#I JUST WANT YELAN
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Its hella hard to save up and wait for characters you wanna pull for. And saving up is not always the hard part, it's the wait for them to run.
For ex. Currently im on 75 pity with a 20 pull at my disposal and its so hard to wait till yelan's banner runs😭😭 I can't even try to pull for yao yao😃✋ Genshin sucks.
#genshin impact#random tags#tell me why#genshin sagau#genshin pulls#genshin#imposter sagau#genshin rant#genshin rambles#sagau x reader#yandere genshin imagines#genshin x reader#genshin why?!#GENSHIN SUCKS FRFR#I JUST WANT YELAN#is that too much to fuckin ask#CAN YOU GIVE ME THE DAMN BANNER ALREADY#I have gambling addictions#thats why i watched kakegurui#i can't stop pulling#help plz#ok bye now#genshit impact#genshit midpact#genshitpost
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can.. can I ask for an affectionate reader with characters who aren’t normally like… used to the love? like, not just through words but physical affection like hand-holding, kisses, hugs, all that shebang. probably with a few people like yelan, ei, basically any character that is either cut-off from society or seems socially distant or isolated. 😞
☆ affectionate reader with yelan, ei, & furina
[ 4.2 Archon Quest spoilers ]
× yelan
Varies between how you display your affection, to be honest. Just like being affectionate with people? She's cool with it as long as you don't pop by while she's working (mostly because she'll end up dragging you into it for a bit of fun). I don't think she's all that touchy feely herself, but she'll absolutely get you gifts instead– like pretty knick nacks? She'll make sure to snag any she thinks you might like. Like a good meal? Sure, she'll take you out to one of the restaurants in the city, doesn't matter how expensive. Her treat. If you do prefer physical gifts rather then being taken out, you'll eventually get used to the random unmarked letters and packages showing up where your staying pretty often. It's obvious to know who it came from even if she never signs anything.
Flirty reader, though? Whole nother can of worms and now it's a challenge. The more confident you are the more interested she is. The other acolytes would absolutely seethe at the idea but she has no hesitation at just straight up flirting back– she's as charismatic as they come and she's got a poker face that's basically impenetrable. She'll probably also make a bet to see who cracks first (she always wins, unsurprisingly). Probably won't get dragged into any of her schemes this way but if you ask politely maybe she'll consider it, anyway.
The smell of freshly brewed tea and the clatter of dice across wood was a common sight at the Yanshang Teahouse– less common was the woman secluded in the far corner, her lips pulled into a grin that flashed fangs and a look that would scare off the most confident of men.
She'd normally try to scope out any new blood that'd made the mistake of stepping into her teahouse and was equally stupid enough to accept a gamble against her just for the thrill of it, but she was far too absorbed in the warm body at her side, one of her die clasped tightly in their hand as she guided them through the motions– they had a knack for it, she had to admit. The thought made her preen, the clatter of the die as it rolled across the table giving her that subtle, familiar rush.
Even if she knew exactly where it'd land.
"Six. Hm, maybe you're just lucky," She muses, plucking the die from the table and holding it up to her eye like a prized jewel, "Or maybe you're not as innocent as you'd have us believe." There's a sharp glint in her eyes at the prospect, but everyone else has the sense to keep their heads down and their words to themselves as she tosses the die herself.
"So why don't we find out and make a bet, just between you and me?"
× ei
Varies between Ei and the Shogun, because you'll probably be seeing either as much as the other. Sometimes you gotta really squint to tell who it is sometimes, but you get used to it. Both are fairly similar, though, in that their first instinct (especially in public) is to tense up like you're about to attack them or something. Difference is Ei eventually relaxes after a solid minute of trying to process your sudden affection and, if no one else is around, she might even reciprocate. Just don't tease her for being a little stiff and awkward about it, she's trying. That's what happens when your only company is a robot and uh. Nothing. For like 500 years. She's trying. Raiden, on the other hand, is just about as awkward as you can imagine. She's polite (blunt) about it because Ei is fond of you and also you are. The Creator. But she's not really built to deal with personal relationships and so she doesn't know how to deal with affection.
..Depending on what you do you may or may not blue screen Ei hard enough that she retreats back to PoE
Ei usually isn't fond of sitting still, unless it's to meditate. At least then she goes in with a purpose, something to achieve– but now, she's just focused on trying not to make a fool of herself. Her muscles are starting to ache from how hard she's tensing, though, in an effort to sit as straight and still as possible as their hands glide through her hair, weaving it into a single braid.
