#I DID EVERYTHING RIGHT
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I have such yearnings for friendship and somebody to talk to, somebody that can get me out of my head and away from all the bad things going on in my house and with my family. you know what’s funny? work is supposed to be stressful and coming home is supposed to be my peace. but for me it’s opposite. I go to work and I’m happy. I’m at home and I feel miserable. I never think about killing myself when I’m at work. I never feel sick and lonely and depressed when I’m at work but here? yeah. my birthday is a week from today and I don’t want to see it because it just adds up to another year of being a lonely loser. like who gives a shit.
#personal#please god#if there is a god#i did everything right#I was a good daughter a good sister#I took care of my siblings and didn’t have a life when I was still a kid myself#now it’s 30 years later and I’m alone and childless and just dead inside all over#what did I do?#pump up the volume#depression#give me the courage to just do it already please god if you’re there please end it
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once i figure out how to make the subtitles not look faint it's over for you bitches
#WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE THAT#I DID EVERYTHING RIGHT#sary rants#anyway another subtitles heavy set incoming
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After years of avoiding it, I have caught COVID. Yay.........
#dee p thoughts#I HATE IT HEREEEEEEE#I DID EVERYTHING RIGHT#its because no one else cares to mask I hate it ahhhhhhh#this is really depressing ngl ADSBHNGLKJAN:JDNAJLKDNKGJL
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The encroaching reality of how much my monthly student loan payments will be vs how much jobs in the Midwest are willing to pay oh BOY
*Won’t let me edit post but do not reblog lol please*
#captainderyn rambles#captainderyn finishes college#captainderyn vents#have to do my exit counseling and shit's scary#I did everything right#went to the school that offered me the best options financially (not much)#applied for every scholarship under the sun (didn't get any because parents made good money for the state I'm in but meh money for NH)#took all these opportunities to network and make connections#got shafted for a job in one of those opportunities#was smart with my loans and took out the minimum I could manage#got a job these last four semesters (didn't pay great because midwest/south)#I'm so so so fucked oh my god
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#i just need to vent#what's the point really#we work for these companies that wear us out for decades so that the top managers can earn huge amounts of money#and life just gets more and more expensive every year while nature is fucked and the economy is fucked#not to mention the thousands of people dying because of greed and hate#and the world is just silent. this is it. we just keep on living and it's super fucked up but there's nothing we can do to fight#im just so tired of it#i did everything right#i studied and studied and worked my ass off to get a good position#but life is so expensive and saving is so hard when the bills keep flying through the door#i just dont want to anymore
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AHHHHHHH I HATE PHYSICS
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did microsoft support really just close my support request and still not give me that fucking zarya skin
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my god i feel so fucking bad
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So THAT'S where he is!
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#undertale fanart#deltarune fanart#utdr#crossover#crossover comic#twin runes#twin runes comic#twin runes au#my art#kris dreemurr#frisk#lesslo#but how the hell did he even get there???#oh who am I kidding?#it's flowey#he always finds a way#but now the truth is out#Frisk can't deny it any longer#though Kris might take a moment to process everything that's unfolding right now
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you know the art you made of Soap "accidentally" giving Ghost a kiss before going on a mission? (before they started dating) what do you think happened when Soap came back from the mission? :3c
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They start dating of course! <3
#ask#anon ask#u were so right to ask for a follow up to this one#ghostsoap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#soap x ghost#ghoap#doodle#cod fanart#my art#soap has been mortified the whole mission#like blowing stuff up and doing his job while internally having a constant monologue of ‘why did I do that??? will everything change now??’#just gay panic while war crimin’#meanwhile ghost has just been waiting to kiss soap back 😌#this comic is the 6323489th time i've smooshed them together and made them start dating. its still fun!
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bring your son to work day
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tsumsted wonderland#sorry this might be it guys#just kind of burnt out right now#i am enjoying the event though! i love these silly beanbags and their charming little adventures#can't wait for silver-tsum to wake up just long enough to take a bullet for malleus-tsum#and i extra extra love malleus and his beanbag both being SO passive-aggressive about missing the pile-up#the solution: DANCE PARTY#APPARENTLY#between this and glorious masquerade i'm starting to think this is malleus' solution to everything#(is this how episode 7 will end) (we DO traditionally get an end-of-episode rhythmic...)#also a+ some truly excellent spritework going on in this on#(sebek crunches down slightly 'RIDE ME WAKATSUMSAMA') (long beat) (malleus and tsum just sliiiiiide away screen left)#genuinely so much funnier than a literal depiction could ever be#anyway i did some careful calculations re:the probability of upcoming cards that i absolutely need and long story short#i am key-poor but tsum!malleus-rich >:)#(immediately goes through and switches all his lesson sprites to having a tsum wobbling on his head) worth it#now watch next month they're going to give us a white rabbit rerun with malleus and/or lilia as the frilliest froufrou bunnies#and i will be thoroughly effed
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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"
some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING#listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly#read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile#i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic#the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined#so naturally i dropped everything#remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH#i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually#purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it#i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could#fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was#i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone#i will call u a liar
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This lives in my Brian.
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lost child
#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#i forgot to record the speedpaint :(#whatever im kinda proud if this one#anyone else thinks ab young siffrin right after the island dissappeared arriving in vaugarde with no knowledge of the language#of himself#or of how he ended up there#ever think about how scared and confused they mustve been#how it probably took them years to be able to communicate smoothly and be able to move freely#about how with the island not only did they lose their home and family and friends but also themselves#their personality#their language#EVERYTHING.#god siffrin u make me so sick i cant do this
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