#I DOUBT PEOPLE ARE GONNA SEE THIS BUT IF U DO HII AND THANK YOU

[groovyskulls]

SO MANY COOL ARTISTS AND PEOPLE ARE LIKING AND REBLOGGING MY ART AND IT MAKES ME SO GIDDY !! THANK U ALL FOR SUCH KIND WORDS AND INTERACTING WITH MY STUFF IT MOTIVATES ME TO CREATE LOTS MORE !!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!

[naomiarai]

hii naomi ʚ♡⃛ɞ how've you been? I hope you like this little surprise :> it's nsfw :>

"taehyun quit it!" you use your arms to guard yourself from his splashes in your direction.

you agreed to go for a late night swim with taehyun since the hotel had extended the curfew for the access to the pool at the rooftop.

"c'mere then. you're acting like someone's watching when we're the only ones here." he calls out from the wall of the pool by the steps.

you sigh at him, cautious in case there would be staff around. despite extending the curfew for the pool there didn't seem to be people around. whether it was because there was a beach and an event going on in the lower hall of the hotel, who knows. but you're grateful you have some time alone with taehyun.

swimming towards him, you plank your arms on the side of the pool, holding yourself in place as you wipe the water from your eyes. while you do that, taehyun's ogling at the way the water droplets run down your neck and over your chest. he felt himself grow hard in his swim shorts, but you wouldn't be able to see anyway.

"you shy someone's gonna see us?" he speaks lowly, pulling you towards him as your back collides with his toned chest.

taehyun's arms wraps around your waist, making it impossible for you to move out of his hold. you turn your face to the side as an attempt to look at him with a brow raised.

"are you seriously hard right now?" you taunt him.

"yes. and? what about it?" he grumbles by the shell of your ear. "I wanted you all to my self the whole day. and I couldn't wait until we get back to the room."

you hold back a moan when he grinds his erection against your ass. "hyun, and if someone sees us rn we're going to get kicked out."

"mmh, doubt it. what're they gonna do? they clean the pool out later anyway." you feel his fingers dip beneath the bottoms of your bikini, pushing them aside as his other hand aligns his dick. "say you don't want it and I'll stop."

your breath heaves. this is it. your brother's best friend is asking if you will let him fuck you right here. without having to think twice you place your hand over his, holding his dick as you sink onto him.

you hear a groan from taehyun and a light moan from you, still not wanting to make too much noise to attract any attention. then again, there's literally no one else there.

"mph, you feel so good hyun." you whimper as you bring a hand up to hold the back of his neck, remaining that closeness with you.

"wanted to make you feel good ever since I met you. you sound so pretty for me, doll." he grunts, thrusting his hips as he watches the water form small waves from his movements.

"yeonjun's gonna get so pissed if he finds out about this." you worry and then let out a curse from taehyun picking up his pace as an attempt to get you to come sooner.

"he won't. it'll be our little secret, yeah?" he kisses along the column of your neck as your finger nails dig into his forearm.

you nod desperately. thinking about wanting to cum from just the feeling of finally having taehyun where you wanted him for so long, blocking out the fact that yeonjun could potentially be looking for the both of you after you two ditched him at the events hall.

it'll be fine right? yeonjun doesn't have to know, right?

smiles hiiii!! im doing okay, AND HELLO?? best surprise ever istg,,, 🤧 your writing is so so goood, it hooks u on so much i love it <33

honestly brothers best friend tyun is sooo interesting in a way,,, because we all know tyun is rlly smart at keeping things hidden :>> i love the “you shy someone's gonna see us” and “say you don't want it and i’ll stop” is soo taehyun coded and i fricking LOVE IT. i literally want a whole fic on this,, also the smut is soo capturing n sensual i cnat—!! yeonjun im so sorry but— thank uu <33

[trans-luis-serra-navarro]

Hii!!!

Thank you so much for tagging me before, I hope this isn't too late (?) Days are hectic for me but nonetheless, I would very much like to touch up on your tips and advice you have when writing for Luis. I loved him in the remake, and I would very much love to do him justice in some form of written work!

Thank you for reaching out, this really helps me!!

<3

HIHIHI ITS NOT A PROBLEM AT ALL!!!!! And don’t worry it’s NEVER too late!!! I have stuff sitting in my inbox from like. December HCNEHNDJDJJXNS

I Must admit I’m not really an expert nor am I much of a profession fanfic writer or anything- I only do it for fun!!!! So if you want something like, more specific PLEASE pretty please feel free to ask I’d be more than happy to help!!!! But in terms of general tips and tricks??? Here’s a few that I have under the cut!!!

As weird as this is gonna sound a lot of time I’ll just go and watch Luis’ voice actor André Peña’s streams on Twitch to try and pick up on lil mannerisms or speech quirks that get shown in-game!!!! If I can find an example I’ll put it here, but just generally picking up on what Luis would theoretically sound like if he were talking in a casual conversation helps me out!!!!! (Also he’s just in general a very lovely guy and his twitch streams are always fun so I reccomended them if you’re able to catch one!!!)

On a similar note, if you’re watching any cutscenes and any small characteristic sticks out to you- use that to your advantage!!!! I’ve always noticed how he kinda smiles differently when in different situations/levels of stress/talking to different people so I use that to my advantage when writing scenes with him!!!!

OR OR EVEN, if you’re able to and have the time, go look at older livestreams where the cast talk about their roles in RE4R and see what André has to say about Luis!!!!!! I’m more than happy to link the streams once I can find them again if you want!!!!!!!!! Seeing the actors be so genuine and passionate about the characters and putting their whole selves into the role truly does make them feel just so,,,, h u m a n <<<<33

Also, I know everyone and their mother says this, but research truly does help!!!!! There’s a LOT of things people miss about his character if you only view him on a surface-level or go into his character assuming he’s just a cardboard cutout ‘bad-guy-turned-good’ Typa character, so reading analysis posts on him to get a better idea of why he does what he does and how he is as a person will really help!!!! (Obviously I’ve got my own posts under the tag #luisposting or #othersposts, but the lovely @blveherb has some amazing posts of their own I can’t recommend enough!!!!)

There’s a LOOOOOOT of just. Very incorrect misinformation out there HXNSUSJ (staring at you resident evil fan wiki. Staring at you. VERY HARD) so if you ever come across a post that seems to only lean towards a negative view of Luis as a character or never gives him the benefit of the doubt,,,, it most likely won’t have been made with good taste in mind or properly researched HCNEHENDUDJ

Also also also, looking for things that he was directly inspired by!!!!!! I C A N N O T make this post without mentioning the 1957 Don Quixote film- it’s free on YouTube and it is SOOOOOO SOSOSOSOSOSOSO GOOD!!!!! Capcom TRULY put their all into the Don Quixote symbolism in his character and if you’re able to get your hands on a copy of the book, it’s well worth the read!!!

AGAIN on a similar note- looking at his culture and history is SOOOOOOOO important!!!! For example, the beginning of Seperate Ways features Luis doing a style of Flamenco called ‘Seguiriyas’- and once I’m awake in the morning and fully able to navigate the horror of the tumblr tagging system I’ll look for a post that goes deeper into this HCNEHWNEUDJDIS but Indigenous and Spanish culture are full of such rich and beautiful history you can pull from it is SO worth taking a look!!! Not to mention, you can play around with the fact that Luis was raised pretty Hardcore Catholic or the fact that it’s implied his Grandfather fought in/would have survived the Spanish Civil war as concepts a ton!!!

And if you’re writing specifically for Serennedy, taking a look at the Queer history of Spain/Europe as a whole is DEFINITELY worth your time!!!!! Looking back and remembering the people who came before us is always important and lends a hand to how we perceive our own funny lil fictional guys BCBEHENEJDNXJ

That being said, I only ever see this with writers who already have bigoted views and you seem like literally the nicest person EVERRRRRR so this TOTALLY isn’t directed at you!!!!!! But it’s super important not to fall into just straight-up racist stereotypes- calling Luis a predator, saying he’s a sex-driven animal, generally referring to him as ‘dirty’ etc is stuff that unfortunately you don’t JUST see with Luis but with many other POC characters too (like Carlos for example- he gets the brunt of it a LOT) so when you see stuff like this, don’t be afraid to call it out!!!!!!

I HOPE THIS LONG ASS POST DIDNT SCARE YOU OFF OR ANYTHING AHDNWHENXUDNXIX I TRIED MY BEST TO COVER ALL OF MY BASES CUZ I WASNT SURE WHAT KIND OF TIPS YOU WANTED!!!!!!!!! Again if you want something more specific feel free to ask!!!!!!!!

[royposting]

11, 16, 21 if they havent been done?

hii!! ✨

11. what was your childhood dream job?

i DID answer this one (journalist/investigative journalist) but i can share a funny anecdote i didnt mention in that reply which is that when i was very little (like, <5) i used to go around telling people ”when i grow up youre gonna see me on TV bc im gonna be a ’swim star’”.

i did not swim, mind you, nor had i any interest in taking this particular sport up. i do not know what a ’swim star’ is and doubt i did then, either, but i would very confidently tell anyone and everyone this lmao

16. when is your birthday?

may 23, 1998! i dont know anything about astrology but i have been told i am a gemini + taurus cusp and that that fits me lmao. to me that sounds mainly like two faced and bull headed but what to i know

21. a song that evokes a good memory?

i can answer with another song actually!!

its gonna be its all coming back to me now with celine dion. when my love graduated with her bachelors we went out to a karaoke bar and it was one of the most fun evenings EVER, and we sang that song absolutely horribly after doing kamikaze shots lmao. it was sooo much fun and i will still happily scream along to that song whenever it comes on.

thank u for sending questions!!! 💛💛💛

[amnesiac-mc]

hii there id like to req a matchup for cxm ( preferred ), mysmess, or taisho x alice :] !! im a pretty short female ( 5'1" ) w slightly longer than shoulder length wavy black hair & dark brown eyes. as for my personality im generally quite courteous to those around me, tho it can come off as being cold if u don't know me well. once im comfortable w someone i become more open & love teasing friends and getting teased back as well. my interests include reading, anything music related, graphic design, researching, writing, and cooking / baking, tho i love learning abt new things as well :] also my main love languages include quality time, words of affirmation, & physical touch ^^ hope ur having a nice dayv<3

Thank you for requesting, I hope you are having a nice day too! And I'm sorry for the wait, I had a block these days ;u;

For Collar X Malice, I ship you with...

Trying to get close to Sasazuka might be a tough task, not gonna lie. However, I feel your personality is perfect to get close to him progressively! Both of you will keep distance at first, and respect each other, but after some time he opens up to you and sees you as an equal, falling in love.

When you tease him back for the first time, he is speechless. NOBODY has actually stood up to him before. He would probably blush and try to make another comeback without much success, getting very flustered (he secretly liked it, though!)

Sasazuka appreciates that you have so many hobbies. He probably would be curious about what you are doing, asking about your projects frequently. However, there is one thing that he is reeeeally interested in...

Baking! The day he learnt that you could bake, Sasazuka stared silently you all the morning until you realized he wanted to try your desserts. He would openly compliment your foods, and brag about how they are much better than those from shops.

Sasazuka can be very needy, even if he doesn't seem so. He loves physical contact. After a long and tiring day, there is nothing better for him than cuddling with you for a while.

For Taisho x Alice, I ship you with...

I feel Kaguya would go well with someone that is actually able to keep distance at first. He gets close to people too fast, which does not let him form meaningful relationships. If you wanted him to take it slow, he would respect your limits.

Once the relationship is established, he would be the perfect boyfriend: caring and gentle. Kaguya can also be very playful, and unlike Sasazuka, he will not back down if you respond! Be careful!

He loves spending time with you, it does not matter where you go or what you do, your presence is enough for him. However, he enjoys conventional dates, and will probably take you to beautiful places.

Kaguya's love language in my opinion, includes the same things as yours. Specially words of affirmation! He needs to hear you say that you love him, that you would be there for him when he is at a low point. And he would do it too: with Kaguya, there won't be any doubts about your feelings for you.

For Mystic Messenger I ship you with...

Seven is the type of person whom you can get comfortable with very fast! He usually jokes around a lot and cares about how you are feeling. I feel you two would get along really well!

He is probably the most supportive person you will ever meet. Everything that you do matters. You wrote something? He will be the first person to read it! Do you need to animate or program your designs? Seven goes to rescue!

Whenever you are feeling down, Seven would be there to cheer you up. He is fairly empathic, and even if you can't express what you need, Seven would manage to understand your feelings and act accordingly.

[heliosoll]

Hii >u< !! So for the last year ive been on relying on loa and shifting to fix my life and hiding behind it as a backup plan or to get out of this mess and im getting nervous that it actually doesnt work and im gonna be a loser because i have such heavy expectations on my ideal life, ive manifested drinks before but is there any science behind it? Thank u sm for ur blog its so helpful :))

Hi!

This is a super common doubt so don't worry! From a logical standpoint, I'd recommend researching quantum mechanics. I'd also recommend researching how the subconscious mind works (this will take you anywhere from psychology to neuroscience; there's a lot about the brain) and how the brain interprets the world around it.

One thing that I do want to let you know though, is that most loa blogs would tell you to throw that logical thinking away. I've done this too, usually for people who have known about the law a lot longer, because once you get used to the idea of the law and shifting, logic doesn't matter anymore. And trust me, I know how that sounds to a very logical mindset. But the entire idea of the law is that anything you assume to be true has to be true (you can assume the sky is neon green and it will be, regardless of logic), and shifting often comes from the theory that a multiverse exists or that you can alter reality to fit whatever you want it to be (even down to changing the laws of physics).

While looking into the science of these things can be very interesting and rewarding, it can also be a good exercise to just try trusting these things regardless of how much you believe in them. A lot of first time manifestors will practice manifesting "small" things like seeing a butterfly or getting food. A lot of first time shifters will also practice shifting, usually in the form of mini-shifts (small changes to their CR or very short periods of time in their DR). Practicing on a smaller scale can really help you not only gather belief in these things but also form a solid sense of confidence in your ability to do them.

At the end of the day, if manifesting and shifting genuinely interest you, there's no harm in trying, even if you find it hard to believe at first. I would really recommend prioritizing your self concept as your comment about it not working and you being a loser seems a little like negative self talk. Try talking to yourself with a little more compassion! Even if it doesn't work (it will), why would that make you a loser? Just try it out and see how things go yknow? And don't downplay your success! You're coming to me about saying you're worried it won't work while also admitting that you've manifested before? You've literally already done it! Don't downplay that!

[ninacarstairss]

Hello bestieeee :D How are u today? I hope u are living ur best life and are well<3

GUESS WHAT?