She can just barely hear the subtle lilt of their voice as they hum– and though it is soothing, it is also..very distracting. She can't focus long enough to try and meditate, too lost in the gentle rise and fall of their voice and the care they take to braid her hair. If she'd had a heart, she'd sure it'd be beating so wildly against her ribcage they could hear it.
But then it stops– their hands fall back to their sides and their humming falters. She freezes, too, racking her brain for any slights she must have committed. Instead, she is met with a calm, tender touch on the back of her neck, making her inhale sharply.
"Am I making you uncomfortable, Ei? You're so tense.." She has to grit her teeth to stop herself from bowing so low her head presses against the ground, her hands folded in her lap, clenching instinctively. "..No, Divine One." She answers simply, trying to contain the adoration swelling in her chest.
Yet as much as she tries to relax, to ease their worries, she finds that she cannot.
"Hm." That small murmur, a simple sound that nearly made her jump, was the only warning she got before they scooted closer, wrapping their arms around her stomach and resting their chin on her shoulder with a grin she would liken to Miko's, if she dared to make such a comparison. "Really?"
She swears she must've been feverish at the affection, lightheaded and dazed until she thought she might simply perish at the brush of their hands against her own.
Much to her embarrassment, however, she doesn't realize she's instinctively pulled back into Plane of Euthymia until she sees the familiar dull purples engulf her vision once again.
Though only a small solace, it seemed a little..brighter, this time.
× furina
Varies between pre 4.2 and post 4.2 archon quests to be honest.
Pre 4.2 she comes off as very vain– of course the most Divine would see fit to spoil her with affection! She deserves it, and is obviously their favorite! Just don't look too hard because she's terrible at hiding how flustered she actually is. Absolutely goes home right after and screams into her pillow for at least thirty minutes minimum.
Post 4.2 she's a lot more openly bashful and flustered. She's really not used to affection and even the smallest show of it has her folding immediately. Now that she doesn't need to worry about being found out she's a lot more receptive to affection. Cup her cheeks and compliment her and her knees are buckling. Like. Especially weak for compliments and praise (she deserves it. please spoil her).
She swears she must be hallucinating– she had been having trouble sleeping recently. But..no. The visage of the Creator was as real as the sweat beading on her brow as she stared at them for a long, awkward moment. Should..she let them in? But then they'd see the pathetic state she was in, and the last thing she wanted to do was make a fool of herself in front of them-!
Her choice was quickly made for her, anyway, as she let out an undignified squeak of surprise when they suddenly tugged her forward into their chest, enclosing her in a hug.
Her first reaction was to freeze– her second was becoming absolutely flustered, her cheeks flushing a soft pink and her mouth closing and opening as she tried to find her words.
"I– ah..um." She stumbled over her words instead, floundering like a fish out of water. Yet she felt a distinct sense of emptiness wash over her when they finally pulled back, looking a touch sheepish. "Sorry, sorry– you just looked like you needed a hug."
The silence spoke for itself, her shoulders tensing slightly. But the way the concern and affection bled through their voice made her waver, her hands trembling as she let out a shaky breath that almost sounded like a sigh.
"It's..It's fine! Fine, I'm fine." She repeated, trying desperately to ignored the way her voice cracked and how hot her face felt– though it was more an attempt to affirm herself that she was not thinking about how warm they felt, how much she..actually enjoyed the hug. She wasn't thinking about it all! Absolutely not!
..Maybe a little.
"Just warn me next time, please?"
