#I MADE THEM BLUE OH MY GODD 😭

[zoeysnowydoughy]

RAHHH THIS GAME HAS BROUGHT ME SM JOY!! the writing was peak (as expected) and the character is so endearing

and what do we do w things that make us happy? We draw it 😼

SPOILER WARNING BELOW ⚠️

((I like Atom a lot but they probably would’ve stuffed me under the floorboards too because Im scared of legless creatures 😔 (bro wouldve NOT been saved by ME if I was MC 😭🙏))

[anbaisai]

Sheep oh my god- I- so this is what I get for sending you those Treys-

The way I saw your DM then this ping, opened and saw the beginning of the fic, then had to pause before reading it because the anticipation was too mucH-

You can't just suddenly drop something this lovely on me out of the blue oh my godd 😭😭😭 Jamil is SUCH a loser and a dork (affectionate) WHY do you write him so perfectly and adorably AUHGHGHHHHHH

"Denial was easier" POINTS AT HIM JUST BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF ALREADYYYYY even though this is so in character of him (clutches head) and whAHT DO YOU MEAN this loser HUGS HIS PILLOW when he sleeps I'm going to go insane just at the imagery HE'S TOO CUTE 💥💥💥

AND AND JUST THIS ENTIRE SECTION

Dreams of freedom, light and carefree like laughter. Dreams of feelings, acknowledged and accepted in his heart. Dreams of the past, regaining lost moments in a steady future... All of them, including Mayu. Every dream, featuring her.

I'm not a writer myself so I do not have the words to describe this in a way that does it any justice BUT THE PROSE HERE. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. IT'S SO PERFECT. MY HEART AHHHHHHwwhghhhg

AND THEN THE "MAYUGIRI" I'M. IM CRYING JAMIL your naming sense PLEASE... he better hide that away well in his room because if anyone sees the name and asks him about it oh boy who knows how embarrassed he's going to be (loser), especially if Mayu of all people find out about it-

THANK YOU FOR THIS LOVELY GIFT SHEEP IT MADE MY NIGHT ❤❤😭 Your writing is always always such a treat and to have it feature my own ship, my god I could not ask for more ❤❤

Jamimayu: You Remind Me

This is for Syder (@anbaisai) ♡ I know I told you about this idea a long time ago, but I hope you enjoy! ♡ THANK YOU FOR ALL THE TREY ART YOU SEND ME LOL ♡ I had a lot of fun writing it ♡

The sun was starting to set as they made their way down the street, Kalim looking at each store curiously. His hands were full, bags from various shops held in each one. Jamil stood beside him, carrying the ones he couldn't hold.

They've been out since that morning, when Kalim rushed over and begged him to go shopping. He was in the middle of making breakfast when it happened, a panicked look on Kalim's face as he explained. Apparently there were some birthdays he forgot, birthdays that Jamil kept reminding him about... He gives Kalim a look before shaking his head, annoyed by the situation.

He had planned to visit Mayu that day, having made more breakfast than they needed (by mistake, of course). He could always drop it off before they go, and yet... it just didn't sit right with him, eyebrows furrowing at the thought. He knew why he was so torn about this, the reason hidden deep in his chest. An excuse, the thought echoed in the back of his mind. He wanted an excuse...

An excuse for what exactly? He doesn't say, ignoring the image that flashes in his mind. Mayu talking, laughing... enjoying his company. He pushes it down, shaking his head as he ignores the ache in his chest.

He agrees to go with him, but only after they eat, Kalim thanking him gratefully. He leaves her meal on Ramshackle's doorstep, sitting in a bag with a note inside. The food is wrapped with care, with some items included for Grim. He made sure Kalim had a list before they left, keeping track of each gift he bought.

With every shop they entered, a name would be crossed off, leaving with a new bag in hand. There was only one person left Kalim had to get a gift for, Jamil ready for this day to be over. He sighs as Kalim talks, keeping an eye on each store they pass. He does a double take at a nearby window, pausing for a closer look.

It was a simple store, cutely designed and meant for kids. The window had a display for stuffed animals, encouraging you to 'make a new friend'. Handmade signs were placed near each one, saying things like adopt me or let's be friends. No two stuffed animals were alike, each being a different animal or thing, with a cute expression on their face.

Out of all of them though, he was drawn to the one near the center, sitting between a plush fox and a plush otter. He saw it out of the corner of his eye as they were passing, thinking his eyes were playing tricks on him. A plush onigiri... smiling wide with it's eyes closed. It seemed more expressive than the rest, with a sign that said let's be lunch buddies! placed near it's face.

He does his best to fight the smile growing on his face, looking at the plush with affection. It should be silly, but the smile feels familiar... Mayu's face flashing before him. It's at this point Kalim turns, voice trailing off as he realizes Jamil isn't beside him. He notices Jamil further back, standing in front of one of the store's he passed by. He walks back, curious to know what caught his eye.

"Oh, how cute! Do you want to go in?" Kalim asks, looking in the window with interest.

Jamil stands there for a moment, mind swirling as he stared at the onigiri. He keeps his face blank as he fights himself, struggling between acceptance and denial. To get the plush would mean so many things, so many questions he tried not to answer. Denial was easier, he keeps telling himself, that familiar ache coming back again.

"No," he starts, looking away from the window as he walks past him. Once he's a good distance away he looks over his shoulder, gesturing for Kalim to follow him. "Let's hurry, so we can get back before dark. I still need to make dinner."

Yet, as he lays in his bed that night, the plush doesn't leave his mind, hugging his pillow close. He buries his face in it as he indulges himself, pretending the pillow was the plush instead. Here, in the quiet of the night, with his dormmate sound asleep... he let's himself dream.

Dreams of freedom, light and carefree like laughter. Dreams of feelings, acknowledged and accepted in his heart. Dreams of the past, regaining lost moments in a steady future...

All of them, including Mayu. Every dream, featuring her.

He rises that morning well-rested, going about his usual routine. He informs Kalim he'll be going to the store, leaving once classes were over for the day. He walks until he reaches a familiar store, entering without hesitation. A small smile comes to his face as he holds the onigiri plush, bringing it to the counter. The worker gives him the handmade sign as well, along with a certificate for him to fill out.

"Feel free to name your new friend anything you like. We can even embroider it onto an accessory for them to wear!" The worker informs him, showing different accessories he could pick from.

He hesitates for a moment before pointing to one, muttering so only the worker would hear, "... can I get this one, with the name Mayugiri on it?" ♡

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾! ♡