#I WAS ALMOST SOBBING AGAIN
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Bro I forgot how much Home destroyed me
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
hi howdy long time no freezerburn
#rwby#yang xiao long#weiss schnee#freezerburn#i am very very slowly starting to work on owed stuff again#i am so sorry it's been so long#art has been very hard with my job#but commissions are moving along again#i almost have a really big one done too sobs#also i really really like how this turned out#jock!yang#cheerleader!weiss#rwby au
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
459 notes
·
View notes
Text
been really scared about burning out all my friends by asking for too much help but I think what's actually happened is that I've hit a wall where I myself am just too burned out to do the asking
#curseblogging#it is. the disability grief coming for me again.#like we have a pretty broad network and no one has been resentful and everyone is really good about Actually helping#and not running into the issue a lot of disabled people have where they don't actually get what they ask for#but i am just so fucking tired of not being able to do anything for myself#and can tell i am trying to compensate by going well. what if i just never wanted or needed anything ever.#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i was genuinely fine about this for the first like two years that i was sick#but sometime last summer i just hit a wall and now whenever i need to ask for a ride somewhere i start sobbing#and i don't know. what to do about it.#it's almost like being severely disabled is an inherently traumatic experience or something.#fucked up :(
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
Tf he's talking about lol
Also check my art here i do cute stuff sometimes (especially TAWOG art) !! ♥
#hi i post art again!#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#gumball watterson#tawog rob#it's that emoji meme being current on twitter#or X but i'll always say twitter lol#mixed with that scene in the Inquisition it kinda fits#blooming tree#tw: autistic hands pose/j#it just make me laugh how almost everyone in this scene standed like that#i love them sobs
769 notes
·
View notes
Text
top ten reasons to live: this !!!!!
#BIG BROTHER/SISTER OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD MOMENT ‼️‼️‼️#once i have enough space in my mind to redraw this it’s OVER for you#literally sobbing crying he may not be good with like baby babies but toddler babies? so older brother…. it’s almost as if… he’s gonna be-#(taken out back and shot like a horse)#please this is so adorable i’m gonna DIE. bro how did pavitr not fall in ANY sort of love here is beyond me bruh.#unless…. (the aro flag starts becoming more visible over a low quality jpeg of pavitr)#but no seriously i would hand my life over. my soul.#miles is just such a sweet and caring guy like omg. he’s literally LOVE ITSELF.#miles morales#spiderman#spider man#across the spiderverse#across the spider verse#atsv#spiderman atsv#m&m posts#reblogs on again
688 notes
·
View notes
Text
#madison almost crying broke my heart#and i felt like it was a permanent thing his death before but this is really really permanent#so i'm broken hearted all over again#outer banks#jiara#jj x kiara#kiara x jj#jj maybank#kiara carrera#what could have been#season 4 you fumbled so hard#rudy pankow#madison bailey#im not crying you are#sobbing actually
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
HE ALMOST SURRENDERS TO THE KISS
HE WAS SUPPOSED TO SURRENDER TO THE KISS
IM SOBBING
#did I post abt this yet#I've had this in my mind for over a year now but ig I forgot to mention it here lol#no but I'm actually sobbing the way he did want to give in and kiss alice but decided against it to save her ☹️☹️#its not that obvious in the vid bc it all happens so quickly but u could see him soften up a bit after alice's line like :(#also semi side note I read a fic once years ago where alfred wasnt able to stop alice from kissing him in time and so they just wait the#sickness out together and it absolutely BROKE ME#give them their happy ending PLEASE#also for some reason a bunch of my abh libretto posts are getting traction again after almost a year#and out of all of em the stoned post is the most popular lmao#I love that there's still active members in this fandom#hi guys this is for yall <3#I should post abt abh more#alice spencer#alfred hallam#abh#alice by heart#doggo rambles
125 notes
·
View notes
Text
and the crowd… exchanges confused glances?
