#I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S OVER GODDDDDDD

[ronanlynchbf]

i got greywaren today, finished it just now, and without giving anything away most of the sneak peeks are NOT AT ALL what i thought they were + i now have a headache from crying so much..peace & love 😎👍

[amourtoken]

Slut thoughts slut thoughts slut thoughts goddddddd

More toxic mentor Ruffilo x apprentice reader thoughts? This one's a little shorter but I'm planning to add to it as more thoughts appear.

*NSFW below the cut, MDNI*

cw: Age gaps (legal, but possibly controversial? They're mentioned.), toxic Nicky, branding, exhibitionism, glove kink ig, he's a dick, raw sex (wrap it up bitch), oral (m receiving), love/hate (it's rlly love/love but shhhh that's a secret), Noah is here! (Nick is a cunt), degradation, dacryphilia, pining

♡ Nicholas loves that he's got a few years on you, it really accentuates the whole mentor/apprentice relationship and he always pulls the "I'm older than you so I know what's good for you" card when you whine about things

♡ now that you've apprenticed under him a few months and he's got you melded into the perfect little cock sleeve, he's gotten a bit sloppy. Leaving hickeys just above where your shirt could cover and being just a little too touchy around the other shop guys.

♡ this normally wouldn't cause issues around anyone else however need I remind you your literal father is his boss and would skin him if he found out he so much as laid a finger on you in his dreams. That being said, Nicky didn't double check the schedule before deciding he was gonna have you on your knees. Who walks in unannounced? His boss.

♡ Luckily Nicholas' desk faced in such a way you couldn't see anything underneath unless you were literally in his chair, which spared you for the moment. To keep you quiet he used the hand buried in your hair to push your head entirely down between his legs, his cock filling your throat and making your eyes water pathetically. At this point he wasn't even truly doing it to keep you quiet or keep you hidden, he was doing it for his own enjoyment. Once his painfully long conversation ended and the room was clear, he pulled you off his cock and laughed at how messy you looked. (Asshole!!!! I fucking need to fuck him so bad hate him!!!)

♡ he made you get a tattoo of his initials after your "6 month anniversary" of being his apprentice. He said he wanted to brand you so everyone knows who trained you so well (this mf is not talking abt the tattooing I promise lmao). So now you have a pretty "NR" on your hip bone just barely low enough to be covered up by your clothing. He gets achingly hard whenever he remembers it's there.

♡ he claims you get on his nerves and swears up and down that he's definitely fucking other people cause he could "never date a random college airhead" (he's not, it's a lie, don't believe him lol) when he's talking to the other guys at the shop but if any of them so much as look at you in passing he has to actively restrain himself from jumping down their throat.

♡ speaking of this possessiveness, Nicholas ended up staying late at the shop one evening conveniently at the same time the new piercer Noah was there. Noah thought you were fucking gorgeous and had full intentions on asking if you had any plans this weekend so that you two could maybe hang out, unfortunately this plan was canceled cause Nicholas had you laid back on his tattoo chair split on his cock. He knew you two weren't alone, and made zero effort to keep you quiet, in fact he was encouraging the noise.

"Louder, can't fuckin' hear you- tell me how good this dick makes you feel"

"Bet I've ruined you for everybody else."

"Awe, are you crying? So fuckin' needy you're really crying for some cock?"

♡ afterwards he walked past Noah like literally nothing had happened even though minutes before he had you making sounds anyone else would've called 911 over. Safe to say poor thing didn't get his date.

♡ Nicholas loves playing with you while he's wearing his black latex gloves, he thinks you look pretty when his gloved fingers are forced down your throat and he's basically trained you to find them arousing cause he does it so often. He'll squish your cheeks in one hand before telling you to open your mouth so you can suck his fingers like you would his dick. (He literally stares at you like you hung the moon during this but God forbid he says he CARES ABOUT YOU)

[amourcheol]

hi fia!! so i just finished rereading great war...i dont know if you remember my tags from my first read but i did cry again i am so sorry im just the biggest cry baby despite knowing what coming anyways i again was reading without having any power in my house i seriously do not know what is about me reading your fic that the universe makes my house lose power but i don't care i'll do whatever it takes to reread it a million times!! i just wanted to stop by again to tell you how much i absolutely adore your writing and to give you your flowers for the rest of time, you seriously have such a gift and tremendous talent i hope it takes you far and wide in your life because seriously everyone deserves to witness at least a snippet of your writing a little blurb if you will :) i know i said i wasn't really someone that leaned to the side of historical fics but you really put you're all into this storyline that it makes you fall into a rabbit hole and you make it so interesting (even though it already is, you add a bit more!!) i'm sure you know but the countless messages and notes/tags left on your post that your fic is very loved, it is by me that's for sure :') your jeonghan fic is next on my list and i can't wait! again i want to just say thank you for taking the time to write such a beautiful fic its forever engrained in my head!! i hope you take care :) 🫂

