#I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS
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I will forever cry to this song now
I definitely won't write fics based on this because THIS IS TORTURE. but... some of the lines.... are very very inspiring
#WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD?#AND I'LL SAY GOOD RIDDANCE CAUSE IT WASNT SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN#I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS#INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE#AAAHHHHH#IM LOSING MY MIND#Spotify
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the smallest man who ever lived is actually about peter quint
#i wouldve died for your sins instead i just died inside#REBECCA JESSEL BABYBIRLLLLLL#he DID deserve prison and he WONT get time#AND THEN HID IN PLAIN SIGHT EVEN AFTER DEATH#peter quint#rebecca jessel#the haunting of bly manor#the smallest man who ever lived
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gracie is real because when the crispy mic eating bridge happens i also wanna lay in the floor
#I WOULDVE !!! DIED FOR YOUR SINS !!#INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE !!!#AND YOU DESERVE PRISON BUT YOU !!! WONT !!! GET !!! TIME !!!!!
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the smallest man that ever lived sure is playing loud this season
#‘was any of it true??? staring at me starry eyed in your#jehovahs witness suit who the FUCK was that guy??’#‘I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE’#eris: watching#tv: supernatural#castiel being like ‘i’ll find lisa and ben IF’ bruh
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my red flag is that i don't go to therapy for my trauma instead I listen to taylor's new songs and project onto them
#the smallest man who ever lived hits too close to home frerkjfhdkjgk#i wouldve died for your sins instead i just die inside#taylor swift#the tortured poets department#ttpd#the smallest man who ever lived
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MORE REASONS NOT TO END IT ALL:
1) the smell of the grass after it rains
2) sharp eyeliner wings
3) coffins are hella expensive
4) trust me guys i had an attempt and being in the hospital really sucks ☹️ rzn why im writing this
5) laughing so hard you grow a 6 pack
6) finding a new micro-obsession
7) talking to someone about said micro-obsession
8) so american by olivia rodrigo
9) the rush in your heart when someone tells you they love you
10) theres people who still need you around
11) gotta outlive the haters
12) the smell of garlic
13) WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD DID YOU SLEEP WITH A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED WERE YOU WRITING A BOOK WERE YOU A SLEEPER CELL SPY IN FIFTY YEARS WILL ALL THIS BE DECLASSIFIED AND YOU’LL CONFESS WHY YOU DID IT AND I’LL SAY GOOD RIDDANCE CUZ IT WASNT SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE AND YOU DESERVE PRISON BUT YOU WONT SERVE TIME YOU’LL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND SLIP THROUGH THE BARS YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS WERE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING YOU KICKED OUT THE STAGE LIGHT BUT YOU’RE STILL PERFORMING AND IN PLAIN SIGHT YOU HID BUT YOU ARE WHAT YOU DID AND I’LL FORGET YOU BUT I’LL NEVER FORGIVE (if you know, you know)
14) all your birthdays to come and all the cake to be eaten
15) birds chirping on a crisp spring morning
16) taking cool live photos and pressing them to watch them play out
17) garlic bread
18) those weird and really funny x listener audios click for a surprise
19) drinking cold water at 3am
20) just not today. don’t do it today and keep it up.
please, REBLOG + ADD MORE REASONS!
#ts ttpd#ttpd#taylor swift#1989 taylor's version#taylornation#taylurking#bnha manga spoilers#the tortured poets department#swifties#taylor swift ttpd#anya taylor joy#taylor swizzle#swifttok#swiftblr#reputayswift#reputation#rep tv#rep tv is coming#tloz totk#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#link tloz#tloz fanart#tloz link#botw#loz link#legend of zelda#tloz botw#tloz ganondorf#tloz
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#I think a lot of my dislike of the movie might have been just differences in taste #That movie was NOT my sense of humor and I disliked how they handled some things #Like...it kinda bugged me how they went about Ballister's prosthetic limb I won't lie. #I also don't know if Nimona ''not wanting to be a monster'' yet also wanting to cause so much destruction around her worked for me #Or at least not the way it was done #Like. I'm ALL for a character that wants to hurt others because of the way they've been hurt. That's based. #But that's not...really what they did? Or at least I don't think so #Like she's not REALLY a villain but she did sincerely want Ballister to be. #She values life. But she also wants to murder people? She wants violence??? Idk. It was a weird mix #She's SO sad that child was scared of her but earlier she like. Completely fucks up another kid's game. For no reason. #God and Nimona being 1000 years old makes a lot of her actions kinda weird. She feels so 14 to me yet she's immortal afssf #Also just not that big a fan of the trope where it's revealed ''this ancient legend was actually kids the whole time!!!'' #but I know that's just my tastes #HOWEVER. I also think it made the movie weaker in certain aspects. #Prejudice is learned. So making it feel SO ingrained into the very beings of this world's people #IDK man did not hit it's mark for me #the queer allegory was legitimately very good though. loved that (op's tags)
Nimoma has good emotional payoff and animation but nothing else to really write home about TBH
It's very SPOP in that way, where the arcs and scenes are solid when viewed outside of the media in gifset or clip form but don't work as well when actually watching what they're from
For sure! I think that's a problem she-ra and toh both share with Nimona—they struggle with setup but then go ham on the payoff, which leaves everything feeling somewhat unearned.
