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pineconnie · 2 months ago

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SOMEONE PLEASEEE SEE MY VISION FOR ODYSSEY DUO ANIMATIC TO THIS IM TWEAKING

#odyssey duo #OUGHHH THEY HURT ME SO MUCH #I CANT BELIEVE ITS ONLY BEEN A WEEK #unstable universe #THIN ICE ALWAYS CAVES!! THEY WERE LITERALLY STANDING ON CAVING THIN ICE DO U GET IT GUYS PLS #wifies

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maliciousalice · 7 months ago

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The Janeway Maneuver

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trippol-threat · 1 year ago

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It's been three weeks since I got the Professor!!

Have a photo spam to celebrate cos she's an angelllll

#professor squidge #3 whole weeks!!!!#i love her so so very much #cant believe its only been 3 weeks

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tinyevilgremlin · 3 months ago

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since there’s no tropes page for tjfh yet, maybe i’ll start making one..

#the judge from hell #cant believe i’m saying this but its been so long since i edited anything on there lol #speaking of which im so excited to watch ep9 #and sad that only two more weeks remaining💔what am i supposed to do with my life after that

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water-weaving · 4 months ago

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ok yeah i think i might be entering the critical Autumn Madness period actually

#nothing feels real and time is some kind of thick jelly and I Forgor.#it's getting real difficult to order my thoughts & speech again. you know how it is. or oh well i hope you don't!#i cant believe i wrote this poem less than a week ago? it's like a singular moment that feels like a dream and is suspended in Nothingness #and i remembered the moment & experience that led to its creation but not the actual poem itself - not something which happens usually #might as well have dreamed it #so i just. uh. rediscovered it. feels like an eternity has passed #but it's only been four days #what have i been doing these past four days?#mystery #i remember a few things but cant account for the rest of my activities. bit scary innit!#merely writing these words is proving a uphill battle also. slurry in my skull #we Are struggling

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cator99 · 3 months ago

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You know you're about to get the best T shot of your life + some strong opinions on the bullshit ways people are doing it when u go in to a rural pharmacy and the 55 year old guy behind the counter is so jacked he barely fits into the damn lab coat

#i told him i was having issues overcoming the natural instinct to not stab myself since i botched my last SubQ and would rather do IM anyway #and he shat all over the subQ method calling it an understudied fad #and when I mentioned that I exclusively do upper glute he was like YO EXACTLY cant believe doctors are out here telling complete newbies #to just jab their thighs its insane like bro absolutely #last time i went here i was quite a bit painfully injected by a practicum pharmacist who was i think trying to subtly hint that she #was bisexual. after i commented on her uh cowboy doc martens #yeah she harpooned me in the ass with a damn 21 gauge. to be expected.#this guy went right for a 25 gauge and aimed better too not to discredit women but there are some things u can only understand by being a #certified roidbeast #I been injecting this shit almost every week (did take few month long breaks) for 7 years #Just imagine the scar tissue you'd accumulate if you did 21g every time like some doctors suggest “because its thick” lol

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semiotomatics · 3 months ago

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lol. i think ive reached my limit.

#i just cannot take this torture anymore #ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now #imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life #along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY #AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this #it is 100% extraneous #and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control #which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects #not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place #and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST #to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms #not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real #good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments #considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks #or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion #not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches #wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck #and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to #maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY #im fucking over it #i cant take it anymore #im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop #my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects #let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB #i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE #fuck

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gog-urt · 1 month ago

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#im in my not talking to people abt my feelings era again bc even im annoyed of my complaining but #good god i am so fed up bro #ik it's only been a few dyas w my antidepressants but i rlly want them to be doing more than they are #and maybe ill be thriving in like a week or two but im juat rlly depressed rn #i feel like i try so hard to be happy #i fill my.room w decorations my younger self would have gone nuts for and i buy gifts for the peoplei care abt #i do facemasks to try to self care and talled abt my feelings and i went to a psychiatriat and i feel the same as always #i feel like im gonna be atuck the way that i feel forever no matter what i do #and i have to be up for work in 7 hrs and its a shift i hate #idk i just cant fucking believe all the work ive put in and changes over the years and im still just as hopelessly depressed as i was at 15 #im gonma go watch a vod u til i can seleep and then be embarrassed at venting in tumblr tags on a blog yhat i only talk to 2 people on in #the morning 😐

