#I GET PTSD FROM THIS EVENT ESPECIALLY BC THE DUDE KEPT COMING BACK TO THE WINDOW TO BE A CREEP
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
i ran out of room in the tags but i want to make it known that this was only a small percentage of the things that got predicted. it's my turn to write a chapter now and i want my character to get a tattoo of 9 knives down her back bc it's a tarot reference but i'm afraid of what that might cause so i have not written said chapter. im literally just scared
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ec03f431549dbe2f784b5485c787b928/0b04d503ba339ec1-08/s1280x1920/174e180a029d904107879b96f809134ce4c4dc39.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2ed704905c818d8bb8090e39149191a3/0b04d503ba339ec1-39/s400x600/af57610b5757f424552d1b645b0ad70cdd95d7c9.jpg)
Shout out to the day i killed the queen via AO3, legendary (name of the fanfic is jigens sick adventure, yes it is a sickfic)
#i have this one story ive been writing with someone else for almost ten years now#we switch turns writing chapters#it used to be a hunger games fanfic technically but we moved it out of the hunger games universe and kept our beloved ocs#so now they're in a original dystopian universe#and we keep predicting political events and i keep predicting personal traumas and physical health problems#like we started writing it when we were 11 so we were like hehe what if we made president Snow really loud and dumb but still really evil#and then there was the year twenty sixt--#that's just one example#and then there's my character who's perspective i write from#she was partly based off me but i've realised a few years ago she's just who i want to be#so it makes sense prediction wise if i wrote her to be tough and funny and unfazed in terrible circumstances#i would uhhhhh start dissociating heavily two years after i created her and be so disconnected emotionally that anything could be funny#listen i was actively being abused and i needed a way to cope#and recently i've been writing her as someone who can occasionally have an emotion#and wow look at that i am learning emotions again#but what's WEIRD#WHATS FUCKED UP#IS THE PERSONAL UNCONTROLLABLE TRAUMAS I KEEP PREDICTING WITH THIS CHARACTER#three years ago#after we took the ocs out of thg universe#i was like#giving my character habits that come from traumas that were in the new universe#so my character has this habit of routinely checking doors and windows especially very late at night#my character can't sleep so she just gets up and checks windows#WELL#LAST YEAR#SOMEONE BREAKS INTO THE WINDOW A FEW INCHES FROM MINE AND RAIDS A NEIGHBOURS APARTMENT (the neighbors are safe)#I GET PTSD FROM THIS EVENT ESPECIALLY BC THE DUDE KEPT COMING BACK TO THE WINDOW TO BE A CREEP#AND WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO INSTEAD OF SLEEPING NOW#CHECK THE FUCKING DOORS AND WINDOWS
81K notes
·
View notes
Text
Magia Rapport pt 2
@magiarapportâ
August 24th prompt: What was your favorite event, and why? Is it because of gameplay or the story?
Itâs hard to choose so Iâm gonna just, gush a bit.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b70a358e1c38de1300db6a09ae78cf9b/64f36b81be9d3f64-81/s540x810/c27390d940e80363877ea1b4b0151820214e9390.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/56e5217bf5873f2a66f63d4922571f18/64f36b81be9d3f64-51/s540x810/7fe1ad336e59ae94e16edab6d03e9e31bbca3396.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b0184e1c92dc5c2a8aa846bc0e9a88c7/64f36b81be9d3f64-3c/s540x810/04a5af65f36a6faa9e7e597527123bb406f9a3b1.jpg)
As you can probably tell Iâm very biased toward the OG girls, I started Magia Record primarily because PMMM had become my new obsession and I wanted some sort of constant flow of content out of decade old anime lmao.
But another thing I think I hooked onto was Inu Curryâs writing. They really know Madoka Magica and arenât afraid to really play with them- something the writers for a spin-off gacha game (as with most spin-off stories honestly) can be scared to do. Inu Curry made references, revealed secrets and built upon the story we already know- which lets be honest is what we always truly want from a spin-off series. Magia Record proper does this well by putting more magical girls into the world and letting us see things work out better for them than for the original cast, but what I really appreciated with this story was getting to see that old original cast get to get in on that, and these events managed to do that without watering them down any.
Under the cut is me going on for 3000 words about why I love these three events Iâm so sorry. TL;DR at the very end-
Iâll go in release order,
A La Carte Valentine was one of the first if not THE first event I got in on. I was eager to bc 1 Gay Magical Girl Shit Guaranteed. And ofc 2 OG Cast participation.
