#I PROMISE THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD

[big-red-velociraptor]

Sorry Friends!

I know this unannounced hiatus has lasted a few months now, and it will be a few more.

My current living situation is... Unfortunate. At the moment. In the meantime Big Red and Co. have been tucked into a box in my storage unit for their safety.

It took me longer than I'd like to have made this post to explain my absence, but that's just how it goes with mental health sometimes. Im doing better now, and focusing on the projects I can manage!

I did collect some new friends on my recent trip to boulder to see a show (planned and budgeted for before I started this blog), you can have this preview for now until it's time for Big Red to return!

This member is a ceolophysis, and they don't have a name yet! Maybe you all have some suggestions? :)

[demanedits13]

Trans autistic Aoi icons for myself

[ponyinmypocket12]

whistling wind and tumbleweeds. sometimes i can still hear his voice

[every-moment-a-different-sound]

Incorrect quotes pt.2

Dead Boy Detectives & The Magnus Archives

[hpdfag]

i want to be chained to you forever. all it'll take is a metal cuff on my wrist and yours, and we'll never ever be apart! wouldn't that be wonderful?

[marstonsboy]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Abigail Roberts Marston & Jack Marston, Jack Marston & John Marston, Jack Marston & Charles Smith, Sadie Adler & Jack Marston, Mary-Beth Gaskill & Jack Marston, Simon Pearson & Jack Marston Characters: Jack Marston, Abigail Roberts Marston, John Marston, Charles Smith (Red Dead Redemption), Sadie Adler, Simon Pearson, Mary-Beth Gaskill, Arthur Morgan Additional Tags: Canonical Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, Gun Violence, Blood and Injury, Minor Abigail Roberts Marston/John Marston, Adult Jack Marston, Jack Marston Needs a Hug, he gets hugs :), Family Reunions, Post-Canon, Angst with a Happy Ending, Post-Video Game: Red Dead Redemption (2010), Van der Linde Gang as Family (Red Dead Redemption), Hurt/Comfort, Afterlife, Red Dead Redemption (2010) Spoilers, Red Dead Redemption 2 Spoilers, Time Skips, Grief/Mourning, Mistaken Identity, Arthur Morgan's Journal, and his hat!, both get passed down to jack, i had tb kill abigail im sorry, the red dead revenge cycle and how it kills everyone it touches, Writer Jack Marston, 5+1 Things, High Honor Jack Marston Summary:

Ma squeezes his hand, her face pale and reddened around the eyes, her grip shaky and weak. She shudders with a cough. “You— you’re a rotten man, John Marston, you left us again.” She sounds like she might cry, and her eyes are unfocused. “You promised you wouldn’t leave us again.”

Jack says nothing. Pa has been dead for years now, and judging by Ma’s delirium in her sickness, she’ll be joining him soon.

As he squeezes back, he chooses not to correct her. She’s out of it, confused and suffering, and him confusing her further won’t help matters at all. “I know,” he murmurs instead, quiet, feeling like he’s wearing shoes that are two sizes too big. “I’m sorry.”

(Or: Five times someone mistook Jack Marston for his father, and the one time they didn’t.)

[askcrkau]

Ever heard of a fae? I’m unsure if they exist in your realm, but they might considering you have faeries. The fae are cruel tricksters that lack understanding of human emotions, who often speak in riddles. There’s many more things I could tell you about the fae, but the basic gist of it is that I find you, shadow milk cookie, very similar to them.

Shadow Milk: Oh really~? Well, i’ll admit, it certainly sounds like one faerie i knew…

[healing-through-the-pain]

I promise to love you through the pain and hold your heart close to my own.

I will take all of the hurt as my own and carry the heavy weight of it on my back, while holding your hand through the darkness.

I can hear your cries in the middle of the silence of the night that falls upon us, and I want you to know that even though I am far away-

I am still here.

I still want to be your wife, even if you will not be able to give yourself to me fully when you come back.

I will not push you and I will not force you to do things that may still scare you...

It's okay to be scared and it's okay to be unsure right now.

I will never judge you over such trivial things, because I cherish your heart and I only want what is best for you.

Intimacy can be terrifying, but I am glad that you have him with you.

He will be the one to help pull you back and I will help where I can.

Quietly aiding you on the sidelines is all I am capable of accomplishing right now, but these things mean just as much.

[gillipopmoji]

would you still love me if i made aac symbols of jonathan sims...

"tiny" (three versions)

"small" (three versions)

"medium sized" (three versions)

check reblogs for "big" and "huge"

pt: check reblogs for "big" and "huge"

[boybecoming]

Ur hrt weight gain post is going number on Pinterest

I heard that forcemasc had broken containment over there so this doesn’t surprise me too much! pinterest could benefit from some glorification of weight gain and transgenderism if u ask me

[arvoze]

would you guys still love me if i posted object oc shit and ii shit.........

[outlying-hyppocrate]

i have officially returned. ask me anything.

[ultimatetrashgoblin]

If a queer ship exists you can be sure I’ll find a way to connect Guilty As Sin? to it

Anyway rip Edwin Payne you would have loved The Tortured Poets Department

[theladyeowyn]

[attaboy-art]

watched evil dead with my bf the other night

[Image ID: A digital drawing of Ash Williams from The Evil Dead in profile in front of a dark background. He is covered in blood and looking towards the viewer from the side of his eye. There are two shining car headlights in the background. /.End ID.]

[necrotic-nephilim]

just a housekeeping post, but if i'm slower answering asks for a bit, it's bc i'm working on SladeRobin week! none of your asks are being ignored, i just completely forgot about that until now and i want to try to complete every prompt so. pray for me, i think. but as always i love all the anons sending the lovely dead dove content <3