#asks#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#yelan#furina#ei#THIS DIDNT SHOW UP IN MY INBOX UNTIL LIKE#NOVEMBERBIM SORRY IM ANSERRING IT SO LATE??????#tumblr working right is a miracle that will never happen#anyway can u tell i have. biases. there r so many characters I wanted to write for this (shenhe.........) but I forced myself to limit it#to 4 for my own sanity and everyones elses#also didnt know if u wanted just yan or sagau so I went for my specialty 🧍♂️#was gonna include my beloved cryo archon but decided against it#ei the pathetic lesbian that u r....mwah#I'm sorry this took so long it took me 50 yrs to figure out yelan.. 😭#i am still not confident abt my characterization of her but shes so good at her job even im confused abt her#reading her lore crying and sobbing in the corner. shaking her like a can of soda#checks note idk uhh cocky doesnt let herself form personal relationships charismatic uhhhhhhhh#idk dont ask me i just started praying and hoping for the best here#i think she'd get a kick out of getting reader into like. fudging rolls and shit. create an absolute menace out of reader#set them loose and see what chaos happens#just kicks back and watches it all unfold internally laughing her ass off#i didnt know whether to just do headcanons in uh. bulleted list or like#full on drabbles
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hello honeybuns & happy sept! ⁽⁽ଘ( ˙꒳˙ )ଓ⁾⁾ i hope this new month & the coming ones are nice & calm <33 & filled w nothing but tenderness & love (* ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)” mwah!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#hi hi!! phew things have been a WHRILWIND in my neck of the city ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ there were lots of ups & recently a lot of downs#i moved into my new place w boyfie!! wahoo!! that is smth im super happy & excited ab! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*。#& we’re p much all settled in! we just need some cool furtinure & stuff to put on the walls :3#OH & IM AR 29 IN GENSHIN & I GOT MY FIRST FIRVE STAR!!! IT WAS DILLUUUCCCC (੭ु ›ω‹ )੭ु⁾⁾♡ I SCREAMED!!!!#& i was pulling on yelans banned so i was a lil bummed i lost my 50/50 but EEEEP!! DILUC!!!! <333#but my bf’s gma hasn’t been doin too well & thats caused this part of my extended absence (꒪̥̥﹏꒪̥̥ )#so im def feelin lots of emotions & changes & stuff but i wanted to keep you all posed a lil bit until i can hopefully come back full time#ilyasm & i appreciate you all MORE than you’ll ever know ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡ mwah mwah MWAH!!
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My apologies for the absence! I feel like a broken record saying this, but I keep entering different phases of 'settling into life' (went through a massive change in my personal life last year), and then every time I get to 'Ah, all is calm now', something else happens. But I'm finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, as one huge weight has now finally been lifted off my shoulders. Phew. /munches on my camembert and baguette.
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ i'm gonna chill in the sims /just a tiny bit/; and then i want to do a bit of a graphic overhaul of aesthetics/graphics here. ]#[ there's also a dual promo that's incoming (i'm sure nobody could guess with who whatsoever) sometime soon... ]#[ once i manage to decide on clips and transitions. ah; different kinds of creative juices! ]#[ and drafts. /drafts/. i feel so rusty. so incredibly rusty. my writing isn't what it used to be and that's perfectly normal and okay. ]#[ and it hurts me on a soul-level. but i also know that the only way back to it is to write. so that's what i'll do. i'll try to put my...#[ own scrutiny to the side and just write. ultimately i want to write all of these ideas in my head out onto here. ]#[ and progress them with you guys. and so if i let my own mind withhold me then nothing gets done at all. no writing. ]#[ i just need to remember that. ]#[ bear with me; i'm working on it. this. myself. and yelan. ]
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well now I've basically un-prefarmed neuvillette bc I gave all his world boss drops to chevreuse LMAO
#and all his talent books to triple crown navia#0.txt#i didnt rly want to do overload arlecchino at first but im also bored of all the other goto teams so here we are#and again trying to not just use yelan and kazuha in every team ever#so im going arle / chevreuse / fischl / dehya#at first i was gonna do thoma bc shields but both him and chevreuse would be on noblesse#i got dehya running totm so 🙏#i dont rly like using chevreuse or fischl but we will see how this goes#my arle is still underleveled too i threw all my fragile resin at the artifact domain and not the world boss so this will be slow going#oh i also considered using beidou but getting her burst up is sooooo fucking annoying even w fischl#actually maybe i will try beidou
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wips from valentines day art that i did not plan well and am not finishing tonight
#this is going to be shenjinlan but right now yun jin is BEATING MY ASS WHY IS SHE SO HARD TO DRAW#i think i need to completely chang ethe way i draw noses#dunmeshi has changed the way i draw noses from 3/4 view and i think i should change the way i draw front view too bc everything looks WEIRD#anywayyyyyy i have no idea when im going to finish this#but Hopefully soon!!!!#i can complete projects!!!! just you wait!!!!!!!#also i promise yelan isnt wearing lingerie it will hopefully look better when i color it#wip#i draw shenhe so different every time i draw her but its bc shes buff and i actually dont rlly know how muscles work#so im kind of bullshitting it every time#i should probably. get on learning anatomy and stuff#but idk how to go about that#and idk how to tell my art teacher Can i please learn how to draw muscular women#so i need to do that on my own#which is hard bc idk if ur supposed to study like anatomical muscle charts or muscular people#bc ik knowing every single muscle and bone and stuff is kind of unnecessary#but alsooo its good to know what muscles do what things#bc then i can make certain muscles stronger that would be used more#bc right now shes muscular kind of just. for looks lmfao#but i want to make it Make sense for what she does#like .. what muscles do you need to use a polearm and to lift things#i also Dont work out which would be useful for that information#anyway. shenhe would be buff af in canon if hyv wasnt a pussy#wdym she can lift rocks the size of houses IWHTOUT ANY TYPE OF ADEPTUS ENERGY#like shes just that strong....#heart eyes emoji#shes wearing a skirt btw hejhfejfhjhr#you cant rlly tell because i Refuse to draw legs unless absolutely necessary#but i would like you to know that that Is a skirt#she could do anything to me
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y. you dislike that old man (zhongli)??? but your fics of him absolutely fuck?????
