#I FEEL EMPTY WITH IT BEING OVER
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i just finished adventure time, the distant land specials, and fionna and cake.. I need more.. 💔
i’m sorry adventure time i wasn’t familiar with your game back in the early 2010’s i take back all i said back then you truly are one of the greatest shows i’ve ever seen 🥺 whether it’s your more silly moments in the earlier seasons or the gut wrenching drama in the later seasons i couldn’t put you down, what an incredible show 💙🤍💛
now i need something to fill the void while i wait for fionna and cake season 2 🥲
#adventure time#fionna and cake#finn the human#jake the dog#simon petrikov#princess bubblegum#marcaline#bubbline#i need more#I FEEL EMPTY WITH IT BEING OVER#peak fiction
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Sketches based on my FAVOURITE project sekai concept EVER by @the-one-that-weeps that when the characters enter their SEKAIs, their bodies adapt to the worlds as well! I also took some inspiration from the notes and my own concepts :DD
Thought it'd fit the Halloween spirit a lot!
#“why are minori and ichika together they wouldnt be able to meet” SHUSH. halloween magic#emu with multiple hands because shes got sm energy shed love to do several things at once <33#mafuyu has the notes of niigo's songs that helped her. and also empty notes for future songs to appear#not pictures but one over her chest & hesrt would probbaly be a fragment of kanades song that saved her#you cant see it well but kohane has a filmstrip on her left arm. and below that a graffiti of the vbs logo#left arm has a fragment of a “KOHANE” graffiti (apecifically the HANE) and vbs logo on her hand. little paint splashes on her face#ena has the. auxiliary lines for drawing humans yk. on her face and elbows and knees#like shes an unfinished sketch yet. has to still be worked on. but can still become a masterpiece. yk#also little drawings but also some crossed out. also her eye crossed out. yk. the struggle of not being able to draw the other eye#and teeny kanade with flowers growing where she walks but also wilting soon after. she still hasnt learnt how to save people </3#the rest are obvious. i think. feel free to ask if not!#kerizart#prsk#prsk fanart#prsk art#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#kamishiro rui#tenma tsukasa#emu ootori#kusanagi nene#mafuyu asahina#kohane azusawa#ena shinonome#hanasato minori#ichika hoshino#do i tag kanade AHAHDHAHA#kanade yoisaki
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So like………………. what was the point of Round 6?? 🤨
#this is an honest question btw#because at this point i really don’t fucking know#if ivan sacrificed himself for till and that’s supposed to be till’s driving force for r7 but then it ends up being a detriment instead#and mizi is what ends up motivating him then pray tell what was point of the sacrifice??#they’re literally proving ivan right and i’m not a fan of that#we’ve been calling him an unreliable narrator for a while and while i still think that’s true to some extent#ivan may have a more of a point than we thought he did#but whatever#i don’t know#it feels empty? to me??#not sure how else to say it#sorry if this is all over the place#im rambling#also sorry if i sound like a hater (i’m not i promise)#idk yall i just really don’t know what ivan’s purpose was plot wise right now#might delete later#*deep sigh*#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#alien stage spoilers#alnst spoilers#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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Oofurixmas2022 for @meela-31
#oofuri#oofurixmas2022#IVE REPOSTED THIS SO MANY TIMES IM SORRY#meela-31#ren mihashi#abemiha#abe takaya#I hope u like it.. 😵😵😵😵#anyway… chill air… being 1 on 1 together outside of school… always so strange and intimate#abe is saying like hey youre blocking the walkway.. or smth… hes so cheeky#im imagining a fic in my mind#like. do you guys get me. mihashi is sitting on the stoop while abe is checking out and hes eating his sandwich#its probably a stupid late time and its quiet and empty and his hands and face are chilly and#and hes about to take a bite and then the door opens and he feels a bag get dropped on his head and its like… a point of contact and its#silly and mundane but its affection idk. ans then abe tells him to move. ugh. love is love#ITS LIKE A SMALL THING THATS LIKE… WE’RE FRIENDS.. you like me.. and it feels goos#THATS ALL#anyway thats why i chose this ver over the one w tajima it got that feeling better. anyway
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some of you think you're allowed to treat other living human beings like garbage and not have any consequences for it
#“but i personally feel that this person deserves it”#“but I said jk after acting like a jerk”#I'll let you know something#you aren't the main character#and no one cares about what you hate#why don't you share your love and passion instead of being a empty void of putrid vomit#go get therapy#ALL OF THIS OVER FICTION TOO#ITS NOT EVEN SMTH THAT MATTERS#weak ass
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hey moon, it's just you and me tonight everyone else is asleep
#taryn's mind just wandering and thinking up good story plots over an empty train meanwhile atlas is like PLSPLS LET'S MAKEOUT PLSPLS-#also peace offering for this weeks posts#and also to hold me over because they aren't seeing each other for A MINUTE !#also in my little brain i feel like these two would learn each other’s native language well more like taryn would learn french bc atlas is#trilingual probably learned italian too at this point#i said also three times#anyways i think in the far future we’ll have a traveling arc especially with the new world being released#oc: taryn#oc: atlas#ts4#simblr#show us your sims#sims community
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love seeing your takes on mouthwashing and how sane they are. everything's so black or white. I like how you acknowledge curlys abuse under jimmy (which I honestly didn't quite notice when I first watched a playthrough. should rewatch w this in mind) and how that very much doesn't "forgive" his inaction towards Anya and Her abuse under jimmy. I think what happens to him despite all his issues (bc he clearly wasn't OK 😊✌🏼) is very much karmic. I really did hurt huh
I hate the take that what happened to him is karmic as becoming disabled and being tortured is like not in any way an equal consequence for not taking more action against Jimmy. It is a consequence as is the whole game for everyone but it’s one that is very much established as being undeserved and extreme as everyone else’s but Jimmy’s fate.
