâs laptop with viruses was just a way to get back at him for being an asshole. But then he just- kept clicking them. And then he kept coming by, and revealing that he wasnât so bad to talk to and then-
Izukuâs been played like a damn fiddle. All this time, he thought he was the one pulling the strings- only for Dynamight to sweep the rug out from under him in the most sudden possible way.
âHuh,â she says. âHuh.â
And then, after a long pause:
â...Well. IT guys are in really high demand nowadays,â she says, stirring her drink with her straw. âWith the economy, and all.âÂ
âThis canât happen. Heâs a Pro-Hero,â Izuku stresses, grinding his teeth to stubs. âA Pro Hero who canât go a week without getting scammed, but a Pro Hero nonetheless. This canât happen. It canât.â
âHeâs a public servant, Deku, not a nun.âÂ
Izuku points at her. âExactly! Heâs a public servant. He has a duty to the people first and foremost, and I canât get in the way of that.â Izuku says, placing a hand on his chest with feeling. A beat passes, and then, âAlso, he is so fucking weird.âÂ
âAnd there it is.â
âWho gets scammed that much? It just makes no logical sense. Youâd think after clicking an obvious pop-up the first time and getting your whole laptop overrun with malware youâd just- stop doing it at some point! But no! Itâs like heâs a- a little kid with a big red button in front of him. Heâs ridiculous. And-and an asshole, too!â
La Brava sighs, setting down her comically large drink. âOkay, Deku-kun-â
âYeah! Heâs a huge jerk. Heâs mean to everyone and he acts like- like heâs doing me a favor by making me fix his laptop all the time! You know what, he deserves all that malware, especially if heâs so obsessed with clicking pop-ups!â
âDeku-kun.â
âHeâs insane. A total freak show!â
âDeku-kun.â
âA-A self-absorbed, arrogant-â
âSo you donât want to go on a date with him?â La Brava interrupts, cutting him off.Â
Izuku pauses, ceasing his pacing.Â
He thinks about Dynamightâs evil looking smiles and fiery red eyes and sharp features; his insane stances and posture and the way his voice sounds like gravel; the way heâs always yelling and acting like a stereotypical macho-man Pro in his office, and yet whenever he steps into Izukuâs heâs always looking away and speaking quieter and holding out his virus-infected laptop like itâs the bento lunch Kiyoko-chan (from the new slice-of-life romance anime Izukuâs been binge-watching recently) made for her love interest in last weekâs episode. That one time Izuku had said he was thirsty in Dynamightâs presence and found a water bottle on his desk the next day (and the day after that, and the day after that, and the day after that-). It's the way that no matter what happens- whether itâs a villain attack or a patrol or rescuing a kitten from a tree, Dynamite comes out on top.Â
(Quite literally, in the case of the kitten. The fire department had to come down to Tatooin Station and rescue Pro-Hero Dynamight and a three-pound kitten from a 40-foot tall oak.)
God, thereâs so much wrong with him, Izuku thinks. I need to hold his hand or Iâll die.
Izukuâs cheeks heat up and he scratches the back of his neck, very pointedly not looking at La Brava. â...Well. I never said that.â
âOh my God,â La Brava says. âOh my God.âÂ
âSue me, okay!â Izuku throws up his hands. âApparently I like deranged goblin men who are a little pathetic and rough around the edges and incapable of not getting scammed! Is that so wrong!â
La Brava stares. And stares. And then she sighs.Â
âIt- You know what, this is above my paygrade,â she says, taking another long, obnoxious sip of her drink. âIâm not here to critique your frankly abysmal taste in men. So you do want to go on this date?â
He thinks about it more, and starts getting light-headed at the thought of- of Dynamight, buying him a crepe. Sharing a crepe with him. At the crepe shop. Tomorrow, when theyâre both free. Maybe theyâd even- hold hands, and- ride the ferris wheel in the amusement park across the street- together-
âHnnnrrrgh,â says Izuku.Â
âWell, good luck,â says La Brava, tossing her empty cup. It soars through the air in a perfect arch and lands into the trash with little fanfare. She pumps her fists, and Izuku absentmindedly claps a little.Â
 Itâs pretty simple removing the malware- he was the one who put it there, after all. Soon enough, Dynamightâs laptop is good as new. And then, after another couple of moments of hesitation, he sneaks in another pop-up. A poor recolor of Naruto, this time, in suggestive kitsune-themed lingerie.Â
âYouâre literally going on a date with him,â La Brava says, suddenly popping up behind him. âYou donât have to keep doing this.â
âConsider it, uh,â Izuku racks his brain, âleverage! Yeah. If heâs. If heâs an asshole.â
She throws her hands up in exasperation and turns back to setting up a pastel pink Project Sekai theme for Phantom Thief's computer (upon his request).Â
Heâs not being weird, Izuku reassures himself. Heâs not. Dynamight doesnât have to click the pop-up. Heâs not, like, obligated, or anything. But if he does, like he has been doing, well. Thatâs one way to secure a second date.Â
Well. Not that heâs hoping for a second date with Dynamight, or anything. Heâs not anxiously counting down the seconds or whatever. Thatâd be insane. Right? Right. Totally insane. And Izuku is not insane, so therefore he is not incredibly and unhealthily invested in this-
âStop muttering about this or I swear to God-â
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So now heâs here. Standing in front of the crepe shop in his nicest clothes (a white âDress Shirtâ shirt, a half-buttoned striped orange button up, and brown corduroy pants with a black belt), blasting music to distract himself from the fact that he may have been stood up.Â
Okay, fine, thatâs a bit of an exaggeration. He probably hasnât been stood up. Sure, itâs been three minutes and fifty four seconds since their agreed upon time, and thereâs still no sign of Dynamight anywhere, but that probably doesnât mean anything. Heâs probably just running late.Â
He has to be running late. What is he going to do if he actually is being stood up right now?Â
Kill him?Â
Kill Pro Hero Dynamight?