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liverpool-enjoyer · 1 year ago

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#for the first time im genuinely considering changing my major #n by considering i mean 'rlly want to but know deep down i cant'#cause like... i have NO IDEA what else i would do #like not a damn clue #so its either my current career path (which i have reason to believe im genuinely not cut out for) or... idk nothing???#well i'd hafta do something #but idk what #its jus that after a LOT of thought ive come to the conclusion that me being a nurse will do so much more harm than good for other ppl #i made the most careless mistake last week that cost me a rlly valuable clinical experience at a SUPER reputable hospital #im the only one in my class who made that mistake #the only one stupid enough #like... gosh what am i DOING here?#im literally the least qualified person to be a nurse #im cold #im standoffish #i HATE being around people #when i told my friends n family i was going to nursing school they were shocked n WHY SHOULDNT THEY HAVE BEEN?#when you think of a nurse you think a someone whos kind. whos reliable. whos hardworking... im not any a those things #n its not even me being self depracating its an honest to gosh fact #oh also my grades fuckin suck lmao #like i literally know for a fact i got lower grades than every single other nursing major last semester #plus i was never going into nursing to help ppl #i went into it so i could sleep at night knowing ive done a 'good thing'#so yeah #ive put myself on a career path im not in any way cut out for #n i cant quit cause i have literally no plan b!!!#yay #idk what i was made for but its not this

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iratusmus · 2 years ago

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#hi im not dead !! tee hee #anyways its incredible how like 99% of the absolute most bonkers scourge takes #come from people who entirely erase her existence from his life! funny how that works huh #like you dont have to ship them i dont care. frankly ride-or-die evil besties fiona & scourge is something that i would 1000% be down for #being the aroace sonic truther i am.#however. if you rip her completely out and throw her to the wayside #despite the fact that she has been a major part of like all of his appearances after he becomes scourge #then there is a 99.9999999999999999999% chance your takes suck horrifically #and also you do not understand scourge as a character. or sonic for that matter since a lot of the time the terrible takes overlap #i was about to say ''i cant believe i came out of an entirely unannounced 3 week hiatus just to complain #about the fandom's take on something to do with archie sonic''#but actually this is incredibly on brand #anyways fiona justice. its so sad its so sad #like whenever i post something with fiona in it and somebody tags her i immediately go check their tag #just to find that my 3 art pieces are the only things in there #come on guys lets do better #well. actually given the way half the fandom treats scourge im not sure if i want them touching fiona #well . then i guess *ill* have to do better #make it four art pieces instead of three

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jamiethebeeart · 1 year ago

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Me, suddenly realizing spinaraki week was over a year ago: (⁠･⁠o⁠･⁠;⁠)

#the bee talks #i was scrolling through my mha folder and went wait a second how long ago was spinaraki week. at week i saw a time stamp of over a year ago #i was so looking forward to this year's and then all of a sudden its december????? this is rude and i want my time back #(more disappointed in myself that i only just realized that its been this long already.)#((absolutely no shade to the mods i just cant believe its December already))#its 2 am i bet im just shooting myself in the foot and obscuring my meaning the more i type in the tags #actually.... ive been throwing around the idea of writing fics again... taking last year's prompts would be a good pressure free way to get #practice in.... im rusty with any writing at this point much less “creative” writing

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bangcakes · 1 year ago

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#guess who's goin nutso crazy over the same guy again. ya its me JDJJDDJJDJDNDNDNX #things have been Progressing. n like this is slow burn territory so its like a . ... he messaged me first outta the blue. ABOUT SCHOOL.#BABY STEPS. ...#god i cant believe i may have met a guy who's as slow as me JDJDJDDJDJDDJDJDJD #im frustrated but im also like enjoying it.#and like maybe him messaging me doesnt seem like a big deal but OH IT IS. IT ISSS.#like woth him.... this is an Accomplishment #he also like... waits for me after class so we can walk together #he used to JET out the room like a rocket #but god... GOD. he waited all last week for me. oh i like him sooooo muchhhhh #n i hope its mutual #n e way HDJDJJDJDJDJDJDJD #this isnt even far but to me its like.... the farthest ive ever got with a guy ive liked this much #which isnt really saying anything JDJDJDJDJJDJD but only bc ive never liked someone so much b4. hes just so cute. like just everything about #him !!!!@@@ like even when hes grumpy n complaining im like oh ur so cute... (in my head of course JDJDJDJDJDJ)#personal