Thank you for liking my takes but I also try to point out that this exact sort of framing of the events and what happened to Curly is bad especially if you are gonna factor in his own abuse into the equation of his inaction/ineffective acts. It’s like “saying yeah he deserved the abuse he was already going through to escalate because he didn’t do enough” which is like not a message the game tries to deliver at all. It’s like the game shows that abusers escalate
Karma and punishment are not concepts that I think should be directly tied to Curly’s fate especially since during the game and even in discussion he takes on too many consequences of someone else’s actions. Like this framing is the direct thing I describe taking the discussion away from Jimmy, P.E and the factors that created the environment in the first place.
#Maybe I’m just a bleeding heart for fictional characters that suffer but the fandom has a weird attachment to retribution#as if retribution is not a damning desire in the game like the game is about what happens when you#lack the capability to try and do better or go back on it and that is about all of them but mainly Jimmy and how it intensifies#the suffering of those around him like not saying Curly is excused but the think pieces about Curly make on whether he deserved it make it#sound like he was some empty headed dolt that didn’t know women faced oppression or had any issues of his own#and that he needed to be humbled to understand as if his toxic relationship with Jimmy is not an aspect in the forefront and his apathy in#life like becoming disabled isn’t karma yes his condition parallel Anya’s feeling but it’s also reveals all the way Jimmy was already#treating him poorly and how it got worse now that he had more power over him like again he harasses Anya still but noticed he takes out most#of his frustration on Curly now like idk what more I can say#I hate the idea someone deserves to be disabled and go through such a brutal experience comments like that are weird#like this is not an argument of Curly suffered too with Anya it is they are both suffering at all points with Jimmy#and it is not at all helpful to any conversation to try to scale and compare both their experiences against each other#but rather how they both reacted to Jimmy and how it affected how they handled/viewed everything pre and post crash#like I hope this hurts is likely a comment on the whole system that allowed it all to happen not specifically about any character or what#they did like it never did not hurt that’s the point none of the choices made felt good for anyone like sorry this is not about you anon#just the general sentiment of post crash curly and deserving cause by the logic people use then Swansea deserved to watch Daisuke suffer and#have to kill him because he didn’t kill Jimmy or support Anya better like it’s crazy to me#like yes represents him not being able to do more anymore but it is again pointed out to be unfair because of what resources they had#like he suffers due to P.Es restriction even when it comes to his care because they under supply them despite how long and dangerous#and isolating and short staffed their jobs are.#got a little heated sorry anon I just think the idea someone needs to suffer for what Jimmy did outside of Jimmy makes me mad#mainly because it’s never like realistic or just or acknowledges the facets of abuse#mouthwashing#ask#anon#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing
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(nanako voice): dear brother, i am being haunted by visions of starnge and beaudiful goirls
#i know i've said it over and over (if not on here then irl) but kaoru being popular for her hall monitor everybody sit down and work rizz#is really Really funny to me#sorry this is kinda empty and half done my tablet pen DIED while i was making this#kaoru and nanako are wheelbarrowing rei somewhere she's not surrounded by mirrors and half-frozen dino nuggets#anyway can you tell i have a favorite lol#i meant to draw tomoko and nanako (well. draw her More) and even miya but. pen dead :((#dear brother#oniisama e#this was mostly just me trying desperately to figure out how to draw kaoru's hair rip#i have a physical need to capture her charm but idk if im quite getting there. sad#anyway :p#skrunkart#kaoru orihara#asaka rei#shinobu mariko#i feel bad tagging nanako but i guess i should anyway huh#misonoo nanako#plus that bully character whose name idr (hence why i couldn't get a better image of her oops).. rip bozo
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The Theerapanyakul brothers are some kind of spectrum. Tankhun expresses every emotion he feels, loudly and immediately. Kinn is the closest any of them get to a normal person— he feels, conceals it when it suits him, and expresses it when he can or when he is made to by circumstance. Kim keeps everything bottled up inside and seems incapable or unwilling to tell his true feelings to anyone. They are all traumatized to hell and back, and Korn, the chess master, is responsible for all of it.