I want to preface by saying I actually loved all the girlsâ stories in this. I was very much still in a state of getting used to Irohaâs gang let alone trying to care about the secondary girls. I knew Tsukasa had this angsty Twins Separated At Birth Deal and liked seeing her home life (also I immediantly stanned Take. Regular well-meaning dude who has no idea whats going on just trying his best and hating his boss). I knew nothing about Ami except Cowgirl Meguca and getting the bulk of her personality in one short even I think really kept me from being absolutely sick of her, sheâs just a cute silly teenage girl who could be in literally anything and I was able to just endearingly giggle at that. Hinano managed to do the heterosexual unrequited crush clichĂ© without me groaning or missing any of her regular personality. Also was there a Ren part? I donât remember because everything Ren does feels like a Soft Yuri Valentines Special. Also I love Momoko. Ok moving on to what I Really wanna talk about.
Madoka is genuinely my Least Cared About of the Holy Sextet. I donât think sheâs bad or even boring- Madoka has a depth to her character, like, really deep- but thatâs not something ever really touched upon by the fandom. Even when people like her and make her the Heroine sheâs Supposed to be, itâs usually in the context of âGirl who feels nothing but kindness and happy thoughts would cut off her right hand to feed to a hungry dog. Isnât she so Good????â. And honestly, while I understand the point it was going to make, I wasnât crazy about her sacrifice in the end of the series. (Team Homura âRebellion Is Good Actuallyâ ftw) All because I think that Iâm an Adult Woman watching this like âYou are 14yrs old and need to be home playing Sims and not sacrificing yourself for the greater good you stupid silly little baby girlâ
So my point is here near all fan content I encounter tends to emphasize whats sort of my least favorite facet of Madoka. I donât think she made the âwrongâ decision in the context she and the story were given, but itâs still a sad thing to show a depressed(!!!) insecure girl resolving to give away her very existence so that every other girl on earth has a chance to just Dream. Oh and they still usually die young. But thatâs ok because then she takes them and lets them sleep peacefully forever in her Heaven Basement (Yes I am bitter stan Homura I would yank this savior complex infant girl out the sky too)
MY POINT BEING (The servers closing let me BLEED OUT ALL MY FEELINGS) This event did not do that!!! It made MadokaâŠâŠ.. EVERYTHING SHE SHOULD BE??? ALWAYS??? Showed her HOW WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO VIEW HER??? (Read: Happy and Alive and Confident at no foreboding or sacrifice of anyone else!!!!)
She is Sassy and Surrounded By Friends and Really Funny??? And we get this Ridiculous Oh My God On Crack metaphor about her being this all-powerful apocalypse bringing being which is representing her love for the universe through her Witch form of Wanting Everyone To Be Happy And Safe With Her??? And she still risks herself to save everyone as is her Thing to do but we get to have her do it without erasing her existence as a human being at the end and if that is not some GOOD SHIT????
Ok next:
NGL Sayakaâs (fav character, inarguable best girl, can u not tell) parts in MagiReco til like the last arc have always left me a bit disappointed. She was the only late comer of the OG girls from what I understand and it kind of gives her the air of what a lot of the second(/thirdary?) girls suffer from. You can tell the writers canât even figure out a trope to apply her to to make her easy and two dimensional to write about so they just donât know what to do. They definitely try to make up for it (especially in the anime which Praise Be but thatâs probably Inu Currys doing) but sheâs still lacking like, any of the depth of her personality. Which, I guess I could anticipate. Because most of the fandom tends to as well. (again)
Gonna stop complaining and get on with- That didnât feel as much the case in her Valentine event. Sure it was still the same formula of âThe Issue Is Kyosukeâ but that didnât play out as grueling as her personal story did with âNine Episodes Of âThe Issue Is Kyosukeââ
There was one big glaring heart-aching detail of âMami isnât really there because SHES IN A FUCKING CULT RIGHT NOWâ which kind of jarred the event out of the ho-hum silly valentines sidestory these events usually keep up.