The end of the movie bugged me in particular—Ballister's 180 with calling Nimona a monster (something he KNOWS pushes her to the brink) after one conversation with his ex-boyfriend was...I think out of place?
Normally if you have a character make a wrong choice like that you, as the audience, would be questioning the whole movie if they had ever REALLY changed. Was Ballister's loyalty truly to Nimona or to the Institute/Goldenloin? But, by that point in the movie they had really sold me on Ballister's complete acceptance of Nimona and disregard of the institute, so....why would he turn on Nimona then? I'm surprised they didn't do this plot the other way, which would instead have only made it seem like Ballister betrayed Nimona, you know? Like they did in Tangled. That way you don't undo Ballister's movie long arc with one scene, but you can still have Nimona go berserk and make her way into the heart of the city.
There were also a couple of other things that felt kinda dropped by the end. Ballister being the first commoner to become a knight? The Queen's important role in this society? This kingdom's prejudice going SO deep that not even a child would give Nimona a chance after saving their life, yet blowing up the wall changed everyone's minds in the end?
There were a lot of good pieces, but they weren't quite put together in the right ways.
#hfjhdfjhfgdhj hi op hope u dont mind meeeeeeee#this has been sitting in my drafts for. months. as i tried to gather my thoughts beyond a big hearty Yeah.jpeg#honestly? what would've made the movie work a lot more for me?#is if during nimona's freak out over the kid being scared of her/calling herself a monster#ballister had turned to her and gone ''uh. aren't you?''#because i think it wouldve helped them better tie several themes in the movie: first that nimona does not actually want to be destructive.#that's very much her lashing out in a ''you call me the monster? well ill BE your monster''#but it comes from a place of emotional pain so directly facing with the consequences of it understandably sets her on a spiral#second is ballister's own spiral of going ''burn me? fine i burn YOU'' and parallel him hitting a similar spiral nimona had for contrast#third. i dont think ballister's prejudice should have been prompted externally.#the movie like. doesnt actually want to/doesnt trust itself to deal with its characters actually being prejudiced#which is why ballister's turning away from nimona had to be prompted by the director through his ex#to give him an easier rejection of it and reconciliation with nimona (to give ALL of them an easier rejection/reconciliation of their preju#*prejudice with the exception of the director. who just dies.)#if ballister had called nimona a monster in that moment i think it wouldve helped illustrate a few things better: that societal prejudice i#s ingrained deeper than most people realize. ballister would have fully accepted nimona as a monster but not recognized that he shouldnt be#thinking of her AS a monster in the first place. theres still something inside him that he needs to finish unpacking and heal.#i think it also would have shown better how people who are victims of prejudice can still perpetuate it. making it so that ballister had to#be externally manipulated to enact that against nimona undermines the message of harm by societal prejudice that the movie tried to send#also i just think switching up that betrayal wouldve made for a smoother sequence of events in movie. ballister calls out nimonas destructi#and reveals he still has ingrained prejudice. nimona runs and ballister can even still run into his ex again afterwards. and if they want#to keep nimonas backstory the ex revealing that to ballister could instead be how ballister realized how wrong he was in the first place#itd give context to realize the extent to which he hurt nimona with his thoughtlessness and work better to prompt him running out to reconn#*reconnect with her. and fix that 'change the narrative' line because as is its like???? kinda hanging in the breeze as is oof#ANWYAYS tl;dr--nimona falls apart for me because the movie wants to tackle heavy topics but doesnt want any of its characters to act out in#any truly problematic ways. so ALL the bad as to fall on one specific villain (whose so much of a prop she only gets a title and not a name#that they can just kill at the end and absolve the entire town of their 'sin' (prejudice). its v much the christian theme of the#sacrificial goat+scapegoat actually. the director stops representing prejudice and is just there to give everything a clean resolution#it has a lot of the pieces but its too...timid to really dig into and address them. this prejudice isnt the only one but my tags are SO LON#nimona
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Could someone give a message to the smallest man who ever lived?
WHERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD?
DID YOU SLEEP WITH A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED?
WERE YOU WRITING A BOOK?
WERE YOU SOME SLEEPER CELL SPY?
IN FIFTY YEARS WILL ALL THIS BE DECLASSIFIED?
AND YOULL CONFESS WHY YOU DID IT
AND ILL SAY GOOD RIDANCE
COZ IT WASNT SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN
I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS
INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE
AND YOU DESERVE PRISON BUT YOU WONT GET TIME
YOULL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND SLIP THROUGH THE BARS
YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR
YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS WERE BORING
BUT YOU WERE GONE BY MORNING
YOU KICKED OUT THE STAGE LIGHTS BIT YOURE STILL PERFORMING
lala.
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WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD?? DID YOU SLEEP WITH A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED???? WERE YOU WRITING A BOOK? ???WERE YOU A SLEEPER CELL SPY???? IN 50 YEARS WILL ALL THIS BE DECLASSIFIED??? AND YOULL CONFESS WHY YOU DID IT AND ILL SAY GOOD RIDDANCE CAUSE IT WAS SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN. I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE. AND YOU DESERVE PRISON BUT YOU WONT GET TIME. YOULL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND SLIP THRU THE BARS. YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CALL. YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS WERE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING!! YOU KICKED OUT THE STAGE LIGHTS BUT YOURE STILL PERFORMING!!!!!! AND IN PLAIN SIGHT YOU HID. YOU ARE WHAT YOU DID. AND ILL FORGET YOU, BUT ILL NEVER FORGIVE!!!!
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Dead Boy Detectives and The Divine Comedy
Dante's Inferno (hell), Purgatorio (purgatory), and Paradiso (heaven/paradise)
its not a complete one-to-one but its a neat thing to think about in regards to dbd
it kinda makes sense because the levels of hell in the show are based off the depiction we see in Dantes Inferno, and the next in the trilogy of the divine is where they travel the mountain of purgatory
but anyway edwins file in the night nurses book said he either goes to Hell or PLV-4s
okay this is kind of a long one so strap in
Overall:
this is based on shotty memory bUT
in the trilogy you would be put to the respective layer you belong (hell, purgatory or heaven)
if youre a sinner, hell, but Dante goes through all layers going down, then to lucifer who blocks the path leading to purgatory.
youd then have to climb up the mountain of purgatory depending on your sins for like a number of eons until you cleanse yourself of the sins, once you make it past a layer youre free of it forever and one step closer to paradise
and only then are you able to get to paradise and i THINK the layer of paradise youre placed on is based on how good a person you are or smth
Purgatory:
someone pointed out it could mean Purgatory Level V (5) or just level, and the 4s could mean how long he should spend there (?) but layer 4 is also Sloth so theres that too (the souls being that theyre forced to run all the time which is lowkey what edwin goes through in hell)
which is the path you have to travel AFTER getting through hell you would normally go through up purgatory in order to get up to heaven once youve proven ur self worthy and ur sins righted iirc
so i think he would have to be placed somewhere in the middle (based on the level V if thats the right theory, theres 9 layers total) of that mountain based on his life and unfinished business and everything hes done while as a ghost he would have already been pushed up a few levels
so im assuming the night nurse's book was like glitching out because he was supposed to be in hell (on a technicality) but he served time there being passed around demon to demon, made it out of hell, but in the opposite way of purgatory
according to Dante's i believe he would have gone to purgatory IF he had unfinished business but he made it back to earth (the wrong way), and because of the things he did helping ghosts it technically counted towards his unfinished business so like he should be in hell because thats where he was placed last BUT everything hes done post-post-mortem wouldve counted towards purgatory and (maybe up to heaven ?)
