#I JUST REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY R E A L L Y LOVE LEE JINKI

[jinkis]

quick but important question.....why is lee jinki so precious....

i …….. well …… take a seat if your standing, or lay down if your sitting. get comfortable cause you’re in for a ride. 

lee jinki aka onew, leader of the most legendary group shinee, is the most precious thing to ever set foot on this earth for many many many reasons. but i shall only name a few cause i’m not looking to publish a book series about my love for him …. as of yet. i also i have to do some of my uni assessments askjrgeklfs

well firstly, foremost, número uno, the most important thing: his V O I C E. this man has pipes. like i would be lying if his voice wasn’t what got me so far up his ass. i have a thing for vocalists fml. honestly tho his voice … it’s just a blessing. when i was like trying to get to know shinee as a whole, i knew taemin & jonghyun had solo albums so i was like i wonder if jinki has one?? so i did some searching and it turned out he doesn’t #justiceforjinki #jinkisoloalbum2k17 but i found his live stages, osts, covers and all that jazz (which are gifts sent from god himself).  don’t get me wrong i love 5hinee songs they are all masterpieces, but having a whole song of just jinki singing …… it’s the reason i live tbh. like i’m not joking when i say all i listen to these days and until the day i die is his small amount of solo stuff. his voice is so so so versatile - it can go from being so strong and powerful singing opera to being the softest, most sweetest thing i’ve ever heard. he evokes so much emotion through singing alone. whenever i feel emo and want to cry i just listen to his voice and i’m suddenly in tears. i cried for a good 10mins after watching his rainy blue performance for the first time. also special shout out to jinki singing forever more (my current obsession). in summary lee jinki: vocal genius. 

secondly: his smile. his eyes. HIS EYE SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!! this mans smile ……. it makes my cold heart so warm inside afjlgrtlrkj. it can make him look both so beautiful and so squishy - both being my cause of death. i have a folder in my phone of just pictures of his smile that i look at whenever i feel anxious. (im about to sound really fucked up but) honestly his smile calms me so much???????? by just looking at his smile i can go from really anxious to so calm and comfortable. it’s honestly so amazing how much influence something small like a smile has over me???????? (also hIS LAUGH GURL I LOVE IT SO MUCH FHSJLGRJI)

thirdly: the icing on the cake *drumroll*- his personality. this man!!!!!!!!!! he is always so happy!!!!! bubbly!!!!!! caring!!!!!! loving!!!!!! funny!!!!!!!! and humble!!!!! his love for food, his habit of tripping/walking into things ….. just all the little things truly make his personality stand out on a whole other level. he is just super cool and im super lame :((

tbh i never thought jinki would become my bias in shinee, let alone my ult bias, but here i am loving such an amazing talented man. if you are thinking wow marie you gotta chill for like five mins and take a step back, i was telling myself the same thing not so long ago but with every passing day i fell more and more in love????? now my love for him is about to explode from within me!!!!! he is one of those people who grow on you as time goes by. the more you listen to his voice, stare at his smile, watch him be an a clumsy squishy human; the more you discover how precious he truly is. to me, he is the most precious thing to ever enter my life and i thank god every day for blessing me and every other shawol with his presence.

he is just so precious for this world ,, i love him so sosso so smso mcuhc, !!!!!!

[blu-joons]

DATING SHINee HEADCANON A⇴Z ⇴ Lee Jinki

A ⇴ AFFECTION

Jinki will be around you as often as he can be, he feels very settled around you and will often use your affection as a form of reassurance. The closer he can be to you, the better, and the more relaxed and comfortable he feels too.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

When the two of you first met through a mutual friend, Jinki could barely say hello. He was quite guarded around you and didn’t share too much. Most of the conversation was guided by you as you were intrigued by his charms. Eventually, he began to settle around you a bit better and open up to you more about his life.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

There was no rush for Jinki when it came to confessing, he wanted to be sure that he was doing the right thing by confessing to you. When it came to confessing, no one knew that he was going to do it, he took you to his place and as the two of you settled against the sofa, he decided to tell you exactly how he felt. You were surprised, but above all else, relieved, as you made sure to tell him exactly how you felt too.