No, Izuku realizes, deflating a little. No, heâd never be able to go through with it. Maybe more malware? Maybe every piece of malware at once?
For once, the Go Get Your Man, Kiyoko-chan! theme song isnât taking his mind off things- a clear sign of his deteriorating mental state. Thereâs a part right before the final chorus in which they let a cat just meow into the mic for a solid thirty seconds and it always reminds Izuku that good exists in the world- except for today, apparently.Â
After a few moments of hesitation, he goes to his messages. They have each otherâs numbers, strictly for business, but occasionally Dynamight will text him hey in the middle of the night and then take three hours to respond to Izuku.Â
Where are you?, he types up. But before he can press send, his phone beeps.
Izuku frowns.
âA villain attack nearby?â His hair blows slightly in a sudden breeze. âHuh. I hope itâs not too close.â
He has about two seconds of peace between uttering this final, ironic sentence, and then turning his head-
-because one minute heâs pausing the theme song on his phone, and the next heâs face to face with a giant, menacing pincer that's seconds away from peeling off his entire face.
His life really is just one prolonged punchline, huh.
So there he stands, tears in his eyes, fear in his heart, and the thirty second meowing solo ringing in his ears; dressed his nicest 'Dress Shirt' shirt, holding an expensive laptop that he can never again infect with malware because heâs been stood up and heâs going to die. Brava was right, Izuku thinks belatedly. Maybe I should re-evaluate my taste in men.
And then everything explodes.
part one/part two
#man this took me longer to write than i thought lmao#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bkdk#bakudeku#dkbkdk#scammers to lovers#IT!deku#bakugou katsuki#midoriya izuku#bkdk fic#ant writes
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Moodbooster
"Your boyfriend always manages to lift your mood, even on your period."
Pairing: Yoongi x f.Reader
Genre: slice of Life!AU, established relationship!AU, Fluff
Warnings: OC is on her period rip to her âđ»đ, she has cramps but yoongi boongie is there to rescue her, he is the bestest and sweetest and cutest boyfie ever <3
Wordcount: 806
a/n: a drabble by me that is actual drabble length? đ± yeah i can't believe it either lmaoo. also, i'm still on my period and i miss yoongi so that's why this was born. enjoy besties, i miss him so much đ€
Yoongi knows that you arenât feeling well today. He has a sense for it. When you are having a bad day, Yoongi gets a heavy lump in his stomach. Not because of fear that you would snap at him, but because he can sense your unease. And when he senses it, he has to do everything in his power to at least lessen it a little bit.Â
You are locked up in one of the windowless sitting rooms because the summer sun canât enter and therefore heat up the room.Â
Yoongi knocks, listening for your very grumbly âcome inâ before entering.Â
You are on the sofa in nothing but shorts, not bothering to cover your naked chest when he enters.
âAre you that hot?â he asks, brushing his eyes over your chest briefly.
You nod your head and groan.Â
âI hate having my period in summer. It feels like actual torture.âÂ
âI hear you, princessâ, Yoongi says, hurrying to you to sit next to you.Â
âI already feel like Iâm boiling on normal period days, but summer period days feel like literal hell. If I could peel off my skin to cool off, I would.âÂ
âThis sucks a lot, my love.â
âYeah and I sweat like a waterfall. I donât know if my soaked pants are sweat or my pad leaking. Do you even know how nasty I smell?âÂ
âNo, you donât. You smell good.â
âThanks but also urgh. I have a cramp to make it even worse. And I want to eat six tons of sugar, Iâm going insane.â
Yoongi hums in acknowledgement and lifts his hand to hover it over your stomach.
âCan I?â
âYeah, I guess.â
Yoongi places his hand down as flat as possible, giving your cramping stomach warmth this way. He rubs the smallest circles, applying the perfect amount of pressure.Â
âWow, so warmâ, you sigh happily, shivering from the touch.
âDoes this help?â
âYes, so muchâ, you gush, sounding a lot happier than before. You even speak in a softer voice.Â
âThen Iâll do that for a while.â
âYes, thankies. Wow Boongie, you have the perfect hands. Theyâre like warm water bottles but better.â
He smiles at you. He doesnât mind when you complain and therefore use a harsher voice, but he has to admit that he prefers your happy voice. You get a sort of soft-spokeness about it and only really use it when he pampers you just right. It makes Yoongi feel really soft and cozy as well because the atmosphere, you and he create in these moments, is always very calming. Maybe that is why he loves pampering you so much. Or maybe he loves it because he loves to see you happy.Â
You huff out air.
âSorry for ranting.â
âDonât apologise, princess. Thatâs what Iâm here for. That and tummy rubsâ, he says, giving your stomach a little rub.
You giggle. Yoongi soaks up the sound until it is burned into his memories.Â
âI love your tummy rubs so muchâ, you say and shift a little, âI think theyâre working too well though. I literally just felt it come out of me.â
âWonderfulâ, Yoongi says, pulling a face of comradery disgust.
âI think I need to go change.â
âAlright. Do you still have enough? I can pop down to the store if you need more.â
You stop in the doorway, âreally?âÂ
âOf course, princess.â
âAnd youâŠcould get snacks too?â
âAnything you need.âÂ
âEven everything sweet ever?â
âOf course.â
You lower your eyes shyly, âthen maybe I need more. The strongest ones and the ones for sleep. The really thick ones.â
Yoongi gets up, closing the distance to you.
