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Couple weeks ago my friend sent me a link to @vaspider shop with their promotion for a buy one get one free on hot/cold packs:ïżŒ
Razz loves to spread the word about shops they buy from, especially small businesses or shops owned and operated by queer people. I did not need a popcorn scented heat pack, so I did not buy anything, but they did.
Tonight I got these messages: ïżŒ
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Emails, you say? Letâs seeâŠ
I just want you guys to know that this last line, âafter this interaction I can no longer in good conscience promote your work or buy from you,â is akin to burning your crops and salting your fields coming from Razz. They are the most polite person I know. They do not want to stir up trouble. Part of it is because, as a blind person, they have had to learn to be non-confrontational in order to protect themselves, but itâs also because Razz is just genuinely a kind hearted and understanding person.
They live off of disability and occasional commissions, but they use what little money they have to support small businesses and independent artists because they appreciate the quality as well as the work that goes into each item. You can see here that Raz was trying to figure out if it was a genuine misunderstanding on their part because they hadnât read the site correctly.
They were not able to read the site correctly because theyâre blind.
This isnât really about a misunderstanding, or Razz wanting to get the other item. Itâs about Vaspider immediately treating them with contempt when Razz sent an email asking what had gone wrong. Is it the businesses responsibility to eat the cost of shipping due to someone not being able to understand the terms of the sale? Itâs certainly good business practice, but I think Razz would have understood if they had been told that it would cost the store too much for another item to be sent if Vaspider hadnât been such an asshole about it.
Razz is, unfortunately, used to disappointment. They are used to having to struggle to navigate websites that are not made with people like them in mind. They are even, at this point, used to having to lose money on things due to brain damage suffered from being forced into a botched medical procedure last year. But that isnât how they opened this conversation. They opened with, âI think something may have gone wrong, can you help me understand what happened? â
The way Vaspider treated my friend is disgusting. I hope that those of you reading this will take Vaspiders behavior in this exchange into account when youâre deciding where to spend your money. The next time that you see one of their posts, a link to their store, or receive an email about a sale, I hope that you remember these emails and recall how Vaspider treats people that they donât think are important. I want you to think about whether the group of people that Vaspider considers to be worthless might include you. ïżŒ
I know that there are a lot of people willing to come to Vaspiders defense because theyâre well-known and popular. They are so well-known and popular that theyâre willing to treat one of their customers like garbage over $10 in shipping, and theyâre willing to do it right out in the open for everyone to see.
Happy holidays, and eat a big old bag of dicks. ïżŒ
Letâs fucking go.
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#crochet#pls reblog if you can#finally caved and revamped my Etsy account to sell these#my best friend is like YOU GOTTA and olivia is barely wrong so I was like sure thing bestie#we gotta make rent and buy groceries and with me still struggling with stuff it's been super hard so just... yeah#I also take commissions for bags too so like there's that!!!!!!!#anyway
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Yandere!Five/Reader (platonic/headcanons)
the story contains: spoilers for season 4 (+ some changes in plot), yandere!five(-s), strictly platonic, five here is in his 20s (physically) and in his late 60s (mentally), overprotective old man five, soft yan!Five, OOC cuz it's yanderes đ€·
I really like to imagine Five being overprotective over someone young and still full of joy. You can be either a kid of one of his siblings, or just a random child he found during his time in The Commission. It wouldn't be that far away from reality, The Handler took little Lila and trained her to do the dirty job, no one would be surprised if that creepy woman ends up kidnapping another child born on October 1st for herself.
Either way, Five is a good familial figure. We all saw how he acts towards little Grace, making small cheering comments from time to time to his niece when she is enjoying her birthday party. I expect him to be much softer if it's someone who is always close to him and constantly tags along with Five. Let's say, he knows you enough to let you go with him at the end of Season 3, since all of his siblings left, he basically has no other choice but to be the only one who has to protect you.
At first, he might get a little irritated because of it. It's not because he finds you annoying or hates being around kids. The problem is, he is not a social person himself. He never had a proper childhood because he spent 45 years stuck in the apocalypse. Then his time in The Commission, stuck with people either invading his personal space, or always staring at him due to him being him. The man got no time for a good rest. He also got no experience in how he should take care of a kid.
Despite a good bag of problems on his back, like the fact that he is still considered a child himself because of his appearance, no job, no money, no place to stay, he somehow gets everything you need. It would probably cost him a lot of pride to sacrifice, people constantly saying «Aww, are you looking after your little sibling at such age? Where are your parents?» makes him want to say something snarky, but he would bite his tongue, since he doesn't want people to ask more questions. He is used to doing everything on his own, dealing with every trouble by no one but himself because it's how he got things done for ages. Not so surprising, Five is pretty good at it.
When he gets his job as a CIA agent, he does not get so much time to be with you, he's more busy even though he is «the one of the professional young agents», trying to investigate more and more. But I believe that he would absolutely think about you during his work, he would go nonchalantly in his mind «Should I buy them the cereal with that dumb colourful toy inside? No, that stuff has too much sugar for someone their ageâ», which is pretty ironic since Five has a little sweet tooth himself, knowing his famous toasts with peanut butter and marshmallows. He doesn't give you a chance to eat that stuff too much anyways, because he believes « You'll get to eat those when you grow older», while you probably pout and tug on his clothes, trying to make him share with you this tasty sweet thing with tons of deadly sugar! He will give up after a good 15 minutes of you jumping around, being noisy and whiney, so he would roll his eyes and give you like less than 1/3 of the toast, saying 'here is your half, happy now?đ'. At least he managed to keep you quiet for some time, while he can focus on some little time of his rest.
Five wants you to be independent just like him. Mainly because he doesn't want to think about potential scenarios where you are without him, all defenseless and have no idea what to do. He will teach you everything, how to protect yourself, how to use the oven, who you should call immediately if something happens (he will probably write a phone number with a marker on your wrist, since kids tend to be forgetful and easily distracted and he does NOT take such a risk).
But Five would never push or press on you, he doesn't want to make another child assassin with childhood trauma, think of it as a grandfather taking you to the lake to teach you how to fish. He is constantly near your side, guiding gently but firmly, to you it's mostly about having fun but also learning new things. Five will praise you, give you some advice and will pet your head if you do something right. I do believe he is overprotective, that he doesn't want to even let you near anything dangerous, but he's also paranoid that if another apocalypse comes back, you should be able to survive.
When Five gets his powers back and reunites with his siblings, you will always be with him. Of course I can imagine him having a nanny to call so you would be away from all his family stuff and there is someone whom he can trust enough, but...he might trust himself more than anyone else (but also it's more interesting for the story than you being somewhere away from all the fun lol). When weird things start to happen, Five is looking for anyone even slightly suspicious. Why is this Elf Guy looking at him? Is that guy looking at YOU ? Stop looking at his kid!
Thankfully for him, you weren't around when Lila and Five stuck in that subway. But instead of spending years here, giving up on the idea of coming back home, that would never happen. Because come on, it's Five. He would never give up on coming back to his family and you, someone he also considers as a part of his family. Maybe they're not ideal, they might hate each other, sometimes even annoy him, but he would never allow himself at least a single minute of proper rest since he believes that his only priority is to come back to people he cares about.
The moment he finds the notes on how to come back, he will do it in an instant. When he sees his family safe - he is happy, even though he would hide his inner feelings. You're a little confused when he just hugs you tightly to his chest all of the sudden, sighing in relief the moment he realizes you're with him. Still the same little you, not a single change in your appearance. « Something happened?» you ask softly, carefully placing your arms around him. for some reason, it feels weird. he was never a person who could hug you just because he feels like it. the only time he might give you that it's only if you initiate it, needing comfort because you were afraid of storm or just woke up from the nightmare. « No, no, just stay like that for a little bit,» Five whispers, trying to calm his racing heart. he's thankful that this body at least can take all the stress he constantly experiences in his life. you are probably surprised and confused but he doesn't care about it now. he just came back to you after years of being apart. at least for him it was, for you â a few hours. Despite how unusual it makes you feel, you don't question it, you will give him all the comfort he deserves after whatever he went through.
A good happy ending we deserve would probably be Five (accidentally) taking you to this buffet full of his other versions. You're probably so shy and awkward to see all of them, so you stick closer to him, holding his hand. Five is a little more protective too, he doesn't trust his other selves as we know. I can imagine a little you being so scared to even make a single move, because the moment you look away, you might get lost! Is that your Five? Or is it the one who's near the other table? Why is that Five drunk? When did he find the apron?? But all of them are very nice to you. Five who works as a waiter would gladly help you to find your guardian and maybe he'll spoil you with food they serve hereâ Your Five is definitely not happy with how much attention you gain from.. other versions of him, but he knows that they all care the same of you.
#yandere x reader#yandere tua#five hargreaves x reader#tua x reader#yandere five hargreeves#yandere five hargreeves x reader#five hargreeves#yandere imagines#yandere number five#number five x reader#number five#platonic yandere
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Homecoming - Oscar Piastri/Reader/Logan Sargeant
Words: 3,290 Summary: She hasnât seen them since April and she can only hope that they arenât mad that she lied to them. Note(s): Thank you @casperlikej for this commission! Had a lot of fun writing it! NSFW. Takes place in 2023. Reader is in the military. Reader is an American, who also somewhat grew up in the UK, but itâs all very vague. Also, donât surprise people in showers, injuries can and will happen. Read Part Two Here
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âIâm sorry.â She apologizes.
âItâs okay, baby.â Logan says.
Oscar nods, but thereâs worry in his eyes. âIs everything okay?â
She nods, âyeah, they just gave me the wrong date. It wasnât until I was talking to my CO about leaving that they realized. I shouldâve said something sooner.â
âIt happens.â Oscar tells her and she can see through the computer screen the way his fingers twitch, obviously wanting to reach out, and her heart aches.
She misses them so much, both her boys. Hasnât seen them since April when China got canceled and they both managed to get away from their teams to see her. But she hasnât really seen them since last year, since 2022, when Oscar was just a reserve and Logan was in F2 with their weird spotty schedule. They didnât have as many race dates or things to attend. They had spent so much time with her then.
âDo they have your next date for leave?â
She shakes her head. âNot yet. I think theyâre trying to figure out how they gave me the wrong date.â She shrugs. âBut it could mean I get some extra time.â
Oscar snorts but Logan nods.
âYouâll let us know as soon as you can?â
âOf course, Lo. As soon as they tell me, Iâll text you. Have a good day, though, both of you.â Both their noses wrinkle but they nod.
And with I love youâs exchanged, she hangs up, looking at the packed suitcase next to her. Hopefully they wouldnât be too mad that she lied.
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Being in the military wasnât exactly something she planned on. Not as a little girl, not as a preteen and not at fifteen when she discovered she liked both her best friends.
But then she was seventeen wanting to apply to different colleges and programs and her parents had to sit down and tell her that while they had this nice house and the family home in Florida and cars and she hadnât really wanted for anything, that was all they had. They didnât have enough money for her to apply to three colleges, let alone the near twenty she wanted to.
It had been a fight instantly. Because she didnât know what she wanted to do. And for the past year they had been telling her that it was okay and that sheâd have college to figure that out and it had been a lie. She remembers throwing things in a bag and going to Oscarâs brand-new place, because he was already eighteen and his parents wanted him to be comfortable.
She remembers throwing herself in his arms and then Loganâs because of course Logan was also there. Remembers crying because it kind of felt like her world was ending. She remembers the way they both had soothed her, held her, let her rage and sob. She remembers the way after when she was more calmed down, the shock gone from her system, they presented a bunch of options for her.
Working with them, working for Oscarâs dad, working for Loganâs uncle, doing this in college and that, just something, anything that sounded appealing and she can remember how she shook her head after every option and how despite that they didnât get frustrated or angry, they just said okay before offering another until they ran out of things to offer.
It was her uncle, though he wasnât really her uncle, that told her she should think about the military. She laughed at first thinking he was joking, but he hadnât laughed with her, instead looked at her seriously.
âYou know that I served.â And she had nodded, she had faint memories of being in elementary school or even younger back in Florida and seeing him in uniform, medals and ribbons on his chest. âAnd you know Iâve said a lot about it. Never kept quiet.â
âRock and a hard place.â
He smiled for a second at her words before looking all serious again. âExactly. What Iâm saying is, itâs an option. And nowadays, your contracts arenât as long depending on the branch like when I enlisted and Iâve got friends.â
âI donât think Iâll like it.â
He laughed at her words. âNo one knows if theyâll like it until they are in it. Just think about it. Itâs something and it will give you time, paid time, to figure out what you really want to do.â
And she had thought about it. She thought about the pros and the cons, how the cons outweigh the pros for her and she nearly didnât go through with it because of Logan and Oscar. Because they just had to confess to her, tell her that they liked her, wanted to be with her and how could she not tell them the same when it was true? She couldnât. She had nearly called it good, happy to bounce between them playing personal assistant or social media admin or something, they didnât really know what sheâd do going back and forth, but then she saw her uncle again, a week before she turned eighteen.
He hadnât said anything, hadnât brought it up, hadnât even mentioned the military. But just seeing him reminded her of their conversation, of the way she spent hours upon hours after considering it.
Seeing him made her realize she had to go through with it.
She doesnât really remember telling Logan and Oscar her decision. She remembers how they reacted, both surprised, unaware she had been considering it. Logan had been understanding, but he was from America just like her, he had family in the service. Oscar didnât understand, couldnât understand why. It hadnât been a fight, not that she remembered, but she knew that her decision had nearly broken them that day.
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âYou reenlisting?â Her uncleâs voice is gruff.
âNo, sir.â
He grumbles, lips twitching into a smile. âGood. And donât call me sir. You in reserves now?â
She nods. âAs of last week.â
âLogan and Oscar know?â
She throws him a look. âWhy would you be driving me to Vegas if they knew?â
He laughs. âFair. Theyâre doing good, right? In their Formula One thing?â
She smiles, âYeah, theyâre doing alright. Did you like COTA?â
He shrugs, merging onto the freeway. âDidnât understand it, but it was alright. Beer was overpriced.â âAlways is at events.â
âI remember when you could get a six-pack,â he starts and she mouths along with him, having heard this since she was ten, unable to not smile as she does so. âWhat?â He asks, seeing her smile.
âNothing.â She tells him. âJust happy to see you havenât changed.â
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Vegas is annoying, she decides as she waves her uncle off, the older man having decided to stick around and try his luck at one of the casinos. Or rather the traffic currently in Vegas is annoying.
Pulling out her phone she texts Benny letting him know that sheâs at the hotel. Looking around she smiles at all the lights and people milling around. Sheâd give Vegas this, it was pretty cool to look at.
âY/N!â She turns her head, smiling at Loganâs trainer. âYou got here early!â He chuckles, pulling her into a hug that she returns with one arm, still having a hand on her suitcase.
âWe made good time. Switched off driving, so saved us a bit from having to stop really.â
He pats her on the back before letting her go. âBut it was good.â
She nods. âAll good. How are you? How are the kids?â
He grins. âTheyâre good, amazing, really. Excited that the season is ending and Iâll be home.â
âLogan was telling me that you arenât going to be his trainer next season.â
Benny sighs, looking sad as they step foot into the hotel. âThe kids are getting older, I want to be there more. If there was a way I could stay on, but not have to go to all the races I would. I love the kid, heâs like one of mine.â
She looks at him considering. Sheâd been around Logan and Oscar for ten years now, had been around their trainers for over five years, seeing what they did had made it easy for her to choose her degree that the military paid for while she served a year after she joined.
âMaybe you could.â
His eyebrow raises.
âI have a degree in sports medicine.â
âBut you have a year left.â
She shakes her head. âThat last year is reserves, unless we are going to war and all the active reserves have been called, Iâm not going back in.â
âLogan didnât say.â
âThey donât know.â
Benny makes a weird huff sound, shaking his head. âYouâre going to knock them off their feet this weekend.â
She laughs. âMaybe. Just talk to Sarah about it first, Iâll follow you around this weekend and next and we can talk about it with Logan.â
âI donât have to talk about it with Sarah, sheâd be thrilled, she wasnât fond of the idea in the first place. And LoganâŠâ He shakes his head. âIf you think Logan wonât be jumping at the idea of having you around twenty-four seven, youâve lost it.â
âStill! Talk about it with Sarah first, just in case.â
He shakes his head, but agrees, handing her a key card as they stop in front of a hotel room door. âThis is their room. Gentle with them.â
âKim ask you to relay that message as well?â
âYes.â
She laughs, nodding. âI will. Promise.â
He rolls his eyes, but thereâs a grin on his face. âGo. Iâll see at least two of you tomorrow.â
âBye Benny. Thank you again for helping me.â
âOf course.â
She watches as he walks down the hallway before taking out his own key card and entering his hotel room, just a few rooms down. Turning back to face the hotel room door, excitement starts to fill her. She was finally going to see them, be with them.
Pressing the key to the reader, she holds her breath as she waits for the door to unlock, breathes again when it does and she twists the door knob, letting herself in.
The door swings open quietly and her feet and suitcase make no noise against the carpet as she steps inside. Thereâs the faint sound of the shower running and music playing, and a large smile spreads across her lips. This was the routine she was used to, that hadnât changed. Them coming back to their hotel room or when finally checking in, getting what they needed put away if they were staying long enough and then putting on some music and hopping in the shower.
The door closes with a small click as she shuts it, kicking off her shoes next to Oscarâs and Loganâs as she does. She hopes as she puts her suitcase next to Loganâs, that the shower is big enough for the three of them, but theyâve made do with some fairly small showers before.
Stepping further into the hotel room, she nearly giggles at the song playing, able to hear it clearly now with the way the bathroom door isnât completely closed. She loves them so much.
Spotting the dirty clothes bag she bought Oscar for Christmas last year as a stock stuffer, right by the bathroom door, propped against the wall and already filled with a pair of jeans, shorts, shirts and socks, she adds her own pants, shirt, underwear and socks. A quiet sigh leaving her when she takes her bra off, which she carefully places on the back of an armchair.
The bathroom tiles are warm underneath her feet and she lets out a little oh, having expected them to be cold.
Her eyes dart to the sink where the large mirror behind is covered in steam, but her eyes quickly leave it to settle on the shower.
Itâs big, maybe just big enough for the three to fit in, but she canât focus on that because Oscar and Logan are there. She canât see much, the glass of the shower just as covered in steam as the mirror, but she can see the shapes of their bodies, close together, holding each other as the water hits them.
Taking a deep breath, she steps towards the shower door. She shivers as her fingertips press against the glass before fingers move to open it and poking her head in, voice soft as she looks at them. âRoom for one more?â
She watches as they separate, Oscar turning to look at her, and they both look at her with confusion and shock, before wide smiles take over their entire faces, eyes shining with happiness.
Oscar the closer of the two reaches forward and she quickly steps in, nearly slipping in her hurry, but Oscar has an arm around her before she can, tucking her into his chest, as Logan shuffles around. The door to the shower closes with a slight noise before his arms are around her as well.
Tension immediately leaves her body at the feeling of them both, and tears start to slip from her eyes. âI missed you guys so much.â
âWe missed you too, baby.â
âSo much.â Oscar echoes, arms tightening around her before loosening and sheâs being pulled away slightly. She wants to protest, but then his lips are on hers and she moans, sinking into his kiss.
âLo,â she whines when Oscar stops kissing her, lips tingling.
Oscar chuckles, the sound rich and so familiar it wants to make her cry again, but sheâs being turned around and Logan is kissing her, his palms cupping her cheeks.
âI missed this so much.â Logan breathes against her lips. âMissed the three of us so much.â
âNever again.â She tells him, tells Oscar, tells them. âNever again. I donât have to go back, Iâm in inactive reserves and Iâm not reenlisting. Iâm yours, both of yours.â The words come out in a rush, nearly tripping over each other, but she canât wait, canât have them thinking that this will just be a short reunion before she has to leave them again.
âThank god.â Logan breathes before pressing their lips together. âThank god.â He murmurs again when they separate before sheâs turned around to face Oscar again, who practically swallows her whole.
His lips are insistent on hers as his hands clutch at her hips, fingers digging painfully and she hopes that he leaves bruises, wishes that heâd make his grip even tighter, knows he can. She tries to pull away, to ask him to, but he keeps following her lips. Like if he isnât kissing her, sheâll disappear, so she stops trying. Lets him kiss her, moans when Loganâs lips land on her shoulder, pressing kisses that trail up to the top of it and along the shell of her ear before trailing back down.
âWe,â she gasps when Oscar finally stops kissing her, though his lips instead fall to her breasts going between the two, unable to decide which one he wants to give attention to more. âWe canât do this in here.â
The next moments are a blur as they scramble out of the shower, out of the bathroom and tumble into bed, soaking the duvet, pillows, and sheets with their wet naked bodies. Itâs a blur of lips on hers, on her body, of fingers pressing and pulling. She remembers clearly the first press of fingers into her body, of Oscarâs tongue laving at her, of the kiss Logan and Oscar shared between her thighs. It blurs with her first and second orgasm.
She remembers clearly as well, the first sink of Oscarâs cock into her, her back to his chest as he laid down, the way he pressed all the way into her, not letting her adjust. She doesnât remember the apparent fumble for lube or the first two fingers that Logan had carefully sunk into her alongside Oscarâs cock. She remembers the stretch of his three fingers and Oscarâs cock, and finally the stretch of him sinking into her as well. The near painful stretch of having both of them inside her at the same time, in the same hole.
Her mind is still blurry, still coming down from pleasure when they finally break the silence of just trying to catch their breaths and music still playing from the bathroom.
âThat was so good.â
She makes a small noise in agreement.
âYou felt so good.â Oscar says, kissing her shoulder and she shudders at the feeling. âYou both did.â And she can hear the sound of Oscar kissing Logan.
âLoganâs gonna hold you now, okay.â Oscar tells her as she still lays somewhat on top of him. âBoth of your legs are shaking.â That makes her blink and look down, swallowing hard because she hadnât even realized hers were shaking. âAnd I need to clean you up and get some water for all us, okay?â
She nods.
Despite him telling her that, she still nearly whines when he moves out from under her, but he quickly pushes her into Loganâs arms who eagerly holds her close. She hadnât seen if his legs were shaking as well like Oscar said, but she doubts it with the way Logan manages to turn her around in his arms and pull her so sheâs on top of him, her breasts pressed against his chest just the way he likes.
âLove you so much, baby.â Logan murmurs into her hair. âYou were so good for us. Just fell apart over and over again. Gave us five orgasms.â
She makes a surprised sound. That didnât sound right.
âA whole five, baby. It was fucking amazing.â
She nuzzles into his neck and he continues speaking, knowing the sound and feeling is soothing.
He stops when Oscar comes back, making a tutting noise at how they are positioned which makes her mumble Loganâs name and Oscar runs a hand down her calf.
âI know, darling. Youâre alright. You though,â and she can picture the way Oscar is looking at Logan, pointing a finger at him. âHow am I supposed to clean you up?â
She feels Logan shrugs as best as he can with her on top of him. âThe way you usually do.â
The younger makes a huffing sound but is quiet. She can feel his breath against her leg as he most likely bends.
Logan makes a small noise and she kisses his neck. âCold?â
âNo, itâs warm.â He reassures her.
She hums and when itâs her turn she doesnât even jolt at the feeling of the washcloth running over her most sensitive parts and her thighs.
âAlright, you two, you both got to sit up to drink some water.â Oscar says, as he climbs back into bed with them.
Logan grumbles and she turns her head to watch as Oscar gets comfy with his back against the headboard, three water bottles on his nightstand.
Heâs still naked, probably not even thinking of pulling on underwear or sweats on and it makes her want to curl up in his lap. He seems to feel her eyes on him because he smiles, all soft, sweet, fond and heâs opening his arms and she carefully moves off Logan to do what she thought about it.
Her head rests on his shoulder, as she sits sideways on his lap, facing Logan, who watches them both with that awestruck look of his as he sits up and scoots closer until him and Oscar are sitting side by side and he can draw her feet into his lap, stilling letting her stay curled up in Oscarâs lap, but getting some contact with her.
âLove you both.â
âWe love you too.â
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handle that.
summary: plug eren takes his girl out to the mall after working overtime for the past days but gets into a run in and y/n gets the repercussions.
warning: plug eren, bad bitch y/n, black y/n, drugs, gun, toys, backseat sex, slight rough sex, full nelson, mature scenes, etc.
donât forget to dm me for commissions <3
see one thing eren hated more than anything was being away from his girl for too long. itâs not like he wanted to be away from his favorite lady but he has a job and itâs a supply and demand thing. driving towards your apartment eren thought of what he should get you as an apology. not only was he not able to be with you but he was also ignoring your texts.
he was being bombarded with texts from clients and suppliers that he really couldnât even sit for a second to send you a simple hey. but not today, today he was going to hang out and spoil his girl no matter what.
âhey mamas give me a kissâ leaning forward to give him a quick peck after seating in the passenger seat the turning your body away from him while fixing your skirt. âreally y/n?â gripping your face eren turned you to look at him in the eyes. âmamas you know Iâve been working overtime thereâs no need to act like this.â rolling your eyes you moved his hand off your face and looked out the window. âso busy you canât even text a bitch âgood morningâ âhow are youâ âi love youâ or a simple âI wonât be able to text much Iâm working overtimeâ ?!â turning your head to look at him with a mean mug. you knew he was working so he could be able to spoil you like he always has but you still wanted his attention is that so hard?!
ây/n now youâre acting like a brat because you know damn well I didnât have the time too so shut this shit down right now before you have sum coming for you. and put on the damn seatbelt imma take you shopping.â starting the car eren shook his head knowing you had every right to act how you acted but he wasnât putting up with it today. biting your lip you grabbed the seatbelt and buckled up listening to him because quite frankly you loved when he spoke like that.
feeling a hand on your thigh you turn to look down at see eren rubbing between your thighs comfortably. rubbing his hands you look at the tattoos he had on them one specifically being a red inked tattoo of your birthdate located on his middle finger which was sporting your guys matching promise rings. âmamas you know id never deliberately ignore you.â stopping the car in the mall parking lot eren turned to rub the side of your face with his thumb while his hand rubbed the back of your neck.
âmhmâ nodding your head you rubbed his arm as you leaned forward over the console and gave him the kiss he wanted. âatta girlâ slapping your ass eren pulled back from the kiss and got out the car and helped you out and walked into the mall hand in hand with you.
âwhere to next ma?â holding bags from Chanel to Gucci eren carried them as he followed you mindlessly to each store you wanted to go to. âhmm how bout Sephora?â turning around to face him catching him staring at your ass you laughed. ânigga are you even listening to me?â looking up at you eren let out a hm? which told you your answer. âI said letâs go Sephora paâ hooking your arm with his you leaned your head on his shoulder as yâall continued walking with each other.
ây/n?! that you?!â turning around to see who called you and spot it was one of the guys you used to hang with but dropped him since he was acting weird. âoh hey jayâ waving hi at him then turned on your heel to walk away but was interrupted by Jay stopping you and asking for a hug. you didnât think nothing of it because you guys did used to hang with each other. giving him a hug as he asked but then you felt a large slap on your ass and two hands gripping it. âdamn your ass still fat like I rememberedâ.
before you could let a word out eren punched the guy right in the face while you were still hugging him causing the guy to fall back while letting you tumble to the side. âeren- .â trying to stop eren by grabbing his shirt to which he moved you aside and grabbed ol boy and slammed him on the wall. âwho tf you think you touchin like that huh?â landing another blow to his face eren gripped Jay by the collar not letting up. âm-my bad man I ainât knowâ âyou ainât know? you didnât see her holding onto me the whole time or what?â eren pressed the guy harder into the wall causing any bystanders to be blinded from what he was finna do.
pressing the cold gun against the guyâs abdomen eren looked at him straight in the eye âyou gone apologize to her then you gone get tf on and speak nothin of this igh?â nodding frantically Jay moved aside and went to apologize to you then jogged off.
shocked you looked at eren who was grabbing your bags then went and grabbed your hand as well exiting the mall with you and making you guys hop back in the car.
starting the car eren stayed silent while you tried to process what happened. âeren wtf is your issue, I know what that guy did was wrong but you shouldnât have caused a major scene like that if you were there for a second later you couldâve gotten arrested-â
ây/n does it look like I give a fuck about that shit right now?â
jerking your head back at his words you pushed the side of his head not giving a fuck if he was driving. ânigga remember who the fuck you talking to cuz Iâm not the one remember that.â automatically after saying that eren swerved the car around and headed towards a empty parking lot nearby the house and parked. âget in the back y/n.â eren unbuckled his seatbelt and turned towards you waiting for you to talk back to him again, to which you did.
âion even know why youâre acting like this bruh youâre trippinâ rolling your eyes you sat down still. ây/n another man just slapped your ass but Iâm supposed to be akeke ajaja? fuck no, let alone the fact you literally hugged his ass knowing why the hell you dropped him in the first place. youâre not fucking innocent so stop fucking playing with and get your ass in the fucking back !!â
staring at eren you saw how angry he seemed and decided to let him win this time because you knew If you kept trying him it would just get worse. âmmchtâ sucking your teeth at him you took off your heels and moved into the back. while sitting down with your arms crossed, you stared at eren through the car mirror to which he looked back while lighting a blunt and began speaking while staying in his spot in the drivers seat. âmamas- I buy you shoes, dresses, jewelry, I pay for your nails and hair, I fuck you good, I cater you with everything and all I ask is for you to listen to me without running that spoiled ass mouth of yours and you canât even do thatâ taking a inhale from the blunt while leaning his head back.
âthatâs fine because that ends today imma teach yo ass a lil sum.â
that lil sum he was referring to was making you go through misery. âkeep them legs spread or imma make hold your nut.â currently you were ridded from your skirt and your back leaning against the car door with your legs spread wide and cunt on display. âfuckkk~ eren please~â eren held a black bullet vibrator to your clit on the highest setting while scissoring your hole with two fingers. âplease nothing shut that shit upâ closing your thighs on his hand while closing your eyes and arching your back off the door shaking from cumming again. ây/n.. I know you didnât cum without my permission, Iâm seeing things right?â slamming your legs back open eren looked down to see you leaking.
âyour spoiled slutty ass donât listen for shit- now look youâre ruining my seats !â taking his fingers out your cunt and sliding them into his mouth while looking at you âyou lucky you taste good.â whining you feel eren slide in slowly while putting one of your legs on his shoulder. âf-fuck~ pull some out renn~â pushing his stomach with your hand you teared up from how much pressure was being put on your g-spot and right after your orgasm. âmove your hand move your mf hand.â slapping your hand from his stomach and dragging you to lay fully on the seat he wasted no time and thrusting into you harshly while holding onto one of your tits.
âe-erennn~!! give my pussy a breakk~â moaning loudly into his ear as he laid on top of you gripping the car door behind you pounding down into your hole with no chance of slowing down. âdonât act like you canât take dick mamas, Iâve trained this pussy more than enough for you to be acting like you canât , so you can stop acting up and take daddyâs dick?â biting your lip while wrapping your legs around him and nodding your head yes.
smiling down at you eren fixed your hair to move it away from you face and kissed you and sucked on your bottom lip âyouâre so gorgeous mamas especially when you spread out for me like this.â kissing the side of your face eren leaned up off you and bringing both your legs to rest on one shoulder and started hitting deeper than before while pinching at your clit and occasionally adding the vibrator onto it.
âohh shittt~!! eren n-no more~!! I canât take it anymore~â pushing against his chest while squirting up onto his stomach and your thighs. laying there huffing and puffing eren watched as your eyes rolled in the back of your head while you squirted and smiled.