D ⇴ DATES

Your dates with Jinki were always special, he had a big heart, and that shone through your dates. It was often a case of expecting the unexpected, Jinki loved to surprise you and try new things, he was never one to do the same thing twice. Your dates sometimes were rare due to his busy schedule, but he always made time for you whenever he could. The dates that really made your heart skip a beat always made him shy, his cheeks would always be bright red whenever you told him how amazing a date with him was.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

He had never had any experience dating before he met you, he’d had a few dates, but they were usually only one offs. He was tentative as the leader of the group to put himself into a position of being in a relationship, he worried often that something would go wrong or that you’d end up hurt. It took him a long time to open up about your relationship, the other members tended to be the ones that pushed him into talking, knowing that the two of you would be well looked after and that they’d never let anything happen to either of you.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

For a fight to emerge between the two of you was an incredibly rare experience. Neither of you were loud nor tended to raise your voices, you worked perfectly as a team for the most part. The only little squabbles you’d get into tended to be when Jinki was getting stressed at work. You’d often find that he became a little shorter with you than usual, but if he felt that way, then he’d always make sure to apologise beforehand in case he was rude to you. At the end of a comeback or a session, he’d always make sure to make up for any behaviour from him with plenty of gestures and a lot of time spent with you.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

He was an only child, so his family were desperate for him to make sure that he found someone good for him. You were terrified when you first met them, but as they began to see how happy Jinki was with you, they knew that he’d chosen well, and couldn’t have been happier to finally see him begin to settle down.

H ⇴ HOME

Welcoming you into his home was quite a big step for Jinki, he was apprehensive for a short while to begin with, he’d take his time to move you in. To begin with, you’d see how things would go for a couple of days, and slowly that would build up until he was ready to be able to move you into his home permanently.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

You were actually the first of the two of you to say, ‘I love you.’ Jinki had been on the road for a few weeks and was set to miss your birthday. Or so you thought, when he appeared at your front door to surprise you, you had no idea what else to say aside from the fact that you loved him and that you were so thankful he made the effort to see you.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

Whenever Jinki became jealous, he tended to shut himself off from the situation. You’d often notice that he’d get very quiet and would stare away into the distance when anyone was talking. Everyone you knew adored him, but that didn’t stop him from sometimes feeling like he wasn’t good enough. Luckily for him, you’d always be on hand to reassure him and make him feel better. Similarly, if you ever found yourself feeling better, Jinki would be by your side straight away to squash any feelings of jealousy aside.

K ⇴ KIDS

Again, being an only child, Jinki wanted to give his parents grandchildren more than anything else in the world. He knew that he wasn’t getting younger, and with you, he really did see himself settling down and having a family. He didn’t want to rush anything, but he was also very honest with you that having children was definitely something that he saw happening in the future for the two of you to enjoy.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

If you weren’t laughing, then neither was Jinki, the two of you would always bounce your moods off of each other. Jinki was very aware of what his charms were and knew exactly what he needed to do in order to make you laugh. Whenever he’d hear you laugh loud enough his cheeks would often turn a bright shade of red, blushing at the noises you often made, especially if you were around other people. He loved to laugh around you too and let his guard down and really be himself around you, a side few others saw.

M ⇴ MISSING

Jinki hated being away from you, he would often close off quite a lot from other people during the times when he missed you the most. It was hard on him when he lost his partner in crime, he suddenly didn’t have someone to talk to, as he never wanted to burden the other members. The two of you were quite prone to having very long phone calls when Jinki was on tour, he’d talk to you a lot about how he was feeling and the things that were on his mind. Even if he ended up going to bed in the early hours, he didn’t care, he just wanted to be able to talk to you and offload about the things he bottled up usually.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

He would usually call you something sweet, ‘lovebug,’ was definitely a common nickname that Jinki had for you. It would be a guarantee to always put a smile on your face whenever you heard him call you by it.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

The part of you that Jinki was obsessed with was your personality. The person that you were meant the most to him, he just loved to have you around and be around you as often as possible.

