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Vaya semana…
Tan cansada que las neuronas no me dan la para traducir mis pensamientos en otro idioma, bueno, si puedo pero sería algo como spanglish y no me apetece verme tan graciosa ahora (tanto no jajaja).
¿Qué decir? Hubo bastantes altibajos, fueron bastantes decaídas y pequeñas subidas pero bueno, es suficiente para seguir adelante. Ya concluí mi proceso de pre aplicación a este “acenso” que por cierto ya no se que es, si es contrato temporal o definitivo, pero sea lo que sea yo lo acepto, solo espero haber pasado el proceso de pre selección, si me siento muy nerviosa por ello honestamente, fueron dos exámenes, con uno que no apruebe ya no podría aplicar, ya imaginarás como estoy.
Esta semana empecé a cubrir alguien en el archivo clínico, el hospital tiene expedientes físicos y cada vez que un paciente acude a una cita su expediente ya debe estar en el escritorio del doctor; a mi me asignaron archivar los resultados de laboratorio de cada paciente que iban saliendo en el día (que es trabajo de otra compañera) y ella estuvo recolectando y entregando los expedientes de medicina familiar (que son como unos 250 expedientes en la mañana y 100 en la tarde) que es mi trabajo, pero el jefe por razones que desconozco nos rotó actividades. Mi compañera un día me preguntó a quien estaba cubriendo y me dice “aaahhh entonces tú trabajo es entregar los expedientes, ten, continua tu, nuestro jefe siempre cambia de opinión, te lo digo por experiencia” así sin más. Me molesto porque hubiera preferido que ambas hubiésemos terminado nuestras actividades primero ese día y empezar el cambio al día siguiente, no que me pasara sus actividades casi al final del turno. Tengo esta sensación de que se aprovecho, pero bueno, a final de cuentas en realidad lo que ella hacía era mi trabajo y viceversa. El lado positivo es que me invitó a este concierto del Studio Ghibli que habrá en mayo, me entusiasma mucho ir, pero me sorprende que me invitara considerando que llevo nada de conocerla, como a ella también le gusta el anime y estas películas supongo que no tiene a alguien más con quien ir. Acabe tan cansada juntando los expedientes de los médicos del turno matutino del día siguiente, ni si quiera alcancé a juntar los del turno vespertino, en fin, sería trabajo atrasado que haría al día siguiente.
Ese mismo día salí con unos amigos a ver a uno de ellos jugar futbol, son amistades de mi novio todos, bueno también míos ya que hemos convivido mucho en los últimos años, pero ya desde hace un tiempo no me apetece verlos seguido a causa de que tienden a ser algo conflictivos entre ellos, si salgo es para pasar un rato agradable y no para enterarme quien discutió con quien, además está esta chica que ya van varias veces que trae problemas al grupo, la conozco de hace años pero con cada problema me siento menos cómoda a su lado, lo cual es triste porque tiene una personalidad amorosa pero… no es que sea un lobo disfrazado de oveja, más bien diría que es una oveja peligrosa en si misma (si es que eso existe). Bueno mi punto no era contar esto pero en parte quería desahogarme, en fin, al final del partido llevamos a un amigo a su casa y nos quedamos un rato a platicar, nosotros 3 nos decimos “el club del elote” jajajaja el contexto es básicamente que un par de años atrás el iba cada sábado a visitarnos al bazar y hubo un tiempo en el que comíamos elotes de ahí, pero era tan seguido que ya parecía “reuniones sociales para comer elote” tristemente no hubo elote está vez pero si un rico cereal.