#lowkey the ending kinda made me mad#like i know she was a ghost in the comics and stuff but it feels meaningless to kill her and let her come back#maybe it has something to do with her making rio promise to never see her face again but idk#and also that kiss? the kiss of death? what?#why would they almost kiss in ep 4 if agatha knew it was gonna kill her? or did rio pick the moment? have they never kissed before?#there’s just so many things that don’t make sense#like the darkhold and why rio sent the salem seven after agatha#i had really high hopes but i really did like the series#i LOVEEEEEE billy maximoff so that was a win#the way nicky went with rio had me sobbing bro he definitely knew who she was#he wasn’t afraid at all#and we saw with alice that you don’t really know that you’re dead bc alice was super confused until she saw her body#but nicky recognized rio so he’s seen her before for sure#agatha all along spoilers#agatha all along#agathario#give me agathario or give me death.#agatha x rio#agatha coven of chaos#agatha harkness#agatha spoilers#rio vidal#mcu#marvel#agatha all along episode 8#agatha all along episode 9#don’t even get me started on the fact that billy made up the whole road#where’s the bitch that suspected this?? someone ask her if she’s okay damn 😭#billy kaplan#billy maximoff
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
Wonder how William felt having to watch David get all the “you’re going to be the one to get out of here” lines from their parents,, how he felt knowing David was going to make it out all while he was slowly losing his mind surrounded by those woods. Had he ever been told he was going to make it? Was it switched to him when David finally did get out? Or was it only said as a quick goodbye before he left, a small “I knew you’d make it out too” as his parents are watching him leave
#when people say ‘you’re gonna be the one to make it out of here’ it makes me physically sick w emotions btw#hearing it said to someone else almost made me scream sob the other day#so I just wonder how Will would feel listening to David get that over and over again while growing up#always smart perfect David being the one told he’d make it#all while Will was busy half losing his mind near the woods#sometimes I wonder if that goes into his death#if he was so scared he’d never get out of there that he tried to take himself out of there#ykw I mean?#anywho!#moomins yapping<3#jrwi pd#jrwi#prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders#william wisp#just roll with it#jrwi show#jrwi william#janet wisp#David bell#jrwi David
57 notes
·
View notes
Text
MiqoMarch Day 04 - Sun
Sol
#MiqoMarch#MiqoMarch2024#ffxiv#ffxiv WOL#miqo'te#shadowbringers spoilers#endwalker spoilers#light but eh just in case#gods the 7.0 grass shader cant come soon enough I had to rethink this whole composition cause the ground texture looked so bad sobs#Arsay knows almost nothing about her Azem and thats for the best#but maybe what little bit of lethe persists through her feels something seeing that symbol in her hands again#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
64 notes
·
View notes
Text
ahem . . framing this here ˘ ᴗ ̫ ᴗ ˘ ♥︎🌹
#𐚁ྀ ₊ ࣪ ㅤ 𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮𝓷𝔁𝓲 ྀི#drawn by the darling femi ♡ ♡#i stare at this almost everyday ( ૢ ⦁ .ꔷ ૢ) 's just so beautiful#'s just so so perfect.. so soft and comforting !:! it makes me so happy wah#i remember evie saying ''love goes around comes around'' reminds her of this art and i can't agree more 🥹🥹#us humming as we bake ♥︎ this is just so argenxi i may sob again#the cubs (ᵒ̴̶̷̥́-ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀) gosh#💭 ︵ᡣ𐭩
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
the parallels between morrigan and the mage warden (especially one who snitched on jowan and so isn't automatically doomed if they stay in the circle) both being unceremoniously kicked out by their parental figures from the isolated nests they've been cooped up in all their lives and sent flailing out into the real world to test their wings. the love that you can read in between the lines there from irving, and even flemeth -- in both cases this is a cause of action taken partly to save their children (from the circle, from the blight, from the isolation and constriction they would be doomed to otherwise), and in both cases it also opens them up to a world of new dangers. (I wonder if irving knows how many grey warden recruits die right off the bat. from his general character I think he might take that chance even if he knew because otherwise the circle is all but inescapable, but from what he says to amell/surana at the time and how set duncan is to keep that particular detail on the down low I feel more on the side of him not being aware.)