âalright Iâll give you a break ma, but when we get to that house you better be readyâ.
fixing his clothes before he got out the car eren made it back to the driver seat but not before he shoved another vibrator into you and tied your hands together with his belt to prevent you from taking it out. the whole ride home all eren heard was muffles of his name and moans and those sounds were better than any song being played in the radio.
upon arriving to the house eren covered you with a blanket and took you out the car and carried you to the room. ât-t-take it out~â laying down on the bed naked and legs spread wide open with the vibrator still buzzing inside you. âwhy should I? Iâm still not done punishing you because I know right after this is over youâre gonna still act like a spoiled bitch.â squeezing at your thighs eren leaned over you and took the belt off you hands and sucked at you nipples. âI p-promise I wonât, Iâll be good~â
chuckling at your words eren licked his lips and tugged at your nipple. âyouâll be good mamas?â âIâll be good daddyâ âthatâs nice to hear ma but imma still fuck this pussy of yours up.â
biting your lip and tearing up knowing your pussy is going to be domestically abused.
today eren was feeling a little different so while putting the lit blunt back between his lips he put you in a full nelson and started fucking up into you with no mercy ! âo-o-omggg~!! why are you fucking me like thisss~!!â arching your back off him you squirted yet again while shaking on him. reaching his hand in front of you he quickly rubbed your clit in harsh circles to prolong your orgasm. âdonât act like you donât know why- fuckkk~ Iâm cumming~â gripping onto your neck and jackhammering up into your cunt eren cummed inside then calmed down after. taking the blunt of his mouth and blowing the smoke into your face eren spoke âyou gone behave now?â nodding frantically not wanting to continue with your pussy being sore.
âthatâs what I thought, try me again and imma handle that.â
commission for: @spaceforher
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Random Eris Vanserra headcanons!
Has insomnia. He thinks it runs in the family because Lucien also has the same problem.
Gets chronic migraines. Gets bad after smoking, drinking (but he still drinks) inhaling too much smoke (so bad for being the Autumn Court), and winnowing.
Snores, but only after he drinks a lot. His brothers used to put noise-canceling wards around his room after parties.
Was a virgin for a long time (maybe until he was in his 30s? but I also still don't know how the High Fae age). Claimed he was "focusing on his studies" but he was actually just anxious and suppressing gay thoughts.
Loves music: he learned to play the piano and the harp. He rarely plays either now due to being too busy
Has been taking dance lessons since he was little as another way to train his body for melee and sword training. Good for balance, foot work, strengthing muscles, and posture. Also another way for him to enjoy music and to enjoy the political intrigue of the court
Has a very high spice tolerance (I feel like you have to as a fire-wielder in Autumn lmao)
Keeps a diary and uses it for everything: jotting down notes, memories, etc. Writes it in the ancient High fae language
Grew up with a friend who had daemati powers, and the friend trained him how to shut his mind and resist daemati intruders
Loves to wear jewelry. Has a huge collection of rings, and he usually wears at least three rings on each hand.
Eris makes premium rabbit jerky for his dogs by hunting and drying the rabbit himself, and always keeps a bag of it on hand. Makes use of the entire rabbit by giving the scraps to his dogs and gives the pelt to the Forest House seamstress. He commissioned a rabbit fur coat for his mother, along with a matching hat and gloves.
He carries his sword around with him at all times. At night, he keeps it above his bed.
Has a secret cabin to get away from the Forest House (I swear every Eris stan I've talked to has this headcanon)
Beron berates anyone who lets dogs into Forest House bed chambers because "dogs aren't allowed to sleep in beds", so Eris keeps all of his hounds in the kennels but lets all of them go wild and cuddle pile in the bed at the secret cabin
#It was really hard to not include sad headcanons#I have a lot of sad headcanons#eris vanserra#pro eris vanserra#eris headcanons#autumn court#beron vanserra
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love letters!
â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â--â
them receiving a handwritten note at work!
various characters x gn!reader
characters: fu xuan, kujou sara, ganyu
warnings: none
a/n: idk why i didn't start writing hsr earlier
also another short one sry
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
fu xuan -`âźÂŽ-
âą lucky for her, the letter is a similar pink to her hair, so when it falls out of her bag as she's walking to her office, her coworkers just assume it's a normal letter
âą until they notice the big red heart sealing it shut
âą she tries to keep herself composed and professional, but the red creeping into her face is unstoppable
âą whispers and snickers and be heard from the onlookers in the commission-seeing the master diviner flustered is a rare sight indeed
"quiet everyone! let's get back to work!"
âą when she enters the safety of her office, she'll gently open the letter
âą the first line already has her blushing uncontrollably
âą when she returns home, she tries to act stern and tell you how unprofessional this was, but just seeing and holding the letter again has her all red and holding back a smile
âą completely crumbles and just hugs you tightly and shoves her face into your chest
âą mumbles a "thank you" and "i love you" while staring at the ground with her forehead resting on your chest
âââ ââ
ââ
â âïżœïżœïżœâ
kujou sara -`âźÂŽ-
âą upon seeing the pink letter carefully tucked into her training bag, she quickly glances around to make sure that no one is watching
âą gently tears open the envelope to reveal a very childish valentines day card with pop-out hearts and everything
âą can't contain her smile as she reads about everything you love about her
âą unfortunately becomes too engrossed in the letter and doesn't notice the soldiers peeking around the corner of the barracks
âą a click of a kamera gives away their location
âą she's promptly pulled back into reality and quickly (and carefully) hides the letter back into her bag and chases after the soldiers to reprimand them
its too late
âą has trouble focusing on her training the rest of the day because she can't stop thinking about you
"t-thanks for the letter S/O, but did you really have to give to me during training?"
âą places the letter in a secret compartment in her desk
âą wraps her arms around you extra tight when you two cuddle that night <3
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
ganyu -`âźÂŽ-
âą she thought it would be another normal day at the yuehai pavilion, but when ningguang walks into her office with her hands behind her back and the smirk on her face, it all goes out he window
"looks like you have a delivery ganyu..."
âą the bright red qilin quickly snatches the pink envelope and shoves a laughing ningguang out the door
âą after composing herself and double checking the door to make sure it's locked, she gently opens the envelope
âą will be blushing from head to toe, the tips of her ears practically steaming as she reads through your letter
âą takes her a while to read, as every other line she has to put the letter down to quietly squeal and kick her feet like a schoolgirl
âą carefully packs the letter back into the envelope and places it on her desk, away from anything that could damage it
âą when she leaves the pavilion, ningguang gives her that smirk again, and she has to fight the urge to throw a scroll at ningguang with all her adeptal strength
âą extra shy when she's around you the next couple days
âą also will be extra cuddly when you share a bed!
thanks for reading!
#genshin impact#honkai star rail#hsr#fu xuan#fu xuan x reader#kujou sara#kujou sara x reader#ganyu x reader#ganyu#genshin x reader#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader
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Honorary Maid, Aether!
a/n: im not even gonna say anything, i just wanna fuck aether in a maid outfit. thereâs plot i suppose but yâknow. also ended up longer than it should have beenâŠ
cw: sub!aether/dom!amab!reader, top!reader/bottom!aether | aether wears a maid outfit, blowjob(chara!receiving), aether calls reader âmasterâ, his eyes get covered for a bit, mirror sex, slight cockwarming
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The traveler has been faced with different types of commissions. So heâs not really one to complain no matter its difficulty or strangeness. After all, heâs been often tasked to jump on mushrooms back in Sumeru and nothing can get weirder than thatâŠhe supposed. Heâll take anything, since this is what keeps his mora pouch full.
Unfortunately for him, today was looking a little scarce.Â
âIâd like to apologize, but we have run out of commissions for the day. You may come find us tomorrow.â
Aether clicks his tongue. He needs to save up if heâs planning to travel to Fontaine anytime soon.
âNone at all?â He asks again.
âIâd like to apologize, but we have run out of commissions for the day. You may come find us tomorrow.â Katheryne repeats word for word.
Thatâs troublesome. Heâs a few mora short of what he usually earns.
Heâs already done his share of bounties and requests for the week. He doubts that theyâll let him take another in fear of both exhausting him and taking opportunities from other adventurers.
And almost as if Katheryne could read his thoughts, she speaks up.
âThere is a commission. Although, we have declined it for being too suspicious. Would you like to take a look, traveler?â
He nods, and she hands him a flier.
With one look, he understands why exactly it would be described that way. The details are vague and the mora that is being offered is far too much considering itâs only asking for housework.
âIâd advise against it but if you are going to take it, it is good to be careful.â She says.
That would be the most reasonable idea.
Aether, however, takes the flier and puts it away in his bag.
He did not think it would be that difficult. Perhaps the mora was reasonable after all.
The directions written on the flier weren't helpful at all. Heâs been in circles, has been ambushed by three groups of hydro slimes and his clothes are a mess to look at.
It is his fault, he deems. He underestimated it, but who could blame him when heâs saved four nations from being ruined? A simple commission should have been easy. Exactly that, it shouldâve.
Aether icks at how sticky he is. He tried to get off as much goo as he can, but some of it just spread to his skin and to his clothes.
He sighs, wondering if he should turn back.
That is, until he finally sees the mansion mentioned on the map.
It would be rude to show up in such a state, but going back empty-handed after going through so much troubleâŠ
The money, Aether. The money. He thinks to himself.
He fixes his hair at least, making sure his braid is clean and neat.Â
The mansion is big, perhaps even bigger than the Dawn Winery. He wonders what kind of person would live like this and this far away from others. He grits his teeth. His opinions when it comes to rich people arenât that great, he has met his fair share of aristocrats without manners.
He knocks on the door, waiting patiently, although a bit anxious at how theyâd react.
The door finally opens.
Oh.
He did not expect that.
What opens the door is clearly someone who gives off elegance. You wear a silky robe, a wine glass in your hand as you lay on the door frame.
Aether gets eyed up and down.
âMay I help you? You may wash yourself if you want, I see youâve been attacked by slimes.â You hum.
âIâYes. Thank you.â He stutters out, not expecting such kindness. He follows you inside and then remembers what heâs here for. Right, no time to get distracted.
âIâm actually hereâŠbecause of a commission you sent? I believe you need some help with housework.âÂ
He watches as your mouth gapes open. âOf course. I didnât expect anyone to be coming truthfully, with how late it is already.â
Aether winces at the indirect insult. Maybe, if you actually drew the map betterâ
âI got a bit lost.â He says.
âYeah, I can see that.â You say, alluding to the slime that remains on his body.
Aether flushes, not expecting that. He coughs it away.
âAs I was saying, you could take a shower first. I only need the house to be lightly dusted and cleaned. If you have time to cook, that would be fine too.â You inform the traveler.
âThatâs it?â He asks. Surely, there was something else. No way you were paying him such a high price for just sweeping and cooking.
âOh. If you finish early, you can come by my office and see if you can help me out with things.â
Is this really it?
âYou didnât add a few extra zeroes for the reward right? Itâs 100,000 for this?â
You stare at him confused. He concludes that he was right that you had sent the wrong price.
âThatâs fine. Iâll still do it for 10,000.â Aether replies with a reassuring smile.
âNo, no. I clearly wrote a million.â
Did he hear you right?
âIâm pretty sure I wrote a million when I sent the letterâŠâ You mumble, trying to remember what you had written.
Meanwhile, Aether is stunned.
Even he wasnât paid that much when getting compensation from the Qixing.
âAh, it doesnât matter. Iâll have to work now, if youâll excuse me. Your uniform is in the bathroom closest to my office!â You rush out before he can even deny the high price of such a reward.Â
âŠ
Wait, what uniform?
Aether doesnât see you for a while after that. He focuses on keeping every surface clean due to what he's being given. He sweeps and dusts what he can, only being limited by the locked doors you told him not to bother with.Â
The blond does all that while wearing this ridiculously fluffy outfit.
He shouldnât be this flustered. Heâs seen Adelinde wearing these kinds of outfits.
Itâs in no way revealing, the socks heâs wearing even reaching up to his thigh. Yet, he still stumbles whenever he passes by a mirror.
He takes a deep breath, flattens out his skirt, and checks his braid before knocking on your officeâs door. You tell him to come in and you donât even spare him a glance, too busy with whatever it was that you are currently working on.
You still wear the same silken robe and he smells the alcohol mixing in the air with each deep breath.
âIâm done with everything.â He says.
âThatâs good. You may rest now, Iâll give you the payment after Iâm done.â Is all you reply to him, eyes not leaving your desk.
Your cheeks are tinted a bit red due to the wine so he assumes youâre a bit tipsy. It doesnât do well talking to drunk people, he knows that much thanks to a certain archon.
âM-May I help you with anything else?â He interrupts.
Thatâs when you finally stop and glance at him. Heâs red, embarrassed that he sounded like a squeaking animal. You place your head on your hand, tapping the pencil as you gaze upon him.
A smile lingers on your face. âJust sit next to me, if you really want to do something.â
âSit?â
âYes, It would be nice to work next to a pretty maid, no?âÂ
Aether flinches at how you described him. He walks to the chair in front of your desk, staggering his steps.
He watches you work and realizes that you being this near is not good for his heart. He notices it from before, that you werenât exactly wearing anything under the robe, showing more skin than necessary. He doesnât want to look downâHeâs not going toâbut if he was to look underâŠ
Archons.
âIs there something wrong, dear?â You ask.
Aether quickly shakes his head. âNo! Not at all!â
He swallows the feeling of embarrassment. He shouldnât have these kinds of thoughts, you are his employer, and he should treat you with proper respect.
Unfortunately, he canât ignore the tired grunts you make, the way your robe seems to lower even more, and at this point, heâs not sure if heâs hallucinating.
The skirt is getting uncomfortable to wear, and a certain problem emerging. In fact, the whole outfit has started to do so. He fixes the collar, sweat starting to drip down despite the coolness of the temperature.
He places his palms on his cheeks, staring down, trying to calm himself.
He wonders how it would be if instead of the wine glass, you were to place that hand on his neck instead, to have you cup up his chin as youâre behind him with his back against your chest.
Aether continues daydreaming, not noticing that youâre calling up to him until he feels his wrist being taken away.
You pull him towards you and finds that youâre really warm.
âTraveler? Are you sick? Shall I send you home right now?â Your worry outstands him.
âN-No. Iâm fine,â He glances down and tries to hide the growing tent with his apron. âI can wait. Iâm good.â
You sigh.Â
If Aether was standing right now, heâd be down on his knees.
âNo, I refuse to have you here any longer. You are clearly not well, Iâll compensate for it.âÂ
Compensate? Does that mean youâll be adding more to that ridiculously high payment?
He canât have that.
âIt is alright! I just uhââ What? Is he just supposed to admit that he was eyefucking you in his head?
He closes his mouth, scared that heâll say something just as embarrassing.
âDonât you have another task that I can do?â Aether asks.
âYou can go home, I wonât take it against youââ
âAre you sure, Masterââ
And Aether immediately wants to bury himself underneath. He didnât mean to, he just didnât want to go yet. Oh, when did he become this stupid? Heâs always been rational when it comes to most things.Â
He hears you chuckle softly, which then turns into a burst of hard laughter.
Heâs embarrassed himself and now youâre laughing. Youâre laughing so hard that you start tearing up.
âW-Why did the Adventurerâs Guild send me such an adorable maid?â You say.
Aether thinks heâs far from adorable. In fact, heâd consider himself to be scary. Heâs defeated three harbingers, fought a dragon, and gone through multiple battles. He is notâŠadorable. Not in the least.
He canât find it in himself to argue with you.
âWhatâs wrong, baby? Donât want Master to send you out?â
âIâYouâre mocking my words! It just slipped out! I have a friend and I also call him by that title sometimes!â He frustratingly yells. Right, because of Diluc, thatâs it.
âSo youâre saying youâŠjust have a habit of calling people your Master?â
Aether tries to stammer out a response. âW-Would you stop with all the teasing?â
âOh, Iâm the one teasing? Not the one whoâs been so quiet as a mouse his whole stay, but all of the sudden drools as I innocently do my work?â
âYou noticedâŠ?â
âOf course, I noticed. You arenât exactly sneaky when you stare at me as if you can see through my robe.â
Aether covers his face and crouches on his knees. Yes, he wonât argue that he does want your attention. However, he didnât expect to get everything thrown at him all at the same time.
âDonât worry, I think itâs cute.â You reassure him, helping him stand up.
âSorryâŠI know you employed me for cleaning and all Iâve been doing is bothering you with your workâand youâre paying me too much already, Iâll just leaveââ
Ah, Aether did not expect that.
He did not expect to be cut off from his mumbling with a kiss. Your lips were calming, soft and gentle. He feels you try to pull away.
He doesnât want you to.
He pulls you closer to him, compared to you, heâs messy and in need. In need of your touch, in need of your attention. Itâs a bit fast, he thinks. Heâs only met you today, after all.Â
Aether doesnât mind.
You separate from him, out of breath. âYou know Iâll be holding that against you, right?â
âYesâŠand no compensation needed. Please.â He stresses out. He doesnât want this to come off as you are paying for his body. He wants this, itâs dizzying but relaxing. Heâs been needing this kind of break, especially as of recently.
âAlright.â
Itâs a shame that his black stockings are ripped this much, he thought they were rather cute. The desk is a bit uncomfortable on his back but heâs too distracted by your mouth on his cock, mouth gasping out pleasantly as you hold him still.
âS-Shitââ He curses out.
You apparently take that as a sign to go even deeper and multitask with your hands at the other end of his cock. You grumble something incoherent, and the vibrations send pulses to his nerves.
âW-What?â He asks, and then regrets it since you answer him again with him still inside your mouth. He tilts his head back, squirming on the hard desk.
You remove your mouth before he can even climax, just edging him to the point of him shuddering. His legs are so sticky, he canât see it due to the skirt, but he feels it, the way his thighs slide against each other.
âSuch pretty noisesâŠI might just get tempted to keep you here if you keep doing that.â You state.
âI canât.â He breathes out.
âReally? Youâre sure I canât convince you?âÂ
âYou can try.â Aether smirks.
You sneer at his confidence.
âCome here.â You direct.
âStand?â
âMhm, Iâm sure laying like that canât be good for you. Unless, of course. You already canât stand up?â
Aether rolls his eyes at you. His legs shake with each step but he manages to position himself well, his back against your chest.Â
He hears the sound of the robe hitting the ground and heâs tempted to see. No, he wants to see.Â
He turns his head but his eyes are covered with your hand.
âAh, no looking. Not yet.â
He can feel his entrance being stretched out, your fingers clearly taking their time. His heart thumps as his vision remains in darkness. Noises of satisfaction sounded from his throat.
Heâs starting to get impatient with it, if heâs being honest. He remains still, however, he trusts that you know whateverâs best for him.
You hum and the tone of your voice seems satisfied.
After a few seconds of emptiness and silence, he finally takes you in. The urge to bend down right there was uncontrollable, but you hold his shoulders up. Heâs this close to having a misstep and falling down.
His legs quiver, struggling to stand on their own.Â
You push further in and a silent cry comes out of him. He hopes thatâs the last of it.
It isnât, but he doesnât have to know that.
God, he feels so full. He curses your hand, he wants to see it. See how filled he is, see how your length bulges from his stomach.
âP-Please, move your hand.â
âIn a bit, dear.â
It doesnât take much for his body to succumb with a few thrusts. Each breath seems as if youâre somehow getting even deeper. He seethes at the pleasure, close to spilling.
âHnghââ Aether grunts out.
Itâs intoxicating how you hold him by his waist, rubbing his stomach. And with each pump to his body, his mouth releases a satisfied sound.
He swears in his head. Close! Heâs so close!
He taps your hand on his eyes repeatedly, wanting you to take it off now. But you ignore it, pounding deeper instead as a response.
His body shrivels, and the next thing he knows, heâs screaming because of how good it is.
Heâs blinded by the light when you finally allow him to see, his vision taking a while to adjust. The first thing he sees is how much he spills on the floor and how thereâs still some coming out, dripping on his thighs.
âWould you look at that? My maid, creating a mess. Arenât you supposed to be doing the opposite?â
He tries to turn around and almost slips, if not for your arms.
âWant to see, my baby?â
âYes.â He answers.
Right after he says that, he feels himself getting lifted up, you still inside of him. A soft moan quickly escapes his lips.Â
âW-Wait!â He complains, confused at what youâre doing.
Thatâs when he notices the mirror across the room. âNo, youâre not actually thinking ofâah!â
You walk towards it all the while his legs are lifted and spread out. The movement has him bouncing on your cock despite still being sensitive from his first orgasm. Itâs only a few steps. He can count how many you took with his fingers.
So, why is it that his body is responding too well to the point that he gets hard again?
âYou alright there?â You ask him, his head still overwhelmed that he canât hear you.
You blow on his ear and he looks at you annoyed.
âWhy donât you look in front of you before you pout at me?â
He stares at himself and looks away, having trouble maintaining eye contact with his own. The scene is soâŠpassionate.
The way his skirt is lifted up to show his waist, his ripped stocking, and his flushed face. All the while youâre carrying him so lightly, your cock only halfway inside of him, wet from all the juices heâs leaking out.
Halfway? He questions himself. Thereâs no way you werenât fully inside him earlier, right?
âWhat are you thinking?â You ask.
âN-Nothing!â
âIs that so?â
He whines at how you push further in, stretching his walls out fully. Itâs way too big for him and he has no idea how heâs being able to take you so well. He watches the reflection as much as he could, despite his vision being blurry at most.
His body writhes at each slight movement that he makes, making him be reminded of the fact that heâs still being lifted up. He wants to say something, to speak about how youâre so mean to him for placing him in this position that you know will ruin him and his vocal cords. Yet, he doesnât, knowing thatâll push you even further.
Heâs so drunk and breathless, which doesnât make sense considering youâre the one whoâs been drinking the whole day.
You slowly pull yourself out to make space and Aether sobs. He sobs at how his walls clench onto you as if it depended on it, he sobs at how much pleasure this is giving him than what he expected.
Heâs scared of what might happen after this. Of how his body will be affected by how much affection youâre giving it.
And then you thrust in.Â
A loud whimper breaks out of him, and as the noises of skin slapping together get louder, so does he.Â
Aether sings out pleas and how much youâre ruining his body, that heâll never be able to take anybody else after this.
âYou shouldnât even be considering that, to begin with. Youâre mine now, yes?â
And he hastily nods. Yours, of course.
He struggles to breathe, not knowing where to focus on when youâre pounding ruthlessly into him. His body feels so heavy and so brittle at the same time, Youâreâ
Aetherâs thoughts get interrupted when you empty inside of him, filling him up. Warm, youâre so warm.Â
He throws his head back as he reaches his second climax, everything draining out of him.
âHahâgive meâa secâŠâ He stutters out.
âOf course, should I pull out?â
âNo, keepâŠkeep it in.â
It took a while for Aether to recover. You suggested that you two should sit down but he immediately shuts that off once he remembered that warranted more movement. So, he stays there slightly lifted up, bearing the slight twitches of your cock.
You waited patiently, having a sight to look at just like this wasnât exactly a complaint of yours.
He grabs your arms, lowering himself to the ground.
His legs arenât exactly what you would call stable.
He moves on his own, pushing his body in and out. Itâs slow, but itâs also gratifying at the same time. Some of your cum slips out with each push, being used as lubrication by your maid.
âYouâre doing so well, keep it up.âÂ
ââLove your cock.â He says.
âHmmâŠI see that. Need some help?â
He nods embarrassingly.Â
You position him to face you instead, making it a lot easier for him to work his way through.
Itâs adorable how he hard he tries, his fingers are barely grabbing themselves onto you, in fact, youâre the one thatâs the cause of Aether being to at least be on his feet.
He cries out loud as he hits that sweet spot of his, tongue lolling out from the pleasure. Heâs tight and the movement is riling up the fire inside of you to use his body to your own accord. You fight against it, admiring at how much heâs trying to get that satisfaction without overwhelming himself from being too sensitive.
âThatâs right, baby. Keep going. Youâre so close arenât you?â
âMhm.â
He shudders at it, his core boiling to its brim.Â
âPlease donât let me fall.â
âI would never.â You promise.
Aether goes at a quicker pace, from what strength he has still, and lets his lower half do all the work until he spills out again, breathless but finally satisfied.
Aether knocks on the door again, waiting for you to open it.
As usual, you carry a glass of alcohol in your hand. Although more clothed, ever since he got possessive that someone else might see you like this.
You smile, and he braces for the teasing.
âMy, at this point I really have to ask. Do you enjoy getting ambushed by hydro slimes or is your memory that bad?â
Aether rolls his eyes. He needs to persuade you from having a proper path made to get here. âI need a shower.â
âAh, Iâve set up a bath.â You offered.
âAnd I assume youâre coming with?â The blond snickers.
âOf course, I am. Like you even have to ask.â
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Can I have some headcanons with Yuji, Megumi, Nanami, Nobera, and Gojo taking care of a weakened S/O who had fainted from a mix of dehydration and a heavy period?
(Because the above happened to me once.)
(P.S: Drink plenty of water and get rest!.. because I know college is hard. :))
Headcanon: Yuji Itadori, Megumi Fushiguro, Kento Nanami, Nobara Kugisaki, and Satoru Gojo Taking Care of S/O on Their Period
A/N: I hope you're feeling better đ and trust me, I understand your pain. On my first day, I'm out of commission the entire day
Yuji Itadori
As soon as you faint, Yuji is immediately panicking. He may not understand all the details, but he knows itâs serious. He quickly scoops you up in his arms, shouting for help while asking if you're okayâeven though you're unconscious.
Once he knows what's going on (dehydration and your period), he rushes around like a whirlwind, grabbing water, pain meds, snacks, and even blankets to make you comfortable. Heâll ask everyone around if you need anything else, going above and beyond.
Yuji doesnât leave your side. Even when youâre resting, heâll be sitting beside you, worriedly asking if you need anything every few minutes. Heâll keep offering water or fruit, trying to make sure you're hydrated.
While you're recovering, Yuji tries to keep the atmosphere light. Heâll tell you funny stories or try to distract you with silly comments to take your mind off the discomfort. His optimism helps lift your spirits, even when youâre feeling your worst.
Megumi Fushiguro
When you faint, Megumi is quick to act but doesnât make a scene about it. Heâs calm, lifting you carefully and making sure youâre somewhere comfortable. His quiet concern shows in how focused he is on getting you the help you need.
Megumi isnât as experienced with this kind of situation, so he might do a quick search on what helps with dehydration and heavy periods. Heâll make sure you have electrolyte drinks and anything that can soothe your discomfort.
Heâll bring you a cool towel for your forehead, make sure the room is at a comfortable temperature, and silently place everything you might need (like water and pain meds) within easy reach.
Megumi doesnât want to overwhelm you, but heâs close by in case you need anything. Heâll sit quietly reading a book or handling tasks, always keeping an ear out for you to call his name. Heâs not the type to smother, but his silent presence is reassuring.
Kento Nanami
Nanami handles the situation with a level head. As soon as you faint, he assesses the situation calmly, lifting you and ensuring you're in a comfortable position. He'll softly encourage you to stay hydrated and rest once you're awake.
Nanami seems to always have everything in his bagâwater, painkillers, a small snack. Heâs practical and immediately provides whatever will help alleviate your symptoms. He knows exactly how to handle your dehydration and gives you water in small sips.
Despite his usual serious demeanor, Nanami is incredibly gentle when you're vulnerable. He speaks softly, making sure you donât feel embarrassed or pressured. He reassures you that everything is under control and to just focus on feeling better.
Nanami will make sure youâre hydrated and have everything you need before he thinks about leaving your side. Heâll remind you to rest and wonât let you move around until youâre feeling stronger. His priority is making sure youâre fully recovered before anything else.
Nobara is instantly in action mode when you faint. She may not have much experience with dehydration and periods mixed, but sheâs not one to sit idly by. Sheâs rushing to get water, something to snack on, and heating pads without hesitation.
Nobara Kugisaki
Nobara will give you tough love. âI know it sucks, but youâve got to hydrate and rest!â Sheâs firm but caring, making sure you do whatâs necessary to feel better. She'll also make sure youâre comfortable and not feeling too hot or cold.
She might recruit help from others if she feels it's necessary. Sheâs not shy about calling Megumi or Gojo to help carry you or asking Nanami for advice on what to do. Nobara has no problem making sure youâre surrounded by people who can assist.
While you're resting, Nobara will try to cheer you up with some banter. Sheâll tease you lightly, trying to get your mind off how youâre feeling. She may also give you some beauty tips or chat about anything girly to keep you entertained and not focused on the pain.
Satoru Gojo
Gojo may seem carefree about everything, but when you faint, youâll see a flash of genuine concern. He'll try to play it cool, cracking jokes like, âWow, fainting for me already?â but itâs clear heâs worried.
Gojo is likely to pamper you to the extreme. Heâll bring you whatever you ask for and then someâfresh fruits, fancy electrolyte drinks, fluffy pillows, maybe even a ridiculous eye mask for âmaximum relaxation.â His way of showing care is always a bit extra.
Gojo will probably hover a lot, acting like a bit of a nurse but in his chaotic way. âHowâs my patient doing? Need more water? Maybe a foot massage?â Heâll offer exaggerated solutions, just to make you smile. But behind the humor, heâs genuinely trying to help.
Gojo wonât let you leave the bed or do anything strenuous. If you try to push yourself too early, heâll flash that mischievous smile and say, âYouâre not getting up until youâre 100%!â Heâll enforce your recovery with playful stubbornness, but always with your well-being in mind.
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#jjk#jjk x reader#itadori x reader#yuji itadori#yuji itadori x reader#jjk yuji#gojo satoru x reader#jjk satoru#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#jjk nobara#jujutsu kaisen nobara#jujutsu kugisaki#jjk kugisaki#nanami kento x reader#kento x reader#jujutsu nanami#nanami x reader#kugisaki x reader#fushiguro megumi x reader#fushiguro megumi#jjk megumi#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro x reader
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A/N: COMMISSION FOR MY LOVELY SUNSHINE ANON!!!! Thank you so so so much for your support and patience my love, I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it!!!!
Content/warnings: Puppy! hybrid reader x Vendetta era! Leon, 2nd person (you/yours), fem AFAB reader, reader calls Leon daddy, very grump x sunshine, lots and lots of fluff, a moment of angst and realisation but it all gets resolved :3
Word count: 7700 est. (sweet jesus)
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Leon hadnât gone to a shelter expecting anything. An act of service, he told himself. Thatâs what this was. Entertaining the idea of adoption. Like people who drop loose change into charity boxes, the ones by the cash register with scuffed edges, to feel better about themselves. Right now he feels like the scuffed one.Â
âGo to the shelter,â Chris said. âHybrids make good companions,â Chris said. He was vouching for his fellow soldiers at the BSAA, stick-up-the-butt men with trained military hounds. And judging by the posters hung on the windows outside the pet store, satisfaction was guaranteed. So he expected to enter a building of colourful lights, cheery music, and happy hybrids as far as the eye could see. Fluttering butterflies, sunshine and rainbows. Just like the commercials on tv.Â
What a heap of shit. A smelly one, too. Big, steamy, stinky load of it. Those flyers were all smoke and mirrors, and letâs just say this was one hell of a broken mirror. The place reeked of bad luck. At least the stalls were cleaner than his conscience. Should he have actually done his research for this, even if it was just for appearances? It wasnât the worst place in the world for him to go looking, right? No, right.Â
Leon had seen his fair share of hybrids in his time at the DSO. Missions where he took them out of labs, stopped genetic modification. Sick bastards they were, people prodding rabbits with all kinds of needles. Yeah, he enjoyed taking those types of operations down.Â
But heâd also seen the ones trotting around the office on occasion. Trained to sniff out B.O.W blood, or health herbs and antibiotics. And yeah, he was intrigued. Had watched the training rounds, memorised the starting commands, noted the stiff tail and hard gaze on every breed there. So he figured he may as well take a look at the less hard-ass offers.