P ⇴ PDA

Neither of you were huge fans of being affectionate in public, it wasn’t really your style. Affection often made Jinki incredibly shy, so he’d usually just rest his hand against your body to know that you were there. He didn’t really want the attention on him when he was being affectionate, he always used it to show you off.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Around you, he’d feel comfortable to ask you anything. Whilst he might often be quiet around the boys to protect them, he knows that he can let his guard drop all the way to floor whenever he’s around you and needs to speak to you.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Jinki is a very optimistic person, and he loves to try and push some of that positivity onto you too. Whenever he makes you lunch or does something for you, he’ll often little notes around to remind you to keep smiling. The most common is in your lunchboxes, you’d often see pieces of paper folded up with his handwriting across them, reminding you not to worry about anything and assure you that good things are coming.

S ⇴ SEX

He can often get quite shy during intimacy; your affection always brings a blush to his cheeks. He’ll use words a lot, he loves to whisper into your ear and let you know exactly how he’s feeling. The two of you will often switch roles depending on the mood, sometimes Jinki likes to let you know that he’s the man, but other times, especially after a bad day, he’ll love to let you be the one in control and shower him with affection.

T ⇴ TEXTS

You’ll often get messages from Jinki throughout the day, they’re usually random thoughts that pop into his head that he can’t help but message you about. It always makes you laugh, regardless, when you see his name appear.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

More than anything else, Jinki loves the feeling of having someone by his side. He loves having someone there that isn’t part of the industry that can be the distraction that he so often needs from time to time.

V ⇴ VACATION

The two of you don’t tend to go away too much whenever he has time off, you’re much happier in the comfort of your own home. They’ll definitely be times when you join the boys on tour for a while, but when the time usually comes for a holiday, Jinki would much prefer to just be back in his own space for a while.

W ⇴ WHINING

He doesn’t tend to whine that much, he’s a leader, he’s used to people needing him instead, and he much prefers to be the one there for you.

X ⇴ XXXXX

Jinki is a lot more of a cuddler than he is a kisser, but that doesn’t change the fact that he loves to kiss your cheek when he’s hugging you tightly. In between words, he’ll often press a kiss to your cheek in order to bring a smile to your face. He much prefers to receive your kisses; they’re guaranteed to always bring a blush to his cheeks. He’s charming and will definitely be able to use his kisses to win you over in a heartbeat.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his best friend, the one who always stood by his side.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

The two of you would always fall asleep with your limbs around each other, the closer the better as far as Jinki was concerned. He loved to be able to feel your presence beside him and know that you were sleeping peacefully.

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Masterlist

[bezgoesboo]

––  m i c   t a p !    “ an’... ohp !  we’re live ! ”    

               r u s t l e   r u s t l e . . .   

“ well, if you’re listenin’, welcome to another episode of witchin’ hour, in which i’ll do a real valiant job of wastin’ your precious time. 

                             we got the tunes, we got the loons, and the night’s fresher                              than a pack of fuckin’ mini mart twinkies. yep. i’m bez.                                                              whaddya say we get jinkie with it ? ”

or, alternatively:  my name is linc, this is bez holmes, and i hope you brought your schnazziest seatbelts ‘cause, oh bud... you’re in for quite the trip.

( timothee chalamet, ghost, he/him & cismale ) is that ( another one bites the dust ) by ( queen ) playing? guess ( killian beelzebub holmes)’s comin’ in hot! heard folks say the ( twenty three ) year old ( local radio host ) was at the thanksgiving fair, ( throwin’ darts at the balloon wall with his buds ) when chaos ensued. during the glitch, ( he was killed by one of his best supernatural pals he was tryin’ to talk down while everyone else was bookin’ it to the woods, but ain’t the faintest clue he’s dead… yikes ).

b a c k g r o u n d    .  .  .

the autumn of 1959 brought the youngest holmes sibling into existence and knocked out their mother in one fell swoop. killian beelzebub holmes was born to mr. holmes and his late wife at precisely 3:33am just before an uncharacteristically frosty dusk.

mrs. holmes chose the name killian long before her second-born ever killed her, so... heh !  joke’s on her !  bez’s pops didn’t have the heart to call him *cough* er, killian, so the family settled for the next best thing so they could still honor his mother’s wishes: beelzebub. except... well. that still was a lil problematic, given the timing of his birth. and callin’ beelzebub on class attendance? not exactly the best look. hence, the nickname bez was born, and he’s been goin’ by it ever since.

bez has an older sister lee and the two are as thick as thieves. growin’ up, they always kept their father on his toes –– wherever the holmes kids go, trouble follows.

mr. holmes served as county sheriff until he was killed by his second wife when bez was 13 and lee was 14. lee went back to art school after the local police department covered up the bear out as a fuckin’ armed robbery gone wrong. lee ‘n bez were sworn to secrecy, but nothin’, not even authoritative men in police badges, can erase the image of stepmonster slashin’ dad to bits and lettin’ him fall face first into a plate of spaghetti.

bez never liked stepmonster to begin with, but killin’ their dad was the kicker. lee returned to art school and bez struggled to keep the peace in the household. the bitch stepped up the loving stepma act until a year later, when she wigged out again ‘n landed him in the hospital for a couple days. after that, lee returned home, ‘n it was officially holmes vs. mama bear.

movin’ out was the dream, but unfortunately, mr. holmes overextended when he bought this nice shiny new house for his new wife ‘n kids; most of his insurance money went to getting the house out from underwater, ‘n the rest went to funeral expenses. so... the kids were kinda stuck with her. still are.

bez never let himself be stupid enough to dream ‘bout leavin’ letum falls. he likes it here. he’s got his people. throughout school, he romped ‘round with the cool kids. hung out with all the supernaturals. in fact, you’d be hard pressed to find bez holmes chillin’ ‘round anyone who’s actually human. contrary to his sister, his father’s death didn’t turn him off from supernaturals –– if anythin’, it made him desperate to prove to himself just what a wildcard stepmonster was.

after high school graduation, bez pestered his way into workin’ at the local radio station. what started as a simple soundboarding gig morphed into hostin’ his very own show, the witchin’ hour, on which he talks about letum falls’ spooky happenings and engages with live callers. he’s got a sleep with me bit –– callers name celebrities, fictional characters, or even existing locals bez has to seduce via song and cheesy pickup lines. basically, the whole show’s a hangout with bez –– more often ‘n not, he’s high as a bird. so the witchin’ hour’s got itself a steady cult of listeners. bez loves every second of it.

he’s got a reputation for bein’ sexually ambiguous. he was outcasted pretty young as bein’ a lil... off? never into sports. liked to paint his nails colors sometimes. borrow lee’s shirts. his dad never raised issue with it, but stepmonster definitely had her reservations. still does. bez holmes is a kid some fathers told their sons to steer clear of. for fear of, bez’ll laugh as he tells ya, spreadin’ it around.

labels are for chumps, he’ll tell ya, mid-cigarette drag. size y’up real good. odds are, if you’re attractive ‘n mysterious in some way, he’ll fuck ya. ( not countin’  six months of abstinence in 1980 when he was convinced everyone he fucked wound up dyin’ two weeks later... there were a string of incidental deaths. but honestly, sometimes ?  he thinks ‘bout it. )

fuckin’ klutz. yeah, he skateboards. yeah, he looks cool doin’ it. yeah, he’ll even wear his shades while he’s doin’ it at night. but surprise him? make him laugh? he’ll trip over his own two feet.

addicted to cinnamon waffles, enough syrup to drown atlantis a second time. he always haunts the local diner. when he’s not there, he’s likely playin’ pinball or skeeball at the local arcade, or slurpin’ down a rootbeer float and annoyin’ the living shit outta earl at the mini mart.

if it’s illegal? sign him up.

he owns a shit ton of thrifted clothes. lots of chunky jackets, v-necks, rings, necklaces. funky pants. he’s recognized around town by his crazy curls. they’re never tame. he’s always lookin’ artfully disheveled. smirkin’. stealin’ looks.

t h e    f a i r     .  .  .

bez was hangin’ out with his supernatural buds ( wanted connections )when all hell broke loose. he was actually makin’ a fool of himself with balloon darts, but he made a ten buck bet he could win a stupid hat.

while everyone else ran, bez tried to talk down one particular friend ( wanted connection ) who was tryna keep themselves from attackin’ him. he got so far as to get ‘em calm, place a hand on their shoulder. lean in to look ‘em in the eye real close. 

“ hey man, hey now. listen. y’don’t gotta do this. killin’ ain’t punk, ‘kay? y’hate blood, hear me? i believe in you, ‘n even though you serve killer looks –– you’re not a killer. ”

even in the face of death, this kid fuckin’ joked around, and... basically this friend slashes his throat and ripped his heart out right after bez managed a hopeful smile. talk ‘bout a magical fuckin’ friendship.

lee and dean hollis took bez’s body with them when they fled the scene.

bez woke up a few days later in the woods near the fairgrounds. he wandered ‘n wandered, almost in a sleep-like trance, ‘til he reached dean’s house. walked in, blinked right at the guy. they exchanged words, albeit bitter ones, before bez left and walked on over to the radio station. did his show like normal, like he’d never even died. no memory of the glitch. no nothin’. 

heads on over to earl’s mini mart like usual. but earl won’t check him out. earl isn’t hearin’ him. so he fuckin’ leaves with a bag of doritos and a big bottle of mountain dew. runs into his boyfriend, xander chapell. all’s fine ‘n well. he’s overjoyed to see the other male. everythin’s normal.

the next mornin’, he slinks home. finds lee cryin’ in her room. pieces it together and thinks it must be dean hollis. must be ‘cause of that asshole.

c u r r e n t l y    .  .  .

ain’t nobody got the heart to tell this poor kid he died. he’s dead. and since he doesn’t know he’s a ghost ?  he thinks wakin’ up near hose weird ass woods, near the fairgrounds ? it’s all a dream. he thinks the worsened insomnia ? ah. that’s just the weather. ‘n when his hand sometimes goes through things ? when people sometimes don’t see him ? some witch is probably havin’ trouble controllin’ their abilities.

stepmomma has a hunch bez’s spirit might be hauntin’ the house. she keeps tryna sage it. tryna figure out what’s gonna help get her stepson to the beyond. ‘cept bez doesn’t know this, and lee’s playin’ damage control.

he’s still so hopelessly in love with xander, but neither of these two goons have actually shared that with one another. it’s all in the looks. the touches. and now... there’s an added bonus that bez is dead –– technically a goner, unless he never resolves whatever’s keepin’ him here. which, y’know. he won’t. ‘cause he’s got no clue.

can he please get a waffle ?  now some of the waitstaff won’t serve him at the diner ! the fuckin’ nerve !  it’s really okay because he’s got duffy ‘n georgia there to help him out. but damn. no one’s ever been this cold ‘cause of his off-color humor before. what’d he do ?  lord knows.

weird shit’s happenin’. people in town are actin’ strange. something’s up. but then again, somethin’ always is. so bez doesn’t mind it. keeps on hummin’ his stupid tunes. carries on with his show. the radio station producers are scared shitless ‘cause like... this dead kid keeps goin’ on the air. what kinda cruel joke is this, huh ?

c u r r e n t     c o n n e c t i o n s  .  .  .

older sister – lee holmes.  the holmes kids are revered and feared. always up to somethin’... tragic, what happened to ‘em, but lordie. that dead sheriff raised some weird kids.

low key love of his life – xander chapelle.  they started dating a few months ago and bez... never... expected... this. he ain’t the feelings type, no sir. but xander lights somethin’ in him. somethin’ new. yeesh. now you’ve got him all fluttery.

chaos crew – maya shen.  partners in crime, in an endless pacman and pinball war. they’ll beat one another’s scores back ‘n forth and back ‘n forth, never ending. bez is fascinated by maya’s family line ‘n all. she’s great to have ‘round, too, when he’s got a hankering for a cig but needs a decent light.

row, row, row your boat the fuck away from me – dean hollis.  dude was pretty cool, ‘til y’know... he fuckin’ dumped his feelin’s on lee and skipped town. yeah, football. yeah, nfl. cool beans, huh? what’d he have to go and fuck with his sister’s heart for? and now that he’s back and lee’s actin’ weird... bez knows he’s the cause of it for sure. and he doesn’t like it one bit.

grew up together – georgia duchannes.  bez, lee, ‘n georgia all grew up peas in a pod. mr. duchannes took over the role as sheriff because he sniffed somethin’ fishy goin’ on in the department and wanted to protect bez ‘n lee. bez gets a real kick outta georgia, ‘n folks even thought he had a crush on her back in the day. which is hilarious. ‘cause everyone ‘n their mother always knew georgia’d end up with vanetten.

the case he’s gonna crack – teejay vanetten.  bez always liked vanetten, thought he was a chill guy, y’know? a lil’ vanilla, but hey. not everyone can be as ace as him. the dude’s always been a lil’ defensive around bez though, ‘cause of georgia. bez thinks it’s funny. plays into it sometimes, just to get a rise outta him. after the glitch, it becomes clear teejay’s goin’ through something not human, so bez is tryna get lee on board to help this guy figure out his shit.

w a n t e d    c o n n e c t i o n s    .

the best supernatural friend who killed him.  bonus points if things get, like. real fuckin’ angsty.

past hookups.  bez has gotten around. guys, gals, non-binary pals. sex is sex.

supernatural kool krew.  this squad has a runs with wolves kinda vibe. bez might be the glue that holds it together. keepin’ up with supernaturals as a human, though? fuckin’ full time job.

avid radio listeners / callers.   i... would love for some routine callers? maybe some peeps he knows from around town who he has ongoin’ banter with on the air?

goofy gays.  all the gay vibes, just... we need a power gay squad mmkay?

enemies.  i’m sure bez is on a lot of people’s shit lists. he speaks his mind. he goes outta his way to be a nuisance. but he’d just find this whole thing abso-fuckin-lutely hilarious.

music jam peeps.  music is a huge part of bez’s everyday life. he listens to bands more than he listens to people. ‘n he dabbles in some musical shit himself. piano, some songwritin’ here ‘n there. nothin’ too major, but it’d be cool to have some pals who also feel as connected to music as him. he does, after all, run a radio show.

post-glitch connections.   dude roams ‘round letum falls a lot now. he did before, too, but maybe there are some people who knew of him but didn’t know him before who’re now startin’ to talk with him? ‘cause they can see he’s a ghost, ‘n they feel bad? i dunno. at this point, bez is startin’ to yammer on ‘n on to whoever’s gonna listen. maybe they just see one another in odd ass places. like earl’s mini mart. or the arcade. or maybe this person’s willin’ to speak to someone for him when they’re doin’ that stupid ass ignorin’ game again.

[jinkis]

just gotta let you all know, incase you forgot, I really reALLY r e a l l y love lee jinki