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Not really happy w this bc I struggle to do more than sketch with my travel tablet, but I tried to stretch my painting muscles a bit. Just some random sci fi scene ft a tiny Emmett in the corner.
#my art#emmett#oc#inspired by nms as always and also hzd a bit#i just doodled whatever and this was the result#I MISS MY BRUSHES SO BAD#also the screen on that thing is NOT a good indicator of true color and its annoying#i need to figure out how to use this thing in a way that actually feels good for more than just sketching
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chibo
#and everyone clapped#idk waht to put for the caption anymore its literally just chip idk what to tell you#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#my art#hi i missed you mdp mapping brush i missed you so bad
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#testing out clipstudio. sorry i dont like it. i cant find anything there#and i feel like younger version of myself who did everything in photoshop by hand#not knowing any instruments#im too tired to actually learn how to work in csp but right now i dont have anything else with me#so sticking to whatever instruments i have i guess#i miss my wife (my brushes and settings and filters)#sorry if it looks weird. im away from my pc and i only have a laptop with a really bad display and i can't see anything i do#my art#pokemon#reshiram
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Opened paint tool sai for the first time in 5 years immediately drew yuri
#couldnt for the life of me draw shizukus face jeezus. turned out ok#I LOVE SAIS BRUSHES I MISSED THEM!!!!!! BRUSH TOOL MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!!#art tag#prsk#pjsk#read all main stories reading through the early events rn. fun#might skip to the recent niigo events tho bc that looks crazy#wont be as good without the build up of the other events but....... mafuyu........#wannna do that thing thats like fav character from each group for prsk.... and maybe bandori/enstars/twst too. but prob not.#aneeway. these two. wehehhehehwhehehw#shizuku hinomori#airi momoi#project sekai#shizuai#almost didnt tag their ship my bad#okie this tagging this is so hard theres so many. can we decide on if its prsk or pjsk#uhm thays all. gootbye#going back to hiding in my literal closet to record audio for an assignment#OH DONT LOOK AT AIRIS HAND I FORGOT TO FIX IT EHHE. MY BAD. UGH
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Something something repairing pottery with gold analogy blah blah loving something so much it changes the narrative of the story.
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Today’s Reference
#I was gonna wait to upload this but I’m working so slowly on my other hugs that I’m not quite done with em#I missed using my monoline brush so I whipped that bad boy out#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent john doe#arthur lester#100hugs2023#hug 37/100
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you would think after all the yapping i do about these losers i would have a plethora of art uploaded … no… so here is my first kantrio post lol
i did these over the last month while watching the olympic weightlifting and jamming to kpop (stan red velvet and kiss of life BTW!!!)
#pokemon#pkmn#trainer red#rival blue#trainer leaf#i made them classy and smoke from a joint idk maybe i should of done the classic aussie teen experience and make them smoke from a water#bottle bong 🤩 red is a massive foodie so ofc he has the multiple options of snacks ready lol my go-to fried food was a capriccosia pizza 😭#i’m always conflicted on the blue smoking hc (just cigarettes yall lol) i often see fanart of professor blue smoking and i see the vision#50/50??? let me ask the audience 🗣️ i think i’m bias cause i am cursed with thinking men who smoke are extremely attractive lmao#there is 100% lore behind that second piece but i am so burnt out and i don’t think it’ll fit in tags lol#also just have a raging fear of sharing anything kantrio related LOL like raging projectile vomiting level anxiety#blue fears repeating the toxic cycles he grew up in but oops he’s doing exactly that in the second piece 🧐#wowzers … as kieran would say lol … i love writing and thinking about blue and his emotional growth over those 3 years red was missing#but hey sometimes something hurts so badly it takes you back to that sad and scared child version of yourself right?#strength to me is like: red >>>>>>> leaf >> blue🤷🏻♀️ they technically both canonically beat blue in gamecanon so … my girl is strong sorry#ain’t standing shy timid leaf in this house …#also - despite being acespec myself i didn’t know demi was under the ace umbrella! i think it suits red super well imo :p#pan aswell bc i don’t think he gaf 😭 also shout out to one of my fave pkmn artists kiriato 🫶🏻🤧 i was going through such bad art block and#their work inspired all of these :3 i love their stuff sm espcially their comics 🥹 i drew all of these using their brush sets too!!!#trainer blue#blue pokemon#red pokemon#leaf pokemon#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#pokemon frlg#trainer green#rival green#my art <3#kanto au
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first thing i drew on my new tablet to test it out is the tv beast themselves