God, what a mistake that was.
How had the mighty fallen so far? Heâd planned to walk the dusty concrete floors with pride, to look down at the row upon row of hybrids only to decide no, he did not in fact, need a pet. A companion. A friend, a lover, whatever. No rabbits, no puppies, no kitties. He was too old for this shit. Heâd seen it all before, lazing black cats and bouncy bunnies. Nothing stuck out to him, heâd tried. He could at least say he tried. From then on if anyone asked why his face would sink into a frown watching his coworkers bring in their happy-go-lucky hybrids, he had an open opportunity to rub a calloused palm over the salt-sweat skin of his neck and mutter that he tried.
Thatâs what mattered, right? Sure, thatâs what mattered. He tried. He kept that thought in mind as workers tried introducing him to some of their more ârespectableâ species, the fluffier cat girls and boxier dog boys. None of it was for him. All of this was a lost cause.Â
And then there you were.Â
Next thing he knew he had the thought of you living at his house stuck in the back of his head. Not just the back, though. No youâd left handprints - pawprints - over every fissure of his brain, burrowing into the ventricles. Now you were doing two little circles before settling into his cerebrum, digging at the surface to bury down nice and deep. Maybe bury a bone there. Extra comfy.Â
Heâs stuck.Â
Youâre a cutie. Pretty as a picture. A fine should be plastered across that sweet face for even existing, a paper bag over your head. Itâs a crime for anything resembling you to exist, because otherwise Leon wouldâve picked up every hybrid on the street. Those puppy-dog eyes pierced right through his soul like a bullet to the chest. And he left his kevlar vest at home, too. What a mistake.Â
A floppy eared thing, fluffed to the max, your tail tapping aimlessly behind you. Bored. Lonely. They kept the pup hybrids in separate kennels when the little kids werenât here to meet them, so you were on your own. Eyes as big as saucers, he was sure theyâd have popped out of your head by now like one of those squeeze toys, the ones you squish so they squeak something reedy and awful.Â
Glossy. You looked dejected, sad. Hopeful yet hopeless. In his mind he saw you bounding through long green grass in the dark night, nipping at fireflies between golden giggles. Watching you paw at the sky aimlessly, beckoning upon lightning bugs so you might try and âaccidentallyâ catch one in your mouth. You were made to be loved by someone.
It hurt. In a way you reminded him of his younger self. That cop, once bright eyed and bushy tailed, now decaying and withering into the husk of a human he was now. The one that burned down with the rest of whatever was left of Raccoon City.
And yeah, he wasnât proud of this shelter specifically being his only pick of the bunch, there were hundreds he couldâve picked from. But this was a boot-out shelter, AKA they only hold onto hybrids for so long before kicking them to the curb. Just the thought of you, your fluffy self out on the streets..
He couldnât let that happen to you.
And then those wet eyes fell on him and your tail swished quicker, your ears perking. Like a heartbeat picking up, a skipping pulse. Youâre playing jump rope with the veins to his heart, his BPMâs music to those fuzzy ears. And that tail? Oh itâs swaying to the beat.
Something in your body seemed to click at the sight of him. It was an instinct, a switch flicking in your puppy brain. If he were in a movie this would be the part where time slows down and the camera focuses on his face and your own, panoramic view of the environment you both found yourselves in. Your face behind the bars, slowly shuffling your way towards him in curiosity.Â
Thatâs when he knew he had to take you home. Surely he was a better choice than the other scum that might get a hold of a soft thing like you. And you seemed sweet. So it was settled.
The paperwork was easy enough. Signing on dotted lines, signatures to his left and right. Handing over his credit card for the chance at âfriendshipâ or something like that. The only thing he truly recalled was leaving with you in the backseat, curled up against the car cushions.Â
Change. Thatâs what this would be.
You were well behaved. Quiet, too. At first anyway. Leonâs whole life had been thrown into disarray and all he had to do was give his credentials to some lady with a blurry nametag, confirm he wasnât a psycho murderer or trying to Cruella DeVille you for your ears and tail. Which he absolutely didnât have the time for, so no need to worry about that factor.
It only took a few hours for his house to be filled to the brim with new puppy gear. Collars and leashes of different colours (he couldnât decide on those), squeaky toys and stuffed animals, comfy clothing, food and water bowls, and of course one of those playpens to lock up overnight. Leon wasnât entirely educated on how to take care of you. Was he supposed to get you a room, a proper bed? How human was he supposed to treat you?Â
The overall adjustment period was fast, for you anyway. Sure, at first youâd gone all timid when he brought you home, staring up at this well-built, shaggy man in a leather jacket like he was about to lock you in your cage forever. Might be a poacher, your brain scrambled together, or one of those mill owners. Yeah, he looked the type. But as soon as you heard him whisper a âWell hey there, sweetheart,â in your direction in hopes of coaxing you out of the backseat you were set and smitten. And in case he was still hesitant, you gave him a pretty clear giveaway on how you felt. After heâd set up your cage in the living room, packed full of blankets and pillows atop your pet bed, and watched you practically dolphin dive into the sea of plush, it became clear you were truly just happy to have a home. You were happy to be with him.Â
Not like you spent many days in that puppy bed anyway, it only took a few days for you to come whimpering at Leon's feet in the night to climb under the blankets with him. And of course, he caved. How strong could you expect a man to be? Not to mention the stuffed toys you brought with you every time you hopped up, heâd become familiarised with all their names by the third week.Â
Sure, itâd been tough for Leon in some areas, but in some ways it was also easy. You brought solace where you went, and you knew better than to overstep boundaries. He found out quick enough that you didnât entirely know what to address him as, âLeonâ felt strange for some gut reasons but âsirâ and âmisterâ were too formal, so you immediately leapt to daddy. Which, of course, caught him horrendously off-guard. Almost sent him into cardiac arrest the first time you yipped it in his direction, a plaque of cholesterol, fat, and an unbelievable amount of cuteness clogging his arteries.Â
The worst part? After a few days he found himself enjoying it. Had his heart fluttering when you giggled it out as he ruffled your ears, rolling onto your back as he gave your belly an affectionate rub. Was he sick for liking it? Sure. He needed a doctor, stat. Symptoms included being extra ready to get home from work, planning his meals more thoroughly, and catching himself daydreaming more than usual. The diagnosis was a fluffy tailed sunshine puppy who trotted around behind him 24/7. A sweet shadow, a nosy thing. Prescribed treatment? Lots of cuddles, apparently. Cuddles, and plenty of daily shenanigans.
On one particular day he caught sight of you padding through the hallway slowly, looking up at all the photos he had hung upon the walls. Drinks with Claire and Chris on his birthday where he (begrudgingly) attended the surprise party theyâd set up. Standing in the Whitehouse with some old man in a fancy suit. An old picture of just him sat atop the table below it all, his graduation photo from the police academy. He didnât have the heart to throw it out. That was merely one of many old-news trinkets scattered around the house, objects that told a mixed story of Leon Kennedy. Well, now it was the house of Leon Kennedy and his puppy girl.
With a soft thud you sat your cute butt down on the floorboards to simply.. Stare. Examine, memorise, imagine what it was all like.Â
Maybe his hair was softer in this photo, shaggier in that. Darker features and rougher around the edges, as if someone had switched from watercolour to graphite, defining his jaw. More stubbled and strong now, with a broader frame. Like watching a tree trunk even out, sprouting tough branches, leaves coming to fall over his eyes in bangs. He needed a haircut soon.Â
However, in that moment of watching you, he knew heâd made the right decision. He saw it in the way the silhouette of your tail swished in interest, how your flopped ears perked up an inch whenever you focused on the finer details. Most of all he loved that signature puppy head-tilt. He got one of those whenever you didnât understand what he was saying, be that garble about his work or the lulled out words from whatever book he read to you as you laid in his lap.
Yes, you laid in his lap now. And it was starting to feel so normal to him. The wagging tail in his peripheral vision, your eyes peeking up at his desk in his study. It all came so naturally, including the moments of chaos. One of which was the messy dance of getting you bathed, or dressed.
Baths. God, you stood your ground on baths. As soon as you heard the pipes squeal you took off like a rocket. Zoomed past the potted plants, darting through the backdoor if you could make it in time. Leon had to scoop you up mid-sprint as you wriggled and squeaked to get out of his hold, and shit did you run fast when you felt like it. Oh sure, you dragged your feet to snails-pace when you had to leave the park, but suddenly his puppy had the legs of a trackstar when it was bathtime. Once he actually had you in the warm water it was a whole other thing. You just couldnât sit still for the life of you. Thank god for bath toys, or else youâd spend every second giving your flapping ears and soaked hair the signature wet dog shake. He turned his back? Shake. Reached for the shampoo? Shake. Went to turn the faucet on? Shake. Heâd honestly rather you do that than try to jump out, and at least you got extra comfy with him when it came time to towel dry you. The last time he tried the hairdryer method youâd snapped and barked at the hot air like it was a personal affront, as if the loud hum was cursing you out in its own fan-whirring way. Then came the clothes.
On a good day he could wrangle you into a shirt of some kind (usually one of his own) and a pair of fluffy shorts with a hole in the back for your tail. On other days it was a tug-of-war fight over a v-neck because itâs obviously an invitation to play and growl between giggles and not Leon seriously begging a quiet âBaby- honey, no- Please, sweetheart, Chris is coming over and you canât be butt naked, listen to daddy-â. Sometimes he really thought those floppy ears were just painted on. God, you were a little menace.
Luckily you were also adorable. Sure, a little dull, but so damn sweet. He couldnât count how many times heâd pretend to throw a ball, watching you go sprinting out across the floorboards, slipping in your socks, in desperate search for it. Then itâs the head tilt, a routine trot around the coffee table, and sitting in the hall with a quiet whine. Vanished, poof, thin air. Gone. Not to worry, cause soon Leon calls out an âOh look!â and the ball has magically teleported back into his hand to your shock and awe. Pawing at his hand and begging him to explain how on earth he learned such witchcraft.Â
But there were a few things that threw him off guard about you, even after settling into this routine. For starters, your face. He didnât mean that in a harmful way, he promises. Cross his heart and all that. But you were just so⊠gentle. Bright. Sometimes he found himself squinting at the sheer shine of you. Made him wonder if you came with batteries that just never got removed, corroded into place after years of chasing your own tail. Stuck on this constant sunshiney state with no way to power down.Â
And you were manufactured in some lab, a biological anomaly even he couldnât wrap his head around. A person who wasnât whole and yet was so much more than that. You contained multitudes, brought life and colour in ways those others may see a ânormalâ never could. The pitch of your bark, your hatred - and he meant hatred - of squirrels, how fast you leapt at the opportunity for a ride in the car. He wouldnât admit it out loud, but he was proud to be the one to bring you home. That he was the one to trace the curves of your hand, to rub your ears, to hold you in his lap while watching late-night tv. This was good for him. This was good for both of you.
Day after day he found himself adoring you in a new way. A week ago heâd have dropped his head in his hands at the sight of you nosing his morning slippers towards his feet in the wee hours of the morning, now he canât help but smile sleepily. Lopsided and scratchy from his beard. Because despite the energy threatening to burst from your body, you still took the time to sit and wait for him to get up.Â
He was a weak man now. A trained government agent was trailing behind his puppy girl in a pet store as you insisted on getting specifically that bunny with those ears cause it looked like the one that ran outside the living room window every day. And he listened to every ramble about said rabbit as you trotted to the cash register, plushie in mouth.
Heâd fallen. Hard.Â
Time had passed in the blink of an eye before either of you could process it. Seasons blurred into a kaleidoscope of colours, and soon enough Leon found himself with a cuddle buddy more often than he did an empty bed. The feeling of your nose nuzzled into his shirt, strings of happy whimpers and whines mumbled from your sleepy lips, it all became his white noise. Youâd made very quick friends with the sprinklers out in the yard by the time summer had rolled around, jumping back and forth over the swinging water in an attempt to catch it in your mouth. All Leon had to do was sit on the porch and watch in adoration.
What you both seemed to adore much less was when Leon left for work. It had you pawing at the windows with screeching nails, teary eyed and howling when he got home extra late. He didnât have the heart to lock you up when he left, something about it made his chest strain. His poor girl, stuck in her little blanket cave, wondering where her daddy went. Pawing aimlessly at the wired frame, chewing on the gate between whimpers. He couldnât bear the thought. It ached, in fact. You were hurting his heart without even doing anything.
But the past four days had been a nightmare. His first long term assignment since adopting you. Sure, Claire and Chris had done their best to entertain you since you couldnât just be left home alone, plenty of toys and games and walks, but it just wasnât it. Youâd pace in little circles, whining and crying and crying and whining. Hours spent drying your tears with cooing and shushing from the Redfield siblings only to burst the pipes and sob some more. It was no use. Until he came back.
And now he had. After so many days (a million, youâd told Claire) without him, he was home.Â
The sound of his motorcycle - that heâd retired from everything other than work for obvious reasons, vis-Ă -vis your sensitive ears - was a dead giveaway, and soon enough you had your cheeks squished up against the front window yapping away till your vocal cords strained. God, wasnât that a sight. Face lifted into a glowing grin, ear perked up, tail a wagging mess. You looked like a whirlwind had been stuffed down into a body, and you were ready to tear through his home. An oh so dangerous fuzzy tornado on the hunt for endless snuggles and belly rubs to swallow up, up, up into your cyclone of love.Â
You were gorgeous. You were adorable. You were everything he didnât know he needed. Heâd hardly stepped foot in the house and you were already jumping up to try and kiss and lick at his face with a thousand puppy kisses, tail wagging so fast you might just take flight. Like one of those cartoon dogs from those 80âs shows, ones Leon still canât name to this day. That was the other good thing about all of this, you made him laugh. Chuckling hoarsely as he pushed past the door only to be met with your arms wrapped around him excitedly.Â
âDaddy, youâre back! Youâre home! I missed you!â Yip, yip, bark. You were melting his heart, almost running yourself into the wall at the sheer buzz of excitement thrumming through your body.Â
Oh, how heâd missed you, rubbing that tender spot between your ears with a kiss to your hair.Â
Youâd made him soft. A side of him he never knew existed came out when he got you.
âI missed you too, pup.â He could only shake his head with a tired grin, dropping his bag at the door by the coat rack and shoe cubby. Heâd had to buy one since youâd developed the habit of stealing his slippers to use as makeshift mittens. âBe careful where youâre walking there, honey.â
You were too busy babbling away about everything youâd done while he was gone to hear him properly, from playing a gazillion games of fetch to daily trips to the park. How that chipmunk had purposely ticked you off so you pawed at a tree trunk yapping at it for a good 5 minutes. And of course, how youâd almost managed to finally catch your tail. Looking up at him with so much pure puppy love with every step you took backwards through the hallway with a quickly wagging tail. You couldnât keep your eyes off him, youâd just missed him too much.Â
That tail of yours though, it was out of control. Swish, swish, wag, sway. Mind of its own. Too happy to have your daddy home to focus on anything else. Pure puppy love.Â
During your ramblings as Leon slowly worked at his shoelaces and zipper, all you could do was emphasise how happy you were that Chris had caved and let you visit the cafe downtown. Whilst mid explanation about what a âpuppuccinoâ was and how spectacular it tasted, the sudden smack of your fur against glass had you jumping in surprise. It seemed youâd collided with something in the midst of your excitement. The impact was followed by a loud crack, one that had Leonâs head pulling up to a swift stillness, no longer worried about getting his boots off.Â
âWhat was that?â
Thereâs a concoction of emotions in his voice. A cocktail of worry, concern, and an off sternness. Heâs hardly ever been stern with you. The last time he had been, the sad look on your face had him faltering. Usually he was so comfortable with being stern, it flowed freely through his body like the familiar warmth of whiskey. It was something he was so used to. But he wasnât used to those glossy eyes tearing up at him. He was just a man, after all. And you were his puppy.Â
That thought seemed to elude you both right now though, jolting to step away from the broken picture frame, looking down at the damage youâd done.
âPup, are you-â
His academy graduation photo. Youâd smacked it with your tail, and the frame had snapped.
All the colour drained from Leonâs face in one fell swoop. His calm, tired gaze ripped wide into one of shock, kicking his shoes into the shelves with a harsh thud.
âNo- no no, no- shit!â His voice was a boom, it was loud and uncontrollable. Shaking the plaster of the walls with rolling thunder, his eyes zeroed in on the shattered glass, lightning crackling behind stormy blue eyes. Usually they looked so clear. Usually he was clear, his intentions and his love, how he was trying to and learning to get used to this life. And for a while he really was. âGoddamnit!â
And then this happened.Â
And it was scary. You wouldnât admit it out loud, but it frightened you. A dead giveaway was how your ears flattened against your hair, once wagging tail now dead still and tucked between your legs. Youâre cowering.Â
You were afraid.Â
But Leon didnât notice. No, this was the end of a short fuse after a long week of work. A flame to the stick of dynamite Leon Scott Kennedy sometimes found himself to be. This was not what he wanted to come home to. He was too busy pulling at his hair in a nostalgic wave of guilt, of horror clawing up his back, staring at the mess.
The mess youâd made.
Cracked fingers pick at the shattered glass in hopes of salvaging what he could, the sharp edges slicing at the flesh that had grown tender with your touch.Â
Youâd made him soft.
Had that been a mistake?
It must have been with the way he flinched back, cursing under his breath. Shards of the frame bit at his fingers as if in anger, snapping dogs of his past. Not like his pup, not like his sweet girl curled up in the corner, wondering if this meant he hated her.
That wasnât the worst part.
Right across the top corner of the photo the paper had been scratched, ripped by a stray piece of glass. Slicing through the date heâd graduated. The day he thought everything was going to start getting better way back when. The sight had his whole body frozen in place. Bracing for something to happen, because something always happened to him. The feeling building from his belly to his chest, from his chest to his eyes. It was sickeningly familiar. It was a bullet to Leonâs shoulder. It was the click of a lighter to a cigarette. The screams from an Eastern European church. His bloodied fists against Ariasâ face. The mole in his unit.
It was the gunshot that ripped through his family home.Â
Thatâs what really set him off.
âThis was the one thing I had from it all, this was it! The one good thing!â Rambling like a mad man, someone youâd watch talk to himself on the sidewalk late into the night. âAnd it was in such- such good condition. It was perfect. It was all perfect before you- Damn it, pup, why couldnât you-â
By the time heâd finally turned to you, his words screeched to a halt. Brakes squealing at the velocity of such a hit, a surprise, he could feel his heart overturn. Rolling haphazardly down the highway. He couldnât stop it, because he caused it. He caused such an accident. So busy running on empty thanks to work that the dried out tank had crushed beneath his feet, crunching steel caving so easily. Weak. You were weak for him. He was just only seeing it now.
Heâd hurt your feelings, whether he meant to or not. Over an accident, no less.
He was the reason your body was quaking in fits similar to that of a leaf atop frozen winds. Why your eyes were shot open, glossy and round, like the first cracks in the icy pond at your favourite park making way for water. And you looked like youâd plunged through the surface.Â
Maybe the most awful detail of all was the fact that Leon simply didnât know what to say to make this better.
Licking over his chapped lips, the air in his lungs seemed to dissipate. He was left breathless, and not in the way he usually liked to be. Not like when he watched you pick at the dandelions in the backyard, or when you chased your tail in circles to the point of dizziness. Someone had trapped him in a vacuum of consequences, leaving him to face them. To face you, you and those big puppy-dog eyes threatening to flood with tears. âLook I didnât- Oh, câmon. You know I didnât mean it like-â
It wasnât working. His words were getting caught in his throat, pulling a tense cough from his chest. As if the answer was teasingly scratching at his vocal chords and no amount of water could wash it away. He could feel his chest tighten, any trace of anger or frustration being flushed from his system. Now he could think clearly. He could see how heartbroken you were.
The biggest giveaway was how your body leaned in the direction of the living room without thinking, braced on your toes. An instinct dug deep beneath those layers of fuzz and the warmth of your hand in his own. Something to be left untouched, like a toy youâd buried in the backyard, under pile after pile of soil and past traumas.Â
Now Leon had dirt on his hands. The clouds in that stormy blue seemed to clear out, the moonlight streaming through the window like a lighthouse reflection. He was seeking you out, trying to let you know it was clear. That you were safe.
It just wasnât enough.
âHey.. Hey, no. Honey-
It was no use. Heâd blinked and you were gone, left with the echo of your sock-clad footfalls against hardwood floors. Every step beating in unison with his pulse, his ears rang to the rhythm of your rushed breaths. Now you were the one pulling him along on a leash. Tugging at the weak retractable cords of his heartstrings, youâve wrapped him around a tree once, twice, three times. His head was spinning, a splitting heat sizzling in his frontal lobe frying the edges of his mind until they curled.Â
Rubbing a hand over his face, smearing the guilt from cheek to cheek, up to his forehead. He was swimming in that grief. Mourning a time before this one, praying for a reset button. You had such a way of turning him inside out without knowing it, pulling his muscles and bone up from his anatomy to gnaw affectionately on his femur and nip at his biceps. He barely hid anything from you, he never felt the need to. Who were you going to tell? The mosquitos you stalked after with a batting tail in the cooler summer nights? Please. And half the time you didnât really understand what was going on, anyway. So there was no harm in letting you lay your head in his lap while lounging on the couch, his voice a deep lullaby soothing you to sleep, aimlessly tapping your tail against the cushions. You were so pure. You didnât mean any harm, you never did. Leon wasnât sure you had one malicious bone in that cute body of yours.Â
How was he supposed to approach this, though? This had been the first major incident in your white-picket-fence-esque lifestyle. Did he go upstairs and change out of clothes dusted in gunpowder and shame? Try with a clean state so you had some time to yourself, some space? Is that what you wanted?
No. No, knowing your usually chipper clingy self that was probably the last thing you wanted. So he manned up, got his shit together. An unusual thing for him to say about himself, but he was in an unusual situation.
After shrugging his leather jacket off and leaving it to hang on the coat rack, he swore to leave his aggression with it. Tucked into the pockets and zipped tight, so he might save it for his next mission. There was no use in bringing shit like that into his home, where his girl was. So heâd let it gather like lint until the next time he washed it, then heâd let his conscience run through a spin cycle; in which he meant watching you do three little spins before settling into bed. You were better than any washing detergent, cleaned his slate better than disinfectant. They should sell your personality in stores, bottle your giggles for junkies to get hits off. You could be the next meth with how happy you made him, had him flying high as a kite. Â
And heâd made you so sad. He was your daddy, it was his job to keep you safe, not sad. Now he had to fix that.
Your playpen. It was a puppyâs dream to get the luxuries you did, most likely. Leon couldnât help but spoil you with everything soft, plush and velvet. It matched you. And watching you lay in front of the window, squeaky toy mid squeal lodged between your jaws lazily, was worth all the money in the world to him. Everything you did drove him nuts, he was starting to realise why so many people suggested getting a hybrid. Leon hadnât understood what the deal was until you arrived. And now? Oh, he needed a lobotomy at this rate, because all he could think of was you. Work? You. Driving? You. Hell, his breaktime at the office made him miss the way youâd yell âAre you doneeeeee?â at him from down the hall, awaiting your allocated cuddle time. You had him chasing his own tail, and he didnât even have one.
Draped in a paw-print blanket and stuffed full of toys, the sides of your food and water bowl lovingly chewed on. Always sinking those canines into whatever you could. Well, whatever you could that wasnât out of the question. Shoes were a big no no, the sprinkler system too, Leon was sure to make that clear. Not like the water tasted any good from it, anyway.Â
With a quiet grunt (he really wasnât getting any younger) he slowly kneeled down, denim brushing over varnished wood, peeking through the open gate of your pen. Despite having both feet on the ground - well, rather two knees - this still felt risky to him. Not like disarming a bomb, more like negotiating a hostage situation. Taking your hand in his own to lead you away from himself.
He kept his voice soft, quiet, as gentle as someone of Leonâs stature and nature could be. Like asking a wolf to hide its fangs, but he did his best.
âHi there, darlinâ.âÂ
He always did his best with you.
Well, almost always.
No answer. Just the sound of your meek panting, sniffling between breaths. Tears making every inhale salty in your nose and on your tongue. You always preferred it sweeter. He hated being the reason your mouth felt off, watching you run your pink tongue along your cheeks as if trying to get the taste out. At least you were still awake. Amidst the darkness of your cage he could see you buried under a mountain of blankets, digging yourself in like a tick. Head burrowed in tight, he felt like even if he tried to gently coax you out by the body youâd keep shuffling along into the plush. Heâd have to stop this from the root, twist and pop you out gently. So he tried that with words.Â
âYou wanna come out of your little cave there?â
The brief whimper that passed your lips was enough of an answer for him, no words had to be spoken for him to catch on. He sighed.
âYeah, I guess thatâs fair enough. Daddy was a bit of a dick, huh?â
The slight movement under piles of pink and yellow told him your tail was wagging, and that made his heart hurt even more. It was bleeding through his shirt at this point, darlinâ. Donât do that to him, heâs too old to deal with this kind of pain. Might just kill him one of these days. Because even after heâd snapped at you, broken down the walls of trust youâd both spent months building, you were still reaching out to place a new brick down. To keep it all from crumbling. Leon rested his palms on the scuffed denim of his jeans. Sure, heâd done his schooling, graduated and all that, but now he found himself searching the corners of his mind for the right words. Like he was putting a puzzle together, trying to piece syllable to noun to verb until they clicked. But they didnât exactly click. Then again, nothing ever did with Leon.Â
Except you.
âI didnât.. Mean what I said. I just cut myself off at the worst time possible. I wasnât thinking. Da-â he paused himself for a moment. Fuck, itâd become a bad habit. Was it still okay to call himself something like that in this kind of situation? âIâm not very good with words. Mâ better with actions, yâknow. Making things, helping people. Iâm not exactly a wordsmith here, darlinâ.âÂ
There was a rustle. In the darkness of your pillows and blankets you found room to move. And he could tell it was closer to him from how the pile slouched in his direction, indicating the shifting of your body. You looked a bit like a molerat to be honest, an adorable one, or one of those prairie dogs, with the way your head makes an evident dent in the covers. He wouldnât tell you that, though. Might take it the wrong way.Â
Out pops your fluffy ears, the silhouette of your tearful face. His stoic demeanour over the years shatters like that same photo frame, how the hallwayâs dim lighting catches in your glossy eyes. Itâs like looking at the moon in all her solemn sadness, amongst the stars, alone.
He canât leave you like that.Â
âHi, baby.â Itâs a whisper. Heâs too scared if he talks any louder youâll huddle back up. He never wants to make you worried, or frightened, or anything really. He loves you just the way you are.
âHi..â
Leon had no idea how much heâd missed that voice until he heard it for the first time after a long lonesome 20 minutes of silence. Itâs an icepick to his frozen mind, chipping away those worries he had of you maybe never talking to him again. You were a sweet thing, but also sensitive. It was part of the reason he cared for you so deeply. Youâd dug down under his skin, doggy-paddled through his blood stream and settled comfortably right on his heart.Â
â..Are you gonna, yâknow,â Through the dark haze of shadows and soft rain against the windows, he could see you fiddling with your fingers. Youâre nervous. Voice small and isolated, muffled through your soundproofing of comfy blankets and soft stuffies. It only made his head ache more. âTake me back?â
That one threw him off guard. He wasnât expecting that kind of question, if anything he thought youâd ask if you were still in trouble. âBack? Back where?â
â..The shelter.â
He couldnât see his own face, but he could just imagine how it twisted in confusion. âWhat? No, darlinâ.âÂ
âOh..â
Yeah. Oh. So thatâs what all of this had been about. It wasnât just him yelling, it was the thought that you might get boxed up and shipped back. Kicked to the curb. Leon pictured it again, your shivering frame on the street, or back in that damp kennel surrounded by yelling dogs and strict meal times. âWhy the hell would you think that?â
âCause I broke something, and I was too rowdy.. I canât sit still..â
The very reason heâd adopted you in the first place was to save you from that life, one of struggle and pain and sadness, yet you still feared it. Solely for, what, acting like a puppy? The very thing you were a hybrid of? If he werenât so worried about you heâd be pissed at the world in all honesty.
âBaby, is that how you ended up there? Did someone..â He had no time to finish that question before you were nodding. You looked so ashamed, it ripped him in two. Someone had shoved his heart through a paper shredder and used the strips to line a hybrid play-pen floor.Â
Returned, handed off, a hand-me-down. Thatâs what you saw yourself as. Damaged goods. His voice cracked as he muttered softly, his face painted in nothing but sympathy. âOh, puppy..â
Almost instantly a ball of fluff came barrelling out of the playpen right into Leonâs chest, a winded âoof!â puffed from the manâs ribs. Couldâve cracked them with the force of your love. Softer than any cannon ball, fuzzier than any bullet. Yet you still managed to have him coughing out a chuckle, his nose nuzzling up into your hair. He couldnât help but breathe out a sigh of relief. Because it was a sure sign that you didnât hate him.
âThereâs my girl.â
A meek whine bubbled up from your throat at the sheer joy of being back in your ownerâs embrace, enveloped in his comforting smell. And Leon couldnât resist resting his chin on your head as you sat crumpled in his lap. A scarred-over hand brushing through your hair, rubbing bruised thumbs over the soft velvet of your ears. Every touch, every loving gesture had your tail whipping against the floorboards. You truly were his good girl. Still sniffling, you tilted your head in that sweet puppy way to look at him properly, taking in the face of the man who you loved more than anything; yes, that included treats, walks, and toys. It was quite the accomplishment, an honour really. Leon should be proud of himself for that one.Â
âMâ sorry..â
There it was again, always saying sorry for things you didnât mean to cause. Sometimes things you didn't even do. He shook his head at even the thought of that. Not scolding, but shushing. Like he didnât want to hear you apologise for something that was hardly your fault. âSweetheart, hey. Itâs alright. I can always get a new picture frame, itâs no problem. What I canât get is a new puppy. Wanna know why?â
Of course you did, that was a silly question. But he loved watching your ears flop as you nodded, made his pulse flutter like he had a butterfly in his veins, or a hummingbird. Humming away to the steady thrum picking up in pace. âCause thereâs only one you. And frankly, Iâve already called dibs, so Iâm not givinâ you up for anything.â
That seemed to settle something in you, the pace of your tail picking up to its regular happy thump. Large hands encased either side of your head to brush over your fluffy ears, the velvety texture smooth under years of scarred tissue. And that fresh cut he had yet to bandage up. That could be done later, though. Right now he was more focused on plastering a hello-kitty bandaid over your heart. Leon was bad at this stuff, real bad. If there was a class for hybrid ownerâs heâd have been expelled in seconds, set a new world record. Because even after having you with him for months he had to admit, he still had no idea what he was doing. He wanted to make that clear, no point in lying to you.
Gravelly voice turned smooth and soft, someone had put his whiskey rocks through a blender. He was a slushy now because of you. A messy, overpriced, alcoholic slushy.Â
 âBut I wanna try my hardest to make you feel loved here. Because believe me, you are. You and all your.. Energy, letâs say. Youâre my fluff ball, arenât ya?â
He doesnât need words, words arenât a strong suit for either of you. So he settled for the affectionate lick to the cheek you gave him, followed by your high pitched whine when you snuggled down into his lap with wiggling hips. Makes a huff of laughter rumble from his chest, not like the thunderous yelling you once heard. This was that of a carâs slow movement, of white noise to sleep.