Otro día tenía que ir a los EU para cuidar a mi abuela luego de unas terapias que le harían porque la tía que la llevaría no podía quedarse, yo siempre cruzo a pie porque no tengo sentri (y sinceramente me siento cómoda así, la fila no es eterna en comparación a cruzar en carro) en fin yo cruce primero y me puse a esperarlas, hubo un rato en el que pase al baño de un jack in the box pero había fila, cuando salí mi abuela y mi tía seguían sin dar señales de haber cruzado así que las llame, resulta que me buscaron y al no verme se fueron a las terapias, ni si quiera llamaron, solo se fueron. Me sentí… triste, con el corazón pesado y usada. Mi mamá nunca ha hablado bien de la familia de mi papá, siempre me dice que solo nos buscan cuando quieren algo, esa idea me cruzo la cabeza y me sentí peor, siempre trato de ver lo mejor de los demás o al menos no crucificar a las personas por sus errores o el mal que hacen, siempre pienso que la gente hace lo que hace por un contexto que desconozco y no está bien ser duro con los demás solo porque ellos lo fueron, no me gusta, siempre ha sido así. Pero sinceramente no se me ocurrió ninguna razón para creer que me dejaron sola sin un mensaje o llamada preguntando dónde estaba que no me encontraban, supongo que al final realmente no era tan necesaria como tanto insistieron. Llame a mi padre para que pasara por mi para ya irme a mi casa, mientras esperaba solo me sentí… muy sensible, así que en cuanto llegue me puse cómoda, me acosté un rato, me bañe y puse una película, siempre me han gustado las viejas películas Disney, esas en 2D que puedes distinguir su calidad hecha a mano, hacia mucho no miraba la de Alicia así que fue la elegida, aunque del cansancio creo que apenas llegue a la mitad cuando me quede dormida jajajaja.
Bueno por el momento es todo, aún hay más que quiero decir pero me tengo que alistar para mis clases de señas y desayunar algo.
No te preocupes por escribir con más frecuencia, siéntete libre de escribir cuando gustes y de lo que quieras, no es como si estuviéramos obligados a hacerlo diario, pero por mi parte solo tengo este enorme gusto y placer por contarte todo todos los días, no te sientas mal por ello, ve a tu ritmo.
Entiendo que el habernos visto pueda mover muchas emociones, solo puedo decir que lo tomes con calma, yo sigo muy contenta, porque es el inicio que dará paso a nuevo mañana, una nueva vida en la que nos podremos ver y solo sentir paz el uno con el otro, estoy ansiosa por verte otra vez, no se cuando pero quiero hacerlo, no sería pronto pero solo quiero que pase, hay mucho que contar y tienes razón, un día no nos alcanzaría.
Es fin de semana, ¿tienes algo planeado? Antes mencionaste que la miras los sábados, ¿verán alguna película?, ¿jugarán a algo?, yo hoy iré a señas y trabajar con mi suegra, mañana iré a un desayuno de chicas en un café, estoy algo nerviosa porque a 2 de ellas no las conozco tanto y las otras dos… nunca he sabido de que conversar con ellas pero irónicamente nuestras conversaciones son siempre fluidas, quizás solo me preocupo de más. Que tengas buen fin de semana, espero puedas recargar energías para iniciar la siguiente semana, si llegas a verla espero que tengan un día de lo más tierno, acogedor y romántico, no olvides preguntar las tareas cada que faltes, así no te atrasas aunque no vayas y te sientes un poco más confiado cuando vas a clases. Cuídate mucho mucho mucho y diviértete.
#Part 1/?#I want to write many things about this week and the past days#Good…morning?#All those archives are the reason why my legs hurt#I admit that I miss you too#Still thinking about your smile when you talk with your friend#Today is a bit cold don’t forget to bring a jacket with you tonight
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love love LOVE jesper fahey so much, kaz rips out someone's eye and tosses them overboard and jesper's just like "would he do that for me?" not at all bothered, just wondering if kaz cares about him enough to kill a guy for him. a man with his priorities absolutely in order.