#gonna take a while to get used to... tfw u get an intuos for the buttons but realize u have#way too much muscle memory for ur old keyboard shortcuts (im talking YEARS. of the same/similar shortcuts. like. when did i get my first#tablet???? 2015??? YEAH.) (not my latest one btw i went thru a few tablets but yknow)#oh well!! ill see#took a bit to get used to but eventually i got into the swing of it since the work space on this is a bit smaller than my old one#i LOVEEEEE how the pen feels tho like the brush strokes its more consistent and i think ill be able to do good if ... my hand isnt hurty#and once i get less shaky with it!!!!! its sooo good. then again my old tablets pen had...its nib for 2+ish years#YEAH IT WAS BAD BAD....kept asking for replacement nibs but wouldnt get em#oops... oh well! anyways we ar the SMOOOOFFF zone HEE HEE#anyways i misse ddrawing cathal............. the skrunkle . the him. care him much very much a lot#trying out different ways to draw him too#and not try to be as on model as i was before... just have fun yknow??? get stylized and funky with it!§§§§!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HEEHEHEHEHEEE#soarry my brain wants to amsh buttons randomly rrly hard rn so its evil laugh time#ok normal tags time GO#toontown#toontown corporate clash#multislacker#cathalposting#guz art
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Silly art of Angel and Romeo!!! :>
#not on purpose but you can see Angel's both eyes in the first#only one of the second and none (which is the usual) on that last one.. funny#In case you wonder yeah Romeo is the man Angel makes cry.....#Considering how xe treats him i think he will cry at some point#I've been so obsessed with realistic traditional looking brushes lately can you tell lol#the first one is when i rly try to make something that looks like traditional.. it's so fun to do#i had to stop forcing myself to do traditional because of my back </3#so it's my way to not feel too bad about it#because i miss the feelings you know!!!!#That first art is one of my favs and i will post more in the same kind!!#my art#oc art#digital art#oc artist#mlm art#Angel#Romeo
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i miss horses
#horseback riding is insanely expensive in big cities though#idk if ive talked about it here but i did do horseback riding for i think six? or seven years? something like that#i was super lucky i got to do that bc i was able to get my equipment 2nd hand and#and my mom had 2 jobs and she thinks every kid should have at least one sports hobby and#she knew how much being able to do riding would mean to me so she made it happen and#it did so good for me so i'm very thankful#*did so much good#man i was in such a good shape when i still did riding. by good shape i mean great ass.#anyways i was even pretty good at it. the coach always wabted me to compete but i was like#''hmm no ♡'' bc i didnt want to have to learn and remember what to do at which point#i do sometimes think about what if i started competing#probably not much bc idk if it works with someone elses horse but hey i could have gotten ribbons#anyways i miss it#i dont think i could even get on a horse anymore. i need to start stretching regularly#also im probably too heavy to ride a lot of horses#but i want to brush a horse so bad rn#pretty recently after i stopped riding someone asked me if i did ride bc they could see it on the way i carry myself#which was interesting but i get what they meant#sigh my posture was so much better too#also im kinda scare i wouldnt bounce back from falling like i did when i was younger#it's a miracle i never broke anything or worse#leevi talks
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in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[real talk: I’m a lesbian transmasc little enby guy. but my gender? is lesbian. it’s how I explain it. my attraction to women is a part of#my innate gender. that’s just how it is and the two things inform one another. heteronormativity is still so alive and now everyone can put#it under progressive little labels where the character is bisexual but everything that’s focused on for miles is the hetcoded shit. it’s a#cool little thing people do now. it went from when I was a kid and ‘there’s no such thing as bi you’re just confused’ to ‘everyone is bi#because it gives me points but I will never meaningfully observe the queer aspect of that identity and it can make me seem comfortable with#queer identities’. it’s lip service so much of the time. and I never ever ever say you’re only valid if you write bi characters in a#queercoded relationship. bisexuality is forever valid always even if you’ve NEVER been in a queer relationship. but this is writing and#real bisexual people (I’m not even bi I’m literally a lesbian) have experiences irl that make them feel shitty#when they see them boiled down to shallow. a lot in the same way I get upset when I see lesbian relationships brushed off or ignored in#spite of my own excitement toward the ship. MY POINT IS that lesbians are completely ignored by this point and I can say this both irl and#on here because when you live a life that excludes men from your romantic space you’re basically illegal. it drives me fucking insane. the#way anyone can make a fucking whitebread ass man on this site and their inbox will be exploding but you make a lesbian and you have to pad#quietly around because from jump you’re already worried about how people will perceive you and you KNOW they won’t be immediately welcoming.#this is an irl thing in such a big way and I’m a NEW YORKER. but the fact that this exists in the rpc? truly I miss when we just wrote and#enjoyed things and this wasn’t a cesspit of discourse instead of an actual creative community. like. I went to college to study boring#theses that couldn’t keep my attention. I slogged through litcrit theory. do I love it? yes. but some of yall really just wanna be on#debatebro YouTube and not in the actual rpc. it’s wild. everyone’s a philosopher but no one wants to meaningfully engage. and if they do#they want to in either bad faith or basically hardheaded ignorance about an issue. someone’s 2 seconds from rping destiny.#swear to fucking god if I see one person make an asm.ngold joke I will cry.]
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'...you know jokes like those actually hurt me, right?'
"who said I was joking?"