Because at the end of the day you were each otherâs peace.Â
Lips press to your hair in a gentle manner, and Leon found himself nuzzling his nose down against your own.
 âYeah you are. Youâre daddyâs best girl.â
Itâs a balm for the wounds on your soul, settling into his arms like you were made for them. Manufactured with his name printed across your heart where no-one could see it, youâd just had to find him. And now you had, and he had no intention of letting you go. If he could, heâd velcro you to his body. Â
Yeah, Leon swore heâd never let you go.
And he might be a bastard at times, but he made good on his promises.
The next week you were walking past the hall of photos, the one Leon commissioned of you and him out in the backyard was already hung. The outtakes of you sprinting off to chase a squirrel mid-shutter are his to keep tucked in his wallet, though. For the longer work days or boring lines at the DMV, all that shit.Â
 But the formal one, the proper one, is right above the new frame you insisted on decorating for his graduation photo. Complete with smiley stickers and paint and hearts heâd carefully exacto-knifed around to give a clear view of his picture. Youâd jumped around like a bouncy ball when he was cutting the excess sticky paper away, little yaps of âIs it done?! Is it finished?! Can I see it?!â like you hadnât been the one to seal it in glitter glue in the first place.Â
And honestly, he loved it. Like you were leaving your pawprints on his past, making a new path of swaying tails and giggling fits to lead him with a tugging leash into his brighter future. Like you were meeting an older version of him. One before he became a little more bruised, a little more cold. But youâd helped chip that down with your tugging paws and cute canines.
He was softer now. And heâd decided yes, that was a good thing. Meant he was more suited for you, more tender with you.Â
âCâmon, babygirl. Wanna go for a walk?â He already knows the answer. But watching you skitter on your feet to sprint towards him never gets old. Wagging tail and voice chirping.
âCan we get a pup cup on the way back? Please?â
Because if that freshly appointed rookie cop version of Leon could meet you, heâd be just as in love with you as he is right now.Â
âAw Iâm not made of stone now, am I sweetheart?â
And heâd agree, that new frame looks much better.
Consider buying me boba!
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Five and Lila (nonromantic) subway headcanons
Like everyone I really hated the Five x Lila storyline and the butchered potential of their almost-sibling relationship development.
But one thing that really ticked me, and that I haven't really read about yet, is: that timeskip montage looks like 3 weeks, maybe 2 months at best, not SIX FUCKING YEARS. In six years, people visibly age, especially under duress, if, for example, the only thing they can eat is rats?? (I'm not even talking about how they managed to keep roughly the same clothes and haircuts for six years without any explanation, or how they miraculously cleaned up before going back to Diego and Lila's precisely at the right point in time...) In six years alone with another person, you would probably struggle keeping your sanity, and the end result for each of them would probably look something like early stages of Apocalypse S1 Five. In six years alone with another person, even with prior attraction (which would already be ooc for both of them but whatever let's just grant them that for the sake of the argument), you would end up HATING each other all the way through your codependent relationship. I could see them having sex after six months (still following those creepy-ass ooc assumptions), but I could certainly NOT see them kissing softly and romantically wine-dining after SIX YEARS (the time those goddamn showrunners told us it took for passion to die down in a perfect marriage?? How about helltrap subway then??)
So after that really long preamble, here are my headcanons for what that subway section should really have looked like:
No Five x Lila, obviously
They bicker all the time; this escalates into outright fights. At some point, Lila storms off somewhere and they lose each other for five months.
When they realise they're not going home anytime soon, Five finds a timeline with a Dolores (other than the original one) and steals her away, because he's going to need her to cope through this. (Of course, he needs to apologize to her for being gone this long.)
At first, Lila thinks that Five is nuts for talking to Dolores, but in a matter of days she understands the urge and Dolores becomes her best friend. Five and Lila fight over Dolores's approval all. the. time.
Lila collects little trinkets to bring home to Grace and the twins (like the plushies in New Grumpson). After two years the gift bag has got way too big and Five helps her sort out the ones she really wants to keep; she bawls her eyes out and they arrange the throwaway gifts neatly on a bench, just in case they can come back and get them.
They find some really weird and fun timelines. Don't care what, they just do. Lila almost gets killed trying to bring home a souvenir.
Five and Lila find Max's Delicatessen together. By the way, there's a few Lilas there, ones that also met Fives. Lila can vent about her relationship trouble Diego with another Lila who has also married a Diego. But the other Diego is dead, and Lila realizes just how much she wants to get home before that happens.
This is a bit irrelevant, but that Five deli paradox psychosis plothole is explained by a random artefact created by Commission Five (like in his room in S3 I think?).
Five and Lila wait a short while in the deli to make a plan about the apocalypse. Another Five arrives, finds out about the marigold, and says out loud that the solution would be to erase all Hargreeves siblings from existence. A few seconds of silence, and then all the other Fives slaughter him because what kind of Five would to this to their family???? This is also one of the purposes of the deli, by the way. To make sure no Five comes out of the subway with delirious, dangerous ideas about harming their siblings.
Five and Lila realise that if Viktor can take away the marigold from people like Harlan, then he can take it away from his siblings. And what about Viktor himself? Well, Lila can mimic his powers and they can take away each other's marigold at the same time, and lose their powers just as they're done. Darn, why didn't they think of this sooner?
Lila tries to relook Five. After four or five years, he gives in, sees the end result and immediately finds a timeline with a suit to steal so as to fix this freakish mistake. He wears a hat for a while to try and hide his undercut hair.
Lila sings a lot. Five lets her, and just mumbles about her lousy tastes in music to Dolores.
Lila adopts a monstrous pet (three-headed cat? Giant bee?) for a few stops, and it mysteriously disappears at some point. Major fight ensues. Maybe this is why she leaves for a while.
In another timeline, they briefly meet a version of Diego that's not dead yet. He tries to kill them, Lila tells him that he's a great dad, he's weirded out and runs away.
Five picks up littered newspaper to see if there's anything interesting. He becomes a crossword addict. He moves to a new special interest puzzle game every few months.
After a fight, Five's big making-up strategy is to sit down next to Lila and start talking shit about the Handler. It kinda works.
I'm gonna stop here, this is already way too long. Please share your own headcanons if you have any!
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yan! catboy! worshipper! levi
desc : you picked up a stray catboy from the alleyway and you find that maybe he has more problems than youâre equipped to deal with.
word count : 812
cws : yandere themes, scenting, jealous levi, dubcon implications, smut implications, murder mentions but itâs levi killing his competition and bringing it back as a gift and to prove heâs better than them, slight delusional thinking, desperate clingy bf behavior but youâre not dating and heâs more of an estranged roommate, MASSIVE personality switch up, ooc levi but i genuinely wanna see this man desperate and begging, implied dissociation, this is kind of bad im ngl.
author note : someone requested this, sorry it took so long to get to it. also, hereâs a little something i had in my drafts while i finish editing this commission.
you remember how pitiful levi had looked in that alleyway â his clothes torn and too big on his seemingly frail body. he was drenched from the rain, the mud that had been caked onto him softening as shivers wracked his body. the bags under his eyes were heavy and dark, and youâd noticed that he was bleeding⊠and badly.
you remember the way his ears perked up, his gaze sharpening as he regarded you with a mixture of apathy and contempt; the way his pupils had narrowed into slits and his tail swished in warning. heâd attacked you that night, the wound on your hip later scarring. the levi from that night was so similar, yet so different from the man in front of you.
you were frozen in place, your eyes darting between levi and the corpse he had haphazardly discarded onto your living room floor. his face was marred with blood, a subtle look in his eyes that screamed pride. it didnât feel real â there was no way this was happening. not to you of all people.
âwhat the fuckââ you gesture to the body, your eyes filling with tears. ââ is this?
âwhatâs wrong? donât you like it?â levi asks, his expression morphing into concern the moment he recognized your appall.
was he serious?
âlevi, you killed someone and brought them back to my apartment!â you exclaim, feeling bile rise in the back of your throat as you tear your gaze away from the corpse. âmy home has become a fucking crime scene!â
leviâs brows furrow, his ears flattening at your words. seeing him clench his fist, you instinctively take a step back â a feeble attempt to put distance between the two of you. he doesnât like that.
levi knows heâd be able to catch you if you decided to run, but he wanted you to stay â willingly. he didnât want to have to force you, knowing that would only put a strain on your relationship. sure, he was biologically much faster than the average human, but he didnât want to have to resort to using his anatomy to his advantage again.
he doesnât regret killing any of them â especially not this one. this man was weaker than all of the others, obviously incapable of taking care of you properly. how was that human boy supposed to provide for you? protect you?
âthat just shows im better for you, doesnât it? if they can be taken out so easily, they couldnât protect you. not like i can.â levi hisses, his features tightening with frustration. âi did you a favor. they wouldâve gotten you hurt.â
his tone takes on a more desperate edge as he scrambles to justify his actions, his hand latching onto your shirt in an attempt to keep you in place.
âwhy are you looking at me like thatâŠ? like iâm some kind of monster? iâm not â i did this for you! for us!â levi shouts.
you canât bring yourself to say anything, your mind spinning as you try to wrap your head around everything. levi had never been like this before; heâd always been distant and put-together, keeping you at an arm's length no matter how hard you tried to grow closer with him.
âsay something⊠please.â the man begs, his arms snaking around your waist as he buries his face in the curve of your throat. levi takes a shaky inhale, your scent doing little to calm his racing heart. usually, it worked like a charm, but the cortisol radiating off of you worried him.
âlet go of me, levi.â you mumble, your shaking fingers pushing at his shoulders. he only sniffles in response, his tail curling around your thigh.
âplease â please donât push me away.â levi pleads, his voice cracking. âiâi need you! iâll die without you! please donât do this to meâŠ!â
âget out.â
leviâs hold on you tightens, his touch slowly becoming painful. despite your squirming and growing fear, levi only pulls you closer, peppering kisses along your throat and shoulders, mumbling apologies and promising to never do it again. yet, despite the ache in your chest, you stand firm in your decision.
âleave.â
leviâs body goes rigid, his fingers gripping your waist harshly as his voice grows quiet. âwe can do this the hard way or the easy way â your choice... but, youâre staying with me whether you want to or not.â
levi takes your silence as an agreement, lapping at and kissing the focal points of your pheromones to mask your scent with his own. ââm gonna make sure everyone knows youâre mine.â he breathes, a quiet groan leaving his lips.
his movements become more frantic, nipping at your skin in between planting open mouthed kisses against any visible flesh. âiâll fuck you until the only thing you can remember is my name â until the only scent on you is mine.â
#male yandere#tw yandere#personal headcanon#levi attack on titan#yandere x reader#levi aot#levi x reader#levi ackerman#snk levi#aot levi#yandere x you#yandere imagines#yandere fanfiction#yandere drabble#yandere monster#yandere blurb#yandere aot x reader#yandere aot#yandere snk smut#yandere snk#levi headcanons#yandere levi#levi smut#levi x you#aot levi x reader#yandere levi x reader#yandere levi headcanons#yandere levi ackerman#yandere levi smut#yandere x darling
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How to OC post without being an artist (or spending money)!
As much as I yelled about OC-posting, some people said that they struggled to know what exactly they should be posting. Obviously the answer is whatever you feel like but if youâre already aimless, that answer isnât very helpful. Additionally, not everyone knows how to draw (which I think is an obvious method of OC-posting) so I wanted to give some ideas for what people could post for their OC! This will be split up into different sections.
Creating visual representations of your OC
Disclaimer: I will not suggest nor support the usage of generative AI. OCs are about creating something yourself, not allowing a computer to do it for you.
Outside of commissioning someone else for art, it can be disappointing and frustrating to not have any visual representation for your character. An easy way to get a representation of your character is to use Picrew, Meiker and other similar sites. Thereâs a large number of art styles, types of fashion, species, that can all be used to make your OC and that amount only grows by the day. Many of these websites can be accessed on PC and mobile and take very little processing power.
However, this can be limiting at times since you might not find exactly what youâre looking for, especially if your OC has a unique combination of features. For something with more customisation, you can use video games with character creation to make a version of your character. I personally would recommend games like The Sims or Skyrim as both have very active modding communities. This way, if a certain type of clothing or facial feature isnât present in the base game then you can often find someone who has created a mod that adds it in instead. This does require you to have access to a computer that can run not only the game but the mods as well.
Another option would be using a program like Vroid Studio to make your character from a base model. This has both a mobile and PC version, although I will primarily be speaking from a PC perspective. The mobile app, while able to create a character from scratch, is a lot more limited than the PC version. The great thing about Vroid is that thereâs a lot of user-made content that you can often get for free through websites like Booth, as well as many tutorials for beginners to follow along with. Again, this requires a computer that is able to run it. I would recommend against using Vroid on a laptop as it will likely be too intensive for it.
My final suggestion for character visuals is to take a character from anime or cartoons and simply edit them. This was actually how I first got into making original characters! You can recolour their hair or outfits with an editing program (with some free examples being FireAlpaca, Krita or GIMP) and even edit different images together to create something more unique. Please only do this with characters from existing media and avoid using fanart for this.
Other OC visuals
Other than just what your OC looks like, there are other ways to visually put together your OC. Moodboards are the most obvious example of this, but you can also edit other things such as putting together outfits for them or finding pictures of items they would keep in their bag.
If you have multiple OCs, you can create fake text conversations between them using a number of websites. These can be as silly or as serious as you like!
Finally, you can always build them a pinterest board. I am a massive pinterest enjoyer and not only can you use pins that others have posted to pinterest, you can add your own from off the site.Â
Writing
Beyond writing out your charactersâ story, there are numerous other things you can write. Keeping in line with what youâve already written, you can re-write scenes from alternative perspectives. These can add context to what is seen in the main story, as well as flesh out background or side characters and their relationship to your other OCs.
Another fun thing to write is non-canon scenes. Write a beach episode! Write about a character getting sick and someone else having to take care of them! There are countless ways to draw your OCs interacting with their world or other characters that wouldnât necessarily ever fit into the âmainâ story.
Next is genre changes. If you had to categorise the genre of your OCsâ current story, what would it be? Now image what if the genre was something completely different? Romance to mystery⊠Slice of life to horror⊠Part of the challenge is figuring out what story beats remain the same and what gets changed, including character dynamics! And of course⊠Alternate Universes. There are too many types of AUs to list but some of my favourites are superpowers, mafia, zombies, time loops and time-travel-fix-its. These are similar to genre-changes but often include a number of AU specific tropes. If youâre struggling to figure out the staples of a certain AU or what kind of AUs exist, thereâs a really good page about alternate universes on Fanlore.org!
Other ideas
These are ideas that didnât quite fit into the other categories.
First is music playlists! There are two types of these. The first is a playlist of songs that describe a character and their story while the second is a playlist of songs that the character would listen to. Some people like to combine the two as well! There are no rules to this, simply have fun listening to music and picking out songs that remind you of your OCs.
Second is incorrect quotes. I remember these used to be beloved by fandom and now they can be beloved by you and your OCs! The concept of incorrect quotes is that well-known and funny quotes from pop culture (such as memes or movies) get written out and your characters are assigned a line of dialogue. While thereâs a website thatâll generate these incorrect quotes for you, I personally find more fun in coming across quotes organically while scrolling social media and realising that they fit my OCs almost perfectly.
Finally, ask games. These typically take the form of lists of questions or prompts with emojis or numbers next to them. People can send in the relevant emoji or number and you then answer the corresponding prompt. There used to be a kind of âask game etiquetteâ where if you reblogged an ask game from someone, you sent an ask from the list to them as well. This way, it allows the game to continue circulating and you can spread the joy of OC-posting with others! It can also lead you to making friends within the community.
And thatâs it for my post! If you have other suggestions for kinds of OC-posting then I would love to see them!
#oc posting#oc#original character#unrelated to this post but when looking for a gif to go with this post#i nearly yelled AZUNYAAAAAAAAAN when i saw azusa. i used to be a big k-on girlie. it was the first manga i purchased!#it's 3am and i should have posted this earlier but i watched more re:zero with my partner today#he is loving rem so far.... he doesn't know what happens to her...... he might cry.......
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(In)Delicate Touch
Pairing: Shigadabi
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Commissioned by @zehei Dabi has been working as a professional sub at La VĂ©nus for a year and a half and he really does enjoy working there. The rooms are great, the way they book clients is clear and comprehensive, and he likes his boss a fair bit too. But one night a client goes too far and Dabi finds himself in a bad drop and nursing wounds he didn't want. He expects to get fired over causing so much trouble, but Tomura is there to lend a hand in any way that Dabi needs.
Content: BDSM club, sex work, bondage, impact play, safe word use, subdrop, aftercare, hurt/comfort, hand job, anal fingering, anal sex, daddy kink, multiple orgasms, praise kink.
Word Count: 10878
La VĂ©nus is the only place Dabi bothers to take contracts through anymore. The BDSM club is the best in Kamino and it is the only one that really keeps up with the professionals who want to use it as a place to do business. They even have a portal on their website so that professional doms and subs can put their profiles, their limits, their availability, and a secure line for contacting. La VĂ©nus has rules, of course. They're considered independent contractors and they can be removed from the club whenever the owner dismisses them, but they take a very small cut of the money they earn, and the security they provide is well-worth the price. Dabi doesn't have to be scared of giving his apartment address to anyone or going to a secondary location with a client, and V ensures that they are always abiding by the rules by having a row of rooms for their working doms and subs that have open windows, so that anyone can see inside and be certain that their business is being conducted appropriately.Â
If he also happens to think that the owner is hot as fuck with his hair pushed back, his deadly fucking quirk barely contained by his gloves, and his perfectly tailored black suit with a blood red coat, and getting to check in with him before every shift is fucking perfect, then that's his business.Â
"Just one session tonight, Dabi?" Shigaraki asks, checking his phone for the contract he and his dom for the night submitted for use of one of those rooms.Â
"It's supposed to be a long bondage one." He explains.Â
"Hmm, are you sure that all of the information you entered is correct? I thought you only used silk and no nylon for your staples." Dabi is genuinely surprised Shigaraki has paid that much attention to him, or at least to his preferences. He's got upwards of three hundred people in this club every night of the week and he's never seen the other man take a day off in the year and a half he's been subbing here. Not only that but he's got twenty doms and subs on rotation, he didn't think that anyone would bother to remember more than the names of the people he's been working with.Â
"It was his first time booking, he might have mis-clicked. Can I still make adjustments to the room setup?" There's only another twenty minutes till the club opens its door and Dabi is supposed to be alone for at least an hour before his client arrives. He was planning on putting on a nice little peepshow for people, but he'd rather make certain that the room and everything is all set up for his session with a client.Â
"Of course. I can have silk brought to your room." He agrees. "Do you want red to... match?" Dabi's already put up his coat and bag in the private changing area that the performers have access to, so he's just in his dark red lacy panties and the silver body chains with small red crystal dangles hanging off of them. He used to go for a blue look, but to distinguish workers from anyone else just looking to partake at the club, all of the performers from doms and subs to strippers and workshop teachers have to wear a deep red leather collar with La Venus embellished on it in silver foil. He didn't want the accessory to look out of place, and pivoted to wearing red instead of blue at the club.Â
"If it's not too much trouble." Dabi always likes to think about his optics. Other people he's talked shop with around the club say they're usually focusing on a scene when they're in it, and that's great that works for them, but Dabi wants to be certain that he's staying constantly vigilant, and that he's setting himself up for future clients too. If their sessions are all going to be observable, then he is going to be a hell of a sight to see, and he's gonna make sure that he's got his aesthetic dialed in.Â
"It's no trouble at all, Dabi." Shigaraki tells him easily.. "Does everything else seem alright?" Dabi reviews the contract again, and that looks like the only thing that was entered wrong, and he nods. "Alright, you're going to be in L2 today," he reaches back on the wall, unlocking the glass door and retrieving the key for the right room. His favorite room actually. He likes being on the left side because the bounce light is a little more diffused from that side, giving people a clearer view through the window, and he likes being in rooms two or three in that hall because those are the ones that people tend to linger in front of more, not wanting to clog up the entryway as they try to get to the seating areas that also line the hall.Â
"Thanks, Shigaraki." He takes the key, but the owner doesn't let go of the tag for a second.Â
"You know you can call me 'Tomura'."Â
"Maybe when I'm off the clock, boss." He retorts easily. No matter how hot the other man is, Dabi doesn't want to get distracted. This is his job, he can't go around fucking that up by getting familiar or, god forbid, flirting with the guy who's establishment pays his bills.Â
Shigaraki, for his part, looks wryly amused and lets him head out after that, the next person slipping in to confirm their night's plans as well. Dabi heads to his room to finish getting ready and wait for his silk. Maybe he will have a chance to put on that peep show after all.Â
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Dabi spends the first hour that V is open teasing his nipples and palming himself through his panties on the bed getting himself achingly hard and so close to the edge, but easing off of his peak to keep himself 'unspoiled' for his client who asked for him to be pent up and a little frustrated. Definitely a streak of sadist in him, but Dabi isn't a stranger to that, and he's looking forward to getting thoroughly worked over.Â
Jin, one of the security team he recognizes at a glance, brings the new client to the door and Dabi is fully not expecting the blonde man to be so much taller than he is even after knowing he would be from his ID when he booked the session. Dabi steels his nerves. "Goto, it's good to meet you, I'm looking forward to our session." He starts with a pleasant smile. "If we can just re-touch on rules and boundaries, then I'd be happy to submit to you. Would you like to sit?"Â
"Yeah, sure." The blond only has one eye, his prosthetic in the missing one looking like it's been forced into place with the metallic spikes around it that is kind of intimidating. He sits and Dabi starts to go through his usual spiel, he restates his hard limits, that they'll be using the traffic light system, the hand gestures that he will use if at any point during the session he goes non-verbal for any reason, and then he turns back to ask if there's anything he needs to go over as well. Goto is flat and unmoved when he says, "No." Sounding more bored than anything and Dabi's skin prickles with the first stirrings of discomfort. "Why are there silks instead of ropes?"Â
He frowns slightly, "During the consultation, I said that I couldn't use rope over my staples. Since you said you wanted a heavy rigging session, I had it switched for silk since that's something my skin can tolerate."Â
The other man considers the silk for a second before scoffing softly. "Fine. But you can take impact, can't you? If we're using silk, I want to use a paddle instead of my hands."Â
Dabi doesn't normally love to use a paddle, it's wider and less accurate, meaning partners can overlap his staples on accident and leave him with fresh wounds. "I think that a riding crop would leave prettier marks, don't you, Sir?" He offers instead carefully.Â
Goto looks him up and down and Dabi tries to look smaller and softer for him. Clearly he's more of a sadist than he'd originally thought, but the pay for this session is half of his rent this month. He can put up with this if it gets him what he needs. "Fine." Dabi expects him to ask about his levels, to get the toy off of the offered wall of them and test his tolerance. It's good practice for a session like this, but Dabi figures,Â
"Remember, club rules state no impact with any implements across the face, and only light impact across the stomach and places prone to injury. My staples are fragile, so please avoid those where you can, but anywhere else is alright."Â
"Yeah, got it, can we get started now?" The blond nearly snaps. Dabi bristles, but says nothing. It's his first time at V as far as he said during the booking. Maybe he's uncomfortable knowing the far wall is a window, even if it looks like a mirror from their side.Â
He makes concessions on his politeness and breathes out a slow breath, trying to shake his tension and allow himself to slip into the headspace that he needs to. "Of course we can, if that would please my master." He simpers sweetly, trying for doe-eyed and helpless.Â
The man starts to loosen some of his tension and tosses the jacket he was wearing over his black mesh tank top onto the chair in the corner of the room for more intimate cucking or voyeuristic sessions. "That's better, whore. I better not hear another mouthy word out of you, or I'm going to have to get rough."Â
Not his favorite type of scene, but Dabi is a professional sub, he submits.
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Goto is rough with him, and he likes his knots tight. They're loose enough, he thinks, for maybe one of Dabi's fingers, but his feel bigger as they move over his skin and knot them into place. He works methodically, not paying much attention to Dabi himself as he works. He occasionally pulls at the silk with an unhappy set around his mouth, but he clearly knows what he's doing, and Dabi finds himself over the course of an hour, knotted into a few different positions, as the other man gets a good look at his body and how flexible he is like this, before he ends up in a ball tie, tipped on his side. When the ropes are secure, thankfully, the other man doesn't actually also reach for a ball gag. He just puts his bigger hand over his ass, and palms him through his panties. He's not really doing much but groping him, and it doesn't really feel good, but Dabi moans anyway.Â
The yelp he lets out the next second is real though as the riding crop comes down across the back of his tied thighs so hard that Dabi would put the pain at a seven already. The sound splits the air and he nearly chokes on his breath.Â
"Not another nasty sound out of you, whore. You're not here to feel good, you're here for me to use."Â
Dabi holds up three fingers to show that he understands, and then bites his lower lip hard as another crack comes down, this time just beneath his ass. And the next overlaps the first. Then across his exposed hip, along the outside of his thigh. It hurts, going up to a nine and holding there as the man hits him again and again with the crop. he goes over his scars, over his healthy skin, and the blood rushing up to the freshly forming welts as they swell, puts an uncomfortable pressure along his seams, especially around his thighs. He swears that between the ropes holding his legs together and pressed to his chest, and the ache of the impact, he's going to pop out his staples along those seams.Â
"Y-yellow," he manages as he's panting between blows.Â
"Thought I fucking said to keep your mouth shut?" The riding crop gets tossed to the bed, and in that second, Dabi thinks that he is setting it aside to check in.Â
But the next robs him of that delusion entirely. Goto's hand fists in Dabi's hair, and he grabs hard to force his face into the sheets. Dabi barely manages to tuck his chin tighter to his chest so that he isn't smothered into the pillows and unable to speak as the man cuts off the other way he would be able to signal that he needs to stop. "Red!" He cries out, wanting to be let up immediately.Â
"God, you whores here have had it too good. Thinking you can tell me what to do? When to stop? You need to learn your fucking place." He snarls, using one hand to hold him down while his other goes to-- Dabi hears the metal and leather sliding through each other as his belt is pulled. Fuck, fuck, fuck,Â
"Red! Stop--" He hears the other man spit into his hand and his whole body goes hot with his terror. No, no, no, even if he hasn't moved his panties out of the way yet, if he gets that, or anything else in his seams when they hurt so badly, when they're so close to open, then he could get sick. He can't get sick again, he can't. Dabi tries to fumble for his quirk desperately, wanting to burn the silk from around his body, wanting to scare this fucker before he does anything worse to him--
"Don't you know that I own you?"Â
It's like every string in him has been cut. Dabi's whole body goes so instantaneously numb that he can't make his quirk work. I own you. It's not Goto's voice that echoes in his mind. Not pain hits his body as he is shunted so sharply to hiding in his room with Natsuo as their father snarls at their mother. It's a stupid fear, it's an old helplessness that he shouldn't let distract himself now, not when he can't stop that memory, but he has to stop this disgusting man from ruining him even more as he hears his hand moving roughly over his cock.Â
"Don't!" His voice doesn't even sound like his own, he can barely recognize it. It hasn't been filled with such sharp, anguished terror since he was burning--
"Get away from him!" There's movement, shouting, a scream behind him, but Dabi is only shakily trying to push his quirk away now, so scared he may light the bed on fire accidentally. He can't hurt his seams again, can't use his quirk right now, he'll burn it all to the ground and he's already destroyed whatever place he had here. Dabi sobs against the bed, his fear too big and sharp to make sense of whatever is happening beyond his body.Â
There are voices, he thinks, furious and short, and the kind of whispers that come in the wake of something awful. He's the awful thing. He lost control of a session. He's the one who's broken, bleeding now, if not from his seams, than from his eyes as he sobs on the bed.Â
"Dabi," the voice comes, addressing him and the bed dips just the slightest bit. He doesn't know who's speaking to him, just that it's not that man. This voice is low and trying to soothe him, he thinks, but it's hard to focus on anything other than the fear choking his chest and his quirk that is rioting beneath his skin. "Dabi, you're starting to smoke." The voice is so gentle. "No one is going to hurt you anymore." He waits but Dabi doesn't believe him. People are always hurting him. He's always hurting himself. Why would this be any different? He sobs harder and there is a longer pause, probably as the new voice decides where he deserves to be hurt when he's already been broken so thoroughly. "Can I touch you, Dabi?"Â
He barely croaks, "R-red--" Through his sobs. He needs it to stop. He has to make it stop.Â
"The scene is over, Dabi," the voice promises him. "I just want to untie you. Don't you think it would help if you could sit up, Dabi?"Â
Would it? Could he make himself small on his own terms then? He sniffles, but it doesn't stop the tears. He barely manages to nod.Â
"Okay, I'm not going to touch you. You just need to hold still, alright?" Dabi does his best to do as he's told, but tensing his muscles lightly makes them start to shake hard. He feels a little tug at one of the silks and then he's got the whisper of... something barely heavier than air against his skin, and the restrictive silk is gone. It happens twice more and then Dabi is able to slump against the bed, his limbs under his own control again, and Dabi does his best to push himself up, mind still swimming through a rolling sickness. Sick. He could get sick again. He could get hit again. He needs to focus.Â
It feels impossible to do as he forces his mostly numb arms beneath his chest as he tries to turn around. His vision swims through his tears and he doesn't find the hulking man with blond hair anywhere in the room. The far curtain has been drawn over the viewing window, and Shigaraki is sitting at the foot of the bed, his hands resting in his lap. No, no, no. Further panic makes his ribs constrict sharply around his lungs.Â
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry--" he sobs immediately. He's ruined everything, he's made so much trouble for the club. Oh-- oh god, he's really never going to be able to work here again. He's going to have to go back to what he did before--going to have to take on more clients like Goto, going to have to risk his health, his safety--Â
"Dabi, you don't need to apologize. I just need you to breathe. Can you do that for me?"Â
He should be able to, shouldn't he? That's supposed to be the simplest thing a person can do, but he can't quite manage it past the tiny hiccupping sips of air that he's making himself in past the hitching sobs that are shaking his body.Â
"...Okay, can you look at me, sweetheart?" Shigaraki's voice goes even softer, and Dabi forces himself to peek up at him from the tight hunch he's made of himself up against the headboard. "That's perfect, now I just need you to follow my breaths. You don't have to be perfect," he soothes, "I just want you to try. Can you try for me, Dabi?"Â
Shigaraki takes a slow breath in, holds it for a few seconds, and then he lets it out in a long steady stream. Dabi doesn't think he'll ever breathe like that again, not when his chest is so tight, but he isn't being yelled at yet, isn't being hit, and he doesn't want that to change. He tries so hard for the first few breaths, but he can't stop crying for long enough to manage it on those.Â
But Shigaraki smiles at him anyway, "That's it, you're already doing such a good job for me, sweetheart. Can you keep going?" He resumes the patterned breathing, and the soft encouragement makes Dabi try harder. He's already made such a mess, he has to be at least capable of doing this right.Â
He forces himself to breathe. Each one stutters and stalls until his tears aren't so constant, until they're just a scattered few droplets on his cheeks and his lungs are able to fill a little more. In some vague, dizzy shadow of his mind, he thinks he was hoping that breathing again would make the awful, cold pit in his gut disperse a little. That maybe the breaths would loosen that knot of dread, but he doesn't feel that happen. His dread stays settled against his nerves as those wake up after shorting out to try to protect him from what was happening to his body. Suddenly, he's not just scared, exhausted, and sick to his stomach, he's in pain too, and he starts to shake, a thin whimper leaving him as he looks down at himself. He has to uncurl his knees from his chest to see the side of his thigh that was exposed to the crop.Â
The welt he finds across his scar is so puffy that he can see it clearly, and it's shiny. The color is too dark for him to tell if it's blood, sweat, or if it's because it's just so swollen around the fresh wound, but it hurts and he needs... something. He can't get sick again, but he is having such a hard time reordering his thoughts, figuring out what he needs to do next when everything hurts and his mind is so foggy.Â
"Are you in pain, Dabi?" Shigaraki keeps talking to him softly, and Dabi barely manages to nod. "I want to get you something to drink and some medicine, but there isn't anything here." He explains carefully. "Do you think that we can move to somewhere else where I can get you those things?"Â
He doesn't want to hurt anymore. He doesn't want to get sick. Dabi barely manages to nod his head, the action feeling like it takes every ounce of his strength.