#jesper fahey#kaz brekker#six of crows#kazper#anyway unrequited kazper has my entire heart#jesper and inej bonding over their silly crushes on kaz is so important to me like their friendship is EVERYTHING#'you're too good for him you know'#'i know. so are you'#LIKE??#don't even worry jesper he would totally kill a guy for you#AND THE BIT AND THE END OF CK 'tell jesper he's missed around the slat'#HE LOVES HIM SO MUCH HE JUST CANT ADMIT IT AND I LOVE IT!!! I LOVE THEM BOTH!!#soc
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Another Otsutsuki?!
we’re messing up the timeline for this one. (I lost this crack idea but then it came back… the abyss stare back and I jumped in.)
anyways, now some kids meeting the new kid
Panel 1: There’s something wrong here.
Comic 1: Attention.
they’re both in the same boat
Comic 2: Day Off (with confusion.)
he just a little insecure,, (kakashi still told him to get it together)
back to the future now
Comic 3: What. (huh?)
Panel 2: very tiny.
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#rin nohara#toneri otsutsuki#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#creating silly posts pumps my brain#kid obito had immediately had distrust of the new kid#and couldn’t even explain why so he stood there glaring#obito looks at kakashi 20 years later after Toneri admits defeat with “I TOLD you he’s was weird“#kakashi after getting back to earth promptly puts obito in jail#ALSO when I saw Toneri for the first time his design is so neat!#I haven’t watched the movie so I read the description of the guy to have an idea of him#what I got is that Toneri is unhinged too ANYWAYS moving on#Toneri ends up noticing Kakashi white chakra and follows him with curiosity#Kakashi’s ends up choosing not to be jerk lets him stick around as long as he isn’t in the way#toneri takes a bit of insult because even if he’s missing eyes he’s definitely not weak#so showing some skills without destroying his disguise he ends up impressing kakashi#while kakashi talks with him and offering advice and asking him if he wants yo try anything else#he doesn’t know but Toneri immediately in his mind claims kakashi has his#this post could’ve absolutely gone from silly to psychological horror#like real quick haha#imagine the joke was just kakashi going through more issues 😭 the punchline is that there isn’t one
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tracked down this clip just because of this post! have jokes from skizz and scar
#i spent way longer than id like to admit doing these captions. autocaptions was completely busted so i did em manually#please let me know if i missed / should change anything!#i am a person who needs captions trying to make captions for others lmfao. are the colors ok? too subtle? i wanted them legible still but#anyways sdkjhg here have this#txtly described#(bc i made the captions)#though i will probably also add a video descrip later just. not rn sorry guys#also blease if you can find the post LINK ME i have been searching the tag for ages#hermitcraft#skizzleman#goodtimeswithscar#grian#edit: thank you to the person who linked the post!! :D#second edit: yall ive been trying to swap the video out for the corrected one and it wont swap help
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Details in Stan's letter that still haunt me
(how long will I continue thinking about a two page letter that's technically not even that long because Stan's handwriting is fricking large? .....you don't need to worry about that.)
The bro code only shows up in the Lost Journal pages, and to me Stan's message feels like it purposely echoes Ford's "miss you" in the college photo (and for some reason the message doesn't appear in the website version of the photo?) ....or alternatively Stan simply noticed how distressed Ford was about this entire thing and wanted to support him in a way so he can be sappy but without the kids knowing, or both!
Stan's claim about the Oregon lottery contradicts what the Lost Legends website said about Tate McGucket's ability to predict the winning numbers!! ...but also breaking into the Lottery HQ is definitely a very Stan thing to do and it's not the first time small gags have been retconned
Despite spending most of his letter nonchalantly destroying him, the taunt about ripping a dollar bill in half is the only part where Stan is directly responding to Bill. Maybe it's the two of them having similar ways of thinking but it's rather specific considering Bill taunts the reader about it...
And after Bill spends an entire book calling Ford Sixer despite normally using a pretty wide range of nicknames for him, Stan then spends his letter mainly referring to Ford as Sixer, even though post-Weirdmageddon he tends to use a mix of nicknames. And it's not like he'd gotten to see Bill himself for long, let alone see him steal that childhood nickname (that is only used twice in the actual show btw!). Did Ford tell him what happened or...?