Yesterday,I finished RWRB!!! How can I even start to describe my love for this book? Hmmm I don’t think that I can put it in words but I’ll say whatI loved about it and by that,well,It’s pretty much everything. All the characters(except Philip the homophobic bitch,Richards the coward and um the Queen) were just so amazing and it was refreshing(yeah refreshing,don’t criticize me for choosing this word) to read about them and I learned so much from each one and there’s no doubt that they inspired in many ways.Tho I love all of them immensely,Henry and Alex hold a special place in my heart.The way Henry and Alex grew up through the book and let themselves to truly be the people they are at the end even after all the consequences they were ready to live with left me happy and hopeful.But I think that Alex and Henry couldn’t have been themselves one day in front of the whole world if they did not choosed to know each other and fall in love through this journey.Its beautiful to see how Alex who never expected to bond with Henry,was so grateful that he had the chance to do so.And there’s Henry who for so long,he had to pretend that he was someone else and live a life that was painfully untrue and unfair to his own feelings but he still managed to be the kindest and generous person that he could be and that,made my heart break but proud.I love them and lemme tell u,they are one of the most power couple and even THE power couple that u could possibly hope for. I love this two and If I want to find comfort,I’ll always look up to re-read some scenes with them(😏😎💕).What else?Ohh it was gracefully written and the way the characters expressed themselves was really relatable and I could see myself in them.There’s the plot who was entertaining and I just adored the aesthetic of this book(I mean the places that we saw etc).The whole story captivated me.RWRB is without a doubt one of my favourite books that I’ll eternally recommend(maybe not to my parents hehe cuz of the um spicy scenes👉🏼👈🏼,u know?).That’s pretty much that,I could talk about RWRB more but I know it will end up be a novel just about how much I LOVED IT. I can’t wait to read One last stop by the same author who made me feel countless of emotions in just one book.

P-S: Expect to see me posting(poems and the wonderful Chia already helped me giving me some ideas,aesthetics,drawings etc and maybe even a fic? Or a few?I’ll see). Alsooo,I’ll start SOA so lemme tell u if someone doesn’t mind to share my thoughts about this one and wish me luck for all the pain that I’ll be going through this one too).Why do I like pain so much?

Tagging some RWRB simps who I want to thank for bearing my thoughts and making me so excited for this book and hopefully I did not annoyed anybody: @shadowhunting-hooligans @carstairgray @gabtapia @niastormsanctuary-bolastairkanej @queen-born-out-of-fire @clarys-heosphoros

EVERYTHING YOU SAID. EVERYTHING.

ok let’s do this right i’m gonna try with a coherent answer—

hii bestie!! i’m fine and honestly now i’m even better because this ask just made my day and i read it twice because how could i not?? it’s literally exactly all i thought when i finished the book and i still think about all this 24/7, even after a month. this book is literally everything and it just stays in your veins.

and, honestly, you chose the perfect word. refreshing it’s exactly what this book is. except for those three horrible unnameable characters, all the characters were really refreshing and the relationships between them were so good and healthy that it was really refreshing. i loved alex and henry’s relationship, how it was developed and how it was built, it was so wholesome and it was definitely refreshing (yes now i clearly can’t stop using this word) to see so much communication and all this getting to really know each other inside out. and i totally agree, without knowing each other so well their story wouldn’t have been the same, they wouldn’t be so aware and so sure about going public and taking all the risks and consequences of that.

and their growth, both as individuals and as a couple, is amazing. the way alex is grateful to have met henry and how he learns to know himself better thanks to henry and how he learns to steady himself and slow down and the way henry learns to accept himself and learns that he deserves happiness, all of that without ever losing his kindness and his ability to love beyond measure even after years of being forced in the dark, always makes me emotional. they truly have some of the best character development i’ve ever seen, and it’s subtle and not rushed, and at the same time it’s so visible and tangible.

they’re definitely THE power couple and also THE comfort couple. seriously half of their scenes are the softest thing ever and they’re perfect for every mood. like, want to feel happy and laugh? reread the great turkey calamity or the karaoke scene. want to feel that sort of calm and soothing happiness? reread the scene at the beekman or alex’s speech at the end. want to get some serotonin? reread all their phone calls, email and texts. there are literally so many scenes i reread almost on a daily basis.

and i totally agree, the book was amazingly written, i loved the sceneries and even tho all these characters are probably the least relatable characters ever —considering one is a prince, one is the son of a president and the others are also involved in these spaces — they all end up being incredibly relatable, so much more than a lot of other characters i’ve read about. june and nora are also characters i loved so much because they were so relatable and so real.

rwrb is definitely one of my favorite books ever too and i can’t wait to read one last stop, from what i’ve heard so far it’s just as amazing!!

and i assure you bestie, you didn’t annoy anyone!! i loved reading all your thoughts and this last ask gave me life so pls do share your thoughts with the song of achilles too!! you’re gonna have to suffer and cry a lot there but it’s worth it, it’s really an amazing book. i’ll be here for moral support love 🧁🧁♥️♥️

anyway i hope you’re well too and having an amazing day, aside from the constantly missing rwrb part, because that’s gonna last a lot of time. ily and i’ll be waiting for more comments to cry and rant with you <33

[everythingthemoontouches]

Heyyy Thank you a lot for the reading it was so long and detailed. I felt exposed while reading it 😂

🌙It is true that I used to be used by people, cause my dumbass was too kind. I used to struggle with saying no but now I’m like hmmm noo ty. I do be worried if my words come out harsh, cause I want to be straightforward when it’s necessary. One time I wanted to scold a classmate so much. We were in a group project but she didn’t do anything but still claimed that she did things. My patience 🤏🏼😂. But yeahh I was too kind so I didn’t say anything 😩.

🌙I feel exposed during reading cause I doubt myself a lot even tho a bit in me knows I can do it🥲. “They make you doubt yourself” I’m not surprised 😅. For the song I love the song “scars to your beautiful “ I somehow relate to that the lyrics/ song a lot. And yup I’m that blind person not seeing the beauty of myself 🙂I’m too insecure one time I feel confident next money yk I’m back being insecure 😅. Yeahh I really need to let go of these negative thoughts.

🌙When you talked about from a loved one, I immediately thought of my grandpa that sadly passed away years ago. I was sad cause I couldn’t get to see him the last time and still haven’t got the chance to visit his grave. I loved him dearly because he was the only one I’m close to and loved me in the toxic family who only wants to use me. I’m soon be about to meet them in another form 🤧. Stay open minded noted ✍🏻✍🏻. But yeahh beside that I don’t have any other loved one cause I’m not close to them or don’t have a deep connection with them.

🌙wowww your perfumes sounds really nice, when you mentioned litchi. My fav fruit to eat during summer. I do be delaying stuff. I know not something smart to do😅 and yeah I need to ask help sometimes cause I’m the type that want to do things by myself even when I’m struggling ( is there an emoji to show that I’m disappointed in myself 😂)

🌙the confirmation at the last part is really beautiful. I should say that every morning and night. I also looked up the atmakaraka . I’m not really that familiar with these but I looked up. I have it in Jupiter. I have read a bit about it. I see it’s a lot about teaching, teachers. I’m not that into being teacher or something but I do like take the lead most of the time. Or high position, leader. Maybe that is why I don’t know🌙

💙Thank you so much again for the reading, it was really nice to read, it resonates a lot like u just exposed me👁👄👁. Thank you for the sweet words too💗🤍💚, give hugs, donuts and cake back🍰🧁🍩💖💗💞. Take care, don’t drain yourself. Send you positive energy❤️❤️ it was really helpful, I will use it to improve myself.💗💕💞 I have no more words cause 💖��💕💞💚💚🧡

Hii

Omg this made my day, week, month 💜🌹💐it's the most detailed feedback I've had yet. There's something really sweet and pure about your energy and I'm honored to be able to read for you ⚡😇

Uhhoh. That classmate sounds like a real pain to work with. Good riddance 👍

I totally feel you on the confidence swings bit. I tend to do this too. I'll wake up feeling inspired and then a couple of hours later I'm down to ' meh, this is not gonna happen'

Just have to keep going.