"Good, do you think you can stand by yourself, sweetheart?"Â
Dabi doesn't know. He feels weak and his legs hurt more than anything else. He is shaking already when he just manages to uncurl his arms from around them. It's the first flicker of sense that goes through his head when he kicks off his pumps before even attempting to put his feet against the floor. Shigaraki stands as well.Â
"Can I come closer, Dabi? You can hold onto my arm if you need help." He smiles at him as he makes the offer and Dabi doesn't have the energy to speak. He manages to hold three fingers against the rumpled sheets and moves to the edge. The shock of the cold floor against his bare feet is such a small thing to make him uncomfortable, but everything inside of him is already so messy that he can't tolerate it, pulling his legs back up. "...Is it too much?"Â
He manages another tiny nod.Â
"Okay, can I pick you up? I promise I'll be very gentle, and when I put you down, you'll be able to have some water and something for the pain."Â
He doesn't want to think. He doesn't even want to exist right now. He leaves his fingers open against the sheets. Shigaraki can do whatever he wants to him now. He's already broken. What's another fracture in his skin?Â
"I'm going to pick you up. I need you to keep your hands where I can see them so I know if it's hurting." Why bother? He won't stop if it does.Â
It doesn't hurt when Shigaraki picks him up. He's careful as he lifts him off of the bed, supporting his back with one arm and the other hooking under his knees instead of his thighs to keep as much pressure away from the welts as possible. Dabi is lifted and he gives up. He tucks his face against Shigaraki's white shirt and closes his eyes as exhaustion sweeps so completely through him.Â
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He's not certain how long passes between being carried from that room to finding himself blinking as he notices that there's something sugary on his tongue. It's soda, he realizes after a second, lemon-lime soda. The sweetness of that helps him to take stock of other parts of his body. He is aching and sore. His broken body hates him again and it's his fault. It's always his fault. He should have known better, should have been more careful. But he wasn't and now he's hurting and he deserves it.Â
Dabi pulls away from the straw that's being offered to him and tries to take in his surroundings. They're in one of the private rooms, the actual private rooms of the club, and instead of having the lights low and a thrum of music going through the sparse bedroom, the lights are on all the way and it's as quiet as it can be with the activities of the club still filtering in from past the door. Shigaraki is sitting on the chair that has been dragged to the edge of the bed that Dabi's sitting on. The backs of his legs hurt, and he shifts a little on the edge as the other watches him, taking the cup away and putting it on the side table when he finishes with that.Â
"...I'm sorry." His voice sounds like it's been completely scraped raw as he tries to make his head clear. He needs to go. He made so much trouble. He has to leave. If he leaves by himself, at least, then he won't have to be kicked out. He would rather save some small thread of his dignity than have to give that up too.Â
"You don't have anything to apologize for, Dabi." Shigaraki's voice is that same low, careful tone that he doesn't deserve. "Are you still hurting? I had Yumina bring some of the bruise salve. Do you want to put some of that on?"
The welts definitely hurt and he would really like for them not to anymore, but he just shakes his head and starts to stand. "Can I get my stuff before I go?" His voice shakes as he asks. It wouldn't be the first time he's just been kicked out without any of his things. But he doesn't know how he's going to even make his rent without V. He can't have to start over with his whole life without his phone too.Â
"... If you think you're ready for that, then I need to know if you want me to call the police." Shigaraki asks.Â
Dabi blanches, fear swelling through his chest and making it go tight. "What?" Did he break his contract with the club? He thought he would be fired, not arrested.Â
"Do you want to press charges against him? I know it's difficult in situations like this, but if you want to have him arrested, we can do that. If you want..." Shigaraki's expression blackens, "Other repercussions made, then we can decide on that as well."Â
Him? His head feels like it's still full of fluff. "...Aren't you mad at me?" His voice is tiny when he manages the question.Â
That replaces the darkness on his features with something softer and more surprised in an instant. "Of course not, Dabi. You did everything you needed to, there's no reason for me to be upset with you." He watches Dabi as he says those words and Dabi has no idea what his face does, but he is even more deliberate and careful as he keeps speaking. "I'm sorry that happened, I'm sorry that I didn't get there faster. But you're not in trouble, and we're going to make sure that Imasuji never does something like this again."Â
His seams beneath his eyes hurt and he feels something hot and wet drip against his thighs.Â
Shigaraki sees him start to cry and shifts slightly before catching himself. "Can I touch you?"Â
Dabi hesitates, half expecting to be hit again, but he finally gives a tiny nod. Shigaraki gathers him up, and pulls him close, tucking Dabi's head beneath his chin and getting him to sit at an angle in his lap so that the worst of the welts don't have any pressure against them. And then his hands start to pet so gently over his skin. He holds him and he speaks,Â
"I'm so glad you called out for help. I'm so sorry that happened and I'm going to do whatever I can to make sure that nothing like this happens again. I promise that you're going to be safe if you want to keep working here."Â
"...I can stay?"Â
Shigaraki looks at him like he wishes he could pull all of the pain out of Dabi's skin. He curls a hand gently around the back of his neck and he rests their foreheads together. "Of course you can, sweetheart. I wouldn't want you anywhere else."Â
The tears fall a little faster and Dabi tangles his fingers into Shigaraki's shirt, clinging to him as he begins to sob fresh.Â
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It's not until he notices the pain getting more intense in his legs that he tries to take stock of himself again. Shigaraki reaches over to the side table and takes one of the tissues to help dab away the blood from under his sore seams and crusted under his staples. He hisses slightly from how broken and achy they feel and is hit with another jolt of fear over how bad they must be.Â
"Are you in more pain?" Shigaraki glances at his watch, "You can have another dose of pain medicine if you want it."Â
Dabi doesn't remember even taking the first, but that must mean it's been hours since the last one and he feels sharply guilty for forcing the other to stay for so long dealing with him. "I'm okay," he can be. He will be, he thinks. Maybe. If he's not actually broken from everything that happened before. "I need to go home--" He tries to shift and can't help the sharp sound of pain he makes as he puts a little more weight on the welts and his aching seams.Â
"Dabi, I won't make you have anything you don't want, but I need to know you're going to be alright if you decide to leave."Â
He swallows, not wanting to look at him, but not trusting his muscles much after how much just that little shifting hurt. "...I need my medicine." He admits quietly.Â
And Shigaraki doesn't blink. "Okay, is it in your bag? Do you want me to have someone bring it for you?"Â
"...Okay."Â
Shigaraki shifts his hold on Dabi's body slightly and he sees him pull out his phone and shoot off a text to Jin to have someone bring Dabi his things. He gets an affirmative, and after just a couple of minutes, Shigaraki is picking him up again so that he can put him on the edge of the bed while he goes over to the door to retrieve the bag. He brings it over and Dabi pulls out the alcohol wipes and his salve before being faced with the location of the hurts and how he's going to manage to check them.Â
"Why don't you lay on your stomach? I can help you." He offers gently. "You can watch in the mirror and let me know if there's anything you need."Â
He considers protesting, but he doesn't have a better option if he wants to see how these look and how fucked he's going to be trying to get back into his tight leather pants before he walks home. If he can even manage that. "Okay," he agrees quietly, making himself lay on his stomach, the chains and crystal beads pressing against his skin. He takes a shaky breath and turns his head so that he can look at himself in the mirror that's suspended above the bed.Â
The welts are dark and crusted with tacky deep red scabs at some of the highest points and the places where they overlap with each other. That's not good, but Dabi is more scared of his seams as his attention goes lower. His staples are doing their best to keep his skin together, the sections there so swollen with irritation from either side of his skin being abused that they've nearly expanded past their limits, but they are, technically, shut. He gives a soft sigh of relief. Shigaraki makes sure he's watching and then starts to clean him up with gentle, deliberate movements, always giving Dabi enough time to ask him to stop before he touches the next place on his body. And each touch is light and careful. His skin is cool through his gloves as he opens the alcohol wipes and dabs away the bits of blood before going to the salve Dabi spends most of his money making sure he never runs out of.Â
He immediately lets out a shaky sigh of relief at the first cold touch of the creme against his skin. The medicine is a thin antibiotic lotion that has a slight numbing effect that takes away a lot of the lingering discomfort. Knowing that he is getting what he needs, that his seams aren't actually open, that helps to take away the threads of fear in him, and he lets himself watch Shigaraki in the mirror as he rubs the medicine into his skin.Â
He moves in soft circles, making sure to get along the welts and along each line of his seams and puncture of his staples. His hands are delicate, not looking to hurt him any more than he already has been tonight, and Dabi... starts to drift as the fear, pain, and worry ebb. He's being taken care of. He gets that so rarely. Normally he barely lets himself have a minute or two of aftercare once as session is over, and even then, he's usually using that time to try and get his client to book another session while they're still coming down from the high of their domination or while they're still aching for a release they'll need to find on their own elsewhere in the club. But this feels good. He can't remember the last time someone else helped him put the medicine on his skin.Â
More of the pain fades as he finally allows himself to relax a little more against the sheets and he sighs. Shigaraki's hand stills for a second, but when Dabi timidly leaves three fingers open against the sheets, he feels three open in return against his thigh before he keeps tending to the wounds and swollen areas of skin. It puts a soft kind of warmth in his body that makes him want more of that. He's being careful, he's listening to him and taking care of him. Dabi wonders distantly if it says something sad and pathetic just that is enough to make his body temperature creep up a little higher the touches continue.Â
He doesn't mean to let out the little moan that slips his lips when Tomura's fingers move along his seam towards his inner thighs, but it feels so nice to have a soft touch there. Dabi opens his legs a little more and shifting against the sheets lets him feel that his cock has started to harden too. Tomura stops when he hears that soft sound of pleasure and Dabi is reluctant to look over his shoulder to see his face, instead watching him stiffen over him in the mirror. A sharper fear goes through him. He wasn't supposed to make any noises, was he? Is he going to be hit again?
"Does that feel better, baby boy?" Tomura's voice is a little thicker, lower, and his fingers trail from the inside of his thighs along to the outer edge so that he's not touching any hurts anymore. And he puts two fingers against Dabi's skin, waiting.Â
Is this a scene? Could it be? Dabi wants to take away the unpleasantness still echoing around in him from what came before. But... he doesn't know if he'll be allowed that, even when it's Shigaraki's collar looped around his neck. "...Yes, Sir. More?" He chances, keeping his hand as is.Â
"Of course baby, just have to tell me if there's anything you don't like." He strokes along his thighs again, and Dabi watches in the mirror as he goes from just trailing two fingers over his skin, to both of his palms open, the soft leather touching his seams and healthy skin. This touch goes between his legs, up a little higher, light and good. A nice touch after the angry ones, and Dabi lets out a tiny sigh. "Does that feel nice, sweetheart?"Â
He tucks his face into the sheets, giving up on the mirror, and manages a nod against them. Dabi doesn't normally get to be soft after something so rough, but the contrast feels so good. Like it's putting fluff around all the hurts that were written into his soul and skin. He shifts and Tomura's hands immediately retreat, but Dabi only wanted to push up a little, getting his knees a little more under him so that he would be able to lift his hips slightly as he starts to get harder, and to spread his legs a little more.Â
"Good boy," Tomura murmurs, his hands going back to his skin and tracing circles up his thighs, deeper between them. He goes higher, but not where Dabi wants them. He wants something that feels good now. Tomura's already made things so much better. He can take away the last sharp bits of unhappiness in him, he knows he can. "You just have to show me what you need, baby boy, I'll give you anything." And he sounds a little breathless as he speaks.Â
It makes the neediness in him go a little hotter and he makes himself let go of the sheets so that he can reach back and find Tomura's arm. He hooks his fingers in the edge of his gloves and feels his face go hot as he pulls at him. He lets his arm be moved and Dabi brings it further between his legs, until his fingers are grazing the edge of his panties. Tomura takes over from there and Dabi is holding onto the sheets again as he moves his fingers lightly over his covered balls and up to his hardening cock.Â
"You want to feel good, sweetheart?" His voice going hotter.Â
Dabi manages a little nod, still certain he won't be allowed that after before.Â
Tomura's fingers stroke up his cock, cupping him through the lace as he hums softly. "I can do that, baby boy, but I need you to move for me." His hand retreats and Dabi wants it back, so he lets Tomura get him onto his back, and Dabi is confronted with the sight of himself in the ceiling mirror. His face is flushed and still a little blotchy from crying. He looks dazed as the chains glitter in the light of the room, his legs spread wide, knees bent to keep the worst of the welts from touching the bed. And his cock is hard and stretching his panties. Tomura moves between his spread legs, leaning over him carefully and blocking his view in the mirror. And there's not a trace of cruelty in his look. His eyes are warm and he's smiling at Dabi softly. "Can I take off your panties, sweetheart? I want to make your pretty cock feel good."Â
Dabi bites his lip and nods.Â
"Can I hear your color? It will make me feel better if I know you're using them." He asks, reaching to cup his cheek and stroke his thumb just under one of his aching seams.Â
"Green, Sir."Â
"Good. But you don't have to call me that, baby boy. I can be whatever you need from me right now. What do you want, sweetheart?"Â
He wants to be safe. He wants to feel good. He wants the softness and sweetness that he never gets, let alone after something bad has happened. And he wants to be small in the wake of that. "Daddy," he whispers, his face going so hot with his shame, terrified that he can't have this either.Â
Tomura's smile makes his eyes warm too as he leans over him, his hand shifting so that he can push his hair from his forehead. The kiss he presses there feels like a balm as much as his medicine did against his hurts. "You're doing such a good job for me, baby boy. Lift your hips a little more."Â
He does and Tomura makes sure the thin fabric doesn't rub against any of the welts as he pulls his panties down his legs. Dabi kicks out of them when they're low enough and then he chances reaching for Tomura, getting one hand in his hair that is as thick and soft as he's always wondered. He lets himself be pulled up, but when Dabi wants a hard, messy kiss to reassure him that this is something he can have, he's instead given one that is so soft and achingly tender that it makes him breathless. His whole body gets a little warmer as Tomura kisses him, his hands moving lightly over his skin, stroking up his thighs before he shifts over him.
 Dabi almost whines, but he feels him reaching and hears the rustle of plastic as he finds the bowl on the side table that holds the variety of lubes that are in every room for the club-goers' use. Tomura picks one at random and brings his other hand up to tear it open, and when he wraps his hand around Dabi's length, his glove glides across his skin and makes Dabi's toes curl with pleasure. The touch there, after the pain from before, after denying himself even earlier, makes him gasp, wrapping his arms around Tomura's neck to keep him close as he touches him.Â
He moans, his hips moving, trying to get more of that good sensation after a night of bad. "Daddy," he pleads.Â
"I've got you, baby boy." He murmurs, pressing a kiss softly to the seam aching under one of his eyes. His fingers move over him, making sure to rub along his ladder and around his head, bringing Dabi's pleasure higher. He whimpers when he tightens his thighs around Daddy's hips and it makes his hurts ache a little. But he doesn't have to hurt for long. Tomura immediately shifts so that he has one hand under his hip, lifting Dabi's weight a bit and moving it higher on his back, making sure that none of the welts are rubbing against the sheets and that he doesn't have to try to get him closer, not when he's holding onto him, his legs supporting his lower half. And letting him feel Daddy's cock is getting hard too where it's pressed against him.Â
Tomura doesn't pay his own arousal any attention, his hand moving deliberately over Dabi's cock, searching and finding every place that makes his pleasure sharper. His body is already so exhausted from the night, that it's not hard for him to get lost in the feelings, for his head to start to float into that soft good space that makes him love being a sub. And when he moans and tries to move into the pleasure, he doesn't get yelled at, he doesn't get hurt, instead Daddy gives him more kisses.Â
"There, you're doing such a good job, baby boy. I'm so happy that you're letting me help you feel good, sweetheart. You're so pretty when you're blushing like this." And the words put more of that needy, squirmy heat in him through the heavy fog rolling in. He twists his wrist as he strokes him and Dabi moans loudly, hips jumping up into the touch. Daddy sees how much he likes that and he keeps doing it on each stroke, making him shiver and tremble, moans spilling off his lips and his fingers tugging at Daddy's suit jacket as his cock leaks.Â
It only takes a few more of those tight, perfect strokes before Dabi's back is arching again, smoke curling out of his throat, as he cums, spilling all over Daddy's hand and his own stomach. He gasps, trembling against the sheets as that bliss soaks through his veins and leaves him absolutely boneless.Â
"Perfect, baby boy. You did such a good job for me. I'm so proud of you, precious." He starts to shift, reaching for another wipe to clean him up and even floating, Dabi knows he doesn't want to get cleaned up yet. He doesn't want to stop. He wants Daddy to make him feel so good that he doesn't even remember the welts against his thighs.Â
"Daddy," Tomura pauses and Dabi struggles to find more words, "More? Please?" He tries to be careful, making sure to only put pressure on the inside of his thighs as he tightens them around Tomura's hips. And then he rolls his hips down, breathless when he feels how big and hard Daddy's cock is.Â
"Are you sure, sweetheart? All I want is to take care of you. We don't need to do anything else." He reassures him, pressing a kiss to his temple.Â
Dabi knots his fingers in his jacket a little tighter and pulls at it, nodding. "Green. Please, Daddy?"Â
"Of course, precious. But if you change your mind, if you don't like something, all you have to do is tell me, and then we'll be all done, okay?"Â
"Mmhm," he mumbles, pulling at his shirt again.Â
Tomura gives him another kiss, and then only partially disappoints Dabi because he does have to move away if he wants to strip himself of his clothes, the fabric getting tossed item by item onto the chair until he's only wearing his gloves. Only what he needs to make certain that Dabi is safe before he moves back between his legs and kisses his lips again. Dabi loses himself in that, his hands now getting to move over all of the pretty pale muscles that have been hiding under his clothes.Â
Daddy's hands move over his skin too, touching his chest, pushing his chains out of the way so that he can play with the rings through his nipples, and over his sides, down his stomach, up his thighs. He goes slowly, his mouth going across Dabi's jaw and along his neck and collar bones, looking for places that make Dabi's skin go warm again. When his hands go lower he opens his legs wider, when his fingers, slick again from more lube touch him tentatively, he gasps, "Green," again before they start to move against him.Â
He has to keep one arm around the back of his neck, still scared of being tossed aside while he's getting so close to the perfect floaty place he rarely ever gets to find, but the other knots back against the sheets, needing something else to hold onto. Whimpers and moans spill past his lips as Daddy circles his hole until those nerves are prickling with need. When his first finger presses in he feels gone, as the pleasure aches through him as his cock starts to harden again.Â
Tomura opens him up with the same deliberate, gentle movements as he did to soothe his hurts and by the time he has three inside of him, moving against his prostate, he is near tears again from how good he feels this time. "Tomura!" He can't help the sounds spilling from him, his cock pressing against his stomach and drooling fresh pre from how needy every touch is making him. "Tomura, Daddy, please, please!" His nails bite into the sheets and the back of his neck. "Please, I want it, please, want your cock."Â
"I'm going to give it to you, precious, just have to wait a little longer." Tomura gives him another kiss before he shifts again, pulling a condom from the bowl of them and Dabi waits with breathless impatience for him to get it on before he's pulling him back in, and shifting to help him line up. His head rubs against his hole as Tomura untangles his fingers from the sheets, catching that hand and threading their fingers together. Before he can feel overwhelmed from the tenderness of that action, he starts to press inside and Dabi is lost in the stretch of him inside.Â
It feels like it takes an eternity for him to be so deliciously, perfectly full. Tomura presses more soft kisses across his face as Dabi pants and whimpers, every breath makes his nerves sing like his whole body is trying to make up for the agony from earlier by amplifying every flicker of pleasure. He's hazy with it as he demands, "Green, Daddy," when he can't possibly stand to wait a second longer for it to get even better.Â
Tomura breathes a laugh against his skin, leaning back just enough so that Dabi can see him smile. See his pretty eyes looking at him like he's the whole world. "Okay, baby boy, but you know what to say if it's too much?" He nods weakly and Tomura gives him another kiss as he starts to move.Â
Dabi has never had sex like this before. He has never been so deep in the cloud of his subspace, never been touched like he was something precious. He has never had someone moving inside of his body, doing everything they could to make him feel good the way Tomura is. He makes sure that he's rubbing against his prostate, going at a slow, deliberate pace that keeps from putting any hard pressure against his seams or bruises, and he doesn't lose his patience with that. He keeps fucking Dabi so carefully instead of chasing his own pleasure, and he looks at him, holds his hand, like this is all he needs. Like seeing Dabi falling apart under him is all he could ever need in the world. Like he's not a burden, not an inconvenience, not an employee, but something... precious. It all makes his head so messy in such a different way than before that Dabi is smoking again as his quirk heightens alongside his pleasure.Â
He is so hazy that he doesn't know how long Tomura is moving with him, kissing him, his hand tightening against Dabi's as they both build their ecstasy higher and higher. But Daddy's fucking him slow, so it must be a while. He doesn't know if it matters though, because when his cock starts to ache again, his balls going so tight, and just before his orgasm pulses through him again, he finds himself squeezing their interlocked hands together a little tighter.Â
"Tomura," his name is a gasp and he's not expecting the other to whisper back,Â
"Dabi," like he's the most important thing in the world. He really doesn't mean for that to push him over the edge, his body thrumming with pleasure that goes even higher as Tomura bottoms out inside of him as they cum together. Dabi doesn't think he's ever managed that with a partner either, but his fog is far too thick for him to care as Tomura captures his lips in another all-consuming kiss.Â
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They lay in bed together for a while, Tomura pressing more kisses and praise into his skin until Dabi stops trembling with his pleasure. Until his fog rolls back from his mind and after the night he's had, all he can do is feel exhausted. Tomura didn't bother taking off his watch when he was getting ready to fuck him, so Dabi catches the edge of his glove and pulls on it so he can see the time.Â
"Fucking hell--" he starts to sit up out of the circle of the other's embrace as he realizes it's dawn. He started his session at eleven. "God, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to--" His stomach sinks. Fuck, fuck, he cause so much trouble for the club tonight and then he'd fucking slept with his boss.Â
"You don't have anything to apologize for, Dabi." Tomura tells him immediately in the same even tone as he did before, with the same warmth in his eyes. "Are you feeling better?"Â
He hesitates, taking stock of himself now that his head doesn't feel nearly as out of sorts as he had since he dropped. "Yeah... thanks for taking care of me."Â
"Of course--"Â
"No," he pushes a little harder, straightening his spine. "You didn't have to do that. You could have left me to deal with it myself, you could have called the cops and let me come down barely-clothed in a police station. But you made sure to take care of me here, and treated the bruises. Thank you."Â
Tomura doesn't dismiss the words this time. "...You're welcome, Dabi. Is there anything else that you need?"Â
"A shower, breakfast I guess, and the patience to deal with cops and heroes for a couple of hours if I decide to report that douchebag for assault."Â
Shigaraki's expression darkens. "This room has a bathroom attached. If you want to go clean up, I can go get your day clothes from your locker and bring them in for you. I can't offer much as far as food goes, but I might be able to help ease the stress of the last part."Â
Has Goto been held here the whole time? He'd asked if he wanted to go to the police earlier, but Dabi hadn't been thinking clearly enough to put that statement into any more context. "Okay." Tomura hesitates a second, and then leans in and presses another kiss to his forehead.Â
"I'll be right back, firefly."Â
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Dabi goes and takes a shower, and by the time he's finished and dried with the towels that smell sharply of the detergent used to make sure they're clean, Tomura is all buttoned up again and Dabi's day clothes are waiting for him along with another soda, bottle of water, and a bottle of Tylenol. He takes the pain meds, downs the water, and dresses. If he goes to report this then it's going to be a long fucking day to start without a lick of sleep. He should have asked for an espresso martini, though he doubts that any of the bartenders are even still here.Â
When he's dressed, white t-shirt, leather pants, leather duster, boots, and his backpack with his medicine, heels, and club clothes inside, he figures there's no putting this off anymore.Â
"Okay, let's deal with this fuckwit." He says with more bravo than he feels.Â
"If anything is too much, you just have to say the word, and I'll deal with it, Dabi."Â
"I appreciate that, Shig, but you can only fix so much."Â
Tomura doesn't stall anymore and they leave the private rooms, going through the main area of the club. It's not that unusual for Dabi to be leaving after closing, but it's definitely later than he usually leaves. He's never seen the club completely empty, even the janitorial staff having finished for the day and abandoned it. They go out of the main area and into the hallway of red rooms, and Dabi startles to find the second room on the left has been roped off with velvet barriers because the glass is gone. Dabi pauses, staring at that gaping nothing that's letting him see that the room has been thoroughly cleaned and reset even though he doubts anyone will be using it until the glass is back in place.Â
"What happened?" He doesn't remember hearing any glass break.Â
"I was in the main room when I noticed the commotion. I didn't want to lose time by running around to the back hallway."Â
"You broke the window?"
"No," he says, continuing to move down the hall. "That could have sprayed you with glass. I decayed it."Â
"You're insane." Dabi barely manages to say through his thick throat.Â
"When I took over this club I said I would make it a safe place for everyone who comes to indulge. I'm not about to let one of my staff, one of my best members of staff, get hurt here." They leave the hall and Dabi doesn't know what to say to that, so he chooses to remain silent.Â
Tomura takes him down the service elevator, unlocking the buttons that lead to the basement level with a key and Dabi is a little concerned. He didn't know anyone ever went to the basement levels for anything. But once the elevator is moving again, he reaches back for Dabi's hand and laces their fingers together again, bringing them up so that he can press a kiss to Dabi's knuckles. It puts a warmth, a comfort in his stomach that he's never had the luxury of before. They take the long ride down and when the doors open, Dabi finds the winding pipes and cords that he expected of a place that holds the guts of the skyscraper. Tomura coaxes him out into that tangle of piping, and Dabi follows carefully behind, his quirk sitting hotter under his skin.Â
He's led around two corners before they reach a doorway that Tomura knocks on once. He hears a couple of locks being thrown and then the door opens-- revealing Jin, who sees him and immediately breaks into a smile.Â
"Hey, Dabs, you doing better?"Â
"...Yeah." He wants to ask what exactly is going on, but the other man moves out of the way so that they can see into the room and Dabi bristles, smoke getting trapped behind his teeth as he sees Goto, a gag in his mouth, and his arms cuffed behind him with dampeners where he is strapped to a metal chair that's been bolted to the ground. "What--" Tomura pulls him into the room gently with their entwined hands.Â
"Like I said before, we can call the police if you want us to. You have a written contract and a lot of eye-witnesses that will prove that he was in violation of that." He lets go of Dabi's hand to go over to Goto. The other is glaring, his teeth bared as much as they can be around his gag, and Dabi notices that part of his arm is gone. The cuffs are hooked above his elbows because on the right side, everything from the forearm down is gone. And Dabi sees a dangerous thing in Tomura's neutral expression as he takes off his glove, resting four fingers against the back of the chair. "Or we can take care of this now."Â
"'Take care of' how?" But the coldness already starting in his gut is answer enough.Â
"My quirk doesn't leave anything behind for anyone to find. There isn't even DNA in the dust." He doesn't say it outright, but there's no mistaking this proposal for anything but what it is. And immediately Dabi thinks he should be scared. For as gentle and caring as Tomura just was with him, he can and has, apparently, killed people before. He is dangerous. But he is watching Dabi with that tentativeness from before. Trying to make certain, he thinks, that Dabi is alright just like he has all night. "Jin already sent a double on his way with both arms intact. He can go around living his life until he gets hurt and when that happens, there will be nothing to trace it back to you. You'll be safe, Dabi. No matter what." He promises.Â
He'll be safe, he thinks, even if they do go to the cops. He'll be safe, have a club full of witnesses, and his contract-- and he knows that they still won't care. Muscular will get a slap on the wrist, if anything, and then the next time he wants to get his rocks off, he'll go find someone else who isn't in a club full of people who care about what happens to each other. He'll find someone desperate, helpless, and alone, and he'll go further than he could with Dabi-- if he hasn't done that already. "...Your quirk works on anything?"Â
"As far as I'm aware." He replies evenly.Â
Dabi takes a step forward and Tomura waits. Goto glares at him with his one working eye. Looks at Dabi like he can't understand how someone as low as him could possibly warrant anyone bothering to care about what happens to him at all. It makes that shattered thing inside of him sharpen into something with teeth. He reaches for his face, a flame already in hand and grabs on.Â
He can't go hot enough to turn his skull to ashes, not without his seam hurting badly, but it is immensely satisfying to hear him screaming around the gag as it melts over his teeth and tongue as his eyeball boils in his skull. He takes a step back when his hand starts to hurt, and Muscular is still thrashing in the chair, letting out muffled screams.Â
Tomura lets it go on for a few more seconds before he catches a part of his arm where the fire hasn't spread yet, and holds on. He screams until he crumbles away. When there's nothing on the chair but dust and the air is filled with the lingering, unpleasant scent of burning hair, Tomura steps around the chair, pulling his glove back on deliberately. Jin slips out of the door, though Dabi sees him lingering outside of it.Â
"There. He can't ever hurt you, or anyone else again." He starts to move closer and Dabi takes a step back.Â
"Red." The word stops the other man in his tracks, hurt flickering across his features. He takes a deliberate step away from Dabi and doesn't come any closer as he finds the rest of his voice. "...You could though," he says, feeling the prickles of anxiety under his skin. Fuck. Fuck, what did he just do? He might have gotten rid of that bastard, but Tomura owns him now. Even more than he already did.Â
"I wouldn't. Not ever, Dabi. If you don't want to work here anymore, then you're free to go. If you'd like a letter of recommendation or a referral to any of the other clubs in this area, I'd be happy to provide it. If you want to stop doing private sessions for a while, then that's alright too. If you want, you can put on some classes-- or you can dance if you want. Kenji mentioned that you two have been practicing together. I can be your boss again," and Dabi doesn't expect the way that makes something go sharp behind his ribs. "Or I can be... nothing to you."Â
Dabi hesitates, but Tomura keeps his distance and he can't find even the slightest hint of a lie in his eyes. He just sees them sad and worried, the same way they were when he saw how badly he'd been broken. And Dabi wants them warm on him again the way they had been when he'd held his hand as they came. It's probably wrong, probably insane, but Dabi thinks he could be very happy with Tomura, even knowing that he would destroy the world if it hurt him. He hasn't ever had someone who would take care of him. He's certain Tomura will unless he tells him to stop. And.. he knows now that Tomura will stop if he ever tells him to.Â
He's the one who crosses the space between them. "I want a week away," he demands breathlessly. "You don't call, you don't check on me, you don't mess with my profile. You let me leave, knowing I could go to the cops." He catches the lapels of his suit, hands hot with barely contained flame.Â
"I can do that, firefly. But," Dabi's stomach sinks, "you need to go up and see Atsuhiro to get your pay for the week. I don't want you to leave without it if you decide not to come back."Â
Dabi pulls him into a hard kiss.