âUnderstoodâ, he pecks your cheek, rubbing your tummy one last time, âtext me if you think of anything else.â
âI will. Thank you so much, Boongie.â
âAnytime, love.â
Yoongi manages to go as far as one step out of the room before you pull him back by his hand. He turns with a fond and curious look in his pretty eyes.
âYes, princess?â
You lean in for a kiss to his lips, eliciting a purr from him. He smiles, rubbing your lower back.
âThat was niceâ, he whispers.
âItâs a kiss full of love.â
âMhm.â He pecks you. âI love you too, my princess.â
You step back, âokay, you can leave now. Sorry for keeping you.â
âDonât apologise. You can always keep me if thatâs how you do itâ, he flirts, giving you a playful little grin before he turns to really leave. Â
And while Yoongi leaves to fulfill your wishes, you waddle to the toilet to change. Seriously, if you didnât have such an amazing boyfriend by your side, this period would suck. With him, it only sucks when he isnât here. Once he is back from the store, you will give him the biggest smooch ever.
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I Think You'll Be Okay
Read on Ao3 Pairings: Rafayel x Reader Summary: You find yourself face to face with an old flame. Your heart pounding loud enough for you to hear it, but your feet refusing to move, refusing to get you to safety. That's alright though. Safety comes to you. Or You meet up with your abusive ex-boyfriend again when waiting for the train. Luckily for you, someone else decided to take the train today. Tags: Past Domestic Violence, Past Abuse, Past Sexual Abuse, Protectiveness, Rescue, Hurt/Comfort Wordcount: 6,107
You fiddled in your pocket, trying to dig out your phone. You had shoved it there earlier when you had left work, on your way out in a rush, trying to leave before any more was put on you. That is, on top of what had already been dumped on you today, forcing you into overtime when you really just wanted to go home. You really didnât want to be heading home any later than right now, with all of the creeps coming out soon to prey on young highschoolers hanging out in the city after classes, or single women like yourself getting off of work late. The time was already squarely at sundown, which meant you were making it out just in time.
The sun was setting to the left of the platform already, the golden haze casting an orange glow over everything it touched. It was a nice change, you admitted to yourself. Usually when you were leaving, the sky was still a misty shade of blue, the evening only just barely peppering the surroundings with its presence. The platform was also so much busier at that time, with crowds of people trying to shove themselves onto the train, filling every gap they could to shave just a few extra minutes off of their travel time rather than wait for one of the other coming trains. Last you had checked, you were one of very few standing on the platform- the only others being a small group of highschoolers chatting with each other a ways down to your right, and an elderly man dozing off on a bench near the stairs, leaning against his cane as he snored quietly. He didnât seem like he was waiting for a train though, there being benches much closer to the boarding area that he wasnât anywhere near, so you had decided to leave him be after you had noticed him initially.Â
Iâll leave the waking him up to whoever heâs waiting on. You muse to yourself as you pull your phone from your pocket, unlocking it and giving your missed notifications a scroll.Â
There were a few texts from Tara, asking about this coming weekend. She hadnât sent too many, having seen the pile of work still sitting on your desk by the time of her own clocking out. You felt bad. You were working the next weekend, again, and you felt bad turning her down so often. You didnât want her to feel as if you were avoiding her, or that you didnât want to continue being friends, but you were just⊠busy. You sighed to yourself, deciding to shoot her a call later on tonight. You figured it would be easier to avoid her taking anything to heart if you spoke to her directly.Â
You thumbed over the rest of your notifications, swiping away most. A few advertisements, some updates from your mobile games, some social media follows and suggestions, an email or two- nothing particularly eventful. It was almost like magic, though, as you were mulling over one of the emails you had gotten, a name with a heart next to it popped into your dropdown menu. Instinctively, you clicked it without even pausing to read the sample text.Â
You couldnât help it, as the messenger loaded. It was automatic at this point. Or at least, it felt automat-
âOh hey! I know you-!â
Your head snapped up from your phone at the sound of a familiar voice, the hairs on the back of your neck standing boldly, a scatter of goosebumps forming across your skin. The elderly man hadnât woken up, no one had come to meet him yet either. The highschoolers were still deep in conversation at the other end of the platform. None of them had spoken to you, and none of them had seemed anywhere near as recognizable as that voice was.Â
You glanced over to your left, where your eyes fell on a man who was waving, his hand comically high in the air, as he quickly made his way directly towards you.Â
Your feet turned to stone.Â
The breath in your throat hitched, and you didnât even realize you werenât breathing anymore.Â
Why?
Why was he here?
Why was he in front of you?
Why was he approaching you?
How had he found you?
Why was he-
He had closed the distance between you before you had even processed him approaching you fully, you freezing up making it easy for him to pull you into a hug that made you feel like a thousand ants were crawling across your skin. Your shock and disbelief had taken over, overriding any thought in your mind that was telling you to run . You werenât even sure you would have been able to listen to it even if your feet werenât frozen. The pounding of your heart had become loud enough to drown out any coherent thought you could have come up with.
He squeezed you, and you wanted to slip down into the ground so desperately.Â
You were in danger. You were in danger. You were in danger.Â
You were a Hunter, you were proficient in hand to hand combat, a decent marksman, and pretty good swordsman. Youâd killed countless Wanderers, and come and gone from the N109 zone with barely a scratch on you after your countless visits. You were fully capable of protecting yourself from anyone and anything, and if you didnât seem like you could, you would manage.Â
But you couldnât protect yourself from him.Â
You couldnât take back what he had taken from you. You couldnât stop as your mind was slowly regressing backwards, back to where it had been.