Stohppp that talk about an emoji that shows you're disappointed by yourself. That's exactly the opposite of the point of this whole reading 😂

Jupiter is such a beautiful planet. It's all about philosophy, idealism and goodness 💟🌹 your atmakarkas purpose is something you work on over the course of your life and this could be as simple as giving people a kind word when they're down.

Toodles 😊

[nanonnnn]

prompt for u:

Ben is an exotic dancer (pole & lap) and he does a dance on the pole in the prince albert. He also gives Callum a more private, intimate and exotic show when they get home

Hii!! I finally managed to finish this prompt! To apologize for the delay, this is like x3 longer than what I usually write. I hope you like it, thank you soo much <3<3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/29597160 

“Cheer up lil bro!” Stuart says with a light punch to Callum’s arm. “This is an amazing place and I’m sure gonna enjoy it more if you’re not pouting all the way there.”

“I’m not pouting.” Callum grumbles, definitely pouting.

Callum had officially come out to Stuart a couple days ago. Stuart had his suspicions, but never took the first step in talking to Callum about it, wanting Callum to tell him when he was ready. It took Callum 27 years, but finally during a casual breakfast with his brother, he had blurted the words out. Stuart had taken a few moments to reply, moments of silence where Callum’s heart was doing a leap out of his chest. Eventually, he had given a huge smile and hugged Callum.

Stuart had felt like Callum coming out to him burnt a few bridges in their relationship. They could bond freely now, with Callum not holding back about his love life. He knew that Callum had doubts though. Those dark thoughts on the back of his mind, telling him that he’d never be fully accepted. He had seen them in Callum’s eyes, looking at his big brother with hesitancy even though Stuart’s reaction was warmer than he could ever imagine.

To make Callum feel more confident about his identity and more secure in their relationship, Stuart had suggested taking Callum out to this bar he knew. Callum had tried to reject it many times, but Stuart wouldn’t take no for an answer. That’s how Callum found himself dressed in a nice shirt and coat, walking the few minute way to the bar with his over-excited brother.

“You are. Come on Cal, work with me here. This will be good for the both of us. Us Highway’s enjoying a night out! We haven’t gone out together in so long, I wanna go party with my brother.” Callum deflated in the face of Stuart’s enthusiasm. He still wasn’t feeling very good about it, but he put on a smile nonetheless, to make Stuart happy.

After a few short moments, Callum was staring at a place called The Prince Albert. The bar looked like any else on the outside, with dark walls and a few windows. Stuart gave him a side way hug. “You ready?”

Callum just nodded with his head and marched the last steps to the entrance. He took a big breath before holding the door handle. Stuart could go a little crazy on their “Bro Nights Out”. Stuart gave him a little smile, as if to assure Callum that everything would be alright, with that Callum pulled at the door.

No amount of time he spent breathing could prepare Callum for the sight he was seeing. That cold exterior left its place to colors everywhere, colors of the rainbow to be exact. Callum’s mind stopped for a few seconds, before piecing the puzzle.

“You brought me to a gay bar?” he shouted, turning to Stuart faster than the wind.

Stuart took a step back. He had expected Callum to be shocked but definitely not this angry.

“I thought it would be good for us to bond! Come on Callum you have to accept who you are. I know and I don’t care!” Stuart was determined to not Callum back out of this. He was going to make sure Cal got in and got out proud.

“Come on Stu! I know that you’re okay with it, that does not mean that we have to go to a gay bar though. We could just go to the Vic and have a couple of drinks.”

“Callum, we’re here and we’re going in. So just fix your shirt and put on a smile! I’m gonna shove you in if you don’t move though, I’m freezing.”

Callum sighs, admitting that he lost the fight. His first gay bar and he was there with his brother. The thought made him anxious and a little happy down below.

The Albert was more than anything Callum could imagine. There was a long bar decorated with color, a few tables and a dance floor that seemed to fit all of Walford. What took Callum by surprise though, was the dancers. There were poles situated around the dance floor and a muscly guy wearing just golden shorts by each of them.

Callum headed straight to the bar, not paying attention to anything surrounding him, pushing through a sea of people. If he was going to be here all night with his brother, he needed to be drunk. He needed to be drunk fast. He grabbed the closest stool, situated himself on it and raised his hand for the bartender to see. It took a few minutes for the bartender to acknowledge him, but then he smiled big and walked over to where Callum was sitting.

The bartender was, well, hot. He was tall and had dark hair with kind eyes and a genuine smile. A bit like Callum, almost. Callum snuck a glance at him, trying to keep his gaze from Stuart’s. Stuart hadn’t said a word to him since Callum had gone for the bar, sensing that Callum needs some time to take it all in.

“Hey there! What can I get for you?” the guy said, leaning on the counter closer to Callum.

“A shot for me and..” Callum turned to Stuart, silently asking him for what he wanted to order. Stuart took a while to reply so Callum turned back to the bartender. “You know what, make that two. And fast, please.”

“Coming right up” the bartender replied and turned his back to fix their drinks, leaving Callum and Stuart awkwardly standing. After a few moments of silence, Callum inhaled deep again, knowing that at some point he had to say something. Stuart was clearly excited about bringing Callum to the Albert, he couldn’t sit still on his chair, always looking one way or another.

“It’s loud in here.” Callum blurted out, breaking the tension between them.

“Yeah, people seem to be having fun.” Callum had nothing to add. He joined his hands on the bar, silently praying that the bartender would come quick. By some act of God, he did, handing them two tequila glasses with lemons on the side.

Callum reached for his glass as soon as hit the bar counter, swallowing it whole in one go. He signed the bartender for one more and swallowed that one with the same force. He sucked on the lemon, the sour taste helping the flavor in his mouth but not the burning in his throat. Stuart downed his glass as well, turning to Callum with much more intent now.

“Alright bruv, slow down. I don’t want you getting drunk already.” Stuart commented on Callum’s eagerness for tequila. Admittingly, Callum was a lightweight and the shots were making him feel buzzed already but buzzed meant good. Buzzed meant that Callum could let go a bit now.

Callum was deep in thought for a while. He had come out to his brother, who was very supportive and had brought him to a gay bar to celebrate. He had to enjoy it. If not for himself, then for Stuart. So he put on a genuine smile, the first since they arrived at the Albert.

“Well, we didn’t come here to just sit at the bar so let’s dance, shall we?” He asked with enthusiasm. The tequila had definitely helped. Stuart grinned at Callum’s excitement and got up from his stool. Callum did too, turning around to the wild crowd of the bar for the first time.

It didn’t seem so hectic now that Callum had mentally prepared himself for what was ignored behind him. A loud music with a happy melody and fast beats were playing and people were jumping up and down all around. Callum moved to the side of the dance floor, not on the outside but definitely not in the middle either. He was too shy for that. The pole dancers were gone from the stage, Callum noticed. Everyone’s attention was on the main dance floor and so were the lights.