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When he comes back to V a week later, his locker is exactly as he left it, and he doesn't see Tomura until he's getting ready for the consultation. He walks in and finds the other holding himself with his spine straight, looking at his tablet with a furrow in his brow.Â
"Dabi, welcome back. I'm sorry, I'm having some kind of technical difficulty. Your bookings for tonight aren't showing up on the schedu--" He catches the edge of the tablet and sets it aside before stepping right back into his space like their last kiss was a minute ago and not a week, and gives him another.Â
Tomura goes still against him before his hand wraps around the back of Dabi's neck, his other arm going around his waist, and he kisses him back like he's the only thing that matters in the whole world. Like he's trying to tell him that he'll never be broken again.Â
"Canceled them. Just want you to take care of me." He breathes when they part.Â
Red eyes go surprised before warming. "I will for as long as you'll let me, firefly." Tomura promises. Dabi seals those words between them with another kiss.Â
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Lightning and Flo headcanons because I think theyâd have a really sweet friendship <33
âą Lightning gets a job at the V8 cafe after some time in RS
âą he noticed how Flo was usually the one managing the cafe and rarely saw other staff
âą of course he can tell how capable she is (sheâs not just holding the place together, sheâs making it thrive) but it doesnât stop him from applying as a waiter
âą he sheepishly tells her that heâd like to help out, despite the lack of a help wanted sign
âą sheâs caught off guard but is all smiles just as quickly, heart melting at his gentle stuttering and flushed cheeks at simply asking if he could help out
âą she tells him he doesnât need to but humors him, putting him on part time for late mornings to late afternoon when itâs busiest
âą Flo doesnât realize the difference it makes until she actually has the extra set of hands to take orders, run food back and forth, wipe down tables when sheâs busy loading dishes into the washer or refilling coffee
âą itâs also nice to have someone to talk to after the rush calms down and the cafe is mostly empty, Doc and Sheriff in a corner booth playing cards while Sally goes through the motelâs monthly expenses from where sheâs half asleep on Docâs shoulder (the only one heâd ever let in that position)
âą Lightning sits at the counter during this time, sipping a strawberry milkshake despite the late hour, while Flo bags up a breakfast sandwich for Ramone (who canât go a night without one)
âą she and McQueen chat about potential new menu items and how the jukebox hasnât worked in years, but if they could get it fixed it would just add to the lovely 50s atmosphere. He offers to get someone on that and Flo rolls her eyes, shushing him about throwing anymore money at the town after all heâs already done
âą the boy, sweet as pumpkin pie, pouts as if heâll throw a fit only to sigh dramatically and go back to his drink, mumbling about how heâd do anything for them, for her, and Flo just wants to hug him forever, knowing theyâll have the same conversation again tomorrow night
âą as she closes up he hovers behind her, hands in the pockets of his too big red hoodie as he chews his lip, eyes clinging to his feet, and she asks if he wants to come with her to Ramoneâs
âą he perks up in such a flash Flo gets whiplash
âą they walk in comfortable silence, McQueen singing something under his breath and soaking up the midnight lights with eyes so smitten and Flo thinks he looks even younger than he is
âą as Ramone works on a commission Flo walks Lightning around the shop, pointing out different things her husband has done over the years and the kid blurts out how pretty she is
âą Flo is *really* thrown off but laughs soon enough, absolutely tickled by this awkward little cutie who seems so different off the track
âą she jokes that sheâs already married and he practically falls apart, an absolute rush of apologies and denial and he just had to say it because she *is* and sometimes he just says things on his mind andâ
âą Flo pinches his cheek and reassures that sheâs kidding, she knows he didnât mean it that way, and he smiles and she only now notices that his tongue peeks through his teeth when he does
âą they sit and chat some more after that. Flo learns that Lightning hasnât watched many movies growing up and he wants to see every Disney Princess film ever made after watching The Little Mermaid for the first time at Docâs. She tells him that Cinderella is one of her favorites and they make plans to have a movie night soon
âą when he says goodnight and heads back to Docâs, Ramone wraps his arms around her from behind with a kiss already in her shoulder. They watch him go, a spring in McQueenâs step, and she tells her husband that the kid is sunshine in a basket
âą he gets brighter every day
#cars#humanized cars#lightning mcqueen#Flo#cars headcanons#fluff#sweet#these characters are so sweet
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Drunken
Loossemble's Son Hyeju x Male Reader Smut
19,012 words
Categories | cheating, longtimecrush!Hyeju, mutual feelings, drunk sex, daddy kink (and daddy issues), fingering, squirting, titfucking, anal, choking
Thank you for commissioning! Researched for the fic, ended up falling in love with Son Hyeju. Please give this a chance and read this for the story, too, and not only the smut. I indulged too much in this.
The relationship Hyeju and OC have is very much inspired by the one Cassy and Rob have in In the Woods by Tana French. Read it, please. Was amazing. The story was also written with someone I'm currently so in love with in mind, but we're not going to talk about that here.
And no, there's never enough daddy kink stories :P
âThis is not fair,â the two of you say the very second you step into your shared dorm.
Two papers in two hands of two people that show two scores that arenât up to par for the twoâs standards. You and Hyeju were always meant to be a dynamic duo: peas in a pod in every way possible, and that includes academic success and failure. Itâs like thereâs a kind of telepathic force between you that sends the other down with you, too. Itâs too late to try and cut the connection when youâve known Hyeju all your life, a wish thatâs beyond reality for plenty of the boys at Idalso.
The dorm is clean. Mostly. Youâve done your best to tidy up the pile of clothes at the end of Hyejuâs bunk bed and sheâs done the same for the relatively empty bags of chips you havenât stopped the habit of laying around, but thereâs still the telltale signs that if Hyeju isnât organized, you arenât either. Printed drafts of your thesis lay crumpled on the floor. Her posters are minutes away from falling off the poorly painted walls. The air-conditioner doesnât work as well as it did in your freshman year when your rowdiness outdoorsâknocking into each other, trying to race to the door and ending up messing up the otherâs clothes that were ironed in a rushâisnât as compensating.
Today, the rowdiness is lost. It gets translated into rough groans that follow you on the way to the dorms.
Thatâs when you realize it.
You and Hyeju look at each other. Both of your pairs of eyes widen.
âMiss Ha failed your test?â she asks, normally bored pupils widening in disbelief.
âMiss Ha failed my test.â
âNo erasure rule?â
âNo erasure rule.â
âOh my god.â
âOh my god.â
Ball up the paper and shoot it in the air. It adds to the numerous pieces of parchment on the floor. You kick the rest of them in the air while your roommate slumps on her bed and groans.Â
âFuck this,â you say, hands on your head. There comes the urge to tear all your hair out and leave it at that damned professorâs door, blood and all, to make her at least feel a miniscule bit of remorse for failing you. You didnât deserve that. You studied and studied and she still had to implement that stupid rule.
Hyeju catches a wrinkled and crumpled paper globe. Her sui generis lips release a soft sigh. âAt least we have thesis confetti,â she says sullenly.
âIâm dropping out,â you declare. Youâre surprised at how serious you sound. Normally youâd say it just to get a laugh out of yourself, but now youâre actually considering doing it.Â
âIf you drop out, Iâm dropping out, too,â she answers, looking at you spitefully. âAnd then whoâs going to take care of Daniel?â
Think of Daniel. He isnât your roommate but heâs gotten close with you and Hyeju the past few years. âHis inheritance is whatâs gonna take care of him. Did you forget heâs rich as shit?â
âOh, right. How could I forget about him?âÂ
You start picking up the papers of your drafts faster and knocking them harder into the wall. Why are you doing that? Nope, donât have an answer to that. Thereâs a fiery rage inside you that Hyejuâs latest sentence is the arsonist of.Â
âThe fuck are you doing?â she asks in amusement. Thereâs a hint of disgust on her face. âCalm down. Whatâre you, my dad or something?â
âS-sorry.â You know the whole deal she has with her dad. You have to stopâthus, drop the balls of papyrus from your hand. âIt was just⊠I donât know why I did that.â
Maybe you do. Canât be about the test though itâs why you started throwing a thesis tantrum.
âChill out, dude.â She pats your shoulder and gives you a pouty look. âIf you want to play strict dad with me: no, I donât like Daniel. If I did, I would have sat on his lap and said,â she assumes a high voice and flutters her eyelashes at you, leaning on your side, ââLet me help you with that, darling. Iâll do the dishes, too! Or maybe you want to put a baby in me while I squeeze the soap on your diâââ
âStoooop!âÂ
Throw a pillow at her. She dodges it and sticks her tongue out at you. Oh yeah. How could you forget that she plays dodgeball with the friend whoâs taken up the topic of your conversation?Â
Oh god, shouldnât have reminded yourself that Hyeju and your other friend hang out. Youâre feeling weird again.
âEarth to daddy, Earth to daddy,â she says, snapping her fingers in front of your face. âLiâl shit, whatâs gotten into you?â
Youâre feeling something again. It creeps into your heart and tugs at its strings, just like how your roommate loves to tie knots in yours and watch you struggle around trying to walk with them. Thatâs how it felt when she called you that. Itâs not the first time she took on a roleplaying banter with you yet that specific title has you hot.Â
You need to take a walk. Take a walk to somewhere that doesnât have you in a place where you could easily pin Son fucking Hyeju to the wall and kiss her till the heat subsides.
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Walking is your only exercise. You care not for the gyms and weightsâwhy pressure yourself with those when you could just go for a simple walk? An hour is already sufficient enough to burn the breakfast. Only downside is that you get quite hungry afterwards, and though you donât care for counting calories either, youâre pretty sure the food you have after your strolls is more than the amount you burned.
Actually, you could think of another downside: Hyeju doesnât join you. Sheâs a homebody. A couch potato. A living pillow. She prefers to lounge at the dorm and play games instead of going out. She rarely comes along, which is why youâre guaranteed a few hours of isolation.
When you take into consideration that it isnât isolation if tentative feelings accompany you, youâre partly glad Hyeju didnât come along.
âHey, is that you?â
You smile. There he is. You always pass by the apartments this time, and the old man who owns it is one of the few people youâre fond of. Being friends with a landlord wasnât on your college bingo card, but youâre glad it happened. Heâs kind, has white hair that almost matches the color of the spaces he owns, and a mouth that can simultaneously be like that of a sailorâs and a doting grandfather.
âHi, mister Kim.â
âHi there yourself,â he chirps. His smile is bright. Canât say the same about the flickering bulb back in your dorm. âWhereâs your girlfriend?â
Red colors your cheeks. âHyejuâs not my girlfriend.â
âNever said she was.â He winks.
The explosion of scarlet first starts at your ears. He got you. But it isnât exactly you to blameâeveryone likes to push you and your girl best friend together. The old man knows what heâs doing. He just likes to toy around with you.Â
âMister Kim, donât be like that,â you say. Scratch the back of your neck.
âIâll be however the hell I want,â he replies, crossing his arms t in a friendly stance. âYou twoâre always glued to each other.â
âWeâre just friends, sir.â
âJust friends my ass. Whenever that girl visits me, sheâs always talking about you. Itâs like youâre the only thing on her mind.â
That revelation was so out of nowhere, yet you welcome it. You like knowing that Hyeju, the girl you adore, adores you just as much. Itâs the mutual feeling of fondness that keeps you breathing.Â
âT-that doesnât mean anything,â you say humbly. Youâre somewhat rightâjust because Hyeju hides the truth that she drones on about you doesnât mean she has a crush on you. Youâve seen and met her exes, and even back then theyâre miles more charming than you.
âWanna bet?â
âIâm brokeââ
âNo, no. Not in that way.â He shakes his head. âIf you and Hyeju actually end up together, Iâm letting you live in one of my apartments for free.â
âMister Kimââ
âThink about it for your old man, will you?â
With that, he shows you a knowing smile and turns his back. Nothing more is said.
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Just so itâs clear for everyone who comes across this story of yours: you donât love Son Hyeju.
Anyone and everyone says the opposite. They treat you and her like famed characters on a popular teen show, pairing you up with each other and tearing off all hesitancy about thinking that they might be going too far.Â
But now youâre here to make a stand against those falsehoods: contrary to popular belief, Son Hyeju isnât the love of your life, and although youâve been friends for so long peopleâd expect you walked into kindergarten class with your hand in hers, itâs completely platonic between the two of you.
There are no feelings. No speck of a disgusting yearning in your hearts despite the late night stroll you had to take to stop your wistful thoughts. No sir. Hyeju doesnât love you that way, and neither do you. Itâs simple.
Doesnât seem that simple when you wake up in the dorm with whatâs supposed to be a groan that folds itself back down your throat when you see her curled up in the other bed, blankets splayed and curled around her. No makeup on, except for lip balm she smears around her triangle-shaped mouth when they get chapped. No care for how she looks in the air (doesnât matter when thatâs the way you like it, the way she likes it). She lies there with slumber that could only be induced by an unmerciful college.
Youâre glad you have her while youâre battered by the same cause of her sleep.
You try to be silent but her eyes open anyway. Her eyes are squinted, and she kind of looks like an emoticon as she pers around. She doesnât know when or where she is. Grin because neither do you sometimes, but now that you hold that knowledge, you share it with her.
âEarth to Hyeju, Earth to Hyeju.â Echo her words from last night and resound them back to her.
âEarth?â she groans. âWake me up when Idalso sends me to Mars.â
Yeah, thatâs the Hyeju you know. The Hyeju you love.Â
(Huh? Where did that come from?)
âIâll go with you. Could use miss Jeong not trying to kill me.â
Hyeju runs a hand through her hair groggily and smiles sweetly. âMaybe she should come along and go through with killing you if you donât stop âforgettingâ to pay me that five thousand.â
âCute. Iâll pay you later, I promise.â Rise to sling the blinds up, letting light five-thirty a.m. sun spill through the squares. âCatch some breakfast at McDonaldâs before class?â you offer. Sheâs your usual companion in the morningâyouâd split the bill (because âyouâre broke, and Iâm broke,â she said, âitâs only fair we try to stop being poor togetherâ) and have a nice opening meal of egg and chicken nuggets.
âSweetie, itâs Saturday today,â she reminds you. âDonât you remember?â She looks up from her phone and smiles at you condescendingly, as if she knew how that friendly nickname causes your system to shut down.Â
You try not to show it. Try not to make it obvious that you turned your head to hide the fact that you were flustered. The fact that despite being only friends with her your chest still tightens at her casual pet names for you, like what she called you last night as well. Itâs what friends do: joke with each other, call them unflattering names one second then sweet ones the next. The dorm has enough fans to keep the air circulated, and the sweat you broke last night is gone. So if thatâs that, why do you feel so warm right now?
You wonder if Hyeju also feels the same heat in her stomach when you say, âGrandpa canât remember things well anymore, darling. Youâve got to cut him some slack.â
âWow, okay. Thatâs one way to put it, I guess.â
Itâs lucky that itâs still dark enough for your red ears to be invisible. You hate it when you mess up your laid-back persona in front of Hyeju, the one you put up whenever you engage in these playful arguments. âLook,â you say, âdo you want to get McDonaldâs or not?â
âCanât. Wonât. Shanât. Too lazy.â
Your heart sinks. âFine, Iâll just go to a cafĂ© then. Still have that thesis to do.â
Hyeju lays back into the bed and shuts her eyes. Sheâs learned that when thereâs a chance to sleep, she should take it. To you, it doesnât look like sheâll let go of this one, even if rejecting it means eating together with you.Â
You put on a coat and some shoes, then turn away. Fine, let her be like that. What did you even expect? You canât be her only priority in life. Sleep, of course, and rest should come first, especially if youâre a college student. You have to brush the hurt creeping in your heart and do your own thing, just like youâd let her do hers.
Donât catch her eyes opening and lingering on you. Your back is turned and therefore doesnât let you see it. But if only you did, you wouldnât have been doubtful about your future concerns, all related to her.
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This is a different story though. This isnât a love storyâif anything, itâs how a love story ends.
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Just so itâs clear for everyone who comes across this story of yours: you donât love Son Hyeju.
Yes, it bears repeating. Sometimes you need to say it again to convince yourself. Convince yourself that youâre not constantly in lectures wishing that it was her beside you instead of your groupmate. Convince yourself that your soul doesnât shatter in pieces when she refuses to join you in anything.Â
Maybe you just need someone to talk it out with. Yes, thatâs right. The whimsical yearning in your heart isnât for Hyeju. You swear on it.
Oh, but youâve never been very good at that.
âWhatâs going on? I came as quick as I could,â says Daniel. Yeah, thatâs his name. Itâs a common name that sounds foreign and unique, especially since heâs a transfer student who came from the U.S.. He has pale skin and brown eyes that are as kind as he is. You like himâheâs the only one you bother bearing besides Hyeju.
But this isnât about her. You need to let go of her. What? âLet go of herâ? Why do you think about her like you two were actually a thing?
âNothing. Just⊠feelings.â
âSomething happened?â He sits down and looks around confusedly. âWait, whereâs Hyeju?â
âThatâs the thing,â you say as you smile tightly. âSheâs what happened.â
Danielâs not stupid. And even if we say that he was, heâs been your friend for two years. Itâs short in comparison to your time with Hyeju, you know, but it remains impressive. You donât have that many friends besides them. That, of course, eventually led to Hyeju and Daniel becoming friends with each other. Thatâs the reason for him catching your driftâhe knows you like the back of his hand.
You order the third cheapest option on the list: an iced latte. Your friend opts for a croissant and some tea, something that reminds you that he isnât actually from Korea. You often forget that when his Korean is more fluent than a nativeâs and he gels with other people so quickly. Heâs an easy-going guy with everything flowing well for him.
âLet me guess: she did something?â he asks. Alright, close enough. His fingers drum a steady rhythm on the table while yours do so on your laptop keyboard.
âYeah.â Shake your head immediately and contradictingly. What are you saying? âNo. Yeah, probably. But I think itâs my fault.â
No, it isnât a mere probability of it being your fault. It is your fault. Why are you placing expectations on Hyeju to show up for you? It isnât on her that you get hurt when she doesnât have the time or willpower to come along with you. So, why are you even bothering to talk about this? You should let this matter slide. Brush it under the carpet. Rewrite the news headlines. Whatever.
âAh, coupleâs quarrels,â Daniel says teasingly. He thanks the waiter for his croissant then takes a healthy bite into it. âOut of the honeymoon phase already?â
Should you be delighted that people think that sheâs yours and youâre hers? Youâre split between these two emotionsâchoose to be frustrated instead.
âWhy does everybody think that weâre a couple?âÂ
âWell.â Your friend twirls his teaspoon into the dainty cup. Drill your eyes on it. The cafĂ© is simple and affordable to eat from, but the furniture and aesthetic make you think of it as a fancier place to eat it. âYouâre always together.â
âThatâs all?â
âLet me finish. When some guy has the balls to ask her out, she says she has a boyfriend. She shows him your profile and number. She goes, âMy boyfriend wouldnât be too happy about that.ââ
The latte somehow doesnât finish its journey through the straw. âShe does?â
Youâre split between two thoughts to go by again. You should be happy that your friend, a friend whoâs a girl moreover (never confuse a friend whoâs a girl with a girlfriendâever), feels safe enough with you to refer to you as someone whoâd protect her, whether from creeps or the aggressive dogs that patrol your college grounds. It takes real trust to call a guy whoâs a friend (again, avoid the confusion) your boyfriend when the time requires it. This means she trusts you to come to her if she needs saving from an odd guy or an escape out of situations.
But at the same time, you wonder if thatâs what you really are to her, what youâll only ever be to her: a fake boyfriend. The guy friend who doesnât mind being called a boyfriend because he knows his low place in her heart. Does Hyeju even look at you as someone whoâs not just an acquaintance?
âYeah,â Daniel says matter-of-factly. âShe really likes having you around.â
You donât need to think about it when you reply, softly: âI do, too.â
The two of you sit in silence you donât know the source of. Daniel stops eating suddenly. Similarly, all the appetite is lost and you have to put your plastic cup of latte down before you throw it at the wall and ruin the dining experience for everyone else. No, this is your problem. You should deal with it before dragging anyone into it.
âSo, why did you call me? What is it about Hyeju?â
Ah, what are you thinking? Daniel shouldnât even be here. Why did you even call him over? You did and now you donât know why you suddenly want to throw the contents of your plastic cup into his face. If you give in, youâd be feeding into the delusion that heâs the one standing between you and Hyeju.Â
That only leads to the second question of the day:
Why do you suddenly hate Daniel? Daniel is a nice guy. He doesnât even make a move on her or disrespect her.Â
You donât like these feelings. Itâs causing you to think all sorts of nonsense about everybody else, not excluding Daniel, who hasnât done anything wrong.Â
âIâŠâ Sigh. This is the second time youâre finding an escape route so that you could be alone with your feelings. âI have to think about it. I need some time alone.â
âOh, sure. Sorry about that.â
Hate how more guilt washes over your heart. See here, he doesnât even protest or say something that might even be right, like tell you how you called him to come over in the first place or how there isnât a good reason why he should leave. He simply wraps his croissant with a plastic he asked for at the counter and leaves, tea and all.
Great. Now youâre alone, like you usually are and always will be. Attempt to use it as a pro and work on your thesis. Type it all down on a Word document. Wait patiently, as you learned to, as your old laptop stops for the suffering youâve caused it with the extra storage taken up by assignments. Contact your groupmates. Remind them to do their jobs.
Itâs all going so well. Thatâs when she pulls up to the cafe youâve been writing at with her hands perched on the wooden surface of your table, with the smirk that doesnât ever leave without making sure itâs her certified look featured on her lips.
No need to mention names when there's only one girl who could make your world stop spinning.
You canât stop staring, and itâs not even because she turned up out of nowhere. Youâre always in a state of shock when Hyeju is around.
She never allows her hair to be restrained in a tight tail, so there she is with those luscious black locks spilling all over her shoulders. How she manages to look so cool and be the very person everyone wishes to be while having those soft cheeks only the evillest of people wouldnât pinch you donât know. Son Hyeju is cool and cute at the same time, somehow balancing those everyday without effort.
But you donât love her. Just to remind everyone once again. No matter what happens, you have no feelings for her. And thatâs that.
"Hey," she says, putting her weight on one arm. Then she curves down her head to peer at your screen. "Whatchu doin'?"
Immediately slam your laptop shut and look at her with annoyed eyes. Oh, why do you even try? You could never despise her. You could pray to god all night and day for you to hate Hyeju, to hate her to the ends of the Earth just to banish these strange feelings, and he wouldn't give in. Crazier and crazier her antics shall get and you'd remain loyal to her.
And that's all because she's a good friend. That's everything there is to it.Â
Wait. Who are you convincing again?
"Oh, come on. Smile a little, pretty boy." Hyeju places a finger on one edge of your mouth then pulls it upwards. "There you go. Suh-miiileâ"
Pretty boy. She called me a pretty boy.
"You p-plan on getting off the table or what?" you say.
People are staring at you and Hyeju but that isn't what's making you blush. What's gotten into you? You can't tell yourself it's because of her simply because it isn't because of her. Hyeju has as much effect on you as a cup of coffee.
(You thrive off caffeine, by the way, but that's not the point.)
"Sure. No. Uh⊠probably?" She looks up at the ceiling as if she's figuring something out, then clicks her tongue when she does. "Yep, nah."
Groan.Â
Secretly, confessed only in the deepest corners of your mind, you like people paying attention to you and Hyeju. Itâs not much about the attention itself but the way it makes them think that the two of you must be really close. Like, really really close. The kind that makes those who want Hyeju rush to her only to be met in the face with a barrier: you. They canât have her because you do.
Not in that way, of course, but it still means something. If she has you, nobody else could, and if you have her, more so.
"Son Hyeju,â you say, fighting back the smile on your face as she ruffles your hair, âI swear to godâ"
"Oh, please," says Hyeju, leaning forward with narrowed eyes and a wicked smile, "spare me, oppa. Spare me the blasphemyâ"
That's enough from her, you think. Your hands dive for her waist. Pull her down onto your lap. Your thighs soften the blow and also play the role of a launch pad as one kick sends Hyeju in the air. More chances to tickle her come along with it. Okay, that bit about the lap was wholly unintentional, and you'll swear to god again for that.Â
What isn't unintended though is the tickling you do on Hyeju's midriff and arms. It helps that she's so sensitiveâsoon she's laughing boisterously, struggling in your lap with her head upturned and triangle-shaped mouth letting out unkempt guffaws. She nearly kicks the two of you out of the cafĂ© seat.
"Dude, you are such a loser, stop!" she laughs, still winding around like a screw on top of you. Laughs alternate between each syllable. "P-people are looking, fffucking quitâ"
When that beautiful gummy smile breaks on her face, you don't want to. People can look as much as they like and you wouldn't give a damn. Tickling is Hyeju's punishment, and you'll do it to her anywhere to teach her a lesson.
"Ha, haha, I'm sorry, okay!"
"That's my girl."Â
Youâre not hurt anymore. For a few delicious minutes, youâll forget you were ever pondering if you like her or not.
Stop completely because youâre easy to convince like that All she needed was that one magic word. Place her on the chair beside you and fold her hands on her lap as if she were a misbehaving child.Â
"Now behave yourself."
Hyeju rolls her eyes. "And if I don't?" she challenges you.Â
You raise your fingers in a curled position and direct them threateningly centimeters away from her ticklish spots. She gives up. She can't find a punishment worse than that.
"Why are you here anyway? I thought you didnât want to come," you say, taking the liberty to open your laptop again. The screen directs you to your assignment tab after you type in your password. Sigh; still five thousand words to go.Â
"I'm here because I've got nowhere else to be," she answers. She practices her own liberty, too, and sips shamelessly at your iced beverage.
Her eyes light up at the taste. "I got bored being alone in the dorm."
You think of her alone, and your heart immediately sinks. Maybe you should have stayed there. Youâre her roommateâyouâre there for her to have company. Sure, the roommates were paired up randomly, but it must lead to something now that you and Hyeju have met again. It was by pure chance that she reunited with you after years of being apart. Thereâs a string drawing you together, and you donât know what it means.Â
You do know that the reunion with your childhood best friend and seeing how sheâs grown made your heart flutter. You act all mean when youâre around her, which is confusing when youâve missed her so much.
"And I needed somewhere else to finish this thesis before miss Wong realizes it was due three weeks ago." Glare pointedly at her. Here you go again. Told you so. "Somewhere that's not occupied by a brat."
It's true. Call it what you will: an insult, a pointless accusation, but what you said rings true even in your childhood best friend's defiant mind. She could be a handful often.
"I am not a brat," she says, offended. She knows the truth and chooses to deny it. Typical. You should have seen that coming when sheâs the girl who lies about the extra dishes in the sink not being her fault and her turn with the laundry.
Sigh. Act as the lawyer; youâre studying to be one anyway. Itâs best to practice. "Remember when you cut up the slogan on the mayo label then taped it on me? I had 'white creamy filling; taste me!' on my back for the whole day!"Â
"It was a big-ass sticker for a mayonnaise, okay? I couldn't stop myself." Hyeju admits this with hands raised in defeat. "But what about that time you shoved a Toblerone in my mouth while I was sleeping then took a photo of me?"
Raise your hands, too. You realize there's no way to weigh in the blame on a single person when you and Hyeju brought the brat out of each other. It's impossible to go by a day that isn't filled by at least one prank and joking quarrels.
Still, you find it fun. Hyeju's so easy to bond with, so easy to love.Â
Whoa, where did that suddenly get here? Like you said, you love Hyeju, but only as a friend.Â
So you do love her, in a way. Huh.Â
That realization settles in and suddenly you're rendered frozen at the table. Your hands that ought to be finishing your schoolwork are frozen in mid-air. You're staring at the screen like you were watching a gory movie instead of trying to tick off your to-do list.Â
"You okay?" she asks, one-of-a-kind lips sealed around the paper straw. "You kind of, like, went to another dimension for a bit."
How do you tell her youâre considering the fact that you might actually like her? Youâve known her for years. Somethingâs inevitably going to bloom inside you for her, right?
"Y-yeah. I'm good." Not. âAnd stop drinking my coffee.â
âYou wouldnât need it if you just did the thesis early. Whatâs so hard about it anyway?â Hyeju stands then bends over to glance at your laptop.
You donât realize how short her dress is. It rides up to the centers of her thighs and you donât know how to prevent anyone from seeing something forbidden without brushing down the hem of her dress. If you went down that road, youâd have to run your hand along her back and assâyouâd look like a pervert.Â
Idiot. Think of something. Something that isnât how youâd love to see more when you're just like everyone and shouldn't be allowed more eye access to her body. Only you know how many times Hyejuâs body came up in your mind when you were alone. Paired up with that attractive face that held a permanent pout, itâs impossible not to think of anything else.Â
âUgh! You are so dumb, you know that, oppa?â To your horror, Hyeju sits down neatly on your lap. She has her hands quickly frisking on your keyboard. âThereâs a comma missing here, and a citation over here⊠oh, and aââ
âSave some for the rest of us!â a man about your age and height yells jokingly, cheering you on with a raise of his mug of hot coffee.
Both you and Hyeju look at him with confusion written all over your faces. Your words of surprise almost sync and match with the other for you realize your hands are on her hips, and Hyejuâs leaning back so comfortably in you that anyone would have thought it was another case of coupleâs PDA. Theyâd be wrong though. Sheâs not your girlfriend. She canât be your girlfriend.
So why is she so comfortable on top of you, as if sheâs always been there? Why did your hands naturally rest on the beautiful slopes of her hips and pull her down the moment she stooped?
The guyâs grandmother smiles adoringly. âYoung love,â she says with a dreamy tinge to her aged voice. "What wouldn't I give to experience that again."
You and Hyeju meet each otherâs gazes and suddenly youâre unattached to each other. She guiltily settles on her chair and you take your hands off her. That was wrong. Why were the two of you so comfortable with being so touchy? Best friends donât do that. At least, not best friends of the opposite sex.Â
âI should go,â she stammers, standing up. âCall me i-if you need help, oppa.â
Just like that, sheâs gone. Where did she go? Why did you lose her so fast?
-
Hyejuâs always called you oppa one way or another, but that moment left a particular jar in your heart. It shards the depths of the core and renders you speechless. You didnât know that the person youâd love to hear that title the most from is your best friend. Sheâs supposed to call you that when sheâs younger, but even if she werenât, youâd still love to hear her call you that.
Thereâs a sense of fulfillment in being able to be Hyejuâs oppa. The one she always relies on. The one she sticks to through whatever happens. Thatâs why now that sheâs told you to call her if you need help makes you ache. Itâs the things that are seemingly so simple as that that send more yearning inside you.
The question is: what exactly are you yearning for? Who are you yearning for?
You think you know the answer. Itâd take guts to admit it, to finally come clean. But whatâs there to come clean about? You donât love Hyeju.Â
A ding from your phone just now. Youâre nearly finished with the thesis, and itâs lucky that way since itâs from Hyeju. God knows she has ways of distracting you. Her clean moves at the dance she led and her chill yet stern voice when she commands a rowdy classroom steer you away from what you should be doing, like get away from her. Avoid her at all costs. Never tell her what youâre feeling because itâll only end up badly for everyone involved. You donât want to hurt Hyeju, and still you remain hopeful to not get yourself hurt, too.
It takes several seconds for courage to tie you down and pick up the phone. Itâs a series of texts from her.
HyejU_U: hey
Sooooooooo
Iâm sorry for what happened earlier.Â
I didnât really think and thought that you'd be fine with it
cause yknow
You pulled me down
and
Weâre friends.
right?
Yeah, weâre friends, you think bitterly. And no matter how touchy you get, Son Hyeju, itâs all weâll ever be to you.
HyejU_U: can we just move forward from it? If you want to ofc
Do you? Graduation is near and itâs still taken plenty of years of your life to get over Hyeju. Do you go forward and start on a new slate with her, or dwell in places you shouldnât be?