OH MY GODDDDDDD I DO REMEMBER YOU !! u best believe i reread ur comments on reading the Great War when ur power went out I CACKLED 😭😭

WTF U CRIED ?:£:!:!:!:!: no because that is a COMPLIMENTTT PLSSS and don’t even sweat it im such a crybaby too 😭😭 but wtf i feel like a Disney villain cackling w pride over making u cry 💀 thank u for feeling my fic as much as i feel writing it !! ur power going out again as u reread it pls this is too funny 😭

user chaerbears ur the sweetest thing ever 😞😞 thank you so much for coming here again and giving me such praise like??? The time it takes to read the Great War too is so long and still u REREAD it 😞😞nothing makes me happier than to have someone who doesn’t necessarily read historical writings enjoy my history works like !! thank u for giving it a chance 🥹 i hope u enjoy the jeonghan fic just as much, but again no pressure since that one is even longer than the cheol fic 💀 fia shut up challenge FAILED ‼️

[crepe-of-wrath]

Utter Self-Indulgence: What I Fantasize about Blorbos [Alucard, Sebastian, Aizawa] Smelling Like

This is inspired by THIS POST that someone else made about Aizawa (post also reblogged on my tumblr). I haven't been able to get the "what fragrance would I pick for them?" thoughts out of my head. Before we get started, I want to acknowledge again that I know that men in Japan traditionally don't wear the type of fragrances I'm discussing here. But, I like fragrances and I also like thinking about these characters. Final Warning: Absurdly self-indulgent post incoming.

I think we need to have an incense fragrance here, as I like to think that it would amuse even the non-Abridged version of Alucard to smell like incense just because it would make Maxwell angry. (He shouldn't have insulted Integra, eh?)

I also like the idea of picking at least one fragrance marketed to women for Alucard because he transcends these categories. So maybe something like Bois d'Iris by Van Cleef and Arpels, which dries down on some people like what can best be described as cold smoke, which is a visual that feels very Alucard to me.

Another way this fragrance is often described is: imagine silver had a smell and that smell had just a hint of florals to it. Again, I think Alucard would appreciate the humor in a vampire such as himself smelling like silver.

Since Alucard is so changeable, we can't have just one fragrance pick, can we?

When Alucard dances vintage ballroom dances with you, staring down at you with those hypnotic red eyes, wouldn't it be lovely if you could smell a classic Givenchy when he brought you in close? I'm thinking original Gentleman, which has lots of deep, dark, notes, while also playing around with the fougère structure, and, while I don't like straight fougères all that much, it seems wrong not to imagine Alucard wearing something that pays tribute to that fragrance family.

I also like the idea of Alucard layering something very dry and medicinal with an over the top sweet warm vanilla, maybe like Guerlain Double Spiritueuse (another perfume marketed as feminine but again who fucking cares?) just for the contrast, and because smelling that hint of comforting vanilla would be so nice when he wraps you up in those massive arms.

Something that defies the usual trends is necessary here

There is literally a perfume named Ciel by the fragrance house Amouage

And yes, it is damn cheesy (and possibly creepy) to imagine Sebastian wearing a perfume called Ciel, but it's a compelling fit.

(If it really squicks one out to imagine Sebastian wearing a perfume called Ciel, there is also Amouage Dia, which travels in the same scent family circles as Ciel, IMO. However, I truly believe Ciel is the more unusual fragrance and thus the most suited for Bassy.)

Ciel has aspects of fougères, but it also has this big peachy, floral-aldehyde blast.

It is a scent that feels very geometric to me

Like, if any of you know the Thoth Tarot, the components of this scent block together and push against each other like the angular, transparent wings of the Sword Court Cards.

The shifty, airy, gender-eschewing nature feels very appropriate for an immortal demon being.

Dark horse selection: Lorenzo Villoresi Garofano (marketed for women, but a big floral and green combination that plays off Victoriana without having any elements I dislike.)

Goddddddd, just imagine he's getting dressed for his once-every-three-months fancy occasion

And then he applies some Knize Ten, the warmest, most traditionally masculine, least pretentious (IMO) of the leather classics. Like good, classic boots and other quality, long-lasting things.

I associate leather with nature, groundedness, comfort, and, strangely enough, competence [look, humans are weird], which are all things I associate w/Aizawa, which is probably why I'm so fixated on him smelling like this.

I'm sorry, my brain just about fucking shorts out at this point. Just imagine walking by and seeing him with his hair already up and then surprising him as he's about to put on his dress shirt, wrapping your arms around him, running your hands over his bare chest, just breathing in sexy leather

ohhhhh myyyyy godddddd

(Forgive the 2010's typing style, but my overwhelmed brain is reverting to what it knows.)

Another choice that would be really hot: the Tiffany for Men (as in the one that practically can't be found any longer): a warm, comforting, delicious, cinnamon/nutmeg/cedar-y treat to smell as he holds you close on a cold night.