when i'm writing for zhongli, i can equip him with something the hoyoverse writers neglected to: the ability to shut the fuck up. this method has proven to be very efficient and i'm inclined to believe that it also makes him more tolerable as a potential kidnapper.
#i just do not want to hear the old man talk about his dead friends#i actually don't mind him when he's just making appearances#like xiao and yelan's chasm quest#but his character quests were straight-up traumatic to me#i get flashbacks every time i see his stupid face#he drains me of my life force on contact#he's not even a real twink#hate that dude#personal#anon ask
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anyway if I’m still [redacted] by the time I’ve settled at home I might start Honkai star rail. for really this time.
#I should just go back to genshin but I want the new flashy. I’ll see my boyfriend (kaeya) and wife (yelan) and other wife (ei) later#wurm.txt
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…………im so fucking weak i was supposed to save for furina but i actually might go for neuvillette
#HE’S JUST SO AGGHHSJSHSJSHSKSJSK#he’s my fave out of the fontaine cast so far and it looks like 4.1 will explore his character more so im just oahdjhajdhakhsksj#im just so hesitant bc furina is so close 😭😭😭😭😭 MAN#WHAT DO I DOOOOO i wish i didn’t lose on yelan’s banner i would’ve saved a lot more wishes 😖#(i say as if i don’t have 100 wishes rn LMAO i need more my luck in genshin is terrible)#tho if the trend of me winning the hoyo dragons 50/50 continues i might able to snag him#and the fact that i keep getting good pieces for his artifact set………. bro i think they’re trying to tell me smth#do i risk it y’all……………. i want the dragon man#lou.txt
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"It won't be the end of the world if I lose the 50/50 as long as it isn't to Jean..."
So, my pulls for Yelan's C1 went just about as well as expected. If for some reason you'd like to see all 40-something minutes of my suffering, you can find that right down there below the cut.
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#genshin pulls#genshin impact#genshin#yelan#jean gunnhildr#genshin video#yelan genshin impact#jean genshin impact#jean#Seven's Genshin Commentary#Seven's Clips#yes this was recorded back in Aug/Sep 2023. yes i'm posting it Feb 2024. what of it#i will be as late to the party as i want to be and no one can stop me#jokes aside i finally have the time/energy to start editing and posting the last 6 months of footage i have so yay!#let's hope nothing gets in my way again#bc believe it or not i don't Enjoy running 6 months behind... i just am bc life is hard and fast and i am so very soft and slow
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do i spend 15 Great British Pounds on a crystal pack just for another 10 pull on the weapon banner…
#i need homa for zhongli and xiao#and i need the simulacra or whatever it’s called for yelan and future bow charas#but £15 on a f2p game is holding me back 😭#i rlly just want either weapon#and imagine i don’t even get any 5 star that’s a waste of money 😭#oh the world of gambling#i’m on 55 pity so it would take me to 65 which is around soft pity for the banner…#; — rambles#AUGHHH WHY CANT I BE RICH
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this is how i've cleared abyss to floor 11. welcome to my personal artifact hell
#jamie has made a statement#the fact that nahida's artifact is fucking geo is SENDING me#yeah it's EM stats#xiao being dendro is hilarious to me#as well as kaz and alhaitham being the fucking physical damage set#none of this makes any sense#i was looking through my elements bc i was like kazuha why do you have the physical damage series#and then i was like oh. all my characters r like this bc i go for main stats only#genshit blogging#asldkfjlaskjdf yelan's is def not her best one bc i think it's elemental burst damage which is ok but she needs ER#NVM I JUST CHECKED THE ONE I HAVE FOR HER AND ITS HP GOBLET WITH 11% DEF#HOW HAS SHE BEEN DOING THE NUMBERS SHE'S DOING#jk the def percent is uh. haha. it's fucking 25% it all rolled into def#every day i ask how i'm able to clear abyss#to be fair! i have only gotten to floor 12-1#i do'nt like artifact grinding so i usually just upgrade what i have#artifact grinding is a sad ordeal#i've watched a lot of ppl who make genshin content be very specific about what they want from artifact RNG and i'm like. i could never.#as long as it has two substats i'm good w for the character and artifact i don't care#i used to swap artifacts around depending on abyss teams but now i'm just focusing on giving each character i actually fucking use their ow#goddamn set bc i'm tired of doing that shit
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[ the sudden need to write something emotional with yelan ... ]