Stuart and Callum jumped up and down for some time, until the music suddenly stopped and the light was turned to the sides.

“I think this is my queue to have a sit.” Stuart chimed in, breathless from all the dancing.

“Yeah, go ahead. I’ll join you in a bit.” Callum replied. He was only half paying attention to Stuart though. His head was wondering why the music had ended.

A guy got up on the stage then. “Walford! Give a shout for our boys.” He shouted through the microphone, dragging the last word out. Everyone around Callum cheered and put their hands up. Callum was really intrigued now.

Music with a slower beat and a sexual undertone started playing, and the boys in the golden shorts walked over to their poles again. Now that Callum’s mind was calm enough to really look, he noticed that the men were really attractive. They were all lean with defined muscles all through their bodies. They started dancing as soon as they reached their stage, each of them putting on a different show. Callum watched them all for the first few seconds, before his eyes landed on the one that was placed on the far right.

The guy was incredible. Callum’s mind struggled to function properly. He moved so easily around the pole, squeezing and flexing his muscles with every move. He was not as tall as the other guys and had a mischievous glance in his eyes. He was confident, that was apparent in his every turn. Callum couldn’t take his eyes off of him.

Near the end of the set, the guy was on all fours, walking towards the edge of the stage. Suddenly his eyes landed on Callum’s and Callum felt shivers running up and down his spine. He was beautiful. So, so beautiful. Callum felt like he was having a panic attack under the dancer’s gaze. He broke off eye contact and rushed to the bar where Stuart was sitting.

Stuart greeted him with a simple “Hey” and a big smile. “Enjoy the show?” he asked, with eyebrows raised and a suspicious look in his eyes.

“Oh, fuck off” Callum replied, too embarrassed to come back with anything else.

“What bruv! The guys were ridiculously hot. You don’t have to be gay to see that.”

“Yeah, well I hadn’t noticed it.” Callum lied. He turned to the bartender to ask for a drink, he needed more booze.

Stuart leaned closer to Callum, “I’m gonna take off. You coming or are you gonna stay?” Stuart was leaving on purpose. He had brought Callum here to celebrate yes, but also he wanted Callum to accept himself and have fun. He knew that that was going to happen only so much when Stuart was still around.

“I think I’m gonna stay for a bit. You alright?” Callum continued.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m an old man now, can’t stay up late as you.” Stuart teased. “See you at home baby brother.” With that he went to the exit, leaving Callum all alone with his emotions.

Callum’s heart hadn’t stopped racing since his eyes had met with the dancer’s. The guy was ferocious, his blue eyes making Callum feel things that he really shouldn’t be feeling at a public place. Callum had felt this way before, with guys that he met on a random café or a date from an app but it was never this heightened. Maybe it’s the booze, he thought.

In truth, Callum was tired himself from all the dancing and alcohol in his system, but he had wanted to stay in case there was another show. He couldn’t miss the chance of seeing the devilishly handsome dancer again. So, he sat on the bar, slowly drinking his beer while waiting for the lights to change again.

Callum was deep in thought when he felt someone looking, or really, staring at him. He slowly turned his gaze to the right and their eyes met again.

“You’re looking lonely.” The guy said simply. Callum was baffled, his mind failing to come up with any words. The guy took a beat before he added anything else, eventually speaking again when Callum didn’t.

“Couldn’t help notice you over there.” Ha added a nod with his head towards where the dance floor was. “I’m Ben.”

Even his name was beautiful.

“Callum.”

“You’re not exactly the talkative type, are you? Or are you that scared by me?” Ben was keeping the conversation going.

“Why would I be scared?” Callum could finally use his mouth properly.

“Don’t know. You’re looking like a deer caught in headlights though. Promise I won’t bite unless you ask nicely.”

“Wow. How do you even know that I’m going to ask for anything?” it was Callum’s turn to be confident. He was amazed by the dancer, Ben, he reminded himself. But seeing as Ben was standing next to Callum and trying to have a conversation with him in a sea full of people, Ben was interested in Callum too.

Ben didn’t expect Callum to be witty. Even from the stage he could see in Callum’s eyes that he was a kind soul. Callum looked so pure. He was tall enough that Ben could easily spot him amongst other people and when their eyes had locked, Ben had forgotten to function for a second too. He had changed quickly after the show, wanting to go out and find that boy that was staring at him with bright blue eyes.

“Tell you what, you don’t have to ask for anything but, we can continue this conversation in a much quiet place if you want.”

“Yeah.” Callum replied in one, shaky breath. He wanted to take Ben out of here. He wanted to see what more Ben was capable of.

Ben jumped out of his seat, throwing a glance at Callum before heading for the door. Callum followed, no other option when he was so lost in Ben already.

“Most places are closed at this hour so I can take you to my place if that’s alright.” Ben was nervous. There was something about Callum that made him want to explore all possibilities, and he was afraid that Callum would turn down his offer.

“Well, you already promised not to bite so why not.” Callum answered, surprising himself with how relaxed he sounded. Ben chuckled lightly next to him. The streets were all wide and empty, but they were walking close, shoulders touching each other every few steps. Callum could feel the sensations tingling where they touched.

The walk to Ben’s house took about 15 minutes, so they spent that time making small conversation and getting to know each other. As they were approaching Ben’s house, Ben groaned and squeezed his arm.

“I think I hurt my shoulder during a move today. Might’ve hit the pole too hard.”

“You were, um, breathtaking up there.” Callum replied, instead of acknowledging what Ben said.

“I can give you a private show if you want.” They were staring into each other’s eyes now, bodies fully turned and only an inch between them. Callum didn’t reply with his words, instead he leaned closer to Ben and kissed him softly, lips barely touching. He had wanted to kiss Ben ever since he saw him up close and could examine his face more clearly. Ben didn’t just have a beautiful body and eyes, he was completely stunning.

Ben grunted and threw his hands to Callum’s neck, grabbing the back of his hair. The kiss got deeper and Callum already felt himself getting hard. He took a step back, still holding on to Ben but putting some distance between them to avoid any public humiliation.

Ben grabbed Callum’s hand and leaded him towards a house at the end of the street. When they reached the door, Ben quickly unlocked and pushed Callum in. Callum was on Ben in seconds, kissing and grabbing whatever body part he could reach. He pushed Ben to the door, trapping him with his much bigger body. His leg was at Ben’s crotch and he could feel Ben’s already hardened cock rubbing against it.

They went at it for a while, until Ben pushed Callum away to catch his breath. He looked all over Callum’s face, reds lip and bitten, hair disheveled and going in every direction. He took a hold of Callum’s hand again and directed him to the living room. When they reached the couch, Ben kissed Callum again.

“Sit.”

Callum did as he was told, expecting Ben to be on him in seconds but instead Ben walked over to the speakers placed on the coffee table. He connected his phone and a music started playing, slow and sensual, like the one at the Albert.

Ben slowly walked back to Callum, their eyes never disconnecting. When Ben got in front of him, Callum reached his hands up to Ben’s ass, trying to grip and pull Ben on his lap. Ben just swatted his hands though, not letting Callum touch him yet.

“Sshh, patience lover boy.” He whispered. “I promised I’d put on a show for you.”

Callum was excited. His dick was fully hard now, the expectation of Ben dancing just for him making all the blood rush down under. Ben started swaying slowly and taking off his shirt, hips moving in perfect rhythm with the song. After he got his shirt off, he toyed with the waistband of his jeans, before his hands got lower and he started palming himself through the material.

Callum was so far gone, his body twitching with the need to touch Ben immediately. He tried to stay still but when Ben let out a small moan, he jumped up from where he was sitting and attached himself to Ben. Callum kissed his lips, his neck and went lower with every peck. He pushed Ben’s hands away from his cock and replaced them with his own. Ben was so hard.

Callum undid Ben’s jean button, pushing the clothing down. He pulled off Ben’s underwear after it, leaving Ben exposed. Touching Ben’s naked skin was exhilarating. Callum squeezed Ben’s ass with one hand, while rummaging the other through his torso. Ben was trying to undress Callum, wanting no barrier between their flesh. He pushed Callum away again, slowly undoing the buttons of his shirt and pushing it down his broad shoulders.

“Slow down. We’re both gonna cum like teenagers at this pace.” He joked, a huge grin on his face. He took off Callum’s belt and jeans after, leaving only Callum’s boxers. He teased with his hand, rubbing Callum through his shorts. Callum was moaning and repeating Ben’s name over and over, the touch feeling like electric.

They kept on touching each other, mouths never detaching for more than seconds. Callum wanted more though, he wanted to feel Ben all around him. He walked Ben to the kitchen table and gripped his legs to lift him up. He set Ben on the table, Ben opening his legs instantly to make room for Callum between them. Callum pushed Ben on his back and covered his body with his own.

“You’re driving me crazy.” Callum moaned. Their cocks were sliding against each other, tips already leaking precum. Ben was holding on to whatever part of Callum he could reach, hands roaming around Callum’s back.

“Callum” ben moaned, the name dragged out. His brain could not form any sentences, only CallumCallumCallum running through his thoughts. Callum reached his hand over to their cocks, holding them both with one hand and pumping with force. The touch was a relief to both of them. Callum leaned in to kiss Ben once more, moaning beside his ear.

A few more pumps and they both came, spilling on to Callum’s hand and Ben’s torso. Callum fell on Ben, his muscles not having enough strength to hold him up. They stayed like that, Ben hugging Callum close to his chest and Callum pecking Ben’s shoulder with small kisses. After a while, the stickiness between them got uncomfortable.

Callum groaned against Ben’s and pushed himself up. He looked at Ben and kissed him once more before going to get a paper towel from the kitchen. He washed his hands at the sink and went back to Ben to clean him up.

“That was amazing.” Ben said, his voice sedated and happy.

“That was more than amazing.” Callum added with a laugh of his own. Callum held his hand to Ben for him to take, and lifted Ben off the table. Ben grabbed Callum when he got up, his shaky legs only an excuse for the action.

“I think the sex made me hungry.” Ben chuckled. “Want something to eat? I can make a sandwich.”

“Yeah, that’d be great.” Callum replied. “I hope we won’t eat it on the kitchen table though.”

[cuppasunu]

hii! how you doing? hope well!

soo.. ab by fate.... SPOILER AHEAD

I FREAKING HATE BUT LOVE YOU?!? i am rooting so damn hard for juyeon but on the other hand i have the biggest soft spot for eric, esp with this end!¡! (even tho he didn't deserve that spot on the begin) i was but wasn't expected this to happen between y/n and juyeon, and what do you meant with “this time, you promised not to hold back when he finally pressed his lips onto yours”¿?¿ I NEED ANSWERS! THEY DID THAT BEFORE?! AND I ALSO NEED MORE EXPLANATIONS ABOUT JUYEON'S MARK AND HIS PAST, I AM SO CONFUSED OMFG PLSSSS

i am also a little curious.... did eric felt the same pain y/n felt when he kissed Sam? that's why he disappear after leaving to get drink and why he was on the bathroom? am i going a little too crazy ab that? am i wrong? i am freaking out and making absurd assumptions? it's hot dog a sandwich? existencial crisis¿?¡!?

idk what to do, idk your plans for that fic but keep going! you're doing an amazing job and i am absolutely in love with your writing 🥺

also, i read the juyeon fic too (once more) and oh my heart... i wasn't going to cry put the epilogue... when juyeon found y/n on the tulip field... and kinda of recognise her.... the way that this blow my mind and that he already kinda of knew her when they meet on the begin... “but i smiled when i asked you that question—because y/n, yes yes, i do” this is where i totally lose it 🤧

sorry for that big ass ask tho, i'm just way to excited about that! (and sorry for any English mistakes)

🧸anon

anon ... i wish i could give you a hug rn im not gonna lie.. the moment i saw this ask in my box, i was actually teary eyed—my mom asked me what was wrong. i told her that validation from strangers on the internet are one of the most amazing things this era of my life could offer.

my answer is gonna be v long so im gonna cut it here PLUS please do not apologize for your english, it’s literally so good??? english isn’t my first language either so i get the doubting ;-; but no worries, you are amazing.

BY FATE AND ONCE MORE SPOILERS

now.. let’s start unpacking :)))

AWW YUP I KNOW PEOPLE ARE GONNA BE SWERVING! i mean i know eric doesn’t deserve it.. but he is getting there and we can’t rule out the fact y/n has been looking forward to even just build a connection with her soulmate. she’s been looking forward to it all her life! the reason why i said, “this time” is because it was mentioned that y/n and juyeon have talked about their feelings before. i wouldn’t say they dated, kissed, or hooked up.. but it was more about her own doubts about being attached to anyone else other than her soulmate. but given her circumstances now, she felt like she can just drop everything and kiss juyeon. (LIKE I MEAN WHO WOULDNT)

now for the next few questions about eric, a lot of that will be answered soon! for the bathroom scene, i just wanted it to be implied that he got pretty sick from drinking too much, stuff like that. no worries, i will be making correct edits just to make sure most, if not, all questions will be answered. (yes, hotdog is a sandwich)

i have a rough idea of how i want the fic to go so yess im so happy many of u are looking forward to it ❤️

AND AAH ONCE MORE! i have been getting quite a few more notes from once more whenever people discover me from by fate and it’s been so heart-warming seeing people tell me about what you thought of that fic, my precious baby. i am a bit biased and will say that the ending is absolutely my favorite thing ever. i had a blast writing it and tying it up nicely, so when i hear people talk about how the epilogue tugs at your heart, im reminded of that beautiful time. THANK YOU for giving it so much love. i hope you know how much this ask means to me. bc it means a whole heck of a lot !!!!!! I L Y ❤️

[imagines-mha]

Hii im the anon about the skin bleaching ask, I realize theres a lot of karasuno boys so may I ask in specific for Tanaka, Hinata, Kageyama, Nishinoya, Daichi, Sugawara, Asahi and Tsukishima? If thats too many may I ask you pick who youd prefer out of them, if you decide to do this request! Please and thank you.

Heyhey! I’m completely ok to do this request bro and iSTG IMMA BEAT UP ANYONE WHO EVER SAYS ANYTHING ABT U 😤😤 UR BEAUTIFUL IsTG

Also i’m sorry if i end up repeating myself a little :(( ik it’s a sensitive topic so i dont wanna say anything mean 💖💖💖 ilysm thank u for requesting

Tanaka

🔶 U think this boi WON’T start a fight???

🔶 ANYONE and i mean ANYONE says smth about his girl, they’re gonna DIE

🔶 he’ll 100% storm over and just fuckin start swingin bro u’ll need to calm him tf down after a while

🔶 The SHIrt wiLL BE OFF the FISTS will be cLENCHED the shouTS will be HEARD

🔶 world war 3?? Naw that’s just Tanaka giving people shit for trash talkin his girl

🔶 He thinks you’re the most stunning thing he’s ever seen, and damn he’s gonna let you know that every singLE day til you die

🔶 So when people are insensitive it just drives him CRAZY

🔶 How the HELL can’t they see it??? Wtf R THEY BLIND???