irving at least is encouraging and explains the outlines of what he's thinking even in his hurry to get you out the door, flemeth takes the opportunity to get in a few more stabs of emotional abuse haha. but I think my amell looks at morrigan's shock and partial dismay to be sent away with them so abruptly (and despite everything, the sting of it being so easy to do on her mother's part, emotionally) and feels a sympathetic sinking in her stomach. because yeah she knows that feeling too
#there are some lines from morrigan that makes me think something kind of bad might have happened to her#the last time she left the wilds? she says that when she returned home to flemeth last time she never meant to leave the wilds again#:( morrigan baby if anyone fucked with you... tell me we'll hunt them down for sport and kill them#dragon age#dragon age origins#morrigan#warden amell#oc: sophia amell#first enchanter irving#flemeth#I'm a decade older now and playing this part again with more adult eyes... seeing morrigan try SO HARD to create one little moment#of connection; of care -- saying she doesn't want to come back to the hut burned down and framing it as a dig; a joke#and even being that careful even being that roundabout she gets shot down SO brutally by flemeth and it hurts to watch#I feel almost parental about it all more than anything this time around like. oh morrigan I'm so so sorry about everything#'I am many things but I will not be the mother you were to me' sobbing I'm so proud of her
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
Aaaah, I wish I had content to post, but I haven't been able to actually draw lately because I've been taking care of my spayed cat, and it takes a lot of my time, so no actual new drawings for now
I did, however, tried to understand a little the shape of Crowley's eyes. It's not much, but I guess it's better than leaving this account with no new art kdskdsk
I still have a lot to practice, but I love his eyes so much and I couldn't resist the urge to draw them and try to do them in a way that suits my style more
#i love eyelashes#crowley#crowley fanart#good omens#good omens fanart#this is pretty much just a crowley's eyes appreciation post#i regret nothing#gomens#art#i want to draw seriously so bad#BUT I CAN'T#sobbing#oh to have david tennant's eyes#david tennant#hah almost forgot that tag again#anthony j crowley#the duke art
120 notes
·
View notes
Text
In honor of our first Wednesday without an episode:
Echo and Crosshair get to talking on the long flight back to Pabu.
:D
pov me getting steamrolled by this idea at like midnight on the 4th lol
i wrote this one super fast DURING MY EXAM WEEK so don’t expect too much lol
full of fluffy banter, Crosshair whump, and… well let’s just say my classic Echo trope lol
taglist below cut:
@inkstainedhandswithrings @the-bi-space-ace @floundrickthewayfarer @ihaventpiickedausername @arctrooper69 @myrtlesb
(p.s. if y’all would rather only be tagged in Slow Down updates or something let me know!)
#she’s done!!#tada!!!!#are we proud lol#also also just gonna ramble for a bit#it’s my last day of senior year and i just took my exams and like everything happened so fast???????#and now i’m done and i walked out like holy shit i’m never gonna see these people again#i’m so sad i didn’t connect more with my teachers and stuff cause like i loved them so much omg#my art teacher gave me a hug and i was like this close to tears lol#posted this while laying on the floor staring at the cieling and almost sobbing to cavetown lol#aND ITSTHE FIRST DAY W NO BAD BATCH 😭😭😭😭😭#i am#emotions#tbb echo#tbb crosshair#tbb fanfiction#tbb s3#tbb spoilers
44 notes
·
View notes
Text
₊ ⊹With you⊹₊
[10-Heart Event]
#stardew valley#stardew cope#sdv sebastian#yomi art#sdv#eris my beloved#stardew sebastian#stardew oc#sdv farmer#stardew eris#i drew the 10 heart even like a month ago already but#i wasnt satisfied#not happy with it again but#maybe next time!!#just got to see the event in another savefile today and almost sobbed#but then had to laugh when this man levitated towards the farmer to kiss them
133 notes
·
View notes