#I LOVE YOU BAGGY JEAN AND HEE DOOOOO!!!!

[127maars]

Feeling empty....

I just finished twenty five twenty one and.... my heart is doing a shit fart rn

I don't usually watch a lot of kdramas, but I've been interested in them more than usual lately, so I continued my journey with this masterpiece. I don't regret it, but my heart hurts so much. I cried for hours in the bathroom thank god my eyes are magical or something, and no one noticed. Imagine taking an interest in someone so much that you're always attracted to them, end up dating, and all that gets ruined by the times and your career. Before they even started dating, I thought that they would last forever, and seeing them being burnt out of their love and support was so emotionally taxing to watch. In the end, I felt like they still had so much potential to stay together, but I've come to accept the ending of the show since the characters are all leading happy lives.

Something else that is tugging at my heart is how they don't come together as a group of five anymore. Yi Jin was like their guardian in the friend group, and now they're all adults, and because of Hee Do and him, their natural friendly and loving attitudes don't exist anymore. The scene with all of them running through the tunnel was enough to fill that void in my heart though so all is well.

This show was almost enough for me to go into a depression about its ending, but I've experienced feelings like this before, so I'm glad I was able to deal with it in a healthy way of expressing my emotions.

Let me tell you, The Promised Neverland + me at age 12 did not age well I'm telling you. no one even knew how heartbroken I was at the mangas ending. ( season 2 ate ass read the manga)

In the end, I can only hope that in another universe or another life, everyone gets what they want and stays with the people they love deeply. This drama opened a world of breakups I've never known before. I usually read or watch things that end up with sunshine and rainbows, but Twenty five twenty one showed me the flavors of youth and how they should be savored before they crumble apart. If I were to ever meet Nam Joo Hyuk or Kim Tae Ri, I'd be deluded and think they're actually Na Hee Do and Back Yi Jin and give them a fat hug, maybe in my dreams though.

If you are new to K dramas I don't know if you should wait or just start with this good-ass show, prepare yourself emotionally to get attached to characters who will feel like your own kids.

Wow, I feel so much better after finishing the show off with some sad edits and that ost by Wonstein that's like a rush of dopamine, but also not so much. I'm not that good of an analyzer so some things I said that might raise eyebrows or something, but yeah.

That's how I feel ⬆️