With all this and the website's "still on your mind" message, what I'm getting at is my tinfoil hat theory of Stan somehow seeing some of the pages the irl readers saw, even when it should be personalised to the specific reader, and he's been lying about it for some reason. Considering that the book flat out doesn't make an attempt at convincing Soos, I find it a stretch that whatever Bill was telling Stan via the book was an attempt to convince him either.
Wouldn't be the first time Stan's skimmed through a book and lied about what it meant to him.
(...Now I kinda wanna see a story about the family reading their versions of the book and making fun of it while Stan is improvising every single one of his pages and blatantly ignoring Bill's attempts to mock and taunt him)
But also I'm fascinated by the letters that only showed up on the website (aka the Soos+Wendy+McGucket+Pacifica ones). I'm assuming that Mabel had stuck them on after Stan's letter... but they were basically eaten by the book itself because seeing Stan's letter kick-started Bill's breakdown which takes up the rest of the book
#im wearing this tinfoil hat with pride i know something is up!!!!#like three things in one letter??? ...i mean the handwriting is another thing but for another reason that i already mentioned elsewhere#(of course i also love the idea of same coin theory being flat out the reason why stan's perceiving the book differently)#gf meta#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#book of bill#bill cipher#also i'm still kinda annoyed that pacifica got a letter over candy and grenda cos like.... she didn't really do anything in w3 lmao#meanwhile grenda literally ripped bill's eye out and the girls were the main ones holding him off!!! give them respect hirsch!!!!#they helped with the unicorn spell!!!! they're an extended part of the group!!!! they saved stan before!! give my girls respect!!!!!!#also some folks are assuming that the 'miss you' message was directed at mcgucket but if it was for him#i feel like it'd be scribbled on the page itself and not be part of college ford notes in the bg (and ford would use a different cipher)#mind you the photo itself is a day after he met mcgucket so there's no reason why ford would direct it at him#they literally just became besties!!!#and this is a ford recently estranged from his brother and is still trying to convince himself he only feels anger towards him#(i saw some saying that ford shared the bro code with mcgucket too and im ??? theres an entire page about him hiding his childhood stuff#i get there's the 'oh disney!!!' easter egg now but ford at that time was pretty touchy about anything regarding stan#(alex saying that if mcgucket had found his stan o war photo ford wouldve lied and#brushed it off as an inspiration to his career in science instead admitting that he's holding onto it cos he misses his twin)#plus he'd show another recent code that wasn't made by literally kids if he really wanted to share one imo#but also j3 is him using them to hide info from mcgucket!!!)#two sides of the same dollar bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom
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yknow actually we don't utilize the whole "gods may appear differently to different people" worldbuilding thing enough for jokes. Like, with love gods like Aphrodite and Cupid (and presumably also Aphroditus, the Erotes, and etc) it's kind of inherent, but also like.
literally in TKC we have a whole interaction of Sadie going "Wow Anubis was so hot..." cause she saw him as some hot goth teen and Carter being confused as hell because he saw Anubis with a jackal head. In the same conversation.
Where's more scenes and jokes like that. There's a lot of opportunity here.
#pjo#tkc#the kane chronicles#riordanverse#personally i think there's a lot of opportunity for characters to out-loud refer to love gods as the person theyre appearing as to them#only to realize ''Oh. That's Not [x]. That's A God. Whoops. I Have Just Unknowingly Admitted To Thinking [x] Is Really Hot.''#though it is hilarious that there is canonical interaction of Carter briefly wondering if his sister is a furry#you could totally also play this for angst though too#like Nico seeing Cupid as Percy during the Cupid Scene#or [insert character here] thinks they see [lost/missing loved one] only for them to realize ah no that's just a god. return to heartbroken
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Enstars sure is an experience. Did I miss anything?
#are you guys all okay? i definitely am not okay#this is not the type of media that i usually go for yet it is EXACTLY the type of media that i would like#so many gaps so many stories WAY TOO MUCH READING I DONT HAVE THE TIME#i know i missed a lot because ive only watched the anime and read the main music story up to ch 4 of the second part#and i have read some events stories that were free#and maybe one or two outside from translations#but like thats it#this is like reading orv and getting hit with its deep metas on human life and the importance of stories#but instead im being clobbered by the most deranged storylines known to man (and again. i read ORV and am a bsd fan)#this isnt fantasy but there is nothing realistic about enstars and i unfortunately am attached#every day i spiral into east asian media that gives me an aneurysm#bsd -> orv -> link click -> enstars....i wanna say they keep getting more unhinged but theyre all unhinged in different ways#anyway please help me....#enstars#ensemble stars#fandom spamdom#stuff i say#i will admit i am mostly into the game for the stories#a consistent gamer i am not#but to unlock the stories ill push back the animes i have to catch up on etc etc#again. please help me....#edit: updated to remove queerbaiting because apparently i dont know whats going on
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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Broken Roofs and Fixed Perspectives
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#Lots of cut content notes on this one. Lets all have a moment of silence for all the cut A-Qing's in each perspective.#particularly ripped and buff 'Daozhang Defender 'A-Qing (her perspective)#funny but poor layout#XY also had a red arrow pointed at him in his own POV that said 'just troubled' but it made the panel too cluttered.#He does see himself as troubled and uses that to justify his actions#but I also think there is room for him to not really know exactly how to feel about himself in this situation#Yi-city is such a fantastic tragedy for so many reasons and you will bear witness to me rambling about it in the tags as this arc continues#Helping a blind man fix a roof? A manipulative act of building trust or genuine display of wanting to collaberate?#XY and A-qing have experience of the cruelty of the world where as xxc has blind (haha) faith that kindness prevails#These three simultaneous know each other more than the other's think and *yet* completely miss the mark.#the stories they tell in the blizzard (and the reactions they have) so perfectly display who these characters are#Both xxc and xy tell stories about unfair cruelty. To xxc it is others who's suffering is highlighted. XY highlight's his own.#A-qing understands xue yang more that she wants to admit. She predicts the twists in xy's story and empathizes with the hurt and anger#A-qing is also taking advantage of xxc! She is also lying to survive!#Though shes mostly benign in her intentions. She really did vibe check the rank stank on XY's soul on the spot#Alas...no one listens to teen girls....
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"why couldn't shuro have just been honest about what he felt with laios and falin it's not that hard" are you. are you White
#dungeon meshi#shuro#toshiro nakamoto#look you can hate him for other things but this is very clearly a case of cultures (& personalities influenced by these cultures) clashing#shuro is japanese/east asian-coded and laios is european white boy#i am not japanese but i also come from a collectivistic society#pakikisama is a filipino value both prized and abhorred#it relies heavily on being able to read social cues and prior knowledge of societal norms#shuro being from a different country/culture is important to his character#his repressed nature is meant to contrast with laios' open one like that's the point#they both had similar upbringings but different coping mechanisms#shuro explicitly admits that he's jealous of laios being able to live life sincerely#anyway the point is they were operating on different expectations entirely and neither had healthy enough communication skills#to hash things out before they got too bad#re his attraction to falin i personally believe he unfortunately mpdg-ed her#she represented something new & different. a fresh drink of water for his parched repressed self#alas not meant to be#i'll be honest the way ryoko kui handles both fantasy & regular racism in dm is more miss than hit for me#i don't doubt that a lot of the shuro hate is based off of marcille's pov of him#marcille famously racist 😭#characters' racist views don't often get (too) challenged#practically everyone is casually racist at some point#anyway. again if you're gonna hate shuro at least hate him for being complicit in human trafficking & slavery#he couldn't help falling for the wrong woman goddamn 😭#calemonsito notes#edit: upon further reflection i take back what i said about toshiro mpdg-ing falin!#i'm sorry toshiro 😭
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Thinking about how Menelaus talked of his good old friend Odysseus in book 4 of the Odyssey
Thinking about how he would’ve offered Odysseus an Argive city and asked him to move in along with his wealth and his son and his people, how they would’ve met each other frequently, delighted in each other’s company, until death enfolded them both
Thinking about the possibility of him actually doing that after Odysseus’s return and Odysseus actually going there with his family and people. Once again Penelope would return to her homeland for a visit though oftentimes she would just chill with Helen, and Telemachus would be able to visit Pylos once in a while, and Odysseus would be thrilled to meet up with all the friends he had made during the war, Menelaus, Nestor, and especially…Diomedes. Yes, Diomedes—but as he found out his dear friend was no longer in Argos. Now what would happen if Odysseus went on another journey to seek him out, maybe taking Telemachus along perhaps Peisistratus too— (Diomedes’s exile probably didn’t happen in the Epic Cycle but nevertheless…) Anyways everybody reunites with their friends and they all happily live ever after—
I need to see this so bad.