Back to the memories.Â
He pulled away, but the respite was shorter than a breath, as the train approached the platform. It felt like time was moving in slow motion. His smile, the people deboarding, the lack of people entering the car that he was pulling you into- Something about going the same way? - his hand gripping the upper part of your arm. But it wasnât gentle. It never was. It never was. It never was.Â
âWhat have you been up to? Is that a name card from the Hunterâs Association?â He asked, his tone cheerful as you felt your heart dropping through the very rails the train was sitting on. He sounded so friendly, but you knew he wasnât being friendly. He wasnât asking you a question, he was making a statement.Â
He was saying â I found you~ âȘ â.
âI-...â You take a small gasp of air, finally processing how little you had been breathing up until the point. He flashed you a little smirk, his hair falling across his eye as he tilted his head at you. Had his hair always looked like that? You didnât know. You didnât care. You couldnât-... remember.Â
God, you couldnât remember a lot of back then.Â
It was horrible.
It was scary.
Why was he still gripping your arm�
It hurt.Â
It made other spots hurt, echoing with pain you had forgotten- no, not forgotten about. Pushed away. Tried to not remember. But still, ghost feelings that would sneak into your mind whenever something made you flinch, whenever someone tried to give you an over-enthusiastic high five, whenever you were trying to please yourself alone in bed, whenever someone raised their voice- be it out of happiness or anger, it really didnât matter. The anxiety would pound into your chest like breaking a door down, like breaking you down until you were tiny little pieces strewn out across the floor, sobbing alone to yourself because no one else could help you. You were alone. This was your cross to bear. You had gotten yourself into this mess, it was up to you to get through this. It was up to you to get yourself out of this.Â
âWipe that shitty fucking expression off your face, youâre making people think Iâm doing something wrong.âÂ
His voice was dangerously low, and sinisterly similar to how he used to speak to you. It was nice to see that nothing had changed, so much longer later. That the same circumstances that led to the bloodied sheets strewn out across the bed and floor were happening again. That the same knuckles that had made forceful contact with the high of your cheekbone were gripping so tightly, they were turning white across the top of your upper arm. You pressed your lips into a thin line, trying to appear as neutral as possible, as the only other patron in the train car with the two of you- tucked back in the corner but raising an eyebrow at the situation, nonetheless- watched.Â
He gave you a small shake, and you let the corners of your mouth turn upward in a smile that didnât reach your eyes. You were just two old flames meeting again, goofing around. Reignited that old flame once more.Â
But to you, that flame was a bomb. And it was going to go off the second you were alone with him.Â
There hadnât been any closure when you had left, there couldnât have been. You could have left with bags secretly packed without so much as a goodbye thrown into his messages while he was at work, or you could have spent three hours talking to him trying to get through to him one final time. But it wouldnât have mattered. Men like him, were men like him for a reason. They didnât change, they didnât find what they were doing as something wrong , and they never would. At least, thatâs what everyone had told you. Thatâs what you had learned at the end. But standing here as the train rocketed towards another new location for him to find out about, you were finding it harder and harder to remember everything you had taught yourself just to get away from him.Â
âAre you going to be ungrateful again? Going to run away because you think for some reason you can get better, despite being some fucking whore who runs her mouth? With a bodycount?â He practically spat the words at your face, turning to face you and keeping his back towards the other patron, who had closed their eyes with their head resting back against the seat, waiting for their stop and avoiding getting involved.Â
âAfter everything Iâve done for you, you canât offer me even the littlest bit of appreciation that you didnât want to show me back then? I thought you had changed. That you were different.âÂ
You let out a deep breath, trying to keep your mind steady, but it was hard. Youâd gotten used to the word disassociate ever since youâd learned about it. Youâd slip into dissociation even on your best days, at random. Talking to Tara, riding your bike, fighting Wanderers, avoiding Luke and Kieranâs pranks- it didnât matter. It just⊠happened. And it came on worse when you were reminded of things that had traumatized you. Or were faced with the very things that had caused that trauma- as you were finding out right now.Â
He reached up, grabbing your other arm into his other hand, the grip matching the vice-like pressure of the first one that still held you. âYou listen to me, you little bitch. I still fucking own you. I donât give a shit if youâre living in some fantasy land where you think youâre moving on, but you will never find anything as good as me.â He hissed. âNot for what youâre worth. I treated you so well, and you think you can keep treating me and people like shit? Fuck off.âÂ
He gave your arms a yank to emphasize his words. You just stared straight at his chest, stumbling slightly as the train stopped at the next station, but his grip kept you relatively upright. The time between now and the last stop wasnât anything you could remember clearly, and you could already feel your mind slipping from your body slowly. You couldnât stop it. You didnât want to. It was something you couldnât explain, but it acted like a muffled fast-forward button on situations like this. You couldnât say you liked it, but you liked it more than being present for what your ex had to say.
But it was horrible, because no sooner did you start to slip away, did the doors to the train open, and the only bystander that had been seated in the corner left. Whether this was their stop, or they wanted to avoid the situation, you didnât know. You didnât care. In your heart though, you knew that was just how it went. Youâd be lucky if they called the police, but wouldnât do anything. There was no proof of anything happening. You didnât have any.Â
You knew he was right.