🔶 They’re abt to be once he’s done w them smh

🔶 Ya they’re gonna see his demon side n trust me when i say they will NEVER even BREATHE near you again when he’s done

Tsukishima

💛 It doesn’t matter who said it

💛 It doesn’t matter where they’re cane from, where they’re goin

💛 Tsukishima kei can AND will make them cry

💛 He hears them say smth and his body just turns around, slowly approaching them

💛 Tbh he’s a HUGE lanky boi n they’re already a lil scared

💛 He then proceeds to shit talk them, their family, their pets, all their friends- to their faces. Points out all their weaknesses and self doubts and sprinkles just the right amount of salt to rub in every single wound they’ve ever had

💛 They will cry

💛 Doesn’t expect anything from you, and if you thank him he’ll be surprised

💛 Just moves along from it like it never happened really. Why dwell too hard on it if it’s completely finished?

💛 Inside though, he’s fuckin SHAKING with anger he’s just pro at hiding it

Hinata

🧡 Poor child

🧡 He’s better at the caring for you AFTER the damage is done

🧡 Don’t get me wrong, if anyone looks at his girl the wrong way they’re gonna DIE

🧡 but i mean, death by adorable tiny ginger boi isn’t really terrifiying or convincing, is it?

🧡 He’ll give them all the grief he can expel from his soul, but chances are they’ll just laugh like the absolute pricks they are and hit him with something just as insulting

🧡 He’s an awesome cuddler though, and you guys just cuddle the anger away until you just forget about it/ realise they aren’t worth your time and try to cheer eachother up as much as possible

Asahi

🤎Lmao all he gotta do is give them the look™️ and they’re done

🤎 We all know asahi is god’s angel sent down to design fabulous outfits and play some nice volleyball- but do they know this?

🤎 No. They think he is a thug

🤎 They’ll probably run away from the scene before anyone can even breathe, because OH DAMN HER BOYFRIENDS ASAHI AZUMANE????

🤎 They deffo say their prayers that night that he won’t hurt them 👌🏻👌🏻 even tho he couldn’t hurt a fly if he tried lmao dumbass bitches

🤎 He will take it so personal tho

🤎 Like if people insult you, he will cry

🤎 Maybe not to ur face but damn he will bc he just finds it so inhumane and disgusting people are rude like why can’t we all just be friends???? What???

🤎 He cuddles you a lot and takes you out to distract you from it- and calls you so many sweet things every day

🤎 He means everything he says too tbh bro listen to him he’s the angel he knows all

[tayegi]

Hii u lovely creature. First i just wanted to say i love ur work, this last chapter was...quite shocking since well how Jk was talking and reacting towards the OC. Im really not good with theories really and specially if i gotta write them down in english but i was thinking since u said this would have 3 parts that maybe...just maybe was like one part of each of the characters? Like one were we view in detail the feelings of the OC, then JK and the Jimin? Maybe? Idk sorry. Anyway love ur work :)

Anonymous said:Thank you for being able to find the time to write equilibrium, and thank you for being able to find the time to update it as well- and come on tumblr at all tbh. I know it must not seem like it but most of us really really appreciate it. Please don’t feel rushed to update and take as much time as you need. Thank you again for your work.

Anonymous said:hey! thank you SO much for continuing equilibrium. I’m really enjoying the plot and character development. its very interesting and you do a rly good job at weaving all the layers of meaning together. you’re one of my favorite writers 💗 hope ur having a great day!

Anonymous said:(3) I wonder what is it that jimin saw on jungkook as well, I don’t think that just good looks and the fact that he is good at a lot of things are enough to fall in love or accept being in that kind of relationship ¿ or maybe yes or I’m missing something. Anyways I absolutely adore this fic!! I love your detailed descriptions and how you put important little things and hints and how you think of every single word!! Really thank you for sharing it with us! You have created a huge masterpiece.

Anonymous said:(2)The days when jimin went away must have been the best days of his life, and I wonder now with Jungkook away how the dynamics between jimin and the oc would be, especially her. It would be really wow and not wow at the same time if she turned like kook. I doubt because she knows she doesn’t have a “connection” with jimin, and is more than aware that he wants jungkook. But maybe things will change like they did with him.

minsuguk said:(1) It surprises me how the oc feels about jimin, accepting jungkook’s possesiveness and mad terms in order to keep him in that crazy relationship which is the only way she can have a just little bit of jimin. But again, I’m not surprised because it’s kind of what Jungkook felt ¿ I mean he saw something in her, and she saw something in jimin. And jungkook was aware of her and jimins feelings and he proposed being together in order to be with her as well.

Anonymous said:I want to feel bad for all of them, but I feel bad for none of them. That’s a lie I feel slightly bad for o/c but shes doing it to herself because she wants to keep this tiny connection to Jimin and that’s the start of her problem! All in all this is gonna end badly. I knew that necklace was gonna come back and bit her in the ass.

Anonymous said:(part 2) You know how Jungkook is all fucking crazy in denial about having a connection with her could she be in the same denial except (but not crazy) I mean Jimin had to have noticed the reader was always with him in the beginning now they don’t even touch each other its all so fucked up because you cant feel bad for anyone at this point (I am scared for the reader though because how far will jungkook go if she let jimin touch her)

Anonymous said:Jimin CAN’T be oblivious to this whole situation if he was able to hear his name being called when Jungkook was fingering the mc he had to have heard something else. Could he be ignoring this situation to make sure he is able to stay with jk the same way jk and mc are using each other for the same thing? bc if it was obvious that jimin was in love with jk before anything happened did he have to “get through” 1 on 1 with the mc like she did with jungkook (part 1)

Anonymous said:oh dude the relationship in equilibrium is on the verge of becoming a huge trainwreck but i can’t stop reading it cos i want to see how big of a trainwreck it will become. can’t wait til we get to the point where the relationship just swerves off the track and just goes kablooey! rip.

Anonymous said:oh my gosh I absolutely adored reading the new chapter of equilibrium! I’m so amazed that you find the time out of your busy day to write so much! thank you so so much for the new chapter. i’m really curious to see how this story line will progress, and I do wonder what will happen with jimin and y/n over that weekend… hmm anyways thank you again!! this is my first time writing to you aha I’m so nervous and also !! I love you please take care of yourself

Anonymous said:I HATE YOU SM I’m kidding I love you lu 💕💕 I can already feel the angst approaching aghhssh I’m going to die

Anonymous said:The new update has me a bit fearful of jungkook. He seems to be a little bit to possessive-at least to me anyways. I wonder if jimin has noticed the change in jungkook as well? When he said that the oc was the only one who understood him it reminded me of the conversation they had in ch4 about his family not approving of his major. When i read that scene the first time, i kinda got the sense that that was why jungkook liked the oc.

Anonymous said:Shook again from Equilibrium updates @.@ Thanks as always!!

