#I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING

[sharkteethunderneathmysocks]

Chaser Game W Season 2 comfirmed to premiere on September 19th!

[brian-kinney-apologist]

tell me why instead of sleeping because I have to wake up in less than 4 hours I kinda started to write a britin gap filler fic based on this tags of mine:

am I insane?? probably. do I care tho????.........

[respectthepetty]

So . . .

I'm fucked.

Pisaeng is now my baby boy, and I'm fully invested in his well-being. He took so many hits this episode, and I'm taking it personally.

Let's recap exactly how this episode hurt Piseang's and my feelings because I need to make sure I deliver the maximum damage to myself:

Kawi telling Piseang that he is intentionally creating distance between them because Pisaeng makes him feel uncomfortable and unsafe in front of the pink neon light and sign that reads "Extending our friendship, connection, and happiness to you all" was the cherry on top of this shitty pain sandwich.

Kawi chasing Pisaeng to the parking lot just to shove money into his face, so he won't owe Pisaeng anything.

DJ Squirtle! Pisaeng was so excited to give Kawi this, only to throw it at him from the car after such a horrible day.

Pisaeng turned down Pear's invite, but lit up when Kawi invited him out for drinks, only to be ambushed by a group that included Knot.

Pisaeng mentioned not being comfortable around him. Knot is misogynistic and Kawi KNOWS he is an asshole in the future, yet Knot keeps making comments about Pisaeng's sex life and the fact that they went to an all-boys school. Knot also mentioned believing Kawi was with Max (aka GAY), so is Knot homophobic and this is another reason Pisaeng does not want this dumpster in his life?

On the topic of Max, my other baby boy - Is this the reason for their dispute? Max could be gay and Kawi didn't like the implication that they might be in a relationship? Also, he was supposed to meet Max later. Did he? Or did he go out with Knot and the guys instead? He check-marked Max off his list, but this won't be as simple as he is making it if he continues to be friendly with Knot if his issues with Max really do stem from queerness.

Back to my other baby boy - Pear does like Pisaeng, but more importantly, IS MY BABY BOY DEPRESSED?! He is lonely. His old friends suck. His new friend said he makes him uncomfortable. He doesn't want to feel the pressure from Pear's dad. What is his relationship with his own parents? WHO IS THERE FOR MY BOY?!

He looked like he was going to cry in that classroom when Kawi told him he was annoying. He was trying to keep his shit together but was *this* close to having a breakdown when he was scrambling to gather his stuff so he could haul ass out of there. He didn't even turn in the quiz.

LOOK AT HIM!

I'm glad Kawi chased after him, but Pisaeng is really begging for someone to care about it, yet Kawi refuses.

He is quick to forgive and share his food with Kawi, so when Kawi told him that he is bothered by Pisaeng's behavior (thinking it's funny when Kawi is upset), Pisaeng clearly looked pained to know he unintentionally hurt Kawi. He wanted to fix it, but Kawi left immediately when Knot showed up.

Kawi turning down every offer Pisaeng extended to hang out upset him, and he even mentioned it later in the classroom. He tried to joke it off in the class, but he was hurt when it happened.

He went from being happy seeing Kawi and Pear together, to being somber since the realization of what he set in motion hit him.

Because he likes Kawi, a guy he can't have.

And he has liked him the entire time. TEN YEARS!

The worst part of all of this is Kawi isn't bad. He is trying to fix this, yet is delivering the most blows to my guy. He doesn't want Pear to be hurt in the future, so he must keep his distance from Pisaeng. He doesn't want to owe Pisaeng, so he pays him back. He doesn't want Pisaeng to be lonely, so he tries to mend his friendships. He wants his life to be better, which includes befriending Max again, saving his dad's life, and being with Pear, but he is missing what is right in front of him. He needs Pisaeng for his life to be better.

And then next week?!

Yeah, so like I wrote.

I'm fucked.

[leclercari]

WE ARE ACTUALLY GOING TO FIND OUT

[nyajiang-irl]

hey nya, its mum. i made an account

@mayajiang-irl

heyyy mom... how are you?

[frankensteinmutual]

guys. I'm getting t

[lover-of-mine]

Nothing like a nice season finale that leaves you wanting to punch a fictional mother to get you out of a writing slump. Go Buck breakdown fic and pray for me and the adjustment I need to make to make the whole thing post s7 lol.

[kingofthering]

f1 fans & their origins : the survey results

Hello, during the month of January, I ran a survey to know more about F1 fans, where they come from, who they like, why and all that. I also looked into how their country of origin and the year they got into F1 influenced their experience, among other things.

I received a little over 300 answers that I put together in this PDF. Please don't hesitate to tell me if you have an issue to open it and please come to my inbox if you want to discuss anything in there.

LINK TO THE RESULTS HERE.

[majikuriboh]

ohh Rika crying holding Yuta's body i am unwell

[daily-suyao]

[softiedingo]

redbull it would be great if you got your shit together and stopped fucking things up, how is it possible that PEREZ is ahead of MAX?! redbull is prioritizing the wrong person and giving the championship lead on a damn platter to mclaren

[interlagostrack]

I thought I was fine (or as fine as I could possibly be) but then I read what Zayn and Louis wrote and it broke me.

I was on the Subway on my way home and had to stop and cry because suddenly it became real. Liam is gone, this is not a nightmare, this is not a misunderstanding, fake news or a bad joke.

Liam is gone forever.

[sols-actual-main-blog]

i officially registered my thesis aaaaaaahhhh

[antrea]

[24.07.23]

[my-tiny-secrets]

i never got to see them perform live. and now I never will

[snoji]

my gf and I took the slowburn in BG3 wayyy too seriously and now that we're in act3 we've been BLOCKED OUT of any romance AT ALL i'm actually shattered