But then why did it feel like electricity when someone boarded the train? You knew the footsteps without being able to place a name, and the sheer presence was something you sensed without knowing what form it took.Â
âCobalt blue, but maybe phthalo⊠Oh, Miss Bodyguard. Didnât think Iâd see you tod- Mm?âÂ
Your heart dropped further than it had at the station when you had first gotten approached. Â
No.
Why was Rafayel here?
His comment was cut short, ending in a small hum as he came into your view. You could see a cloud cross his expression as he took in the situation in front of him. You were still doing your best to seem relaxed, and had tried to add a smile as soon as you had realized Rafayel was here, but it didnât seem like it was working. You wanted so badly to be sick to your stomach, but you also knew if you were, it would only make your ex lose his mind completely.Â
âH-Hey, Rafayel, how are you?â
âDo you know him?â
The question was asked by two separate men at the exact same time. One was nearly whispered, the tone borderline violent. The other was gentle, devoid of its usual bratty aftercomment. You just paused, before nodding your head as slowly as you could.Â
Fuck, it was so easy to keep your ex under control when it was just you. You hadnât managed him in front of others in forever, and you had forgotten how to make other people let you handle things. Usually it was as simple as a look. No one wanted to get caught up in the middle of a loverâs quarrel, and were quick to leave. But the doors had already closed behind Rafayel, and his expression was telling you that he was already planning on getting more than involved.Â
âYes!- Yes. Yes, I know himâŠâ You stammered, looking between the two of them, your ex robotically releasing his grip in favor of moving to put his arm across your shoulders. You had to swallow the bile in your throat, but you didnât move away from him, his expression stormy, while Rafayelâs remained concerned, but fairly unaffected.Â
âRafayelâs an⊠employer of mine.â You continued, gesturing towards him as he gave the two of you a nod, a small smile flashing in addition. âAnd Rafayel, this is my-âÂ
âBoyfriend.âÂ
You swallowed.Â
Rafayelâs eyes narrowed, but he kept smiling.Â
âThatâs really funny, sheâs told me sheâs single. Several times actually, whenever I've bugged her about it.âÂ
You can feel the blood in your veins freeze over.Â
No.
You canât even bring yourself to look up at your ex. You knew what disagreeing with him did, and you knew what blatantly calling out his lies did. Youâd experienced the consequences of doing either towards the earlier days of your relationship, before you had learned to follow everything he said. To do everything how he said it.Â
And yet it was still not enough, most of the time.Â
Rafayel smirked coldly.Â
âSo, buddy. Do you want to take your hands off of her?â He tilted his head slightly. âOr do I really need to help you?â
The arm across your shoulders felt heavier, until you could feel the pressure disappear. You want to breathe a sigh of relief, but the air gets caught in your lungs as a hand comes down between your shoulder blades at the top of your spine. Youâre lurched forward, and Rafayel catches you as you stumble into his chest. âI donât deal in bitches that canât treat people with respect or kindness. You can have her.â Your ex spat, knowing that for whatever reason, this man before him wasn't going to fall for his usual tricks. Tricks? No, you thought as you stumbled. He thinks everything out of his own mouth is true, and anyone who disagrees is insane.Â
You hadnât even pulled back away from Rafayel before he had moved you quickly, but gently and carefully to the side, stepping forward as your stomach turned over. You spun around to grab at him, only succeeding in latching onto his arm.Â
âRafayel, stop. Youâll only make things worse.â You stammered as you gripped his arm. He pulled away quickly- but gently, despite his anger.Â
âWorse how? Geez, you donât know this man anymore. You shouldnât be bothered by strangers on a train platform, and they should know not to approach single women.âÂ
He emphasized, staring straight at the other man as he did. As if warning him, with his usual snark still backing up his comments. Your ex glared at him. âI donât know what youâre trying to imply, but Iâll bet you Iâve known her longer than you have. I know all her tricks.âÂ
âTime is relative.â Rafayel retorted back, taking another step towards him, which your ex matched. Your anxiety was pounding through the roof, and you were desperate to think of anything that could diffuse the situation as they both shot daggers at each other with their eyes. Your ex let out a small chuckle, the kind he would whenever things were about to hurt. The air was leaving your lungs again, but you felt Rafayel shift next to you, and you could feel the predatory behavior like static crossing the side of his arm through the thin linen of his shirt. He had moved, shifted just a step towards your ex, and spoke before you could process what he was doing.
âIâve done this dance a million times with a million people like you, for less, donât try me.â Rafayelâs voice was so low, it could barely be described as more than a whisper. It sent a surge of ice through your blood, despite it not being directed towards you. You slowly turned your head, raising it to look at him carefully. You could only see the side of his head, his height also blocking his full expression from you, but you could see just enough of his eyes to feel the cruelty in his gaze.
He wasnât joking.Â
This wasnât like him.
What was going on?
You reached out to brush against his arm again, but you didnât know what to do.Â
The train lurched as Rafayel reached forward, towards your ex. Â
No.
You couldnât let this happen.
Not here.Â
Not towards him.
Not from him .
Your body moved on its own, as you turned your body, the same time the train started to hit its brakes for the next stop. You lost your footing, but you couldnât let that stop you. You couldnât let that stop you from stopping Rafayel. The worst of it was the only thing stopping you from falling was the weight of your exâs torso, the feeling of chills returning the second your body made contact with his again.Â
âI-I-â You stuttered, your mouth feeling like it was full of cotton as you stumbled backward into your exâs body. âNo, please. I donât- no.âÂ
Rafayel stared at you, his expression blank, before flashing through several different emotions you couldnât quite make out. Surprise? Absolute fury? Betrayal? Whatever he cycled through, he landed on one you didnât recognize.