Anonymous said:omggggggg equilibriummmm the tension just keeps building and building up I AM SO READY FOR THE SHIT TO HIT THE FAN

Anonymous said:It’s really interesting because there are elements that show a legitimate fear the OC has when it comes to Jungkook. I can’t wait to see more (well I can obv and I will NO PRESSURE FJDKSKSKS but you know what I mean~). Also thank you for updating so often like. I have barely any work & a shit ton of free time and I still just can’t write so you’re??? Like how??? Thank u sm. 💕

Anonymous said:First of all - thank you for updating. You could throw a sentence of Equilibrium in my way once a year and I’d still cry of happiness. And second - I love this story so much you don’t even know. Their relationship has taken such a sharp turn suddenly and Jungkook’s motives are clearer and clearer while the MC still seems to be sort of oblivious? Ah I have so many speculations but there’s not enough characters in asks haha. Anyways it was amazing once again, thank you!

yaja-time said:Equilibrium is too my favorite writings of your.. probably one of my favorites out of all the fics I’ve ever read. But I love it so much I would wait 10 years for you to update. Shit I’d even be happy if you updated with only using 10 words. I understand you have a life and I for one am very grateful for your writings, because they are amazing. So thank you for writing.

Anonymous said:Poor Equilibrium OC :( Sadly this scenario hits close to home with her and Jungkook. But good job as always Lu! I appreciate the work you do, have me on the edge of my seat!

bluefullmetaltitan said:Lol. I’ve been waiting for you to say that!! Yayayay! I support you 100% cause like, it shouldn’t matter how long it takes. I’m in love with all of your writings!! Thank you!!

Anonymous said:bruh, equilibrium tho. i loves it like i loves you. but for real, its amazing and incredible reading smaller details from earlier chapters come back into play and seeing how everything slowly links together (how you have the willpower to write so much is incredible)

Anonymous said:I loved equilibrium babe it's so good keep up the amazing writing I loved the last chapter it's a very good storyline 👍🏼👍🏼 and please In the equilibrium let her end Up with jimin and more jimin smut please 😂😂 seriously loved it 💋💋

Anonymous said:When I first started reading equilibrium I thought it was about the three of them learning how to function in a polyamorous relationship. But in the first 4 chapters, you revealed the MC's feelings towards Jimin, & then showcased Jungkook and MC alone. Then, when Jungkook got possessive, & you wrote Jimin's and MC's back story, I was like, "she's not seriously trying to romanticize this relationship, is she?" BUT YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE SHOWCASING LEGIT PROBLEMS IN A REALISTIC STORY. I AM HERE FOR IT

Anonymous said:Im living for Equilibrium rn🔥🔥🔥🔥, your such a good writer. Loving all your works 💖💖

Anonymous said:why do I feel like jungkook semi poisoned jimin so he couldn't go 😫equilibrium is so good rlly got me questioning everything lol

Anonymous said:Hello tayegi, i just want to say, you're the first writer I read in this bts fandom and im so thankful for that. And im so pumped for equilibrium jajajajajaAaaaa 🙏

Anonymous said:I have to be honest I was all for jungkooks protectiveness in early chapters cause I thought it was hella cute but after reading equilibrium chp 11... Im not too sure anymore. Like he actually made me kinda scared and trapped especially during the end (guess that's how good you're writing is). On a positive note, loving this series and I hope all three characters get backlashes for this messed up relationship lmao

Anonymous said:I don't get how anyone can complain about ch11 being "only 3k" like there was so much that happened in that chapter it didn't even feel like it was "short." I'm even amazed you can write such great quality stories despite being a phd student (do these children know what that is???) AND it's like midterm season rn like the quality doesn't drop despite this. And honestly I feel like these chapters have been getting updated pretty frequently these days I feel really spoiled haha

Anonymous said:EQUILIBRIUM IS SOME OF THE BEST WORK I'VE EVER SEEN ON HERE!!! LIKE I WAS AT SCHOOL TODAY AND I READ EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER AND I WAS SO OVERCOME BY WHAT WAS HAPPENING. AND WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT JUNGKOOK WANTED THE READER TO HIMSELF I GOT SO SHOOK!!!! LIKE I KINDA KNEW SOMEHOW THAT HE WANTED HER ALL TO HIMSELF. HE JUST WASN'T GONNA LET JIMIN HAVE HER ANYMORE HUH? BUT I'M SO EXCITED FOR WHAT HAPPENS NEXT!!! *sorry for yelling i was too excited for this series ily~*

Anonymous said:Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?! There was an Equilibrium update?! *runs to open tab so that it's the first thing I see after class* Bruh, I can't wait to dive in. Thanks for being a thug about all of those comments. Best part about creating works of art/expressing creativity is that you get to make people think, invite them to have an opinion and start conversations. If anything, Equilibrium provokes its readers to have a clear opinion. That's a success in my book. ;) Fighting always! - Happy Reader

yonggukssmolgf said:I love you. I love your blog. I love your writing. I love the equilibrium series. And I just love how you just take your time to update. Like you do things at you own pace and I like that about you. I followed you because you're an amazing person, you love your followers, and you never disappoint with your fics. Thanks for existing and I hope I made your day a little bit happier!🐼😙😀

Anonymous said:Excuse me young lady... yeah I'm talking to you Lu...Yupp.... you're being mad disrespectful, how dare ruin my nights peaceful sleep but updating equilibrium like that... do you not want me to graduate... it's senior year and I'm head deep into my writing... yeah thanks a lot for ruining my life... JK I LOVE YOU 💕

Anonymous said:I just read chapter 11 of Equilibrium and it made me want to CRY! I love the story so far and it's written amazingly well but it's tOYING WITH MY EMOTIONS! I'm super excited for the updates 💙💙💙💙

seokjinniemin said:oml I just finished chapter 11 of Equilibrium and boy howdy am I SHOOK. Equilibrium is by far one of my favorite fanfic series I've ever read! You're such an amazing writer, they way you convey the stress and anxiety of the oc is just phenomenal. And the small details you put into it like damn! I'm so anxious about this and how it's going to progress, especially with the oc and Jimin being alone. I feel like shit is going to hit the fan real soon o_o

Anonymous said:oh my god that new chapter of Equilibrium actually murdered me LMAO. i absolutely LOVE how every detail counts; like all the little small things that readers wouldn't think matter end up mattering the most. i love this series so much and ily Lu!!

Anonymous said:oh my god that new chapter of Equilibrium actually murdered me LMAO. i absolutely LOVE how every detail counts; like all the little small things that readers wouldn't think matter end up mattering the most. i love this series so much and ily Lu!!

Anonymous said:wtffff please ignore that anon i think you've been updating so quickly!! and i love the story sooo much it's so great no matter how lengthy it is. the content is what matters quality >>> quantity i really love it and know you work hard and appreciate it ❤❤

Anonymous said:Sometimes I think people are just plain dumb. Like, wtf, i am happy that you updated such an amazing story! You do not have the obligation to provide anything for us, you do it because you like it. People should be more grateful and learn to respect. Thank you for de update, you are straight up amazing

aichan11 said:I just read Equilibrium 11, it's so good! I sent you a message before, sorry if it was out of line. Just wanted to tell you how much I enjoy your writing :) of course I have my own wishes/hopes about how the 3 people in Equilibrium would turn out but I don't want to risk influencing your writing. I can't wait for the whole balance to just tip over and see what happens. Is that too evil of me? Hahaha

Anonymous said:The new chapter was intense! I wonder what Jeon is hiding.. I feel bad for both Jimin and OC. Poor jiminie doesn't know what that kid is doing, and OC is stuck cos of jjk. I love your work Lu, stay classy ❤️❤️

Anonymous said:ahhhhh!!! another amazing chapter babe!!! Love the dynamic,screwed up characters