Sayaka has this crisis about Doing Anything Meaningful With Kyosuke which we all know what Thatâs calling back to, but in this environment we get to have Kyoko come right up and be in a position with her to earnestly and affectionately Push Her To Do It. The lonely little tsundere bitch girl pushes her Not Friend to Give The Bastard The Gotdamn Chocolate Already and for a moment you can only think about What Ifâs and If Onlyâs. Sayakaâs is still the weakest of the threes stories in this event but it worked harder to show us different sides of the characters then 6 chapters of Another Story managed to do.
And then thereâs fucking Homura.
I will be, eternally grateful for Kuro. As a character that becomes metaphorical for the 2D ways we initially viewed the feathers and just NPCs in games in general, and also like, giving Homura a friend she actually cares about that isnât the tangled dark web of Bullshit sheâs gotten tied up with Madoka in. Please ask me about all my AUâs where Kuro is Homuras first girlfriend.
Seeing Moemura in Magia Record has always been a bit surreal, we never really understand just what stage of Trauma this Homura is in because Multiverses Are Hell, but this event gives us a good chunk of a Homura who still has hope and faith both in the world and Madoka. Theres this wonder to her that while still bogged down by terrible experiences still has the energy to be Trying. And she sees a girl who used to be like her- which when you think about it is probably what Madoka saw in her- and she wants to help. Because Madoka helped her. And Madoka is the best thing in the universe and maybe Homura can be just a little bit closer to that.
Kuro is too far gone though, as is the reality frequently in this series, things donât work out just because of circumstance. Kuro was a bullied, insecure little girl who realistically shouldnât have had to become a rampaging monster because of it. Weâre reminded of this being the reality of the Madoka universe. Homura, is reminded of this reality. Homura loses this one chance to bring hope into the world like Madoka brought hope into hers.
And then her story ties into the ending of Madokaâs. Madoka saves her life yet again, even as Homura continues to feel miserable and empty. But at least Madoka is with her. The girls then share a quiet, intimate Valentines together. And you sort of understand how Homura fell so far into the darkness that the only thing she was able to still care about and fight for was Madokaâs safety.
That shit slaps. It slaps you right in the heart and causes fucking bruising but then u want it to do it again because youâre masochistic and Meguca Is Suffering.
Anyway I hope Kuroe slaps our hearts more in season2
MOVING ON!!!!
~Nagisaâs Wish~
Ok, I donât remember what got me so simp over Nagisa, I think it was the heart-aching irony that Mami adopts the witch that fucking ate her. But that is my baby now and Iâd die for her. Fandom Charlotte whose pink and silly and loves her mom and is Mamiâs cancer-riddled girlfriend is cool and all but she isnât a tiny Halloweeny baby whose fucking bitter angry and manically obsessed with cheese due to PTSD.
I had saw a summary of Nagisaâs Wish reposted just to quickly explain Nagisaâs backstory, and as such immediately had to search out if that crazy ride was true- so I actually watched this whole event probably before I downloaded the game. It was surreal on its own but replaying it when it came to NA didnât lessen it any- I got to process more of what I was witnessing and as result stanned Yu pretty hard.
I guess to explain my Emotions here, saving Yu for later- calls for me to just, describe who Nagisa is as a human being and my headcanons surrounding it all with what this event gave us. Whether you consider it canon or not itâs one version of events that we were given and that I am all for accepting.
Nagisaâs Mom was a celebrity, she could have been an actress though I also like the idea of her being an Idol. She met Nagisaâs Dad oh-so romantically and got knocked up- they very well could have been married but it doesnât seem clear enough. He seems to have left too suddenly for legal matters like that. Nagisa is approximately 11, and while she seems to remember her Father, she doesnât in the sense of having had a relationship with him or any feelings. Her Mother has to âexplainâ why he left, so Nagisa was probably still young even if not a baby. What Iâm getting at here is the timeline for when Nagisaâs Mom Got Like That. Nagisa can remember her from before she was, and then says that she got sick after her Dad left. So what Iâm wondering is did Daddy Momoe ruin this young rich girls life, give her syphilis and then leave her with a baby she was unfit to care for in poverty? I know half of this is running on anime logic but Holy Shit all the possible ways reasons and ideas for why things couldâve gotten This Bad.
Is it ridiculously dark and edgy that the original story we were given was âGirl wishes her dying mother could have her favorite cake but then realizes OOPSIE-DAISY I could have wished for her to Not Die instead!!!!â got turned into â11yr old hates her abusive mother so much she wants to make her suffer in the most symbolic way she can and then goes mental when she isnât able to do itâ??? Yes. But if I had the mental capacity to I have to admit I was in a position to be just as bitter at that age too. I canât call it unrealistic. I may infact be projecting hard with how much I support and enjoy this backstory.