You are now at East Garden station. Next station- West Garden.Â
The doors slid open behind you, and a few people filed on as you broke your gaze with Rafayel and glanced over at them. At least there were witnesses. You knew your ex wouldnât act out too badly in front of so many strangers, and Rafayel, while a little bit feral when it came to columnists and fans that would go too far, you had a pretty good idea that he would remain a lot more calm in the presence of people as well. You let out the breath you had been holding unwittingly.Â
âGo.âÂ
He gave you a slight shove, and you almost tripped onto the platform. As you regained your balance, you processed two things at the same time.Â
Rafayel wasnât behind you. And-Â
You could hear him still, his words seething with a poison you had never heard come from his mouth, from any action he had ever committed.Â
âIf I ever see you in her general vicinity ever again, I will destroy you until there is nothing, nothing , left.â He seethed. âI care about her. Whatever we are after that doesnât matter. You wonât come back and destroy her peace ever again. You wonât have the chance to. Do I make myself clear ?âÂ
As you move to turn, to see what would happen next or to hear your exâs response, you spin face first into Rafayelâs chest, his hands reaching up, placed firmly on your shoulders to turn you back around and continue forward. You try to keep up with his pace, but itâs hard. Despite your stumbling, he doesnât stop. Not until the two of you are off of the platform and out on the vast sidewalk in the middle of the city.Â
You blink, trying to garner your surroundings as some means of grounding yourself, as Rafayel pulls out his phone. His fingers fly, sending a text to someone. The golden hour had passed, and it was twilight out now. The next train wasnât going to be for another twenty minutes, and the ride itself was more time on top of that. It looked like you werenât going to be accomplishing your initial goal of getting home before the dark hit. That was too bad.Â
It was really cold outside.
Maybe that was just you.Â
You swallowed hard, trying to force a deep breath just as Rafayel looked up from his phone. He pocketed the device and moved to step towards you, but his movements were⊠awkward. Hesitant. He paused a step away from you, reaching up to rub the back of his neck.Â
âI⊠Iâm sorry. I-â He let his hand drop, both hanging loosely at his sides as he looked like he wanted to look anywhere except at you. He didnât let it break his gaze, despite it. â...Geez, Iâve never experienced anything like that before. I didnât know what to do, what I should do. What I-â
He stopped himself. Tilting his head, his expression shifting into one of concern.Â
âMore importantly, how are you?â
âI- what?â
âHow are you feeling, seashell? What do you need?â
You blinked, and you tried to open your mouth to respond, but your breath hitched in your throat, the sound caught on the lump that had appeared in your throat as your eyes began to burn. Fuck, what? What was going on with you today? First, youâd gone back to everything you had ever been back with your ex, forgetting all of your progress- all of your healthy habits in favor of how he had always made you feel under his touch. Then, youâd been unable to keep Rafayel calm and relaxed despite your ex trying to start shit all over again. And even still, you hadnât even gotten to go home on time, hell you didnât even feel safe enough to go home anymore.Â
âHe-â You choked. Your voice was squeaking, why was your voice breaking so badly? âH-He⊠He knows- knows where I work now.â
Rafayel stared at you, but his expression was oh so gentle , and seeing that look in his eyes did something to you that made you feel so ugly . It was like the final crack in an old dam as you began to wail. You tried to muffle your sobs, reaching up to cover your face in your hands as the initial shock had finally started to wear away from the meeting, finally started to let the emotions pour in. And all the emotions were fear, fear, fear .Â
You couldnât do anything to stop it as the tears just kept coming, as the choked sounds from your throat as you needed to get the crying out, but find air in between at the same time. Your shoulders wracked with pain from the after effects of the grip your ex had had on you, surely purple and yellow bruises forming where his knuckles had turned white with power just moments ago. It was just going to be another grim reminder of your world coming down, all because of a stupid train ride.Â
âSeashell.â
You tried as hard as possible to quiet down, to stop and listen to Rafayel to avoid making him angry. You felt like a kid. You wanted him to help you get to your home, or a hotel, or somewhere your ex didnât know about. But if he was angry, that would be impossible. That would mean you would be left standing here on the sidewalk bawling like a child, until you managed to pull the effort together to handle it yourself, like you always had don-
âTell me if you donât like it, and I swear Iâll stop, but Iâm going to hug you now.â
âWh-â
The word had barely even formed in your mouth, your hands only managing to hover over your eyes as you tried to pull them away at his words, before strong arms had wrapped around you so suddenly. One hand was resting at the nape of your neck, pressing your head so delicately against his shoulder as he leaned down for you- as he leaned down into you. The other was wrapped around your waist, squeezing you against his body like it was everything to him just to have the chance to pull your pieces back together. And somehow, it was so much worse. It was everything, as you began to wail all over again. It was everything and so much more. His actions on the train, his expression when you had stopped him and protected your ex- none of that, none of your worries meant anything in the tightness of his embrace.Â
It was like he was telling you everything without speaking, he was telling you itâs okay, itâs all going to be okay . Like he didnât harbor any ill feelings towards you, that he didnât hate you like you were hating yourself every single second leading up until this moment. And coming from Rafayel, that was everything, everything, everything.Â
âGeez.â He breathed against your hair, his breath labored as he tried to keep his own emotions in check for your sake. âI wish I had found you so much sooner. None of that would have ever happened to you.â
And you knew he wasnât talking about the train- getting on sooner. Finding you before your ex did, but you didnât say anything. You couldnât. But you knew he meant he wished he had found you so much sooner than that first meeting at the fountain with all of the fish, his brochure hanging lazily in hand. Found you long before that man had ever laid his hands on you, had ever wrecked you to the point you were at now.Â
âIâm sorry.â
âWhat?â He breathed the words against you, his hold tightening just slightly. âWhat are you apologizing for?â
âI-â You held back a sob, trying to compose yourself as best as you could. âIâm so ruined, Iâm so sorry Iâm such a mess.âÂ
âYouâre not a mess, I promise you, youâre not a mess.â And the way he spoke, you almost believed it immediately. He sounded⊠tired. âNone of it, not any of it, was your fault. You have to know that.âÂ