Your fingers linger on the keyboard, thenâ
You: Sure.
Sorry, too
if i like
Made you feel uncomfortable
Wasnt my intention, i promise
HyejU_U: oh you didnt make me feel uncomfy at all.
So donât worry <3
What a relief.
HyejU_U: i should be the one apologizing anyway
I thought it would be nice to be on you since ur arms feel good around me
Cock a brow. A giddy smile itches at the ends of your lips. Stifle it you will, though she canât see you through her screen.
HyejU_U: sorry again
i just wanted to see if what i thought was true
Anyways.Â
yeah, sorry.
You: so weâre good?
HyejU_U: we have a deal, dickface
;)
See, this is the thing youâre afraid to lose with Hyeju: the carefreeness of your little friendly touches and hugs, insults that take it just far enough, everything. If you told her how you felt (keep in mind that you might not actually like her romantically; youâre just thinking that you might), youâd lose your relationship with herâthe one that formed before the two of you even knew what romance was. The one thatâs kept the reunion as natural as could be without the need for awkwardness.
Youâre so glad to have her back. As a student youâve nearly cried knowing you passed a semester and worked night and day to finish a difficult assignmentânone of those feelings can match the one of relief you felt when Hyeju told you everything was good on both ends.Â
But for now, youâve gotta try to put a dent into this thesis. Youâre almost done, you swear. Youâve just been stallingânot intentionally. You swear on that, too. Your whole afternoonâs been swamped up in thoughts about her plus the thoughts about if youâre too perverted a man to be with her. There are a lot of questions left by you immediately responding to Hyeju choosing to sit on your lap. A lot of which are left unanswered.
Priorities. Sigh a little; thereâs still work to be done, yet worrying about your best friend is on top of the list. You really should find a hobby when youâre already dragging your teammates behind. Plus, thereâs the capstone to worry about that you havenât prepared for even in the most miniscule bit. So there really shouldnât be an explanation for why thinking about what she thinks of you is your number one priority. Why, you have plenty of other things to worry about.
You just canât get her off your mind. These days itâs impossible to.
Abstain anyway, the best you can, from thinking about her and finally complete the thesis. Itâs lengthy, well-edited, and has the perfect format to finally make you a lawyer. Attorney doesnât sound too bad when itâs added to the front of your name.
You should celebrate, actually. The moment you think of it, Daniel suddenly messages you. Heâs saying something about it being a Saturday, so you should go to the bar with him. Youâre a social drinker, anyway. You could go there without going overboard. Addictions and vices form in these years of fresh adulthood, but youâve never found yourself wound up in something.
So you do. They ask for your IDs and let you in after a short study of the cards. The guard gives you a lengthy lecture about not being alcoholics as young as you are, but welcomes you anyway.
If weâre talking about getting yourself wound up in someone, thoughâŠ
âDude,â Daniel says. He motions his glass to someone coming from the door. âHyeju.â
You already know heâs rich, but what teacher did he pay to study him into mind-reading? âI wasnât thinking about her,â you tell him defensively.
âNo, I mean, sheâs here.â He stares at said woman walking over to the bar with swaying hips. âHow the fuck did she get here?â
Hyejuâs here? Swallow. Quick. What do you say? Where exactly in the bar is she right now? Why is she here? When did she get here? Why the fuck are you talking like a news reporter?Â
âHullo, boys.â She stops your train of thought and makes sure to dedicate all of them to her with her hands set on the table and a pretty crop top attached to the curves on her perfect body. You wonder where she got that dress. If she thrifted it, it isnât obviousâher body does good work in making it look like couture.
âHi, Hyeju.â Daniel acknowledges her with a nod. Heâs a friend of yours and hers, just to remind everyone. He wouldnât take another step with Hyeju, but you still have yourself staring daggers into his stubbled beard that lines his face and how he takes life as he would a game. Thereâs a reason why youâre the least tipsy among the two of you. He likes a challenge.
âHi,â you say meekly. Hope your voice doesnât sound twisted when your stomach suddenly is. Oh, and itâs not because of Hyeju. Itâs the alcohol, pinky promise with a finger heart after. Alcoholâs never made your stomach turn this way though.Â
Hyeju regards the shotglasses. âYou went drinking without me?âÂ
âWhat does it look like?â Daniel asks, giving her the finger. Itâs just the usual friendly argument that doesnât cross lines or anything. The ones that you and Hyeju have. Why do you feel like punching him in the face?
Luckily, she doesnât have a fragile heart. âCute. Keep it that way.â She rolls her eyes then turns to you. âOh, and you. I thought you liked having me around.â
âIâm sorry.â Ask the bartender for another shot then hand it to her. âI guess we just thought you were busy with training.â
Sheâs training to become an idol. Itâs been her dream since she was a kid, when you played in the slides and dropped from monkey bars. Sheâs always told you she was going to be big someday, and you never doubted that for a second. She even had a name she planned to use if she were to be a performer: Olivia Hye. You werenât gonna lie, it had a nice ring to it. Not too bad for a name she made up after skimming through a baby name book from the bookstore.
âI dropped out,â she says simply, downing the shot like water.
âWhat?â you and Daniel ask together. Both of your voices sync with the shock, too. Neither of you could get why she did that. Itâs been Hyejuâs dream to become an idol for so long. She couldnât give that up just like that, but she did.
âYep.â Thereâs pride in her voice. âThe whole thing was a shithole. I already have Idalso to deal with. Iâm not gonna put up with that, fuck no.â
Your heart aches for her dream. Idalso University really is blocking her from achieving it. She could be out there on the stage, maybe having found a better agency, singing and dancing her heart out. Instead, she has to choose one problem at the time and hence goes with college. She has her own parents to please, and because you have yours, you get it. You truly do.
As for Hyeju getting a problem off her mind, like that terrible agency, your spirits lift. You raise a glass and clink it with hers.Â
âTo getting the hell out of this shithole,â you say; look at the girl youâve lived for and loved with a smile, âand Son fucking Hyeju for doing it again.â
Your glasses meet. Youâre somehow happy that itâs only two, yours and hers, that join. You canât explain it for the life of you, but you like seeing Daniel become like a background character to it all. Just another extra in Hyejuâs show and yours. Itâs cruel, especially when heâs been nothing but a good friend, but it is what it is.
âTell you what,â Daniel says. âLetâs go to a noraebang tomorrow.â
Sheâs contemplative. âIsnât the one near Idalso⊠like, expensive?âÂ
âSo what?â He shrugs. âYou did it, Hyeju. You got out of that company thing. Iâm done with my capstone and so is he with his thesis. I say we all have some fun. On me.â
Daniel has the privilege of not worrying about things being expensive or not. Itâs the norm for him. You kind of want him to play Dorothy and put himself in your shoes, then make him go through what you did.Â
You know it isnât fair and heâs just being kind. Still and all, your hatred rises.
âWhat now?â Daniel asks. âYou guys in!â
âOf course!â Hyeju nods and claps her hands together. Thereâs a gummy smile on her face again. Youâve seen it on her many times, but youâve also seen the sunset everydayâtherefore, youâll still be glad to catch a glimpse of it.
You guess since sheâs in, you have to go, too. You say yes and that of course youâd love to go, and this time three glasses clink together prettily. Smiles are on each of your faces albeit yours is artificial.
"Could you act any less like a deadbeat dad?" Hyeju asks. She sits down on the stool beside you after Daniel leaves to get some air. Still feels like he's here when you feel like everyone's eyes are on you and her.
"I'm not doing anything." You say that because you aren't. You definitely aren't stirring a brew of jealousy inside you that poisons the maker, too. You're its creator yet the prophecy that was written tells that it'll turn against you, too. Youâre Kronos, and it's an inevitable fate.Â
"Exactly. That's what deadbeat means." This matter-of-fact statement from her is followed by Hyeju stealing your shotglass out of your hand right before you drink it. "Seriously, dude. What's up with you?"
Oh, you don't know. Maybe her possibly being your crush? It's such an immature matter, but you haven't had a crush like this. The others were just sweet-faced and from afar. Those are the girls you dream of. To have a girl like Hyeju, the one you've known since forever, with a spunky personality but an opposing pretty face, the one who's been your ride-or-dieâit's complicated.
What else could you say to her when the truth is something you'd rather she not hear?
"I'm fine, Hye."
"Are you? You lookâŠ" She thinks about it for a while as she studies your hair and poorly combined outfit choices. She slicks your blunt strands back and smiles teasingly. "...sleazy."
"Fuck yâ"
"Shhh." She places a finger on your lips. The side of her thigh touches your lap. You're so close that any word you utter won't pass without hitting her. "It's okay. I like it."
You purse your lips. You didn't expect that. She's taken seats on your lap that were uninitiated by you and let you lift her in the air when you hug her. All that and her fingers in your hair are the most surprising.
"You're drunk," you say, although sheâs only had a few shots.Â
Hyeju inches closer to you and holds your chin in place. "I'm sober as the next wolf, sweetie," she tells you. Her next words fail to show her hesitance. "And⊠and it just so happens that I really, really want to kiss you."
She's joking. She's playing around with your heart. You're not a virginâyou know what girls do. Hyeju doesn't strike you as the type to do that in spite of whatâs going on, but you have to be careful. Your heartâs been bruised too many times already.Â
Careful isn't the word for it when you take the first step and lean in for a kiss. Maybe you're drunk yourself. Dizziness enchants your mind as Hyeju's dreamy lips perfectly pout to the shape of your mouth. Her eyes are closed. It's like she's in a restful dream.
You canât believe youâre doing it. Youâre kissing her. Passionately, tooâthereâs real determination in the way you hungrily lean forward to devour her lips.Â
The bar oohs and ahhs, then erupts into a crowd of applause. A few whistles come your way. You can feel Hyeju smile into your mouth.
-
Proclivities upon proclivities to keep her around you and only you couldnât stop Monday from coming. Youâve only been to a noraebang once and that was with your family. It excites you to go to one again. However, youâd rather have only Hyeju to come, to be the exclusive member of the club that gets to hear her soft, pretty voice echo in the mic.
Sheâs really doing a number on you. Danielâs your friendâsure, he might be out of touch with the local games and experiences, yet heâs still important to you. You canât be mad at him over a girl who probably doesnât even think the kiss at the bar was anything special. She hasnât even talked about it with you and acts like it didnât happen. Just another boy, just another day. Thatâs probably how you are to her.
Ouch. Way to go hurting yourself with your own made-up scenarios. As expected from you.Â
The three of you decide to cut classes. Itâs not like youâre in high school anymore. Professors just donât give a fuck, unless itâs miss Wong. Sheâs pretty and quiet at first. Then you have to wait to see her get angryâthatâs when all hell breaks loose.
No hell on the loose today. Just three little demons from hell called Hyeju, Daniel and yourself down on the loose and down the road to the noraebang. Hyejuâs in a loose black jacket and a plain white tee. You somehow notice that more than Daniel whoâs sporting a graphic shirt with swear words from every language printed on it. You donât have much to say about your attire when itâs nothing special, not even compared to Hyeju, whoâs wearing simple clothes like you.
âIf a teacher sees us out hereââ says Daniel nervously. Heâs never rebelled before. The most heâs done is missing a class.Â
âNo one will,â Hyeju promises him, opening the door of the place for the two of you though in your opinion it should be the other way around: you opening the door for her. What better way to show Hyeju that you could be a gentleman? Too late now. Plus, she doesnât care much for that. Thatâs what keeps your excitement on a low burn. It takes more than opening a door and waiting around to impress Hyeju.Â
You sign your names at the front. Daniel picks a nice, wide room with a glass table perfect for chips and bottles. The bright screen already shows snippets of K-pop music videos, involving sweet-faced Korean girls waving at the camera and running along a beach. As boyish Hyeju is compared to other girls, you could definitely see her doing that for her passion of becoming an idol.Â
âWhat should we sing?â asks Hyeju, sitting down on the black plush seats comfortably. Her gummy smile is precious.
âAnything you want.â He slings an arm around her. His looped arm tugs her into a warm embrace. âAnything for the soon-to-be lawyer slash K-pop idol.â
Stiffen. Turn away and suddenly take good interest in the walls with a carved 3D effect. Much more interesting than whatever Danielâs trying to pull on your best friend. Right, Hyejuïżœïżœs your best friend. Nothing more. That kiss was a drunken mistake. You shouldnât be getting angry. Besides, this noraebang was rented for you to have fun, not glower at Daniel doing nothing but be a good friend.
Hyeju laughs and leans into him gladly. âStop, youâre gonna make me throw up!â
You feel out of place all of a sudden. Has she always been that affectionate with him? You thought that those touches and hugs were reserved for you only. Apparently not.
âSing a song, Hye.â Your eyes donât meet her gaze.
âThey wanted me to debut with this song,â she says. The mic is shaky in her hand. âIââ She blushes. âI want to sing it for you.â
Sweetness infiltrates the air. Itâs not of a scent or touch, but of hearing. It's Hyejuâs voice. It's smooth and soft as it passes through the empty atmosphere. No instrumental accompanies her voice, and youâre glad itâs that way. It allows you to marvel at Hyejuâs tone, quiet in spite of its sexiness.
And it takes that and several songs later, sung daringly by all of your trio, and jokes passed among friends that make you think about it. Really think about it. While Daniel and she sing their hearts out to the point of their voices cracking and laughs transforming into guffaws, you sit there and submerge yourself in thought.
Youâve seen Hyeju smile. It's pretty and sweet; her triangle-shaped mouth curls up into a half moon and it's everything you've ever wished for in life. No, fuck food. Fuck oxygen. All you need is her smile. It's cheesy as hell when you page through those types of quotes in those teenage romance books you probably shouldn't even be holding, but you swear that if Hyeju smiles for the rest of her life, it's enough for you to live. She just looks so pretty. Her resting bitch face, stone cold as the title of the expression suggests, is hot (yes, you're using that word), but when she chooses to smileâoh, you're as good as dead.
You don't like Son Hyeju though.
Youâve heard her sing in the noraebang room with her soft voice filling the vicinity. She doesn't sing much although she could. The day would come when sheâd say "you know, I almost became an idol. I trained then dipped halfway,â and the pitched raspiness of her voice still would send you to heaven. It's a natural and beautiful thing, a trait she couldn't learn from the best vocal coach.
You don't like Son Hyeju though.
Youâve felt her hair when she leaned into your lap after laughing too much. "Stop, or I swear to god I will fuck your shit up," she told you, slapping your thigh after your terrible dad joke. You ran your fingers through her hair to calm her, but if anything it's an excuse to just touch her. You want to touch Hyeju, and not even in a sexual way. You just want your bodies closed up on each other with no awkwardness barriering the freedom to hold and be held.
And itâs not the kiss, but all these that make you stop your denial, and discover that youâ
ââthink I like Hye,â you whisper to Daniel when said girl leaves to get some beer. The flashing disco lights hanging from the ceiling canât camouflage the red on your face.Â
Daniel laughs and puts down the mic. The bump on the crafted table sends a tinged pitch of feedback to your ears. âEveryone likes her. So?â
Heâs right. Everyone likes Hyeju. Yeah, they like her through every name sheâs taken up. She was the star of the school back in middle school when she went as Hyejoo, then the ice princess of high school as Olivia Hye, and finally⊠as herself now that sheâs grown up with you, Son Hyeju. Sheâs become so many versions of herself and yet people still like the real her. You still know the real her.
âNo,â is what you say, as you twiddle your fingers. You donât know how to say this without causing an uproar. âI like Hyeju.â
He considers this for a moment, weighing in your words. âLike as in⊠like like?â
A nervous swallow. Is Daniel the right person to tell this ? âLike like,â you reply nevertheless.
Daniel locks his chin between his rough fingers and strokes it thoughtfully. His face is clouded with a feeling you canât read. âWell, a lot of people do, too. And they wouldnât blame you for it. Sheâsââ He looks down at his shoes then back at the noraebang screen. âSheâs a pretty girl.â
The understatement of the century. Hyejuâs face was carved with such beautyâcurved, pyramid lips; slanted eyes; a cold look that you, unlike people when asked about their first impression of her, werenât scared ofâand sheâs just so⊠easy to love.Â
Yes, Son Hyeju is easy to love. Everyone loves her, but she can only ever reciprocate it in a different way to one man. Woman, perhaps? Anything goes, but you'd rather she gives it to you.
You're a selfish person, you admit that. More so when it comes to her.Â
"Let's get this party started!" she says. You don't intend to flinch yet you end up doing it anyway when she sits down next to you and hands you canned alcohol.Â
"There's only three of us, Hye," Daniel points out. The rounded metal springs up from the can and he gulps down a hefty amount of the spiked liquid.
"Three's a crowd. Especially when it's with you guys."
"So you're saying we're too much?" Match her sass with hidden bits of your own. You're only trying to make it seem like your heart doesn't beg to be held close to hers.Â
"Too much is just enough for me."Â
Hyeju drops both of her arms around you and your other friend and ruffles your hair. It's sweet. It should be. Itâs exactly that which makes you fail to understand why your heart feels squeezed. Why is she also hugging Daniel in the same manner she hugs you?
The kiss at the bar means nothing. The kiss at the bar means nothing. You have to stop thinking that it means there's a ring on your finger already.Â
You rise from the sofa to purchase chips because youâre starving, but not for healthy food. You wouldnât dream of eating a salad when thereâs junk food in your general vicinity, and it just so happens that thereâs a vending machine youâve got your eye on at the counter. Soon, a rainbow of plastic bags fills your arms. What they contain would work well to repay your debt with Hyeju. Daniel can eat these without worrying about money. Heâs been a good friend. He deserves chips after the evil youâve thought about him.
"I bought chipsâ"
Daniel is pushing Hyeju to the end of the sofa and has his lips locked on hers. His hands are in her hair. Her eyes are shut. You can hear the sloppy sounds of kissing bouncing off the noraebang walls. The instrumental from the radio is the cherry on top of everything.
Does this kiss guarantee a ring?Â
"Wow," you say. Nod then laugh, as if doing it would make your situation better. âWow.â
Hyeju turns her head and scrambles for broken dignity. It's too late. You've already seen it. Daniel doesn't even bother running after you when she bursts out of the room to chase you. You're immovableâeach step is a promise to take you far away. You trust that promise to skewer you away from Son Hyeju, Son fucking Hyeju who led you on and played with your heart.
"Hey.â Her steps catch up with yours. Walk faster, but she only draws closer. You canât escape from her now. âHey!â
"What?" Turn to her, heavy breathing lining your shoulders. You stare into her small face and silently dare her to make an excuse.
To your surprise and her audacity, she does. "It's not what it looks like!" she says, swallowing. How could she be the one near tears when she's the one who kissed him? "Let me explainâ"
"I know what I saw."
"Well, you don't see the bigger picture. He smâ"
"âsmart? Funny? Rich?" Laugh and shake your head. Your laughs sound more and more genuine. You've gone a little sick in the head. "Yeah, I know. But hey, we're not supposed to be anything, right? Why am I mad? It's not like our kiss meant anything."
"Please, oppa. Listen to me."
"No, go sing together,â you say, then thrust the junk food you bought in her arms. âIâm sure youâre better off with him.â
Mean it. Turn away. Don't bother to look at her when you know she'll go crawling back to Daniel. He's totally her type. He's everything, you're nothing. He's smart, you're not. He loves her more, and you doâjust not enough. Now you understand why they were so touchy and close in the room.
Anger is irrational when it was just a kiss. The two of you weren't official, either. If you weren't before, you sure as hell aren't now. It's just not meant to be.Â
She likes Daniel, not you. And even though you want to be, you aren't supposed to be angry at Hyeju. She was swept into a high school love triangle that happened a little later in her life, and ultimately chose the better guy. No need to drop names. The kiss was enough for you to know which man she chose.
Besides, you don't love Son Hyeju anyway. Isn't that what you've always told yourself? That's right. You don't love her.
Denial is a river flowing down your cheek.
-
The dorm becomes a cemetery of the living dead. You and Hyeju have not spoken to each other for three months. She stops waking you up for class, and you do the same. The place is notably cleaner after the two of you rely only on yourself to tidy up. Lost are the sarcasm, friendly touches, teasing arguments. Itâs like the two of you never knew each other.
Itâs through this that you discover that you have to be careful what you wish for. You always thought about Daniel putting himself in your place, and it happened. Ever since the kiss, Hyejuâs been chattier with him, and he pulls her close the way you used to, and she smiles at him like she used to at you, except that itâs wider now. Theyâre together. Officially together; youâve seen their Instagram posts.Â
Moreover, sheâs happier than ever, flourishing without you.
And you? Youâre still stuck in that noraebang, replaying that fateful kiss over and over in your head. Each time you close your eyes you see Hyeju and Daniel in a passionate liplock. Itâs the kiss that ruined what you had with Hyeju and has made your quality of life deteriorate. You didnât know that Hyeju makes up almost every part of your day. Mornings are empty without your stroll with her. Post-exam nights arenât as fun when sheâs not there to bring drinks. Afternoons are lonely when sheâs always out with Daniel.
You hate the fucker. He knew you liked Hyeju. Youâve told him about it right before the thing he did with her even happened, so itâs impossible that heâd forget. Besides, like he said, the two of you are always together. He surely would have picked up the signs. Unfortunately, he whisked her away just like that.
You dislike to feel like the scheming guy in coming-of-age films who doesnât get the girl, but itâs the perfect portrayal of your emotions.
Wake up for class. She does, too. You have the decency to not gawk at how good she looks even in a casual tank top and plaid shorts, but she doesnât even try to hide that sheâs staring at you. Just not for the same reason, you assume. Youâre just her boy best friend. With the way things are, you arenât even a friend to her anymore.
You smear cheese onto a soft slice of bread. Still, her eyes are on you. From the corner of what takes up your vision, you could tell that sheâs trying to figure out how to make this less awkward. Youâd think that an eternityâs worth of effectively giving each other the cold shoulder would make her learn how to do it. Sheâs a smart girl anyway. She should have figured that out.
âYou know⊠you canât just keep ignoring me.â
Freezeâitâs the first time sheâs spoken to you in a while. And you werenât prepared for that. Itâs like someone threw a punch in your stomach, but itâs also a breath of fresh air. How those two feelings could converge into each other you donât know.Â
âSo stop it, will you?â she continues. She swings her legs out of the duvet and places her hands snug on the edge of her bed. âStop treating me like Iâm aâŠâ
âLike what?â
âLike Iâm your fucking ex,â Hyeju snarls. The duvet crumples in her fist.
Scoff. Fold the bread slice tight onto the other squared end. Talk about a good morning. âEx? We were never a thing, Hye⊠ju.âÂ
Right, it isnât like that anymore. You canât call her Hye like the old times.
The hurt that registers on her face, still pretty in the midst of pain, comes by so fast it would take a magnifying glass to see it clearly. Now sheâs the one scoffing. She recovers quickly from the stifled nickname so well that you never would have guessed you disarmed her. âThatâs the thing. Youâre rightâwe werenât boyfriend-girlfriend. So why are you acting like Iâm a ghost?â
âI wonder why,â you say. âCouldnât be because you kissed me then decided to kiss another guy while I was away. Nope, totally out of the question.â
What happened? It seems like just yesterday the two of you were throwing insults and playfully quarreling with each other like itâs natural. This is a real disagreement here. This canât be resolved with a smile or hug. You and Hyeju arenât like that anymore. Itâs a thing of the past.
Just like your friendship.
âIf youâd just let me explainââ
âYou know what? I donât have time for this. Go with Daniel to class. Have a good life with him. Just call me if you get lost.â
Donât even try to take a bite out of your cheese sandwich. You leave it on the table. Later, itâll become stale and cold, similar to your friendship with Hyeju, or whatever kind of fucked up relationship you have.
You storm out of the dorm. Youâre glad to get outâyouâre already worried about the test later and the night class with miss Wong. Donât need a situationship to take up your mind either.Â
The day passes like a car on a rocky, jagged road. Itâs difficult to muster a smile to the freshmen the moment you come in to help miss Jeong teach, or work on your test when that argument with her fills your mind rather than equations you should have memorized. The whole day is torture, and you donât dare wish it on anyone. Not even that asshole Daniel
âWhatâs up with you today?â people ask you. âYou sure youâre alright?â âWhereâs Hyeju?â
You donât answer.
When the night comes, itâs relief for your sore mind and body. That test beat you up and the sun was too cruel to your skin. Even if night classes could last till the brink of dawn, you donât mind. Take comfort in the fact that itâs only a discussion and nothing more.Â
Barely listen though. Two a.m. creeps by and you havenât taken in a thing. Usually miss Wong would have you focused, keeping in mind that sheâs strict and merciless, but youâre too tired today. Your bones ache though you didnât do much walking. Theyâre only symptoms of heartbreak.
You donât want to see a doctor. In fact, you want to get worse.
Miss Wong looks up at the clock. âIs it alright if I extend for just five minutes?â she asks. Her pencil skirt struggles to contain her strides on the platform.
A chorus of mixed responses echo in the classroom. Others, the top students in particular who participate in every club you could name, say itâs fine. Some already have excuses to make: they need to work on homework; they have other classes to go to; every excuse existing. You donât know which side youâre onâyou donât want to come home to another angry night with Hyeju, and at the same time, you canât be assed to stay.
Thenâ
Ringing. Itâs all you hear. Your classmatesâ voices drown out in it. Itâs supposed to be soft, but it isnât anymore when everyone shuts their mouth in alarm. Look here, look there. You donât know where itâs coming from.Â
Your hint is the light in your pocket. Fish it out. Itâs coming from your phone.
âI thought I told you guys to put your cellphones on mute during class,â Wong says, sighing. Her glare shoots you a warning.
Okay, youâd say sorry to her and put your phone away. Drop the call. Anything. But the first thing you do is wonder:
Why the fuck is Son Hyeju calling you?
Aside from all the tension between you, your natural instinct is to answer. Your next is to ask her, âHye?â
âOppaâŠâ comes her voice from your speaker.
Before you could wonder why sheâs calling, you notice that Hyejuâs voice is⊠lonely. Yes, lonely. Thatâs the word youâd use right away if youâre asked to describe it. No, it canât be just that. Itâs mixed with something else. Itâs higher, a little more groggy.
Forget that you were fighting. Forget that she kissed Daniel and broke your heart. She wouldnât call if it isnât something even her pride canât protect. âHyeju? Whatâs wrong?âÂ
âIâm lost.âÂ
-
Those are the two words she utters before breaking into sobs. Youâve never heard or seen Hyeju cry. She likes to treat problems with anger rather than sadness, slicing away at every conflict with groans and cursing professors for low grades. If sheâs crying, it must mean somethingâs wrong. Somethingâs very, very wrong.
Youâre keenly aware that all eyes and ears are monitoring your moves, but you donât care. You rise from your seat and start gathering your laptop into your bag. You forget about your notes. Fuck them. Hyeju comes first.Â
âWhere did you go, Hye?â Walk out of the class. If miss Wong has a problem with that, she can tell you about it tomorrow.Â
Sniffles on her end. Her quiet, low cries break your heart. âI donât know what Iâm doing anymore. I need you, oppa. I have⊠I have nobody else. Please come and get me.â
âHyejuââ
âPlease,â she whispers. Her voice lowers to a whine. âIâm alone. Iâm so alone.â
Tears itch at the bottoms of your eyes. You have to come and get her. Need to forget the fight and silent treatment that ensued. All that means nothing if Hyejuâs in need of your help.
Where the fuck are your keys? Remove them from the loop of your jeans and click the button. In the driveway, your carâs headlights shine. Yep, there it is. You once regretted buying a secondhand car like that. Now that it can get you to Hyeju, you vow to take care of it for life. Youâd spend thousands to repair it if it breaks down.
But right now, itâs Hyeju whoâs breaking down. Sheâs all alone somewhere and she needs you. In a way, you need her, too. Sheâs the one whoâs braver to admit it.
Youâve never driven faster in your entire life. All the while you stay on the line with Hyeju. Your grip on the wheel tightens whenever she lets out a hopeless little sob. Sheâs crying so hard that you want to roll into a ball in the corner and cry, too. You canât do that. You have to be the stronger one, the one who comes to her like sheâs done for you and tells her that everythingâs going to be alright.
You make no promises.Â
Eventually you coax a location out of her and break several speed limits. Ignore the cops that yell at you. They can all go and fuck off. Hyeju needs you. Youâre her best friend. Itâs what friends do.
âMotherfucker,â you curse, upon seeing that the location she led you to was a club. Itâs hidden in the corner of a creepy alley. âHyeju, are you drunk?â
âNoooooâŠâ she drawls, giggling through her tears. âYour voice is so nice, oppa. It really makes me feel better. Didâya know that?â
No time to be flattered. You burst into the club and find her in the midst of flashing lights and crowds of bodies. Your ears ring because of the music. Whose idea was it to hire this DJ? He thinks heâs doing such a good job, too.Â
Hyejuâs in the center of it all. Her black coat is too big for her, but so is the crowd. When it moves, it drags her along by the toes. Sheâs⊠smiling? Wasnât she crying on the phone just minutes earlier? Maybe she drank more. This canât be good.
âHyeju!â Start walking faster.Â
She sticks her tongue out at you and starts to sprint upon seeing you get close.
You have no time for games. This isnât even in the least bit funny. What if someone spiked her drink? What if that was the reason sheâs acting funny? Worse: what if someoneâs planning to take advantage of her? All these concerns bump into each other in your head as you run after her.Â
A couple of âexcuse meâs and âsorry!âs after you quickly squeeze in between dancing people. Drinks spilled on the floor. Anger from two dolled up ladies. (A look to your right and⊠yep, not only from them.) Disapproval from the DJ who even calls you out. Boos from the crowd. You donât care about them. You only care about getting Hyeju to safety. She canât be here in her vulnerable state.
Before she could dash out from your line of vision, you grab her wrist. Seal your grip around it tightly so she canât escape. âSon Hyeju,â you say, glaring at her. Ever since she stopped crying, she started to play around. This isnât a game but to her it is. A fun game, to be more precise. âWhat the fuck is going on?â
âOooh, you caughtâŠâ She burps. Playful giggles spill from her mouth. â... me!â Hyeju gives you a drunken smile and claps for you regardless of her right hand being held into position.Â
âWhy are you here?â
âWhy are you here? See? I can ask stupid q-questions, too!â
You whisk her away from the ongoing party and into the cold night air. Youâre about to throw your jacket on her when you see that sheâs wearing one, too.Â
People are starting to stare. Pray that no one intervenes, even if they have good intentions. After all, youâre a man with a woman under the influence. They have every right to be concerned, but you hope that just for now they know you wouldnât dare hurt Hyeju.
The wind blows a breeze that almost knocks you to the floor. You draw Hyeju to yourself to warm her. You canât risk her catching a cold.Â
âLet me go, oppa!â Hyejuâs mood goes from sad to drunkenly cheerful to pained. She forces her wrist out from your fist harshly. Your arms no longer wrap her. âYou donât like me anymore, right? And I have a boyfriend!â
Capture her hand again. She canât escape and run away a second time. Youâve done that too much to know that itâll send her down into a dizzying spiral. Youâre cowards, the both of youâthatâs why you flee whenever a problem arises. You donât know how to deal with it.Â
That changes now. Get in your vehicle. Pull her in, too. âFor your information,â you say, locking her seatbelt in place, âyou called me. You asked me to pick you up.â
The car roars to life and speeds down the road. The night barely provides light for you to move along. Itâs beautiful nevertheless. Stars peek out from the depths of black. The moon is dim yet reassuring. What fate does it have in store for you? Would you accept it if you knew? How could they all look so serene while you have your drunk crush next to you starting an argument?