#original#kinnporsche#I have a very specific headcanon that tankhun over-expresses everything#because if he represses a single feeling it’s a slippery slope to not feeling ANYTHING. to being hollow and empty#so he has to be loud and let every feeling out the second he feels it. catharsis ya know#anyway that’s part of the 500k tankhun lore that lives in my noggin
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i haven’t been here much recently, and i’m sorry i’ve only been negative on the off chance i’ve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be better….
#or maybe my time here ends w this month…i’m not sure i guess it all depends on how i feel but as of right now#everytime i think i'm fine i open tumblr and immediately am sad again the whole app has become my doomscroll at this point#i got a notification on a random talking post from a while ago and it felt like reading the words of a completely different person#lately i find it difficult to find any joy here at all when it always feels so lonely… a type of loneliness i’ve never experienced before#everyone always has ppl interacting w them who are interested in their stuff or are always sent things that are reminiscent of them....#i’m always praised for remembering stuff abt other ppl but i wonder if anyone remembers anything abt me#what is it about me that is so forgettable am i dull am i uninteresting did i not solidify myself enough do you guys just not like me lolz#but i don't want this to come across as guilt tripping or being ungrateful to what i do have because ik comparison is the death of joy but#it's still hard to watch when it's so in your face and it makes me think if ppl only talk to me because they feel obligated to#because anyone can say empty words.... i wish my perception of things didn't turn bitter i wish i hadn't become so jaded but#over and over i've felt irrelevant cast aside overshadowed and i cannot exist in a place where i feel like i'm a ghost in the corner#idk i've never felt like This before and i'm at least glad it's something i can walk away from by just....leaving...#sad that this used to be somewhere i can run away To but now it's become somewhere i want to run away From#i don't know...even if i get over whatever this is...things will never be the same for me... i just don't think i belong here#if only i had never made this blog then i would have saved myself a world of turmoil
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In light of Alicole reveal, let me just say that I will absolutely LOSE my mind (in the best possible way) if the reason Daeron was sent to Oldtown is because he has brown hair.
#alicole#alicent hightower#criston cole#alicent x criston#daeron targaryen#daeron the daring#if Daeron has brown hair it's OVER for these bitches (Aegon and Aemond). Daeron will become my fav in a HEARTBEAT#like??? the implications??? the delicious parallels with Rhaenyra and her sons?#Criston despising Harwin and BECOMING Harwin?#Daeron being a child of love but also a child of guilt?#the only child of Alicent born not out of rape and not from the rotting corpse#the implications of Daeron not being Viserys' but Tessarion HATCHING#Targaryen supermacy i am here to ruin your day#also Daeron possible bastard being the most honorable of his brothers is. heh. irony is not lost here#maybe...hear me out maybe true sons born out of empty marriage are...worse#good bastards vs bad truebornd dichotomy my beloved#daemon being torn because if he's accusing Daeron of bastardy he'll have to accept a boy with not a droplet of Targ blood rides a dragon#targaryen supermacy how are we feeling??? not good huh? nice keep feeling that way#idk i just adore the idea of brown-haired Daeron.the most Hightower of them all. (but also make his skin a tone darker)#to be closer to cristons. not too much so it woul be obvious but clearly darker shade than Alicent's#please please it would be so funny#and I'd die for this Daeron then. kill for him.he can do whatever he wants
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ok so i saw a post (not mentioning it here directly bc no hate to the op of it, but im so annoyed by that plotpoint that i gotta rant) about the scene were they undragonfy zelda and it was all like
- no actually the people that are upset that both zelda and link returned fully perfectly intact dont get that it makes so much sense and is so cool actually bc its sonias time power amplified and reverseing both zelda and links arm so that she was never a dragon to begin with (thats why she doesnt retain any of its features) and link never lost his arm and its such a cool callback to when sonia amplified raurus light laser thing and the reason sonia didnt do it earlier is bc ghost cant be everywhere i guess :) -
i talked about this once before so i wont go super into detail but ... yeah that doesnt make that any less unsatisfying imo
aside from it just feeling like a thinly veiled excuse to return everyone to perfect and unblemished status quo more than a 'cool callback' it also annoys me on a game design level bc (as i mentioned in that older post too) why would you not include ANY of the signifiers of the time power when they do it? like the TÖK sound that goes off when you activate it, the world going black and white with that wave animation, and zelda actually transforming back like a reverse tp link wolf thing, ANYTHING? no its just sparkly light beam in ghost dimension town and sparkly poof everyones back :)))
also the implications of that even being possible is just .. making everything even more messy imo like if you can time reverse not just a persons body, or just PART of a body but also a SOUL being lost, over such a long time too.... that raises so many questions, if sonias able to do something like THAT how come she cant send someone back in time bc that tbh sounds way less complicated (on a sidenote is it jsut me or did anyone else feel like sonia talking to zelda -lol i cant help you control your powers you just gotta vibe with it and figure it out yourself bro- was a lead up to zelda .. actually getting control of her suddendly revealed time powers? or was that meant as in oh look she reversed a few weapons once :) bc it felt like it was meant to be she has to find out how to return to her own time USING HER POWERS .. and then its jsut kinda dropped, like so many more things and oh look a dragon :) )
