#I also accidentally chafed my skin with the loofah I got from scrubbing too hard; I didn’t realize I chafed myself until a few hours later
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Somehow I feel like being more physically active is making me aggressive and more prone to violent thinking
#And I know it’s not the ADHD meds because I was eating and feeling normally before I started riding my bike everywhere#and I was on meds then#On days when I don’t have to bike anywhere I notice I don’t posture myself as much#Maybe I’m just tired and cranky????#Maybe I’m grinding my own gears (pun intended)#Like wtf exercise is supposed to be relaxing and here I am with full-on fucking roid rage#and I’m just this tiny little squishy thing with barely any visible muscle who’s never taken steroids even for medical reasons#but I have roid rage and roid back acne… somehow#And even though I am a tiny little squishy thing it’s still kind of terrifying because I am a lot stronger than I look#I accidentally snapped a pair of tongs in the staff break room and I didn’t realize I was even squeezing that hard#I thought I was squeezing a normal amount#Hopefully they were just old brittle tongs??????#I also accidentally chafed my skin with the loofah I got from scrubbing too hard; I didn’t realize I chafed myself until a few hours later#I’m just overshooting how much effort to put into a lot of things and I don’t like it
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