#.ooc#[ by emotional i mean ... many things ofc#but off the top of my head i so want someone to see through her mask#or her lies / her façade mostly#& call her out on things like her not being okay or her purposely keeping herself away from ppl#so she wouldn't get attached#i'd make it a wishlist but i know it needs ... quite a bit of plotting#and the right dynamic to get that sort of effect on her#but GOSHHHH i really#really had been craving to write yelan being emotional#whether it be her reliving the loss of her team#or the attachment issues#or the danger in her life as a whole#it's not often i'd get to write her being emotional & i somehow have such a strong urge to do so as of late hlkhjlhk#don't mind me rambling in the tags i'm just FEELING THINGS for the past week or so ]
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I still promise that I haven't gone anywhere, life just remains hectic. I'd found some solid footing, routine and peace before November hit (moving countries and then also settling into life that got flipped 180 degrees is something else), and then everything decided to act up again. I am here, I promise, and I will be around more as I slowly succeed at finding calm again, but it's taking longer than anticipated. All in all: I hate adulting so much.
P.S.: Have you ever desperately wanted a specific 4 star from a banner, and for 50+ wishes, it gives you the other 2 featured ones, and then one that isn't even on the damn banner, and a 4 star weapon too, and just no Kuki Shinobu? Kill me, Genshin.
#[ and also i am on the dash so much more than people may think. i'm just a silent lurker who watches like a hawk. ]#[ throwing a like here/there. ]#[ but i'm really not around enough for continuous activity; but i want to be. december will be better. it has to be better. ]#[ yelan is sorely missed; i have too much to talk about and respond to and 😭😭 ]#[ also; all of this extends mostly to discord as well; i'll be chatty one moment and then i enter the void at random. ]#[ it's not personal; it's just that my social batteries are all over the place. they're like hormones. ]#[ they're there but also-- are they? ]#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.
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i finally played genshin after 1± months of not playing, and i’ve gotta say my anticipation for fontaine was greatly satisfied.
easily became my favorite region already as i predicted since like 2021 LOL
#i also got c1 yelan ehehhe#and finally c6 sara after like 29282027 months#now idk who i wanna pull tbh#i just want like#the big booba women iforhot how to spell her name#and like a few others like nahida#yae eula nilou and stuff#simply bc they’re pretty and not for meta#( spam )
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I never play Genshin with audio on bc I hate Paimon’s voice and she never stops TALKING
This is not helped by the fact that Genshin fully thinks you are a helpless idiot
#GIRLIE. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO OVER EXPLAIN FUCKING EVERYTHING#she’s supposed to be an audience surrogate for the questions they may ask but since she asks the most obvious questions known to man#she just seems like an annoying idiot who never shuts up#her characterization is loose and not well established bc she’ll change her personality depending on what questions ‘need’ to be asked#even though the answers are PAINFULLY OBVIOUS#she then overexplains what has already been explained and recaps what has JUST BEEN TOLD#she doesn’t have fun banter with anyone because it’s the same dynamic every! single! time!#she asks stupid questions. the character explains. she continues to ask stupid questions. traveler makes a snarky remark. she gets offended#sometimes if the character has the personality for it they rile her up and she gets annoyed with them#even though 9 times outta 10 they weren’t actually being that annoying and she had to break character for it to happen#(like why would Paimon give a fuck about immortality and why would she get annoyed that the sentient snake doesn’t want her to be her host?#why would Paimon even want to be a host in the first place??)#i KNOOOOW Genshin is the game where everybody is gimmicky and no one has more than 2 personality traits but it’s frustrating#and also the cutscenes that start out of nowhere just to deliver stupidly obvious information… thanks Paimon I didn’t fucking need it#whyyyyy does every story quest have a cutscene every 5 steps that tells you Exactly What Just Happened even though we HAVE EYES#I was genuinely shocked when I played Yelan’s story quest simply because it was the ONE TIME you weren’t outright told all the information#like. the information was still painfully obvious but Paimon wasn’t screaming it in your ear#Paimon is eternally confused. how does she even breathe without someone telling her exactly how to do it?#snack time#genshin impact#tag rant
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