You didnât. You wouldnât, not for a long time. But the way he had been on the train, no matter how brief of a moment it was- how he was right now, clutching you so tightly in his arms as if you would shatter if he let go for even a second- You had a pretty good feeling that you would someday. Someday, as long as he was around. But for now you settled for feeling everything you were feeling in his embrace, just thankful that for whatever his reasoning, he didnât hate you for what you had done, for what you felt.Â
After a while, you nuzzled your face against the crook of his neck, before gently trying to pull back, signaling to him that you were alright enough to break the hug. He let go of you, but his hands lingered on you just a moment longer than they should have. You stared at the ground as you fiddled with your hands, trying to figure out what was supposed to come next. What you were supposed to do or say next.Â
âWhat do you mean, you didnât know what you were supposed to do?â You asked quietly. You already knew the answer. Honestly, how often was it that someone would witness what he did happening to someone close to themselves, especially when the person it was happening to was supposedly so strong? So capable of protecting yourself from even the worst of the Wanderers that traversed the city?Â
He let out a breath, thinking for a moment, before he opened his mouth to answer your question.Â
âReally, the only thing I know is to make sure youâre safe.â He shrugged, crossing his arms as he avoided your gaze. âIf I wasnât confident Iâd be able to protect you from the whole thing, and even afterward, with whatever crazy he may try to do, I would have played along with you and not been so aggressive. But besides that, I really donât know how someone is supposed to handle a situation like that.âÂ
You blinked.Â
âWhat?â
âWhat-what? I donât exactly want you getting hurt, I just wasnât sure the best way to accomplish that. I wasnât going to fail, though. Iâm not some idiot.âÂ
You could feel your eyes starting to burn. âYes, but you wanted to protect me?â
He looked at you abruptly, confused. âWanted? Bodyguard, itâs not past tense. I donât care what I call you, pay you for, what we are to each other- Believe it or not, I... donât want you hurt.â
He flinched a little, watching the tears start to stream from your eyes again, but he just shook his head. âNo, no. Geez, what are you doing?â He uncrossed his arms and reached out towards you slowly, gingerly brushing your cheek with his thumb. âNo, why is this your reaction? Why are you crying over me caring about you?â
He knew why. He had just seen why. And that was just the tip of the iceberg on what your past had been.
âBut-â
âI really don't want to hear it. Itâs just going to be you saying bad things about yourself again.â He rubbed the bridge of his nose, and you couldnât think of any denial or lie that he would believe. âYou really need to learn to trust me, seashell. If you donât want to go home or to work, I get it. But youâve got to believe me when I say it. When I say nothing is going to happen to you.â
You reached up to dry your eyes again, all but running out of tears by now after the heavy cry session you had just had wrapped up in Rafayelâs arms. You let out a small hiccup, before offering him a small nod. It didnât really matter if you believed him, but honestly- it was so much better than anything before. So much more comforting than any of the times before. Any of the times where you sat in your bedroom alone, praying that you could get one more extra day squeezed out of the week, out of going back to the university, to avoid seeing the man who had ruined your entire life as he âexploredâ the âpublicâ campus like some sort of shark circling your bleeding body.Â
Rafayel watched you as you slowly composed yourself, reaching out a hand to rest on your shoulder, tenderly. His kindness radiating from the contact. âNow, is it okay if we go somewhere? I think it would be better for you if you could go somewhere you can relax for a little while. I invited you to my studio, maybe we can go there.â
You blinked at him. When had he invited you?
He watched your expression, processing that you were confused on the ask. âDid you get the text I sent you? Or were you already in trouble then?â
âText-â You pause, then you remember the notification that had popped up just before your ex had seen you. You shook your head. âIt had just come through as he-... approached⊠me. I didnât see what it said.â
He flashed you a small smile, one that would win every prize in your book.Â
âIt was asking you if you were already off work, and if not, would you want to meet me at the station, so that we could head to my studio and finish up some work I need to get done.âÂ
You stared at him for a moment, your mouth slightly agape, before you smiled back at him. It was timid, and you were still nervous. But with his hand against your shoulder as the two of you walked through the edges of Linkon City back towards one of his studios, you couldnât help but feel just a little bit better.Â
Just a little bit more at ease.Â
â
And a week later, you were back at work. You had been for the last few days. Youâd gone on a few missions, taken down a dozen Wanderers, and saved a few civilians in that time. But nowhere had you seen your ex- not on a street corner, not running down an alleyway, not even at the doorstep of the Hunterâs Association.Â
But youâd seen Rafayel.Â
One day he was sitting at the cafe across the street from the Associationâs building, sketching charcoal as he invited you to come and get something to eat for lunch, to sit with him and talk about your day. Another, he was there when you got off, a light drizzle sprinkling the street as he offered to share his umbrella with you and walk you home. On your day off, he ended up at your door, huffing about his next exhibition, and whether or not you wanted to come with him to stave off the boredom he was surely going to be drowning in. You werenât stupid, you knew what he was doing. But there was also no pattern to his appearances- sometimes you wouldnât see him all day, only speaking to him through incessant texts and phone calls. Other times, youâd see him two or three or more times throughout your day. Something about the chaotic approach made you feel even more⊠comfortable. Despite everything that had happened. It felt like he was always around, even when you didnât expect it.Â
It felt like he was always keeping watch for you.Â
And maybe you still hadnât gotten over what had happened on the platform, and you still felt uneasy stepping on the train, arm hooked in Rafayelâs as he complained about not being able to find the green he needed to finish a piece. Maybe you still felt worthless, for still caring about what happened to that wretched man, after everything he had done to you, after all of the pain he had caused you.Â
But at least, as you stared up at the splashes of color that coated the canvas in front of you, late after work the evening before your day off, sitting in Rafayelâs studio as he dozed off over a few cups of color he had been working on while you scrolled through your phone, you had someone.Â
At least you had someone who was intent on changing everything for you.Â
Who was intent on making sure you were okay. No matter what.