Anyway Nagisa was in such a state of trauma and distress at a horrifically young age when she died that it broke her mental faculties so severely that even when she came back as a literal Angel of God she had blocked it out so deeply and thoroughly she seemingly regressed to an even younger capacity and hyperfixated on the trait that she has before used to try to bond with her Mother who she had died hating.
And that also slaps u right in the heart.
A N D T H E N !
~Beachside Bonds~
Just the simple structure of this story was so enjoyable and nicely done. We finally get to see the OG girls in a context we wouldnât be able to in literally any other scenario. Theyâre going on a summer vacation together and Homura is sentimentally journaling every single second of it. Is this mayhaps because sheâs never gotten to be this happy and blissful with these girls she loves so much??? Of course this is are you not paying attention what the fuck. Homura is so optimistic and healed and hopeful sheâs acting like what she might actually be doing as a normal teenage girl. (A heartrending contrast to the end of her Valentines Special)
We get nothing short of pure fluffy Slice Of Life shenanigans on the beach which even includes a bunch of the Kamihama girls that the OG crew knows! And they talk about it! And introduce eachother! And their friends commentate on it! Ren gets to see Kyoko Not Being A Bitch and then Sayaka teases her about having made friends and oh my god my heart is turning into cottoncandy as we speak Mom holy FUCK
Sayakaâs existence fucking matters in this story! Itâs her families Hotel theyâre staying at and she has relationships and memories with the creepy twins that live there and she talks like a fucking person??? And gives opinions??? That arenât just copypasted âJustice is Good and Bad things are BAD!!!!â
Mami is fresh out of her fucking Cult Drama and sheâs still trying to be cool Senpai but then she DECKS Homura in the face and gets scared by the ghost stories and then turns into pudding and waxes nostalgia at Kyoko out of nowhere ITâS ALMOST LIKE SHEâS A FIFTEEN YEAR OLD GIRL????????
G H O S T S ? ? ? ?
Y U ! ? ! ? ! ? !
(IS G A Y ! ! ! !)
This whole fucking backstory and truly horrifying Romeo and Juliet on Acid love and death story between Yu and her girlfriend and like if I wasnât fascinated enough by Yu just being the creepy organ harvester before but apparently thats what she became after she literally made some sort of wish that erased all of her memories besides the nickname her sweetheart used for her and coincidentally also added to her the task of killing all Bad People?????
Yu made a wish to be able to get rid of All Bad People preserving the innocent version of herself who grew up with this girl and it was right after a failed double suicide attempt on fucking Doomed Lovers Cliff fucking Lifetime Will You Ever.
It then pairs with Homura whose PTSD gets to shine through a bit in being unable to believe any bad sort of Madoka which how could you try to force her to at this point while Also pairing Homura with Ren in the âGay Love Saved Our Lives: Traumatized vers & Vanilla versâ
I donât remember if there was a symbolic finale and tbh I have forgotten a lot of the details with Yu and her girlfriend Whatsherface because that shit was just so shocking and bizarre to read and much too painful to reread in a timely fashion just.
That shit hurted but it was full of so much love and hope both doomed and stolen but still was wrapped up in the comforting concept that This Is The Universe Where Homura Gets To Be Okay This Time.
Sheâs still scarred beyond comprehension and this ghost drama accentuated it all but at the end of the day this is still the Safe Universe where all of them are alive and the Holy Quintet are friends and theyâre all going to be okay (Godoka & Aniplex willing) and so many of us love Madoka Magica because it shows girls fighting through the same pain weâve been through and keeping their hope alive and here we get to see them actually find peace in a clunkily written fanservicey spin-off mobile gacha game and hey, that made me happy while I got to experience it. Thanks for the ideas and memories and tragic backstories and funny thirdary characters MagiReco Iâm gonna take em all and Run.
Akjsladbfalkjfsbslk If you read this all without getting a migraine or blocking me ily thanks for listening!!!!!!
