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stormyrainyday · 3 months ago

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(gripping the bathroom sink and consoling myself like a toddler) okay. so i don't feel good. what is one thing i can do to make myself feel slightly better? don't say nothing. no. stop it. no temper tantrum. i am an adult. i will take a look at myself and do something nice and i will feel better so help me god.

#ITS NOT FUCKING WORKING THO #I WANTED REST? I TOOK A NAP #IM STILL TIRED #I WANTED TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES? I DID THAT TOO #I DIDN'T HAVE FUN BECAUSE I WAS TOO STRESSED ABOUT THE WORK THAT NEEDED TO BE DONE #I ATE THE FOOD I WAS CRAVING #I READ A BOOK FOR A WHILE BECAUSE I WAS SICK OF THE SCREEN TIME #I WATCHED YOUTUBE #LIKE WHAT DO I DO #SHAKES BODY BY THE SHOULDERS WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME #PLEASE JUST GIVE ME ONE OUNCE OF HAPPY CHEMICAL #SO I CAN DO MY FLASHCARDS FOR TODAY AND MOVE THE FUCK ON #PLEASE IM BEGGING TO JUST MAKE IT THROUGH MY EXAMS IM SO TIRED #I HATE MED SCHOOL #thats not even true i just hate MY med school #and i cant even linger on that thought because it just makes me angry and bitter #to think about the circumstances that led to me being here #I DONT HAVE TIME TO BE ANGRY AND BITTER I NEED TO STUDY MICROBIO

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