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aroaceofthesea · 8 months ago

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My happy birthday goncharov post has gotten almost 1k notes these last 2 weeks which might not be a lot but what the fuck, we're pretty much the furthest away we can be from the actual bday

#i dont understand people honestly #then some ppl are like woww i cant believe its only been a year!! thats bc it hasn't my dude it's been over a year and a half now #and im like do none of these people have timestamps activated?? bcthen you could see the post is from november #and idk maybe they wouldnt clutter my notes once again 😭😭 i made this post sure that it would only get notes for a few days a week max #im not mad lol its just annoying #mine

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kath-artic · 8 months ago

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brain being STUPID

#i know its hormones 10000%#like im on my period and running a fever rn. but hes been in ireland this week so i havent been texting him bc international fees and all #and also i dont wanna be distracting him while hes out on vacation yk. he should be having fun not texting me #but now that hes back a little voice in my brains like HE HASNT TEXTED YET!! HES GOING TO PHASE YOU OUT!!#and im not actively worried about that?? bc theres no reason to be?? but idk man im sick of my brain trying to self sabotage #like when i was in bed next to him having a full blown panic attack while most of my thoughts were completely calm and collected #and mostly along the lines of 'this is stuuuupppiiiiiddd 🙄'#its just when i let my guard down (like when im going to bed or getting sick) that this shit strikes. and its annoying bc i dont BELIEVE it #and sometimes its even stuff i make an active point of NOT believing #like when i was having that nervous breakdown the only part of my rational brain that was actually upset was the part that thought #'this isnt in line with my principles. i do not want my past experiences to make me a distrustful person and i loathe the fact that i cant #put this feeling out of my body despite that'#stupid. my brain should do what i want. why else is it there

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago

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Finally returning home from the war(being abroad for a month+) today. I am *not* excited for the transit journey I'm about to have to endure. It's funny tho cause all I can think about is just "man I wanna go home and redecorate"(I bought a billion posters)

#i cant believe its been 5 weeks.....#1/12th of this year spent on a different continent very cool!#but yes i just want to go home and completely change my room #i miss my space yknow ;(#i bought 2 nando hats and a little poster...its time to make a shrine 😍#they need to release a mini model of his car so i can add it pls #i wanna buy a mini helmet but god theyre so expensive and i just spent a lot over the past month #i wish i bought more at hanger-7 tbh vielleicht a max helmet or smth :/#but then i just went on to spend so much money at the gp so its fine its whatever!#still find it funny that i bought comparatively way more at the mucha museum vs the gp #but the gp i spent more ah....#anyways back home i go! finally back to my cave...#omg wait also #i only got like 4 hours of sleep #bcs i got distracted by a new strollonso fic....#catie.rambling.txt

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guinevereslancelot · 11 months ago

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i know people need to work and have jobs for society to function but i should be exempt from that bc i don't wanna do work..........food for thought

#my toxic trait is i am so lazy and i will never outgrow it i truly believe i am the specialist girl in the world and should not have to work #i truly cant envision a future where i dont want to kms if im working 40 hours a week 😌❤️#if i could survive and support myself only working part time then i would do that #and probably wouldn't feel like my soul was being drained from my body #but otherwise.....#maybe its just bc my last job sucked soooo bad maybe a job that doesn't suck so so bad would be ok idk #but that was my only full time job and i wanted to die #and i kind of feel like it would be the same even if it wasn't backbreaking manual labor but maybe im wrong #but most importantly I AM LAZY #im also disabled and chronically fatigued but on top of that i actually truly am lazy #there's no point to this post im just complaining #there should be a charity fund that supports lazy girls not working #we deserve it #this has been a shitpost

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