TL;DR
Me likey A La Carte Valentine bc itâs silly and gay and I simp Kuro
Me likey Nagisaâs Wish bc sawft baby is good and so are Tragic Edgy Backstories
Me likey Beachside Bonds bc Gay Ghosts and Our Girls Finally Get To Be Happy Peaceful(ish) Teenage Girls and thatâs all I want for them ;w;
Reeses In Pieces yaâll
1Ten 2More 3Words 4To 5Hit 6(3000 7Words 8Woo 9Boy 10Howdy
7 notes
·
View notes
Note
You've said that female characters mostly reduced to the love interests, or that all they're thinking are their bf or love interests. But imo, this case access to the male characters as well. Percy doesn't think about Grover for example, I've always expected it to be there in his mind because of he's his bff. Instead, Grover just is... not that much of important anymore I guess? He doesn't think or concern that much about the demigods in CHB, whether they're okay or not. 1/9
They meet with the f-ing Hercules and Percy never once gets upset or brings the Zoeâs name in the ship. Instead, we see Percyâs making the dam joke in the MoA and saying itâs an inside joke. Which shows that Zoe is still in his mind. But dude, RR, please. If youâre gonna make Percy to come across with Hercules, and never once make him salty or angry with trying to acting on it while the other characters in the ship saying ââPercy dont1!!â Then Iâm sorry but whatâs the meaning of those cases? 2/9 Â Â Â Â Â Â
7 team dynamic and friendship are basically dead. Riordan puts 7 supposedly all different characters in a ship and all dynamic that exists is mostly the love triangles. I donât know if you talked about this issue but Iâd like to see you point on this. Bc it was an important part in the series and Rickâs not playing with the potential actually is disappointing. He just mostly focuses on fricking romance instead and itâs annoying. 3/9 Â Â Â Â Â Â
Similar cases also existed in first series too. For example worst offender was whole Calypso case. I first thought that it wasnât Percyâs fault that Gods didnât keep their promises. But it was actually his fault, and also Annabeth and the others were at fault as well because of they legit thought Gods would keep their promises. I mean, dude. They even broke their biggest oaths and you all know it, and now you tell me that you never once checked out the godsâs jobs? 4/9 Â Â Â Â Â Â
In order to see if they kept their promises or not? Honestly itâs so⊠dumb? There must be a character development on this, basing on this situation, it does suck too. Percy shouldâve learned that gods donât keep their promises. And he shouldâve checked it out himself after the war ends. Letâs say Percy was dumb, but Annabeth? She is a child of the Athena, who supposedly is smart, but never comes up with the idea of checking things out instead of just trusting gods to do their jobs. 5/9      Â
Or any other character, no one points the issue out. Iâm not sure if this case was intentional or not, or RR himself just forgot about this but man, it comes across as such a bad writing. Also another biggest offender was May goddamn Castellan. So RR, youâre saying to me that no one, no Percy, Annabeth, Thalia, didnât go to her house in order to see if sheâs okay or not after war and events?In order to help her case, even if sheâs still crazy or is cured? Or, was underw-kiss more important? 6/9 Â Â Â Â Â Â
After learning about her case, none of them didnât ever wonder? What the actuality? Bob is another big offender. Not because of Percy left him; he didnât. Bc you see, Bob was never his friends unlike Calypso. He was just a Titan, there was no actual friendship or anything. And itâs kinda dumb that Rick tries to portray Percy as a terrible friend in this case rather than pointing out other issues in his writing. 7/9 Â Â Â Â Â Â
But then in the Tartarus, they built a relationship, this time itâs actual. But when they go to the Doors, Percy never once actually try to save Bob or Damasen and itâs justâŠ. Iâd expected Percy to pull a thing in the end and sending them to the doors with risking his own life bc itâs Percyâs supposed characteristic element; he would do anything for his friends. But it just⊠doesnât exist? Why it was never a big characteristic issue right there when you had to chance to write it? 8/9      Â
Also, at the end of the boO, Percy just generally is okay with sending his friends to fight with Gaia. They have a talk with Frank 1 minute, and after that, itâs all okay. No big issue. I guess it was so much challenging to pull that, RR. I believe that there are so much other problematic events but those came to mind at this time. Sorry if this was so much long and salty rant. *looks at the rant and cries in salt* 9/9 Â Â Â Â Â Â
Uhm, so, I love getting asks, I really do. But at a certain length, I think you should consider maybe⊠writing your own post and just tagging me in it if you want me to see it, because daaamn this is very⊠very⊠long. xDâ
But yeah no, the boys are just as bad as the girls, that was never up for discussion. The question was just very explicitely about female characters, so Iâm definitely not gonna drag guys into that. *chuckles*
Everything in Heroes of Olympus is about the romance. I mean seriously absolutely everything because even the villains shipped it - Gaia wanting specifically the blood of Annabeth and Percy because they totally are her OTP, Arachne having a tapestry of the underwater kiss how the ever-loving did she even know that happened how is that not the creepiest, most inappropriate and weird thing to happen in that entire gods damned series. They shoulda named that ship Ark II not Argo II, because itâs all about pairing up. Itâs just that, in that ask, we were specifically talking about the bad writing of the female characters! ;)
Honestly. The Grover thing. I think thatâs more on Riordan not thinking about Grover than on Percy. Like. I feel as though Riordan temporarily forgot Grover exists because he was so busy shipping. Because Coach Hedge should not have been on that ship. The satyr to go with them should have been Grover. Grover and Percy should have gotten a proper reunion. Instead, one throw-away dream-spy sequence where we got to see him and Rachel. So cheap.
