#I HAVE AN APWH ASSIGNMENT DUE THIS MIDNIGHT PLEASE SEND HELP

[nekole-doodles]

Nothing can describe the amount of struggle I'm going through trying to figure out my interpretation of C! TNT Duo because it is so mixed and contradicted, I hate everything agdkwndujd As someone who is used to getting obsessed with... *healthier/lighter ships* it's kinda difficult for me to accurately interpret how they'd genuinely be like if C! TNT Duo /r was actually a thing. The main thing that's pretty solid to me though is how they at least could maybe kinda understand each other if they just took a moment to chill. Realistically, they wouldn't be able to be civil long enough for them to work something out and realize they are both so broken that they can maybe actually just be themselves without having to worry too much about "trying to be a better person" when they know they really are not one and having to worry about getting judged for their morals because they know that the other knows they are pretty fucked up and they wouldn't have to worry about hiding it. They wouldn't have to stress about having to be a better person that they are not, HOWEVER, I feel like they are too prideful to really... Just chill or talk or not constantly try to one-up the other :/ But at the same time, I just want them to work something out. 'Cause like- their psychocompetitive rivalry and sexual tension is funny and all but they need to seek help(which they likely won't get and will ignore internal problems until they literally die). AND YES, MAYBE I DO ENJOY A MORE SUGAR-COATED VERSION OF TNTDUO, SO WHAT? Yeah it's unrealistic and could never happen, but frankly, I don't care, let me have this one thing while I try to figure out the clusterfuck that is C! TNT Duo's dynamic. Previously, I considered A Hundred Red Flags Too Late My Dear to be a pretty solid interpretation and while I still like how they portray TNT Duo, when taking into oconsideration how the two really act(especially C! Q in his most recent finale), I started considering The House Always Wins's portrayal(in the first third of the story), but right now, I'm thinking about taking It's Golden Hour Somewhere(from the Exquisite Agony series) into account because it isn't that sugar coated(even if it's more of a What-If Canon Divergence of things that likely wouldn't happen that alters their dynamic like 100 Red Flags) and considers C! TNT Duo's canon interactions. Anyway blah blah blah my mind is a mess of TNT Duo, what else is new? Hahaha I have homework to do and sleep to participate in but these stupid weird rival things occupy my brain and won't leave(not that I want them too but please, let me be productive and healthy) This is like figuring out SBI's family interworkings(like origin, relations, current state of relationships, etc) or Crimeboys's everything but 10x worse!