âAnd youâd loooove not to do it, wouldnât you?â Hyejuâs words suggest that sheâs no longer that drunk but the way her words come out like jumbled words in a newspaper crossword tell you otherwise. She leans against the door and crosses her arms. âIt was a mistake to call you. You, you fucking hate me.â
Does she really believe that? You may hate Daniel, but you never once hated Hyeju. Youâve only had wistful feelings for her even after she kissed him. You still checked up on her socials and watched her as she ate lunch with him. You remained loyal to her, like a dog following its owner through scoldings.
Yeah, you really are just her dog.
âI donât hate you, Hye,â you say with conviction. Youâre determined to make her believe that. Itâs difficult when youâve never been the type to be good with words.Â
âYes, you do! You wouldnât even let me explain why I kissed Daniel!â
âFor fuckâs sake, I was hurt! I didnât know what to do!â
âThen hear me out for once!â
âAlright.â Your hands slap the wheel, unintentionally bumping the horn and causing Hyeju to cringe. âGo on. Tell me what happened.â
âHe was the one who kissed me, the fucking idiot! He kissed me out of the blue and wouldnât stop!â
Wait.
What?Â
Daniel, your friend and Hyejuâs, initiated the kiss? Hyeju didnât want it to happen?
If only you knew, you would have beaten up Daniel a long time ago.Â
You canât even speak. You had it all wrong. You canât believe there was an explanation for everything and you refused to hear it.Â
Hyeju begins to sob again. Her words circle in the air like an incantation. Itâs equally because of the alcohol and her emotions. âI was⊠talking to him about my training, but then he kissed me.â She wipes her face and laughs humorlessly. âHe started making out with me and, a-and I didnât know how to stop it. It was like I was frozen.â
âYou⊠you didnât kiss him?â Your tone is broken and incredulous. âHe made you do it?â
She looks almost offended. âWhy? Why would I ever kiss that bastard?â
âBut youâre dating him.â
âI am,â says Hyeju, hands in her hair, âHah, okay. I'm dating him, yeah, but thatâs just because I thought you didnât like me. I only want one person in the world, and it isnât Daniel Smith.â
âHyejuââ
âItâs you, you clueless little shit!â She punches your shoulder and muffles her face into your car pillow. Her next scream is elongated, filled with frustration. When she lifts her face from the pillow, her eyeliner and blush are smeared and wet with teardrops. âItâs you, and I only want you!â
In vino veritas.
The confession is as out of the blue as Danielâs kiss was. Youâre in a state of shock and disbeliefâtoo much information is coming into your brain. You want to punch Daniel in the face for shocking her with an unwanted move. You want to hug Hyeju. You want to tell her that youâre sorry for not hearing her side of the story.Â
Most importantly, you want to tell her that you want her, too.
Itâs too late now. Sheâs seen you disregard her voice and choose to have a one-track mind. Thereâs no way she wants you anymore.
âWhy the fuck would you ever want me, Hyeju?âÂ
âBecause!â She lets out a shivering little sigh. âYou donât treat me like⊠hlk, like Iâm a trophy to show off. Youâre my friend. You know how to be mean but you take care of me even if Iâm too moody sometimes. Even if I donât want to come along with you outside because Iâm scared Iâll make myself look stupid in front of you. Even if⊠even if I love too hard but donât show that I love you most and that sometimes you take care of me more than my dad does and I know itâs wrong to see you that way when Iâm with him now but I really want you to take care of me but still kiss me too if I need it and be okay with me calling you names like âdaddyâ and still being your best friend besides being my boyfriend⊠but I know it canât happen anymore and I ruined everythingââ
âHyeju.â
More tears flow down her face. ââand I know you wonât ever love me the same again but Iâll regret forever, long after we graduate, that I never showed that I loved you, that I was a cowardââ
âHyeju,â you say, gently. Pull over at the university parking lot. You have your finger on her mouth, sealing them to stop her droning. She pauses. She doesnât do it without breaking down. âPlease. Donât tell me you donât know it. Itâs been happening under your nose every single day.â
âWhat?â she murmurs, eyes glassy as they connect with yours.
âI like you, too.â
Silence. Several beats go by. Theyâre too lengthy to be fake. The next nuance confirms that:
Talk about relief. Talk about passion. As if sheâs forgetting that a sudden kiss was what opened Pandoraâs box, Hyeju grabs your face and does exactly that. Again, it has too many things to it that blocks it from being faux. The unique shape of her lips mold onto yours, as if your lips were made to kiss each other all the time. Itâs back to the cafĂ© again, wherein she does something and you subconsciously follow along. Your hands are on her phenomenal waist. And soon youâre unbuckling her seatbelt so she could sit safely on your lap, where sheâs supposed to be. Where she belongs.
She drops her touch to your shoulders. She massages them, and you groan delightfully. Now itâs your turn to hold her face and lean in closer. Hyejuâs mouth tastes of sweetness and alcohol. You donât know how those two tastes could mix together. Hyeju makes it work.
âOppa, daddy,â she whimpers. She pulls away. The distance is still close to nothing. âDaddy, I love you.â
Itâs a sudden nickname, still detached from when she uses it with you jokingly, yet thereâs no hesitance here. You know your truth. âI love you, too, Hyeju.â
âWill you take me to bed?â She starts grinding down on your shaft needily. âPlease say you will, daddy. Please say youâll make me happy.â
âYouâre drunk. I⊠I donât know if I should.â
ââm not. Maybe. But Iâve wanted it to happen for a long time,â Hyeju says. âI wonât mind, I promise.â
She couldnât get any more sober with that. So you do what any man would do if they were called daddy by Son Hyeju: lift her out of your car, not caring to check twice if itâs locked, and bring her to bed. Take her coat offâshe wonât need it if youâll make her warm from the inside and out.
Her arms round your neck and her face is buried in your chest. Her words come out in a desperate, needy tone that you havenât heard from her since the day you met. Who exactly were you to make her this small?
Her daddy, of course.
See, as tough as Hyeju makes herself out to be, sheâs still needy. She still has her own problems that havenât let go of her now that sheâs older, like the daddy thing. You only fully understand it now when you lay her on the bed and continue kissing her. Hard. Her moans call out for you. They arenât merely things to whine if it feels good. Itâs not even a matter of want anymore; her shivers and cries indicate of her carnal need for you to do what you will with her.
âDonât be scared,â she tells you, closing her eyes as you kiss her perfect jawline. âYou wanted me for so long, right? Well, I did, too. Do what you want to me. Fuck me, daddy.â
âYou talk extremely dirty for someone whoâs drunk,â you chuckle.Â
âNot so drunk anymore. You make me sober.â
âSweet talker. Youâre all bark and no bite.â
Hyeju has no retort to make. Your lips on her gorgeous nipple render her speechless. The cute pink nub is hard, and grows harder at your loving suckles. Her breasts are the perfect size for squeezing. Relish in that fact by squeezing her left breast while dedicating more of your attention to the other, making her become sensitive with each action.Â
Youâd say you have bite, for you do so lightly on her breast. She gasps. âDaddy!â she cries out.
âFuck, donât say it like that.â Your cock throbs already. Itâs the same feeling you get all those times before, the times youâd get into an argument with Hyeju and sheâd call you that.
âWhat? Itâs not my fault you canât handle me,â she says wittily.
âDonât try me.â
âWhat?â She cocks a brow. âHit too close to home?â
You have to shut her bratty self up. Tug her pants off, sliding them off her silky legs. Her pink panties are a hint to the gentle color of her pussy. Find out about them anywayâpush the underwear aside and shove three fingers in her.
âOh shit.â Hyejuâs squeeze on your digits is instant, like an impulsive reaction.Â
Think about if Daniel has done this to her before and pick up the pace. Youâre fingering her like the walls of her soaked pussy would banish him and let you have her all to yourself. âSon Hyeju,â you growl, âshut the fuck up.â
âW-wonâtâah!âÂ
If you donât make her quiet, youâll at least reduce her words to pathetic moans. Youâd say youâre successful. Your rapid thrusts send Hyejuâs screams paralleling the night wind with their strength.Â
Youâre surprised again and again at how loud she could get. Sheâs always so quiet except for the occasional sarcastic remark. She can make no more of those if faced with the relentless fingering you do unto her pussy. They draw out strings of dampness when they withdraw, and fill her right to the knuckles when you go back in. Her hips squirm and you have to place a hand on her thigh to continue.
âDaddy, daddy, daddy!â she screams. Her mouth is open while she sits up to look at what youâre doing to her vulnerable cunt. âIt feels so fucking good, donât stop!â
She looks beautiful. Her shirt is lifted above her breasts, making them bounce madly due to the timing and force of your thrusts. Her eyes could never be more watchful. She canât believe she actually has you between her legs and fingering her to orgasm.
âGot any comeback for me, Hye?â you ask smugly.Â
Hyeju nods. Her lips are parted again. Although you havenât had sex with her except for now, you know what that dropped jaw means: sheâs close.
Her walls are impossible to part completely. Sheâs too damn tight that you bet sheâd still be so with one finger. The grip of her slippery, wet cunt is like no other. You reach deep into it and stroke out till you find the place. Thatâs how Hyeju starts to shiver. She canât manage it.
âOh, yeah? What do you have to say now, sweet?â Wrap your lips around her nipple. Itâs another one of your unfair advantages over her.
âI-I-IâI canât!âÂ
The recoil of Hyejuâs tits is amazing. Harshly squeeze the boob youâve relatively neglected to make sure she canât get a word out of those pretty lips. Take a further step and smack it, too. She moans in satisfaction. Your harsh squeezes imprint a replica of your hand on her pale skin.Â
Of course, you donât forget to keep your fingers going. You change techniques now and then, switching from gentle circling to rapid fire shoving. Whether itâs one or the other, Hyejuâs fuckhole swallows you up. She doesnât mind which or what; she needs your harshness the most. Itâs what counts as a whole.
âDaddy, Iâm gonna cum! Please make me cum on your fingers, make your babygirl cum⊠ohâoh, fuck!â
Combined with your thumb nudging her small clit and your digits absolutely destroying her tightness, Hyeju does the unthinkable: she squirts on your hand and on your bed. Liquid gushes on your shirt; itâs so consistent and clear that a new determination is founded within you. Itâs to make your unbearably hot best friend cum like she never has.
For the record, itâs the first time youâve made a girl squirt. You didnât expect that it would be this satisfying. Seeing Hyejuâs blissful face and the shake of her beautiful legs make your efforts worth it. Watching yourself do it to your best friend and make her feisty, boyish self let out screams and pleas brings increased triumph.
âNo, oh god, itâs too much!â Hyeju says this but her legs part more. Her head is tossed back and her moans donât stop. âFuck, fuck, fuck, I canâtâdaddy!â
âMessy little brat.â Rub away at her clit. Feel the spurt of her cum hit your finger. âThatâs it, cum for daddy. Keep those pretty thighs open.â
Hyeju mewls at the mixture of degradation and moans. If Daniel had said that to her, she probably would have thrown up in a bucket. When itâs you, on the other hand, everything changes. She wants you to call her every harsh name out there and accompany it with sides of praise. Sheâll only feel this good when sheâs with you.
Hyeju is anything but obedient. Things change here in the dorm, where her pussy is spread and prone to your touch. Her midriff, soft yet slender, rises over and over. The hose of her wet orgasms still hasnât stopped.
âGoddammit, youâre squirting so much. Am I that good, hm, Hyeju? Is daddy that good to his pretty little girl?âÂ
âMmm, mmm, don'tâ no more, daddy, no more!â Hyejuâs core is already spent, and you havenât even put your cock in her yet.Â
Stop. Not before you leave a kiss to the sensitive bundle of nerves that you abused. Itâs a mark now, something invisible that subtly says to everyone that you got to fuck her. You got to fuck Son Hyeju. You made her cum like never before.
Spit on Hyejuâs center then spread it to her lips and nub. She moans. âYouâre so wet, Hye.â
âWhatever.â Sheâs blushing. âIâve had better.â
You have to say youâre a little provoked. You know itâs false seeing the smug look on her face and after making her squirt, but who exactly has done her better? Daniel? Definitely not him. The possibility still does well to spur you to jealousy.
âOh,â you say, smiling tightly, âso thatâs how itâs gonna be, huh?â
Hyeju gasps happily when sheâs pushed to the wall and on her knees. Itâs reminiscent of how Daniel did exactly that: pinning her to the wall before kissing her. Your anger brews into a fire just thinking about him.Â
âYeah. Whatâre you gonna do about it?â
Unbuckle your belt. Your jeans join it on the floor as well as your briefs. âIâm gonna clean that dirty mouth of yours.â
âAnd how are you gonna do that, daddy?â Hyeju pretends not to know whatâs coming.
Itâs your belief that actions speak louder than words. Thatâs why when you place your cock in between Hyejuâs lips, it resonates inside her more than your promise to purify her mouth. Logic fails here when dirty sins canât remove Hyejuâs dirty words. One wrong and another doesnât make a right. Oh, who cares? This isnât a class. This isnât your thesis. You focus only on feeling the softness of her triangular mouth, the wetness of the back of her throat.
Holding your cock by the base, you lead its tip into rubbing every corner of Hyejuâs mouth. Her cheeks make an outline of your girth as you press your head against them. Her jaw becomes slack after you press your dick down to her tongue. Youâre technically doing all the work here because youâre fucking her face, but youâd argue that Hyeju contributes just as much with her tearful eyes that are more puppy than wolf.
The shape of her wet orifice leaves ample space for you to rub against everything. Your tip draws a triangle on her lips right before slipping inside. There you keep your word and clean her dirty mouth. Push those naughty words down her throat with immediate thrusts. That way, she can only moan, nothing else. No sass can be heard from her now.
âYouâre such a bad girl, Hyeju,â you say. Curl your hand âround her messy hair and direct it downwards. She groans, her mouth now upright for yout fuck easier into. âYou shouldnât like having your mouth used like this. You shouldnât be on your knees for your best friend when your boyfriendâs waiting for you at home.â
Hyeju knows youâre right. She shouldnât. She isnât supposed to enjoy having her throat rammed and spread. She shouldnât be cheating on the man she claims to love. Itâs a mistake of hers to be here anyway, underneath another man.Â
Her second mistake is to like everything the way it is..
Her third is to tongue your shaft like she would a sweet treat. She wants to taste all of you, from your thick tip to the base. Sheâs not had much to work on with Daniel, but she knew it would be a good time when you sprung out your cock. She makes this worth itâshe seals her lips at your base, her nose pressed firmly at the bottom of your tummy, then produces such a harsh suction that the grip you have in her black locks of messy hair tightens. A curse is what you let out besides precum.Â
âFuck,â you say. Pull her head closer. Aggressive thrusts fire away. âDidnât know your pouty little lips could suck dick so well. I bet itâs bulging your throat. Is daddy right about that?â
She tries to nod. Her gags stop her intended action; your thrusts have sped up and are now destroying her tight throat. No space is left for her to breathe when her mouth is stuffed with your length. Even her nostrils canât take in much air if her nose is pressed that tightly to your stomach.
Place a hand on the wall in order for there to be no aches for her head when you thrust wildly. âYou know, I changed my mind. Maybe youâre a good girl, especially with that face. Go on, touch yourself. I know you want to.â
Permission is granted by her daddy. Hyeju gives a cry in response then leads her hand between her legs. Letting you fuck her face has made her wet beyond imagination. She doesnât need to press directly on her pussy when thereâs slick all over her thighs. She gathers them all up and places them back in her pussy. She moans as she swirls her digits inside her. Hereâs how it works: she has one hand masturbating, and the other on your thigh to caress it and at the same time keep her balance.
Take note of that. âYouâre a smart girl, Hyeju. Smart girls shouldnât be letting their faces get fucked. We canât have that happen, right?â
You say that yet your actions tell a different story. Your violent pumps into Hyejuâs mouth to use it to the limits are endless. Hyejuâs moaning. She enjoys it more than she should. Of course, you jam those moans, as pretty as they are, down her throat.Â
Slap your cock on her lips.
âYou know what I mean.â
Slip the whole of your length out then in again. Make her brush those luscious lips against every inch.
âWe really, really canât have that happen.â
Caress her cheek. Her eyes are awaiting and obedient. Look down into them and almost feel bad for ruining her, your best friend.
âDaniel might walk in anytime. Heâll be looking for you.â
Your movements are cruel as time goes by. You shouldnât be treating your best friend like this. You shouldnât even be having sex with her. All of these ought to stop you in your tracksâyou donât.
âAnd what will he say when he sees his precious girlfriend on her knees for his best friend?â
Hyeju begins to whine. She doesnât want him to walk in; sheâs enjoying this too much. What she doesnât want to happen even more is for you not to blow your load inside her warm throat. People canât have what they want all the time, but she swears she wonât want anything else if you just give her what she wants. Thatâs for you to absolutely use her. Be cruel to her and it wouldnât sting.
âHeâll start to think how better you are with me. Youâre a bad girl, Hyeju. You know that and you still want me.â
Youâre right in every way. She is better with you. You just fuck her better, treat her better, kiss her better. She canât kiss better the wound sheâll leave in Daniel if he just so happens to walk in. Maybe she could, but sheâd put salt on it when he discovers how good you make her feel. It isnât fair to anybody. To you, the one she accidentally hurt; to Daniel, who was the one (no, make that the two with how he was her last resort and how she gave him false hope); to her, who canât go without you.
âLet go.â
Nine.
It takes exactly nine strokes in between her folds for her to cum. Drool sheens your girth. Some even drip from her mouth. Itâs like sheâs in heat; sheâs whining as she tries to cum and suck you off at the same time. Hyeju ends up sucking your shaft with desperation, legs quivering and threatening to give away.
âCum with me, Hyeju,â you command her. Pull out, rather regretfully, but take comfort with how pretty sheâd look covered in your cum. Your hand wraps around you and jerks you off. Although it canât match Hyejuâs mouth or her ass, itâll do well in shooting your load on her.
Your best friend keeps calling your name squeezed between âdaddyâs as she fingers herself to orgasm. She collapses pathetically on the floor, in a pool of sweat and cum. Her shirt and the floor of your shared dorm room are stained. No need to wonder where those white stains come from; the only suspects are you and Hyeju. Itâs a partnered crime for her squirt comes out at such a velocity that it rivals your cumshots.
âTake my load, Hyeju, fuck!â
If thereâs anything Hyeju isnât, itâs submissive. It somehow changes when she nods and opens her mouth. Youâre introduced to a whole new side of her. Her post-orgasm face is one you hope to admire everyday. Look at the expressions she makes when her eyes are crossed and her tongue is out for you and you have difficulty choosing between the two.Â
You and Hyeju exchange a tired look. If youâre to be specific, a look is how everything starts. You became friends with her because she was staring at you too long a time in class. You quickly reunited with her in college when you looked to your back to see to whom the familiar voice belonged. It took one quick glance to see that Daniel had kissed her in the noraebang.
Similarly, a look is what causes you to shamelessly throw Hyeju on the bed again. By now her limbs curl into yours like this were a completely natural thing that happened between you, as if she were always being fucked and manhandled like this. Your kisses now are more aggressive, too. They arenât nervous like earlier, when you still weren't sure if doing this was right. Hyeju responds by engaging in a battle for dominance, pushing forward and pulling the forces connecting you.Â
You win in the end.
Slam her back down to the mattress. Her anticipation is written clearly in her eyes. âIâm going to ruin you, Son Hyeju,â you say.
She laughs in your face. âBet.â
Alright. Youâll show her. Itâs a friendly bet youâll take all seriousness in.
Align your dick with her waiting cunt. You shed all attempts to tease her or dive into foreplay. What she needs is your cock inside her, rearranging her insides. If thatâs so, youâll give it to her.Â
âOh!â Hyeju gasps. Her pretty eyes are big above her hands covering her face. She never guessed you would feel this good inside her. âYouâre so fucking big, daddy. It's, itâs better than I imagined, fffuck.â
Steer all your weight into this thrust specifically. Your tip makes contact with her G-spot and sends her legs shaking. Send her a couple inches further on the mattress. Her godly tits begin another round of bouncing. Thereâs no other routine youâd love to watch.Â
Already you've put your hands on her hips. Theyâre to pull her closer if she gets lost. Again. You have to make sure you wonât lose her this time. This chance was given to you for a reason. You have to keep her here, show her all the love youâve kept bottled up all these years.
Hyeju squirms a lot. Thatâs what your grip is for. Itâs to keep her on the bed so she can easily receive your pumps. And what a good job she does at receiving themâHyejuâs hips shiver as theyâre subjected to a force her sensitive pussy canât handle. Sheâs always going into things she canât handle. This is no different. Time with Daniel was okay, but youâre a different story. You ensure that sheâs always filled to the hilt until sheâs bottoming out.Â
Deeper and deeper you go. Your cock knocks up into her tummy. You curse; itâs hotter than itâs supposed to be. Something as simple as that shouldnât be so arousing.
âOh, you like that? You⊠you like seeing your big cock stuffing my little pussy?â asks Hyeju. Her teeth are parted to let in air she so desperately needs to formulate these words. She knows theyâll turn you on. âI know you do, daddy. Look at your meat ruining my insides. Youâre going to cum so much inside me. And Iâll take it all. Iâm a good girl. Iâll show you Iâm a good girl.â
She leads your hand to her throat and closes your digits around it. Get the message. Squeeze there tight. Her strangled gasp is everything.
âYou are, huh?â you say. Your composure is long gone. âAre you always this tight, Hyeju? Are you always this good? Or is it just for daddy?â
Thereâs something incredibly hot in the way Hyeju gushes and screams for you. Her nipples stand in the air, aroused by the quick penetrating done to her pussy. It seems almost impossible for her to be this wet. Each push of your hips brings forth a gush of wetness that wets the sheets and your joined crotches. Bring out your cock for a second to quickly flick its tip on her clit.
Hyeju gropes her own chest with closed eyes. âOhhhh, fuck!âÂ
Return to your routine of drilling her. Her whole body reacts violently to your pounding. Moreover, every part of Hyejuâs beautiful body screams to be touched. Her jiggling thighs and breasts, her midriff prone to your thrusts, her face thatâs never looked this slutty⊠where should you start? Your touch is given multiple choices, and you choose all of them. Your hands roam her body and squeeze and feel and grope. In response, she moans. The volume of her acute voice turns up with each, almost like her body has triggers that would draw out louder sounds.Â
You think of it that way and now Hyejuâs screaming as you propel inside her while keeping a hand on her clit.Â
âDaddy, o-only you, daddy!â she proclaims in a helpless scream. âNo one can make me feel as good as you do, just keep fucking me, donât stop!â
Youâve got your answer. Smile in satisfaction and, since sheâs a good girl and gave the correct response, lean it to worship her breasts. Does slapping them count as worshiping? Hyeju thinks it doesâher high groans and yells are enough to be context clues. You marvel at the size of her chest, so subtle with the baggy clothes she wears but now in their full, naked glory before you. Itâs impossible for them to be presented to you without a squeeze being done.
âYou like my tits, daddy? Iâll let you fuck them all you want, just finish inside me. Iâm safe today. Promise, p-proââ
Bury yourself deep inside her, to the point that your cockhead pushes at her cervix. Fill her up. Hyeju moans happily. She rolls her body up and down. The stimulation seduces you into making (kind of) breeding her a job well done.
âThank you, daddy.â she sighs. Sheâs still erotically grinding her hips. Itâs karma for overstimulating her a little earlier when your fingers filled her.Â
âS-stop, Hyeju.â
âStop? Alright, sure. I think thatâs enough now. Daddy doesnât want to fuck my tits anymore.â
Naughty little brat. She knows just the right words to tick you off and turn you on. It makes you want her to pound her into the bed again so that not even the old mattress can forget that it was the place you and Hyeju fucked.
âIâm just kidding, silly. Sit down! Yes, thank you.âÂ
She flashes you a smile after you do as she says. Itâs a rare moment in this session with her that she has the say in what happens. Somehow. It canât be completely true, not when sheâs on her knees again for you. Not when her tongue trails worshipful lines on your cock and draws tight licks on your tip. Shiver. Youâre a bit sensitive yourself.
âNow see how good this feels?âÂ
She takes her glorious breasts in her hands and wraps them around your cock. You let out a guttural moan. Hyejuâs tits rival her mouth and pussy. Itâs a close competition, with the advantage of softness most of all. Oh, when she starts to move, gliding her supple skin up and down your size, you almost cum on the spot.
Her bosom is a portal to heaven, you swear. Your legs feel light. Your core is hot as your size disappears between her breasts, buried in the soft and safe haven she provides. The friction is so overwhelming that you doubt it could even be a real sensation.
She makes a show of rubbing your tip on her nipple, similar to what you did to her clit. The two of you are sensitive, so you moan in harmony as it happens. After gliding your cock on her large breasts, she goes back to titfucking you.Â
Itâs all a matter of technique. Whenever she presses her chest together, your cock is suffocated with euphoric tenderness. On the other hand, when she simply moves up and down, youâre given the opportunity to grind down at the skin between her pale breasts. Each route leads to an inevitable fate: exploding all over her a second time.
"P-please stop, Hyeju," you say. You can't handle no more and there's so many more things you want to do to her.
"Awh." She pouts. Fat tears risk spilling from her eyes. God, she could be so cute sometimes. "What do you want, daddy? I can be good."
"Turn around."
"Ohhh, I see what you want." Hyeju turns around and spanks herself. Her ass ripples photogenically. "Of course. Of course you want it."
Hyeju can be so many things. A few minutes earlier she was a submissive babygirl for her daddy, and right before that she was a brat. Now, she transforms into a seductress. She doesn't lace or lingerie to become one. She has that fantastic body to do the work for her.
Hyeju starts to dance. Your eyes are trained on her. They never want to see anything else than her swaying her butt with a dancer's grace and charm.Â
"Giving me a show, huh?"Â
"Unless daddy wants it already."Â
"I do."
She squeezes her ass cheek before reaching her pussy. Then, she rubs her wetness on her pink, puckered hole. She lathers some at the inside of the rim, too. She didn't expect to fuck you today, no matter how many times she's dreamed of it, so there's no lubricant around. Hyeju has to make do.
"Oh!" she squeals when you give her a playful smack on the ass. "Impatient. Daddy's impatient. Don't worry, I'll give it to you."
âYou did this before?â
âDuh.â Hyeju smiles sweetly, quickly returning to her good girl side. âYou ready now, daddy?â
Apparently, itâs a rhetorical question, for Hyeju immediately guides your tip into her backside. You do your part in spreading her cheeks. Both of you moan at the first contact. Itâs difficult by itself to insert just your tip through. Sheâs too tight.Â
Youâre sinking into this long-chased dream. Youâve seen Hyeju walk around the dorm with no shorts on. Sometimes you're able to catch a glimpse of her bare ass when she dresses up in the dark. Itâs normal when itâs with you, considering that your friendship transcends time, but she doesnât know that yearningâs been put in your heart in those moments. You want her. You want Son Hyeju.
And now, sheâs submitting herself to you. Sheâs given you her body, her tits, her pussy. Now she offers you an equally delicious choice: her supple ass thatâs bouncy as it finally sits down completely on your lap.Â
âGood daddies bounce their babygirls on their knees, right? Shouldâve known that, dummy. So come on, pound me. It isnât hard.â
Well, you are. Hyejuâs ass is constricting you yet you enjoy every second of it. Her tight little asshole clings to you as you do as she says. Youâd do anything for Hyeju, and that doesnât exclude engaging in anal sex with her.
Choose a rhythm to go by to enjoy the tightness Hyeju gives you to the fullest. She leans into you and hums quietly, lower lip worried between her teeth and ass steadily rising and resting. The flexes of your thigh also stimulate her needy pussy. Your knee brushes her clit steadily while your cock penetrates her asshole better than any toy could. Better than any boy would.
âOh, that feels so good, daddyâŠâ Hyeju murmurs. âKeep spreading me like that, yes.â
Just when she thought youâd switch to being gentle, your thrusts become sporadic. She canât find which timings youâre going by. The calm before the storm, so to say. Hyejuâs whimpers and whines are your thunder, and they soon live up to their name when they grow louder, filling your ears as would the violent downpour of raindrops.Â
âD-daddy, daddy, oh my godââ Pain partners up with pleasure in wrecking her hole. Darn you for reaching in front of her to rub her clit as well. Too many things are happening at the same time. âDaddy better make me cum, please, pleaseââ
Your size fills the tight space of her ass so much that itâs difficult to move. The juices of her pussy that sheâs used as makeshift lube canât even do the job theyâre assigned to. However, you donât care about that. You simply fuck Hyejuâs fat, delectable ass like itâs been your long-term dream. In a way it is, but youâd be dreaming about it long after itâs already been fulfilled.
Hyeju stands up to take the lead and work her butt on you. You know sheâs an excellent dancer but you never knew she could be this good at twerking either.Â
âHoly shit, Hyeju, your little asshole feels amazing,â you moan. Spank her, though sheâs undeserving of punishment when sheâs amazing at using that ass.
âAnd your cock is so fucking big in my ass,â she says. âI donât want anything else, daddy. Ohh, god, keep doing that.â
Her rear end bounces and claps together as they take in your fat cock. She looks back at you lustfully, watching you ruin her supple ass. Reach for her breasts to match the velocity of her thrusts. Youâre two forces colliding, each filled with fire to defeat the other with pleasure. Itâs a losing game when Hyejuâs ass is just as good as her pussy, which you continue playing with to bring her to orgasm.
âGood girl, Hye, keep bouncing that fat ass on daddy,â you whisper in her ear. Love to hear her weak little moans; they show you that she likes this as much as you do. Probably more. âYou want to cum, right? You want to squirt on me again?â
âYes, daddy, please!â Hyeju is in paradise although her skin feels like itâs been set on fire. She hasnât felt this good before. âNo other cock can do me the way you do, daddy, Iâm all yours! Make me cum, cum inside me, daddy!â
Youâve changed her. Sheâs a totally different person outside of the bedroom. She hides her approval in sarcastic comments and teases you about them. How is it that sheâs completely submissive and good for you?Â
Your ego swells. Smack her pussy just enough to make her gasp. âWhose pussy is this?â
âYours, daddy!âÂ
âAnd this ass?â
âItâs all yours, daddy,â sobs Hyeju. âAlways so fucking big inside me, so much better, you need to make me cumââ
Pull her down to your lap then thrust inside her all while not letting an inch withdraw from her snug butthole. âCum for me,â you say.
âOhhhh fuck!âÂ
Hyeju begins her sexy body rolls again as a profane spray of clear liquid fires from her pussy. Sheâs so wet; when you rub her clit, a squelching sound is produced. Sheâs too turned on from the feeling of you savage pounding inside her. She slaps her own pussy to go along with your rubbing, then leads your fingers inside her cunt again. Sheâs still so tight.Â
The combined feeling of two of her holes being violated has her tired. She could be murmuring a spell and you wouldnât know because of how jumbled and jarred her words are. The syllables make out your name and title. At least, thatâs what you could understand. It would take an experienced veteran transcriber to make sense of Hyejuâs sounds.
You blast her ass with so much cum that it overflows, like water threatening to spill from the brim of a glass. Your joined cores are so wet and sticky that neither of you feel like moving. You want to stay in the narrow yet pleasurable comfort of each otherâs touch forever.
Itâs so pleasant that you could only hear the gratifying sound of each otherâs pants and not the knocks on your door.
So safe that you donât hear the sound of a lock being skewered with because each otherâs bodies are more homely than this dorm.
So distracting that when he comes in through the door and yells in disgust, itâs the first time you feel an awakening sobriety.
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