The lack of friendship dynamics was most disappointing, yeah. Everything was about love. Even the one damn quest where all the girls could have bonded - lol nope itâs not a quest itâs actually a tea party with Aphrodite to talk about your love life!!! Because girls!!! Doing girl stuff!!! Seriously, old straight man writing teenage girls? Cringe.
Okay no I find it really asking too much that Percy shoulda pushed the gods about Calypso. Bear in mind the time. The war ended on August 18th. Percy gets abducted on December 15th. Thatâs four months. Four months of PTSD, of rebuilding the camp, of having a lot of other shit on his mind. If like⊠an actual big amount of time had passed and Percy had never checked? Okay. Yeah. Thatâs on him. But within four months? And⊠itâs not just Percy who had a lot of shit on his mind, letâs be honest, so did the gods. Tartarus was broken into, Olympus was demolished, very shortly thereafter they started having that identity crisis and souls started escaping from Hades. Four months pass in no time at all, especially when you do have a lot on your to-do list.
Same goes for May. Seriously. Itâs only been a total of four months. I⊠genuinely would not have half a mind to care about a total stranger like May Castellan in the middle of my whole entire world kinda coming apart in a war and me having to deal with my own personal aftermath of that?? I mean, those are literal children who just saw their friends and family murdered in a war and who fought in that war themselves. I really, really do think that they had enough on their mind without caring to check in and see if this total stranger had been taken care of⊠And Percy, Thalia and Annabeth, were like the only ones with any kind of investment or even knowledge there, I mean itâs not like May was public knowledge and everybody cared. And who knows, maybe Thalia did go there off screen, check on her with the Hunt.
Iâm generally not okay with Riordanâs attempt at portraying Percy as a bad friend in HoO. Itâs wildly OoC. He established Percyâs fatal flaw to be that he would let the world burn for his friends, but suddenly he canât be bothered with said friends? Both, Calypso and Bob, as used by Riordan, then the lack of Grover, the lack of⊠of any big reunion aside from Annabeth. He took this character that he specifically created as a very loving and devoted friend and suddenly made him not really care and also not really making friends. Yeah, Frank and Hazel. But⊠Percy Jackson? The Percy Jackson from the first series? Heâd have been friends with everyone on the ship in five hours flat.
I STILL DONâT GET THE BOB AND DAMASEN PART. FUCK YEAH. Seriously, itâs been years and this still bugs me. That Percy and Annabeth were just like âWell. The doors closed. They dead now. Such a shameâ. What the actual fuck was that. Try to save them! You could have still saved them!!! That was, too, so very OoC. Like Percy Jackson would just turn his back and let two of his comrades die.
41 notes
·
View notes
Note
Steeeeeeeve do Steve.
bless u. just as an fyi iâm gonna stick to mcu!Steve for simplicityâs sake.Â
itâs still going to be absurdly long and iâm not sorry.