#ofc he loves his Ithaca and he’d miss the olive tree bed had he actually left tho#but still…would you choose to leave the homeland you’ve been longing to return to after twenty years of suffering?#odysseus#the odyssey#homer’s odyssey#tagamemnon#greek mythology#the iliad#still you have to admit it’s such an entertaining idea to think abt#and fsr the friendship between Menelaus and Odysseus is kinda underrated and I must bring this up once more#menelaus#nestor#diomedes#they’re good pals forever#oh yeah and telestratus too#telemachus#peisistratus#let them see each other once in a while#the epic cycle#Lyculī sermōnēs
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was looking for something and stumbled upon the funniest character hate for Shoka Sakurane of TWEWY fame where they were like "i just couldn't look at her the same after she said she enjoyed parts of being a Reaper, like 'tearing people apart' 😭 she's always been kinda mean through the game, but that's downright antisocial"
firstable they misread her line as "tearing people apart" when it was actually "tearing people down" (and was a translation of the original Japanese line where she said she just enjoys getting in Players' way and making a general nuisance of herself. she's a gamer who loves griefing irl). secondable she died at 16 and had no desire to be brought back to life after she won her Game; i think it's safe to say that yes, she is some brand of messed up antisocial sad kid in the messed up antisocial sad kid game. that's kind of the point isn't it...thirdable it's just always funny to run into this opposite genre of person when i personally think it's funny and endearing when a teenaged girl has some fun killing people. how is that not an endearing character trait to you? so sad..........😔
#it was them using the word 'antisocial' specifically that really got me....like 😂😂#YEAG...that's...kind of what the games are about....being antisocial and growing out of it by opening up to people#and finding a support system?? the world ends with you??? HELLO???#anyway as someone who was also once a depressed teenaged girl i have no problem freely admitting#that i too would enjoy being able to teleport and summon monsters and do crazy flips and shoot psychic rockets at people#she's just going through some stuff!!! LEAVE HER ALOOONNEEE#i should replay NEO.....i miss Shoka my friend Shoka
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laying face down on the floor wondering if I am not seeing certain characters' relationships to the core themes of the game because I don't appreciate them enough/correctly or if they genuinely aren't super central to the core themes of the game
#shut up me#look as the number 1 gonta fan on this side of the internet#I can admit that wrt overall game's themes relevance... he is NOT high on the list#I truly feel like all v3 characters can easily hold their own in a character analysis essay#but in trying to think and write about the game's overall themes... there are definitely some more important than others#imo Shuichi is central. He's the beating heart of v3#Kaito and kokichi esp as narrative foils are also essential#Kaede and Kiibo are important in a very specific way too#tsumugi too. obv#but I am really worried im missing something with Kaede + Maki + lesser extent himiko#because in looking at my current thoughts on kaede for game relevance.. it has me cringing and truly understanding that she was fridged#and my current thoughts on maki for game relevance are only THROUGH kaito.#And im like. staring into the mirror clutching at the sink.#Can I not see their significance because of misogyny or is it just that the game is like that#Anyway. if you need me i will be pacing circles into the floor thinking about my v3 essay
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Is there a cat in cannon who got a good death who you think didn't deserve it? Especially if they committed crimes?