but overall i just .... ok you can find a flimsy excuse for that scene but it still feels ... bad? like oh cool bad guys deaded once again for sure totally this time and everyones back to normal like nothing ever happened and also it even reversed even zeldas memory i guess so she literally cant remember anything and why anything like that was never done before that is bc of reasons(tm)
it just feels so meaningless, sure you can find some wobbly explanation for why something went like that instead of all the other possibilites but its just ... unsatisfying
am i meant to feel whole having returned everythign as if nothing ever happened? bc i just feel empty, especially on top of all the things that left me with such an empty feeling in the game it just puts the cardboard cherry on top of a cardboard cake, pretty to look at but shallow like cardboard and just as tasteless
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#ganondoodles rants#i think was the tag for that#of course im not telling anyone else how to feel about it#but TO ME its all just#did they run out of time and just started making the flimsiest excuses to why something went like that bc theyspent 3 years testing the glu#it jsut amplified my empty feeling#also it just solves itself#i thought about how it could go to bring her back so much and then it just kinda happens#no matter in what cool visuals and music you wrap something if its core is a tasteless mush i wont like it#it just all feels so much like an afterthought#and its making me sad over what could have been#even without rewriting it all like im doing#just changing a few things would make it much better#but what do i know#im just a random guy on the internet being frustrated about a video game
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the downside of getting cool new horror sans red walls is reorganizing your room and realizing GODDAMN IT I HAVE SO MUCH USELESS SHIT IN HERE
#why do i have a sleeping bag i have only had ONE SLEEPOVER??????#and the like 8 unused jackets when i really only use 3 on the regular 💀💀💀💀#the lamp that i never use. the fairy lights i never use. i already HAVE a central light why would i use those#the 18 plushies i have to get rid of for space (i no longer have shelves. isnt that swell!)#on a side note i did find every halloween costume ive worn Ever#fish triglycercule..... french fries triglycercule...... hot dog triglycercule..... cheese triglycercule........ (there's a theme)#cannot hang up my mirror yet a shame 💔💔💔#I HAVE AN EMPTY LITTLE CORNER IN MY ROOM😈😈😈 this will be the mtt shrine#PIN MAKER GOES THERE MTT (not really but sanrio is close enough right???) FIGURES GO THERE#should i start being cringe and start printing out mtt merch to tape all over my walls like a 2000s teenager#i feel like my mother would Euthanize me if she saw that (she no likey murderous skeletons)#gonna start painting things to hang up but theyre only vaguely mtt reminiscent (the closest thing i can get to merch 💔💔💔)#ALSO I HAVE TWO SWORDS NOW 😁😁😁😁😁 actually tho#am i a loser when i saw the swords and i was like 'ooh this would be good for references when i draw!' 💀💀💀💀💀#winter cleaning is so nice :3 i have SO much dirt and dust and rubble on my everything in here i need a vaccum#dust? dust...... dust sans. dust sans? like the leader of hit group murder time trio???? MURDER TIME TRIO REFERENCE??????#real tricule
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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu
#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self#and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is#recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this#and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth#sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there#how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way#anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again#i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare#u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath#your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he#i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted#bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters#but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk#goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh#bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice#i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will#simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think#having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think#over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to#yaar#i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows#two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion#when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other
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i just wanna know. what does anyone want artists to do. im really just curious. Like if u steal all of our work and chase us out of all of the jobs and crush every single one of us until we either die or quit. Whats the end goal. artists provided their work for free for 2 decades and built their lives in digital spaces. And in a few years the landscape is changing drastically away from that :/. I'm fucking tired. I'm tired of artists being disrespected. And yet its not going to Stop. Our spaces are still snuck into and scraped, our work is still stolen, and we still have people that are just outright fucking nasty to us just bc u draw a furry animal or are queer. what is anyone supposed to do. our communities were destroyed. our spaces were destroyed. so many artists are Gone and scattered to the winds. What is anyone Doing.