[somensfw-blue]

Tiem for some Poo-Rambles bc i genuinely cant sleep because of how my brain is just raving about rhis. Its one of those nights. Also sorry if this is long. Okay, so you havent seen Wilbur all day(maybe for more than a day if you want that extra pent up-ness) and you already know what that means; some very pent up neediness. This results in Wilbur coming home finally, and when he looks around to see where you are, after you didnt come up to greet him like you always do,(1/?) - 🐩

He starts to hear the sounds of moaning, YOUR moaning. At first he's kind of feeling 🤨🤨 so when he peeks through the crack of the door to your shared bedroom, he immediately catches sight of you on the bed, wearing one of his shirts, fucking yourself with you hand, and hell, he swears he might have heard a small plead of his name coming from you. So, he quietly makes his way back, farther away from the bedroom

And after a bit, probably to put yourself together, you finally run up to greet him, still in his shirt, acting as if you totally weren't fingerblasting yourself just like 20 seconds ago. You wearing his shirt, which is big compared to you obv, makes it incredibly easy to cover up the fact you're wearing no underwear, and knowing this, after the initial kisses and what-have-yous,

Wilbur finally looks you up and down , the expression on his face causing a tonal shift in the mood as he tugs at the bottom of your shirt you're wearing, telling you to lift it up for him. When you hesitate and slightly protest (not bc you feel uncomfortable, ofc) he fires back with a "Good puppy's listen to what they're told, right?" In a tone that immediately makes you follow his orders. And when you do, he lowers himself so he could see between your legs better

And when he does, he smirks at how wet you are, and after noticing how a bit of your inner thighs seemed wet as well from what you were doing before. Looking up he says in a teasing tone, "Aw, look at how wet you are, sweetheart. You're practically dripping. This needs to be cleaned up, yeah? Lest we want to leave a mess on the floor." And when you nod weakly, he hums, using his mouth to do just that, instructing you to hold up your shirt while he uses his tongue to collect your juices

And when he notices how weak your knees are getting, his hands firm on your hips, he stops, but only to finally take you to your bedroom, picking you up to do so. Might even throw in a bit of you grinding against him because of the needy state you're in while hes carrying you. K so this ask is already like really long so im just gonna sum it up: he fucks you. He fucks you absolutely stupid.

Oh here's some dialogue for that though "Got so needy while I was gone, hm? Can't go just a few hours without my cock, mouth or hands on you, can't you? Such a good little cocksleeve, aren't you? So good for me." Maybe while he's kissing at your neck and chest while you agonizingly wait for him to just fuck you already, leaving hickies everywhere 😩🤚 help its way too early in the morning to be this horny rn im just trying to sleep

(i did fix a couple spelling/grammar errors hope you don't mind)

the minor degradation of "good little cocksleeve" is distracting me my goddddddd

but yes the cockiness of him pretending that he didn't see and hear you only to make condescending comments about how wet you are, making it seem like he believes it's because you missed him and not because you just came all over your fingers thinking about him and moaning for him

the image of him on his knees for you after he spent all day tall and in charge as president or rebellion leader is just *chefs kiss* beautiful

[frostbite-the-bat]

Ugfhbfhh I forgot I fucking gatekeep myself often

Didn't happen with Bugsnax bc I had the validation there I think but the second I'm not doing my absolute everything for a thing/a character and showing how much I like it and making things people will like of them and recognize me like my brain gatekeep myself like 9hh are you even a real fan if that you aren't doing enough people don't know you like it and you're worthless

Like

Bestie stoPp

I think one of the main reasons why I didn't have this with Bugsnax is because it's a small fandom and I was really really into the lore and the little facts so I often knew a tiny bit more than some people and then shadow filbo happened and I felt validated as a Bugsnax fan

For me attention is usually like a validation that ohh you're doing this good you're a real one rather than like just crawling it to he famous or something I legit don't even like having many many eyes on me like that but shdbehhr

I hate thissss

Let me enjoy things I don't have to do as much as some other people do just to like a thing

I can't believe I'm letting myself be distraught over not drawing certain characters or talking about them as much as some others even if they're my favorites

Goddddddd

[skamtrash]

I still can't get over the perfection that was David's hair in the 'Underwater' clip.

The wave, the slight curl. His edges. The swishy, swoopy-ness of it. The colour. He has the textuuuuure!!

Goddddddd.

Look at this!!

Wow, can't believe David invented having hair. His power.

[fullstopmgnt]

omg em i can't stand larries yikessssssss they're obsessing over harry's new tattoo (it's a bee i think? ?) which obviously means larry is real and he's sending them hiding messages. .. have u ever come across a dumber group of people in your entire life i can't believe those grown ass b*tches goddddddd

it looks like a fly to me but???? what would a bee mean??????? why does anyone pay attention to them i don't understand

[celestialarcade]

goddddddd i can't believe i had another dream about [redacted] like !!!!! i have accepted it !!! i know i fucked up but i learned from it lmao can my subconscious stop making relive that situation over and over jeez bro i promise i've learned my lesson