Tom the Wifebeater and his redemption death. No question. It's not even close.
Not only do I reject to the "redemption death" on the grounds of it being Tom the Wifebeater who is bullying others until his dying breath, even taunting Thunder about Turtle Tail is dead and the kits must be very torn up about it, but I reject "redemption through death" entirely. I don't like it in stories. It's a theme I deeply object to.
And again it's fucking wild that every time a character is a father, even if they are a wifebeater or a child abuser, the writers think that it bestows a glimmer of goodness into them which every abused child is forced to appreciate and cry about. Breezepelt, Thunder, Tallstar, Tom's children, all of them forced to reconcile and admit how much they wuv their papa.
Abusive dads in WC regularly get redemption deaths, too. Clear Sky dies saving his grandchild, Sandgorse died saving a rando in a tunnel, Tom the Wifebeater saving his daughter.
But Tom the Wifebeater is the worst example of it. Hands down.
#Though I will say it's not exactly a matter of a crime being 'too bad to come back from'#ANYONE can change.#But these ones DONT.#These fathers are *recontextualized* by their deaths and their victim is pushed into rethinking their anger towards them#IF they even had anger towards them at all. All of Tom's victims were too dead to have those feelings because DOTC hates women#And his children are destroyed when they learn that the guy they met once who kidnapped them and got their mom killed died#And that's why I generally hate redemption deaths. By their very nature they don't display what's so HARD about accountability#The changing of your behavior. Checking yourself. Admitting that your victims dont have to forgive you.#It's hard work!#It's painful sometimes! It's worth it but it's not always easy!#It's also its own reward. Your relationships improve. You feel better. You understand yourself.#but no. a redemption death is the end. You never really have to face what you did.#And I hate the way that lots of storytellers think it means it undoes the violence they did#IT does nothing. They're gone. The victims continue.#Where are my stories with RESENTMENT for that? How DARE you die for me?? How dare you run away from the hole you cut into my flesh???#You think the end of you becomes the missing piece of me?#Awful. No thankz#Bone babble#Tom the Wifebeater#child abuse#cw child abuse#tw child abuse
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I think Gepard would also probably like to pick him up by the scruff like a kitten (and throw him in jail) !
Thank you for the compliment @durasposts ;w; I have been enjoying doodling Sampo so I am glad he's been appreciated!
#honkai star rail#sampo koski#trailblazer#gepard landau#not actually meant to be ship art but whatever floats your boat in regards to them ???#i dont really follow many people on tumblr but i do know on Another Site ive seen fanart of silly belobog boys#many a time so i assume its very popular#too each their own and the trailblazer is just there to be impressed with lifting the much taller male even taller#the way people describe being fond of a character has grown progressively more bizarre to me#and i love it so much tbh ... i like the weird ways of admitting you like a character#im so boring and say oh i like this guy and then others i want to pick him up by the scruff of his neck#or someone i dearly love telling me i wanna swing him around like miss trunchbull would#and im like you know what the oc the person said it about im like thats really fair tbh
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-Franz with an outfit I made inspired by one I saw on Pinterest (here's the link)! <3
And I think “someone” liked it..... A lot...💘✨
#calopsita and her passions for franz..#I believe that is missing this here 🤏 of little for her to admit and tell herself to accept that she really likes franz.#and maybe take action and declare herself to her/franz too-#also- what did you think of franz's outfit? It got good??#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art#my art#my art <3#art mel#my art style#franz fischer#calopsita mink#fralopsita#←It's the name of their ship#my ocs#my oc character#my universe#pinterest mention#pinterest#clothes made by me#?#idk akbsks
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