How I feel about this character
ahksdlfjsk
ca:tfa - fell in love with him. the movieâs a great character study until the montage of him as cap starts, regains its footing at the very end. the i had a date is the best and most heartbreaking closing line in the entire mcu. my favourite thing is that he just cares so much and his motivation is literally just that he wants to do right.
a1&2 - joss does not understand cap at all and iâm still salty about this. main positives are the brief depictions of his not insignificant ptsd. The text of the dream in aou is especially great even if joss doesnât fully understand the meaning (steve does not fear going home because he doesnât know how to leave war; he fears leaving war because he donât know how to go home and this is an important distinction). fav thing is his consistent willingness to see the good in people/give second chances (bruce, clint, natasha, the maximoffs, etc.)
ca:tws - masterpiece. perfection. tearjerker. fight choreography. fav thing is that it highlights the power of friendship and believing in people in a spy movie of all things and i dig that. also the helicarrier scene makes me cry every time.
ca:cw - really annoyed me the first time i saw it bc a)the marvel fandom went NUTS and b)i didnât think it was a cap movie so much as an avengers movie but you know what, it grew on me. fav thing is the fact that he honestly does try to explain his reasoning for his actions several times and i really wish this had been fleshed out more.
a:iw - listen. listen if you told me i was going to see steve literally just a)walk out from behind a train and b)hold back a shiny glove for like 30seconds and it would be amazing i would have laughed at you, but here we are.Â
a:eg - steve lifting the hammer and taking on thanos is my second favourite moment in cinematic history, but my favourite one come right after, when steven grant rogers, just a kid from brooklyn, beaten and broken and in no shape to win whatsoever, stands up to face the entire army all by himself. because that is why i love steve rogers. itâs not because he knows he can win. itâs because he knows he canât, but heâs going to do it anyway. itâs all very samwise gamgee: âthey kept going because they were holding on to something: that thereâs some good in this world, and itâs worth fighting for.â and i resonate with that, you know? people lose for doing the right thing every day, and maybe itâs not enough to save them. but it might be enough to save the next guy down the line.
 âyou start running, theyâll never let you stop. you stand up, push back â they canât say no forever.â
All the people I ship romantically with this character
donât usually ship peeps so iâll just go with canon, as i do think steggy works quite well. most of the other popular ships have enough implicit canon to support them so as long as no one drags peggy through the mud to AU their ship iâm pretty fine with that too (but lord am i ever done with people dumping on steve bc their ship didnât get fulfilled⊠like dude, if you only love a character if theyâre romantically entangled w a specific person you donât actually love that character).
My non-romantic OTP for this character
u know itâs gotta be my girl natasha romanoff; pairing them up in tws is still the best mcu character decision to date. i just really really love how mutual their friendship is. theyâre fully fledged characters on their own and clearly have lives outside of each other, and they acknowledge that they wonât always agree. they also read each other very well and respect the otherâs opinion, two things i highly value in a friendship.
another facet i find really important is that theyâre mutually vulnerable with each other?? like, nat has seen steve cry and steve has seen nat cry. nat has fallen apart with steve there and steve has fallen apart with nat there. itâs a level of reciprocity we donât get in most of the other mcu friendships (also why i hate hate hate bruce/nat why the valhalla and hel is nat exposing her deepest trauma to make bruce feel better in aou??), so. basically they just embody the kind of friendship where having the other one around makes them both better people, which, imo, is pretty much the definition of what friendship is.
My unpopular opinion about this character
depending on whatâs floating in the suggested tag i sometimes feel like liking him is the unpopular opinion. đ
uh but in seriousness my unpopular opinion is that he did not make the decisions he did in cw just because âbut bucky uwu,â though thatâs obviously a factor. the accords came out of nowhere with a 1000 page law right after heâs experienced a)the world security council try to nuke new york and b)shield being hydra, and thatâs in-canon. real world events would include him coming right out of seeing the us impose japanese internment, discovering we nuked civilian cities in japan twice, vietnam and everything that was the cold war, etc. like, i definitely think the general concept of some kind of restrictions on super heroes makes sense, especially when it comes to respecting other countriesâ borders. but do i wanted it to be headed up by general thaddeus âi want a hulkâ? heck no.
also an unpopular opinion might be âitâs super possible to think a character is wrong about something without hating them.â
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
i donât remember who said it first, but peter parker is very much the perfect combo of Steveâs and Tonyâs best characteristics and i would have loved to see him interact with Steve more. training sessions, arguments about what counts as the better half of new york, run-ins with our favourite blind ninja, etc. just so much lost potential right there.
i would have also liked more closure between tony & steve than what we got in endgame, but eh. iâll live.
#steve rogers#meta#mcu#marvelmeta#ca:cw#ca:tws#asks#personal#experimentaldata#long post#i'm so sorry this got so long you guys#i got an unexpected free hour at work and just#went off?#ahem
17 notes
·
View notes