#not art#more than anything else its just Venting#i genuinely. want to die So Bad because of this shit dude.#like i built my whole entire life in digital spaces because there was Nothing for me outside of them#and now theres nothing Inside of them either#and i feel so fucking empty#my friends are hurting or Gone#my peers are Gone#the spaces only get Worse#my peers are being Stolen From over and over#the infighting is its OWN thing and i COULD tolerate that when it was Most of what i was dealing with#but now its . from the outside too#now theres outfighting and infighting! and i cant . theres just no space for me#theres no space for anyone! they were all fucking crushed#and its So Difficult to feel like theres ANY POINT to building your work online anymore#why should i keep fucking posting??? feed an art bot and an algorithm??? my friends arent going to see it#the people i like arent going to see it#whats the fucking point.#vent#vent post#-_- sorry#cw sui ideation#im So SO tired man :( im so Fucking Sad too#i never get any less sad looking around my spaces anymore :(#we had th and artfight and even those are fucking. a part of scraping now. and it is truly the final straw for me?#like you came into OUR spaces#OURS. for ARTISTS. and ARTISTS ALONE...#and you STOLE our work :(#that we put out FOR FREE ANYWAYS.#. :(
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*WANDERSONG SPOILERS*
Okay excuse me while I scream for a bit Man oh MAN there is so much to unpack here;
I'm currently in the Crater in Mohabumi (I think it's called) in the kingdom of Chaandesh, and this is one of the most simultaneously interesting and heartbreaking moments of the game I think, not least after seeing and hearing about the war between Chaandesh and Rulle from both sides and how this war is affecting the people of Chaandesh, who it seems have actually been needlessly vilified by Rulle to the point where Hala ended up running away and getting herself KILLED because she wanted the war to stop and no-one would listen to her- Okay so- Miriam and the Bard talking and dancing in the Crater about themselves and how Miriam's been on a semi-existential, soul-searching journey of her own while the Bard's been on his own quest, and how she admitted that she actually admires the Bard's positivity in spite of not being the hero and his happiness and sureness with himself, but the Bard admitted to her that he himself actually tries hard to be positive despite feeling immense sadness in himself over not being the hero (as evidenced with his depressive spell in the aftermath of his discovery of the truth and mission to shut down the toy factory in Chismest Town) and that how the so-called hero herself is still running around killing Overseers and how nothing he does or will do will matter in the long run, but nevertheless he still pushes on and keeps trying... And how Miriam admitted to him that she admires that about him, against the weight of the uncertainty she feels within herself...
This is...I'm losing my freaking mind over here and my heart hurts and I've got the game running in the background as I'm typing this and I'm in both my thoughts and my feels as the Crater theme plays in my headphones...
The Crater theme is an actual banger by the way, great to have a mini existential mulling to.
#wandersong#wandersong game#wandersong spoilers#gaming shenanigans#AAAAAAAAAAUIFUEFRFHJRWFREWGFGEFURE#HJADSFGDHGFEGFYRE#I'm going nuts over this game HOLY FRICC#Excuse me for posting spoilers but I have to scream about this on main and I must scream LOUDLY#I lowkey feel like the bard and miriam are kind of mirrors of eachother#and how they both feel an immense weight and melancholy within themselves but handle it in different ways and how they outwardly present#with the bard being happy and positive despite still feeling a sadness and perhaps even an emptiness in himself for not being the hero#and miriam being a prickly tsundere who is still unsure of herself and has been thinking a lot about it and still hasn't figured herself ou#I don't know where I'm going with this but I have many many thoughts about this
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