Paradise:
on another theory, PLV could either mean paradise level Venus (the lovers) being the 3rd layer but the layer of heaven granted to those who in life were deficient in the temperance of love (smth smth edwins repressed feelings and never engaging in then smth smth)
the 4th layer is the Sun (the wise) -4s maybe?- which hold the souls of the wise, which kinda plays into edwin being the brains of the team so to speak, and he was seen reading in his mortal life before dying, as well as knowing a bunch of languages and probably a whole bunch more in his afterlife (in the comics they taught french at st hilarions so im assuming he knew that before he died)
the 5th layer is Mars (the warriors of faith)- maybe layer V?- i dont really believe this is the case bc this layer is given to those who gave up their life in the name of faith, but i would like to believe everything he went through in hell and also everything he gave up eternal virtue for to help the lost souls left on earth could grant him to be a warrior
heres a diagram to put into perspective
but yeah theres a little divine comedy lesson for yall
idk take it all with a grain of salt because i learned about dantes inferno like last year and really only remember the hell part of it all. also dante thought that gay people were worse than murderers in hell so thats another issue. aND the sandman universe takes into account all faiths and religions and gods and mythology theres not actually a true one god. and the divine comedy is very much a catholic read so yeah
#idk i think its interesting and i feel like most people dont know that much about Dante's but it kinda relates to dbd#definitely check out wendigoons yt videos on the divine comedy if you want a better cliff notes version#three videos one on each book. theyre kinda long (4.5hrs total) but interesting🤷♀️#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives#dbds#dbdshow#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#dantes inferno#george rexstrew#jayden revri#the divine comedy#the dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives theory#i did more research for this than literally any of my finals (not saying much. i did like 10 minutes of research)
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WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD DID YOU SLEEP WITH A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED WERE YOU WRITING A BOOK WERE YOU A SLEEPER CELL SPY IN FIFTY YEARS WILL ALL THIS BE DECLASSIFIED AND YOULL CONFESS WHY YOU DID IT AND ILL SAY GOOD RIDDANCE CUZ IT WASNT SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE AND YOU DESERVED PRISON BUT YOU WONT GET TIME YOULL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND SLIP THROUGH THE BARS YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS WERE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING YOU KICKED OUT THE STAGE LIGHTS BUT YOURE STILL PERFORMING AND IN PLAIN SIGHT YOU HID CUZ YOU ARE WHAT YOU DID AND ILL FORGET YOU BUT ILL NEVER FORGIVE THE SMALLEST MAN WHO EVER LIVED
#the best bridge she’s ever written#I love screaming these lyrics#matty healy I will get you sleep with one eye open#matty probably has a one inch#this isn’t a safe space for matty healy#taylor I will fight matty for you
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(“i wouldve died for your sins, instead, i just died inside”)
#taylor swift tag#the smallest man who ever lived#is tied for first with whos afraid of little old me#actually also really enjoy clara bow
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Do you think godfather died for the sins of the idol industry but not in a jesus repentance way but in an insurance way that means he died for your sins so if you don't sin you're wasting his sacrifice. You know? Like a industry sinning free card for his subordinates. Or maybe that was akehoshi? Maybe he died in the jesus repentance way? No no he would count as a martyr right? Where was I going with this actually
I hate that Priest doesnt have a canon design because i wouldve loved to edit him in court for his crimes, with a speech bubble saying this as he's slowly going insane trying to rationalize why he did the things he did
#/said lovingly btw. i adore your brain and thought processes#i just think the 'died for our sins so we must sin' would be a funny thing to justify in court#ask#sebastian🕊
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I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I KUST DIED INSIDE
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Can stop listening to Smallest man 😭 I dont know what to feel about matty now. I wouldve died for your sins but I just died inside fuck
He is a fuck boy. I hope he has grown since last summer.
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WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME DEAD? DID YOU SLEEP WITH A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED? WERE YOU WRITING A BOOK? WERE YOU A SLEEPER CELL SPY? IN FIFTY YEAR WILL ALL THIS BE DECLASSIFIED? AND YOULL CONFESS WHY YOU DID IT AND ILL SAY “GOOD RIDDANCE” CAUSE IT WASNT SEXY ONCE IT WASNT FORBIDDEN I WOULDVE DIED FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE AND YOU DESERVE PRISON BUT YOU WONT GET TIME YOULL SLIDE INTO INBOXES AND SLIP THROUGH THE BARS YOU CRASHED MY PARTY AND YOUR RENTAL CAR YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS WERE BORING BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING YOU KICKED OUT THE STAGE LIGHTS BUT YOURE STILL PERFORMING
and in plain sight you hid but you are what you did and I’ll forget you but I’ll never forgive the smallest man who ever lived
#taylor Swift#the tortured poets department#the smallest man who ever lived#ts ttpd#ttpd#this is on repeat in my brain
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