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Fluff + Angst | Boothill x GN!Reader Homecoming
SUMMARY He thought he lost everything, but you were always here, waiting for him to come home
CONTENT Angst to fluff, happy ending implied basically, mentions of past traumas, ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+
AUTHOUR NOTES Just read Boothillâs character stories⊠I am unwell⊠So I wrote this LMAOO enjoyyy GUH I just started playing the game but alas the hyperfixation is already here Also, Boothill, please actually come home please I have soft pity soon
WORD COUNT: 921
Boothill was visiting the Aeragan-Epharshel reserves, seeing what was left of his tribe, his distant family, and because honestly it was just one of those times where he was really missing home. It just hurt because home no longer existed for him. The memories still pop up sometimes. How he searched the entire burnt house for anyone, anything to rescue. It was years ago, but still haunts him, it always will. So thatâs why heâs here. Just visiting because why not. No one quite knew him here, but it felt fairly cozy. The few buildings around the area were lively with families and they had farmland and livestock like he always did when he was younger. The sun was setting, lighting everything in golden and orange hues. He enjoyed the warmth on his skin, well, the skin on his face at least. A few of the townsfolk offered him some food since he was just passing by and because the town was so small, everyone knew when there was an unfamiliar face. They also wanted to help him because he helped where he could during the day, just helping people lift and move things, even catching a loose chicken. It was actually pretty nice and for the first time in a while, he smiled, just genuinely enjoying life, watching the sunset, sitting on a bench, eating his food.
It was peaceful and the warm breeze tousled his hair and brushed his face. But he also heard something insane, the name he hadnât heard in years. It felt like it wasnât even his name anymore but rather from a previous life in a different body. Worst or maybe best of all, it was your voice.
His eyes were blown wide, mechanical heart somehow racing. Was the robot body driving him insane? The doctor was pretty shady honestly, he wouldnât have been surprised if she fudged his brain up too.
But still, curiosity made him look around for the source of the voice, even if it didnât exist.
You watched him look around before shifting on the bench to fully turn to see you. Both your hands were hovering over your mouth, eyebrows upturned as your eyes couldnât believe it.
When he turned, his eyes locked on your figure. Maybe you were just a hallucination, but hallucinations donât age, donât get more mature or taller. You look the same but different, and maybe that was enough evidence for him to believe he wasnât psychotic.
He stood up slowly, taking careful steps towards you as your hands shook, adrenaline pumping through your body. It felt like it took hours for him to close the few meters between you but once you saw his eyes, you knew. It was him.
âLord⊠It really is you,â you breathed out as you reached out slowly, not wanting to spook him but also barely believing that he was actually there. Your hands slowly cupped his face and he forgot how warm things like this felt. Tears pricked at his eyes. At this point he didnât care if this was a hallucination or not, he just wanted to indulge himself for once. Just believe that he didnât lose everything. That maybe he could still have you, one of his only friends outside of his family that he had while growing up. His first love that he never had enough time with, not even enough time to confess.
It was almost cruel how you felt the same and how much your heart ached upon seeing his teary eyes, frozen in disbelief, staring into yours. You brushed your thumbs over his cheeks trying to comfort him and show him you really were here.
He started to question himself. Why did he never check out the towns whenever he came back to investigate the IPC on Aeragan-Epharshel? Your house had been destroyed but he never confirmed your corpses, only those of his own family. It was too much, he just assumed the worst at the time.
But now here you are, tears streaming down your face, looking as beautiful as the day he first laid eyes on you.
âDarlinâ⊠what happened to ya fer all these years?â You asked, questioning where he had been but also what happened to his body. You closed your eyes as your eyebrows scrunched together, unable to control your emotions and crying at this point. You quickly pulled him into a hug, arms wrapped around his neck. Reflexively, his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you in tight. Your chests flush against each other.
God how he wished he wasnât cold metal right now. He wanted to feel you with his own skin, feel your warmth, how soft you were. But he could only barely make it out with the sensors on his body. Maybe he could get some upgrades? Link some more things to his brain?
He quickly snapped himself out of his own thoughts to finally respond to you. You shivered hearing his voice again.
âIt donât matter now sweetheart. All that matters is that Iâm home,â he said slowly and shaky. You squeezed him harder as you started to sob into his shoulder. It made his own tears fall as he started to stroke your back.
âI thought Iâd never see ya again,â you choked out.
âSame here darlinâ,â he said, voice cracking.
âIâll tell ya all about it, and ya tell me about yerself too,â he says between breathes, his throat closing from needing to cry. âI ainât goinâ anywhere this timeâŠ
promise.â
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