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#vent#personal#delete later#so um#i don't talk with my family about stuff often cuz#they don't really listen#it's#they always think I'm putting on airs or acting when I say something#i mean#it's not#i don't really know whether or not i actually have a problem#but sometimes i check over my behavior and#some of it doesn't seem normal?#i mean i don't know i'm not an expert and my opinion doesn't mean much but#it just doesnt seem like something we're supposed to experience#so i'll tell them sometimes#well actually i've told them multiple times that i feel like something isn't right#i mean we told them about our back and leg pain maybe 3 years ago?#that wasn't taken seriously#even when i fell the first time it wasn't taken seriously#it took me actually breaking down and crying to miss a singular day of school#mentally speaking i think i might have something going on#i mean i've told my brother that i might have depression and#he just brushes it off and jokes about it#we get home and tell him we've had a bad day and he'll joke about how the m22's there for me and its#it really hurts but no one takes me seriously and i don't know if we're overreacting or if there's genuinely something wrong#in april the thing with my legs happened again and the next day i was told that i was fine and that i needed to go back to school and#And that's not wrong i've never missed school i don't miss school even when i am sick i take a day off and bounce right back but#It kind of feels like they don’t take me seriously?#this is stupid sorry i’ll take this down later
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i wish i had really long hair again
#there's this asmr video i used to watch all the time that i rediscovered and the girl is just brushing and playing with her friend's hair#i want that so so so bad. i want to have a peaceful sleepover and play with each other's hair i find it so soothing it's my favorite#but it happens so rarely#i miss being rlly little in elementary school and sitting on the rug quietly and my friend braiding my hair. you don't really get#that these days... and i like playing with other people's hair as well but most of the people close to me 1. have short hair and/or 2.#we haven't established a history of much physical contact so i worry it would be weird#but i want to be touchy with my friends more i do. i feel like i'm withering away. but i don't know how to establish that or go about it#auuhggg#finielspeaks
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from this thing lolz
ty to @cherry-207 for the idea !! XPP
vargas by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin#zarla s#scriabin vargas#would add shitpost tag too but i made so much effort on these to call it shitpost#this took me like 4 days . it could've taken two but i had to go out most of these days#this is just another “ i forced myself to color this thing just to practice coloring ” piece#went crazy with this one X3#changed pretty much all of my brushes#bye square-shaped brush . i'm gonna miss you#i feel like edgar would actually find this cute tbh#it's perfect for them and they both know it#i know that the actual meme doesn't really look like my artstyle#but this is the first time i draw a face from that angle okay#that's all bye#nevermind i want to rant about something .#okay it's like . everytime i draw edgar i struggle a lot thinking of the clothes i want to draw on him#so i literally took a screenshot of every thing zarla has drawn on him so i can yk . pick something out of there#well on this one drawing she made he had this pretty beige cardigan and i was like okay sure let's get that one#then . was just coloring and when i tried to shade the beige it just looked dirty and ugly#why when other people do it it looks good and when i try to do it it just looks ugly ??!!1!1?!#funny enough this is the third time this happens to me#it also used to happen with gray . i just changed the color of the shading to dark blue and boom fixed#so i had to change it to green . looks better like that anyways#so i'm thinking . does beige look bad on edgar or it's just that i don't know how to shade beige in the first place#( probably second one#i think this is actually all
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#actually starting to seethe and mald over all the good brushes being in procreate. procreate ui sucks so bad#and i hate drawing on display tablet (ipad) but the brushes dude.#why cant csp have anything good thats textured. every time ive tried textured stuff in csp it always falls flat#it might be a Me problem bc i can barely find brushes i enjoy in general#but wargh. god#epic colored pencil brushes for procreate going around which is making me wanna try again but#i hate procreateee its missing so many features why is it so difficult to do anything basic in there. and i hate ipad drawing.#sorry im not actually Mad Mad ive jst been going insane lately bc i hate all my brushes rn + people who make csp brushes#just all make the same smooth round no textured brush im annoyed#talkys
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Laundry or grocery shopping (mundane/domestic/silly situations to put blorbos in)
ashton is the kind of guy to put off laundry til they have literally no clean clothes and will wear the buck wildest outfit to the laundromat by borrowing whatever they can grab. he gives NO shits
#my art#thank you for the ask!#twas very fun#ashton greymoore#critical role fanart#cr fanart#rewatching 4sd just to have a tiny bit of blorbo motivation#i miss him so much :(#anyway. ive finally amassed enough texture brushes i like to use them effectively together. shout out charcoal blend for being the last#piece of the texture puzzle#also its been pointed out that this is a very empty laundromat: in my defense i did not originally plan on a background+i am bad at them 💜
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Hanging out at the park with friends on a breezy summer day could fix me
#my joints hurt so so bad and my family isnt going to be home until tomorrow afternoon#and I miss my dog and my cat and the summer and doing sports and having close freinds#I miss playing minecraft on an xbox 360 and walking my brother home from school and having my mom brush my hair#I am filled with devastating amounts of grief over what has come to pass and what will never be#but alas. Its 1:30 am and I have school in the morning#no fr tho my joints and ribs hurt so fucking bad im gonna explode#save me minecraft ost. save me#rambles
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